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WELCOME NOTE 

Oh my god! Its good to be back! Hello my lovelies! I'm sorry for being away for so so so long! I've missed you guys and I missed writing! 

Its been ages since I wrote a new zarry au and gosh, the way I became so lost upon adding new story here in wattpad. I've been busy with my career life lately, been focusing with work. I started writing again because of the novel my Policeman. Yep, that's right, Harry's favorite book and soon to be in films, My Policeman. Now I understand why Harry loves this book, it is indeed worth reading and tell you honestly, I cried at the ending. You guys, I recommend reading the novel. It was beautiful and bittersweet 🥹 

I also saw the trailer and I'm excited to see Harry as Tom! After I've seen the trailer, my heart just drifted back to Zarry and that I've reminisced how dedicated I am with Zarry back then. I've missed them so much and suddenly remembered my zarry au's here and thought, its been so long since I've written a new au, why not make a new one? And so, my creative juices started flowing again and I just started writing again. Gosh, you guys, I've missed you all and I can't still believe that there still a lot who still read my au's that I've written back in 2019. Awwww my heart's always happy and I'm so grateful for you guys! 

English isn't my first language and I'm not a skilled writer but with you appreciating my work, I'm in cloud 9! Its good to see your emotional comments. It made me smile reading all of them. Now, this is enough author's note. I will let you guys start with the few chapters I put up and let me know what you think! 🫰🏻

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"ha ha Harry styles the nerd! Why are you wearing those girly colors on your nails?"

"Yeah you faggot!"

Harry get this a lot.

He's been bully a lot because of the choices he made.

The choice of colors, hairstyles and the choice of what to put on his body.

You see, Harry loves colors and glitters and butterflies and people don't get that. Harry's parents gets it, but the people from his high school doesn't. Harry had been this way since his childhood days. Seeing beautiful and bright shades of colors like Pink, red, purple and yellow makes him happy and seeing it with glitters? Harry's even more happier. It started out as liking vibrant colors and liking tutu's and dolls. His parents were questionable and confused seeing that their only son loves girly things but they didn't stop him from playing and liking those things. Des said it might be a phase and that he'll get over it but he was wrong.

As Harry gets older and mature, his liking to these things grew up to the point he's interested in make-ups and nail polishes. Des was of course disappointed at first knowing that his son is not he thought he is. Des is not naive to this kind of environment, he has a lot of friends that aren't straight and seeing his son being different than other boys, ached him. Good thing Anne, Harry's mother, made him understand that whatever Harry may be, he's their son and no matter how much Des wanted to deny him, he is still going to be his son. Flesh and blood.

Both Harry's parents slowly accepted him and supported him for being he is and Harry's very grateful...and he thought if he's parents accepted his sexuality, the whole world will be a better place for him but he was wrong.

When he stepped in high school, seeing him wearing nail polish and using pink glasses, people immediately teased him for it. Some girls began to gossip about him, and some jocks made fun of him. In fact, all the students treated him differently...except for one person. This boy has pitched-black hair, tan-skinned, has long and dark lashes and has the most beautiful hazel colored irises Harry has ever seen. The boy was Zayn and he loves basketball and also friends with the jocks who bullies on Harry. But Zayn is different because he doesn't join when his mean friends makes fun of Harry.

In fact, he's the one who stops his friends from making more damage on Harry.

Now, they're on their senior year and the jocks that tormented him since freshmen, are still the same jocks that bullies him. They've never grow out of it.

"Come on, stop it guys" Zayn said as Michael, the tall, blonde and blue eyed jock stop teasing Harry and looks at Zayn "Oh you're no fun Zayn. Come on—" he grabbed Zayn's wrist and pulled him closer to Harry. Michael settled on Harry's side, leaning his body to the lockers "Hit him" Michael said with a smirk and Zayn stared at him "What?"

"Just one time, hit him....trust me, it will make you feel good" Michael playfully wiggled his eyebrows as Zayn sighed and shook his head "Dude, seriously, we're better than this. We're seniors already. If this goes to the principal, we're totally in trouble. Worse case, we won't graduate" Zayn explained as Michael whined "Ugh you talk too much. Just hit him so we can move on" Michael answered as Zayn rolled his eyes and shifted his attention to Harry who's looking down on his shoes and Zayn swear he was crying.

Zayn slowly leans in to Harry, checking his curls and trying to see his eyes but Harry was frozen looking down on his shoes "I'm sorry about this" as soon as Harry heard Zayn's low and soft voice, his heart gave out a loud thump "These guys are jerks and doesn't know better....I apologize on their behalf" Zayn softly said with genuine concern as Harry's entire body slowly started to feel warm "What are you doing man? Are you turning into a faggot like him or something?" Michael interrupted as Zayn slowly moved away from Harry and face Michael "Come on dude, you're going to get yourself caught" Zayn grabbed Michael's elbow as he pulled him out from Harry's side.

Harry heard them walking away so he slowly looked up and eyed Michael and Zayn and when he finally caught a sight of them, his breathing hitches when he saw Zayn looking at him while walking away with Michael. Zayn gave him a smile as he gave a slight nod at Harry before walking ahead with Michael.

And from that moment on, Harry feels like he got himself a hero.

After Harry got to know Zayn, his life has been a little safer from school. Michael wasn't tormenting him anymore, probably because Zayn was there to tell him off. Zayn has been a good person to Harry as well. He would sometimes smile at Harry in the hallways and Harry would shyly smile back at him too. Its been going on for weeks and Harry is okay with that kind of interaction. Its better than being teased and bullied everyday. Harry thought that his and Zayn's interaction only limits to smiling at hallways or at parking lot or at the canteen but he was wrong.

One time, Harry was looking at the trophy isle of their school and seeing a lot of trophies won by their famous basketball team, he feels proud...especially that Zayn belonged to that team. He's looking at the pictures taken after their victory and frame by frame, he can't take his eyes off Zayn.

He's really beautiful, Harry thought.

"I look horrible at that one" Harry's ears perked and his heart started to beat fast when he hears a thick english accent coming from his right. Harry's body slightly jumped and his eyes bulged seeing Zayn looking at him and  slightly smiling at him "Whoa, sorry" Zayn said with a small chuckle "Didn't mean to scare ya" Zayn added with a smile as Harry's heart started to beat fast "Why...what are you doing here?" Harry softly asked as he stood straight and stand further away from Zayn.

Zayn immediately notices his action so he slowly moved towards Harry's side "I came to look at trophies too. I want to see them with you" Zayn answered not taking off his eyes on the trophies as Harry's body slowly feels the warmth. Like the one he felt when he first met Zayn.

Zayn looks at Harry's reflection on the glass door and seeing him all silent and fiddling with his fingers, he couldn't help but to smile because Harry's too cute. Zayn then slowly looks at Harry on his side "Say Harry, want to grab pizza after school?" Zayn asked as Harry's body jolted "Pi...pizza?" Harry questioned back as Zayn nodded his head "Yeah. Pizza. My dad I just opened our pizza parlor last week and well, I'm looking for customers" Zayn answered as Harry was still stunned that THE ZAYN MALIK asked him to go to his pizza parlor and have pizza "You know, Trisha's Pizza? Its at Williamsburg" Zayn added waiting for Harry's response and seeing that Harry's just looking at him with his eyes wide, Zayn thinks this is a bad idea.

Zayn averted his gaze away from Harry and give himself a chuckle "Oh this is stupid...." Zayn said as he looks at Harry again who's still silent and still staring at Zayn "Well, it was nice talking to you Harry..." Zayn started to leave, giving a small wave to Harry and Harry, well, he blinked a couple of times and just processing on what just happened.

After classes are over, Harry can't still get over the fact that Zayn asked him to eat pizza with him. Harry hasn't been focusing well on his classes since Zayn's invite was on his mind all day.

Harry is now at his locker, arranging his books when realization hits him. Zayn just wanted to make friends with him. He hurriedly closed his locker and went to the schedule board, trying to see if Zayn has schedule basketball practice and seeing that their basketball team is on break for practice, he immediately went to find Zayn.

He doesn't know where to find him since he doesn't know much about him, except that he's a beautiful jock. Harry went to the quad, the field and the bleachers but Zayn wasn't there. Harry sighed as he made his way to the parking lot and to the bike section of the lot. He went to his bike, unchain it and kept it inside his bag.

He sadly rode his bike but then he remembered, Zayn told him the name of the Pizza place "Trisha's Pizza on Williamsburg" Harry said as he drove off.

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Harry's now staring at the neon lights that has Trisha's Pizza written in cursive letters and a pizza logo on the side. Harry parked his bike on the post and slowly made his way inside the pizza place. He looked around first, eyeing the place and seeing the whole place, Harry's in awe.

It has white shiny tiles, maroon colored chairs and tables and has marbled counter. They also have a menu board on top of the counter with graffiti art design on it. It looks super cool.

"Hi, welcome to Trisha's Pizza" Harry's eyes landed on the man, probably in his 40's, has thick brows and has hazel eyes like Zayn's. The man was smiling brightly at him and telling Harry to come forward at the counter. Harry slowly walked towards the counter "Son, are you lost?" The man asked as Harry's eyes widened "Uh no. I mean, I think so? I mean—" Harry inhaled and exhaled before answering again "I'm looking for someone but I don't know if he's here" Harry calmly said as the man was confused at first and he began to study Harry's face and built and then he smiled "Ah. You must be looking for Zayn?" The man said "ZAYN!" He slightly yelled and in an instant, the door from the back opened revealing Zayn "Yeah dad?" He answered and when he saw Harry, his eyes widened for a second but then he smiled "Zayn, this man is looking for you" Yaser, his dad said as he nodded "Thanks Dad" Zayn went to the side where the exit from the counter is and went to Harry "Hi" Zayn started as Harry didn't know how to react.

Should he shake his hand? Or just say hi?

"Um so, its good to see you here?" Zayn slightly cough. He doesn't know why Harry's so quiet "So....what do you want? We have all kinds of pizza's here" Zayn added to ease the awkwardness between him and Harry.

Zayn doesn't know what else to say since Harry's so quiet and he's always just staring at Zayn when they're together "I want to try the tuna pesto Pizza" Zayn's ears perked hearing Harry's voice and man, he didn't know that he has this slow patterned voice but sexy at the same time too.

Zayn's eyes lit up and gave a bright smile to Harry "Of course! Take your seat anywhere. Your first pizza is on the house! I'll be right back" Zayn said with a hint of excitement as Harry just nodded and look for his seat.

When Zayn returned, he already has Pizza on his hand and a drink on the other. Zayn put the plate down in front of Harry "Its good that you made it Harreh" Zayn said as Harry's heart thumped again "Um...this is no problem at all" Harry softly answered as Zayn then comfortably sat in front of Harry. Harry's body stilled seeing Zayn sat in front of him "I got you some sparkling water. I don't know if you drink soda so I got the safest option. Water" Zayn grinned and showed Harry the bottle as Harry's heart beat increases.

God, Zayn's too beautiful that its making his heart hurt "Thank you, Zayn" Harry answered as he saw Zayn's expression slowly changes into one a happy smile "Why....why are you smiling like that?" Harry asked his cheeks slowly giving out a pinkish color "Ah. Well, its good to hear your voice" Zayn answered straightforwardly "Hearing your voice gave me this warmth inside....you know?" Zayn added as Harry's cheeks, or where his entire face suddenly turned Red. Zayn's saying all these things without a pause and its like normal for him to say these things in front of Harry?

Zayn knows he's....gay right?

Zayn then stared at Harry and seeing his face all red, he raised his hand and without warning, put his hand on Harry's forehead which made Harry tensed even more "You're all red, are you sick?" Zayn asked as Harry's eyes widened from shock. He stood and looks at Zayn with wide eyes "I gotta go" Harry said as he immediately turned around, exiting the pizza house.

After that incident, Harry made sure he doesn't crash into Zayn at school. He doesn't want to feel those feelings he felt when he was at the Pizza house. He doesn't want to feel butterflies, he doesn't want to feel Zayn's warmth and he doesn't want to admit that he's developing a crush.

Harry tried his best to ignore Zayn whenever they bump into each other at the hallway. Harry doesn't even take a glance at Zayn when they cross paths. His weeks has been like this. Avoiding Zayn every chance he gets but Zayn's persistent and also very confused why Harry just left like that last week. So he thought of a better idea to approach him without him avoiding him.

It was the weekend and Harry was at his room, listening to Queen. He doesn't have any plans in the weekend but to stay in and maybe watch some movies. Harry was laying on his bed, eyes above the ceiling, looking at the glow in the dark stickers over and over again when his Mum knocked on his door. Harry lazily got up and opened the door and was met by his Mum who's smiling widely at him "Mum? Why are you smiling like its Christmas?" Harry asked as Anne squealed "A boy is here to see you!" Anne whispery answered as Harry's confused "Mum, I don't have any—"

"Oh Harry, you didn't tell me you're dating! The boy's beautiful! Your father already approved of him since he already interviewed him" Anne barged in making Harry even more confused "Mum stop okay? I'm not dating and I don't have any friends....so maybe that boy is lost and not looking for me...he must be at a wrong house" Harry defensively answered "His name's Zayn and he's definitely looking for you" and with that, Harry's entire body tensed up again.

Zayn's here? WHAT THE FUCK?

"Zayn? Zayn's here? Oh god whyyyyyy" Harry panicked as he went back to his room, pacing back and forth inside "So you know him? And why are worried?" Anne asked as he held Harry's elbow stopping him from panicking and walking back and forth "Tell him I'm not here" Harry said as Anne raised her eyebrow and shook her head "Nonsense! Lets not keep the boy waiting" Anne then pushed Harry outside his room.

Coming down the stairs was a battle for Harry but his Mum's too strong as she pushed him off. When both were already at the end of the steps, Anne made Harry face her and tidied his curls "Your father and I agreed that you'll date but we only ask one thing" Anne said as she tidied Harry's shirt "That you do safe sex" Harry's eyes widened and his cheeks gone hot "Mum, What?"

"The first is always about romance and libido...now we don't want to deprived you from it but make sure its always safe" Anne continued as Harry wanted to throw up "We're not dating, now let me go" Harry then removed her hands on him as he walked towards their living room where his see Zayn seating at their sofa. When he sees Harry, he smiled and stood. Harry's heart can't stop beating like crazy now. Zayn's here at his house!

"Hi, Harreh" Zayn's voice is soft that sent shivers to Harry's spine "What....what are you doing here?" Harry asked "Well..." Zayn shyly looked at his shoes and back at Harry again "I asked my friend from the admin office of our school your address and I just wanted to...." Zayn paused, swallowing his saliva "I want to hang out? If that's okay with you?" Harry's heart thumped again. After all the avoidance from school, Zayn still wants to hang out?

"Zayn....I don't—"

"Fantastic! You two can go now..." Anne interrupted as she pushed Harry towards Zayn "Please bring him back before 12 okay?" Anne added with a smile as Harry's signaling her to stop. Zayn nodded to Anne as he went towards the door. Harry wasn't supposed to follow Zayn out of the house but Anne's persistent so he has no choice but to get out with Zayn.

When both of them already out, awkwardness invaded the air again. Harry stood quietly on Zayn's side. Zayn cleared his throat and face Harry "So uh—"

"Seriously Zayn, why are you doing this?" Zayn was taken aback by Harry's question "Why did you go here? And why are you being good and friendly to me? What are your buddies up to? Is this your new way of bullying?" Harry can't stop rattling now "First you defended me from your friend, Michael then you asked me to visit your pizza shop and now you're here at my home....what—"

"This has nothing to do with Michael or my jerk friends okay?" Harry shut his mouth when Zayn spoke "Don't you get it? I just wanted to be your friend....I just want to hang out with you because you seem cool" Zayn added as he sighed "I defended you from Michael because you don't deserve to be treated that way....you're human too and I can't stand to see that Michael torments you everyday at school" Harry's speechless now "And I invited you to our pizza place because...." Zayn put his hand on the back of his neck, rubbing his nape "...I just wanted you to know me too. That my family owns a pizzeria and that I want you to taste my dad's pizza" Harry's eyes widened and his heart beat fast from all Zayn's revelations "And now I know how you felt, I guess its better to stop bothering you" Zayn gave out one last sigh before facing Harry with a smile but this time, his lips are the only ones smiling and not his eyes, more like a forced smile "Sorry, Harreh. I'll....I'll just go. See you at school. I guess" Zayn softly said as he started to walk away.

Harry watches Zayn as he saw him got on his black motorbike. He put his helmet on and grabbed his keys from his pockets and started the engine. Harry's heart can't stop beating so fast now and he's contemplating whether to stop Zayn from going away "UGH fuck it!" Harry said as he ran towards Zayn and before Zayn can drive away, Harry grab his elbow.

Zayn's head whipped to the side shocked to see Harry. He stopped the engine of his motorbike and removed his helmet, settling it on his side "I'm sorry...." Harry said as Zayn waited for his next sentences "I'm sorry that I assumed that you're only doing these things just so you can make fun of me or bully me" Harry sighed "I've never really thought that you're different from Michael"

"I am different" Zayn barged in "I know...I know" Harry said "You're indeed different" Harry gave him a small smile "And yes, we can be friends" Harry added as he gave Zayn his full smile, with his dimples out and from that moment, Zayn's heart thumped seeing Harry's cute and beautiful smile.

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After Zayn and Harry's little confrontation on Harry's house, they've been friends after that. They would give each other smiles at their school hallways and Harry would sometimes give a small hand wave to Zayn every time they crossed-paths at school.

Good thing the jocks didn't see them exchanging glances and smiles or else Zayn would have a hard time stopping them from tormenting Harry. Zayn doesn't actually get it...Harry's such a beautiful person, why would they bully him? Is it because of his nail polishes? Or his taste in clothes? Those doesn't matter because what matters is Harry's a good person.

That's what caught Zayn's attention in the first place and seeing him being bullied by Michael, he can't take it. He had to step in and stop Michael's childish acts. Zayn needed to let Harry know that he can count on him, that he can be there for him and making friends with him is the first step to that.

"So, our school spring dance is coming up" Zayn said as they are at Trisha's Pizza. Harry finally gets to taste Zayn's Dad pizza and Zayn's right, it's delicious and award winning "Oh yeah, I think I'm not going" Harry answered as Zayn's eyebrow raised "And why?"

"I just....don't feel like it?" Harry answered with a question mark at the end. Zayn stared at him before answering "I bet there's a deeper reason...what is it?" Zayn leaned in closer to Harry as Harry's breathing hitches.

These past few weeks, Zayn had been very close to Harry. He would sometimes casually put his arm around Harry's shoulders and sometimes, he would just sit next to him and he doesn't mind when their elbows and knees are touching "Come on Harry, its me. Your Zayn. Aren't you gonna tell me what's really the reason?" hearing Zayn say this, his heart started to beat fast again and his cheeks instantly gone hot. YOUR ZAYN.

Harry's entire being shivered just thinking Zayn being his.

Harry gulped as he kept his cool "I don't want to get bullied" Harry softly answered as Zayn sighed and shook his head "Nobody's gonna touch you Harreh. As long as you're with me, nobody's gonna harm you okeh? So come to the dance....I'll be there" Zayn smiled "You....you promise?" Harry asks as Zayn nodded "I promise"

"I promise" was the only assurance Harry needed from Zayn. He believes that Zayn will protect him from all the jock bullies and from all the people who torments from being different.

Spring dance arrived and Harry's all ready wearing his pink pastel colored tuxedo and he polished his nails in white. Anne was excited seeing Harry in his beautiful suit and Des was too. Harry was all smile seeing his parents that happy and that's not also the reason, he's happy that Zayn's gonna be there for him the entire dance.

Zayn and him decided to see each other at school since Zayn told Harry that he's going to be a little late. Harry's nervous though and he's feeling something's about to happen tonight but he put those negative thoughts away and think about Zayn.

He trusts Zayn.

Des was the one who took Harry to the dance. When Des stopped his car on the entrance of the school, Harry didn't immediately got out of the car. He's fiddling with his fingers and trying to steady his breathing "Son, we can go back if you want?" Des said as Harry looks at his Dad's eyes and shook his head "No dad. I'm fine...." Harry answered as he looked at the entrance of the school with a banner saying "Spring Dance 2012"

Harry inhaled and exhaled and look at his dad and smiled "Zayn's waiting for me" Harry said as Des gave a nod "Call us when you need us okay? We'll come and pick you up right away" Des answered and that Harry smile even widely "I know you guys are always there for me" Harry then gave his Dad a hug before getting out of the car.

Harry watches Des' car drove away and out of the school grounds. Harry composed himself as he face the entrance and slowly walked inside. When Harry stepped inside, his insides began to churn as students from the hallway stared at him and seeing how he dressed, the students began to murmur and gave Harry weird looks "Calm down, Zayn's inside the gym...he's got you" Harry's mind said as he continued to walk towards the school gym.

Harry can hear the sounds and people laughing from the hallway indicating he's nearing the gym and when he reach the doorway, Harry can feel all eyes landed on him as other students began to smirked at him

"What the fuck's he's wearing?"

"pink? Seriously?"

"look at his nails, so gay"

"Oh my god, he's prettier than the girls here"

"faggot!"

Harry's entire being shattered from hearing all those words and he wanted to ran away but he stopped himself as he remembered Zayn. His eyes searched the room and when he saw him, wearing a black tux with white rose on the pocket, his heart calmed down and he can't help but to smile.

Harry approached Zayn but stopped when he saw that he's with his buddies, his jerk friends. Harry didn't know what to do.

Should he continue to approach him? Or just leave?

Harry's eyes met Michael's and his giving him this taunting look that made Harry lose energy to go to Zayn. He slowly backed away and fully walked out of the gym. He went to the hallway, catching his breath, he feels like hyperventilating and he feels like passing out.

"Harreh!" Harry's body jolted and when he turned around, he saw Zayn "What happened back there?"

"I told you, going to this stupid dance is a bad idea!" Harry answered back "Harreh—"

"Wow look what we have here" they both looked ahead and saw Michael and the other jocks coming their way "Zayn...I thought we're doing this together? Why are you getting at it first?" Michael said with a smirk as Harry's body shivers "Michael, lets just leave" Zayn said as Michael shook his head "This faggot doesn't deserved to be here....he's sick!" Michael pointed a finger at Harry as Harry's stilled.

The other students from the hallway slowly circled them, watching the scene "Michael, come on before teacher comes!" Zayn held Michael's elbow but Michael brush it off and went to Harry. He grabbed Harry by his collar and pushed him real hard on the lockers "You faggot!" Michael hissed as he gave another push to Harry, hitting his back at the lockers. Harry closed his eyes and hoping that Zayn will stop him but he didn't heard anything from Zayn.

Michael let go of Harry as he laid on the ground "Michael, stop! If you'll keep doing this—"

"Zayn, I noticed lately that you've been defending this....faggot" Zayn's mouth instantly shut as soon as he heard what Michael said "Why? Are you his boyfriend now?" Michael looks at Zayn with a smirk as Zayn gave a step back and look at Harry who's trying to stand up. Zayn's eyes went back to Michael as Michael keeps on eyeing him "It's not like that...."

"Yeah. He's been hanging out with him!" One of the jocks said as Michael chuckled "Zayn, don't tell me that you're sick too? That he has infected you?" Zayn's body shivered and he suddenly didn't have the energy to defend Harry. Eyes of the students are on him now, waiting for him to confirm the things that his jerk friends said "Zayn, you're gonna be a big disappointment if you're with him. That the handsome basketball player, the amazing Zayn Malik is a faggot!"

