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Tsukasa Tenma was a boy with many wonderous hopes and dreams, but also a man with many filthy, disgusting secrets
One of which hadn't been true to him in a whole 5 years, until today
Tsukasa was staying over at Rui's place for the night, nothing unusual for the two as it was commonplace for them when Rui's parents where away
The day was as normal as any other, and the two were sleeping soundly,
Rui was the big spoon for tonight, usually it would've been the two boys sleeping face to face, as Rui enjoyed being cuddled back as he pressed his face into the others chest. but tonight Tsukasa seemed extra eager to be held, Rui normally wouldn't have minded indulging Tsukasa in his wants- that is if only it didn't end up like this
Tsukasa was dreaming his usual wonderous fantastical dreams, becoming a star and living life as a world-wide sensation, paired with usual everyday activities he does now, shenanigans ensuing with friends, gaining internet fame, everything he'd ever want in life
The last thing he could remember in his dream was Nene messaging him various funny photos and videos she found on the internet, 'memes' as she liked to call them
He was watching one of the videos, a western cartoon character wearing green slacks and a white shirt dancing to some flirtatious-sounding song in English
The video was poorly made and the setting was awkward, Nene usually found satirical videos like that hilarious so it wasn't terribly out of place
Mid-way through watching the video, he began to feel a terribly familiar wet sensation attempting to awake him
Before he could process anything that was happening, he was properly awoken with a jolt and a shove as he was pushed off Rui's bed
"TSUKASA-KUN!!" Rui yelped in distress, Tsukasa was just barely awake as he started to realize the situation
His body felt sore from the fall, and he noticed a wet spot on his pants, panic beginning to set into him
Rui was yelling something he couldn't make out as the thoughts in his mind muddled, he touched his own crotch for confirmation, bringing his hand up to his nose and smelling it
Piss.
It was warm, steamy, disgusting, piss.
he looked to Rui like a sad puppy, and Rui looked back with a pained expression
Tsukasa could tell just how uncomfortable Rui was, and it made perfect sense
Tsukasa literally just pissed all over his boyfriend who was nice enough to cuddle with him in bed, he made a fool of himself Infront of the person he loved most, he broke Rui's trust of letting another into one's bed by peeing ALL OVER IT.
He felt so, so, so worthless, how could he ever become a star if he's too busy pissing on his own partner?!
He couldn't sulk any longer, he needed to fix his mess before Rui started yelling again
'Rui's probably furious with me right now' he thought to himself, getting up and walking too the bed
Rui was quiet after Tsukasa looked at him, but continued to speak once Tsukasa was closer
"Ehm, Tsukasa-kun..." Rui paused, Tsukasa thought the pained look on his face was that of uncomfortable-ness with the situation, but he quickly found out that look he had was that of genuine pain
"You peed all over my self-harm scars"
oh no
oh no
oh no oh no oh no oh no
"I'M SO SORRY RUI, I DIDN'T MEAN TO- I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED I HAVEN'T DONE THIS SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL I-" Tsukasa yelled as he began to sob, he felt so guilty for hurting Rui with his stupid piss problems
He thought he had stopped this many years ago- I mean, the last time he wet the bed was when he was 12!! he may not have been proud of the fact he was an active bed-wetter till that age, but at the very least he was still a kid!! he's 17 now, he's supposed to be grown, why did this happen now of all times!?
Maybe if it had just happened when he was home, he'd only have to handle the guilt and mess on his own, but of course he dragged Rui into it like the worthless piece of trash he was, making his piss everyone else's problem
He cried and kept crying, he couldn't even notice that a now pants-less Rui was hugging him gently and rubbing circles into his back
Rui's words broke the painful silence and Tsukasa briefly stopped sobbing to hear him
"Look, Tsukasa-kun, it's okay" Rui patted his back as he spoke "I'm not mad at you for wetting the bed, and I'm sorry for yelling and pushing you off the bed"
Tsukasa pressed his face to Rui's shoulder as he continued to silently cry, there was piss dripping down from his boxers and onto his legs, he felt so humiliated.
