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Bat pov:
I slightly jumped at the slight ring coming from my computer, a discord call? What the hell? Who was calling me this early? Must be Meeper I thought, little did I know that I wasn’t Meeper, it was actually the one and only Dream, the Dream with 30 million subscribers on YouTube, wait what! This is a dream! I quickly answered the call.
~DREAM POV~
“Hello?” A soft voice answered on the other Side of the line, Nick, also known as Sapnap was standing beside me on the verge of tears, happy tears obviously. “Hey, uhm Bread? Is it?” I asked “yep that’s me” the voice answered, I was still unfamiliar with it but I’ll get used to it. “You got in!” I say excitedly “oh my god! Really!? Thank you so much!! This means a lot to me!!” They answered in pure happiness “I will send you the IP in just a moment, okay?” I responded calmly, before ending the call. Why had I agreed to add more people to the SMP? I have no clue but the happiness that was in their voice was so raw so pure I loved it.
~BREAD POV~
Oh my god I just got added to the Dream smp!! I just wanted to scream then an idea popped into my head, I had to call the rejects!! I quickly got on discord, luckily they where already in a call so i just joined the call, luckily meeper and yukie where the only ones there there, “GUYS! GUYS! I have news!!!” I interrupted them, oops, “what is so important that you must interrupt this important meeting” yukie asked fake anger lingering in his voice “I GOT IN!!” Meeper squealed in a teenage-girl like way and yukie was just straight up confused “pardon?” “IGOTINTORGEDREAMSMP” I said faster than I’ve ever spoken in my life, yukie clapped happily “congrats dude!” “I gotta go but I’ll call you later!” I say fast and leave the call before they can even say ‘bye’
I entered the smp happily, Dream gave me what he called ‘the grand tour’ and I was off on my own, was I live? Nope. I was just attempting to get all caught up, wich was going quite well judging the fact I’ve only been on for like two hours and I was already at full diamond, I played Minecraft since i was like six, okay? I was pretty good! Then I headed off to bed, I had to break the news to social media tomorrow, that’s gonna suck.
I woke up and quickly turned to my alarm clock it reads: 8:33 am, damn I’m early, I sit up quick, almost quick enough to get light headed, but no as soon as I get into a sitting position a get a massive headache, shit. I get up from my bed, slower than I sat up as to not make my headache worse, I make my way out of my room into the living room of my small apartment. I head over to my axolotl tank and feed them, I have two axolotls a yellow one and a blue one, their names are Void & Biscuit. I walk over to my fridge and peer inside of it, nothing looks good to eat, “I’ll just skip one meal” I think out loud as I walk back to my bedroom to start up my PC.
~ EX POV ~
I get a notification from my phone, oh bat is live
I guess I’ll tune in just to see how they are doing.
I enter their stream to be greeted by their ‘starting soon!’ Screen, I was soon greeted with a game screen, minecraft their favorite. stfu head Scott
They loaded in. “Guysssss I have a surprise!!!” They said excitedly then they loaded an unfamiliar world, I guess I missed something? Right? Wrong it was the dream smp!! But how? wtf????? They must have kept it a secret because chat was going nuts.
~ BREAD POV ~
“Okay let’s build a house shall we?” I said and chat went nuts again, suddenly I got a donation it read ‘omfg bet your ugly and fat is that why you hide your face huh?? I bet you suck at Minecraft and are just using a pre-recorded video of someone else’s, gay *homophobic slur that I’m uncomfortable using* get the fuck off twitch ugly child’ I got uncomfortable very quickly, “okay guys imma end here, sorry for the short stream!” Then I ended it, i ran to the bathroom and stared into the mirror, what stared back, and ugly, short, fat, child I backed into the wall as a flashback started
TW!! ABUSE!!! SELF HARM!!! BLOOD!!!
I was 13 my father, Roy pushed me into the wall, “listen here fatty” he said anger clear in his voice, what happened next I would have expected, except I didn’t.. he then slapped me hard across the face “fuck you f*****” he hit me harder and harder then he left, but came back shortly with an empty whiskey bottle, what he did next was unexpected, he smashed it over my head and I was unconscious, I woke hours later dried blood everywhere, my hair my face the floor the wall, I got up and rushed to the sink, I pulled a razor from the cabinet, I was half in reality and half in a flashback, I grabbed the blade and cut my wrist, one cut, two cuts, three cuts, four, then five then six until there where twenty, broken sobs erupted from the bathroom, I wasn’t in the flashback anymore, in the distance I heard the ringing of my phone, I got up and grabbed my phone, and answered, “hello?” I said in a soft tone so they wouldn’t know that I had been crying “hey bread!” Sapnap said in a cheerful tone “hi sap!” I said “so uhh.. I seen the donation on your stream and I would like to say I’m sorry” “sorry? Why, you didn’t do anything?” I replied clearly puzzled “I’m sorry for what they said, I’m saying sorry for them” he said “oh” “yea, anyways I’m gonna head off.” He retorted “okay bye-“ I was cut off by the sound of beeping letting me know he ended the call I walked back to the bathroom to clean up, I washed my arms and the sink then walked to the kitchen to get the first aid kit, I grabbed the bright red box, well pink, I am colorblind, not like Georgenotfound, nope I was tritanopia, so I can only see like a red & teal yeah that’s it Atleast it’s not piss and blue, I opened the box and my phone started ringing again “can’t people leave me the fuck alone!?” I said with pure anger booming inside of me, I walked over to the phone, ‘oh great my father’ I answered “what?” I said still angry “I just called to say we are coming over later.” He said, damn I was gonna get it “okay buh bye” I said ready to hang up he cut me off “and you young lady are getting a beating” he said anger now noticeable in his voice “rob! Don’t get angry at them” mom said in the back “buh bye” I said and quickly hung up i then walked over to the kit and bandaged up my arms.
Tw over, for now…
I walked up to my room to stream, just to keep busy I guess, I started like usual “hello everyone!” I said as I opened minecraft, someone sent in a donation “hey double streams! That’s cool!” I read the message aloud along with a few others that where related to the topic “yeah I got bored, I had nothing better to do anyways” then another one came in [small tw swears and homophobia] “bro get your crusty ass off the internet” then two more “ew get off of twitch ugly fag” “bet you cut your arms before you started then planned to come back and ask for pity” I only responded with “thanks for the money that really helps support me!” I acted like the words meant nothing but I was lying to chat and myself then a loud knocking was heard in the background, “be right back everyone” I muted then exited the room to answer the door.
A/N
Haha cliffhanger sorry ;-; I’m working on other stories so uh yeah sorry:| but you’re gonna be excited for the next chapter it’s full of events :) buh bye
- Bread :D