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  1. If I Feel I Want To Die by ,

    Fandoms: คาธ | The Eclipse (TV 2022), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)  

    10 Oct 2025

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    Akk got expelled from Suppalo. He went to the cliffs to try to commit suicide but was stopped by a mute woman. Years later Akk is living under a new name with new friends and a new view of the world.

    Akk got into trouble with the law with his group of friends. He was betrayed by a man he thought he could trust. None of that mattered he couldn't get rid of the memories of Suppalo. The memories of Kan Wat and Thua. The memories of Ayan.

    But now that Ayan had found him again at a ROL protest he felt his world crumbling. All his old fears and insecurities that he had repressed were back on the surface.

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