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Summary:

keeping secrets will always slowly takes its toll one day albedo muses not knowing the amount of anxiety it will bring to himself

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Tears, yes..

Tears were falling down his cheeks trying to hold onto the man he loved all so dearly, but it was all in vain

"Diluc, I'm so sorry... I should have been honest to you from the start " Albedo spoke up, voice hoarse and painful from crying so much.

 

"You lied to me" diluc trashed himself free from albedo hold

 

"I didn't mean to! " Panic rises in the blonde voice when he sees Diluc turn his back to him, not even looking back once

 

"Never speak to me again, you hurt my trust albedo " the amount of venom in dilucs voice alone makes albedo flinch even if

it's warranted, Albedo did hurt him by hiding what he truly is, a homuculus made by gold.

 

"N-no! Please! Don't leave me please! Diluc!! Im so sorry!" Albedo finally fully breakdown, crying, trying to reach out

but nothing seems to work, all he seems to reach for now is an endless void

 

"Please don't abandon  me...!! " he screamed but every seemed to go pitch black



...



.....





Slapped back into reality with a gasp, in a familiar bed, sweat now plastered on his face, breath uneven.

He was back at dawn winery again??



Was it all just one nightmare? But... albedo never dreamed, he looks at his surroundings as if looking for someone.

And find he did, Diluc still with him sleeping peacefully, he isn't gone he didn't leave him.

 

"Thank the archons.." he whispered, relief washing all over his mind but also fear that one day his nightmare

might become a reality, The thought alone causing a ton of anxiety within the blonde

but he truly isn't ready to tell diluc yet one day he will but now isn't the time.

 

He sniffles, Some stray tears still plastered on his cheeks.

Playing around with some of the lose strands of hair of his partner that was still sleeping soundly,

not wanting to go back to sleep yet himself with anxiety plaguing his mind.

With a quite loud sigh Albedo rests his head again dilucs head listening to the redheads heartbeat

1..2...3...4



He counts

This always did the trick just listening to dilucs heartbeat, knowing he's still there alive and well.

Albedo tenses up when he feels the larger man move, feelings warm arms warp around him pulling him a bit closer.



"Whatever is going on in that pretty head of your right now my cecilia, just know that everything is going to be alright" Diluc spoke softly

in a tone only reserved for him and him only, He felt the dawn winery owner kiss his forehead.

 

All albedo could do was smile and hope diluc was right.

Notes:

i wrote this in the middle of the night not being able to really sleep so i hope you all enjoyed it ^^