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Maybe I should just die?
That would be better for everyone… wouldn’t it?
If I weren’t alive then I wouldn’t be burdened with so many lives to be save and Shinichiro wouldn’t have past his time leaping ability onto me… I wish I never met him.
I wish I never met Shinichiro Sano. Or Mikey Sano. Or Kisaki Tetta.
Sometimes I wish I was never born.
Why couldn’t I just have been a nobody? Being a hero was just a stupid freak dream I had as a kid… nothing more, nothing less, that’s why I couldn’t remember it.
Should I just… leave? Walk out? Give up?
I’m already lying on the floor with Mikey-kun on top of me. With each punch I can feel myself losing consciousness… maybe I can just let Mikey kill me.
Hopefully he won’t rot in jail.
But then again, he’s never landed himself in prison once in all the futures I’ve been in.
Mikey will be okay.
Ah… this must what it feels like to give up.
My heart aches… pounds so loud that I can hear it in my brain. My ears are roaring. I hate this.
I hate it.
But yet, I accept it with open arms.
I should’ve died on that train track. This isn’t right.
Changing the future should’ve never been a possibility. I don’t want this anymore.
I don’t…
My eyes are watery and my breathing is shallow. I can hear my friends calling out to me and people running over but I don’t want to be saved.
I want be dead.
I want to be killed.
I want Mikey-kun to kill me.
Right here.
Right now.
As I take my final breath, I smile. A small smile of acceptance while I look into Mikey’s dark black eyes. I hope to convey a goodbye.
This is the way it should’ve ended.
With my death.