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Shit.
Was all she thought when the walker bit down into her forearm, a scream begging to rip from her throat as she pressed her lips together, kicking off the walker and stabbing it in the head. The world around her spun as she became aware of what had just happened to her, voices muffled as they called for her to continue on "Y/n-! Come on, we need to go!" Maggie shouted, rushing over and grabbing her arm to pull her away, shooting a walker in the process. She could care less about what was happening around her, her eyes were locked onto the fresh bite mark that was placed on her forearm, staring at it in horror.
It wasn't until moments later she figured out Carl was standing in front of her, hands placed on her shoulders as his expression was confused, confused as to why she wasn't following the orders Glenn was shouting out. "Y/n, are you okay..? We need to go now, they're everywhere" Carl's voice was muffled, Y/n finally breaking her eyes away from the bite, everything around her fading back into place "Y/n? Please, we need to go" Carl spoke again, Y/n opened her mouth slightly to say something but closed it, letting her legs move as they rushed to the car, slamming the doors as Glenn stepped on the gas.
Carl wiped his forehead, glancing over at Y/n as an unreadable expression was on her face, the girl gently rubbing her covered arm "What happened back there, Y/n? You froze up, you don't freeze" Carl questioned, knocking Y/n out of her trace of thoughts "I don't.. I don't know" She sniffed, looking back out the window. Glenn sent a look at Carl through the rearview mirror, his hands tightening around the stirring wheel. "But you're okay? You didn't get bit or anything?" He moved a bit closer to her, the girl's breathing lightly hitching "N-No.. No bites, no scratches" She warmly smiled, Carl nodding and a gentle smile forming on his lips
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Now she was dealing with the aftermath. They had finally gotten to the prison and she was already starting to feel it, sweat dripping from her forehead as she weakly stepped out of the car, the sun beaming down on her. She knew she had to act normal unless they would all find out. She couldn't go out with Rick putting a bullet between her eyes. Y/n lightly wheezed as everyone was giving each other hugs and greeting one another, smiling because they had made it back from their supply run "You alright, kid? You've been acting really strange since we got attacked" Glenn walked up to her, Y/n looking at him with warm eyes. Glenn was always one to worry about the younger ones, feeling like he needed to protect them, especially Y/n.
Y/n put her injured arm up to her chest in order to try to hide it as Glenn looked at her more, only causing the boy to worry more "Y/n you have blood on you are you sure you're-" "I'm fucking fine!" She snapped, turning everyone's attention toward her "I-I'm sorry Glenn, I'm just tired" She breathed out, suddenly becoming hotter, almost feeling overheated. "You look like you're about to pass out.." Carl walked toward her, putting a hand on her back.
A childish fear fled over her and she flinched back from the touch, everyone looking at her strangely "Y/n, you aren't looking too well.." Maggie spoke, a hint of fear in her eyes "I-I was bit" She confessed, everyone's eyes widening at the sudden confession, Hershel slowly stepping back with Beth and Judith. "I-It happened when a walker lunged at me.. I put out my arm instead of pushing it back, fuck how could I be so dumb?" She held her head as tears threatened to fall.
"Let me see it Y/n.." Rick spoke calmly, Y/n moving slightly behind Carl "I just wanna see how bad it is, please Y/n" Rick looked at her, his face full of sympathy "It'll be okay N/n.. Let my dad see it" Carl put a hand on her back, and the girl nodded slowly. She rolled up her sweater sleeve and showed Rick, Carl covering his mouth and turning around, not able to stand the sight of it. "Hershel?" Rick asked, the older man walking up and examining it "We still have time; Y/n, we're gonna cut your arm off" Hershel spoke, everyone starting to scramble to get what they needed.
"What? I-It's not too late?" She turned to look at Carl, but the boy was still turned around, not wanting to show the tears that were falling from his eyes "Y/n, we gotta do this now" Glenn grabbed her hand, Y/n's eyes still locked on Carl "I'll make sure he's in there to help" Glenn whispered, Y/n letting out a shaky breath and rushing inside with the others.