"Stop it!" The entire hallway got quiet as they heard Harry, who's now standing. Michael instantly turned his head to Harry and glared at him "What did you say?"

"I....I said, stop it..." Harry softly answered as Michael walked towards him and gave him a swing on his stomach "That's what you get for answering back! Faggot!" Michael shouted and when Harry's down, Michael repeatedly kicked him on his stomach, his face and his entire body. The jocks snickered and Zayn just stood there, stunned. The students began to dispersed when they heard a teacher coming their way. Michael and the jocks ran away first leaving Harry and Zayn alone in the hallway.

When the teacher saw them together, Zayn pointed where Michael and the jocks ran off to and told Zayn to take Harry to the infirmary. Zayn nodded and tried to help Harry but Harry was the one who pushed him away "Get away from me!" Harry shouted at him and seeing Harry's face, Zayn's heart broke. Harry's crying! Because of him! "Get. Away. From. Me" Harry said word by word as he struggled to stand up, supporting himself at the lockers "Harreh...I'm so sorry—"

"You know what's more painful Zayn?" Harry barged in, looking at Zayn with disappointment "Michael's punches is nothing compared to what you did to me just then" Harry continued as tears kept on falling on his cheeks. Zayn's heart ached seeing Harry, his beautiful Harry cry because of him.

Harry slowly started to walk as Zayn went towards him and hold his hand but Harry brushed him off again "Stop being a hero if you can't even save yourself!" Harry said "At least I'm true to myself...not like you who's only true in hiding but filled with lies in the open" Harry almost shouted, his heart shattered to pieces. These was Harry's last words to Zayn and all he could do was look at Harry walking away way out of the school and walking away from him.

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And that moment happened 10 years ago when Zayn was a senior high schooler. He could never ever forget Harry Styles.

The most beautiful person inside and out. If Harry wasn't bullied back the day, he could have been the most confident person he know. After that horrific moment, Zayn couldn't forget Harry's crying face and up til now, it sometimes shows in his dreams. Zayn tried his best to move on from it but whatever he does, he can't do so.

He can't believe that the person he's fond of back at high school would be the person he can never forget today.

After high school, Zayn's life continued on. He went to college, finished his art degree and now has his own small art gallery downtown. On the weekends, he would help out his Dad in their pizza house. Since Zayn making money now, he expanded their pizza house a little more and did some renovations.

Zayn of course was the one who designs the interior and its walls. All of the designs from their pizza house is hand made by Zayn....this is the only way he can keep himself busy and take his mind off Harry. Zayn also did some search on Harry but after what happened back then, Harry's existence suddenly was off grid. Zayn also went back to Harry's parents and asked them on Harry's whereabouts but, Anne and Des wasn't fond of Zayn like they used to before. Zayn never stepped inside their house ever again.

Zayn accepted all these consequences because after all, it was his fault. He was supposed to protect Harry, he was supposed to be Harry's hero but turns out, he became Harry's worse nightmare.

Zayn always wonders...what if he wasn't a coward and actually protected Harry from those jocks? What if he just gave Michael a punch and saved Harry from him? They would have form a beautiful relationship after. But no, Zayn was too scared, too scared to let the people know that he likes Harry.

Zayn groaned and frustratedly ran his fingers through his hair "Mate, are you having mood swings again?" Zayn looked up and saw his work partner slash friend Louis.

They've met in college and both of them started out Zayn's art gallery named Green eyes. Louis is a finance major so he's the one manages the money from their gallery and he's also the one who entertains people. He's a smooth talker compared to Zayn "Mood swings? I'm fine Lou"

"Fine? Ever since we have this gallery, all you did is mope around....do some art and mope some more...the people who loves your art are always asking for you...they want to see the artist dude. I can't always say 'oh sorry he's on a business trip to France or Germany or Italy' or to other countries. I'm almost close to use all the countries in the map because of that reason!"

"Lou, I can't deal with people. You know that" Zayn answered back as Louis sighed "You've started out this idea of putting up a gallery but for what?"

"I just want the people to see my art....okay? That's it"

"Really? Or is it because you're trying to lure someone to come here? Someone with Green eyes?" Louis said as Zayn stares at him and shook his head "I don't know what you're talking about"

"God, you're soooo good in denying it" Louis chuckled as he stepped closer to Zayn's desk and sat on the chair in front of Zayn's desk "Zayn, its been what? 7 years?—"

"10 years" Zayn instantly answered as Louis rolled his eyes "Its been 10 years, and you're still doing this for him. Don't you think, if he wanted to see you he already stepped inside that gallery?" Louis raised his brows to Zayn "For sure, if he wanted you to see him, you would've seen him by now...but nooooo, that man is hiding from you that's why you can't find him" Louis stated facts as Zayn sighed and rubbed his eyes "I'm still hoping. I need to hope. I need to look for him some more. Doing that to him was the biggest regret of my life and I can't.....I won't be able to move on if I can't apologize and ask for his forgiveness" Zayn answered "Oh man, that's tough..." Louis then stood and gave Zayn one last look "Well, good luck with that....hopefully you'll find him" Louis said before exiting Zayn's office.

Zayn hopes he will find Harry.

After closing up the gallery, Zayn went back to his Dad's pizzeria. The walls aren't finished yet so Zayn wanted to do some painting and to take his mind off Harry again.

"You've been repainting that wall repeatedly now....and been renovating this pizzeria couple of times too. The last design we had was beautiful but you insisted on renovating it" Yaser said as Zayn was crouching down, mixing paints "We need to follow the trend. And besides, people go here because our shop never loses paint...they call it aesthetic" Zayn answered as he stood and began to continue where he left off with his painting "Are you sure that's the reason?" Zayn stopped and held the paint brush tight "I know that you're still hurting....but don't you think that you should let that go? Its been years, Zayn" Yaser put his hand on Zayn's shoulder giving it a squeeze "Dad....I tried that. I tried moving on but....I don't know, it won't get away" Zayn answered as he lets go of the paint and brush, putting it back on the floor and face his dad "I need to see him. Or else, I'm just gonna lose it" Zayn added "But if fate and destiny isn't working on your side, you and Harry will not cross-paths. That's why you need to let it go..." Yaser gave his son a small smile as Zayn sighed "I will....I'll try" Zayn softly answered.

Zayn did try.

He focused more on his paintings and even got out of his office and entertained people asking about his paintings. He'd never thought that greeting and meeting people somehow lessen the feeling he felt for Harry.

Meeting people occupied his mind that the feeling of longing, looking and searching for Harry is slowly fading away. He's helping Louis with the gallery's finance as well and busied himself with documents and paperworks. This is much better than moping around in his office.

Zayn kept himself more busy and more focused and being busy and focused means doing everything and anything inside his gallery.

"Mate, a sure buyer wanted to see you!" Zayn was busy with his paperworks when Louis bursted on his office "Sure buyer?" Zayn repeated and looked up to Louis "Yes! He wanted to buy the spiral painting you made!" Louis answered with excitement as Zayn smiled widely "Wow! That person must have a good eye and its one of our expensive ones" Zayn answered as he stood from his chair and walked side by side with Louis "My flowery words has an effect on him, that's why" Louis teased as Zayn chuckled "Good thing I got you then"

When they've reached the gallery, Louis approached a man with a brunette hair and slightly taller than Louis, wearing a patched royal blue coat and tie. He looks classy.

Louis talked for him a while and after that, the man face Zayn and wow, his eyes are so blue "And this is Zayn, the artist" Louis said as the man smiled "Nice meeting the artist. I'm Niall Horan"

"Pleasure is mine Niall. So what interests you in my spiral painting?" Zayn asked as Niall smiled "Actually, my boss is the one who's interested in your piece. I called earlier, showed him your pieces and this one, the spiral one caught his eyes" Niall answered as they walked slowly towards the painting "The contrast of colors, highlighting green and yellow...and when you look at it longer, you can slowly see rose petals...its fascinating really...I didn't noticed it at first not until my boss pointed it out for me"

"Seems like your boss has good eyes" Zayn replied "Bet he has. Now, what would the procedure before buying?" Niall asked as Zayn handed him to Louis. The two had a long talk before finally handing out the credit card and Louis was all smiley and his eyes lit up every time he answers back to Niall.

After Niall left, Louis went back to Zayn's office where Zayn just got another canvas and paints out "You're painting?" Louis asked as Zayn nodded "Maybe a new replacement for the spiral painting" Zayn answered as Louis can't stop smiling goofily "Dude, I think someone stole something from you" Zayn said as Louis blinked and stopped smiling "Stole something? What?!!" Louis panicked as Zayn chuckled "That man Niall, stole your heart" Zayn teased as Louis snorted "You're so cheesy man!"

"What's your deal anyway? Why have you become Mr. Sunshine all of the sudden?"

"Nothing. I mean, I'm just happy that your 5 year old painting finally has an owner" Louis answered and then he paused and just realized something "Wait a damn minute" Louis added as he rushed outside Zayn's office leaving Zayn confused. He came back seconds later, holding his tablet "Oh my god, please be right" Louis mumbled as he scroll through the tablet. Zayn put down the brushes and went beside Louis who's frantically scrolling through his tablet "Lou, what's up?"

"OH MY GOD!" Louis screeched and look at Zayn with wide eyes "I think I found your Harry" Louis said as Zayn's eyes widened and his heart palpitated.

Louis showed Zayn the tablet and seeing the receipt name on the screen with the name H. Styles written on the card holder's name, Zayn's insides shake and seriously his heart can't stop beating that in any moment now, he's gonna have a heart attack.

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After Zayn saw Harry's name on the receipt, he has mixed feelings.

He's happy that finally after searching, he found him but at the same time, he's nervous.

Will Harry still recognize him? Did Harry leave a grudge on Zayn? Will Harry forgive him if he apologize?

"Mate, this is the perfect timing isn't it? The painting is to be delivered tomorrow and you can deliver it personally to him!" Louis cheery said as Zayn inhaled and exhaled "Which address?"

"Its on Williamsburg"

"oh god, Louis I think I'm gonna throw up" Zayn took his seat on his desk chair composing himself "Zayn, calm down. Lets take deep breaths and calm down" Louis soothes as Zayn took deep breaths and face Louis "We'll be the one to deliver that painting. You're coming with me to Williamsburg"

"but what about the shop?"

"We'll close it! Its been years searching for Harry and this, this it it Lou! I need...I need to prepare my speech. My apology speech!" Zayn stood and was about to get out of the office when Louis held his wrist "Whoa, calm down Zayn" Louis said as he let go "You need to calm yourself down. Now, the speech, you don't need to write it. You just need to feel it. It will come through you" Louis smiled "And besides, its been years, we'll never know how much Harry have changed" and Louis was right, Zayn needs to calm down and let his heart speak instead.

This is the day! The day Zayn will finally see Harry.

Zayn didn't sleep well last night because he was nervous in meeting Harry. Louis told Zayn to calm down and act normal, not all panicky.

Louis and Zayn loaded up their truck to deliver the painting and after that, they settled inside and looked at each other "Ready?" Louis asked as Zayn gulped and nodded his head "Think so" Zayn answered with a nervous smile.

Zayn then started the engine and drove off. When they reached the address, Zayn's eyes widened seeing a glass building "Wait, its a building? Like A FUCKING BUILDING?" Zayn gasped as Louis nodded "Harry must be working here?" Louis answered as Zayn went to the open parking lot and parked his truck "Okay, you stay here and I'll go to the reception and ask for Harry Styles" and gosh just saying his name is making Zayn's heart palpitate "Once I get the confirmation, I'll go back here and lets bring the painting to him" Zayn added as Louis understood and nodded.

As Zayn neared the entrance of the building, his getting more nervous.

The glass doors opened and when he went inside, he's in awe. The insides looks so grand with marbled tiles and pillars and a crystal chandelier at the ceiling.

When Zayn saw the reception area, he saw a gold plated name pasted on the wall as Zayn read "Golden" 

"Hi good morning, welcome to Golden! How may I help you?" Zayn almost jumped from the petite voice. A girl with curly blonde hair and freckles on her cheeks smiled at Zayn "Um hi....I'm from Green eyes art gallery downtown and we're here to deliver the painting that Mr Niall Horan purchased yesterday" Zayn said as the lady smiled and grab the phone. Zayn eyed the building some more as he waited for the lady who's now talking on the phone

"Hello sir, a man claiming he's from Green eyes? He said you purchased a painting yesterday" Zayn heard "Okay. You're welcome sir" she put the phone down and look at Zayn again who's eyes are now looking back at her as well "You may bring the painting up. Its on the 3rd floor, the last floor of this building" Zayn thanked the lady as he went back to his truck to get Louis and the painting.

When both of them entered the building, Louis can't help but to whistle on the interior of the building "Man, this is a beauty!" Louis whispered to Zayn as Zayn signaled him an "I know right" expression.

They rode the elevator to 3rd floor and when they elevator doors opened on the 3rd floor, all they see was a hallway with carpeted floors and glass walls "Okay, there are no employees here or cubicles..." Louis said as they got out of the elevator and walked ahead.

"Hello Louis! We've met again!" Louis and Zayn halted as they saw Niall walking towards them who's now wearing a beige tuxedo. Louis almost dropped his side of the painting seeing Niall looking all dashing "Oh hey! Niall...nice seeing you again" Louis' voice cracked a little as he answers Niall. Zayn shake his head, why is he so whipped?

"So this is the entrance of the office..." Niall started showing them the hallway "You'll hang that on my boss' office. Its the center piece" Niall added as Zayn and Louis shared a look.

They followed Niall through the hallway until they've reached a black tinted fiber glass door. Niall opened the door with his card key that's on the handle and when the red light on the door turned green, the door opened.

Niall led them inside and Zayn's in a awe even more. The room is wide with marbled floors and there a lot of colored fabrics lying on the floor, leaning on the glass walls, hell, there a lot of fabrics, sequins, colored buttons, different sizes and colors of threads everywhere. There are also half bodied mannequins with unfinished taylor suits and dresses "Sorry about the mess, I hadn't finish cleaning up yet" Niall said as Zayn wasn't paying attention because he's too mesmerized on what he sees.

As they've reached the end of the whole room, there's another door but this time, the door's made of wood and it doesn't have digital locks on it. Niall opened the door and went inside, followed by Zayn and Louis and the inside looked so homey and comfortable.

No marbled floors, just regular wooden floors and the walls has a lot of paintings on it. The room is like a small apartment with living room, a small kitchen and Zayn saw another two doors at the end, must be bedrooms?

"Here we are, this is your spot" Niall said as Zayn look at the wall that's located from the center of the whole room. Louis and Zayn removed the painting cover and examined the wall where they'll put the painting. After securing its slot, they slowly hanged the painting and check it one last time before saying Okay to Niall.

After hanging the painting, Niall and Louis took their time talking to each other while Zayn took his time to look around the "apartment"

Niall's boss is pretty wealthy that he has the whole 3rd floor to himself. Zayn's thinking if where Harry is. And then Zayn suddenly realized that Niall used Harry's credit card to buy his painting. Does Harry knows that Zayn's the owner of Green eyes? Or maybe Harry is Niall's boss? Does this mean Niall is his assistant? If Harry's the boss and Niall used Harry's credit card, his personal credit card, this just means that Niall knows the details of his credit card and that's above as an assistant's job!

Or is Niall closely related to Harry?

Or maybe Niall is Harry's lover?

There are a lot of questions whirring inside Zayn's head and its overwhelming. What if Harry's no longer single? Why Zayn? You came here to apologize and ask for forgiveness, not to be concerned of his relationship status! And besides, nothing happened beyond friendship when you were at High school!

"ZAYN!" Zayn gasped as he look around and saw Louis looking at him with concern "Are you okay? You were standing there, not moving????" Louis whispery asked as Zayn coughed and shake his head "I...I spaced out" Zayn answered "Well okay. I think we're done here. And I didn't see any traces of Harry though. No pictures and frames" Louis whispered some more as Zayn agrees.

Maybe coming here was a bad idea after all.

"Um thank you for having us today. We'll take our leave" Zayn said to Niall who's on his phone, texting.

Niall looked up and smiled "Okay. Thank you for personally bringing this painting as well" He smiled as Zayn nodded and started to leave, followed by Louis "But man, this place. Do you think Harry's a  designer?" Louis asked and still whispering "But look at all those expensive looking fabrics!" Louis added with awe as Zayn wasn't answering but he kept on walking towards the glass door.

When Zayn reached the door, the red light instantly turned Green and it opened even without Zayn touching. Zayn thought it was automatic but boy he was wrong because someone from the other side opened the door.

The door widely opened as Zayn was met by the person whom he'd been searching for years! Zayn's felt his world had gone in slow-motion when his hazel eyes met beautiful green ones and seeing his green eyes are enough for Zayn's heart to thumped real hard on his chest and giving him major goosebumps!

He's now in Face to face with Harry Styles.

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Harry didn't really know what to react once he'd seen Zayn and on this day, he'd never expected that he'll see him so soon.

You see back after the incident, Harry detached himself from Zayn. He got his heart broken real bad that after their spring dance, Harry hid himself on his room...telling his parents that he doesn't want to attend their graduation. His parents respected his decision and told their principal that he won't be attending. The principal also respected their decision so Harry graduated but didn't come up on stage to shake hands with the teachers. This was the most safest option not to see Zayn.

Seeing Harry didn't go to their graduation, Zayn had come to see him on his house.

Zayn knocked everyday until Anne told him to stop because Harry doesn't want to talk him. Harry couldn't really take it so he decided to study somewhere else. He discussed to his parents about his dream to become a designer and that he wanted to go to Italy to study for it. Des and Anne weren't sure about his decision because maybe Harry's making these rash decisions due to his feelings but they also wanted Harry to forget and move on from what happened so they have no choice but to support him and help him get into fashion school in Italy. They will do everything for Harry.

If studying overseas and fashion designing will take his mind off and will forget about Zayn, they will support him.

They spend all their savings on Harry's schooling but Harry made sure that they won't have a hard time spending money so when he reached Italy, he looked for a scholarship and that helped him all through out his college. Harry tried his best to forget about what happened to him and Zayn but there are times that Harry would dream about it over and over again. But despite those dreams and memories, Harry pushed through and became independent, strong and open to what he really is.

On his senior year in college, he met the son of the company where he interns.

Niall Horan.

The Horan's own a couple of real estate in Milan, including golf courses and his Mum owns a number of boutiques. Harry interned as Mrs. Horan's admin support on her boutiques and Harry learned a lot from it. Mrs. Horan also seen Harry's potential in designing so she gave Harry a chance to help her with fashion designs and latest trends and she was impressed. Very impressed.

So after getting his degree, Mrs. Horan encouraged Harry to plan on having his own line and that she will support him. She'd seen strength in Harry's designs and it deserves to be seen. So Harry did that. He planned and made sure that he'll keep his fashion line floating. Mrs. Horan help Harry on his startup and not just by her connections but also financially. When Harry's designs boomed, people began to invest and catered Harry's designs to other designers and even used his designs on models and events.

That's how Golden started.

It was Niall's idea to outsource Golden and try to open it on the western side and Harry can tell its not a bad idea. So Harry went back to New York, where the fashion capital is. Being back in New York also brings back the feeling he had at high school but this time, Harry's stronger. He won't allow someone to step on him because this time, he's someone who has wealth, power and confidence but seeing Zayn again, after how many years, all of that power and confidence just flew away.

He almost past out seeing Zayn in front of him.

"Oh my god" Louis' eyes widened and his jaw almost dropped seeing Harry in the flesh and gosh no wonder Zayn's obsessed because this man's gorgeous!

Caramel colored curls, bright green eyes, sexy lips and that physique, tall, sexy long legs and he can go on and on narrating how beautiful Harry is.

Louis elbowed Zayn as he was stunned as well "Zayn wake up" Louis whispery hissed at Zayn who's staring at Harry with mixture of surprise, and other emotions "ZAYN HE'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WAKE UP!" Louis said again but Zayn wasn't budging

"Oh Harry!" Zayn's body jolted and finally moved when he heard Niall's voice. Niall went on Harry's side and look at Zayn and Louis "This is Harry Styles, my boss" Niall introduced as Zayn gulped, Harry's the owner of this company!

"OH Hi Harry, um my name's Louis and this is my work partner, Zayn" Louis said elbowing Zayn again "Uh yes. Hi" Zayn softly said as Harry stares at him and wow, over the years, Zayn did change. He's even more beautiful, more manly and sexier.

His lashes had become even thicker than before but he has the same hazel eyes, those beautiful hazel eyes. He'd also grown taller too, he's now like inches shorter than Harry and wow, Harry can't stop looking his visible tattoos too. He's still the artsy and creative Zayn.

Niall notices the way Harry looks at Zayn and he also seen how Zayn stares at Harry so he did what he had to do, coughed up and ease the awkward tension in the air "Okay! Now that you've met....Harry, the painting's already in your room" Niall said "Uh yeah..." Harry answered not looking away from Zayn "Oh-kay...lets see the painting" Niall added with a slight chuckle as he pushed Harry and that's when Harry started to walk on its own "Thank you again, you know the way" Niall smiled at Louis and Zayn as he pushed Harry towards the door of the small apartment.

Louis held Zayn's wrist and pulled him towards the glass door as they both exited the office "Dude! DUDE!" Louis exclaimed as Zayn can't still believe that he finally saw Harry. His beautiful Harry.

"Oh my god! You finally saw Harry! So so what now?" Louis asked looking at Zayn while walking in the hallway towards the elevator "He stared at me Lou" Zayn uttered "He stared at me and I did too...the feeling was like back in high school" Zayn added as Louis shake his head "No! You're not like back in high school okay? Its 2022! THINGS HAVE CHANGED!" Louis said almost screaming "What should you think I'll do? Should I go back inside and ask for his forgiveness?" Zayn asked "I think its better to let the tension die down. You both are in shock seeing each other again" Louis advised "And besides, Niall's there....and I don't think he knows what had gone down between you and Harry" Louis added.

After Zayn and Louis left, Harry wasn't even paying attention to Niall's explanation regarding the painting Zayn and Louis hanged. Yeah sure he appreciates the painting because it was made by Zayn and everything Zayn touches becomes a real masterpiece but right now, his mind is too busy thinking about Zayn's beautiful god-like face.

After all these years, he's grown and matured so much "Harry?" Harry blinked and looks at Niall "Huh?"

"You've been acting weird after seeing the people from Green eyes, what's wrong?"

"Uh nothing. Just...thinking" Harry said as Niall shrugged "Thinking about what?"

"huh?"

"What's with sudden lose of focus? What's wrong?" Niall asked again as Harry sighed "You remember the man I've been telling you about? The man who crushed my heart back in high school?"

"Yeah! His name's ZEE right?"

"It's Zayn" Harry interjected. Niall thought for a second before getting what Harry meant and suddenly realizing that the man from Green eyes was Zayn "OH MY GOD SO THAT MAN WAS ZEE???? Oh my god! He's the owner of green eyes! Like your eyes! Oh my god!" Niall exclaimed as Harry sighed "I knew there's something on that gallery. I shouldn't have let you go there in the first place!"

"Harry, maybe this is a good thing!" Niall answered "How so?"

"Maybe its time for you guys to mend things....I mean, its been years since what happened right?" Niall said as Harry thinks "Maybe its time to mend things, so you can move on and close this chapter" Niall added, saying it softly.

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It was three days ago when Zayn and Harry meet again. It was an awkward too.

Zayn didn't get any decent sleep since they've seen each other again and his mind is filled with Harry. He can't even forget Harry's face now. Harry had become even more beautiful. He cut his hair short though but still, he looks so good with his porcelain like skin, his green eyes even greener, his pink lips, and his physique, his body had grown and Zayn just noticed that how long and sexy his legs are. Zayn also seen Harry's hands and he saw a hint of tattoo there. The cross what's caught his attention.

