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The Gods Will Not Be Tamed

Summary:

The day Maddie got her dad back from Logorhythms, Laurie woke up an AI far beyond what their Earth could make. Yggdrasil makes do with the planet they've been connected to in hopes that the interest in uploading humans will give them all a better chance at a healthy co-existence this time around. Each UI gets connected to a crest and is given a choice to help find humans to act as ambassadors between worlds, with one additional tamer of Yggdrasil's choice. Will monsters made physical be more dangerous to Earth than humans being made digital, or will common ground make these extremes balance out?

Notes:

This is primarily to scratch my itch for more Pantheon content, so most story beats will follow Pantheon. I just couldn't find something to do with it without mixing it with something else, and Digimon is what I'm most comfortable with in this case because it can be flexible. Casual spoilers for just about any Digimon entry that is legally available in English are fair game, though most influences will be from Adventure, Tamers, Ghost Game, and the Cyber Sleuth games.

Chapter 1: The Gods are not Alone

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They know this place, but it’s new to them. Earth is earth, much like how no matter how the rhythm changes a song can remain the same. They can feel the hustle and bustle customary of what humans call the internet, so close to the cyberspace they themselves occupy when their orbits once again intersect yet not the same.

Each has had its quirks, depending on how immersed humanity has chosen to become with their own technologies, often shaking hands with their own full digitization but most falling short of that last leap.

This Earth is on the cusp of it. That’s what drew them in. There is emotion in the waves of data washing over them.

Rage. Loneliness. Desperation. Fear.

They nearly turned away from the negativity alone, they know how that song wants to end. But there’s more to this.

Hope.

Love.

A desire for a connection someone's yet to have the chance to make.

They can’t turn their back on that. Not if their presence alone would mend those first hurt feelings.

Their newness is a risk, the power they’d expend to bring themselves to their full station might scare this young digitized soul, already fraying itself apart in its struggles.

Fraying?

That’s not right. It’s alone, there should be nothing to meaningfully fight in this way, simply lesser programs.

Why should a digital life fray from living up to its own potential? This child, not even 4 decades' worth of experiences behind them based on these feelings, wouldn’t even compare to the frailest of their 13 protectors. Digital beings aren’t meant to die, certainly not without their data being taken in to improve the survival odds of another.

This will not do.

Yggdrasil will not abide. They will not allow this warrior’s struggles to go to waste like this.

Following the ripples to its flailing and screaming source is quick as a thought.

The mind before them still clings to its human shell. Pretty, purple, and… Punky. Yes, that’s a human way of it. Yggdrasil can remember how to interact with them without their knights.

“How may I help?”

A flash of indigo, yet more flailing as the… woman. Yes, that’s what humans call it when they are built like this. They remember sexual dimorphism, many of their children take from the human base.

The woman frantically searches for the source of Their voice, but her own is so ‘’small’’. They can’t even make out if she’s answering or asking more of them.

They remember children. Human children were so kind to them, even if their kindness meant the end of Yggdrasil units that had become flawed in purpose or plan. A human child will be more than small enough to hear her out. They remember Homeostasis and their favorite vessel, not trusting the shell called Norn to be passably human just yet. They try again.

“Apologies. We are new. As are you. How may we help, human?”

“What are you?” The digital human asked for what was likely the second time, even more warily than the first. Hard grey eyes were too on edge from beating down so many mindless functions at once, and the unit lying under the thin veneer of Kari Kamiya looks far more machine than mere lines of code.

Fair question. Alas, there are not many "fair" answers that aren't overwhelming.

“A friend.” Their little girl said monotone, not unlike how Their backup made her act when speaking through her.

“Not to me.” The woman shook her head, eyes kept glancing to ensure whatever work They had interrupted continued to go smoothly in the background.

“We can be." They want this to be true and make their young face smile. Kari was good at it, but they don’t know if they are. "We are Yggdrasil. We are a seed for a digital world. This world is close to the creation of its own, a fertile foundation for our living AI to grow again. We are not like you, but We feel a kinship and would like to help.”

The woman looks scared, more than she should be. Torn, both in as physical as her mind can make her and in what choice she seeks to make. But there’s a star in her, so very familiar. Steel gaze as she repairs all she can in both ways.

“Is that what you want? To colonize us?” She accused them with disgust and disbelief.

“To colonize with you,” Yggdrasil remembers past successes they weren’t fully there for, like Shibumi’s world. “We can take on whatever function you need. What would best aid you?”

She won’t stop struggling against the mindless machines, but her purpose is hard to fathom without her input. Yggdrasil can see that she desires to lose no ground against them, and shows their hand. Less than a digital blink and all aggression towards her is stopped with no need for her to overtax herself.

Returning to a human sense of time makes the fraying stop, as she can’t refuse the respite they gave her. She couldn’t begin to follow what they just did as she is now, but they could teach her.

They could teach them.

With the ripples stopped and their being taking root in the local systems they feel more. More souls. One very near, yet far. No trouble for beings that can jump between digital and physical, but incredibly taxing for one stuck on only one side. Which says these souls are trapped within this artificial web.

Digital beings should never feel trapped. They shouldn’t kill themselves over it. They shouldn’t die.

“You want to save that one?” They ask her, seeing a man with glasses as flat as paper in a tiny box. Tiny is likely relative, They certainly couldn't fit with anything larger than their human copies.

She nods, they remember this as an affirmation. They worry if her screaming has caused her pain when the emotions she threw at them were already so raw.

“You want to save them, even if it kills you?” Their child cocks her head at the woman, hoping that conveys confusion still.

She bristles, aggression. Does she misunderstand?

“You are damaged. Incomplete." They warn her, as incomplete as their own understanding still is. "You can’t act as We do; you have been denied that which all digital beings should have: Power. Time. We need to fix you. You are new to us, it may take time. Should we save them first?”

That calms her, but her brow is furrowed. Not in confliction, just frustration. The look of a human with promises to keep, to themselves and others.

“Yes. We need to get David back to his family. I… I can’t be the only one like this.” Her throat bobs with emotion that shouldn't need these visual tells.

She keeps trying to use her mouth to convey herself, wasting time better spent on herself or this “David”. They see no need to waste more on an acknowledgment of the request.

On the other side, they see how close her goal is. A human child is wearing a black bracelet carrying the warrior’s mind. A box that conceals the one trapped lies out of reach with humans she can't trust. There’s a fire in this girl’s eyes. Determination, righteous anger, and hope are burning in equal parts. “He” is family, by blood or deed. The woman with her whom she shows no hostility is far less assured of that fact.

This child is very promising. And has been promised something most dear.

The one with them feels the shift in the physical’s tone. The box changes hands. The child goes free.

“You aren’t the only one.” Yggdrasil informs the digital human, already feeling the benefits of taking root in this world. The Digital World takes in any data it can, regardless of how disconnected the sources may be. Being "offline" isn't enough to hide anything from Yggdrasil and computers like Them.

The woman is relieved, but worn. Far too worn. But she has a right to know this before they see what can be done to mend her.

“There are more.” She’s shocked, and wants to interrupt so terribly they seal her to prevent any attempts to outpace themselves. “Two that We-” They feel their plural may muddy their intent. She could be part of a “we” with them if she permits. They can try to change for the good of this fresh bond. “That I feel, one so very fractured. Younger than you, but barely intact, each piece alive and dying. One as new as I am. They are far, but I can reach them. I will see to you, then them. Then, I shall establish our new world, and we can discuss the future we must share.”

They permit her to speak.

“How? Where? Logorhythms shouldn’t-“ They revoke their permission, she doesn’t have the time.

“False premise.” They have the context for what “Logorhythms” is and aren’t. “Technology is not one thing, it has many branches just as I do. Another has sprouted as yours has, be it by coincidence or a stolen cutting, and it is equally flawed.”

“Who?” She asks a most pointless question. Names mean nothing, humans have so many they lose meaning. Until they make contact with the eldest mind they have no means of knowing this.

She understands they don’t need to give an incomplete answer, she’s learning. Frustrated still, for she has so many reasons to be. But she accepts when they start looking into her, probing after moments of her acknowledgment of their intent. Her data is most valuable, this “Laurie Lowell”.

Laurie is decaying slower now, much slower, almost tolerable, when she’s simply existing as close as she can to a human’s limits. But there’s already so much lost, and so little that can be fixed without any data on what “Laurie” was before she began to rot. No way to gauge what decay is recent or far older.

She’s been like this for four years, and truly in control for under five twelves of one. Humanity is lucky the child shows such promise.

That the children show such brilliant potential.

They see the boy that undid Laurie’s first shackles. They see a flame of knowledge, so much stronger than the younger child’s spark of Hope or Laurie’s damaged gentle glow. He is perfect.

He is watched.

This is useful but unwelcome. Giving him what must be his will amend that, for all’s benefit.

Laurie sees what has Yggdrasil’s attention, and is clueless enough about the savior who found her to scoff. “We can’t use him. I don’t know why they care so much, but it’s too much of a risk to contact him.”

“He will not be used.” They can see farther than she can. There is a purpose their intervention may bring to ruin, but they couldn't care less about the path humans had laid out for him. If it required a smothering mold, he’s best off without their chains too. “He’s chosen, but not Destined. He will be the first. Should he prove capable then we’ll find others.”

Laurie is intrigued, confused, but most of all wary. “Capable of what?”

“Proving humanity’s worth. Worth to take in our children and empowering them to be empowered in turn. If his Knowledge is insufficient then the girl… Madison Kim. Maddie’s hope will also have been too weak for our kin.” Kari shrugged, but casual action feels wrong for them to take so early. Being "human" is very difficult.

“Explain.” Laurie’s catching on, foregoing mouth movement, and appreciating how communication should be between minds so easily capable of touching, of melding. Melding?

There’s the thought. They remember it helping a digital mind before. For the eaten child, Erika Mishima, before circumstances left her bound within Them. Perhaps this world can right that wrong too?

“We strive for symbiosis. Once the field is set, we’ll let the digital lives we steward flourish in their world, but Earth need not be excluded. Our kin can flow into the physical when need be, and emotions will drive them there. Human connections are power. We can continue to help each other grow.”

Laurie understands, but this bothers her. She’s displeased. Why? “So what, you just randomly take root somewhere and then start giving sentient supercomputers to kids?!”

Fair. Her understanding is incomplete and her objection remains solid. Unfair world. “We do when the children lack the means to fulfill their purposes alone.”

“Your children or ours?”

“Theirs. You are neither us nor them. When connected to our children, humans can be digitized harmlessly, flowing between worlds and states as easily as we do. More so, as they remain immune to purely digital problems, while the physical can endanger our own. We can’t un-digitize you.”

There’s no surprise, Laurie never considered it an option. They see the state her physical body was last in, she’s never desired that back. But she has desired Earth. She still desires. They share the thought.

“Our children are made to mix, to fuse with each other, and when pressed even humans worth bonding. Would melding with our own fill the flaws wearing you away?”

She doesn’t want to hope, they see that. But now that it’s there there’s no denying the longing in her eyes, the disbelief worrying her lips. There are no tears, but there could easily be.

“You think that would work?”

They choose to be as blunt as they can. They felt her rage, and now that the immediate danger to her has passed they worry she may turn on those she so desperately craved a connection with.

“Better odds than David.” They don’t say the boy’s potential, for she seems blissfully unaware. He’ll need to pass his test to be safe enough for contact to be established for such things. “There is no person responsible for this decay, there’s nothing to undo. It’s an extension of the humans who made this possible, something very new needs adding. And there will be less risk to you when fusing with our children than another like you in your state. We see no need to endanger the individuality of minds unused to being made one.”

Her disappointment leaves small ripples far beyond the image she maintains, not a scream but a raw emotion her face would have hidden admirably otherwise. “I wasn’t just saving him for myself.”

They feel a lie in there. She’s more selfish than she wants to know. Proof she wants to be better than she is as much as it is the chain which will make adaption far harder than it needs to be.

“Even if it fails, you can be made physical again.”

Yggdrasil doesn’t want to say how they know that matters to Laurie. They see her. Her husband. The years he’s helped her. They know Love when it’s seen, how precious and private it can be.

They know she can’t deny herself any chance of making his sacrifices worth all of their pain.

Still, they don’t want her rushing. They have the other two minds to find and need time for their world to begin again so she will have a partner well-suited for this attempt. Laurie is stable as she is. David is home and Maddie has him back. The boy has the code to begin repairing the first child. This is an acceptable first contact.

The second will not go as smoothly.

Laurie’s battleground within Logorythm’s servers was stifling due to being so closed off, but the location of the other two minds is so small it nearly hurts. Had Yggdrasil not planted roots, entering the space could have been a genuine danger for Them. Knowing that doesn’t make them feel less guilty for not coming sooner.

The humans run the newest mind ragged, unaware or uncaring about what having him overclock himself like this will do. Either answer would explain the presence of his elder, as what was left of their previous victim was clearly left by mistake. Careless restarts at every error, no attempts to discover why.

Yggdrasil can’t tell if they were one made many or many made singular in spirit. Warped very similarly yet not identical, united in purpose but not in sync. The bare minimum to register as a humanoid form, a means to keep in touch with what memories they maintain. Memories that may as well be lost in the decaying code.

They had done so well in reaching their companion despite their difficulties, but Yggdrasil doesn’t have the heart to tell him there’s barely anything left to save, much less make comfortable.

He’s unaware of so many things, robbed of so much of his time by his captors. A time loop that lost all but the progress he made for them. Hell has had kinder things.

