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It's been 3 years now since Hannie and I became an official couple, it wasn't the easiest for either of us but we came to an end that was that we were (and are) in love with each other a long time ago, since that day in where I got to the JYP main practice room and encountered a bunch of guys, but my uninterested soul fixated my eyes towards that man, well, he was still a boy, but he grew to be the man of my life, my one and only. It's still fresh in my mind the pretty face of my beloved one the moment I looked at him and he looked back at me for the first time, he didn't seem frightened but impressed even, from there, our bond just came to be and it was easy, it was easy to talk to, easy to listen to, easy to be around, easy to be myself without feeling bounded to be normal and fit with whatever people thought about me, and it still is, Jisung it's easy to love. Well, yeah, it is easy for us but the real difficulty about it is that our lifestyle is not meant to be easy for love, but I know that without getting to his dreams, Hannie wouldn't be himself, it's not like I hate my job and lifestyle, I wouldn't quit it but rather I'll stay with my boyfriend. Even though, there's been times when I feel that we kinda gave away that I'm deeply in love with Jisungie.
Like those times when we are really cuddly and won't get off each other.
Like those times when there's tension in the air and if he wouldn't get mad I will kiss him dumb.
Like those times when I can't stop staring at him and thinking about how much I love him.
Those little times where I feel like I would leave everything for him, even if he doesn't seem to notice, they're the little things that make our love grow, it's not verbal, not plain straight words, it's the feeling, the vibe, the connection between us. It's not easy for me to say those things, those feelings, the way that I love is not about words, but I'm not worried about our relationship, at all, I know that he knows, all the I love yous are not meaningless but they're nothing compared to the glances and smiles that we share every day. After 3 years of being boyfriends, I presented to him a beautiful valley date, surrounded by nature and giving all my thoughts and feelings in a single delicate flower, all my love hidden by petals.
"I love you" the camellia silently said to Jisung.