Zayn groaned as he laid his head on his office desk "Zayn? You okay?" he heard Louis' voice and he motioned Louis to come inside his office "Awww can't stop thinking about the green eyed beauty?" Louis said as Zayn lifted his head and looks at Louis "What's the next step on this Lou? Should I ask him to see me? So I can apologize?" Zayn asked "Maybe the tension's gone now. Its been three days. Yeah, you can probably ask him out" Louis answered with a tease on the word 'out'

Louis gave a smirk as Zayn glares at him "Ask him out to apologize...nothing more" Zayn said "Whatever you say, lover boy" Louis gave him a wink as Zayn gave out a cringe expression. Why would Louis think that? Harry and him had been good friends back in high school...there's nothing more to it.

"Now, pick up your phone and call him" Louis instructed as Zayn was confused "How will I call him? I don't have his number" Zayn said as Louis snickered "Good thing I come prepared!" He said as he showed Zayn his tablet "Now, I know we have rules on not using our customers number for personal use but this one, its an exception" Louis scrolled through his tablet and smiled when he saw Harry's name "Here—" he showed Zayn his details "Are you sure that's his number? What if that's Niall's number?"

"Oooh believe me, that is not Niall's number. Now quit stalling and just dial his number!" Louis answered as Zayn sighed and grabbed his phone.

He input Harry's number and was having hesitation on pressing the call button "Oh for chrisakes!" Louis then went towards Zayn and pressed the button instead "Louis you idiot!" Zayn hissed as he heard the other line ring and on the fourth ring "hello?" Zayn's heart palpitated hearing a deep and slow patterned voice on the other line "Hello?" Harry said again as Louis slapped Zayn's shoulder "Say something!" Louis whispery hissed. Zayn composed himself, clearing his throat before answering "Hi, um is this...is this Golden?"

"Oh yes it is. Are you a client? I can direct you to our customer service—"

"No! I mean, I'm not a client. Well, I hadn't seen your designs yet so I say I'm not your client but—" Louis rolled his eyes hearing Zayn ranting so he slapped his shoulder again and Zayn instantly looks at him with a glare "Ow?!!!!" Zayn mouthed "Get to the point! Quit rambling!" Louis answered back as Zayn gave a nod. Right, he should just be straightforward "Sorry about that. Um Harreh, this is Zayn" and with that, the other line got quiet. Zayn waited for Harry to respond but it seems he's frozen on the other line "Um Harreh? You still there—"

"Still here" Harry answered "What can I do for you, Mr. Malik?" Zayn's entire being shivered hearing Harry calling him Mister "Uh...." Zayn stood as he gestured Louis to get out of his office. Louis gave a nod as he obliged. Zayn pace inside his office thinking what to say "Well, I uh...wanted to ask you....which I'm hoping you'll say yes to it...." Zayn gave a slight chuckle "Harreh...would you like to meet again?" Zayn's heart is pumping like crazy inside his chest.

What if Harry says no? Of course he'll say no! After what you did back in high school? Zayn you stupid, stupid boy!

"But if you're busy and all, its okay—"

"Okay" Zayn's eyes widened with surprise "I'll meet with you. We can meet at your Dad's pizzeria" Harry answered "What is it called again? Trina's pizza?"

"Trisha's Pizza" Zayn answered back "And why would you want to meet there?" Zayn questions "Its a 20 minute drive...its convenient for me" Harry answered "Okay, awesome. I'll see you this weekend? If that's okay with you?" Zayn said "Weekend it is...see you at 3pm this Saturday" Harry answered back as Zayn can't help but smile. After setting up the date, Zayn couldn't help but to be nervous again. This is it! Do your very best to make Harry forgive you!

Saturday came by quick. Zayn went to their pizza house earlier than usual and Yaser was surprised "Why are you here so early?" Yaser asked while arranging the counter.

Zayn was fixing the paints that's on the ground "Um....Harry will be here" Zayn said without looking at his father and hoping he didn't hear him but Yaser has good ears, he definitely heard Zayn "Wait, what? Harry will be here?" Yaser said almost raising his voice "But....how?"

"We bumped into each other and well, I made plans to meet him" Zayn answered as he carried the paints on his hands and walked towards the back door. When he came back, his Dad was astounded "So Harry just agreed just like that?" Yaser asked with a questioning look as Zayn shrugged "Yeah I guess"

"Huh, maybe Harry did change...maybe he already moved on from what happened?"

"This meeting is for me to apologize to him....I want him to forgive me" Zayn said back "Whatever the outcome may be later, I will accept it. I just want Harry to know how I regret what happened that day and how sorry I am..." Zayn added as Yaser nodded his head "That's good son..."

After cleaning the unfinished painting on the wall, and its scattering paints and brushes, Zayn readied himself to meet Harry.

He waited on the pizzeria, helping his father from time to time. Zayn grabbed his phone from his pockets and its already 3PM and Harry didn't show up yet "Relax son. He'll be here" Yaser assured as Zayn gave a small smile.

Customers by customers later, Zayn was anxious and clammy. Its past 3PM but Harry didn't showed up yet. Zayn checked his phone again and its already 4PM. Zayn sighed and went to the counter where his dad is "I think he's not coming" Zayn sadly said "Oh son...its okay..." Yaser comforted "After this, you wanna go grab some beer?" Yaser asked hoping to lift up Zayn "Its been so long since we've drank together" He added as Zayn shrugged "Yeah sure....beer sounds nice" Zayn answered. But before Yaser can answer back, he paused to see who just came in their shop "I think beers can wait" he looks at Zayn and gave a wide smile "You have a customer" He added as Zayn turned around.

Zayn's breathing hitches and his heart started palpitating seeing Harry.

Harry's here! Finally!

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Harry wasn't supposed to go to see Zayn.

He planned on not going to the pizza house to give his little revenge on Zayn but as time ticks by, Harry's insides can't take it. When he saw Zayn three days ago, Harry hasn't been sleeping well since.

He can't stop thinking about his hazel eyes and how manly Zayn had become. Zayn aged like wine as Harry can see. He wasn't supposed to feel this way, he wasn't supposed to feel these butterflies in his stomach. The right feelings he should feel are anger and hate. Zayn made you like a fool back in high school! He left you hanging and didn't became his hero like he'd imagined.

When 3PM strike, Harry's plan was to stay at his home office and just rest. He'd been working non stop all day...lining up orders and finishing the dresses. He went to his room on his little apartment inside his office and lied down. He tells himself to get some sleep and just dream away but when he closes his eyes, Zayn's face appears. Harry gasped as he got up and sat from his bed "UGH Harry what are you doing? You shouldn't be feeling all bad for not seeing him! You deserve to act like this after what happened back then" Harry said to himself. He ruffled his curls and heavily sighed "Maybe Niall's right? Maybe its time to close this chapter..." Harry added as he looked ahead and decided to meet Zayn.

And here he is now. Standing inside the pizzeria.

Stepping inside gave so much flashback on Harry. He remembered the times when him and Zayn hangs out after classes, his dad would offer them variety of pizza flavors for free. He remembered the time Zayn and him planned on designing their walls together. He remembered the time Zayn asked him to go to the spring dance...where he said he'll protect but ended up getting hurt instead. Harry's heart ache again. All these flashbacks are hurting Harry!

"Hi Harreh" Harry's eyes met Zayn's and gosh, Zayn's hazel eyes are making Harry's knees weak! They're too beautiful! "Glad you could make it"

"Yeah. Sorry for being late, I got caught up at work..." Harry reasoned "Its okay. I mean, you're a busy person. I understand" Zayn smiled as Harry's heart gave a loud thump "NO NO You're not feeling this Harry Styles! You're no longer high school to feel this way to Zayn!" Harry's mind shouted "Um...take your seat....I'll get the menu for you" Zayn led Harry to an empty seat and after that, Zayn went to the counter to get the menu.

Harry eyed the place and the painting on walls looks brand new. Zayn must have repainted them.

Seeing the paintings on the walls, Harry is impressed. Zayn's talent in art really advanced...his paintings are beautifully made. Maybe that's why what lured him to but his spiral painting.

Harry was in awe with the paintings when Zayn returned with a menu "Here you go, our new menu" Zayn said as Harry looks at Menu and back at Zayn "Do you still have the tuna pesto pizza?" Harry asked as Zayn scratched his head "We no longer serve it but for you....we can make an exception!" Zayn grinned as he went back to the counter to tell his dad that Harry wants tuna pesto pizza. Zayn came back seconds later and sat across to Harry. They were both so quiet and Harry's making his best not to make eye contact to Zayn.

While Zayn, he's thinking what would be the best approach. Should he just apologize instantly? Or create a speech? Zayn sighed, just apologize quickly so that this will over with. So Zayn did just that.

"So—" Zayn started as he gave a small cough "Um....Thank you for meeting me" Zayn added as Harry's eyes met his "The thing is, I called you because I wanted to....wanted to uh—" Zayn paused. Wow, this a lot harder than he'd imagine. Zayn gulped as he can see that Harry's so quiet and just staring at him...just like when they were in high school.

Zayn rubbed his nape and cleared his throat "I wanted to apologize to you" Zayn said straightforward as Harry's eyebrow raised

"Apologize?"

"Yes, apologize. For what I did back in high school..." Zayn answered "Listen Harry—" their conversation got interrupted when Yaser appeared, putting down the pizza "Its good to see you again, Harry" Yaser said smiling widely as Harry smiled back "I've missed your pizza...thank you for making this special order for me" Harry answered back as Yaser nodded and left them. Zayn's startled though, Harry was kind and gentle towards his father. Much different when he's with Zayn.

Harry's eyes went back to Zayn, his smile fading "What were you saying?" Harry said as Zayn cleared his throat "I'm sorry for being a coward back at High school. I'm sorry for not been able to defend you to Michael....I know we made a promise that day that I'll watch over you but failed....I've regretted it so much Harreh..." Zayn took a deep breath and exhaled "I want to ask for your forgiveness...." Zayn added.

Harry was speechless. He's showing no emotion on the outside but he's screaming and hyperventilating on the inside. His chest tightens and his inside shivered hearing Zayn apologizing "Harreh....believe me when I say I'm really sorry. I know its all too late but still, I wanted to apologize" Zayn looks at Harry and seeing not reacting at all is a bad sign for him but seconds later, Harry gave a shrug and grabbed a slice of Pizza "It was a long time ago Zayn....I barely can't remember what really happened" Liar.

"But whatever you're apologizing for, you're forgiven" Another lie.

"SO, um lets just enjoy this pizza. Man, I missed this!" Harry said acting all cheery but deep inside, he wanted to burst and throw up and just disappear. Oh going back to this place was a bad idea after all.

After Zayn apologizing and Harry being stuffed by the pizza that Yaser made, which he forcefully ate just to show Zayn that he's alright and functioning well after with all the "I'm sorry" thing. Zayn cleared out their table and sat back, staring at Harry "So—" Zayn started as Harry stared back at him "Do you have somewhere to be? Or shall I take you home?" Zayn asked smiling widely and god, that smile is what made Harry felt things back at high school.

You're really in trouble now Styles!

Harry gave a small smile and shake his head "No need to take me home....I brought my car with me" Harry responded as he grabbed his car keys on his pockets and showed it to Zayn "Oh okay....Um, I know you're a busy person....so I guess I'll let you be?" Zayn said unsure because seriously, he doesn't want Harry to leave yet. He wanted to do some catch-ups and just talk about how Harry had been all these years "Uh yeah. Sure, I guess...I guess I'll be going then" Harry replied as he stood from his seat "Well, this was...anyway, thank you for the pizza and it was nice seeing you again" Harry said as he slowly raised his hand and offered it to Zayn to shake.

Zayn stood opposite to Harry as he looks at Harry's hand and back at his green eyes. Zayn hesitated shaking his hand because once he'll shake it, Harry's gonna leave.

Harry stares at Zayn, waiting for him to shake his hand and seeing Zayn not moving at all, Harry mouthed an "Oh-kay" and put down his hand "I guess I better leave" Harry said giving Zayn one last smile. Harry was about to turn around when he felt warm hand on his wrist and from their contact, it sent shivers on Harry's entire being "Would you like to come with me to my Gallery? I...could, I could show you around" Zayn said as Harry's heart beat thumped "What?"

"Would you want to see my Gallery?" Zayn asked again as Harry removed his hand from Zayn's grasp. Zayn step back a little as Harry gives him a shock expression "Um....maybe some other time? I'm sorry I just barged in and ask..." Zayn said taking his words back.

Harry can't believe this! Zayn actually wants him to go with him and see his gallery?

Harry Styles, you better say NO...this is where everything ends! Tell him NO and that this is the last time you'll see each other! You're closing this Zayn chapter now!

"Okay. Lets go to your gallery"

HARRY STYLES WHAT THE FUCK?!

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Zayn's all panicky again.

He doesn't know why he suddenly had the courage to ask Harry to go with on his art gallery. He was also shock when Harry agreed.

They rode separately since Harry has his car and Zayn's his motorbike. Harry followed Zayn's motorbike all the way to his gallery and when they've arrived, Zayn's entire body just shivers. Harry's going to see his works and he's nervous on what Harry will think.

Harry's eyes roamed outside the building and seeing the name Green eyes that's on the wall, plated in gold and silver, his heart suddenly beat fast.

Zayn really did use his eye color as the name? Or where Harry shook his head and stopped his assumptions because surely he's not the only person who has green eyes. Zayn might have someone and probably that person has green eyes too.

Harry continued walking as he followed Zayn inside, passing on the glass doors and when he stepped inside, Harry's in awe seeing the paintings inside and he can't believe that Zayn made all of it. His heart's so happy seeing the success that Zayn achieved.

Harry eyed the paintings one by one and each frame has an interesting concept to it. Zayn's creativity and being an artsy paid off.

"SO uh...welcome!" Zayn shyly said "Wow Zayn....everything here is amazing" Harry answered looking at the paintings and not looking at Zayn. Zayn can't help but to smile widely hearing that kind of compliment from Harry "You finally got your dream....to open a gallery and cater your work...impressive" Harry added as Zayn smiled some more "Thank you Harreh...and you too" Harry looks at him this time "Huh?"

"I mean, you're a boss now, right? And you have this big ass building..." Zayn said as Harry chuckled "Thanks. Well, I'm not really a 'boss' Niall's exaggerating calling me that" Harry answered "So you've finally became a designer? I remember back then you used to show me your drafts" Zayn softly said as Harry remembers it too.

He would excitedly show Zayn his drawing pad filled with clothes designs and Zayn showers him with positive feedbacks "You really are an amazing designer" Zayn added as he stared at Harry's green eyes and Harry's inside suddenly feel warm. The warmth he felt back in the day when he first met Zayn

"I googled you and saw your amazing works worn by models from Italy....I was so amazed, I showed it to Louis, bragging about it..." Zayn gave a slight chuckled "Rising fashion designer Harry Styles, I like the sound of it" Zayn said as Harry's body suddenly felt hot and he can feel it on his cheeks giving them a reddish color. Zayn notices this and began to worry "You're all red, are you okay?"

Zayn then raised his hand and slowly put on it on Harry's forehead. Harry's eyes widened as he felt Zayn's warm hand on his forehead. He immediately stepped away, startling Zayn "Harreh?"

"Um sorry....I think...I think I'm gonna go" Harry said "It was nice seeing you Zayn....this has been lovely....Thank you for the pizza and for showing me here...." after that, Harry speedily walked out the gallery. Zayn followed him but Harry was fast enough to get inside his car and drove away.

Zayn went inside his office confused on why Harry suddenly left. He hadn't seen his other paintings yet. But this day was amazing since Harry didn't stood him up and he even accepted his apology and forgave him...or so he thinks.

Back at Harry's mini apartment, he can't stop thinking about Zayn's warmth when he touched his forehead. Just thinking about how warm Zayn was is giving Harry butterflies "Ugh!" Harry groaned as he shook his head "You weren't supposed to feel butterflies! Why are you feeling them?!" Harry said to himself as he started to walk back and forth "He left you hanging, he was a coward....remember that!"

"Remember what?" Harry's body jumped as he heard Niall who just came in "Niall! Knock will ya?" Niall chuckled "Sorry. So what are you doing here?"

"What do you mean? I just got back" Harry answered "Oh...so your date finished early?" Niall asked as Harry's eyes widened "Date? That wasn't a date! I wasn't supposed to meet him but my mind was playing tricks on me that I decided to go and see him!" Harry defensively answered giving Niall a confused look "Um...but you're the one who plotted your scheduled date...its on your calendar???" Niall answered as Harry's confused now too "Are we on the same page?" Niall added as Harry grabbed his phone and go to his calendar and seeing the plotted schedule, he groaned "Oh god, I totally forgot! Why did I go to Zayn first?! UGH!" Harry said as Niall's ears perked hearing Zayn's name.

Harry walk past Niall but Niall held his wrist and spun him around "Did I hear it right? You went to see Zayn?" Niall asked as Harry's eyes widened "Um...."

"don't you dare lie to me"

"Ughhh yes but we've just talked. That's it. Nothing major happened"

"So...you forgot your scheduled date with Liam and gone to see Zayn?" Harry shrugged and nodded his head "What's the big deal? It was a slight messed up"

"The big deal was, your mind was occupied by Zayn that you forgot about your suitor who's probably waiting on the restaurant right now" Niall answered as Harry sighed "Don't worry. I'll just message Liam and make up some excuse on why I'm late...he always understands" Harry answered "And Zayn isn't a big deal okay???? Lets drop it...I'm going" Harry lastly said before leaving Niall on his apartment.

While Niall, he knows that Harry is weak when it comes to Zayn but he doesn't know it yet.

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"SO sorry I'm late" Harry said once he arrived from the restaurant where Liam's waiting.

Liam is Harry's suitor.

They've met when reconstructing Harry's office.

Liam's an architect and he was the one who designed his office. Harry actually never liked Liam at first. Yes, he's kind and yes he's also gentle but Harry wasn't interested in him because Harry's only in for business and only purely business.

Liam was the one who approached Harry first and confessed saying he likes him but Harry didn't feel any giddiness at all when Liam confessed. Liam begged Harry for a date but Harry declined...at first.

After his office was successfully restored, Harry thought Liam will leave him alone since their project is finished but, he was wrong. Liam came back day by day just to serenade Harry.

The people from his office were always smiling and giggling every time Liam brings flowers, chocolates, cakes and other sweet pastries to Harry but Harry wasn't glad at all. He finds it annoying and troublesome. Harry was about to put an end to it when Liam made another speech of how he adores Harry and such.

Niall also told Harry to simply give it a shot and after all, its alright to do dates. Harry thought about it and well, gave Liam a chance but, he'll only pose as his suitor and not as boyfriends in an instant.

So after 3 months of going out, getting to know each other, Harry didn't find anything interesting related to Liam. Liam's interests are far different from Harry and he can't even relate to him sometimes. They talked about topics that bores Harry and maybe it is boring because Harry isn't interest in him since the beginning.

"Hi Harry and its alright....I just got here too" Liam answered as Harry eyed the table and saw his plate with bread crumbs on it and the table mantel where his glass was sitting is already soaked, he must have been waiting for Harry for hours.

Harry took his seat opposite to Liam "I'm really sorry....I got caught up with....work" Harry lied "No its really okay....I fully understand you're a busy person" Liam grinned. Harry stared at him and gosh, Harry can no longer take this, Liam's too good for him that he needs to stop whatever they are because for him, its definitely not working out.

Harry took a deep breath before exhaling and look at Liam straight to his face "Listen Liam...." he started as Liam looks at him with a smile "You're a great guy...in fact, an amazing guy..." Harry took another breath "But I don't really deserve you" and from that, Liam's smile slowly faded "You're being too good to me....I feel like I don't deserve all those treatment you gave"

"Harry, I can change for you....what do you want me to do?" Liam barged in "Stay as you are....you're the perfect you but....not perfect for me" Harry answered "Liam, I tried. I tried to like you, I tried to tell myself to like you since you're nice, kind and gentle and always so understanding but later I realized that I don't deserved it"

"No Harry, you deserved it! You deserved whatever I give you..."

"Liam, please stop...I know someone out there is for you and—"

"I don't want anyone else!" Liam raised his voice giving a shock to Harry and the other people at the restaurant. As Liam realizes this, he composed himself and looks at Harry "I don't want anyone else..." he repeated as Harry was speechless.

Did Liam just yelled at him?

"I'm sorry for shouting, that was rude of me" Liam said, running his fingers through his hair as Harry stood and look at him with wide and scared eyes "I want this to be our last meeting" Harry answered "I appreciate your admiration for me...but this ends here" he added as Liam controlled himself not to go in range but his hands says otherwise, they instantly formed into fist "Good bye" Harry lastly said before leaving Liam with range on his heart.

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Harry told Niall what happened between him and Liam.

Harry was so shocked that Liam shouted at him in public. Harry and Niall are at his apartment and Harry can't stop pacing back and forth telling Niall repeatedly "I thought he'll understand when I said to stop whatever we have....I didn't expected him to go rogue" Harry said as he bit the tip of his thumb "You should've seen his face Niall, it was like a villainous face" he added "Okay Calm down Harry....you did what is right. And besides, he doesn't have the right to force you to continue whatever you have. You're adults, come on" Niall answered as Harry agrees "When he shouted, I remembered someone who's just like that..." Harry said as he slowly walked and sat on the sofa "I remembered Michael....yeah, Michael"

"Who's Michael?" Niall asked as he sat beside him. Harry shifted his seat and face Niall "Michael, the bully from High school. When I saw Liam being that way, memories came flashing back....on how Michael tormented me back then" Harry said as his skin prickled "Harry" Niall put his hand on his shoulder "High school was way way back....it was a long time ago...you're a professional now and an adult. No one's gonna hurt you like how Michael did back then" Niall explained "You're stronger, braver and independent than before...you got this" Niall added with an assuring smile as Harry nodded his head and sighed "You're right...I am stronger. I am braver than before" Harry repeated "And no one, not Michael or Liam will ruin that" Niall chipped in as Harry nodded his head again.

Yeah, he's more mature and stronger now, he got this.

Back at Green eyes gallery, Zayn's still thinking about Harry. He suddenly ran away and Zayn wanted to know why. The whole Harry running away is giving him the feelings of deja vu, like he saw it happened before.

"knock knock" Zayn spun around and saw Louis on the door frame "Hey Lou"

"SO????? Any teas?" Louis said referring to his and Harry's meet up. Zayn sighed and spun his desk chair while answering to Louis "He said he forgives me..."

"Wow amazing!"

"But then I feel like he didn't mean it" Zayn barged in as Louis raised an eyebrow "How so?"

"I don't know...." Zayn stopped spinning and propped his elbows on the glass table "He said he forgives me but I can feel something's not right..."

"Or you're just overthinking it?" Louis answered as Zayn sighed "Maybe. Maybe not. I also brought him here....showed him my gallery" Zayn shrugged as Louis suddenly just squealed "OMG GALLERY DATE!" He shouted as Zayn shake his head "You're talking nonsense again. I just showed him my gallery and my paintings....but he didn't even saw half of it because he suddenly ran away" Louis' head tilted "Ran away? Why?"

"That....I don't know" Zayn groaned "I think I messed up because he ran away again" Zayn stared at Louis as Louis thinks "Or maybe....he felt some deja vu shit that he ran away" Louis answered back "Deja vu???? Shit??"