They laid her down on a table, tying a belt about her upper arm to suppress the blood flow. "I-I'm not going this until Carl's here" She shakily spoke, Rick shaking his head "Y/n, we have no-" "I'm here, I'm here" Carl ran in, taking off his hat and throwing it aside "I'm here.." He softly smiled "Alright, Carl, you're gonna need help to hold her down, Y/n, I am so sorry, but this is gonna hurt like a bitch" Rick told her, the girl nodding, Glenn giving her something to bite down on. "Ready?" Rick and Hershel looked at her, the girl quickly nodding before pain flooded through her body.
Rick, Glenn, and Carl helped hold her down, while Maggie held her hand, Hershel whacked the axe against her arm. Tears streamed down her face as her body contorted, her screams muffled by the glove she was biting down on. "Keep her still!" Hershel shouted, Y/n breathing heavily as she sobbed, Carl not being able to stand seeing her like this. Y/n managed to get the glove out of her mouth, her screams getting louder "STOP STOP STOP!" She sobbed "She's dying Hershel, stop!" Carl yelled, Hershel shaking his head "If I stop, she dies" He hit the axe against her arm, it finally coming off. Y/n let her head fall back, her breathing getting shallow as everything around her went black
"Y/n?!" Carl panicked, running his hand across her forehead "She just passed out.. Her body just went through a lot, she'll be okay" Rick told him, Carl shaking his head "I was with her- How didn't I see her get bit?" Carl whispered, placing a gentle kiss on her forehead, Rick sent a glance toward Glenn. Hershel was working on wrapping the wound while Carol and Daryl were cleaning up the fallen blood "Carl, we're gonna put her in one of the cells.. Let her rest up, and see what happens" Rick looked at Carl, the young boy nodding "I'm not leaving her side, dad," He said, Rick sighing "Carl, I can't-" "I'm not leaving her." Carl snapped back, the group looking between them "Carl, I'm not putting you in danger!" Rick quickly lowered his voice "We cut off her arm, she's not a threat anymore!" Carl yelled "You can lock up her cell, but I will not leave her. Lock me in there with her or you don't put her in there." Carl grabbed his hat before walking off, Rick running his hands over his face
"Rick, you know he's in love with her right?" Maggie walked up, Rick gave her a look "He wouldn't be acting like this if he didn't.. Y/n's fine now, let him be with her; He's probably the only person she'd wanna see when she wakes up anyways" Maggie explained, Rick sighing once again "I want one of you close by in case anything happens. If we lose Y/n, I can't be losing Carl either" Rick headed off, Glenn and Maggie looking at each other.
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Carl sat on the floor by Y/n's bed, her breathing slow and raggedy "You know.. Out of all these years, we've been in this group together, you're the only one I've felt attached to.. Even when Sophia was here, I've never- I don't know how love feels, but I feel so much safer when I'm with you, I don't know how to describe it" Carl sniffed, holding onto the hand she still had. "I-I think I'm in love with you Y/n.. But I don't- I don't think I'm gonna be able to hold on if you turn, so please.." He tightened his hold on her hand, tears starting to fall from his eyes "Please Y/n.." He whispered, pressing warm kisses to her hand "She'll wake up, I know she will" Glenn leaned against the frame, Carl looking up at him "When I first found her, she was with your dad, he was in the tank and she was halfway down the street, using up whatever ammo she had left.. T-Dog got her, and said she was about to get a bit, he got to her in time though.." Glenn spoke, Carl listening
"Your dad was so reviled when he figured out Y/n was okay, he was scared shitless" Glenn chuckled, Y/n stirring, a wheeze coming from her "I'll leave you two be.. Shout for me whenever" Glenn left, Carl holding her hand and slightly smiling as her eyes opened, her hand closing around his "H-Hey Carl.." She spoke, her voice raspy "Thank fucking god.." He rested his hand against her hand, trying his best not to break down "I'm okay Carl, you can stop crying now" She weakly laughed, coughing a bit. She let go of his hand and placed it on his cheek, looking up at him with tired eyes
"Y-You're okay.." Carl whispered, leaning into her hand "I'm okay," She smiled, wiping his tears away "I'm down a hand though, so leaning up to kiss you is gonna be a lot harder, so help me out here Carl" She smiled again, Carl letting out a choked chuckle as he leaned in, pressing a soft kiss against her lips. Y/n smiled into the kiss, holding it for about 10 more seconds before pulling back, Y/n resting her forehead against Carl's
"I love you, Y/n." Carl confessed, "I love you too, Carl."