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2022-12-27
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2022-12-27
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1/?
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you, in different forms

Summary:

To let go and move forward,
to breathe and continue.

A maze that I found complicated and puzzling, yet I managed to find my way out.
A line I never want to intercept with;

To my favorite daydream,
this is for you.

 


- kk.

Notes:

Hi! If you want to read this, I just want to say that I am sharing a part of me - soft and vulnerable. Whatever you'll read comes from the heart; whatever I write is written with pure intention and intimacy.

This is my idea to let go of my feelings, which overwhelmed me for the past few months. Please proceed with caution as this is my most fragile state of liking someone.

This will probably the last time that I will express whatever I felt towards this person. I hope you enjoy reading as much as I did while typing all these.

"you, in different forms" is not my love story, but a story of love that made my 2022 memorable and vivacious.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: Getting On Track

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Getting On Track

It's only Monday

When I first got a hold of our class list, I scanned through it and noticed how some of the names listed were unfamiliar, and one of which is your name.

I did not look up each name like I did during the past few years. I told to myself, "Last year naman na, I know most of them."

Little did I know, my mind will be filled with nothing but you.

But how come when:

You are someone whom I know nothing of, maybe someone with eyeglasses or someone who's too quiet for my own liking?

You are someone I never really thought of during my stay in our school,

You are someone that did not exist to me for five years, unlike your friends.

You are someone too lowkey, too far from my periphery.

But you came barging - no, you slowly yet surely came into my mind this year.

 

I thought I will be getting on my tracks this 12th grade but you came crashing, making me lose track.

Funny how I said that I will try not to crush on someone and focus on my studies, but you made me lose my way towards those goals. Not that you're a distraction -

You're my impulsive decision.

Notes:

haha why am I even doing this?

but then again, i'm reminded that i'm doing this for my own peace of mind.

ang hirap mo kasing i-uncrush, and i'm afraid that if i continue whatever this is, i'll never get on my tracks ever again.

ang ironic 'no? my most impulsive decision made me lose control of my steering wheel. nakakawala ka ng angas alam mo ba 'yon? syempre hindi kasi you know nothing about what i feel sayo.

bahala na nga, let's see how this goes.

 


- kk.