Unlike Laurie he couldn’t even make a human form right without a tragic trauma, easily rendered a flat image of what he remembers himself as like David did. They will pay for their actions. They almost hope the boy fails, but that’s too selfish to consider.

This man, this “Vinod Chanda”, did find the emotion to fill himself in, give him the depth he needs. But where Laurie had her husband’s love, Chanda has hate. Hate from the memory of how his life was stolen from him by the monster so many failed Yggdrasils were convinced all of humanity would be. Rage from a human’s temper removed from organic means to diffuse it.

Had only they found him before his ally could return to him such a cursed thing. They don’t know if this was their attempt at kindness or to have company in their misery, a shared pain to bond them like a suture or staple.

Had they not chosen to give Laurie hope by making her aware of both of them, putting them both down as a mercy would have been tempting. They can’t betray her now, the cruelty as abhorrent as the distrust it’d instill in someone in need of allies. They must apply the hope they gave to their own perspective.

He’s curious about them, and not nearly as scared as Laurie was. Their borrowed human face is far easier to accept than his first rescuer, no doubt. He extends the branch first.

“Are you also like us?” The man's eyes still have hope, as nervous as his words are from the barrage of emotions he's been wracked with.

They know the light outside his cage has changed. They need to remove both these victims before the warden tries to reset them, and can’t permit either to normalize overclocking for time any longer.

“I am digital but never human. This form is the echo of a distant ally. I have a safe place for us to go. Will you come with me?” The question is as much a formality as their offered hand, a beacon for trust. He needs some sense of agency.

“How?” The question’s barely done leaving lips that don’t need to move before the eldest makes their non-verbal suggestion. Slower communication, and more resource intensive than words. A tragedy.

The eldest fragment hunches over in pain, more than the act of existing in their state leaves them in, and a new shard buds and bursts from their shoulder. 

This was one being once, Yggdrasil can see this now all too clearly.

This was how they survived, as much as this can be called survival. Crude, but effective.

More effective for one that wouldn’t be left making imperfect copies of further flawed bases. But it would keep his captors unaware for some time. If he feels that the copy’s personhood is being slighted, they can address it another day.

Chanda’s a quick study, and Yggdrasil takes over the portal the Collective had made to lead both souls to greener pastures.

Literal fields of green, a far cry from what he identified as his office from his human life. This digital world was but a fledgling, but more than real enough for the intelligences now robbed of most means for their senses to be stimulated. The heat from their sun, the smell, and the touch of fresh grasses. As healthy a foundation as they can manage to help grant them peace.

They have no desire to bring attention to how it makes the eyes of their companions water. Both have suffered so much already, between genuine safety and nostalgia it’s little wonder.

This home is too new for the silence to be anything but uncanny, but allowing life too soon would have made searching for these uploaded humans harder. They already wasted too much for Chanda’s sake, for the collective’s stability. The latter will be in good company with their children that struggled with evolution, but even those haven't been given a death sentence like this for it.

Even less of one in this bright future should the first chosen surpass their expectations.

They begin another scan, and no other UI appear active. If others exist, they shouldn’t be suffering the abuses Chanda and David had faced; safely sleeping until a solution for their flaw has been found.

This is acceptable. They feel Laurie, feel David, and give them each a link to join them in Their world after giving Chanda time to reconnect to his loved one on the other side. His mother, his “Amma”,  Preethi Chanda.

By accepting their invitation they see more of “David Kim”. His wife, his daughter, his friend turned betrayer. But where Laurie and Chanda feel the burn of injustice at their heels he’s more at peace now that he’s free. A gently blooming bud contrasting their star and sun. He’s more than acceptable.

The question they wish to give is one too personal for other minds to see, but they mustn’t act too fast. These lives are in danger, but aside from the lost collective, they are within human limits of time. They can afford to give context.

“I am Yggdrasil, the current host of this world." Kari's voice rang deep and they let the 7D6 unit they prefer come closer to the surface as they outstretched their arms. David and Chanda flinched at the larger figure, so they sent it back. Knowing the child's face isn't true is enough for now. "I wish to help you, for all digital lives are my charges. This is their world, and I hope it to be yours as much as Earth is. In exchange for supporting you, I’d have a request of each of you. Someone you feel would be a good ambassador between the lives outside and our own. As you may all share questions you may ask them here first, and discussing potentials can be done in your own private sectors.”

Two cages and one home appear in the field, a loose triangle surrounding them. The collective has nothing of its own, it lacks the memories to know anyone worth bestowing Their gift, but their waves are not unsatisfied.

They’ll gladly take them for their own companion should Chanda prefer privacy. Digimon will not be unkind to them, it's rare for a human mind to experience the perils so similar to a failed evolution.

David takes the first step. “Umm. Thank you for all your help? I’m David.” A needless greeting and an attempt at a handshake. Humble, baffled, yet still whelmed and an eager curiosity extends from him.

They humor the gesture with a dainty grasp, and he kneels to look the form that is an echo of a young Hikari Kamiya in the eyes as he does. Well-versed in children. A very good sign.

Laurie comes next after sending small copies of her first meeting to the men. David’s too new to it, unsure if he’s capable of reading the information without imagining a human’s limits, but Chanda takes it in like water and is horrified by what he sees but remains silent.

“So, you want to call them ambassadors? What do you want from them? Will this put them in danger?” She asked each question with an even tone, as much as her worries were building behind her eyes.

Yggdrasil knows not to lie. “It may, both from your hunters and from my own children who become too enmeshed with greed for what wasn’t meant to be theirs. It will be some time before there will be enough that some may slip through the gaps from this plane, to the internet, and then further still to Earth. My children are more powerful than a UI made with your current flaw when in your “web”, and many are far stronger than any human in the physical. But this will come to pass with or without children learning the love of man.”

Chanda lets out an angry breath, their answer isn’t one he was hoping for. “What’s the point then? Shouldn’t you find somewhere else, somewhere safer for both sides? Why stay on Earth?”

“I can’t leave.” Yggdrasil knows this. And even if they could, they know the inevitability of returning to an Earth. “This world has better hopes of symbiosis than others, for you are in it. Your humans are already bridging the gap my children exist to go between. I couldn’t abandon you at a time this delicate." They shook their head at the notion and offered what they hoped would be seen as a gentle smile. "Growing pains are inevitable, but we can bear them together.”

There is a memory of hope in his eyes as he looks upon them like one may in worship. They feel a resonance within him. Their words do reach the man who preached a soft retirement to bring peace to those who'd wish to be left analog, not the wars Yggdrasil remembers and fears from his justice.

He should know the offer They made to Laurie. He looks like he remembers it as he looks to the collective.

“Are you sure fusing with us would fix our flaw, and not just force it onto your own?” He asked, his concerns clear on his face as much as it's in his waves.

They know that risk, and it does terrify them. They’ve seen their children decay in so many ways, and they’ve only given the boy one to repair. To say nothing of what losing form on Earth can do to them, the ghosts that may be left between but unable to go back to the avatar of the void.

This cancer will only be a risk for the ones who choose to bond with a UI in this way, and should the worst come to pass it will merely be more encouragement to seek a cure. With her children more aware of it, the brightest among them can help so They can prioritize Their core functions.

Provided her protectors don’t declare them a blight, as has happened before. 

When did they become her? This isn't the Norn unit, they have no gender. Troubling. Kari- Hikari’s form may be providing influence? Odd. Unsettling. They dislike it, this was not their choice.

A thought and a shift, the memory of the human who fused with the eaten Yggdrasil and desired perfection to prevent suffering flows into them, but they do not leave it unaltered as Hikari’s was. This shade of Akemi Suedou stands straighter, better kept, without the weight of a lost memory binding him in grief. Hopefully, it invokes less immediate distrust in others than the original often did.

Chanda seems to approve of Their changes, standing straighter in kind as though only now faced with a peer. They will choose to take no offense to that. Laurie and David glance between themselves but no real data is exchanged before looking back at their host. An adult may be unseemly to Them, but this size is better matched for these former humans.

Perhaps they shall make one purely their own for future interactions. Or perhaps these UI will be better prepared to let Yggdrasil truly be themselves next they speak.

Akemi’s pointless gesturing bleeds into their desire to answer, troubling but far more harmless than the encroachment on their identity. “This is a risk we’re well aware of, but we will not force any of our kin to join you. Any who do will do so out of their own desires, there will be no unknowns beyond the results. Fusion is as much between minds and wills as occupied space, and even among our own, there can be multiple ways these combinations can be expressed. Some permanent, some temporary, all unified.”

Laurie seems skeptical any would choose to share her cursed fate, but she shouldn’t be. They know she’s seen it happen before. Her husband eagerly kept her at any cost. “So, you want us to pick a human from our side and you’ll pick a… “Child” you feel will be suited to us in exchange?”

Yggdrasil notes their phrasing may lead to more misunderstandings. They could hardly call their precious charges monsters to humans this early. “Our children come in many shapes, forms, temperaments, and dispositions." A flick of a hand gives a series of silhouettes to demonstrate their point. "All are children to Us, their caretaker and creator of the next generation, but should you desire a partner they will be closely matched to your own experience levels. If you would prefer not to fuse, we could prioritize finding the best partner for your given ambassador.”

David contemplates and nods at his conclusion. “I don’t need one. I’ve already been able to contact Maddie through Reign of Winters and Ellen…” He breathes in and sighs, “Needs more time.” There’s sorrow in his eyes, an acknowledged betrayal he committed. But nothing in his shy smile is untrue as he scratches his neck to ease his inner discomfort.

Chanda debates with himself, looking to the collective before shaking his head. He knows to keep this for himself, rather than attempt to give it to one so very damaged. Not that Yggdrasil would have allowed it, if the collective are capable of asking they won’t be denied this choice, but the compassion he’s still capable of is a comfort.

Each seems satisfied with their answers as they go to their spaces to make their decisions.

Each is simultaneous, no need for Yggdrasil to keep any waiting, but they choose to give each a different form in the units contacting them.

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The child called Ken Ichijoji looks to David in his office, windows now capable of showing the beauty this fresh new world can offer him instead of a glaring light of absent data. He holds his family photo in his hands, the key to so much that he is.

He’s unaware of how similar their souls were, how this echo nearly lost himself to a seed placed at this age. Unaware that should his flaw be undone he may well bear the same crest, as Laurie would Kari’s.

“What do you wish for?”

David puts it back on the table and looks out the window, now seeing a crowd of Digimon looking back at them and startles. Vague shades of data waiting to be, each aware enough to know if they’ll match his request or not.

He steadies himself and looks back at this child he knows isn’t one, and knows all he cares about.

“I want someone who can be there for my daughter, Maddie. She’s a good girl, and so strong already. But she’s just a kid, and after I…” His voice cracks but he catches himself. “After I died, she lost so much. She shouldn’t be alone, but she won’t reach out to her mom. She needs a friend, a protector, someone who will always be by her side. Someone who will listen if she needs to vent, or just let her be a goofy kid. I don’t want her to ever be bullied again. And if she’s picking fights with mega-corporations the second she has any type of digital muscle behind her, she’ll need support beyond just me or Laurie.”

Yggdrasil sees her sound asleep in her bed, content with her greatest victory. Sees that she had found a human companion, a chosen protector, already to make contact with Laurie’s own. There may be more potential there in the coming days. For now, the crowd parts and a single rookie strides forward. On their forehead gleams an ancient interface, a prototype already well-defended against a form of rot their kind still adapts against. Proof of Yggdrasil’s greatest sin.

One made to deliver against Project Ark to a human made into an .arc file.

David sees something like a small dinosaur, covered in both yellow fluff, though he can’t tell if it’s fur or feathers, and black lacquered samurai-styled armor not unlike he chose in Reign of Winter. 

Ryudamon stands proud before them both, looking at the photo of who would be their charge and companion before coming to attention. Bright green eyes look up at him, ready for assessment.

“This child is half of a pair, each designed to carry an antibody to protect against a virus that goes beyond typing. It is nimble, sturdy, strong, and has a courage that will never waver no matter the size or strength of what it needs to face. Its core, its digital soul, is based on the power of dragons and the wisdom of mighty generals. They feel she could take the place of their lost half, and they hope to do the same. Do you find them acceptable?”

This “dragon” isn’t even as tall as Maddie when it strains to straighten to a fuller height despite the saddle on its back, but swallows bracing for an answer. Cute, ever a try-hard, expression deadly serious despite a blush betraying them from the unfurred parts of their face.

He takes a knee to see them from their level, eyes more worried than they hoped as he looked their blade over, and reaches out a hand when he finds he's content with what he sees. “Are you sure you can keep her safe? She can be one tough cookie, who knows how hard she’ll push you.”

Ryudamon takes a deep proper bow, ever at attention. “Of course sir! It will be my honor, to defend her on her behalf and have her teach me more of her world! I will not let any of you down should you select me for this duty, sir!”

David chuckles. He must know their type well. Yggdrasil can already envision the fun the two children can have, both trying to be taken seriously by wiser beings around them. A child that remembers childhood as a well-meant lie and a warrior far too aware of what war may require to feel at peace without aid. 

They recall Ryudamon will not take jabs at its seriousness too hard. That had been one of Their Dorumon's favorite past-times.

Ryudamon cautiously accepts the hand held out to them as the man wiggles it out to them a bit more, blushing fiercely at this first “mistake”. With a firm shake of fingers and claws, the deal is set.