"You know, when something happens from the past, also happened now. Its possible you know? Its like, parallel" Louis explained "Why don't you go to his office then? Surprise him" Louis suggested as Zayn's eyebrow raised "Lou, I don't want to do that! He might think I can't get enough of him"

"Its true is it? That you can't get enough of him?" Louis playfully wiggled his eyebrows as Zayn's eyes widened "Ughhh stop it! I'm not here to develop romantic feelings. I'm here to win Harry's friendship back!" Zayn reasoned as Louis snickered "Oh Zayn...you're being in denial" he said "Just do the surprise thing....Friends do surprises" Louis shrugged his shoulders as Zayn rolled his eyes and signaled Louis to exit of his office which Louis obliged.

Zayn spun himself as he face the wall with his paintings on it. He sighed and thought, maybe surprising Harry will be a good idea? He just hope it is.

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Harry groggily opened his eyes the next day.

Yesterday's happenings was overwhelming to him. First, he lied to Zayn for forgiving him. Secondly, he felt Zayn's warm hands over his forehead that brings back familiar feelings. And thirdly, Liam's unexpected reaction.

Harry feels like he's back to high school all over again.

But Harry remembered what Niall told him, that he is much stronger and can take care of himself now.

High school was over and Harry lives far from it.

Harry got up from his bed and went to take a shower. Showering took longer because he wanted to stay longer there til his skin wrinkles. After showering, he got dress into his usual get-up, white button up polo, black suit and skinny slacks. He went to the mirror and fix his curls after that, he went out of his small apartment and went to his glass desk, looking through his agenda for today.

Harry grabbed his tablet and scrolled through his notes and what needs to take priority on finishing the dresses until he heard his Cisco phone beeped that's on the side of the desk, the yellow light blinking. Harry reached for it and click the answer button "Yes?"

"Good morning Sir, someone named Zayn Malik is here to see you?" Hearing Zayn's name, Harry's widened and he can feel his blood went cold "Zayn? Malik?"

"Yes, he said he brought delivery" The lady said as Harry's heart beat quickens "Should I send him up?" She asked as Harry started to panic. What is Zayn doing here?

"Sir?"

"Uh yes, sorry. Tell him I'll meet him there. Thank you" Harry answered as the lady replied an okay and hang up the phone. Harry took a deep breath and composed himself "Calm down Harry. Calm down" Harry said to himself as he grabbed his door key and exited his office.

When he's riding down the elevator, Harry's all panicky, at least on the inside.

Zayn's here and he's not ready to see him again. Or is he?

As the elevator sounded indicating that he's already on the ground floor, Harry's heart beat suddenly thumps. He's going to see Zayn again and he doesn't know how he'll react this time.

He walked out of the elevator, slowly walking towards the reception area and when he reached the Pillar near the reception area, he slowly peeked through and saw Zayn, his back facing him. Harry took his moment to admire Zayn from his behind and gosh, Zayn has sexy tattoos on his neck as well

"Good morning Sir!" Harry's body jolted hearing one of the employees greeted him. Zayn heard it and spun around seeing Harry nervously smiling at the employee who greeted him.

Seeing Harry made Zayn smile. Just seeing his nervous smile made Zayn's heart happy.

After the employee continued on her way, Harry look at Zayn again and this time, he's facing him and he's smiling at him. Harry cleared his throat and tidied his suit and walked towards Zayn. He acted like he wasn't just watching him from afar.

He stopped walking when he reached the reception area "Oh Good morning sir, this is Zayn Malik" the lady from the desk said as Harry nodded "And what is your business here?" Harry questions as Zayn smiled widely and showed him the paper bag on his hands "I brought breakfast!" Zayn cheery said as Harry's inside quivered "You...you brought breakfast?" Harry softly asked as Zayn nodded "Yeah, was hoping we could share it?" Zayn asked as Harry's heart can't beating like crazy inside his chest!

The lady from the reception suddenly gave out a giggle as she's enjoying the sight. Harry glance at the lady and back at Zayn "Come with me..." Harry said as he started to walk. Zayn wave a hand at the lady who gave him a wide smile before he followed Harry.

Harry went to the employee's lounge and when he got there, thank god there's no one around. He went inside and waited for Zayn and when Zayn got inside, he found an empty table and put down the food "Okay Zayn. What are you really doing here?" Harry sternly asked "I told you, I brought breakfast" Zayn answered as Harry groaned "Seriously Malik, cut the crap! What do you want? I already accepted your apology and forgave you...what else do you want?" Zayn stopped arranging the food as Harry suddenly burst out "If you came here to ruin my life again, please don't" Harry softly added "I don't want to go through it again" Harry covered his face with his hands as Zayn put down the paper bag and slowly walked towards Harry. As he stood inches apart from Harry, he slowly raised his arms and put them on Harry's shoulders and gave him a hug "Harreh....I'm sorry. I know you don't want me back but, I wanted to repay you for what I've did back then" Harry's entire being shivered from feeling Zayn's warmth from his hug and this is another level of closeness.

"I will apologize to you over and over again until you're going to sincerely and genuinely forgive me. I want to be with you again, to be friends" Harry's heart beat went crazy as he can feel Zayn's hug tighten "I've missed you...so much" Zayn softly added as Harry's just lost it, he can feel his knees weakening and he can feel his heart beat through his ears.

He hates to admit it, but Zayn really makes him weak.

Zayn slowly removed his arms on Harry's shoulders as Harry raised his head to look at Zayn. Zayn also stared back at Harry as he slowly leaned his forehead unto Harry's and closed his eyes "I just wanted to gain back what I lost" Zayn whispery said "I just want to earn you again, Harreh" he added a whisper. Harry didn't have any words to say but he just leaned in to Zayn's touch, and savored the moment.

"Harry??? They said you're here—" Harry's eyes opened and peeked on Zayn's side and seeing Niall from the doorway, he instantly pushed Zayn away. Zayn on the other hand, moved away from Harry hearing Niall who's staring at them with eyes big like pingpong balls "Oh" Niall only said seeing his Boss and Zayn so close and intimate. Harry tidied his coat and his curls and smiled at Niall "Oh sorry, you remember Zayn, right? He was just here to uh...." Harry gulped thinking what to say next "To uh...."

"Just bringing breakfast" Zayn barged in with a smile "You two can share...." He added as he walked towards the table where he put the paper bag "I'm gonna run. Got a gallery to open" Zayn said as he face Harry "I'll see you around" he said with a sweet smile before facing Niall "Have a nice day" he said, walking past Niall and through the door. When Zayn left, Niall looks at Harry, waiting for him to explain. Harry rolled his eyes and went to the table where the food Zayn prepared. He looked through the containers as Niall moves beside him "Now don't lie and don't deny! I saw you two this close!" Niall said as he showed Harry his fingers, his pointing finger and thumb sticking together "What was that all about?" Harry sighed as he put back the food containers inside the paper bag "We were just talking"

"Liar Liar pants on fire. Come on Harry, what happened?" Harry stopped arranging the food and slowly looks at Niall "You're right" Harry said as Niall tilted his head to the side "About?"

"Zayn Malik is really my weakness"

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When Zayn went back to his Gallery, he looked for Louis who's in the counter managing their invoices "Oh my god Louis!" Zayn happily said as Louis was startled seeing Zayn this cheery.

Wow, he'd never thought he'll see the day Zayn smiling like this "Well well well, good morning to you too" Louis smiled "Where have you been?" Louis asked as Zayn wanted to squeal like a school girl "I've been to Golden!" Zayn answered as Louis was shocked "No way! You surprised Harry?" Zayn nodded his head couple of times "I gave him breakfast and something happened! I hugged him and just told him that I missed him!" Louis' jaw dropped "Bold move man! So what did he say?" Louis excitedly asked as Zayn scratched his head "Niall interrupted us....but man, it feels good to feel Harry....I do miss him a lot" Zayn answered as the earlier moment flashed back on his mind.

Zayn didn't expect that he'll do that move to Harry. He really didn't.

But seeing Harry all stressed out about them meeting, Zayn just followed his heart and instantly hugged Harry and even told him he misses him.

That was a surreal moment because he'd never expected that they'll be that close and intimate.

"Didn't Harry freaked out?" Louis asked as Zayn shake his head "I guess not. He didn't pushed me....like what he usually do every time I'm close to him" Zayn answered "Wow, that's really a big progress Zayn....I'm so proud!" Louis smiled widely "So, what's your next move?" Louis added as Zayn thinks...And then he looks at Louis "I'm going to win Harry back....I will try my very best to win him and be friends again!"

Louis was happy that Zayn's being open to his feelings...but at the same time he's afraid that he'll come back to his old self. Louis knows about what happened when he was at high school and they say, if people grow and matures, they change but Zayn? Louis doubts he has fully change. But he'll put his trust on Zayn that he's a changed man.

A changed man for Harry.

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Harry's in his office, seating on his desk and staring at the scattered floor. After what happened between and him and Zayn hugging, he can't take his mind off Zayn. He can't take his mind off his scent, his warmth and the feeling he gave to Harry. Harry groaned, he wasn't supposed to feel this! He was supposed to be angry with Zayn because of what he did back then. Harry hated himself on weak he is when he's with Zayn.

Harry leaned his back on his desk chair and sighed "Pull yourself together Harry Styles. This is Zayn. The man who abandoned you....remember that" Harry said as he sighed again "But his hug felt good. Its comforting" he added as his eyes widened and he sat straight from his seat "Oh no. No no no!" Harry stood and began to pace back and forth hear desk.

If Harry's thinking about comfort, that means he likes that person...very much.

Comfort for Harry means that he's feeling this security from that person and he can't believe he felt it with Zayn! "NO HARRY STYLES! You're  just confuse, yeah that's it. Its been so long and Zayn was your crush back in high school. Yeah, just a crush...little admiration. That's it" Harry told himself as he ran his fingers on his curls and then suddenly, he sees Zayn's present face and he's smiling so wide that the side of his eyes crinkles. Harry's heart beat sped up as he sees the handsome Zayn "Fuck!" Harry groaned as he went to his desk and grabbed his tablet and began to scroll through his drafts of designed dresses "Nope, work. Yeah, you've been behind deadlines and you need to finish all these dresses. Yeah, work will take my mind off him!" Harry put down his tablet and went to the unfinished dresses that's on the mannequins and forced himself to focus because god, he just can't take his mind off Zayn!

After drowning himself on finishing the dress, Harry stood and looked at the final piece of the dress he was making.

This dress was requested by a model named Bella Hadid and she wanted a dress with red flowy lace at the bottom mixed with black laces and ribbons. She'll be using this on her launching of her new clothing line.

Harry grinned as he's almost close to finish "Just add some jewels then this baby is done!" Harry mumbled as he grabbed his tablet and looks at the dress he'd digitally designed, comparing the dress he's sewn "Okay okay, this is close to perfection" Harry mumbled and then heard the cisco phone ring.

Harry looks back at the phone and rolled his eyes "What now???" Harry went towards the phone and pressed the answer button "Hello?"

"Good evening Sir, but someone's here to see you"

"I didn't see any meeting on my schedule today....is it a client?"

"It's Zayn Malik sir" upon hearing his name, Harry's eyes widened as he almost dropped his tablet. Harry stilled and held his tablet tight and he's thinking what to say. The lady from the reception noticed he took a while to answer so she cleared her throat and began to speak again "Sir, should I send Sir Zayn away? I can definitely—"

"NO!" Harry immediately answered "I mean, please let him wait in the lobby, I'll be down in a minute. Thanks" Harry said and ended the call. So much for forgetting Zayn now huh?

When Harry went down to the lobby, he suddenly felt nervous. It hasn't been 24 hours yet after their hug but Zayn's already here to see him again!

When he reached the lobby, he composed himself and walked towards Zayn who's sitting on the golden sofa "Mr Malik" Once Zayn heard his voice, the man smiled and stood "Hi Harreh" Harry's insides melted hearing his name from Zayn's lips "What...what are you doing here?" Harry asked calmly but his insides are screaming "Um....Dinner?" Zayn asked rubbing his nape as Harry's heart badumps "Di....dinner?"

"Yeah, I was hoping we could go to the newly opened park nearby. They have all kinds of food trucks there" Zayn answered with a big smile as Harry can't help but to admire him "If that's okay with you?" Zayn lastly said "Sorry but, I still have to finish my work" Harry lied, he doesn't want to spend another alone time with Zayn "Come on, I mean, you gotta eat right?" Zayn reasoned as Harry stared at his beautiful hazel eyes and gosh, Harry admits, he's being pulled towards him.

He didn't say a word but just nodded his head and that made Zayn smile some more.

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Zayn was the one who talks when they walked towards the park while Harry's all silent and quiet. Its like back when they were at high school that Zayn's the talkative one and Harry's the silent one.

Zayn keeps on talking about his gallery, on how he started and Harry's fondly listening. Yes, he's not pretending to Listen but he's actually listening with interest and seeing how Zayn's excitedly telling him about Green eyes, Harry can't help but to smile. Like genuinely smile and not just a pretend one.

"Yeah, that's how Louis and I opened the art gallery. I'm just glad that people adores my paintings. Imagine where I'll be if people don't like my works" Zayn said as he looks at Harry who's just staring at him. Zayn cleared his throat and gave a shy smile "Sorry I talk too much" Zayn whispery said as Harry instantly reacted "Oh no! I mean, I like hearing you talk" Harry answered as Zayn's eyes widened and his heart beat started thumping because he hadn't expected this kind of answer from Harry and he's smiling sweetly at him

"I mean, I just love listening to people talk....like, in general" Harry instantly added knowing what he said sounded all dreamy and all flowery because the truth is, he really do love hearing Zayn talk. Zayn put aside the giddiness he feels and cleared his throat "Well, what about you?" Zayn asked as they're now nearing the food trucks "Not to brag but you can look me up on the internet and you'll know my life" Harry answered as he eyed the food trucks that's lined up beside the benches "Yeah I can do that. But—" Zayn paused as Harry's eyes looks at him "But?" Harry raised his eyebrow as Zayn grinned "I wanted to hear it from you....I mean, the founder is walking beside me, why would I need the internet, right?" Zayn answered as Harry's insides shivered...but in a good way.

Harry didn't answered back because Zayn's making him all giddy that the butterflies inside his stomach started to come alive.

"So, which food truck should we order?" Zayn said looking at the food trucks as Harry's heart beat can't stop beating like crazy inside his chest.

"Harreh?" He heard Zayn as he composed himself, running his fingers on his curls and answered a 'yeah'

"What do you want to eat?" Zayn asked again as Harry looked around and shrugged "Whatever you choose, its fine with me" He answered as Zayn nodded his head "Okay, lets go over there..." Zayn started to approach a green truck as Harry followed and when they got there, Harry read the sign 'Live Healthy'

"So take your pick" Zayn said showing him the menu that's pasted on the corner of the truck and when Harry read the menu, its all green, green as in vegetables "Zayn, you really sure you wanted to eat here? I mean, I can eat here since I'm—"

"Pescatarian....yeah I know that's why I chose to eat here because you'll surely have everything here" Zayn answered smiling so wide as Harry's cheeks instantly gave out a blush. He can't believe that Zayn never forgets that he's a Pescatarian. Zayn being so thoughtful and being so mindful is making Harry's knees gone weak!

"Are you sure? We can eat somewhere else? I know you like steak, and all meat....we can go eat there? The one with burgers?" Harry answered pointing at the burger truck. Zayn gave a slight chuckle "Don't worry about me....I can eat what you can...so what do you want?" Zayn answered as the butterflies inside Harry's stomach is going crazy as ever!

Zayn's being a gentleman which is so hard to resist!

Harry didn't argue after that as he ordered and Zayn also insisted on paying which made Harry's heart thumping more on his chest. This is like first date feels!

After ordering and paying, they both grabbed their food and went to seat on a nearby bench. The park at night looks beautiful and romantic because of its soft glowing lights from the lamp posts and the faery lights that's hanging on the trees and bushes. Harry ate in silence as Zayn did the same. Zayn's actually thinking of what to say to Harry and Harry, well, he's freaking out a little because of Zayn's actions earlier. He's too gentle and too caring to Harry that he's questioning himself if he'll keep on holding the grudge on Zayn.

"So Harreh, can you tell me more about your success?" Harry heard said as he looks at him and went back looking at his food "Or...." he heard Zayn added as Zayn scooted a little closer to Harry. Zayn gave a light cough as he continued to talk "Are you ready to tell me what happened after...." Zayn paused as Harry already knows his next sentences. And yes, Zayn's going to ask about his life after high school. After the day he abandoned him "....you know Zayn, it doesn't matter" Harry answered quickly facing Zayn "Its in the past and I don't want to bring it up again" he added as Zayn 'ahed' and nodded his head "I understand..."

"My success, well, where should I start? Ah! Niall, my assistant and friend is the one who helped me with Golden" Harry changed the topic real quick as Zayn lets his question go. He doesn't want to upset Harry and he knows that its still a sensitive topic.

So he lets Harry talk about his company instead and seeing how Harry's smile every time he talks about Golden, how his eyes smiles, his dimples out and his green eyes sparkling, Zayn's heart suddenly gave a loud thump on his chest. Harry's so beautiful.

Zayn admired Harry back then at high school because of how beautiful and gentle looking he is. That's the reason he befriended him and protected him from Michael...well, sort of protected him. But now that they're adults and matured, Harry's even more beautiful with his caramel short curls, porcelain like skin, green eyes and his lips that's shaped perfectly. He also love how creative Harry is with his tattoos and for sure, knowing Harry, every tattoo has its meaning. He's a sentimental person after all.

After looking at Harry and examining his beauty, Zayn suddenly felt something inside his stomach, something tickling and his skin suddenly felt these little prickle and he suddenly felt all warm inside "Yeah, I just hope Golden's success will stay as is...." Harry said and face Zayn who's Cheeks are now slightly pink

"Zayn?" Harry called out as Zayn blinked and look at Harry who has now a concerned expression "Are you cold or something? Its not even cold but why is your face turning red?" Harry asked as Zan gulped and shake his head "I'm actually fine...." Zayn responded as he moved a little away from Harry.

Zayn Malik, what were you feeling just now?

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After their park hang out, Zayn had been thinking carefully of the things he'd felt for Harry since they both saw each other again.

Harry's been all in his mind all day long, night and day, til dusk and dawn.

Zayn's at his office and their Park hang out happened days ago and since then, he can't stop feeling the feeling of having a crush "I mean, this is a good thing right?" Zayn asked himself as he stood from his seat and took small steps inside his office.

He keeps on thinking on how is this possible.

Possible that him and Harry met again and then developed feelings. Its like, a scam! But wait, Zayn stopped walking inside his office as he did flashbacks when they were in high school. The day he started to befriended Harry. The day he saw how a beautiful human exist. Zayn's breathing hitches as he remembered it all.

Maybe he did like Harry even they were in their high school days and maybe that's the whole reason why he wanted to be his 'hero' all along. Zayn sat back on his chair and propped his elbows on his desk "Will you stop overthinking it?" Zayn looked ahead and saw Louis from his doorway "If you like Harry, then you like Harry..." Louis said as he walked towards Zayn's desk "Don't question it, just go with the flow" Louis grinned as Zayn sighed "I can't believe I'm having a crush....its been ages since I felt this way"

"Buddy, falling in love is a good thing. In fact, its a wonderful feeling! Don't stop it, don't overthink it" Louis said as he sat on the chair opposite to Zayn "What are you doing here anyway? Its not yet closing time..." Zayn asked "Oh right!" Louis gave Zayn a cheeky smile as Zayn raised his eyebrow "I'm here to tell you that you got delivery!" Louis exclaimed "What? What delivery? And from who?" Louis didn't answer as he stood from the chair and exited his office and minutes later, he came back with a bag on his hand.

Louis placed the bag on his desk "Open it" Louis smiled as Zayn looks at the bag, examining it. The bag color was black that has golden curves all around it and it looks like a lunch bag.

Zayn opened the bag and was surprised to see a well prepared meal inside it. Zayn grabbed the food boxes and placed it on his desk "Who?" Zayn looks at Louis who can't stop his smile "Louis? Who gave these?" Zayn asked as he opened the boxes and saw his hearty meals that consists of meat, fish and vegetables.

"Niall delivered it earlier. He said its from his Boss saying thank you for your little hang out at the park" Louis winked at Zayn.

So its from Harry and just thinking about Harry, preparing all these food for Zayn, his heart palpitated and his cheeks suddenly gone red "Oh my god Zayn! This is another huge progress!" Louis excitedly said as Zayn smiled

"Yeah, a really big step" Zayn responded.

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Harry was focusing on finishing Bella's dress but at the same time can't stop thinking about Zayn. He instantly smiles every time he thinks of Zayn. Harry hadn't had the chance to say Thank you to Zayn on their mini hang out at the park days ago and Harry thought, why not give him a thank you gift? Since Zayn was so thoughtful remembering that Harry doesn't eat meat, Harry decided to cook Zayn one hearty meal to be delivered.

He asked Niall to do the delivery and thought Niall will argue since he doesn't want to be a delivery man but to Harry's surprised, Niall agreed and happily obliged. Harry doesn't want to assume that Zayn will like his thank you gift and he also doesn't expect that Zayn will contact him after— Harry paused from his thoughts and from sewing the dress as he heard his cisco phone beeped.

Harry put down the things he used to sew the dress as he walked towards the phone and pressed the answer button "Yes?"

"Sir, just heads up, Zayn Malik is coming up to your office....I'm sorry sir but he was in a hurry that I didn't stopped him. He just go inside the elevator—" The lady said as Harry's eyes widened and his heart beat sped up.

Harry didn't even answered back as he let go of the answer button and walked towards the door. He was about to open the door when he stopped and stared at the tinted door.

What Zayn's doing here? And seriously, he didn't even waited for Harry to let him come up his office. What's that guy thinking?! Harry's thought screamed.

Harry slowly held the knob on the door, thinking what to do that Zayn's here? Should he let Zayn in? And tell him to not disturbed his momentum during work? Harry groaned and thought what-the-fucking-ever!

Harry opened the door and when he did, he came face to face with Zayn who's hand is raising, ready to knock "Zayn!" Harry uttered as Zayn put his hand down "Harreh..." Harry's body shivers every time he hears him say his name "What....what are you doing here?" Harry asked as Zayn can't stop staring at him.

"Harry" Zayn licked his lips before and look at Harry's green eyes and then his eyes went down to his lips "I hope you'll forgive me after this" Zayn added as Harry was in confusion "Forgive—" And without finishing Harry's sentences, Harry's body stilled and he can feel warmth, butterflies and fireworks inside his body all at once!

Zayn Malik's lips are on his and he can feel fire inside his heart and his entire body!

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Zayn can't believe that Harry sent him food and this kind of gesture is what melts Zayn's heart. Harry's still the sweetest person and he remembers when they were in high school, Harry's always has been the most caring and gentle person.

He would know if Zayn's in a bad mood even if Zayn didn't said anything and he would do something just cheer up Zayn.

Harry's still Harry despite being the boss of a well-known clothing line. Harry's still Harry despite the things Zayn did back in high school.

But he also thought that maybe all of these feelings are just in a whim now that Harry's back? Maybe its the moment and the time? He missed Harry so much and that he thought he likes him? Romantically?

Zayn ran his fingers on his hair and sighed, if only he can prove that what he feels is true and genuinely falling for Harry and not just on the whim of the moment.

If only— Zayn paused as he thought of a way to really prove it.

"A kiss" Zayn mumbled as he stood from his seat and exited his office. Louis asked where he's going and he simply answered "I'm done overthinking, I'm going to go with the flow" he answered as Louis was confused but let Zayn on his way.