Rui pulled away from Tsukasa and held his chin up with his hand, forcing the two to make eye contact
"We should go clean you up, Tsukasa-kun, and please don't worry too much about me"
"B-but Rui, what about your legs?!" Tsukasa questioned, teary eyed as he spoke
"They'll be fine, I'll clean them in the bathroom and besides the scars are a few days old so it shouldn't get infected... I hope. I guess I'm lucky I didn't cut today, huhu~" Rui giggled, maybe Rui wasn't so mad at him after all
"But Rui, didn't you say it hurt?" Tsukasa said worriedly
"Not too bad, just a bit of stinging, I'd say it felt nice if not for the fact it was well... your pee..." Rui's voice seemed hesitant to say that, but I guess it made Tsukasa feel slightly better...? not really, but oh well
Rui slowly got up off the bed, he already took his pants off, but he was still obviously soaked in Tsukasa's pee, eugh
Rui stood Infront of Tsukasa; he looked down as Tsukasa looked up at him, Tsukasa's teary eyes meeting with his own
Rui leaned down in for a hug, and the two stood that way for a while, not caring so much if either of them got anymore soaked in piss
Rui pulled away from Tsukasa and began to speak once more "Want to go get cleaned up now, my star?~"
Rui didn't often call Tsukasa that, but oh boy did it make him feel so much better to hear that simple nickname, he felt glad to still be a star in his lover's eyes even if he had just peed all over him only moments ago
"Y-yeah, clean up..." Tsukasa grabbed onto Rui's wrist and Rui began to lead him out of his room and into his bathroom
"You can get undressed and situated in the shower yourself, I'll bring our clothes to the wash and fetch us some towels and new ones, okay?" Rui asked,
"Of course! thank you Rui" Tsukasa nodded and began to undress himself, tossing the wet clothes to Rui before stepping into the bathtub and sitting down, he figured he'd wait to actually turn it on till Rui was there with him again
"Alright, I'll be back" Rui left the bathroom, wet clothes in hand
The smell of the muddled clothes filled his nostrils and it certainly wasn't nice, but he had to persevere for Tsukasa's sake, after all he didn't want to make him cry again over an accident
He walked into his room and pulled the bedsheets off of the bed, there was a nice big wet stain on his mattress, and he could feel that he was stepping in piss in front of the bed
None of this horrid mess was at all helped by the fact Rui's room was already disgustingly dirty, projects and such strewn across the floor made it a pain for him to maneuver through without dropping any of the dirty laundry sitting in his arms
He walked all the items to the laundry room and set them in an empty basket, undressing himself and sorting out the rest of the clothes, he then put those into the washer and headed off
Rui washed his hands thoroughly, then went to fetch the towels and clothes for the two
He realized had been tracking pee all over his house this entire time and needed to clean it, but god did he not wanna have to mop while being butt naked, he decided to save the rest of the cleaning for after the shower and just grabbed their clothes and headed to the bathroom once more
Finally, he could rinse himself of this filth
"Tsukasa-kun! I'm back" he waved to the other from the doorway, setting the clothes and towels on the counter before walking over to the shower to get in with the other
"Hello Rui!" Tsukasa waved back to before shuffling backwards in the bathtub, with enough room for the other to enter Rui then stepped into the shower
"I hope you weren't thinking we'd take a bath Tsukasa-kun, we need to shower to get completely clean, no?" Rui reached his hand out to Tsukasa and the other promptly grabbed it and stood up
"Of course! rest assured I was only sitting for the comfort!" Tsukasa answered confidently leaving Rui to simply chuckle back
"Fufu~ If you insist Tsukasa-kun" Rui turned around and turned the knob of the faucet, the warm water felt quite nice to contrast the now cold pee
The two showered together normally, just with a teensy bit of extra elbow grease in the scrubbing, helping each other with tough to reach spots and ensuring they clean one and other properly
once it was over the boys had gotten out and dressed, careful not to step on any piss the two walked out and back to the room
"We should put on our shoes and take care of the messes together, don't you think, Tsuksa-kun?" Rui asked
"Promptly!" Tsukasa was one step ahead, already slipping his shoes on
Rui soon followed along and the two of them walked off to start cleaning
Rui took mop duty and Tsukasa said he'd handle everything else as apology for getting Rui into this mess, Tsukasa grabbed new bedsheets and stuff to clean the bed to the best of his ability
Eventually the two had completely finished cleaning everything after less then an hour, they high-fived feeling accomplished for their great cleaning deeds, and went to go wash up their hands one more time
After everything was done and dealt with the two could finally go to bed once more, they kicked off their shoes and climbed up into bed
"Could we still cuddle, Rui?" Tsukasa asked
"Of course Tsukasa-kun~" Rui spoke and Tsukasa's eyes lit up "BUT! for this one I will not be spooning you for a whole month!! it's only fair since you peed on your dear director!" Rui finished teasingly
Tsukasa's happy face turned to that of a sulking one "Fine! fine...!" he huffed, crossing his arms before looking back up to the other boy and leaning into him for a hug
"I'm sorry for getting us into this mess, Rui" Tsukasa spoke softer than before, hugging onto Rui tightly
"It's alright Tsukasa-kun, accidents happen and I'm sure you never meant to pee on me" Rui returned the embrace
"If you really think it's okay..." Tsukasa replied
"Of course, Tsukasa-kun" Rui placed a kiss to Tsukasa's forehead,
Tsukasa was happy Rui wasn't angry with him, he may have still felt a bit of embarrassment, but Rui showed him it's okay and that he loves him no matter what, even if he can't control his bladder in his sleep
Tsukasa pulled away from Rui's kiss after a short while, he then pulled Rui onto the bed
"Eager much aren't we?" Rui teased "I'mm just sleeppyyy!!" Tsukasa yawned, scooching closer to the taller boy
Rui wrapped his arms around the other and Tsukasa followed, the two kissed once again before Tsukasa pulled away to rest his face into Ruis chest
"Ah, also Tsukasa-kun, just know you'll never ever live this down!~" Rui hummed teasingly, but Tsukasa was already too busy drifting off into sleep to hear him
"Well, I'll be sure to let you know tomorrow then, my dear star" Rui kissed Tsukasa's forehead one last time, before he too began to give in to his tiredness