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“What they said about you was true” Mon said as a sort of goodbye, leaving Sam unable to hold back her tears. Mon of all people should know her, the real her yet why did she say that? Sam feels everything and nothing. Love sure is confusing and so fucking painful. She walks towards her room reminders of mon suddenly popping up everywhere as she barely makes it to her bedroom. The pink blazer she left when she slept over, the ManU jersey she gave her so that she can smell it whenever she misses Mon, and Mons strawberry lip balm that she loves so much. All of it felt like torture. She curses out Kirk, her grandmother, herself, she wanted to curse at Mon but couldn’t bring herself to do it, she loved the girl too much, all though it’s too late to say it. She looks at their photos together, the video Mon said to cheer her up, and their messages. She tried to call Mon but realizes that the girl blocked her. She tried other apps, blocked on all of them. She throws her phone across the room and shouts till she ran out of air. She hates herself. She should’ve loved Mon more, she shouldn't have listened to her overbearing grandmother or her traitor of a business partner. She should’ve followed her heart. She should’ve followed Mon. She should’ve said no and slapped Kirk for even asking for her hand in marriage. But it was too late now. Maybe if she just followed Mon earlier instead of crying her eyes out maybe she could’ve changed her mind. Maybe Sam could still make it to her house and apologize. Sam tries to get up but her body couldn’t handle it. She falls to the floor, crying herself to sleep.
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“I can’t say that to her! She’ll fall apart” Mon argues
“But you have to. You yourself know it’s the only way”
“What did she ever do to deserve this? Why can’t you just let her be?”
“Because she wants to be with you Mon. Kirk can protect her. His family has the resources to do so, and you? What do you have Mon?”
“Bullshit. Not everything has to be according to your plan”
“Watch your mouth! Do you have another plan Mon? Come on tell me”
“She’ll hate me…” Mons voice cracks
“She has to. She’s in a lot of pain right now and she wants to run. She can’t leave the country. We both know what’ll happen if she does, which is why you’ll have to go away. Go back to Britain, live with your father”
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Mon sobs as she packs her things. She tries to be as quiet as possible considering she didn’t tell anyone about her plan with Sam’s grandmother. It’s been five months since Kirk proposed and a four since Mon found out about what happened to Sam’s parents.
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“This is the only way for Sam to be safe! She has to marry Kirk and stay here in Thailand or else they’ll start attacking again!”
”Wait I’ll call you later I have to deal with something”
”How much of that did you hear?”
“Mon right? Tell me Mon, How much of that did you hear?”
“The last part…”
“You can’t tell anyone, I can do a lot of things Mon, I can make your life better or worse”
“I know”
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So now Mon is leaving. She understands the situation. She wish she didn’t. Maybe it would hurt less. Maybe she’ll still be with her Khun Sam. While stepping into car Mon hesitates squeezing her brain for another way out of the demons separating her from the one she loves.
“There’s no way out Mon. Don’t you think I’ve tried everything?”
As they drive away Mon noticed a yellow convertible parked near her house. She stays quiet knowing it’s for the best.
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It’s been five years since Mon left, and three since Sam's grandmother died and the war between the families ended. Mon can finally go back to her country, to her family, to her friends, but not to her Sam. She bids her goodbyes to her father and friends hoping that she’ll never have to come back there again.
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As she was stepping out of the plane she was pulled aside by a man wearing a suit.
“You’re Ms. Kornkamon am I right? Please follow me”
“What? Where are you taking me?”
“You’ll know when we get there”
“Sir please let go of my arm”
“I’m sorry Ms. Kornkamon”
“Please just tell me what's happening”
“I’m sorry Ms. Kornkamon I can’t do that. All I can say is that my boss told me to find you and bring you to the lounge”
“Ahh this must be my friends doing” Mon said thinking about Yuki and Nop
“Would you please follow me to the lounge”
…
“Please wait here”
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“Khun Sam…”
“Hi Mon…I’ve missed you”
“I’ve missed you too” Mon said rushing to hug Sam
After pulling away Mon notices that Sam's not wearing a wedding ring
“You didn’t-”
“I only want to be your Cham Cham forever”
“I have a lot to explain”
“Grandma already explained everything…before she died”
“I’m sorry for hurting my Cham Cham”
Sam kisses her. Mon wonders how a single kiss can heal every single scar in her heart.
“No more games Mon, I want to be with you. The past years have been nothing but torture, but you’re worth it Mon. I love you.”
“I love you too”
And thus once again Sam's black world was painted with pink.