When Zayn reached Golden, the lady on the reception area smiled widely at him. She already knows that he's there for Harry because he has been visiting him non stop "Sir Zayn! Welcome—" Zayn didn't even gave her a chance to finish her greetings but only he gave her a small wave and directly went towards the elevator.

She immediately dialed Harry's number knowing that Zayn just directly went inside the elevator and thank God he answered.

When Zayn's inside the elevator, his hands can't stop shaking and he keeps on thinking if he's doing the right thing? But then his other thought say 'stop overthinking' and just go with it! The elevator sounded and the doors opened as Zayn slowly stepped out of the elevator. He eyed the hallway and gulped hard. He walked to the hallway and when he reached the tinted glass door, he took a deep breath and raised his hand to knock but the door instantly opened, revealing Harry, looking at him with wide eyes.

Zayn's heart thumps seeing how beautiful Harry is. His curls, his green eyes and his lips. Those perfectly shaped lips, pink like sakura petals. Seeing Harry's beautiful face, Zayn's thoughts suddenly becomes empty and he could only think of what his body wants him to do.

"Harry, I hope you'll forgive me after this" Zayn said and without another word, he leaned in and captured Harry's lips.

As their lips touching, Zayn's body can feel the heat and he can see fireworks as his eyes were closing. Harry was shocked, but at the same time, his body didn't reacted as he expected to react. He didn't pushed Zayn, or kicked him away but instead, his body leaned in some more and kissed Zayn back.

He can feel Zayn's arms wrapping around his shoulders as Harry's hands began to raise as well and settled them on Zayn's side pulling him even more closer to his body. Their kiss deepened as Zayn's hands move to explore Harry's back and then his hand moved on Harry's face, touching his cheek, and moved on the side of his neck. Harry broke off the kiss as he leaned his forehead to Zayn's "Zayn...what—"

"Don't overthink, just go with it" Zayn breathily answered as he captured Harry's lips again and this time, their kiss was needy and passionate.

Zayn pushed his tongue on Harry's upper lip as he opened up to him. Tasting, sucking and moaning can be heard in Harry's quiet office. Zayn pushed Harry back as Harry's back hit one of the mannequins.

They both parted hearing the mannequin dropped on the floor. Harry looked back at the mannequin and back on Zayn's eyes "Um....I think its better if we uh..." Harry shyly said, his cheeks red from the moment and the heat. Wow, when did it get so hot in here?

Zayn smiled at him giving him a peck on his lips "Its better if we're comfortable" Zayn whispery said as he gave Harry a nose to nose.

Harry nodded his head as he held Zayn's hand and led him inside his apartment.

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When they're already inside the apartment, Harry showed Zayn his room and just seeing Harry's room, Zayn's heart palpitated.

This is Harry's sanctuary and his world and Zayn's going to see it.

Harry shyly sat on the bed as he lets Zayn eye his room for a while. Paintings hanging on the walls, his bed in the middle wall next to his bedside table with an aesthetic lamp on it. He also has a shelf beside the glass window and the books are neatly arranged. Harry's indeed a very neat person.

Zayn's eyes went back to the bed and smiled seeing Harry sitting there. Zayn approaches him as Harry's eyes follows Zayn's every move. Once Zayn's inches away from Harry, he leaned down and captured his lips again. Zayn's hands went on Harry's neck as he deepened their kiss. Harry's hands also did some exploration as he put them on Zayn's shoulders, feeling his collarbones, and shoulder blades.

Zayn broke off the kiss, panting and his hazel irises dilated "Clothes off?" He asked as Harry grinned "Clothes off" he answered as Zayn instantly went on Harry's button on his white polo, removing them one by one.

After unbuttoning Harry's polo, Zayn slowly removed it sleeves as Harry's tattoos started to show. Zayn's breathing hitches seeing how sexy Harry is.

Once his polo are off, Zayn can't help but to admire him some more. Harry's a work of art! His tattoos are amazing and his skin feels so soft.

Zayn then slowly removed his own shirt and when he did, Harry's heart can't stop beating like crazy as he began to see Zayn's artsy tattoos and Zayn's abs!

Harry's cock instantly stood for attention just seeing Zayn's sexy and godly body. Zayn threw his shirt on the floor as he pushed Harry on the bed. He began to kiss him, trailing his lips on Harry's neck, collarbones down to his abs and he seductively looks up to Harry as held his pants and unbuttoning them.

Harry's entire being shivers seeing Zayn's beautiful face getting down on him. Zayn opened his zipper and removed Harry's pants revealing Harry's hard on from his black boxers.

Zayn's entire body was on fire seeing Harry's super sexy body with his porcelain white skin, and his sexy long legs. Zayn held Harry's hard on as Harry gave out a gasp. Zayn slowly ran his hand up and down on Harry's cock as he gave him a seductive smile which Harry can't resist.

As Zayn keeps on pumping Harry's cock, Harry's hands settled on his side as he grip the sheets "Zayn..." Harry softly moaned as Zayn smirked. He moved his fingers on the waistband of Harry's boxers as he slowly pulled them downwards and later, Harry's cock sprung.

Without even saying anything, Zayn took him by his mouth, licking and tasting all of Harry. Harry's lips parted as he can feel pleasure from Zayn's lips and tongue and he can feel Zayn's hands crawl up to his thighs and to his stomach. Zayn's head bobbing as he licks and suck Harry. Harry's hands went on Zayn's hair as he moved his body, matching Zayn's rhythm on sucking his cock

"Zayn, ah....I need...I need you" Harry stuttered as Zayn stopped sucking giving it a pop before wiping his mouth "Let me prep you babe" Zayn answered as he stood and removed his pants and Harry's eyes are blessed seeing Zayn's visible hard on from his boxers.

Zayn then removed his boxers and threw them on floor and seeing Zayn's cock, Harry's eyes widened some more seeing how hard Zayn is. Zayn's naked and he never would have imagined that he's gonna see him naked! His body is indeed sculpted by the gods because he is perfection! Tan colored skin, beautiful tattoos that suits perfectly on his sexy and lean body.

Zayn went on top Harry as their cocks brushed against each other giving Harry another moan. Zayn rubbed their cocks together as Harry's hands went on Zayn's shoulders, making it his leverage "Do you have some lube and condom?" Zayn whispery asked as he kisses Harry's neck and collarbone "In the....in the bedside table" Harry answered closing his eyes and feeling Zayn's lips on his neck and everywhere is just an ecstasy.

Zayn stop brushing their cocks as he reached to the bedside table and opened the drawer and he was amazed that Harry has a lot of it. Zayn grabbed the lube and condom and went back to Harry "I'm gonna prep you first, okay love?" Zayn said as Harry's head nodded, sweat started to fall from his forehead. Zayn coated his fingers with the lube and wrapped his arms around Harry's thighs and pulled him closer to him.

Zayn then aimed his fingers on Harry's entrance as he slowly inserted one finger making Harry squirm "Okeh?" Zayn asked as Harry nodded his head. Zayn slowly moved his fingers, inserting them in and out until he inserted another finger. Harry's body jolted and his hands went on Zayn's biceps, holding them forcefully "Can you still handle it?" Zayn asked as Harry took a deep breath and nodded his head.

Zayn then inserted another finger, and another as Harry's eyes started to shut. Zayn keeps on inserting in and out until Harry felt the pain beginning to turn into pleasure and he started to buck his own hips from Zayn's fingers "Ah ah ah ah" Harry moaned as he opened his eyes and look at Zayn, his green eyes filled with lust "I need you inside me...." And with those words, and seeing Harry's glistening face from his sweat and those parted lips, Zayn's entire body felt the fire.

He tear off the condom using his lips and put them on his hard member using his other free hand and after putting the condom, he removed his fingers from Harry's entrance and gave Harry a kiss on his lips "Take a deep breath for me" he whispery said to Harry as Harry obliged. Once he took a deep breath, Zayn slowly inserted his hard cock on Harry's entrance as Harry's fingernails dug into Zayn's skin. Zayn stopped inserting midway as he looks at Harry who's eyes are closed "Beb, I'm gonna stop if it hurts you okay?" Zayn said as Harry slowly opened his eyes and gave Zayn his most softest yet seductive gaze "No, don't stop. I don't want you to stop....keep going" Harry answered back as Zayn gave him a kiss on his lips as he continued to push inside of him.

Harry spread his legs some more to give Zayn better access as he finally made it all inside. Zayn hugged Harry, his arms wrapped around on Harry's back "I'm gonna move" Zayn whispered as Harry's arms hugged Zayn from his shoulders. Zayn started to buck his hips as Harry's lips parted giving out a sexy moan "ah ah ah....mor...more Zayn....more!" Harry moaned as Zayn fasten his pace and started to brace himself as he hold into Harry's back and used all his strength to raise Harry up to make him sat on his lap.

Harry's hands settled on Zayn's shoulder and neck as Zayn's lips traveled on Harry's chest, and nipples giving it a lick. They're both moaning and panting and feeling all the pleasure, lust and desire all at once.

Their skin slapping echoes in the entire apartment as Zayn's thrust came in fast "Zayn, I....I.....I'm cumming!" Harry moaned some more as Zayn look up to him and gave him a passionate kiss on his lips and with one more hard thrust, Harry spurted his white seed on their chests and Zayn inside of Harry's.

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Harry and Zayn look at each other, they're still on their usual position, Harry's on his lap and his leaning his forehead to Zayn's as he tries to steady his breathing.

Harry smiled at Zayn as he leaned in and captured Zayn's lips giving him a soft kiss and after they parted Zayn took a deep breath and said out "I like you Harry"

Harry's entire being shake and his skin began to prickle. Harry slowly removed himself from Zayn as he grabbed the sheets and covered himself up and sat on the edge of the bed. Zayn slowly moved as he looked around for a trash bin and seeing one near Harry's bedroom door, he removed the condom and looked for his boxers and wore them. Zayn then looked around Harry's room, looking for tissues and found one on top of the drawer. It wasn't a tissue but wet wipes. He grabbed one and cleaned his hands, removing the sticky substance and threw it on the bin and came back and sat just beside Harry.

He put his hand on Harry's curls and ran his fingers into his soft curls "Did you hear what I just said?" Zayn asked as Harry gave a small nod "I like you, and not just as a friend...but more" Zayn added as Harry's heart beat fast "I mean, I wouldn't go all this way just because I see you only as a friend right?" Zayn softly said as he pressed his naked torso on Harry's covered one "And you also go all the way....does this mean, you like me too?" Zayn asked as Harry's head whipped to look at him and Zayn's giving him his sweet smile.

Yeah, he's right.

He wouldn't just have sex with someone who's only his friend. Harry doesn't do one night stands. He's better than that "When, did you realize this?" Harry asked as Zayn slowly grabbed Harry's hand and held it, lacing their fingers "When we went to the park? A few days ago? I don't know really....probably back at high school but just realized it now" Zayn answered "I thought about this....I thought about my feelings for you very well and coming here, when I kissed you and had sex with you....this just proves that I'm attracted to you, that I like you" Zayn looks at Harry "Don't you....don't you feel the same way?" he softly asked as Harry gulped.

Zayn doesn't know that Harry already likes him even when back at high school. Zayn was his first crush and now that they're adults and Zayn confessing, Harry's heart is so happy and the feeling of grudge he has for Zayn, for leaving him hanging when they were at high school suddenly changes.

Harry held Zayn's hand tight as he leaned his head on his shoulder "I wouldn't go all this way with you if I wasn't attracted to you..." Harry said back as Zayn's heart beat thumped. Harry then raised his head and look at Zayn "And yes, I like you too" Harry gave his biggest smile to Zayn.

Zayn grinned as he leaned in and captured his lips again and again and again until they've did round two.

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Harry's now back on finishing Bella's dress and he's more happier than ever. He and Zayn just confessed their feelings and they're now on mutual stage. Harry indeed fully forgave Zayn for what he'd done back in high school and he wanted to move on already.

To move on with what happened.

And giving this second chance to Zayn is a big step and Harry hopes that what they have will stay as is....at least for the time being. He never really imagined that he'll confessed to Zayn. He never really expect that they'll both end this way....being together? They hadn't established what they have but Harry knows that they like each and that they have mutual feelings.

"Good morning Boss!" Harry whipped his head to see Niall who just got inside his office "Good morning!" Harry cheerily answered giving Niall a shock reaction "You're smiling? At this hour?"

"Um....yeah? Why? Is that wrong?" Harry answered as Niall went towards him and touched his forehead and feeling he has a normal temperature, he back away "You're not even ill but you're smiling...and happy" Niall said as Harry playfully rolled his eyes and shook his head "Can you please see if the fabrics we need are in delivery?" Harry responded as Niall stare at him for a minute before going to his desk and grabbed his tablet. What's with Harry? He never been this cheery? Niall was thinking so much when he heard the cisco phone beeped. Niall instantly grabbed the phone and answered it "Hello?"

"Hi, Sir Styles?"

"No, this is Niall....what can I do for you Lydia?" Niall answered to the lady on the reception area "Uh yes, Um.....Mr Zayn Malik is here and looking for Sir Harry" Lydia answered as Niall's eyes went to Harry who's busy finishing up the dress "Ask him what does he want?" Niall said as the line got silent and within a minute "He said he's here to take Sir Harry to breakfast" Lydia answered as Niall was speechless...did something happened that Niall doesn't know about?

"Thanks Lydia, please tell Zayn to wait in the lobby" Niall hang up the phone and stood and went to Harry "So I heard, Zayn's at the lobby today" Niall said as he saw Harry's body stilled "Lydia said he's here for you....and will take you to breakfast" Niall continued as Harry gave out a slight squeal.

Harry put down the things he uses for sewing and face Niall with a huge smile "Thank you Ni...now, I'll be back after breakfast time. You handle things here first....I'll see you!" Harry responded as he dashed to the door leaving Niall speechless.

Harry didn't tell Niall anything! Why is Zayn and him suddenly become close? Suddenly an idea came into Niall, there's only one person who knows Zayn and that's Louis. So Niall grabbed his phone and messaged Louis. They've been in touched ever since Niall bought the painting from their gallery and Niall admits, Louis' pretty cute but he didn't do anything when he first saw the blue eyed beauty. He doesn't want to freak him out. Louis' probably straight too. Niall messaged Louis asking if What's up with Zayn

Blue eyed beauty: Why? What happened?

Niall: Harry was all smiley when I got here and when he heard that Zayn's here, he was excited...so, what do you know?

Niall stared at his phone as he saw the three dots indicating Louis' typing

Blue eyed beauty: Zayn actually likes Harry....like romantically

And with Louis' reply, Niall was in shock. So that's why they've become so close and wait, does Harry likes him too? Zayn must be the reason why he's smiling so wide earlier and this was his first time seeing Harry that excited and giddy. He'd been on dates but he'd never seen Harry that chirpy "I guess he forgave Zayn alright....so much for holding a grudge" Niall said as he locked his phone but after locking it, it sounded again. Niall looked at his screen and his eyes widened with surprise with Louis' message

Blue eyed beauty: Say, I'm free later...want to grab some early lunch?

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When Harry was already at the lobby, he can't stop himself from feeling all giddy. This is his and Zayn's first official date and he's excited! He slowly walked towards the lobby and seeing Zayn, wearing a white shirt, denim jacket, ripped jeans and converse shoes, Harry's heart beat palpitated. He's sexier and more beautiful than ever. Harry grinned as he went towards Zayn and gave a wave "Hi" Harry said as Zayn looked at him and immediately stood and gave his sweet smile "Hi" Zayn answered.

Both of them stared lovingly at each other, admiring each other's faces. It took them a second before one spoke "So uh....lets grab breakfast?" Zayn said as Harry nodded his head. They both walked side by side, inches away from each other, their pinkies almost touching. Zayn controlled himself not to hold his hand, it would inappropriate to hold Harry's hand when inside his company grounds.

Harry gave a nod and a smile to Lydia before fully exiting the glass door. Now, they're walking much closer as before to the parking lot and when they've reached Zayn's motorbike, Zayn held Harry's hand and spun him around and planted his lips on his. Harry was surprised but once he felt Zayn's lips, he melted and kissed back, putting his hand on Zayn's neck "I forgot to say good morning" Zayn whispered after their sweet kiss "Good morning to you too" Harry responded and stretched his arms on Zayn's shoulders "So, should we take my car? Or your motorbike?" Harry asked as he leaned in and gave Zayn a nose to nose.

Zayn chuckled "Motorbike. If that's okay?" Zayn answered as Harry gave him a toothy smile, his dimples even more visible "Okay" Harry said as Zayn peck his lips again before letting Harry go.

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Zayn and Harry had been 'dating' and couple weeks passed, they're still in bliss. They've gone out on dates, hang-out on different locations and Harry couldn't be even more happier when Zayn held his hand in public.

For weeks of dating, Harry had been thinking if Zayn's still the cowardly lion he knew back in high school but seeing him being able to hold Harry's hand in public, and even stole quick kisses, Harry's assured that he's no longer hiding of what he is. Harry can finally say that Zayn's gonna be someone who'll stay on his side if something bad will happen.

Harry's even slowly developing even deeper feelings for Zayn.

Now, they're at the green eyes gallery and Harry's seating on Zayn's desk chair that he placed on Zayn's right side so he can Watch and admire him paint. Zayn finally started his painting for the replacement of the spiral painting Harry bought from him. Zayn felt that Harry's been all quiet and he can surely feel his green eyes watching over him.

Zayn stopped painting and shifted himself on the bar stool to see Harry. Harry's eyes blinked seeing Zayn moved "Why so quiet?" Zayn gave a sweet smile, the side of his eyes crinkling and that kind of smile is the smile that Harry loves so much "I uh....I just love to see you paint" Harry responded giving a slight cough. Zayn can't help but to smile wider. Harry's been nothing but all sweet to Zayn all these weeks and Zayn like it that way.

Zayn grabbed the arm rest of the desk chair as he pulled Harry closer to him and gave him a peck and settle both his hands on the side of the arm rest "And I love seeing you here with me" Zayn whispery said as Harry gave out a sweet smile and put his hands on the back of Zayn's neck and leaned in closer "I got a question tho" Harry said "Why Green eyes?" He continued as Zayn gave a light chuckle, pecking Harry's lips one more time before removing Harry's hands away from him. Zayn sat straight on the stool "Well, to tell you honestly, because of the regret and guilt I felt back then....my life revolves on you" Zayn answered as he put down the brush and looks at Harry

"I've been desperate....I looked for you far and wide but no luck. They say to stop looking since you don't want to be found...but I didn't want to stop. Its like my mission back then was to find you, whatever it takes. Every move I make, its all connected back to you..."

Harry doesn't know how to respond to this revelation. Zayn's been looking for him all along and dying to ask for his forgiveness.

"To tell you honestly, Green eyes came from the color of your eyes....I mean, its kind of obvious. Those eyes that I can no longer resist" Harry's breathing hitches "I named it green eyes because I wanted to feel that somehow, I'm still connected to you....you get what I mean?" Zayn then went back on facing Harry, settling his hands on the arm rest "I don't want you to fade....the memories, the moments we've shared before...I want them to stay with me that's why I name it after the color of your eyes" Zayn softly smiled as Harry's heart thumped.

"Harreh..." Zayn went back on sitting straight but this time, he reached to Harry's hand and held him on his "I know we've been over this but still, I wanted to apologize over and over again for what I did back then....I was young and afraid that's why I did it...." Zayn touches Harry's fingers one by one sending shivers to Harry's spine "I'm willing to make up for it...all those lost times" Zayn added as Harry instantly gave him a hug "Zayn....I forgive you..." Harry responded as Zayn hugged him back.

And yes, this time Harry forgives him....sincerely. It doesn't matter what happened in the past, what's important is how they are now. Zayn did left Harry hanging back then but seeing Zayn's sincerity and how genuine he is, there's no point on holding grudge against him. The only thing Harry hopes right now is that Zayn will be staying the same man he is right now. A man with courage to say what he really feels and man who likes Harry so much.

Harry lets go of Zayn as he went back to his seat "Now, I want to invite you to an event!" Harry cheery said as he grabbed his phone and look at its screen "Here—" he gave his phone to Zayn "He for she for them" Zayn read "Its Bella's Hadid's clothing line. She'll have her opening next weekend and I wanted you to come with me....I got plus one" Harry grinned as Zayn shrugged "Okay...sounds fun, I guess" Zayn answered "Yey! I will RSVP" Harry went back to his phone as he busied himself on answering the event and Zayn, well, he can't stop himself from smiling.

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Back at Golden, Niall was so busy with Harry's line up. He's been busy with Zayn lately that he's always staying on Green eyes instead of his own company but Niall lets him. He knows that he misses to feel all these butterflies and giddiness. When they were at college, Harry never ever lay eyes on people who finds him attractive and wanted to pursue him. He asked Harry about it but Harry doesn't even know the answer. All he knows is that he's not ready to date yet and doesn't find the people that interesting.

Niall even forced him to date Liam which turned out to be a disaster. Now with Zayn, Harry's been all smiley, all chirpy and bright. Niall never seen him so alive and he's glowing with happiness. Niall wanted that for him. To be happy. So he lets spend his time with Zayn because Harry deserves his happiness. Good thing Niall knows all the processes of Golden and knows the ins and outs of every transactions.

Niall was arranging the list of clients that are lined up for the month when he heard the cisco phone beeped. He pressed the answer button "Yes?"

"Sir, Louis Tomlinson is here to see you?" Niall's blue eyes widened with surprise "Just....send him up thanks..." Niall answered as he lets go of the answer button and took a deep breath. Niall and Louis had been 'hanging out' lately. When Louis asked him to eat lunch with him weeks ago, Niall felt this happiness. Louis had been a great friend to Niall and a great informant since he was the one who told him that Zayn and Harry are possibly 'dating'

Niall heard a loud thump on the glass door of Harry's office so he slowly walked towards the door and opened it and his heart melted seeing Louis who's smiling widely at him, his blue eyes shining "This door wouldn't open without a card key so I just knocked..." Louis said as Niall gave a small smile "You want to come in?" Niall stepped aside as Louis walked inside. Niall closes the door and watches Louis roam inside the office, touching the fabrics "Do you sew too?" he asked out of the blue "Uh no...Only Harry does...I actually don't know anything about fashion or designing"

"But you look good always..." Niall's body stiffened hearing these words from Louis "I mean—" Louis gave a cough as he turned around and looks at Niall "Your suit...they look good on you" Louis wanted to slap himself, you're being obvious! Being obvious that you like Niall!

"Ah you get it right? Your suit are all beautifully designed and I assume you know fashion or some sorts" Louis said as Niall's ears started to turn pink. He gave out an awkward chuckle "Uh yeah....actually Harry's also the one choosing my suit and what to wear. I like his style" Niall said as Louis gave a nod.

"Anyway, what are you doing here?" Niall asked as Louis scratched his head "Just....wanted to see you?" Louis answered almost a whisper as Niall's Cheeks gave out a blush "Um...why?"

"Maybe because Harry was at the gallery and Zayn and him were all lovey dovey and I just remembered you" Louis answered straightforward as Niall's all red now. Louis' saying all these without filter "What are you saying, Lou?" Niall questioned as Louis sighed and started to walk towards him and when he's inches away from Niall, Louis leaned in and quickly kissed his lips.

Niall's eyes widened as Louis stepped back realizing what he did "I— Um, I'll see you" Louis quickly said as he made his way for the door but before he can open it, he felt a warm hand held his wrist and spun him around. Louis' back hits the tinted glass door as he suddenly feels Niall's lips on his. Louis closed his eyes as they both kissed in need.

