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"You could of died!"
Chan looks up in alarm when the door opens and that's the first thing he hears
"You got hurt! You need to go to the hospital!"
"I'll go when you do!"
Chan looks at the other 5 members sitting in the living room, all of them staring at the entryway with wide eyes. He quickly gets up and walks to the front door, watching as Jisung and Changbin walk inside
"I'm fine, you're not!" Changbin throws back at the younger male, Jisung scoffing in response
"Nothing says fine like weights crushing your chest!" He retorts
"What's going on?" Chan asks, his worry growing more with each sentence said. Changbin and Jisung turn to him, the younger male looking like he was going to speak before Changbin beat him to it
"Nothing, Jisung is overreacting" Changbin says, his voice daring Jisung to say otherwise knowing that he won't. Changbin was using his 'Hyung tone' and Jisung never spoke back when it was used
"I want to hear from him then" Chan says sternly, looking at Jisung. The younger male looks between them, trying to figure out who to listen to
He didn't like being made to choose like this. He could obey Changbin to keep him happy but then have to worry about his health or he could make Changbin mad by telling Chan what happened and getting the leader to take him to a hospital
He was only worried about the older male. He had walked by the gym on his way home and he had heard distressed breathing. He waited a few seconds to see if it would regulate but when it didn't he went inside
He saw Changbin being pinned down by some heavy weights on his chest. He couldn't lift them up and he looked like he was struggling to breathe
Jisung had rushed forwards quickly, grabbing one side of the weight and pulling on it when Changbin pushed it up
The weight was a lot heavier than he thought it would be, only adding on to his concern, and it had hit his arm pretty hard when it fell sideways to the ground
He didn't pay his arm much attention as he rushed to Changbin, checking his breathing and rattling off worried questions
Changbin had continuously told him he was fine before starting to worry about the younger males arm. When Jisung insisted he was fine and they should get Changbin to a doctor the older male got irritated
They fought back and forth on who really needed the doctor the entire way home
Jisung was already fighting off a panic attack brought on by the thoughts of what if he stayed an hour later like he planned to? What if no one helped Changbin? What if he got there too late?
Being put in this situation now wasn't helping. He could piss off his hyung or lie to his hyung. He didn't like either option
"You three come sit down, now" Minho says sternly. Changbin started to protest before being silenced immediately by Minhos glare
Jisung was frozen in his spot as Chan and Changbin sat in the living room with the others. He flinched when Jeongin suddenly appeared in front of him, taking his hand
"Come on Hyung, it's ok" the younger male whispers gently and Jisung absently nods and let's him pull him to the couch, letting himself be sat between Jeongin and Seungmin
"Ok, can we know what happened?" Minho asks, looking between Jisung and Changbin. The older of the two was glaring at the younger, daring him to say anything that he didn't deem ok right now
Jisungs gaze flit between the three oldest anxiously. He didn't want to make things worse and right now anything he said would do so
Changbin spoke first. "Jisung got hurt at the gym and won't go to the doctor"
The others turn to Jisung, silently asking him if this was true. He didn't know what to say. Technically it was true but it wasn't the full truth
Jisung suddenly felt trapped, suffocated. He quickly moves and stands up, ignoring the others asking him to sit back down. He runs to his and Jeongin's room, locking himself inside
Was it really that bad for him to be worried about Changbin after what happened? Why wouldn't his Hyung let him help?
He heard Changbin's door slam next, flinching at the noise as he sat on the floor. Everything was incredibly loud suddenly
Jisungs hands went to his ears as the sounds got louder and louder. He doesn't know when he lost consciousness
Changbin wasn't ok. It was very obvious to Jisung
Maybe it was only obvious because he knew what happened. He knew what to worry about. Changbin's breath being too uneven at the littlest bit of exertion, his struggling to breathe completely at the end of dance practices, his raps sounding more airy and slow
Anytime he tried to talk to the older about it another fight would break out ending in another night where he doesn't remember passing out
He finally snaps one day when Changbin insists on going to the gym, the others watching the two fight in front of the front door
"If you go then I'm telling JYP what happened!" Jisung snaps, voice filled with worry and anger
"You're not going to because I say so. I can go if I want to and you cant stop me" Changbin says sternly, trying to pull Jisung out of the way
The others are at the entryway now, standing behind Changbin and staring at Jisung with worried and confused looks
Jisung tried to keep it in. He really did. He just couldn't anymore. "Changbin almost died at the gym!" He blurts out because he needs them to know. He needs Changbin to get looked at and the clear that he's ok
"What do you mean he almost died?" Hyunjin asks as he watches them. Changbin growls from in front of them, glaring at Jisung
"I didn't almost die, he's overreacting! Now move!" The older male says sternly, trying to move past Jisung only to be pushed away harshly
"Stop doing that! Stop downplaying what happened! You had weights crushing your chest! You couldn't breathe! If I wasn't on my way home you would of died! We would of lost you and I would of found you!" Jisung yells, tears falling down his face
The room was silent as everyone took in what Jisung had said. Chan was the first to speak up. "Binnie, tell us what happened. I want the truth" he says sternly
"Nothing happened! I was working out, the weights got a bit too heavy, I was fine!" Changbin says, glaring at Jisung still as the younger male continued to let tears fall down his face, stubbornly staying in front of the door
"You couldn't breathe Hyung!" Jisung yells again. He would regret it later, yelling at someone older than him. Right now he was too worried to care
"Please, just go see the doctor. Make sure you're ok, that is all I'm asking for. I can't lose you Hyung" Jisung's voice lowered to a whimper now, the panic overtaking the anger and exhausting him quickly
Changbin finally let himself stop to take in the situation. Jisung in front of him, sounding so broken and crying. It was because of him. He caused this
"Sungie" Was all he could whisper and Jisung broke more at the nickname, a small sob leaving him as he refused to look at the other
Changbin walks forwards slowly, sighing softly as he brings Jisung into a hug and let's the male grip onto him
"I'll go. I'm sorry, I didn't realize how much this had hurt you" Changbin mumbles. He had gotten so caught up in not needing the others, no, not worrying them, that he didn't notice he was doing exactly that
"I can't lose you" Jisung whimpers out again, his voice completely broken now. Changbin tightens his hold on the male a bit more, kissing his head
"You won't, I'm not going anywhere" He whispers gently
When Jisung finally calms down he accompanies Changbin and Chan to the doctors. He had still been neglecting his arm because Changbin was neglecting himself
Changbin was seen first. They did a chest x-ray and a bunch of other tests Jisung couldn't remember. The most important thing was when the doctor told them that he was ok, there were no broken or fractured bones
He would have to take it easy at practices for a bit because there was swelling in his lungs but other than that he was ok
Jisungs arm was fractured but it was relatively ok. He sat in the back of the car with Changbin, curled against the males side
That night he slept beside him in bed, holding onto him tightly and keeping a check on his breathing