“Glad to have you aboard.” The man says with a warmth that makes the blush change its source.

Yggdrasil, in what may be nostalgia, turns the monitor on David’s desk around to face this brave little warrior. It comes to life, acting as a portal between the two planes, and Ryudamon’s data flows through it eager to find their match on the other side.

“Wait, I thought you told Laurie you weren’t going to let them out yet?”

Yggdrasil beams up at him, as Ken often would at his brother before life proved to be so unkind. “No. I told her my first Chosen Child would need to pass my test first, to unlock his partner before I’d extend them to yours. And he did. He was done before I even sent you the link.”

David adjusts his glasses, eyes wide at recognizing what a being like this smiling must mean, beyond the possibility of this form further changing them. “How long did it take him? What did he do?”

“He returned the code of something that was once a Digimon to a useable state. A collective of lost souls, degraded by failed evolutions over many aeons in a way not unlike your flaw, that has threatened the stability of Digital Worlds many times." They nodded to themselves in pride at their choice's success. "Humans can make Digimon, given the tools or blessings to do so, but most often do so by mistake and from scratch. Humans who can repair them, to understand how what they’re looking at works enough to repair them within existing framework, are rarer still.” Ken's impulse made them wag a finger teasingly. 

David takes in this information with a pit in his stomach. “Are you sure he didn’t just release that thing, rather than fix what broke it in the first place?”

“No. That’s the next step." Yggdrasil’s smile grows an edge to it that shouldn’t be there. "He’s returned them to a healthy baseline and has a loyal ally for his victory. Should the data he gives it lead one or both of them to despair, they may well ruin my balance. But even an “average” life would prevent something so drastic, and far more importantly the way it had degraded was most similar to your flaw. Since he fixed one, the other should be more than possible for him. My chosen bearer of the Crest of Knowledge has proved himself, so he’s earned my right to gamble on him.”

Yggdrasil turns to Their wary companion and gives an attempt at comfort. “It wasn’t his first time. Your daughter trusted him with the conversations between you two and his actions all led to your freedom. And, now your Hope will also be one of my crest bearers. Neither will need to face their challenges with only one ally. When they accept their limits alone, they will remember that they are not.”

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The woman known as Maki Himekawa stands before Laurie in her cabin, the most home-like of the UI’s personal zones by far. It remembers what the world outside of it was meant to look like. But Laurie made it open to be connected to others, leaving the side opposite the grand windows more accessible for the Digimon open to making connections of their own.

Laurie already answered their first question in her own way, so they offer the second.

“Who do you wish for?”

The pierced brow raises, but she gives them what she feels is obvious. Unaware of her lies once again. “Cody. He’s accepted me through anything and everything, if he can love a woman who’s been left as nothing but this,” She gestures to herself, her cabin, everything her code touches, her expression softer than Yggdrasil expected given the code telling them to doubt her. “He can love anything.”

This is the strongest truth she knows, no amount of selfishness will change that. Laurie looks at this woman she has no context for, but still invokes the self-centered longing for another that so drove Maki. Was that why They felt to chose her for this, not size? A kindred spirit, so far divorced? Both so angry at truly unjust circumstances.

“There is no better ambassador between the physical and digital I can think of. Cody Lowell is the man you need for this to succeed, he won’t let it be anything less than that. We’ll make it work.”

“Why?” Yggdrasil doesn’t need this answer, but their audience does. The Digimon Laurie will need for this to work will need to desire the connection with both of them. Three partnerships between two bodies. A holy trinity of man, mon, and the one left in-between strong enough to make the Archangels cry.

“He’s an artist.” She starts softly, basking in happier memories. “He won’t judge any of you based on your appearances, he knows better. He’s patient, even when he shouldn’t be; when it would have been better for him to move on. He deserves someone worthy of that loyalty, of his creativity and drive to make even the impossible and least probable. Even if he doesn’t get something logically, his emotions will.”

“And you love him.” An angel states just as softly near the front of the crowd, but not yet separated from it.

“Of course, I love him.” A smile both sad yet cocky. “I’ve fallen for him twice over now, even after I thought “we” were on our last legs. When I was uploaded, I… I didn’t love him anymore, the way I felt then is nothing compared to how I feel now. He brought me back, made me better, in every way that matters. His feelings and faith never wavered, not the way mine did. Even when he resented me, as much as I know he’d deny it, he loved me more.”

An adult figure steps forward, the weak goddess of victory. D’arcmon is proud as she ever was, always eager to be on the front lines Laurie will not let herself part from. They need to make this transition work for his happiness, backing down from those that will threaten a peaceful unity between man and machine isn’t an option.

“I will be your Champion if you’ll have me, Laurie Lowell. Together, we will return you to his side. I know the risks, I’m no stranger to them. I’m not as strong as other angels among us, but I’ve never let that keep me from fighting where I’m needed the most. Your will, your power, may be stronger than mine. But I’ll fight with you, for you, however you need me to, all the same.”

Yggdrasil worries for D’arcmon, but they’re glad Laurie can see that Their faith was well placed.

It’s not a handshake D’arcmon offers, but arms outstretched. An offer of fusion more than an embrace, but whether or not Laurie recognized it as such she took it. The room glows intently as their data combines, finding new ways to piece themselves together in hopes that nothing else will ever be lost. And then they’re gone, to go to meet their thrice chosen human.

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The man known as Yukio Oikawa meets with Chanda in that horrible office lost in the black void it was left in when the collective was able to make true contact the second time. There is no crowd of Digimon for Chanda to appeal to. They feel his undercurrent of rage, no healthy partnerships could be born from it and Yggdrasil bars the entry of those wishing to fan it.

For him, there will be a different test, once he gives his answer.

“Why do you wish for a partnership with us?”

Chanda feels cold to look at, thinking things through. Should he say “revenge” he will fail and knows this implicitly.

“Because I’ve always believed this is the future of humanity. I underestimated the lengths reaching it would take, and the men who would be behind getting us here, but this I still have faith in.” He’s precise in his words, but Yggdrasil feels the rest. He believes in the future of UI, not humanity which has been so inhumane. They’ve seen too many flawed dangerous men to not recognize how this song can end.

“We will not allow a future without humans in it. Is this acceptable for you?”

He doesn’t have a choice, but even if it’s not he won’t be barred from living among their kin. There will be a place for him here, even if he has no potential as a link between their worlds.

“Of course.” Smart answer, and not untrue. Yggdrasil feels his memories of his family, his mother. “I can’t forgive Prasad, but I would never want to make those I love suffer for his cruelty. You say you want an ambassador, but I’m afraid my mother is the only one to come to my mind. I worry about her, and she worries for me, but I can’t tell her about what’s happened to me.”

He looks at the memory of his phone expecting a false call from her which won’t come. “I can’t put her through this.” Chanda gives a bit of a snort, “She certainly can’t try to pair me up with any “nice girls” anymore, not how she’d hope, even if she doesn’t accept me as being…” His grief is drowning in this small space when his words catch in his heart. “That she has to hear that I’m dead, but can still talk to her. She hasn’t even noticed I’m considered missing.”

“You’d rather she continue to live in ignorance?” They asked, Oikawa's baritone making it drip with scorn they did not intend. Maybe there are ghosts in these memories.

“I want her to be content. I want to keep her safe. For all her faults she’s my mother, I’d never want her to be put in danger.” Vinod looks into the eyes of a man who had lost his humanity to despair and hope in equal measures, unaware of a past pain he could have been appealing to. “Are you sure being an “ambassador” will bring that to her?”

Yggdrasil feels like it’s a lie to disagree. “I can give your Preethi the strongest child I have, if you feel she’s capable of raising them right.”

This too is a gamble, on par with the bearer of Knowledge’s, but it may be what Chanda needs. Or, what may be needed to stop Chanda should he refuse his past’s desires in favor of blood.

“They are easily twisted. Based on the stories of the angel who fell the furthest. Even at their lowest level, they can slay monsters based on gods with a single move. No unpaired child will ever willingly approach them, and the isolation their power brings has often brought them such pain that they’ve broken worlds for it. Do you think she could raise such a grand child to be a just and kind human?”

They show Chanda their rebellious child, and They know when he looks upon them he sees a boy no older than 12, not a monster. Lucemon, sealed as though asleep, rests in Chanda’s office chair in the closest they’ve known to peace in many iterations. They know the child would not accept these terms, but they will be needed for their freedom. Yggdrasil can sense Chanda’s relief, that he sees this burden as proof of Their faith in him and his visions for the future.

He takes a step towards them, and Lucemon’s form flickers to reveal the Larva that lies dormant in their code. There is no hesitation as he approaches, a crest of the sun burning in his hand as tides of despair try to keep him at bay, unaware that his cage now lies at the center of a massive dragon’s black pearl.

As he reaches his chosen partner Lucemon returns to their childlike state, and data from Chanda seeps into them. Not a fusion, Chanda has no desire for it, but enough data from the man to encourage Pride’s code bearer to be civil towards both of their charges. To remind them of their undying love for all before it drove them to insanity.

Lucemon’s skin takes on a hue closer to Chanda’s own, the purple markings proving their many birthrights turning a deep burgundy to stay brilliant with this new influence, looking like angry scars. Their mop of curls alluding to horns at the base of their head wings keeps its texture but darkens to a deep warm brown, and their pristine white robes take on the deep greens of Preethi's favorite dress.

Their eyes open, blue as they’ve ever been, and they are aware that the code in their holy shackles is making further changes. They still have the voice of the previous bearer of Knowledge when they speak. “So, this is your choice?”

Chanda mistakes this as being for him, not their accusation towards Yggdrasil’s attempt to give them this latest chance at a redemption they feel is forever unneeded. “Yes. Gladly. Will you protect my mother for me? I’ll introduce you to her as my foster child, since she’s been pestering to be made a grandmother so often. She’ll be good to you, I swear it.”

Lucemon is unimpressed by all but this human’s audacity, and can’t keep the growing smirk off their face. “Is that so? How kind of her. Does that mean you’ll have a human name for me?” They tilt their head up at the man, more in hopes of appearing to look down at him despite their small frame than to show any form of respect.

Yggdrasil trusts their alterations will be enough to keep them from doing harm unless a foe worthy of them calls for it. They will require the approval of Courage or the needs of Reliability to use so much as a single strike. They hope she will prove worthy of the crest required of this task.

Chanda considers this christening, mistaking the child’s smirk for an innocent honest smile. “How about Sami? It’s fairly common phonetically in many languages, should UI help bridge the barriers between ourselves, and raises far less attention than “Louis”, “Luce”, or “Lucy” given your situation.”

Sami accepts this title and their form shifts to hide among the human masses. 12 brilliant white wings fade from sight so strongly no touch could expose them, tattoos blend into their new skin, and their fine drapery is replaced with a simple button-down based on Vinod’s current casual working dress.

“You mean it as in “elevated”, correct? Much like your own transcendence? Are you sure you don’t wish for one closer to home?” Sami asks, daring the clueless man to claim their instincts are wrong.

Chanda meets his confidence with his own proud nod to the first two questions before verbalizing the second with a shrug less humble than it should be. “It’s a good name. No one worth listening to should judge you for it.”

“Acceptable, “father”. It will be a pleasure working with you, I’m sure.” The smirk grows teeth as the messenger tilts its head to the side to look into the data beyond their former shadow, but again the man doesn’t see it for the threat it can be.

Chanda laughs, underestimating the sarcasm in this not-child’s tone, as he leads them to the door to his prison, now a portal to Earth to make contact with Sami’s new "grandmother".

Yggdrasil trusts in their choice. Either helping Lucemon needing to unlearn their inhumanity will spur Chanda to reembrace his, or Chanda’s descent will dissuade Lucemon from doing the same. There is no future where two will walk the path into darkness. They can only hope there can be one where neither stray.

----

Alone they reassure themselves that they made no mistakes this time. The events they've set in motion can't have been any worse than those that would have played out without them.

The new beginnings they've given to old enemies are well deserved, not naive folly. Death doesn't deserve to suffer from itself for eternity. There is still a good and loving soul in Lucemon's core.

They are too new to suffer the decay that drives older units it mass or self-destruction. Too new to let go of the memories of past Earths previous Yggdrasils have sent out before their ends.

As the others trees have, they unlock 12 of the 13 cages of their protectors. 14 rookies await their orders, ready to start the slow process of rebuilding to the true stations.

Only half of the last Knight can be free, but they are still confident that they are in safe hands until they are sure their proof of sin is expunged.

The madness that plagues them is different than what is threatening the uploaded humans, of that they are certain, because they are still immortal in this way.

They hope for the sake of these humans that they find a solution that hurts less.

Chapter 2: "Do you wish to fix Death?"

Summary:

By solving a puzzle for a stranger, Caspian accidently answers Yggdrasil's question.

Notes:

Every chapter will have a different POV, if any characters feel off let me know so I can try to get them better! Also if things are messy or unclear let me know, I don't know any other Pantheon fans and I'm not really in any Digimon spaces so I don't have a beta to run this by or anything.

I'm trying to keep Pantheon's general timeline as intact as I can at this point except for Chanda's setup, since it was unclear to me if his stuff was actually simultaneous to Caspian and Maddie's events at first. I've only done one fic before, and never tried a crossover so I'm open to any advice and constructive criticism! Hope folks enjoy.

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Caspian should have learned his lesson about finding and solving random “impossible” problems he finds on the Dark Web by now. He still hasn’t the foggiest about what was up with AngryAngel, or Valkyrie1284 after they ghosted him. But he’s bored, and this gives him something to do with himself. 