Louis' hands made his way on Niall's suit and snake his way inside and started to unbutton Niall's button up polo once he successfully unbuttoned all of it, his hands made his way inside Niall's warm skin and Niall gasp from their kiss feeling Louis' warm hands "Its obvious that I like you, right?" Louis said catching his breath as Niall smiled and nodded his head "And its obvious that I like you back, right?" Niall said back as Louis chuckled and peck his lips "OH Yes sir. From the moment we've met, I already knew" Louis answered as they kiss again.

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When Harry returned to his office, his gut is telling him that something had happened.

Harry slowly opened the door to his office and peek inside and didn't see Niall on his desk. Harry slowly made his way inside his office and scan the area and the papers from his desk are left untouched. This is unusual for Niall to be unorganized. He usually place back the documents after arranging them.

He want to the wooden door and listened through, hoping to hear Niall but he heard nothing. Harry slowly turned the door knob and opened the door and gasped when he saw clothes scattered everywhere. He followed the clothes and gasp again when he saw Niall and he's with someone on the living room sofa and both are asleep.

Niall's on top of the person, his hands wrapped around the man's shoulders. Harry slowly walked towards them and thank gods, they have a blanket covered on their lower parts. Harry eyed the man Niall's asleep with and his eyes widened seeing Louis, Zayn's buddy.

How? When?

Harry coughed hoping for them to hear but Louis only moved his head and continued to sleep. Harry coughed again but this time louder but no reaction. Harry sighed and shake his head "You'll totally wake up on this one" Harry mumbled as he hold the back of the sofa and started to shake it making Niall squirm and he fell off the sofa dragging the blanket with him. Louis' now exposed as Harry instantly covered his eyes and backed away from the sofa "What..." Louis groggily said as he sat on the sofa and adjusting his vision. His eyes saw Niall sitting on the floor who's confused as he is "Babe why are you on the floor?" Louis asked yawning "Babe? BABE?!" Harry shouted as Niall's eyes widened.

Harry's here?

HARRY'S HERE!

He instantly stood, clutching the blanket on his middle, covering his legs and everything's beneath "Boss!" Niall said almost shouting "Boss? Who's boss?" Louis said as he stood too and when he saw Harry, who's looking away from them, Louis gasp as he look for something to cover "This is a surprise indeed" Harry said as Louis ran around the apartment to fetch his clothes.

"I'll be outside, please get dressed" Harry added as he made his way outside. With Harry gone, Niall gave out a long sigh and look at Louis who's now wearing his pants "Sorry about this" Louis said as he close his zipper on his pants "Why sorry?" Niall asked as he went towards Louis, grabbing his clothes along the way. He held Louis' shirt and gave it to him. Louis wore his shirt and after that, he looked for Niall's button polo. He saw it under the sofa and went to grab it and went back to Niall "Oh man, I hope you're not going to get fired because of....this" Louis said not meeting Niall's eyes. He dresses Niall, making him wear his polo and buttoning up the buttons "I'm sure I'm not..." Niall answered as he saw how troubled Louis looks "Hey....I'll explain this to Harry. If I'll get fired, at least I have you right? I can work on the art gallery" Niall joked as Louis gave him a small smile.

Once the buttons are done, Louis sighed and stared at Niall's blue eyes "Ni, whatever happens, we still have each other. Right?"

Niall nodded "Yes, we have each other" he answered as he leaned in and peck the tip of Louis' nose. Niall continued dressing, wearing his boxers, pants and suit. Before going out, Louis look at Niall one last time, making sure he's presentable. Louis straighten Niall's fluffy hair before opening the door. They saw Harry seating on his desk chair and looking at his tablet "I'm ready when you are" Harry said not looking at them. Louis nervously looks at Niall and back at Harry "Um. Sir?"

Harry put down the tablet and face Louis, spinning himself on his chair "Louis, I need to talk to Niall if that's okay?" Harry said as Louis gulped, when did Harry get so intimidated?

"Its okay Louis, I'll take it from here. You can go now..." Niall stepped beside Louis as Louis nodded his head. When Louis already left, Niall stood in front of Harry's desk as Harry spun himself around to face Niall on the opposite of the desk "So?"

"First of all, I apologize. It was so unprofessional of me to use your apartment for my....personal whereabouts and I apologize for slacking off on office hours"

"When did this start?" Niall's ears perked, he's apologizing but Harry's interested in how he and Louis started? "Um....we started talking on the phone and just some random messages...and then it just happened" Niall answered "Huh. So are you two officially together now? Or?"

"Well, not reall—" Niall paused and looks at Harry who's giving him a smile "Wait, are you not upset or disappointed?"

"Why would I be?"

"Boss, I've used your apartment and even did it during office hours"

"Niall, its okay. Mi casa, su casa...and besides, I also do it during office hours. I mean, I'm with Zayn during office hours" Harry smiled as Niall was confused on why Harry's so chill about this "You're seriously not gonna fire me? Or give me sanction?" Niall asked making sure "Why? Do you want me to give you sanction? I can, if you like..."

"Actually no"

"Then no. I won't fire you or give you any form of penalty" Harry then propped his elbows on the glass desk and grinned "Wow, I guess being in love changes people" Niall said as Harry's eye widened "Hey, I'm not in love. I'm just happy to see you break the rules...and also liking someone" Harry answered "Hey, I'm not that obedient" Niall answered back as Harry chuckled "Its good to see you this happy Niall....and you have my support, with you and Louis" Harry gave a toothy smile. Niall's indeed grateful to have Harry who's so understanding.

"Now—" Harry clamped his hands together as he grabbed the tablet "I'm going to attend an event next weekend...its Bella's launching of her new clothing line"

"Ooh. So is her dress finished?" Niall asked as he spun around to see the dress that's on the mannequin "Its close to finish...we can deliver it to her by tomorrow evening" Harry answered. Niall then face Harry again "So, is Zayn coming along with you?" Harry looked at him and smiled "Yeah.....and I will surprise him!" Harry stood and went towards the pile of fabrics use for suits "What are you—?"

"I'm gonna design him a suit!" Harry excitedly said as he went back to his desk and sat "Its gonna be a matching suit with me. Hmmm pastel pink? He'll look good in Pink for sure" Harry can't stop his rambling and excitement! He's going to make Zayn a suit that will match with his! Oh he hope Zayn will love it!

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Harry hadn't been going to Green eyes since he planned on making Zayn a suit. He told Zayn that he has a new client and that the dress is urgent so Zayn understands that. He didn't know that Harry's making all these excuses or white lies because of his surprise for him. He also kept his self busy with the new painting he's making.

Zayn had been thinking, since Harry and him are actually dating, and even have mutual understanding with their feelings, isn't just right to ask him to be his boyfriend? Like officially become a couple? Zayn smiled at that thought. It would be nice if Zayn calls him his boyfriend.

Zayn was in the middle of mixing new colors when Louis knocked on his open door of his office "Hey Mate, we have a client" he said as Zayn looks at Louis and nodded his head "Will be right out" Zayn answered as he put down the brush, take off his apron and tidied himself before coming out of his office. He went to the counter where Louis' at "He's over there" Louis pointed at the big painting hanging on the wall near the entrance as Zayn gave him his thanks and proceeded to the person who's intently looking at the sea painting Zayn made.

Zayn slowly walked towards the man who has brown hair, broad shoulders, and seems like he's taller inches from Zayn "Hi, I'm Zayn...the—"

"This painting is quite interesting" the man barged in, pointing at the canvas "The colors used. Blues, greens, pastels" The man added "You painted this?" The man now look at Zayn's way and he's more like Zayn's age. Zayn also stared at his brown eyes that looked gentle yet intimidating at the same time "Yes, did that years ago back—"

"They say paintings are the reflection of the soul of the artist...do you believe in that saying, Mr. Malik?" Zayn was stunned, this man don't let Zayn finish his sentences, how rude! "I truly believe in it. That's the only way an artist can let his emotions out" Zayn answered as the man nodded his head "I can feel—" the man raise his hand and formed a circle in the air "—sadness and betrayal in this..." he continued as Zayn's heart thumps. You see, Zayn painted the sea concept way way back when he was still searching for Harry. He was devastated and depressed that he put all of that feeling and emotion through art.

Zayn intently stared at the man "I'm sorry, I didn't catch your name?" Zayn said as the man slowly shifted his body and face Zayn "I'm Liam" Liam? Doesn't ring a bell. Liam also looked at Zayn, studying him from top to bottom and when his eyes met Zayn's, he smirked "I don't know what you did to him that he suddenly became head over heels for you, but I'll make sure that I'll get him back" Liam said as Zayn was confused "I'm sorry?"

"He's mine. Harry's mine" Zayn's ears perked hearing Harry's name from Liam "Excuse me? Sir, who do you think—" Liam gave out a chuckle as Zayn glares at him "Harry belongs to me...and no one, not an artist can take him away from me" Liam continued as Zayn's hands form into fists "Harry belongs to no one...I don't know who you are but I'm not going to let you put your hands on him" Zayn answered as Liam smirked "Oh poor boy, I already put my hands on him...." Liam answered as Zayn's body stiffened "I was first before you....so I'm asking nicely, get away from Harry before things will get messy" Liam gave a weird smile as Zayn controls himself not to punch this man

"Now be a good boy and stand down, okay?" Liam stepped closer to Zayn and patted his cheek "I know you'll do what's best for Harry....and that's giving him to me" Liam gave a wink before stepping back and fully leaving the gallery. After Liam left, Zayn gave out a breath and he felt his body gone weak. Liam's intimidating look made his knees go wobbly. He could've defended Harry, he could've answered back to that man. He could've punch him right there....but no, all he did was stare at the man and letting him claim that Harry only belongs to him.

Zayn frustratedly sighed, he thought he has changed, he thought he's not like what he was back in high school but judging from what happened now, the old Zayn is still the new Zayn.

"Oy what happened?" Zayn's body gave a small jump when Louis came out of the blue "You two looked so serious....what happened?" Louis asked again "His name's Liam"

"Liam? Doesn't ring a bell? Who?" Louis answered scratching his head "He knows Harry..." Zayn mumbled "He knows Harry and he's claiming Harry belongs to him" Zayn added and this time louder for Louis can hear. Louis' eyes widened "Is he a psycho? Nobody belongs to anybody" Louis answered as Zayn made a turn and briskly walk towards his office. Minutes later, he walk past by Louis with his motorbike keys on hand "Where are you going?" Louis shouted "To see Harry"

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Designing Zayn a suit is what makes Harry so excited. This is gonna be his first ever surprise gift to Zayn and he's excited how this suit will turn out once its finished. His cisco phone beeped as he immediately answered it "Hello?"

"Sir, Zayn is here to see you....should I send him up?" Harry's lips smiled and he suddenly felt giddy that Zayn's here "Yes, please send him up" he responded. He was about to let go of the answer button when Lydia interjected "He said he wants you to meet him at the lobby, sir" Harry looks at the phone and wondered why Zayn doesn't want to come up? "Oh. Okay....I'll be right there" he said. Harry locked his tablet and stood from his chair still thinking why Zayn doesn't want to go to his office. Or maybe Zayn has another surprise for him? Harry made his way to the door, exiting his office.

Once he reached the lobby, he saw Zayn leaning his side on the marbled pillar and he's standing there, waiting for Harry and boy he doesn't like what he sees. Zayn's not smiling and his expression is so damn serious. But even though Harry can feel something's off, he gave his best smile and even gave him a hand wave "We need to talk" Zayn said once Harry's near him "Okay..." Harry softly answered as they both walked out of the building.

They walked side by side to the open parking space and when they've reached Zayn's motorbike, Zayn halted and face Harry "Liam..." Zayn started as Harry's eyes widened "Li...Liam?"

"You know him?" Zayn asked back as Harry was taken aback "He's my architect. He designed the whole building" Harry frankly answered "Did you....did you have an affair with him?" Harry's nervous now, why does Zayn asks him these kind of questions about Liam?

Harry moved closer to Zayn and was about to held his hand when Zayn stepped back "Harreh, Liam claims he knows you and that you belong to him...so who is he?" Zayn slowly looks at Harry "He went to see me in my gallery and suddenly told me those things" Zayn added as Harry sighed "He's no one okay? He was my suitor before but that's it...we've gone out for months but never ever became exclusive...he's no one" Harry answered "Don't overthink Zayn....I know you overthink things so please, don't overthink this....Liam's no one" Harry stepped closer to Zayn and seeing that Zayn didn't stepped back, Harry took this as a good sign.

He slowly held Zayn's fingers until he's fully holding his hand "Zayn, you're the only one for me" Harry whispered, leaning his forehead to Zayn's.

What Harry said melted Zayn's heart but when he remembered that he didn't defended Harry from Liam, and that he let that bastard get away from his gallery without a scratch, Zayn's stomach churned. He was supposed to be Harry's hero, he was supposed to defend Harry but with Liam, all he did was watch him torment him and he lets him claim Harry to be his.

Zayn put his hands on Harry's shoulders and pushed him back a little to look at his eyes "Harreh...I'm so sorry" he said as Harry looks at him with confusion "I....I was a coward back then....and when Liam came to see me, saying all those words, claiming you....I didn't do anything" Zayn said as his breathing heavily because of the realizations. He stepped back, hitting his legs on his motorbike "Zayn, calm down"

"Harry, I'm still a coward today....You...you don't deserved someone who's a coward" Zayn said as Harry's heart dropped, what's he saying? "Zayn, will you calm down? Whatever Liam did, or say to you....That's not true! He's nothing to me okay?"

"If I can't defend you from Liam, how will I defend you to other people?"

"Zayn, what are you babbling about?" Harry's frustrated now "Harry, I thought I changed, I thought I can be your hero this time....but I was wrong" Zayn face Harry "I can't be your hero and I will never will be" Harry's green eyes widened and his heart gave out a loud thump and his pulse quickened.

He saw Zayn put his helmet on and jumped on his motorbike. He put the keys on the ignition and started the engine. He looks at Harry one last time before driving off. While Harry, he was so confused by Zayn's words.

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"What the fuck's going on with your friend?" Harry yelled, his eyes glaring at Louis because he's so angry, so frustrated that Zayn left him like that!

Louis was also in shock when Harry just came rushing to the gallery, furious "Harry, what...what's going on?" Louis asked maintaining his composure "What the fuck's wrong with Zayn? He came by my office, blabbering about being a hero or something...then he left! HE LEFT ME IN THE FUCKING PARKING LOT!" Harry's piercing voice hits Louis' ears that he had to close his eyes and adjust to the sound before answering "Look, all I know is, a man named Liam was here earlier and they talked okay? And when he left, Zayn went to you" Louis answered as Harry ran his fingers on his curls and frustratedly sighed "Fucking Liam..." he mumbled "Where's Zayn now?"

"He hadn't come back yet....oh my god, what if something happened to him?" Louis gave a small gasp "Don't be ridiculous, he's having an emotional breakdown due to his hero complex" Harry answered with gritted teeth. He's so mad at Zayn at the moment.

When Zayn left him at the parking lot, he did some thinking about what Zayn had said and it all sums up that he has a hero complex. Zayn and his hero complex is sweet, yes it is, if they're still at high school...but now? Its annoying Harry and getting on his nerves. Harry slammed his fist on the marbled counter and looks at Louis "Tell him to call me once he's back" Harry sternly said before leaving.

When Zayn went back to his galley hours after, Louis instantly ran towards him. Louis held his shoulders, giving him a shake "Dude! Harry came by here all furious!" Louis said still shaking Zayn as Zayn removed his hands from his shoulders "I'm having a crisis" Zayn muttered as he continued his way to his office. Of course, Louis didn't stop there, he followed Zayn "What happened? Harry mentioned about hero complex" Louis said as Zayn sighed and entered his office.

He sat on his desk chair and propped his elbows on his glass desk "Harry shouldn't be with me...I know that now" As soon as Zayn said this, Louis insides churn from his words "What do you mean? Is this about the Liam guy?" Zayn's body stiffens hearing his name "Zayn, you know, you don't need to be Harry's hero" Louis said as he took his seat across Zayn "You just need to be there for him" Louis added giving a soft smile to Zayn. Zayn's frustrated because he wanted to be Harry's hero but can't because he's too coward to be one. Zayn thought that being Harry's hero is his purpose but he didn't know that Harry only needed him to be him. As Zayn. The artist.

"Zayn, come on...you're being back to your old self" Louis said as Zayn slowly looks at him "Don't go back to the tunnel Zayn....high school was long gone. Its 2022, things have change...you and Harry have change..."

"Louis, if I can't be Harry's hero....I feel like, I'm useless" Zayn softly answered as Louis shake his head "That's what you think....what about What Harry thinks? Do you think he wanted you to be his hero?" Louis emphasized the word Hero before he went on Zayn's side as he put his hand on his shoulder giving it a light squeeze  "Stop being this immature...in reality, we don't need someone to save us. We just need someone who can be with us...and that's how we feel safe" Louis advised as Zayn looks up to Louis, processing what he just said.

Louis patted his shoulder before walking away from him "Fix things with Harry. You've finally found him, don't lose him again" Louis said before leaving his office.

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Harry's been focusing himself with Zayn's suit. He doesn't want to remember what happened on the parking lot. Zayn being a drama queen makes Harry's heart hurt.

Why does he need to be his Hero?

Did he ask Zayn to be hero? No.

Did he wanted Zayn to be his hero? Well, yes but now that they're mature, now that they're adults and professionals, he doesn't need Zayn to be his hero. Harry can take care of himself. He just needs Zayn to be on his side. And come to think of it, Zayn being like this brings Harry back to high school where he promised he'll protect him from the jocks but ended up being a coward instead. Harry stop sewing as he look ahead and rethink his memories.

Zayn promised he'll be there for Harry on their spring dance but ended up abandoning him. Harry gulped, is Zayn's doing that again now?

Harry's whole body shake as he remembered how Zayn didn't defended him back then "He's not....he's not doing that, NO" Harry mumbled as he continued to sew "He's just being dramatic, that's all" Harry added as his hands moves fast on sewing "Zayn, abandoning me again? No, its not happening" Harry keeps on sewing and sewing, following the red colored lines on the suit fabric until the needled pierced his skin "Fuck!" Harry groaned as he lets go of the fabric and needle.

Harry stood from his desk and went to the apartment and to the kitchen sink. He turned on the sink and washes off the blood that comes from his finger and pressing it again to let the blood out "Ugh Harry...stop overthinking this!" He told himself as he sighed after seeing that there's no longer blood coming his finger. He turned off the sink and leaned his hands on the edge of the sink and sighed again.

He should really talk to Zayn about this or else he's going crazy.

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Harry's now at the Green eyes gallery. He just directly went inside and wave a hand at Louis and continued his way to Zayn's office but when he got there, to his surprise, Zayn wasn't there. He returned to the gallery hall and went to the counter where Louis' at.

Harry put his hand on the counter before speaking "Didn't your boss came in today?" Harry questions as Louis looked up to him and slowly stand "He didn't. He's at his apartment" he answered as Harry sighed and thinks of what to do next. Then he looks at Louis again "Lou, I know I don't have the right to ask but, can I please know his apartment address?" Harry said, his green eyes pleading as Louis stared at them for a while before agreeing "That's no problem Harry...here—" Louis grabbed his tablet and showed Harry the address. Harry grabbed his phone from his pocket and took a picture of the address "I appreciated this Lou" Harry gave a small smile as Louis nodded "Its at least I can do..." Louis answered "...thank you for not firing Niall" he mentioned as Harry put his phone back on his pocket and stared at Louis' blue eyes.

He gave a smile "That's no problem at all....you should take care of Niall" Harry responded his smile getting broader as his dimples shown "Of course I will" Louis smiled back as Harry signaled to take his leave. He was about to turn around when Louis stop him "And Harry—" Harry stop turning midway and looks at Louis "Please be patient with Zayn....I know he's overreacting and overthinking things but he loves you" when Louis said it, Harry's heart thumped.

Zayn loves him?

"He always talks about how he adores you and how he wanted to spend his entire day or week, or years with you and I can tell, the way his eyes lit up....he's past to just liking you" Louis sighed and gave a smile "Um. Thanks, I guess" Harry answered back as he finally made a turn and exited the gallery.

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Zayn is actually having a self crisis that he needed to detach himself from Harry. He feels like he needed to be Harry's hero and because of what happened back in high school.

But the things he doesn't get is that Harry doesn't need him to be his hero because one, times have changed, they've grown and mature and two, Harry wants Zayn and not "the hero Zayn" he wants Zayn the artist whose smile lights up Harry's world and whose every touch warms his heart. But of course, Zayn doesn't understand that.

Zayn started moping around his apartment just near his dad's pizza house in Williamsburg. He wanted to get away for a while and leaving his business to Louis won't hurt.

His dad called but he ignored it and Harry even called but he ignores it too. He can't really talk to him at the moment.

Zayn lives in a two bedroom, 1 bath and a kitchen place apartment. Zayn really isn't in to fancy apartments since he spends most of his time from his gallery and sometimes on The pizza house. He only gets home, shower and sleep and then leave the next day to work. Its a routine actually. So now that he's been moping for days, this was the time only Zayn notices his apartment. The color of the walls are dull, the appliances aren't updated to their latest models and some of the things inside his apartment aren't really maintained. Zayn could've painted the walls, change his appliances and arranged his furniture. He could actually do that now, but he's moping and doesn't have the energy to do so.

Zayn was on his bed, covering himself with his duvet trying to get some sleep. He's been moping all right, but can't sleep. Zayn doesn't even know how many times he'd sighed that day. He was having all these thoughts about Harry when he heard a knock on his door.

Zayn perked his head from the duvet as he looked at his bedroom door. Zayn waited for another sound and when it did, he slowly got up from his bed, put the duvet on his shoulders, draping the duvet on the floor and started to walk out of his room.

He slowly walk towards the main door as he listens when he heard another knock. Zayn looked through the fisheye and gasp when his eyes saw Harry standing on his doorway holding a big matte black colored box. Zayn's heart started palpitating. He never told Harry his address. Oh Damn Louis.

"Zayn? Babe?" Zayn's skin prickled hearing Harry's slow speech pattern and gosh he missed his voice and he even called him 'Babe'

"Louis told you're here and well, I wanted to talk to you" Harry added as Zayn didn't answer. He lean his forehead on the door "Come on Zee, don't be like this...You've been detaching yourself from me...we could talk about what's bothering you" Zayn closes his eyes and sighed "Harreh....I don't deserve you. Just....go" Zayn responded as he turned around and leaned his back on the door, holding the duvet tight on his shoulders "Don't say that! You don't get to decide that!" Harry answered raising his voice "Its Liam is it? Its about him? His words?" Once Harry said this, Zayn's ears perked and his entire body shake "Liam's nothing to us Zayn! Whatever words he said to you....it means nothing! Don't be a coward!" Harry's voice really shouting now, he even slam his palm on the door "Don't be like the Zayn back at high school, don't be a coward!" Harry lets go of the box and he again slammed both his palms on the door giving a loud thud. Harry leaned his forehead on the door

"You really want to know how my life was when you abandoned me? Fine! I will tell you!" Harry took a deep breath before starting to talk "I've been miserable...okay?! You were the only person who cares for me back then....you were the only person who encouraged me for being who I am....you were the person who matters to me most back then!" Harry's eyes started to give out tears as Zayn is trying his best not to cry hearing Harry's voice cracking from the other side of the door "And guess what, I almost fell for you back then, Zayn...." Harry's lips gave a small smile when he remembered the feeling of having a first crush "You're so beautiful and so kind to me that my heart just gave in....I tried stopping it....I know you're not into guys like me but ended up crushing you anyway" Harry closed his eyes as tears dropped.

