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"i honestly didn't think it would hurt that much when you told me you wanted to leave, but i guess here we are."
if you were to leave me with it all behind,
𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝘮𝘦 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚.
never giving any reason leading to this hurtful moment, i had questions.
was it something i had done?
something that i could've changed?
something that could've stopped this from happening.
i just wish you could've told me.
instead, you let me walk around with a bouquet of flowers around town for nothing.
funny how i talk and talk about the love of mine that got away, talking about memories we had or could've had.
if you could've let me stay, but the endless quarrels seemed to have burned us at our wit's end.
if i were to be asked how we ended, i'd answer,
"𝘩𝘦 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝘮𝘦 𝘲𝘶𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚, 𝘴𝘰 𝘪 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝘢𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘭. 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭, 𝙬𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦."
i never knew you were hiding something that's causing you pain physically, i knew how you think.
but i thought what made you tired was
me.
"𝙞 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙𝙨."
as much as i wanted us nothing can change your mind.
i guess enough was enough.
maybe you really did have to say goodbye.