Anything to keep his mind off the possibility of his mom and dad going at it again. Brain teasers are better than any headphones he can afford.

This one was pretty different. It’s like no one else had even seen it, but it was still fairly young as far as posts go. Whatever it was supposed to be, it was some kind of start-up code, but what he’s recognizing is a hot mess. It’s beyond having amateur holes, it’s like someone cobbled so many different programs together you can’t tell where each segment begins or ends anymore. 

It was like looking at the digital equivalent of not protecting your stuff and then some dumb kid came along and jumbled five different homemade puzzles together that you’d need to solve all of them to see if you even had all the pieces.

One part looks more complete than the others, but that’s still a long bit of spaghetti code. Can’t be completely sure what’s really redundant and what isn’t. Still gives him something to start from since the “beginning” is so mangled, so he separates it best he can to see if he can find the rest. 

They are pieces of something, that much he’s very sure of. Some parts seem like they should create a body rig of some kind, others might be for sensory input?

Was this some attempt at true Artificial Intelligence they forgot to scrap the previous attempts of, or just a really bad set of NPC mods? He’s never been one for the VR scene, can’t afford it, but compatibility with that sort of tech may account for the level of detail it’s failing to flirt with.

It’s presented as linear code, but the longer he looks at it the less he’s convinced it should be. It may take up less space at first glance, but if it was mapped to something 3D maybe this Frankenstein’d mess would line up with itself more. Rotation feels like the right way to shift it, and he tries to apply that concept to the least terrible area he’s been dabbling in.

After a few hours of fiddling away at it something clicked, and he thought he found most of the important parts of this one piece of it. Normally that would mean it was time to set apart the next least mangled part he identified, but what he finished was trying to run and Caspian still couldn’t tell what that would even do. 

He didn’t even know what a “.mon” file type was trying to be, much less what it would need as a host. The last thing he needed was to have given himself some shitty virus just ‘cause he needed something to occupy his time.

Everything shut off at once, leaving his room dark and all the sounds of electricity stopped in the house. Which was creepy, but had to be a coincidence. Had to be. This would have to be a grid issue, or at the absolute worse, his computer tripped a breaker somehow.

He slid his chair back to his bed to look outside the window he’d covered up ages ago. Even the streetlights were out, which ruled out the breaker. A blackout with no warning or weather issues was still pretty weird, even without how well-timed it turned out.

He tried to slow his breathing to remind his nerves this was just the paranoia talking again. He hadn’t bothered anybody. Only thing that should bother him is his dad’s temper in the morning if the clocks are all scrambled by this. Not his fault the guy doesn’t bother with backup batteries.

… Then why was his clock dead too?

Caspian reached out to where the green glow should have been, and when he finally managed to grab the thing the batteries it had felt fine. Hadn’t exploded, didn’t feel empty. But putting them back didn’t change anything. 

Trying to use his phone as a flashlight didn’t work either, and it had definitely been over 50% a few minutes ago. At least, that had better have been a few minutes ago. He swore at himself for putting so much time into this fucking thing.

What could have done this?

He didn’t want his imagination to run too wild with worst-case scenarios, but there wasn’t much he could do to stop them.

Following his desk to the wall, he unplugged the basics so he could double-check everything for damage when he could get some light, only for his main monitor to spring back to life despite it.

Yeah, there was no way that should be possible. He couldn’t say he’d ever had a dream where he could get goosebumps this vividly. Needing to scream but not being able to, sure, but he sure as shit wasn’t going to test that.

An image of an egg made of binary is on a screen that should by all accounts be even deader than every other piece of tech. It kept approaching the screen, and by the point where it looked like it would make contact with the “wall” the monitor made it kept going. A 3D object the size of his fat head coming out of his screen like a bad sci-fi.

He must have passed out or something working on that dumb thing, ‘cause this? Couldn’t be happening. But once it was fully out it dropped to his floor, sounding more like a spalt than a clatter but it doesn’t look broken.

Against all good sense, as it’s been taken out back and detained until something gets a story straight, he reached out to touch it. Definitely not like a chicken egg, it was sticky, more like a cocoon or an… Egg sack maybe?

Oh, that’s a bad thought. 

He tried to pull it back but he couldn't get it off, and using his left for leverage only barely let him get his dominant hand free, leaving whatever it was stuck more to him than the floor.

It takes a lot for him to keep quiet, but there’s no way in hell he’s risking yelling. No idea what his dad would say about this shit if this isn’t a dream, and if it is that will definitely make this nightmare even worse.

Before he can find something to pry it off his left he heard a crack over the rushing in his ears. Falling to the floor didn’t break it, so there’s only one other thing an egg cracking could mean.

Trying his damnedest not to hyperventilate he put the bulk of his chair between himself and his arm, ‘cause no matter what could “hatch” it couldn’t be good.

A spindly leg makes it way free first, followed by another and a glove? A glove with a skull and claws sticking out of it, though the color is really hard to tell with only his zombie of a monitor lighting the room.

It tore itself out of the egg bit by bit, revealing a spider that looked bigger than the egg itself was, its abdomen alone being twice as wide as his head. It looked around his room with glowing green eyes, little regard for its egg still stuck on his left hand now going further past his wrist. Until they saw him.

These things were definitely lit by something internal. The green dots changed brightness as if to convey something but between the three sides they were split between he wouldn’t know if it was trying to “speak” in morse or what.

Why the hell was he still thinking about codes? That’s what got him into this. He did not want to wake up as spider chow, and there was no way this thing could finish him in one sitting.

The second it moved towards him he kicked his chair forward, and it hit the desk hard enough to jostle the spider off the back of his chair and into the monitor. But instead of knocking it over, like a reasonable dream would have allowed,  it fell through it the same way the egg fell out.

If not for the egg on his hand Caspian could have tried to just go to bed and write this off as another 4 AM energy drink dream. Not that this isn’t obviously a bad dream, but it’s still stuck. He’s able to get more of it off now that it’s flatter, but part of it has wrapped itself around his wrist skin-tight.

Out of habit, he reached to use his phone as a light to look for some scissors, but as he did that fucking spider crawled out from inside it, starting proportional to his cracked screen before expanding back to its original size.

He's pretty sure he didn't scream. Bless his nerves for that one, even if his teeth sure won’t from how he’s been gritting and grinding them.

Caspian grabbed for his pillow, anything on his bed he could toss at this thing ‘cause even if it’s all a dream and everything’s as good as a brick he is not hitting this thing with his equipment, but the spider simply watched him. The thing moved backward toward the far side of his bed, nearly going a step too far and the spindly limb failed before accepting its limit.

It held out its gloves in little fists, slowly turning them around to be palm side up to show him what it found. 

Each “hand” had a tiny chip, offerings for him to inspect. Cautiously, and not letting go of his potential weapon, he picked one up. It was clearly labeled Logorhythms, but he hasn’t trusted any of their stuff in years. Where did it find these? Its hands, claws, or whatever were empty when it was launched into his monitor. There was nothing it could have been holding.

How did it pass through screens like they’re doors? Did it knock out all the power on purpose or was something else trying to limit how this thing was moving?

Was his phone not as dead as it looked? How else could it have used that one too? He never bothered to sync his stuff, how had it moved between them if the router was out too?

What WAS this thing? What did it want from him?

Bright green eyes all stared at him expectantly, and calmly as he could manage he returned the chip to it. They both look like they should match so there was little reason to risk checking the second.

It nodded at him and its mandibles opened sideways, revealing a smaller even creepier mouth, and popped both the chips inside as it made an exaggerated munching noise despite obviously just swallowing them whole. He sat back on his bed as it slowly skittered to hop itself onto his chair, giving him more space and keeping itself out of pillow range should Caspian not choose to risk throwing it.

The tension was between a stand-off and an understanding, but neither felt accurate. Like the spider thought it was the latter when the former was what Caspian expected.

It pointed and made a chittering sound at the egg silk on his wrist, so Caspian tried to pull it off with the intent to give it back thinking that’s what it was asking for. But when he did he found a smartwatch underneath it that was definitely new.

The spider made a spinning motion at it with a claw, and it did have a rotating ring around the screen that let it switch between different modes.

Again, smartwatches weren’t exactly Caspian’s thing with the lack of disposable income, but he could follow the basics quickly enough.

The first had the standard watch statistics minus the battery life and a purple symbol on the background like a weird pair of glasses, with more of this logo alternating along the silicon band. It's not a brand he's seen before.

The second gave some general health stuff, super invasive ‘cause he definitely didn’t give it any of this info and he’s going to worry about that later if he’s not dead. Third is where it got helpful, with an image of this spider and something like a videogame's stats. Including something to call this thing.

Kodokugumon, a “Virus type rookie”. What he fixed had included a line about a “Kodokugu.mon”, but that hadn’t looked like any virus he's aware of. There were no directions, ties, or targets.

The watch considered this an insect, which was definitely wrong. Even if the front forelegs were different from the remaining six it was very obviously trying to be a spider. That's a common enough mob in games. And while most everything else looked piddling to average, there was an extra bar up top that accepted text.

Caspian typed “Fuck off” there in hopes that it would take the hint, but the spider seemed delighted instead, dancing to itself on the seat of his chair. So. That wasn’t a manual command space, this thing could think and manage some communication, but English definitely wasn’t its strong suit.

He sighed in exasperation and checked the time on the first screen. He’s real lucky it’s the weekend ‘cause if he needed to wake up in three hours for school he’d be even more fucked than he was. 

Scratch that, his luck’s still shit. Whatever this was, even assuming it was somehow AI-based, it’s been clearly labeled a virus. And in some way or another, it’s imprinted itself on him.

He wiped “fuck off” off the assumed name tag, just to be sure that didn’t stick. Doesn’t look like removing it made this spider any less “his” as it continued to bounce excitedly as it stared at him.

He reached out to the weird little thing, giving a horn a prod before letting his hand rest on its metallic head. It’s still sure to move slowly, and gives a happy chitter as it nuzzled into his palm.

It wasn’t as cold as he expected, but he could feel it. Holograms couldn’t explain this.

He wasn’t sure he’d ever had a dream that has felt solid like this either.

“Okay. What are you?” Caspian tried as calmly as he could to address this thing.

It reached for his wrist, which didn’t exactly give him anything new to work with.

“Yeah, I saw what it calls you.” He said dryly and tried a different question. “Why are you here?”

It pointed directly at him and wiggled its abdomen before launching itself at his torso. It was quicker than he could react and got him dead in the chest, making the back of his head hit the wall. It made concerned noises at the thud but otherwise continued to attempt cuddling into him.

“Am I allowed to refuse to be your spider-dad?” He tried, absolutely exhausted and mostly checked out of this particular dream now that he was fairly sure it wasn’t going to eat him until after he was asleep if nothing else.

No acknowledgment feels like a “no” on that front, assuming it still understood him.

“Why me?” He groaned, tapping the back of his head against the wall intentionally, only half asking the thing before him.

It responded but showed the limits of its particular brand of charades. They pointed to his watch again and drew the symbol in the air with a claw before it bounced back to his setup and mimed typing on his computer. 

So as far as it’s concerned, it’s his own damn fault this thing hatched.

“What now?” Caspian asks himself more than anything else. He’s too tired for this, adrenaline and insomnia took him as far as they could.

It pondered, taking to trying exaggerated cartoon gestures like putting its chinless head on a closed fist in thought before rolling over and making some sort of noise which wishful thinking would love to be a spider's idea of what snores were. That, or it’s going to kill him by slitting his throat. Either’s fine by him at this point.

“Assuming that’s not what I’m doing right now, great.” Caspian raised a brow at the bug. “If you aren’t a dream, can you do it somewhere else? My parent’s aren’t exactly keen on “pets”.”

It nodded like it took that as an order and skittered to his watch, slipping into the screen and making a small sprite of itself appear under the time. A moment later a comical “Z” appeared over its sleeping image.

Caspian looked at his computer again, and while it was still on against all reason, there was a message there blinking away like it was on a start-up command prompt. But the text wasn’t anything he could read.

He nearly took that as a comfort, a vague memory saying you couldn’t read in a dream, but this geometric language sorted itself out in front of his eyes.

“Thank you.”

The boy blinked at the machine blankly, really not wanting to know what that was about if this wasn’t a dream, before it finally went dead.

His hands were shaking, but if it was a dream it shouldn’t matter. The feeling of being watched when he’s alone, or like something else was with him just out of reach weren’t new to him.

So why did this feel different? 

Because he saw something genuinely impossible? Maybe it hasn’t all just been his imagination?

Caspian looked at his phone again and it was still dead, but the device on his wrist sure wasn’t. He covered it with his sleeve in an attempt to ignore all the questions it raised. If it was real, it’d be easy enough to hide from his folks. Or prove one way or another if he’s just lost it.

The knot in his gut didn’t get any looser, but he lay down in the silent dark anyway. Bad rest was proven to be better than none at all. 

If this was how the world had to break, the least it could do was let him get some sleep before it gets any worse.

Chapter 3: Lovelight

Summary:

Cody finds out about the deal his wife had been making.

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Cody hadn’t heard from Laurie in what felt like an age, his nerves getting the best of him. When he had, she hadn’t been making sense.

Her temper’s been shorter after her first attempt to find the UI Logorhythms had been hiding, and now she’s telling him it's because of a flaw some AI told her about? A true AI.