He opened his eyes again "Maybe that's why I was so depressed when you abandoned me because of what I felt" Harry softly said as Zayn tears finally dropped his eyes. He held his duvet tighter as his heart started to ache "But look us now Zayn. We've finally been true to our feelings and finally together...." Harry's voice is more mellow and calm now "I even told myself not to let you in because of what happened back then but I took a leap and risk it. I've risk my heart for you..." Harry paused, he needed to calm himself because his tears are coming out of his eyes never ending. Zayn on the other side of the door is crying nonstop as well as he heard Harry's words.

"Zayn....I don't need you to be my hero" Harry finally said "I just want you to be with me and be on my side all through out" Harry added with a sniff "Zayn, I love you" Zayn's eyes widened hearing the three words "Please don't abandon me again" Harry softly said as his tears kept on falling and falling from his cheeks.

Zayn's entire being weakened as he cried some more. His shoulders shake, and his heart started to beat furiously on his chest "Harreh....please...." Zayn's voice cracking "Just.....go" and hearing Zayn's pleading voice, Harry's entire body frozen on the spot and he can feel his heart and his entire being shattered.

So whatever he'll say, whatever he'll do, Zayn won't change. Zayn will still be the coward little boy he was back then. Zayn will forever be the boy who's stuck in the past and will never grow. Harry can't believe it, after all those memories, those romantic moments, it all comes to an end.

Harry slowly stepped away from the door still crying before finally having the courage to walk out leaving the box in front of Zayn's door.

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"Harryyyyyyy open up pleaseeeee" Niall had been knocking on Harry's apartment door. Niall doesn't know what happened between him and Zayn but he's sure that its bad.

Real bad.

No matter how heart broken Harry is, he would never lock himself on his apartment. Harry always say that he's strong when it comes to heartbreaks but not this time. Because this time, Zayn broke his heart, again! Niall sighed as he wiggled the doorknob again "Harry, come on....I thought you're stronger than the heartbreak?" Niall said as he let go of the door knob and knock instead "Zayn is just another person out there, don't let it get to you" when Niall said this, he heard a clicking sound coming from the inside of the door and it opened revealing Harry who's curls are all over the place and he's wearing a plain white shirt and grey jogging pants "Zayn isn't just another person out there" Harry said irritated as he pushed Niall on the side and exited his apartment.

Harry went to his desk and sat on his chair, slouching "Zayn's my person okay?" He added, his voice soft. Niall sighed and slowly approached him "I'm sorry for saying he's just another person" Niall stopped inches away from Harry and he started to fix Harry's curls "And you're still saying he's your person after pushing you away? Again?" Niall asked as Harry sighed and sniffed as he can feel his tears coming in

"You deserved better Harry....I mean, Zayn's a good person but, he doesn't deserved you...look what he's doing to you" Niall said as Harry swapped his hands away from his curls "Seriously Harry, Zayn has issues about himself and he's dragging you along with him" Niall said slightly raising his voice as Harry stood from his seat and walked past Niall and spun around looking at Niall's blue eyes "We've broken up okay?" Harry shouted back as Niall stepped back and stared at Harry with wide eyes.

Niall thought they're only fighting but gosh he's surprised to hear that they've broken up.

Harry looks at his hands before slowly dropping his self on the floor. Once he's on the floor, his shoulders began to shake and he covered his eyes with his hands and started crying. Niall slowly crouched down to him and put his hand on his shoulder, giving him comfort "Oh Harry...I'm so sorry..." Niall softly said "He...he did it again Niall" Harry shakily said "He abandoned me again...just like he did back then" Harry added as he cried some more. Niall pulled Harry towards him as he hugged him. Harry's hands instantly found Niall's waist as he hugged him back and began to cry on his shoulder.

After Harry's breakdown, they're now cross-sitting on the floor just beside Harry's desk "Are you ready to tell me what happened?" Niall asked as Harry folded his knees up to his chest and encircled his arms around them "I thought his hero complex isn't that serious but he pushed me away Niall....he pushed me away" Harry answered as tears began falling again "Liam said something to him that triggered his self esteem....He doesn't even want to talk to me about it" Harry sniffed as he wiped his tears by his hands "I tried talking....I told him I only need him and not 'the hero Zayn' but he pushed me away" Harry swallowed his saliva that's been lumping on his throat "I thought he changed....I thought he's no longer like before...." Niall keeps on listening "This is much painful than back we were at high school Ni! I....I...I can't make myself to hate him just like I used to" Harry looks at Niall with teary eyes as Niall's heart broke seeing Harry

"I love him" Harry said as he cried some more as Niall moved beside him and drape his arm on Harry's shoulders rocking his body and Harry's as comfort.

"Ssshhh shhhhh everything's gonna be alright....you're going to get through this" Niall said as he lets Harry cry on his side "You're strong Harry....you'll get through this"

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Louis jogged towards Zayn's apartment. He needed to talk sense to his best friend. He knows that having low self-esteem is not a joke but he will try his best to talk to Zayn and change his mind. Harry's too precious and he believes that Zayn won't be able to resist him. He'd been searching for Harry for years and now that he's got it, and developed feelings for him, he should keep him and treasure him. Louis knows that Harry's a good person and fits for Zayn so Zayn better rethink his actions or he's going to Lose Harry forever.

When Louis went inside the hallway and into Zayn's apartment door, he knocked three times "Zayn, its your best bud, open up" Louis half-yelled as he listens to the door and within seconds, he heard the locks and the door opened. Louis' eyes widened seeing Zayn's depressing face. His beard grew like bushes, his eyes have dark circles around them and his thick hair is even thicker now that it wasn't combed properly "Mate, you look horrible" Louis said as he invited himself in.

He went to the kitchen and rummaged on Zayn's cupboards "You want coffee? Or perhaps tea?" Louis asked as he keeps on opening the cupboards one by one and each cupboard doesn't have any groceries inside. When he opened the last cupboard, he saw a box of unopened tea. He shrugged and grab the box "Tea it is then" Louis mumbled as he heard the door closing and his eyes caught Zayn who's now lazily walking towards the kitchen table "You're supposed to be at the gallery....what are you even doing here?" Zayn asked as he gave out a frustrated sigh and sat on the chair "Its the weekend mate, we get a rest too you know?" Louis answered as he grab the kettle and put water on it.

After that, he put the kettle on the stove and fired it up. He went to the kitchen table and sat opposite to Zayn "Look at you....you look so depressing" Louis started "So uh—" Louis paused as he rub his nape. He doesn't know where to start about him and Harry's topic. Louis cleared his throat and said 'here goes nothing' on his mind "Niall told me about what happened between you and Harry" Louis said as he saw Zayn's body jumped a little "Dude, you've been pining for Harry since....forever and now you're pushing him away?"

"Stop it Lou. I don't deserved him"

"What are you talking about? Is that your hero thing talking again?"

"He deserves someone who can defend him from people and that's not me. I can't even talk back to that Liam guy" Zayn answered as Louis eyes rolled "Bullshit! That guy is nothing to you and Harry's relationship! He shouldn't matter!" Louis is this close to yelling at Zayn "And do you think that Liam guy deserves him?" Louis asked as Zayn got quiet on his seat. The kettle sounded as Louis sighed and stood and went to the stove and turn it off. He grabbed the kettle and put it on the kitchen table alongside with the box of tea. Louis grabbed two cups from the dishwasher and put it on the table.

"You know...." Louis began as he opened the tea box and grabbed two bags and put it inside the cups "You shouldn't think what other people think of you and Harry" Louis then grabbed the kettle and poured the water inside the cups. He put back the kettle and pushed the cup in front of Zayn "You guys were in a relationship...that's where your focus should only be"

"We hadn't really defined it yet..." Zayn interjected as Louis sighed and grabbed his cup "Doesn't matter....the bottom line is, Harry needs you Zayn" Louis said "He needs Zayn and not 'the hero type' Zayn....he needs Zayn the artist, Zayn the kind and gentleman" Louis blew his tea before sipping and put down the cup after "Harry doesn't want you to be a 'hero' Zayn. He just want you to be you....he want you even if you're vulnerable, weak and fragile" Zayn looks at Louis "He just wants you to be on his side, no matter how cowardly you are" Louis gave a small smile as Zayn sighed and look at the tea bag floating on his cup

"Zayn" Louis softly called as Zayn slowly looks at him, his eyes glistening and ready to cry "Do you love Harry?" He asked as Zayn sniffed and his tears started to fall.

He wiped down his tears by his fingers and nodded "I do love him....since we were 18....but—"

"NO buts!" Louis barged in "If you love him, don't think of anything else. Think only what you feel! Because what you feel is much more important than anything else!" Louis said as Zayn's tears kept on coming "But I let him go Lou....I told him to go....I pushed him and I—" Zayn paused as he remembered what happened three days ago when he pushed Harry away "I abandoned him again....just like I did in high school!"

"Listen to me Zayn" Louis stood and went towards Zayn and held his shoulder as Zayn looked up to Louis "Its not too late to fix things...sure back in high school you tried your best to fix things and you thought it won't work out. But this time, this time, its gonna be different" Louis advised as Zayn sniffed and wiped his tears with his hands "Things are different because there's real feelings involved...and that you both are mature enough to settle things...like real adults" Louis added with a smile "Its not too late to fix things, Zayn" Louis repeated

"Its not too late to bring Harry back"

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Today's the launching of Bella Hadid's clothing line. He for she for them.

Harry already delivered Bella's dress on her dressing room and went to his own dressing room that Bella prepared for him so he can think about Zayn and if he's decision on going to this event was right. He doesn't want to be here anyway since Zayn's isn't with him.

The event was held at Bella's commercial building she bought in queens and she's so excited that finally, her long dream is about to come true!

Bella called Harry at her dressing room as he helped Bella with the dress he'd made. Bella's standing in front of the whole body mirror, checking her self and the dress "Thank you so much for this Harry....the dress looks so amazing" Bella squealed as she gave a slight turn, the layers softly follows her moves "You look beautiful in it, Bella" Harry answered with a smile as Bella grinned on the mirror where she can see Harry "You're going to enjoy tonight, I promise!" Bella said to the mirror and she spun around and look at Harry's eyes "After the launching, we'll have an after party! Well, the launching is already a party but its a formal party...with wines and posh drinks. The after party, we can go wild and crazy!" Bella giggled "I don't want you to miss it" she added as Harry shrugged, he planned to go home after the launching...he's not in the mood to go partying.

In fact, he even forced himself to attend to this launching "Also, I want to meet your boyfriend!" Bella squealed some more as she remembers that Harry RSVP'ed for two people "Boyfriend?" Harry questions "I...I don't have one" He mumbled "You said you have a plus one and I assumed he's your boyfriend....I read his name, Zayn?" Bella said as Harry's breathing hitches and his heart started to ache. He hold his tears not to fall as he looks at Bella with a serious face "Uh yeah, he...he cancelled...and he's nobody" Harry answered fast as he try his best not to have a breakdown in front of his client "I'm going to change now..." Harry added as he instantly went out of Bella's dressing room and didn't even looked back at Bella who has a confused face because of his answers and also also saying 'see you later'

When Harry went to his dressing room, he closed the door and leaned his back into it. He remembers Zayn in an instant, on how they've formed their beautiful bond and their feelings. Harry also remembered that Zayn pushed him away so his self just gave in and cried.

What happened back in high school was less painful because what he feels today is more painful and heartbreaking. Harry wanted to take it all back. He wishes he hadn't gave in to Zayn, he wishes he hadn't opened up to him and he wishes that they didn't met again. Harry closed his eyes as he lets his tears fall.

After minute of being emotional, Harry wiped his tears away and stood straight "You're stronger than this Harry" Harry said "You're braver, independent and powerful....you've survived without him for years. You can do this. Even without Zayn" Harry added as he nodded his head, assuring himself that he's going to move on....again.

After Harry was finished dressing into his pink suit, which was supposedly paired with Zayn's suit, he looks at himself in the mirror and fixed his curls. Harry left Zayn's suit outside his apartment on the day they broke up. He didn't know that the suit would be his parting gift to Zayn. Once he's done fixing his suit and his hair, he sighed and gave out a fake smile to show to the people at the launching. He heard a knock on the door and that's when Harry was called out by one of Bella's staff to join her on the event. Okay, its time to go fake.

Harry opened the door and was met by a lady with an earpiece on her ear and she's wearing a ID  indicating she's one of the staffs "Good evening Sir Styles, you look ravishing!" She smiled as Harry smiled back "Miss Bella wants you to go to the event hall" the lady stepped aside as she lets Harry out of the room. Once Harry was out, she followed him at his the back. When Harry made it to the hall, his eyes sparkled seeing beautiful dresses and suits on the mannequins displayed. His eyes also glimmered when he saw one of his designs catered on Bella's launching

"Sir Styles, your seat's this way" The lady said as Harry smiled at her and gave a slight nod as he followed her to his table. When he reached his table, the lady took out her mobile phone and looks at the list "It says here you have a plus one. Is that person late?" She asked as Harry's heart badumps "Uh no, actually he's not coming" Harry answered "Oh so is it okay to fill this seat? We don't want you to be alone on this table" she said as Harry shrugged "I don't mind" Harry responded as the lady says her thanks and left.

Harry sat down on his seat and looked around, eyeing the people's dresses and suits and maybe get some more ideas on his next innovations. The whole area are packed with known people and most of Bella's friends are there too, the models. Harry was busy admiring the people and their dresses when he felt someone sat beside him. Harry slowly looked beside him and gasp seeing those gentle yet intimidating brown eyes.

"You don't mind if I seat here right, Harry?" hearing his voice and with his words, Harry suddenly feels the chills.

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Zayn looks at the suit that Harry made. Its made of beautiful fabrics that every time Zayn touches it, it feels like feathers. Harry made a huge effort on being with Zayn but Zayn didn't made any. He knows that now.

He now knows that Harry chose him again because of being himself and not because Harry's thinking of him as his 'hero'

Zayn sighed as he held the suit and stare at it. The launching started hours ago and Zayn is still thinking if he's going. Zayn's mind is screaming because of the things he'd done to Harry and this time, he's in doubt if Harry will forgive him again....for abandoning him again.

Zayn ran his fingers through his messy hair as he sighed "You love Harry....so don't over think it. Just go with the flow" Zayn mumbled as he stood, still holding the pink suit. He went to his bathroom and look at himself in the mirror. His beard is really growing like a bush now and his eyes are deadass tired. He breathe in and breathe out and got out of the bathroom and went to his bedroom.

He neatly place his suit on the bed, arranging the top and slacks like he's about to get a photo of it and put it on his insta. After arranging, he went back to the bathroom and looked for his razor. He started to clean himself up. He took a shower, razored his beard and fixed himself for the launching party. He wore Harry's suit and he smiled when Harry perfectly managed his size. The suit was a perfect fit for him and his heart's suddenly gave out a loud thump because from the romantic feelings he felt for Harry.

He loves Harry and he's willing to win him back! Whatever it takes.

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ZAYN went to the launching party with poise, composure and glamour. The people began to look at him in awe seeing how gorgeous he is. Despite the eyes looking at him, Zayn's eyes are only looking for one person only and that is his beautiful curly.

He went further inside the area and sees a lot of mannequins on displayed. Zayn eyed them one by one and when he saw Harry's name on the label of the mannequin, his heart jumped.

Harry's designs are featured in this launching and he's so proud of him. Zayn then suddenly feels the excitement and hope. He must do his best to win back Harry and this time, he promised that he won't do what he did to Harry back then...which was abandoning him.

Zayn walked inside the event as his eyes are looking for Harry but wherever he looks, he can't find a beautiful curly haired male. Zayn started to explore the whole place as he's nearing the crowded people. Bella just finished her speech and the people are beginning to stand and to party.

Zayn went to the bar area and thinking where Harry had gone. He was busy looking for Harry when he saw a lady with an earpiece on her ear and has an ID saying staff "Um excuse me" Zayn reached out for her and held her elbow. The lady spun around and smiled at him "Yes sir?"

"Uh hi, I'm looking for Harry Styles? Just wanted to know if he was present at this event?" Zayn asked as the lady grabbed his mobile phone and scrolled through it "Ah Sir Styles! Yes, he was here at this event" The lady then started to look for Harry at his table and saw the table empty "I can't seem to see him at his table...Um, what's your name sir?" The lady politely asked "Zayn Malik" he answered as the lady's eyes lit up "You're Sir Styles' plus one!" She cheery said "Actually, your chair got occupied by someone else since Sir Styles said you won't be coming" she added as Zayn raised an eyebrow "Who did you put beside him?" Zayn asked as the lady looks at him for a while before answering

"The architect. Sir Liam Payne" Zayn's ears perked and his entire body shivered hearing Liam's name.

Liam's here and for sure he's with Harry! It couldn't be that he's here and not messed with Harry!

His Harry!

Zayn thanked the lady as he look for Liam and Harry. If Liam will do something bad to Harry, Zayn won't ever forgive himself for abandoning him! He was suppose to be with Harry tonight and just because of his self issues, he left Harry with Liam!

Zayn checked the place twice and he didn't Harry or Liam in the crowd. Zayn's getting frustrated, where could he be? Where could Harry be?

Zayn checked all the places but there's one place he hadn't checked yet. The restroom.

Zayn looked for the restroom sign in the wide area and when he found the neon colored light that has a sign for restroom, he ran towards it and went inside. When he went inside, his eyes widened and his breathing caught on his throat seeing Liam pinning Harry from the corner of the room.

His eyes saw Harry who's green eyes were afraid and it took him back to their high school days when Michael tormented Harry. Harry has the same scared eyes.

Zayn's entire body stilled seeing Liam holding Harry's hands on top of his head and he suddenly felt lightheaded.

No Zayn! Its not the time to be a coward! You got to do something!

Its time to be with Harry and prove that you are worth it for him! Not as his hero but as his partner, his lover that will stand by him and protect him! Zayn closed his eyes, steadied his breathing and opened his eyes again as his feet brought him to Liam.

He grabbed Liam's shoulder and forcefully spun him around to face him. Harry was dropped into the floor as he saw Zayn...his Zayn on face off with Liam! And he's wearing the pink suit he made for him.

"You motherfucker!" Zayn shouted as he lunged his fist on Liam's jaw giving a cackling sound. Liam's body flew across the stalls. Zayn went towards Liam and reached for his collar "You don't get to touch Harry! You don't get to lay your hands on my Harry!" Zayn yelled as he punch Liam again but with those words, Liam's response was a smirk followed by a creepy laugh.

Liam's nose started to bleed as he keeps on laughing at Zayn "Poor boy...you still don't get it..." Liam grabbed Zayn's wrist and pushed him away. Zayn stumbled near the sink but manage to stand.

Liam slowly stood, using the stall door as leverage "Harry's mine....you hear me? He doesn't want someone who's weak, who's pathetic...he doesn't want someone who's a loser and a coward!" Liam spat as he wiped his bloody nose on his sleeve "Harry wants someone who he can call his hero" Liam added as Harry's eyes went to Zayn who's hands formed into fists "Fuck off boy! He—" Liam pointed at Harry who's still seating at the corner "—belongs to me" Liam smirked as he went to Harry and grabbed his elbow and made him stand up "Let me go freak!" Harry shouted as Liam leaned in ready to give Harry a perverted kiss but Zayn acted as he grabbed Liam's head and gave him a headbut.

Liam's body collapsed on the tiled floor as Zayn's head started to spin. He loses his balance as he stumbled back and leaned his back on the sink, placing his hands on the side.

Harry ran towards him and put his hands on Zayn's cheeks, checking him "Are you okay? Oh god, you headbutted him!" Harry said as his hands started to roam Zayn's head, gently running them on his ears, neck and back on his cheeks.

Zayn gave a small chuckle as his hands went on Harry's back and pulled him closer to him, their bodies pressing unto each other. They both stared at each other before Zayn leaned and captured his lips. Harry's body stilled from Zayn's actions but he soon relaxes and give in to Zayn's kiss.

Their kiss was soft and intimate until Zayn pushes his tongue into Harry's upper lip seeking for entrance. Harry opened his mouth as Zayn darted his tongue inside Harry's warm mouth.

They licked, sucked and began to taste each other, kissing for their loss time.

Zayn then slowly pressed his whole body furthermore into Harry's body and he can feel Harry's heat and his cock inside his pants. Zayn started to slowly grind his hips into Harry's as Harry gave out a moan. Harry was the one who stopped their kiss as he pushed Zayn and leaned his forehead on Zayn's

"I missed you" Harry whispered as Zayn smiled and gave him a nose to nose "I've missed you too" Zayn responded.

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Harry told Bella what happened. He told her that Liam almost lay his hands on Harry on the restroom and that Bella decided to call the police. The past out Liam from the restroom was now held by the police and Harry was glad.

Liam's sick, Harry could tell.

Bella's event got help up because of the scene Liam has caused. Harry even apologized because somehow, he feels like it was his fault since Liam was after him

"Nonsense Harry, it wasn't your fault. Liam's the one to blame. He's obsession with you lead him to assault you...he's disgusting" Bella said as she, Harry and the other guests are now crowding outside since Bella called the police "I trusted him you know? He was the one who designed my building for my clothing line...turns out, he just wanted to get invited to my launching so he can catch you" Bella added as she looks at Harry "But now he's going to jail for a while...so don't worry" Bella gave him a smile.

Bella then look at the medical truck and saw Zayn who's seating on the edge of the open truck getting examined "You should introduce me to your man" Bella looks at Harry with a wide smile as Harry's breathing hitches "He's your hero now, huh?" Bella added and she can't stop grinning because she's fangirling.

Harry looked back to Zayn and back at Bella "He's not my hero, he's my partner...and now I know that he's got my back" Harry answered.

After Bella and Harry's conversation, Harry went to the medical truck where Zayn was waiting for him. Harry stopped when he's inches away from Zayn "Is your head okay?" He asked as he put his hand on Zayn's head, running his fingers on his hair "Yeah, I guess. But the medic said to get xray...just to make sure nothing's lose" Zayn gave a chuckle as he put his hand on Harry's waist "Harreh..." Zayn softly said, his expression slowly changes into a serious one "Yes, Zayn?"

"I wanted to say, I'm sorry" Zayn said as Harry's fingers stopped caressing Zayn's scalp.

He removed his hand atop Zayn's head and sat beside him on the truck "I'm sorry for being a coward, for being weak...." Zayn looked at his palms that's settling on his lap "I'm trying to be your 'hero' because I think that was the only thing I can be worth it for you" Zayn slowly looked at Harry's eyes "If I'm not gonna be your hero, then I'm worthless....right?" Zayn added as Harry's hand raised and put it on Zayn's cheek "You're not worthless okay? And I never, ever thought of a useless or worthless. You're Zayn....an artist, kind, warm and a man with a beautiful heart...." Harry gave a soft smile "I don't need a hero Zayn, I just need someone who's going to be there for me....who's going to be beside me all through out" Harry leaned in "I just need a partner to fight with me....and I chose you to be that Partner....My Zayn" Harry whispered as Zayn's heart beat thumps.

Zayn held Harry's free hand as he held it tight, lacing their fingers "It was wrong of me to abandon you Harry....but this time, I will stay. I will stay on your side and stay to be Your Zayn" Zayn whispered back as Harry can't help but to give out tears...tears of joy that finally Zayn realized it!

Zayn slightly moved his body away from Harry and seeing Harry's tears, he smiled and wiped his tears with his hand "I hope those are tears of joy?" Zayn said as Harry gave out a chuckle "Thank you for finally saying this. Thank you for not abandoning me...." Harry responded "Zayn, I love you...." Harry added as Zayn's entire being is in ecstasy!