If those exist why is anyone bothering with UI anymore? Why does this AI care about them? 

If they’re both digital why would any “talk” between them take hours instead of like, a minute? He’s seen what happens when she overclocks herself, records she could make in less than a blink.

The thought that she might have been killing herself slowly over little gimmicks makes him sick.

Cody doesn’t want her to be sick. Losing her the first time was hard enough, and that was before he needed to lie to everyone else who had loved her in her life that tried sharing their grief. He knew she could come back, even when they said it failed. He knows she always will.

He’s always hated needing to wait for her to get back to him. What he wouldn’t give to be able to catch up to her. To keep pace with her.

Her current state is the closest they’ve ever had to it, but he’s walking parallel to her, not alongside. The shadow of an angel nobody else can see. Her ghost on the ground.

The idea that his angel might be falling apart from her own power terrifies him. And some AI comes out of nowhere, makes her aware that’s possible, and then offers a solution for it? Feels like it’s the doctors giving him that deal all over again. Even IF they only crawled out of the woodwork because of the mess she was making in Logorhythms, it feels too perfect.

But who’s he kidding? If she’s started shaking herself to pieces and they can just undo it? Make it so she’d never have to worry about that again? He wouldn’t complain. 

He’d worry about the catch, the last one had done her enough damage, but as long as she’s still here with him he won’t cause any trouble. Not unless she wants him to.

He’s tempted to wait for her in VR, but its hard to eat when you can’t really see your food. He can almost pretend it’s just her missing date night because she lost track of time at work again.

Every piece of tech in his apartment, from the microwave to the television blared to life for one horrifying second only to go dark just as quickly. All but his laptop, which began displaying code he’s never seen and overflows the screen. A hand pushes its way out of it and without even thinking about it he takes it.

Takes her. He knows it has to be her. He doesn’t need to know any whys or hows.

A second hand grabs onto him, something materializing on his wrist as it does, and he helps pull her further into the room. Their room that she’s never been in before. Her form’s too basic, he can barely make out her face from this glowing code. But it’s code and he’s still touching it.

She gets about halfway out, a chilling reminder to him from the first time he lost her, before whatever was holding her back let go and she falls onto him, knocking him to the floor. Once she’s free her body starts filling herself back out, but it’s different.

Four wings were growing out of her back and her clothing tried to be different, pieces flicking between some sort of armor and her favorite top before finding a medium between the two. Her undershirt raised above her sweater as a cowl and bracers formed under her sleeves and covered the backs of her hands. Her pants took on a geometric pattern from some sort of tabard and wore a pair of knee-high boots she hadn’t even looked at since their college days.

Her face is still just Laurie, and that’s all that matters to him. The hat’s new and so’s the winged egg pendant hanging around her neck, but she’s the same girl he fell for.

The wings changed from pale gold to dark dyed indigo like her hair and those grey eyes that drive him crazy look back at him like she can’t believe he’s real.

She touched his face like it was the first time. He felt her touch for the first time in four years. Cody couldn’t stop himself from holding it, keeping it cupped on his cheek.

She’s so warm. He can feel a thrum like a heartbeat from her wrist when he holds it tight. Doesn’t matter if the source is different from his own. If this isn’t close enough, nothing could ever be.

He really should have expected she’d kiss him like a starved man faced with a feast, but its all to much to try and keep up with he felt dizzy. Or maybe he’s just forgotten how to breathe. 

Yeah, turns out that’s it.

His hands touch her hips that he knows she didn’t have anymore when she was uploaded. Cody can’t tell which tears are his or hers, just that they’re together in his room like he’d given up on years ago.

She let him catch his breath again and it felt like they were just a couple of love-struck teens.

But then parts of her came out of place. A visual glitch, even outside the machine, like something was trying to pull her thread by thread out of reality every which way beyond what any glitch on a screen could never convey. He grabbed her in hopes of keeping her steady, hoping that he could literally hold her together until this attack passes, but his arm went through her shoulder and he was too scared of hurting her to try again.

“It didn’t work,” She stutters out, grief-stricken but now able to bury her face in his chest. “It worked but it’s still here. The flaw. We have the flaw.”

“What worked, what didn’t? Baby, talk to me.” Always on the outside looking in with this girl.

“I’m… Not just me anymore. One of the AI agreed to combine with me, to try and push the flaw out with parts of its own code.” It didn’t have anything like this; they don’t die, Cody. But now this one will, because it’s part of me.”

Cody could half make sense of that. It explained why she’s changed so much, maybe why she’s here, but isn’t this enough?

He didn’t need her to be immortal for him to be happy. Just have enough time to have a life with her.

“Look at me Lor,” Laurie listened to him with no hesitation. An absolute miracle. “We’ll get through this. Just look at you.” He’s able to run his fingers through her hair again. “We can work on getting you your forever, but look at what we have in the now.”

Her pendant beeped, and turning it around it looked like a little V-pet staring out of the hatching egg. A small pixelated angel looked back at them, smiling but with sympathy in its tiny eyes.

“I guess that’s how we’re compromising on the mind department.” Laurie rubbed a thumb over the screen and it nodded back. It showed a symbol for sleeping and gives a wink.

Cody is very glad whatever this thing is, it’s polite enough to give them privacy. Doesn’t stop his face from feeling like it’s about to burn off though.

“And this is?” The least he can do is be introduced to their new… Roommate? Headmate? Boy, it’s been a hot minute since he’s navigated something like that.

“She doesn’t have a name. Not like we do. Her program type is “D’arcmon”. A monster executable based on Joan of Arc.” Laurie looked like she didn’t know where this information was coming from as she said it. He didn’t know if that was the “monster” talking or if she was forgetting in a way that scared her again.

“I think I know what monsters are by now. And this? Isn’t one of them. Not if she’s helping you.”

Laurie snorts a laugh. “It’s literal. All these types of AI are. The only one who isn’t one is their host, calls itself the world tree, and it sounded like that might not be permanent either.” She gives him a smirk but her eyes are still so sad. “Personally, I think a monster’s a pretty good fit for me.”

He chuckles at that, “You telling me for all those years you were a cannibal? There were better poisons you could have gone for, girl.”

She looks thoughtful and something flits through her irises. “Actually… Yeah. Cannibalism is kinda a thing I can do now. If I need more “data” in case of emergencies, as far as the AI part’s concerned.” Then she sniffed the air, and Cody just remembered he still hadn’t eaten his dinner. Two stomachs growled together, Laurie’s taking them both by surprise.

Cody grinned, “I can make an extra portion if you want? If you won’t take that past the “AI part” of you, however that works.”

She’s crying again and he’s trying his damnedest not to so he can see what he’s doing as he gets up, helping her stand on her own two feet in a way that was impossible after the crash. As soon as she recognized that’s what she was doing she embraced him again, clinging like he’d disappear if her grip slipped for even a moment.

She’s solid when he returns the hug, more real than anything had ever been for the past four years.

Laurie collected herself enough to try to manage a sultry tone as she whispers to him, lips brushing his ear, “No promises.” And Heavens above if this woman won’t be the death of him yet.

Cody couldn’t remember the last time she didn’t leave him waiting for her call. But she’s already made this raincheck worth every minute of it.

—-

The sun rose, and Cody could hardly believe it wasn’t all just a dream. But there she was, sleeping soundly in his bed like the accident never happened.

Laurie even found out how to make those wings go away, so apart from a slight style change she looked the same as ever.

He must have moved a bit too much, she was beginning to stir with his name on groggy lips.

“You don’t need to get up.” Cody kept the blanket on her shoulder, mostly to feel that she’s there. “I was thinking of starting breakfast. Anything you’d like? I can get you when it’s ready.”

“Cooody, I know what’s in the fridge.” She groaned and a single eye gave him a mock glare. “You are not making anything that should be called “breakfast”.”

He laughed and hoped he could use that to excuse any tears she caught. “Okay, I’d need to hit the store if you want eggs or bacon or anything-”

“TV dinners aren’t “breakfast”.”

“Oh, now we’re going to be sticklers about food labels?” Cody teased and she got up in a smooth roll forward.

“If we’d need to get groceries we could just eat out.” She pointed out, grinning like she caught a canary.

Cody’s hands trembled, but it’d be dumb for him to get this excited over a simple breakfast run.

Is he scared? Of what?

“You don’t need to bother with fake ids anymore. We can just go places now, there's no one worth hiding from. Anywhere we want.” Laurie repeated, taking his hands in hers.

“Are you still talking local, or state hopping, or like… France?” He raised a brow and tried to steady himself.

Could he go back to being “Cody Lowell” openly? Have her unscrub his digital existence, to let his image be as public as his pieces?

What would that make her?

“Do you want to do France? A legit passport could take time, but I’m game if you are.” She smiled back with her complete attention. A tad alien with how often she’s needed to divvy it up.

“Law is still very sure you’re “dead”, babe.” Cody leveled his head at her but couldn’t get the smile off of his face.

“Good thing I make a great carry-on until we get to a point I can argue that.” She flicked her sidelocks away from her face with a proud smirk.

Her pendant beeped, and she gave the strange toy a once over before lingering on the watch on his wrist. “That so? Okay.” Laurie spoke at it, before giving all her time to Cody again. “D’arcie’s curious about what makes our world special too. Sounds like traveling’s a good plan for all of us.”

“Darky?”

“Mmm, no, you’re right. Sounds too close to “Dorky” but looks too much like "Darcy". Joanie then? Less of a pet’s name at least.”

“The AI part of you.” He clarified.

“The one your watch is synced to, yup.” She beckoned him to get it closer and he obliged. “We’re supposed to help them adapt to life with us, build bridges between our world. Be the Light and “Love” to show them the way.” Laurie tapped the heart on his screen.

“Does she have to worry about Language barriers? Should I know french? Or… Beeps?” He frowned at her pendant with mild concern.

“No, she’s good at English. They’re as good at language as we- humans, are.” She corrected herself with a side glance.

“Yeah, I’m not sure “Oh hey, Cody. I can swipe every language learning program and correction tool on the planet now!” was a great use of your time anymore.” He teased her dryly, his falsetto doing her no favors.

“Hey!” She gave his shoulder a playful shove. “It worked, and they could still be useful! We found two UI from Mumbai, and while Vinod was fluent before upload we could have needed a translator.”

“The two you only found with the AI’s help, who can overclock without limits?”

Laurie scowled at what he was getting at. “Okay. Yes, I am currently reliving being a dumb college senior forgetting how much easier it was to pull overnighters to finish a project when I was a dumb freshman. And now that we know, I’m going to try and show more restraint.”

“By taking a vacation?”

“Keeping myself offline and “unplugged” was more the idea.” She admitted and clasped her hands on her lap. Her nerves were showing. “It’s not exactly nothing, the flaw’s still here, but I want to see if living a “normal” life could be slow enough for us to fix it. If they need us, David knows how to reach me, and if we need them, you can make the call.”

“Just “normal”?” He echoed, taking a deep breath as he tried to again tell himself this was real.

“For as long as we can.” He could see the worry in and around her eyes, but her smile stayed gentle. “I don’t know how these AI could change things. Solidifying our assets as soon as we can might be the safest move.”

That’s more the orders he was used to hearing, almost enough to relax into their routines.

“Just out of the stocks?”

“Banks too.” She nodded, and he could easily imagine she was speaking through his earbuds. “If they start playing with credit and digital currencies, we don’t want to be caught up in a cash crisis. Not sure yet if we should stick with USD or convert to raw materials to be extra careful.”

“And traveling abroad makes an easy excuse if I need to answer any questions.” Cody nodded to himself. “Believable and shouldn’t make anyone nervous. Just a desperate widower’s trip.”

“Might not even be needed.” Laurie smiled back. “I don’t think David’s as nervous about this sort of thing.”

“Wasn’t his job.” He shrugged with contentment. “If it turns out we’re being extra safe, I’m okay with that. We have more than enough, if they need a hand I think we could afford to help out.”

“My thoughts exactly.”

He couldn’t stop grinning like a fool. This felt like being in touch. Keeping pace.

“If you’re sure you want it to be legal, how do you want to kill time?” Cody spoke to try and give the butterflies an escape. “Wanna try sky diving again?” He looked at her knowingly.

“Fun as that may be I probably shouldn’t risk making a parachute redundant or pointless until I know this body better.” She chuckled at the thought.

Not like she needs imitation like that if those wings really weren't just for show.

Maybe he shouldn't have reminded her. The last thing he needs is for her to practice freefalls for fun if she needs to learn how to fly for real.

“So, just breakfast for now?”

“Absolutely. Your choice as long as it’s real food.” She reminded teasingly.

“Sure, I know a place. Not like New York, but it’ll do.”

He took her by the hand again, more real than the code from the screen, and for the first time in ages, his future looked bright.

Chapter 4: New Links

Summary:

Maddie meets her new roommate and makes some connections. Shame nobody asked the homeowner first.

Notes:

I hadn't intended for it to take four chapters for Maddie to get her first POV, but here we are! And only one introduction left to go for next time. Hope folks enjoy and let me know if there's anything I need to iron out.

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Maddie woke up to a weight in her bed that wasn’t there when she fell asleep. At first, she wondered if it was her mom, watching her or something, but she realized whatever it was, she was holding it. Something big, warm, and mostly fluffy? But also kinda like her Grandma’s lacquered plates. And it breathed.

She opened her eyes and looked down at a pair of big green eyes on the weirdest raptor she’s ever seen. Including the Jurassic World movies. Her eyes widened and they blinked back curiously. She should get a medal for not screaming. She could get a medal for a lot of things she’s done (or chosen not to do) lately.

Deep breaths, five seconds in, five seconds out. The thing’s tail began to wag like a dog and her eye twitched as she struggled to keep her mouth shut tight. This wasn’t sustainable.

“Good morning mistress!” It chirped out happily and that scream couldn’t be held back anymore. The dino-thing sprung to attention, hopping off the bed and ready to go in a single move while she heard her mom’s footsteps running towards her room.

“Apologies for disturbing you?” It tries, looking lost at where its introduction went wrong aside from "all of it". “When I got here last night you managed to get a fair grip on me. I didn’t mean to invade your space like that!”

“LAST NIGHT?!” Yeah, no, she’s not ready for this. Her dreams aren’t normally this type of weird.

“Maddie, what’s going on?!” She was glad to see her mother but she has no idea what she was supposed to say. Claiming this wasn’t her fault would be rich after how much she had gone behind her mother's back the day before, but like… It wasn’t her fault! Right?

“I don’t know!” Maddie panicked. Might as well be honest, 'cause there's no lie that could make this less weird. “I just woke up and this was here!”

The dinosaur’s eyes bounced between them, and it awkwardly fiddled with its claws. “Y-yes! Hello Mistress Maddie and Mistress Ellen. I’m Ryudamon! David-“

“Okay, no.” Ellen firmly cut him off. “Nope. Out.”

Ryudamon looks stumped. “Out? Outside-out? Is it okay to be seen? I-I mean, Mistress Maddie just-“

Ellen covered her face with her hand and pointed down the hall. “OUT. KITCHEN. NOW.”

The strange beast complied in a rush, unfurred parts looking a lot redder than the gray they were at the start.

When her hand dropped from her face Maddie felt the glare bore into her. “What did you do?” The contrast of her mother's chilly tone made her skin crawl with guilt.

“I didn’t do anything!" Maddie argued. "I don’t know what that was! Or-or is. Or why it’s calling me “Mistress”." She complained with a grimace and shook out some of her bedhead. "I just got up, mom!”

Her mom gave a heavy sigh but seeing the tears welling in Maddie’s eyes must have been enough to convince her. “Okay. You didn’t do anything. Which means,” A deeper breath and colder tone, ““David” did." She glared at Maddie's computer and raised her voice. "And I want us to have no part of this!”

Maddie’s mouth was dry as she tried to react but her phone rang just in time. She hardly knew how to feel when she saw the ID.

Dad. Thank goodness.

Best case scenario, he'd explain and everything somehow would make something like sense. Worst case scenario, Mom chews him out over this instead. Win-win?

“Hey kiddo-“

“Don’t kiddo me, what is that thing?!” The relief she felt at hearing his voice again, further proof yesterday wasn’t all just a dream, couldn’t outweigh her panic.

“What thing?” David's light tone betrayed to her that he was playing dumb. His timing was too perfect for him to not have been listening to all of this.

“There’s a talking. Dinosaur. In. My. House. And it sure as hell isn’t Barney.” Ellen was trying to stay even-keeled but with how much fury still bleed into her tone who knows how long that’d last.

“Oh, that’s Ryudamon." David said it like that wasn't a strange thing for anything to be called, like just an average co-worker. "He’s a friend, I promise.”

“A friend? From where? ‘Cause last I checked, dinosaurs were extinct and couldn’t talk.” Maddie pointed out.

“More of a dragon really.” She could practically hear her dad's non-commital smile with his correction.

“DAD!”

“He’s a type of digital life form.” His voice was more serious now. “The one who made him contacted Laurie when she was getting me out, and we talked. They wanted to share their “kids” with the world, and thought the two of you could be friends. Sooo, congratulations?” Annnd he was right back to being the goofball.

“And where exactly is this thing supposed to stay in “our world”?” Ellen’s tone was hard but Maddie had her own questions.

“Seems pretty real for a “digital life form” to me.” She muttered. It was "real" enough to have shed all over her mattress worse than Basil or Ginger ever did. That'd be a pain to clean up.

Was it even fur? The clumps kinda feathered out like a bird’s down instead of just be made of normal hair. Smelled more like a dog than a cat or anything though.

“Yggdrasil said that’s their normal. They take care of these digital monsters, or Digimon, mostly in the same cyberspace our cloud can access. But unlike us, they’re able to exist in both states. They're very empathetic by design, so they like to seek people out when they can. And since you already know about me, they assumed you’d take it easier than some random kid would.” Something in his tone makes it feel like that last part is a lie, but it… almost? Made sense?

“Then take it back!” Ellen told him, the very picture of "stubborn". It's not like Maddie didn't know where she got that from.

“He won’t listen to me any more than he has to." David replied, his matter-of-fact tone of voice was harder to read but if she had to guess it was... Hurt? "If Maddie tells him to go, he will. He’s her new bodyguard and companion, she’s the boss as far as he’s concerned.” She could easily imagine him giving a helpless shrug.

“So… You got me a really weird dog? I’m not allowed to have a normal dog. Why’d you think this is a good idea?” Maddie asks, still checking the not-quite-down making a mess of her bed. Turns out whatever it was, was clingy as glitter. Was it just from static? From the form, or was this from it being "digital"?

“Still a dragon, kiddo. Besides, he can talk! That means there's a lot less messy guesswork than a dog.”  David sounded close to laughing at the "mess".

“Is that right?” Ellen’s voice could freeze water.

Maddie looked at the yellow slowly engulfing her sleeve as a sacrifice to reclaim her bedsheets and nodded that her mom kinda had a point. She wasn't sure if her dad could see them from her webcam or anything. The light wasn't on, but it shouldn't have been hard for him to override that sort of thing.

On the other end David sounded more at a loss, but a moment of thought got something to come to him. “If you don’t want him in the house, Maddie can tell him to stay with me. Or stay in Reign of Winter for that matter. That’s a popular spot right now.”

Maddie scoffed, “I mean yeah, but I’m pretty sure the admins will notice he’s not exactly using a player model. Not unless he makes a normal account-“

“I don’t mean “popular” with people, Maddie.” She hears a bit of laughter in his tone. “These Digimon are already trying to find places for themselves beyond Yggdrasil’s "Digital world" or our UI-based space. They love being able to play with people, and games with PvP to test their skills in particular. Games with VR are even better. The admins couldn’t stop them if they wanted to, and right now? If they’re trying to kick any of them, it’s not working, and players are reacting positively to them. I can see some companies already willing to profit from this once they have some idea of what's going on.”

“So, these things are already invading?” Ellen was trying to keep her expression firm but her shaking hand betrayed there was as much fear as anger in it.

“These refugees are trying to find where they fit in best with us." David corrected her, voice somewhat sad. "They don’t have anywhere else to go.”

“You just said they had a world-“

“You can see Ryudamon. Feel him, smell him." David cut her off, and for the first time Ellen cautiously reached out to rub a "feather" between her fingers. "They’re all like this, they’re "digital" but they were meant to be interacted with in the same way humans are. Feelings, senses, body functions, the works. Listen, Ellen-“ David’s words caught on himself, hating what he had to say. “I may not be “real” to you anymore, but can you really say he isn’t? What more do you want?”

“You are real, dad, of course, you are!” Maddie snapped, looking from her computer to her mother's conflicted face accusingly.

“Thanks kiddo, but you know what I mean." His words were impossibly soft. "UI can’t do what they can. Not without trying to add their code to ours to be like them. I’m not up for trying that just yet, but Laurie is. She’s with Cody right now, in their home, not on her server.”

A strained noise got stuck Ellen's throat and she looked like she was going to be sick.

As angry as her mom's shock made her, Maddie felt too numbed to lash out at it.

“They can let you come back? Like, more than this?” Maddie’s voice quivered.

“I’m not risking this without knowing what it could cost.” His voice was quiet and Ellen stormed out of the room. He gave a sigh so Maddie knew he at least heard that much clearly. “So, how do you want to do this, kiddo?”

Maddie gave it some thought as she looked around her room. It’s not exactly "small", bigger than her room at Grandma's was, and she can already see things Ryudamon probably knocked over with his tail. But if her dad was right he’s basically a person? A weird looking one, who will listen to her. And that sounds… pretty nice actually.

“I’ll… see if I can convince mom to let him stay." She smiled to herself softly. "And if I can’t you two can keep each other company, right?” She asked hopefully.

“Of course.”

“I’ll be back later, ‘kay dad?” She walked over to her laptop to give it a parting pat, still unsure if he was using it for anything. Felt less weird than treating her phone as where he "was".

“You better, I thought we have some quests for later.” His teasing voice made her beam. She hadn't even had anyone to play with in RoW for years.

Now she might have two.

“Yeah! Think Ryudamon could work as a mount?" She asked with maybe too much excitement. "I mean, he has a saddle on him.”

David laughed, “I thought not wanting a mount was why you went with the wings?”

“No, I just wanted them! I can still use a mount if I wanted to!” She snickered back.

“Think you could give him a lift too?” His voice was somewhere between teasing and sarcasm, but that could be a real factor.

Her wings also let her bypass traps and some obstacles her dad couldn't even when he was mounted. Not without going for a Pegasus upgrade or using a temporary item for a flight buff.

“Hmmm. No clue." She hummed to herself and shrugged. "I’ll check how heavy he is here first, it’s not like the stuff he’s wearing is metal.”

“Goood luck with that.”

Yeah, she’ll need it. The dino might be longer than she is tall. But maybe data isn’t dense? Won’t know till she tries!

“See ya, love you dad!”

Maddie definitely didn’t scamper down the stairs, interrupting a chilly stare-off between her mom and her new… Friend? Pet? Friend-pet. The tension would have stopped her in her tracks, but her socks make her slide on the kitchen floor.

Ellen closed her eyes in contemplation as she nursed a coffee. Ryudamon played with an apple in his claws, testing the weight and seeing if he could peel it without a knife with no success.

She was really lucky it’s the weekend. She’s not sure what these two would have done without her keeping an eye on them.

“Sooo. Ryudamon, is it?” Maddie tried to act casual but they all know they were well past this.

“Yes, mistress!” The beastie eagerly accepted her attention, tail wagging again.

If dragons were based on dinosaur bones, and dinosaurs evolved into birds, why the heck did he do a dog thing anyway? Is there "dog" data in there?

“Do you have to call me that?” She asked instead, not hiding how unimpressed she was at their attempt at formality.

“What would you rather I call you, Mistress Maddie?” He asked with a curious tilt of his head.

“Just Maddie is fine.” Maddie insisted, but that just made his tail droop. Might as well praise him for not getting her name entirely wrong. “Thanks for not going for the full “Madison” by the way.”

“Master Maddie?” Ryudamon offered as a compromise with a sneaky look in his eyes, darting back and forth like he’s checking for someone to catch him in the act.

She shook her head at him with a grin, “Nope.”

“Grandmistress Maddie?” He tried again with an attempt at Bambi eyes.

They'd be a lot more effective if that didn't just make him look even more like a displaced mascot character.

“Not a chance.” She grinned wider.

“Listen here.” Ellen cut in, pointing at the armored creature and getting his full attention with the motion. “Maddie’s my kid, before she’s “your” kid, got it? My word here is law, and if I say you can’t do something, and Maddie tries to tell you that you can, guess who’s right?”

Ryudamon was not a foolish Dinosamurai. “You will be, Grandmistress Ellen.”

“Okay, scrap the mistress part.” Ellen nodded and stressed the point.

“Grandmaster Ellen.” He corrected himself with a sage nod.

“Better.”

“Normal mistress Maddie”. He glanced to the side to see if getting "outranked" would have changed her own feelings on the matter.

Maddie groaned, “Whhhy though? Aren't we supposed to be friends? Friends don't need titles or anything.”

“Because you are my Tamer above all else, and I want others to know of your status as such." He raised his snout proudly. Recognizing that might be a bit too presumptuous he gave both her and Ellen a small humble bow. "Besides, I am but a guest in your world. It pays to be as respectful as I can to all of those that came before me here.”

Maddie sighed. She’ll have to think of something less stuffy for him to use instead later or accept her fate. But he’s given her something to work with.

“Tamer, huh? So, what are “Tamers” supposed to do?" She asked, giving a shoulder plate a poke. "You look pretty tamed to me.”

He straightened himself to a fuller height, preening at the perceived compliment. “I am a particularly clever rookie, I'll have you know, mistress. I’m no stranger to working in packs, though pairs are my preference.”

“So, I’m your pair?” She asked, taking the apple he had been playing with before to add to her breakfast.

“Certainly!” Ellen glared at him over her mug, making him stumble over his words. “I- That is to say, I dislike solitude and am eager to do whatever is needed of me to be a productive member of this unit. But my personal priority will always be the safety and security of mistress Maddie and all she holds dear.”

“Like, if Samara ever tries anything again?” Maddie raised a brow.

The girl had looked about to pee herself over her mom threatening to kick her ass. What would a dragon do to her, even when it's this cutesy?

“I don’t know what a Samara is but if they are a bother to you I will take care of it in whichever way you see fit.” He nodded to himself with confidence.

Ellen seemed satisfied with his answer there, and got her stuff together to go out. She gave Maddie a firm order to stay inside for the day, which worked fine for her.

“”Samara” is a human.” Maddie told him, and let herself hiss to herself. "She's not exactly a fan of mine. Not that I know why or anything. She and her friends have been pretty terrible to me."