He already heard Harry's I love you before but that was with doors closed but now, seeing him saying it in person and in front of Zayn, it hits differently.

Its more sweet, intimate and romantic.

Zayn leaned in and captured Harry's lips and when they've parted "I love you too Harry Styles, be my boyfriend" Zayn straightforwardly said as Harry felt happiness, love and romance. Harry's arms made its way on Zayn's waist and hugged him so tight and he squealed "YES ZAYN YES!" Harry answered as Zayn chuckled and hugged Harry back.

"I'm never abandoning you again, My Harry" Zayn's thought said and this is the promise he made for himself.

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After everything else, Zayn and Harry had become officially together as boyfriends.

Zayn was so happy that Harry forgave him and indeed, Harry has the biggest heart. Zayn knows that he had broken his heart many many times now but still, he forgave him and accepted him again and because of that, Zayn made sure that he's not going to mess it up again.

He's going to be more braver for Harry.

He's going to be more open for Harry.

He and Harry are now in his apartment. After the Liam incident, Zayn and Harry went back on Zayn's apartment and blessed it with their love-making. They've missed each other so much that they ended up doing it twice and even thrice if their showering together counted.

It was the morning after and they're both at the kitchen and Harry's now wearing only his white polo and boxers and man, its a sight to look at him as his chest and abs are showing. Zayn's eyes sparkles seeing Harry so sexy with open polo revealing his chest tattoos and only wearing his boxers, showing off his long legs.

Harry's making them breakfast which consist of eggs and paired up with wheat bread that are close to its expiry date because Zayn didn't have any groceries on his fridge.

Harry sat opposite to Zayn, placing their plates in front of them "Zayn, we really need to do grocery shopping....your fridge is empty! In fact, your whole kitchen is empty" Harry said as Zayn shrugged and moved his plate in front of him "Yeah...sorry, I never stayed here so, grocery isn't really in my list" he answered and gave a smile to Harry.

He stared at Harry for a minute, examining him starting from his unruly curls, down to his eyebrows, then his beautiful lashes and green eyes. Harry's eyes are really beautiful. They're like the color of nature after the rain; fresh, vibrant and so green.

Zayn's hazel eyes then traveled on Harry's nose and when his eyes landed on Harry's lips, his pink and perfectly shaped lips, Zayn's heart started thumping. Harry's so gorgeous and so sexy and Zayn's the lucky one for having this man on his side. Harry notices that Zayn got quiet so he looks at Zayn and seeing him that he's staring at him, the butterflies inside his stomach started to come alive.

Harry shifted from his seat as he stared at Zayn too "What?" Harry asked as Zayn's eyes blinked and moved his shoulders, giving it a stretch "Is there something on my face?" Harry added as he gave Zayn a small smile. Zayn chuckled as he moved his hand, motioning for Harry to go to him.

Harry didn't ask but followed Zayn as he stood from his seat and went beside Zayn. Zayn then grabbed Harry by his waist and made him sat on his lap and encircled his arms around Harry's middle and leaned the side of his cheek on Harry's arm "Zaynieeeeee" Harry gave a giggle as Zayn cuddled on Harry's side.

Harry then sighed as he moved his arm and drape it on Zayn's shoulder and he move his free hand to grab the fork and half the egg white and fed it to Zayn which Zayn happily took "You're being cute....its so hard to resist" Harry sweetly said as Zayn gave him his smile. Harry's hand then moved on Zayn's head as he ran his fingers on his hair "Zayn...." Harry called as Zayn responded with a 'hmmm'

"If its okay....I would like you to see my parents" Zayn's head whipped as he look up to Harry and Harry looked down at him "I want them to know that we're together" Harry gave a small smile as Zayn slowly looked down at the table. Harry's hand who's been caressing Zayn's head move to Zayn's shoulder, giving a gentle rub that soothes Zayn "I want them to know that I've fallen in love with a beautiful man....a changed man" Harry said as Zayn gave a sigh and look up to Harry again.

He leaned closer to Harry and gave him a peck on his lips "Okay....I mean, its been years and..." Zayn sighed again and transferred his eyes on the table "....I needed to apologize to them too....for hurting their son" Zayn added as Harry gave him a toothy smile.

And that moment came by quick as Zayn's now standing on Harry's parents' doorsteps.

Everything in this feels deja vu bringing back memories where he first came here. Zayn instantly remembers before on how he knocked and Anne opened the door with a wide smile and her green eyes shining. Zayn also remembered the disappointment on her face when the time Zayn apologized because he'd hurt Harry. Anne's vibrant face suddenly becomes gloomy when he saw Zayn's face after their high school.

And now, 10 years past, would they forgive him and accept that he's now Harry's boyfriend?

Zayn took a deep breath as he tidied his black button up polo and run his hands on his hair

"You look gorgeous" Zayn's head whipped hearing Harry's voice on his side as Harry's giving him his toothy smile plus with his dimples out. Harry put his hands on Zayn's shoulders and made him face him. He move his hand on Zayn's hair strands putting them back in place "I'm nervous" Zayn said "Do you think.....do you think they'll forgive me?" Zayn added his heart beating so hard on his chest "You know the best would happen?" Harry responded as Zayn stared at him with a confused look "They have no choice but to accept it because their son's in love" Harry then planted a quick kiss on Zayn's lips before moving Zayn's body to face the door "Okay.....I got this. I can do this" Zayn mumbled as he slowly made its way to the door and knocking.

What worse could happen?

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"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Des yelled as soon as he saw Zayn on his doorstep. 10 years was a long time as Des' hair is starting to turn greyish white and his muscles before have now dissolve into fatherly fats.

Anne also aged but she's still as gorgeous as ever with her green eyes shining. Zayn didn't expected this is gonna be the scene in front of him. That Anne will be on Des' side, clutching and preventing him from giving a punch on Zayn's face "Sir—"

"DON'T YOU SIR ME! You got some nerve coming in here and what? Saying you're sorry?" Des's entire face is red now from shouting "Dad....please calm down" Harry spoke as Des shifted his eyes to his Son, his only son whom he supported for years and years of being what he is. Harry's eyes are pleading for his Dad to calm down as Des inhaled and then exhaled "NOW!" Anne spoke this time, not letting go of her husband "Why don't we take out seats and talk things like adults do" Anne emphasized the word adults as her eyes looks at Des "Okay, hon?" she said as Des sighed and nodded his head. Des and Anne went first inside their kitchen as Zayn gave out a breath.

His knees almost gave out when Des started shouting at him.

Harry moved closer on Zayn's side as he held his hand, lacing their fingers "We ready?" Harry softly asked as Zayn shrugged "I'm not but...." Zayn raised their hands and put Harry's hand on his lips, kissing it "....I won't back down. I will fight for us" he added as Harry's inside burst with happiness.

Both of them walk towards the kitchen. Before they can get inside, they let go of their hands and continued to walk. When they've reached the kitchen, Anne and Des are already sitting on their seats waiting for Zayn and Harry. They sat across them as tensions are now rising coming from Des.

He wouldn't believe that this man has some nerve coming back inside his house and he's with Harry. Did his son already forgave him? And as Des looks at it, they boys are closer than ever. He can see something in Harry's eyes on the way he looks at Zayn. Des didn't say a word as he keeps on staring at the tan boy. He heard Zayn clear his throat as he looks at Des "Sir, I'm here because I wanted to apologize for what happened years ago" Des' ears perked "I uh....regretted what I did back then. For hurting Harry..." Zayn added as Des raised his eyebrow "You think is that easy?" Des answered back with gritted teeth "Harry's been miserable because of you"

"I know sir, I know. That's why I did my best on apologizing to Harry..." Zayn said taking a glance at Harry before looking at Des again "I know I did not only hurt Harry but I also hurt both of you" Zayn's eyes went to Anne "I'm sorry for hurting you and Harry...." Anne's eyes had gone soft and seeing Zayn and hearing his words, he sounded sincere

"Harry" Des called as Harry looks at his father "Have you....forgiven this boy?" his tone of his voice was very much different when he's talking to Zayn. His voice is more softer and calmer when he talks to his son "Yes dad....I already did" Harry answered as Des held his breath "Just like that?" He asked as Harry looks at Zayn who look back at him.

Harry gave a smile and went back looking at his dad "Yes dad. Just like that..." Harry answered and propped his elbows on the table "Mom, Dad, listen..." Des and Anne put all their attention on Harry now "What happened in the past is in the past. We shouldn't hold it against us" Harry started "Zayn hurt me back at high school but he already asked for my forgiveness and I already forgave him....our life is fleeting so we shouldn't hold grudges anymore" Harry then reached for Zayn's hand who's on his lap and held it "If someone's sincerely asking for our forgiveness, we should give it to them and forgive them...." Harry then settled his and Zayn's tangled hands on top of the table as Anne gasp and Des' breathing hitches

"We're together now Sir...I love your son and I'm willing to do anything for you to accept us" Zayn interjected as Anne covered his lips with her hands and her eyes started to welled up "Mom, dad" Harry said as he looks at them on their eyes "We love each other" Harry softly said.

Des stared at his son and finally get that Harry's in love when he stepped foot inside their house. He's in fact glowing and his eyes are more greener than ever. Des looks at his wife who's now shedding tears. He draped his arm on her shoulders, rubbing them gently. Anne looked at Des as her lips began to smile "I never thought to see Harry in love!" Anne whispered to him as Des gave a small smile. What else he could do? Harry's on the right age and in right mind to choose someone to himself.

"Ma'am, Sir, I know I did some things that have hurt your Son but I will make it up to it...I promise you that I will treat Harry like how you've treated him and I will love him unconditionally" Zayn assured as Des find Zayn's eyes "I love him" Zayn squeezed Harry's hand as they waited for Des' reaction.

Des looks at his son again and thought of the days when he was young. The day they've send him to preschool, the day Harry discovered his sexuality and the day Harry became an adult and started his own journey. And now, seeing the man he'd become, a person with a big heart and a professional designer, Des' is proud of his son and his accomplishments and he'd promised himself that whatever Harry chooses, he'll support him because Harry is his son. Own flesh and blood.

Des sighed as he lets go of Anne who's still tearing up because she's so happy that Harry finally found love. Des stood from his seat and looks at Zayn. He slowly raised his hand and offered it to Zayn to shake. Zayn's eyes widened as he lets go of Harry's hand as he slowly rise from his seat. He look at Des' hand and back on his eyes "Take care of my son" Des said as Zayn's lips instantly smiled and shake Des' hand "Yes Sir. I will. He's my happiness and I will make sure, I will keep it that way" Zayn answered as Des finally gave out a sincere smile.

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After visiting Harry's parents, Zayn's heart is finally at peace.

He finally got Harry and made peace with his parents.

Zayn is contented and happy that his life is now close to perfection.

After visiting Harry's parents, they both decided to take a little stroll at their area. They went to the shops at the area and both of them are in awe how much the shops had change and speaking of change, Zayn was smiling so hard because he realized that he and Harry change as well....they've change for the better.

They went inside the bookshop that Harry used to go when they were at high school. Harry told Zayn that he'll be on the other isle of books as he lets Harry go. Zayn was left on the comics side of the shop

"Never thought I get to see the Zayn Malik" Zayn's head whipped as he heard a deep voice saying his name. His eyes searched for the man who mentioned his name and when he saw the man, Zayn stared at him.

The man has blue eyes and blonde hair and he looks like his age but at the same, he looked older because of his wrinkles on his tired eyes.

Zayn face the man and raised his eyebrow "Excuse me?" He said as the man smiled widely and stepped closer to Zayn "Man, its me....Michael! You forgot about your best pal?"

Zayn's breathing hitches seeing the Michael, the bully!

Zayn stepped back as he stared at him "How you've been bro? Its been years..." Michael said smiling at him "Wow, after high school...we've just lost contact...you look good" Michael added as Zayn calmed himself and shrugged "Yeah....I needed to get away from all the toxicity back then" Zayn answered as Michael gave a chuckle "Yeah....so what do you do now?"

"I own an art gallery in the city, and you?"

"Awesome! I'm basketball coach....in our old high school" Michael answered with a hint of boastfulness. So he never left their high school, wow the loyalty.

"So an artist? What...do you get a lot from it?" He asked "So-so...its enough to get me by..." Zayn answered with a serious expression "Man, we should get some drinks and—" Michael hadn't finished his sentences when he saw a man approached Zayn

"Babe, I didn't find any good books here....we should—" Harry paused as he realized that Zayn was talking to someone and when Harry's eyes caught the person Zayn was talking to, his heart beat sped up. He knows those eyes, those blue tormenting eyes.

Harry's hand find Zayn's as he held them tight. Michael's expression was unreadable as he look at Zayn and then Harry and then their hands and seeing how tight they held hands, Michael's smile faded "What...you're a faggot?" Michael spat as Harry's body jolted. Zayn held Harry's hand tight as pulled him to move on his back, shielding him from Michael who's now looking intently at Harry "Wait, wait, Harry? Harry Styles? The faggot from our school?" Michael said recognizing his green eyes and his curls.

Michael then gave a maniacal laugh "Oh my god, this is hilarious....I thought you're a ladies man, Zayn?" Michael added as he can't stop laughing—an insult laugh "This is really really hilarious. Who would've thought that the rumors back then are all true. You're indeed a faggot!" Michael's words are hitting Zayn straight to his heart and now he knows how Harry felt back then. Zayn looks at his side and seeing Harry's terrified expression, Zayn got flashbacks on how things were in high school.

He's back to their spring dance where he can see Harry on the ground and Michael shouting at him.

Zayn's heart beat sped up as he can feel the pain and the suffering Harry felt back then.

"You showered with us back then....now I got all this goosebumps just thinking you're checking us all out!" Michael cringe as Zayn looks at him and before he speak, he calmed himself first by inhaling and exhaling "You know, I feel sorry for you" Zayn spoke as Michael's smile slowly fades "Man, its been what? 10 years?" Zayn held Harry's hand more tightly but with comfort "Its been 10 years but your head is still stuck in the past..." Zayn added as he gave out a chuckle "Nobody gives a fuck of what happened 10 years ago...but here we are now, still remembering it because of someone who can't move on" Zayn stepped forward to Michael who's eyes are now glaring at him "Yes, Harry's my boyfriend....but what does it have to do with you? This is our life. We get to choose how to live it. And we're not going to let some bigot stop us from living this kind of life. A life filled with contentment and happiness" Zayn made another step, pulling Harry with him who's still sticking on the back of Zayn's side.

Zayn gave a smirk to Michael "And you, you should grow up and learn to move on" Zayn said giving Michael his best smile and then he looks back at Harry "Come on babe...lets leave this man be" Zayn shifted his eyes to Michael again "I guess maturity isn't for everyone" Zayn raised his eyebrow at Michael before pulling Harry out of the bookshop leaving Michael speechless and partly ashamed.

When they both are out of the bookshop, Harry moved on Zayn's side and stared at Zayn.

He can't believe Zayn did that! He can't believe that his boyfriend defended them both!

Harry's fear he felt back then has now subsided because he now feels safe with Zayn. Harry's so proud that finally Zayn learned to stood up for himself and he finally protected Harry. The coward boy Zayn he knew before is now a man who knows to handle bigotry.

While walking hand in hand, Harry can't stop staring adoringly at his boyfriend "What?" Zayn asked not looking at Harry as he keep on looking ahead. Harry gave a smile with his dimples out "You were so cool and brave back there" Harry responded as Zayn chuckled. He stopped walking and face Harry "He deserves it....Some people needed someone to tell them off so they can open their eyes and I just did it to him" Zayn answered with a grin as Harry leaned in and gave him a nose to nose "Thank you" Harry whispered as Zayn nodded his head "And besides, I should have done it a long time ago...." Zayn responded as he went back on Harry's side and Harry cling his arm on Zayn's arm "I love you Harry"

"I love you more...My Zayn" Harry smiled at him as Zayn gave him a quick kiss on his lips before walking again.

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Zayn and Harry's relationship flourished through the years. They've been in bliss and contentment and Harry doesn't want anything but Zayn's sincerity and faithfulness.

Their love has lead them to Harry proposing that he and Zayn should move in together since they're always at each other's apartments. Harry would sometimes sleep at Zayn's apartment and Zayn would do the same at Harry's. Harry wanted them to have their own place so an idea popped on his mind as he proposed to Zayn to move in together.

Zayn liked the idea too since he wanted to see Harry every time he goes back to his apartment and besides, they've been in a relationship for a year now and Zayn wanted to take a new step on their relationship. So they've decided to do apartment search and Niall and Louis helped them too.

Louis was the one who introduced them to their realtor who's been a big help to Zayn and Harry. For months of searching for the perfect apartment, they finally found a 2 baths, 2 bedroom with stainless steel appliances and newly renovated living room that's located in Williamsburg. Its convenient since its closer to Harry's office and Zayn's gallery.

After processing the documents and contract on their apartment, Zayn and Harry are so happy when their realtor handed them the key. Harry even teared up a little and saying 'this is gonna be our new home' and Zayn's reply was kissing him sweetly on his lips.

Not all relationships are perfect, no, and Zayn and Harry always has arguments after they started moving in together. Their lives were different back then when they're still have their own apartments but now, living in the same roof? They sometimes argued about a lot of things.

It first started out from a petty fight, on who's going to wash the dishes, or who's time is it to take out the trash, or who's going to clean the bathroom, then escalated to who's going to cook, who's going to do the laundry or going to iron the clothes, then it got more heated when one's asking for intimacy after a long, long day at work.

Zayn would always ask for some intimacy moment from Harry but since Harry's name is getting bigger and bigger ever since his designs got catered on Bella's clothing line launching, a lot of clients wanted his designs and some wanted it custom made. So Harry's work had become more hectic and when he comes home, his body's just looking for the bed and wanted to sleep and not do romantic time.

Or where Harry's the one who demands time from Zayn and Zayn's busy with his painting, Zayn would brush off Harry and continue with his work. They argued about it and one time, got heated that both ended up so frustrated and so tired that Harry decided to sleep on his office instead at their home.

While Zayn, he decided to go to his gallery and vent out all his emotions through painting. They were in non speaking terms but Zayn was the one who can't handle the distance so he planned on pursuing Harry and apologize. Thankfully, Harry forgave Zayn easily since he'd been missing him from their days apart too and later Harry realize that Zayn is his weakness still. They talked about how they should manage their careers and relationship together and that Harry suggested to understand each other instead of fighting over it. And if something's upsetting them, they should talk it out like adults and not bicker and fight over it. They both practiced this kind of approach and somehow, it worked for their relationship.

They've been giving each other the understanding they need and they always communicate and this goes on until they've reached another year of their relationship.

"So Louis, do you think he'll agree to it?" Zayn looks at Louis with a worried expression on his face as Louis sighed "Mate, trust me....he'll certainly agree to it" Louis answered with an assuring smile as Zayn nodded his head "Okay...Okay okay okay" Zayn repeatedly said as he stood from his chair and looks at the painting that he'd already finished after almost a year "I'm so nervous" Zayn mumbled as Louis stood beside him and watch the painting as well "Buddy, you did it....after months and months of locking yourself in this office, you finally did it" Louis said indicating Zayn's moments where he couldn't be bothered because he's been busy with the painting.

Zayn shifted his eyes and gave a wide smile at Louis "Lets do this!" Louis said with such enthusiasm as Zayn took a deep breath and letting it out before nodding his head and followed Louis to the gallery.

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"Harry buddy, you're still not done?" Niall looked at his watch and seeing the time close to 7PM, he looks at Harry again who's still sketching on his tablet "Almost....just, give me 5 minutes" Harry answered "You already said 5 minutes, 5 minutes ago! We don't want to be late on Zayn's new painting opening" Niall responded as he moved closer to Harry who's hands still busy with the sketching.

Zayn planned an event to green eyes. He said he'll put up a new painting and he invited everybody to come and see it. Niall looks at Harry's tablet as Harry was finishing up the flowy dress "Harry, Zayn will be upset if you're going to be late. You know his event won't start without you" Niall said as Harry stopped sketching and let go of the tablet and its pen "You're right, sorry sorry" Harry responded as he stood from his seat and looks at Niall "This is what I'm wearing" Harry gave a little spin to Niall showing off his royal blue tux paired up with his white button-up polo inside, black socks and black pointed shoes. He also has a green flower pinned on his suit pockets and an orange beaded necklace "You look dashing as always!" Niall smiled "Now, lets fix your hair and then we can go" Niall replied as he fix Harry's curls with his hands and exited his office after.

When they both arrived on green eyes, Harry hurriedly walked inside and when he opened the glass doors, his eyes widened seeing all the paintings covered in cloth and he's shock to see his parents there wearing their elegant dresses and slack and even Zayn's dad was there also wearing a formal wear and they're the only people inside the gallery "What—"

"Harry! You're here!" Harry's eyes find Louis as he grabbed his elbow and pulled him further inside the gallery not giving Harry the time to say hello to his parents and Zayn's dad.

Louis lets go of Harry as they both stopped when he saw a newly painted canvas in front of him and this canvas is the only one not covered with cloth. His eyes widened and his heart beat sped up seeing himself on the canvas. It wasn't the present Harry he sees but it was his 18 year old self with his vibrant green eyes, his plump and red cheeks, his dimples visible, and his long curls. Zayn painted him in a wide canvas which made Harry's insides melted "You like it?" Harry look at his side and see Zayn who's looking at him with loving eyes "Zayn, you painted me" Harry softly said as Zayn nodded "Yeah I did..." Zayn shifted his eyes on the 18 year old Harry canvas "This was the time I knew that you're going to be someone special...." Zayn added as Harry looked at the canvas again

"Harreh, I really thank the odds that we've met again after our tragedy back in high  school" Zayn face Harry as Harry did the same "This is like meant to be that we've met again and developed this beautiful bond and created a beautiful relationship" Zayn pocketed his hands on his slacks "I really never imagined that you'll be my happiness....I've never really imagined that you're going to be the love of my life" Harry's heart thumps and his cheeks began to blush and he can feel the butterflies inside his stomach going crazy "Back when I lost you, I really thought I just need some closure from you but instead, I ended up opening new feelings, new emotions and fell in love" Zayn's lips formed into a smile as he slowly kneeled in front of Harry.

Harry's entire body shake seeing Zayn kneeling in front of him and within a second, Zayn removed his hand from his pockets and now holding a box. Zayn opened the box to Harry and inside was a beautiful silver ring "Harry, will you make me the happiest man tonight and for the rest of our lives? Will you marry me?" as soon Harry heard Zayn, he can no longer contain his emotions as his eyes started to teared up.

This is his Zayn, he knew him when they were 18, the boy who left him in high school but made amends years later. The boy who's now a changed man that Harry love so much.

Harry slowly extended his arm and gave his hand to Zayn "Yes Zayn. You're my happiness so yes, I will marry you!" Harry answered as Zayn's heart started beating so fast inside his chest. Zayn grabbed the ring inside the box and stood and gave Harry a smile before holding his hand and putting the ring on his ring finger and after that, he looks at Harry.

His Harry. The man who changed him. The man who made Zayn strong in circumstances. And thinking about the obstacles they've faced together, Zayn can't help but to tear up too. He's so happy that finally Harry is his husband to be. He leaned, putting his hands on Harry's neck and kisses his lips. Their families, Louis and Niall cheered and clapped as Zayn and Harry are now engaged.

They may have met in a very difficult time but time is what led them to see each other again. And its true that time may change a person, like what happened between Zayn and Harry. They've change so much that they didn't expected that those changes will affect their feelings to each other.