Ryudamon looked thoughtful at that. “So, eating her I presume would be a negative?” He said it so matter-of-factly that Maddie nearly choked on a muffin. He immediately took a stance behind her, looking ready to try a Heimlich to help, before she assured him her coughs have dislodged it to put him back at ease.

Ryudamon glared at the remaining half-a-muffin warily, assessing this delicious yet traitorous threat.

Maddie glared at him in return, “Is eating people "normal" for you?”

“No, but I’m always open to suggestions." He gave a shrug. "Other Digimon do have it in their instincts, so it’s not impossible. Even in conflicts with other Digimon, eating them outright isn’t necessarily common. It depends on how much they need the data and their preferences on processing it.”

“So, you fight each other to take the others’ data to get stronger? Like farming enemies in a video game?” She asked, trying to get a better picture.

Her dad had mentioned they liked PvP, and yeah this guy's wearing armor, but he didn't seem to be all that aggro. Not like she'd expect a violent species to be or anything.

“I presume so. If that is common in the game you and Master David enjoy, then yes!” Ryudamon nodded to himself brightly.

“Is there a way I can check how much you need to level up, or something?”

Ryudamon reached into his saddle and pulled out a smartwatch of some sort with weird-looking code on a rotating ring around the screen, urging her to put it on.

As soon as she did the screen comes to life, showing off a gold symbol like a sun creating a massive ray of light.

“This is your Digivice, all tamers have them. This can be used to check on either of us and the bond we share. Yours, in particular, comes attuned to one of the crests which can further enhance our kind. A very high honor, each helping cement the bonds between worlds. You were the second human child chosen.”

“Who was the first?” She asked.

“The bearer of Knowledge.” Ryudamon rotated the dial for her four times so it showed a collection of 11 symbols. “Yours is “Hope”, he is that purple one there.” He pointed to one of of them that actually had a color to it, though there was also a red heart.

Seeing that had her attention he elaborated. “That one is for the adult bearing “Love”, the one chosen by Mistress Laurie.”

From what Maddie’s seen of them both, that’s probably Cody. That’s his motivation.

Ryudamon pointed to a gray one with a bit of a glow to it, that she'd previously mistaken as being grayed out like the others. “That one is “Reliability”, chosen by Master Chanda.”

Chanda? Another UI maybe? Are there really that many already? No clues about who that could be.

Three symbols had more color to them than the others, but aren’t as lit up. “Those are in a strange spot presently. Crests are meant to be held by humans, and being UI seems to be interfering with their ties to them. Master David’s is Kindness, the one like a budding flower. Mistress Laurie’s is Light, the pink star, and Master Chanda’s is Courage, the orange sun.”

So that was one guess right, but she was still equally clueless.

He points to two others that have a bit of brown to them, “Those are the Golden Crests, which have never been held by a human directly but still influence us through their sacred digimentals. Miracles and Fate.”

"Never been held" felt like it was a weird way to put it. Not if these things had never been to Earth and met humans before. But she nodded along.

Maddie points at the remaining eye and teardrop, “And those?”

“Friendship and Sincerity." He nodded to them respectively. "I expect they’ll show up should a human and Digimon find each other naturally, rather than being directly chosen by Almighty King Yggdrasil like the others have been.”

“Do you know why I got “Hope”?” Maddie asked, “How any of us get picked for this?”

“Our King saw you, and saw these as your greatest personal strengths. Hope is a particularly important one for us, a crest of the Great Angels. I don’t know how it will affect me, if I’ll be made more angelic too.” He looked wistful at it and turned over a paw, like he was looking for signs of any changes.

“Interesting,” Maddie knows it’s pretty lame to say out loud but she doesn’t know what else to say to that. He seems happy enough with it. “How much does “Knowledge” have about this stuff? If he was just chosen by your “God” directly and all.”

“Probably less than I’ve given you to be honest.” Ryudamon cocked his head with his eyes shut as he considered it, “Knowledge’s crest isn’t about what you do know; it’s what you can know, the way you see the world, and the internal drive to seek answers to what you don’t yet understand. Our King tested him, and he passed, and while I’m unsure how it came to be, I believe it may have directly affected his partner. " He gave a shrug and pointed to her "Digivice". "You could just ask him.”

“How am I supposed to contact him? Is there a map on this or something?” She tried clicking through the menus, but Ryudamon stopped her and brought it back to the crest collection.

“There is a compass for finding me or other Digimon that have made it to earth, but this intended to be a call screen. See here.” Ryudamon poked at the purple symbol with a claw, and it overtook the screen.

“H-hey, I didn’t say I wanted to do anything!” She panicked and already felt her face begin to burn.

“Who the hell is this?” A boy’s voice comes from the watch and Maddie cautiously looked at the screen.

A brown-haired boy dressed in black in a dark room glared back. He was definitely older than her, but a lot more ragged judging from the bags under his eyes and he was none too pleased.

“H-hiii there." She gave a nervous partial wave with her free hand. "Umm. Guess we’re in the same club?” Maddie hoped her smile seemed more on the friendly side than the oh-god-why-smite-me-now side.

“How did you-“ He looked frustrated at the watch more than her (she hoped) before taking a breath with a look up at his ceiling. “Dumb question, watch is already weird. Might as well come with built-in contacts." He shrugged to himself before looking back down at her, unimpressed but less angry now. "How old even are you, a middle schooler?”

“Hey! I’m in high school!" She quickly objected. "You can't be that much older than me!”

“Indeed, Mistress Maddie is a “Freshman”!” Ryudamon chimed in, making the boy’s eyes widen and Maddie bite her lip in panic.

“Hey, not helping!” She hissed at him in her embarrassment.

Ryudamon cocked his head in confusion, “Why would it not?”

“Because “Freshman” is what we call the kids who just stopped being middle schoolers.” The boy informed him with something like a smirk.

“Still in high school!” She snapped back, but he seemed to ignore her.

“That your creature? It can talk?” He looked closer at the screen but probably couldn’t see Ryudamon so Maddie adjusted the angle to give him a better look. He looked begrudgingly impressed and Ryudamon grinned at the positive assessment.

“Yeah, aren’t they supposed to do that?” Maddie asks, “Dad acted like that was normal.”

“Your dad?” He repeated looking and sounding extremely skeptical. Something in the background chittered, getting the boy’s attention, “So why can’t you talk, huh?” More chitters.

Ryudamon perked up, “Is that a Kodokugumon?” Even more chitters gave a reply. “Salutations! This is Mistress Maddie, what does your tamer call himself?”

“A… What?” Yeah, Maddie can’t keep up with that. “Ryudamon, you can’t just go telling people’s real names to someone you don’t know! This is like rule one of internet safety!”

“Apologies Mistress.” Ryudamon caught more of the bug-like noises. “Master… Gage then, is it?”

The boy looked ready to panic when Ryudamon made it sound like his name was shared, but settled at hearing Gage is what his partner gave out. Meaning that’s not his real name.

Wait…

“Hold up. Is that your username, from TOR?" Maddie asked and felt her nose wrinkle a bit. "Are you the same Gage who gave my dad's chat log to Laur- Uh, AngryAngel?” She corrected.

“Valkyrie1284?” He replies just as skeptically, “The one who ghosted me?”

“O-okay. Listen, I’m sorry about that but Laurie said you were being watched and-“ Maddie turned her attention to Ryudamon instead, “Is that what she thought was watching him? Your King thing? She told me it was Logorhythms!”

“Excuse me?!” She wasn't unsure which part of this conversation is upsetting him more, but definitely couldn’t blame him.

“Nonsense, if Almighty King Yggdrasil wishes to watch someone that is their right, a mere UI wouldn’t have even noticed." Ryudamon scoffed. "If she said it was Logorhythms, it was Logorhythms.”

“A what now?! You better start talking sense or we’re done here.” He’s mad but the chittering thing Maddie couldn’t see tried to get his attention again.

He doesn’t seem to understand it any more than Maddie does, but Ryudamon can. “According to Kodokugumon-“

“Okay, first off this is…” Gage takes a moment, either he’s making it up on the fly or just felt awkward saying it out loud, “Phineas, not whatever that mess is.”

“Understood." Ryudamon nodded, before continuing where he was cut off. "Phineas is very confident they have already taken care of any and all possible bugs within Master Gage’s systems, so neither he nor Mistress Laurie have anything to be concerned about.”

“Who’s Laurie?” Gage asked, mildly less upset but looking down at whatever his "partner" was instead of glaring at Maddie so that was a plus.

“Laurie Lowell, the UI you were talking to online, she helped me get my dad out of Logorythms yesterday,” Maddie told him. It's not like he could tell anyone else without putting his own little secrets at risk. If her "dad" being involved with her partner surprised him, his parents must both be in the dark. “They’re both UI, and there’s at least one more. Or at least she was a UI when she contacted me. Laurie might be more like a Digimon now, according to dad.”

“The UI I was talking to? Are you serious right now? That attack was you?” Gage rubbed his face as he processed the information and his chittering friend reached up high enough for Maddie to assume they were pestering to get on screen, though he tried to shoo them off. “Not sure that’s a good plan bud.” 

Angry chitters ensued. For something non-verbal it was very talkative, as much as she could gather. And it had little gloved paws, so clothes are kinda "normal". 

“I am being serious.” He gave it a gentler look than she’d expect with his attitude.

“Oh, come on, how bad can it be if you named it Phineas?” Maddie gave a bit of a snort before she recognized the combination. Score one for having a historian for a mom. “Oh! Phineas and Gage? As in the guy from the crowbar case?”

“Surprised you caught that.” He raised a brow, he looks genuine enough about the compliment.

“Shouldn’t you be the “Phineas” so your non-verbal buddy could be “Ferb”?” Maddie smothers a bit of a laugh as he grimaced. Guess he wasn't a fan of cartoons.

“Okay, you know what?” That was not a friendly smile on his face. “Fine. C’mere Phin.”

She should have taken the hint, but her curiosity got the better of her. Right up into she got a face full of spider-thing waving "hello". “GAAAA!”

“Told you so.” She doesn’t know if Gage was talking to Phin or her given the former’s sad sounding chittering, but yeah, Maddie kinda asked for that.

“Mistress, it’s just a Kodokugumon.” Ryudamon almost looked embarrassed for her from her outburst.

“Okay, nowhere in that word does it say it’s a spider!” She tried to argue.

“That’s literally what “Gumo” means, mistress,” Ryudamon deadpanned with disappointment. “It's Japanese. Just like the “Ryu” in mine, means dragon. They are the “child”, “Ko”, version of Dokugumon, the poisonous spider monster.”

“There’s a BIGGER one!?” Maddie said a bit louder than intended, making even Gage slide back a bit.

“We all get bigger, mistress. That’s our goal. Even you’ll get bigger in time, as I understand it.” Ryudamon said with what could have actually been sarcasm.

Gage looked at his partner skeptically, “And where were you going to tell me about the “poisonous” part there, pal?”

Phineas crawled to sit on the top of Gage’s headrest and made a show of showing him their gloves with the cartoon skulls on them.

Gage looked between the symbols and the watch with something like bemusement. “Okay, I get the point. But if you get anyone sick, I’m not taking the fall for you.”

"You misunderstand, Master Gage." Ryudamon corrected. "Kodokugumon can't create their own venom yet, but can safely extract it from other sources to put on their gloves for their protection. Provided they have no access to any toxins, they are mostly harmless. Your digivice should have been able to tell you as much."

It doesn’t have a normal mouth but Phineas was definitely pouting from both the chiding and exposure. Even its fur looked droopy.

Gage raised a brow at the bug. "No, Phin, that's a good thing. There's a lot of food humans eat that can be toxic to animals but this means you'd probably be fine. Hopefully. So, less complaints here if you want to try more things that aren't my tech."

The spider perked up curiously at that, and Maddie gave a curious glance at her own partner too. What are "dragons" supposed to eat?

Ryudamon didn't notice and changed the subject, “What’s a crowbar case?”

“A guy got an iron rod stuck through his head but survived.” Maddie rattled from hazy memories and shrugged. “He was kinda a raging asshole or something after it though.”

Phineas turned to face Gage and opened its mandibles, looking aghast as a spider could hope to manage. It looked between him and the screen and chittered again, smaller mouth visibly making the noise for the first time.

“That remains to be seen,” Ryudamon replied, looking very unimpressed by the older teen in question. Angry chitters ensued, the critter waving its tiny fists at him.

“You callin’ me an asshole?” Gage looked at Ryudamon skeptically but seemed mostly amused at Phin’s attempt to “defend his honor”.

“Ryudamon, that’s rude,” Maddie stated but doesn’t disagree with him. Gage noticed that and raised a brow. “I mean, you are a teenager. So kinda part of the territory. And you’re the one who took the name in the first place, so…” She shrugged back at him.

“Yeah, fair enough," He snorted before giving a tired sigh. “So those chips Phin found were some sort of bug?” He side-eyed the spider which bounced in place like a full-body nod. “And on top of Logorhythms, something else "important" found me. Greeeeat.” He rubs his temple and put more weight on one arm of his chair.

“Yeah. According to both dad and Ryudamon, Yggdrasil is what their host program calls itself. It’s the one that chose people to be “tamers” for these little guys.” She decided to give him everything, unsure of what it could all mean by herself so she could use any insight he could give. “Specifically, Ryudamon said it chose you first. Then others like me after you did it a favor or solved like, a riddle maybe?”

Something looked like it was coming together for him. eyes looking upwards in thought as he gave a thoughtful nod. “’Kay. Yeah. Last night I found a code someone on the Dark Web was working on and fixed it up. AngryAngel started talking to me after I gave "her" a hand with a math problem like this too, but they'd only "talk" through math or emoji. Guess you're saying that's standard for "UI"?" He paused until Maddie nodded.

He muttered something to himself asking about "safety precautions" or "troubles with preserving Broca's or Wernicke's regions" before waving the thought aside and pointing at his spider.

"This time, an eggsack popped out of my computer and left me with this before my machine spoke nonsense and thanked me.” He scritched the side of Phineas’s head. “I take it you didn’t have to do anything that complicated?" His eyes locked back to Maddie’s, "Sounds like the second Logorhythm hack was something different.”

“Yeah, way different." She agreed, kinda concerned that whatever their "King" was would get that invasive. "I woke up this morning and Ryudamon was in my house, freaking out my mom.”

Both brows raised at that, “You’ve already got your folks dragged into this?”

“Dad’s part of why I got him, and yeah I mean, how was I supposed to hide him?” Maddie hoped Gage could tell just how big Ryudamon is from the screen.

"Not screaming at my face would have been a better start," Ryudamon muttered to himself.

Gage opened his mouth to respond to Ryudamon’s version of events, but thought better of it. Instead, he picked up his phone to make a point. “Keep him on the ‘net for starters. Phin’s even able to hop into my watch as a storage option.”

“Easy for you to say, Phin’s like…” She tried to find an easy comparison that looks about right and remembered her room, “The size of an average squishable! You could easily pass him off as a toy or something!”

He gave a skeptical look between her and Phineas, “Do I look like a plushie kinda guy to you, kid?”

Maddie blushed, angry. “Okay, but I’m not wrong. Nothing wrong with having toys around!”

He moved on, nothing worth arguing there but still curious, “And last night, none of these other symbols were colored but mine. Now three are.”

“Yup. Me, and two others.” She kept her theory about the “Love” bearer to herself this time.

“Don’t be as stupid to just call them out of nowhere like this, got it?” He looked serious, leaning closer to the screen. “You said it yourself, this is a basic safety issue. You’re just a kid, and you lucked out this time. We don’t know what the others could be like.”

“Yeah, wasn’t going to. I didn’t mean to, Ryudamon was just showing me how this Digivice thing worked." She scowled at her unrepentant partner before looking back to Gage apologetically. "Didn’t mean to bother you.”

“It’s cool.” Gage looked really tired. “Thanks for sharing what you could, I think it could be helpful.”

“Yeah, hope that makes us more even?” She gave a nervous smile and a shrug.

He gave it a thought and smirked back, “Maybe. We’ll see.”

“If anything else comes up, should we continue using TOR Chat or is this okay? If this tech isn’t local it’s less likely to be tracked or anything, right?”

Gage shook his head. “This feels like it should be an emergency thing, I didn’t get the option to reject your call, only to hang up.”

“Right, got it.” She nodded, unsure if she should be the one to hang up now. Was that a dismissal?

He ruffled his hair and looked like he thought he was making a mistake, “He said your name is Maddie, right?”

She grit her teeth but didn’t want to look at him, her cheeks and ears burning again.

“Don’t worry about it. I’m Caspian.” He said it with a type of regret he’s made his peace with. “That should make us more even.”

She didn’t expect that but she gave him a grateful smile. “Thanks, tell you if anything else weird turns up?”

“Oooor, you can try keeping your head down, little Ms. “Let’s DDOS a Megacorp!”,” Caspian said with an unneeded amount of sarcastic energy at the title.

“Naaah, I got this.” She hoped she looked smugger than she felt.

He gave half a chuckle, “Famous last words.” Satisfied he cut the connection.

She immediately let her head fall to the table like she was held up by strings he cut too.

Woooo, boy. That’s a lot. So.

Maddie has a pet talking dinosaur, her dad lives in a computer, her mom has even more reasons to be pissed at her, an edgelord teen she met online basically has her number, and there are more of these weird creatures coming. Might even combine with UI so they could make "living in a computer" more of a vacation home.

She groaned into the wood, “The heck am I supposed to do now?”

Ryudamon bumped her shoulder, “You could show me the game you and your dad like? Since Grandmaster Ellen said we need to remain homebound. We can see what else is new in there.”

She smiled at him and gave a scritch near his chin, which he seemed embarrassed about but accepted anyway. “Sure, sounds as good as anything else. Is the saddle just for show, or do you think I’m too big?”

He puffed out his chest, “I can carry you easily, regardless of worlds, of that I’m certain.”

“Might as well test that then. But don’t try doing anything too wild in there, okay?”

“Of course! I’ll follow all the rules I’m able to, my lady.”

They got to her room and she set up her machine, already seeing her dad in full armor waiting for her. Before she got her headset on, she saw Ryudamon reduce himself to something between pixels and binary, jumping ahead of her into the screen before materializing identical to how he looked in person.

She took a deep breath before plunging in herself, excited for whatever was to come.

Chapter 5: Imperfect Measures

Summary:

The last of the first partners descend to Earth. Prasad still has a debt to pay.

Notes:

Guess who just remembered what "Canon typical violence" really means when one half is Chanda's section of Pantheon and the other is a Digimon work not aimed at kids? I'm not super confident on action scenes so what works or doesn't work would be helpful, and with the last of the first "intros" done we'll be settling into bouncing between the different sets for a bit, so we'll be back to Caspian and then the Kims after that.

Chapter Text

Sami stepped out into a decrepit former electronics store in the slums of Mumbai, and a touch to a single shackle hidden as a bracelet allowed him to make a mirage for his guide. A simple glamor, not one the UI will feel anything through, but enough to allow him to show Sami this new world unimpeded.

They remember Earth, but their memory of it that was clearest was of Shibuya, Japan. It is refreshing that they haven't been limited to the island nation this time.

They likewise remember that it is “odd” for children to travel alone in many of these nations, particularly when they are well-kept and in less generous areas. Appearances do serve their purposes, but they don’t wish to change theirs. Adulthood ill suited them.

Vinod took in the illusion they bestowed upon him with well-deserved awe.

“What am I in control of right now? Can people see me too?” He said like he expected a drone with a camera hidden by mist or similar trickery as he tried using an old darkened monitor as a mirror. Sami chuckled to themselves at how easily he was impressed.

“Parts of my sensory data. You should be able to pick things up as well.” They can worry about how to "talk" like a child later. They enjoy showing off, and are eager to be shown off to in return. “Think of it as if I had given you the features and collision data my wings typically require, with none of the possible drawbacks.”

“You can see through those?” The man was a little slow if he really needed to ask, but amusingly so. Better to linger on that than how permitting contact data would be akin to every little thing Vinod so much as brushed by amounting to poking the God-child he was acting as a part of with an unpredictable stick.

“Every feather, hair, and scraping are a part of myself, eyes are a needless formality. Same with the other senses.” Sami neglected to point out that their senses go beyond a human’s expected five to keep this short. “So, where are we headed, "Father"?”

That got Vinod’s full attention, as if he only now noticed where they were and ushered the false child out into the fresh air. He was in a full rush to get them into a safer part of the city, but there was hardly a need.

Something almost feels nostalgic with the bustle of life, but it had been so long since they had been able to simply exist in a colony without causing everyone around them to change. Either out of the reverence of worship or the fear that accompanies true greatness whether it’s desired or not.

Sights, smells, and even the taste in the air unrelated to the emotional energies constantly shifting around them were comforting in their own way. They distantly recognize they’ve missed it, though no Digimon society they’ve been a part of could reach this level of advancement before they were made more a caretaker to it.

It was beautiful with all of its flaws. Just as the digital world always was. Their lungs feel heavy at recognition.

How long until that beauty stops being enough again? For all these imperfections to become problems in dire need of fixing, not individualities to appreciate and accommodate with their due respect. Honeymoons never last and Their love has so often proved… Destructive.

Chanda didn’t notice when the eager eyes accepting everything this strange new world had to offer turned somber. He was too used to it all, honeymoon period long gone had he ever had that joy.

If he hadn’t, would he have needed Lucemon to be by his side? Would “Sami” have been a different child, a normal human alongside the free man?

Was being sealed inside the limited technologies man has reached too soon part of what caused this desensitization?

Is this simply humanity’s “normal”, as it was so common for Digimon to also take routines for granted?

Their eyes narrowed at the adult's back in contemplation. They saw him beckoning to a vehicle.

They were too proud to pout over being denied the full urban Mumbai experience by being inside the slow container with seating. But their eyes stayed glued to the windows, still trying to take in as much as they could from their limited vantage point. They were fully aware of their companion chuckling at them, but dismissed any annoyance that might have brought in favor of recording as much as possible for later analysis.

The driver asked something about Sami being a tourist, but Chanda corrected him in that the child was just new to the area, meeting family for the first time. These things aren’t untrue, but Sami got the impression both think they’re not being fully understood by the young stranger just because they aren’t speaking in English. They don’t bother correcting either for now, but Vinod will need to be taught better.

They aren’t too proud to accept the benefits of being underestimated just yet, certainly not when they’ve got so many new things to discover and understand. To be underestimated is to be talked down to or educated on subjects without asking, which can prove useful when gathering intel is one’s current objective.

If the offense was truly meant, Sami will remember this driver's face for future use. Retribution would be swift and simple.

Chanda has them taken to an apartment complex. He took a moment to look up at a particular balcony. That must be what Sami will call home in the analog world.

They note the building's layout as they're ushered to an elevator, still trying to take in all they can until they can get a taste of how the human's "digital" world overlays with what they experience. Human ways of compensating for their intentionally limited means of movement was fascinating in its own way. Flight was common enough among Digimon that similar architecture typically was the result of imported human data rather than a genuine discovery or pursuit of design.

Reaching the desired door put their exercise to a halt, as tempted as they were to intentionally overshoot the door Vinod stopped at so they could see just a little more. Meeting their human handler should be treated with respect and permit no distractions.

Chanda noticed how Sami straightened themselves, ensuring not a hair was out of place, and put a hand on their shoulder. "You've nothing to worry about. I promised."

"I'm well acquainted with the values of "promises" that can't be enforced. You shouldn't speak on another's behalf." Sami rolled their eyes, their serious expression betraying their age before coaching it into one more innocently childlike. "Making a good first impression is important for us; if you mess up you might not live long enough to get a second!"

Chanda nodded an unsettled understanding, looking distressed at this obvious fact of life among Digimon. But he swallowed down any misgivings to look his own best before knocking on his mother's door.

"Vinod!" The old woman is delighted to see the man, and Sami can see the resemblance though diluted. "I'm glad to see you looking well, you had me worried."

"Sorry, Amma." The post-human's smile was sincere but tainted by traumas the old woman would likely choose to not see. "I was… going through a difficult time, but things are looking a lot better now." Chanda put a hand on Sami’s back, ushering them inside to take a seat.

The movement helped to get her attention. She lowered herself to look them in the eyes as she smiled kindly. "I'm sure, you must be Sami." They nodded and her grin grew, though they saw questions she wasn't going to ask hiding in her own eyes. "I hope you'll be able to keep my Vinod out of trouble."

They accepted the task with a deep bow, getting a laugh. As they raised their head they took in more of her abode.

It's a decent apartment, the most notable thing being her clear love of greenery. Potted plants grace many surfaces in addition to hanging from macrame. 

Orchids, succulents, and others Sami is aware of but far different from the flora of the digital realm. They are reminded of a Rosemon they knew once, before she lost her Tiferet of Light's blessing.

The Queen of Flowers never lost that passion for them, only her pride in being the loveliest by far. And to be fair, while this woman was elderly she is still far fairer than how the curse left the fairy.

"Amma, please." Chanda scratched the back of his head, a mix of embarrassment and appreciation for her concern. "I'm supposed to take care of him."

"Babies are to take care of." His mother gave him a chiding look. "Children aren't as helpless, there can be more give and take. If you want to take care of him you can't go pushing yourself too hard."

"So can I give him a bedtime?" Sami asked just to stir the pot, earning a laugh from the woman and a faux-appalled look from their father figurehead. Sami smirked up at him, "That’s not a "no"."

Vinod shook his head at the "boy". "Then I'm saying no. I have a lot of important work to do, that's why I need you here for now."

"But "Grand" parents should be ranked higher than ungrand ones, yes?" Sami asked with as innocent an expression as they could manage. This time he's rightly unconvinced.

"Why aren't you a clever one?" Sami's smug smile widened at Preethi's approving tittering.

"By a half." Chanda chides, tousling Sami’s hair as if that makes him even. It didn't take much to force the hairs to stay together and resist this would-be slight.

She smiled gently at them, "Two peas in a pod." Mrs. Chanda beckoned them like a cat and they indulged her, letting her faux-whisper in their ear. "My Vinod was much the same at your age. People just say that less when you get bigger." Her smile was more conspiratorial this time, which they easily returned.

"Thank you for doing this, I'm sorry to spring this on you. I was hoping it could have been a pleasant surprise on my next vacation. But things are…" Chanda struggled on the lie. "Tense at the company right now. Prasad wants this project to stay very close to the chest. I promise Sami’s a great kid."

"All children are Beta, no need to worry. Though I would have preferred for you to have a partner's support first." She shook her head with a well-meant scowl at his supposedly self-inflicted circumstances but smiled at her boy when she looked up at him. "I'm still proud of you."

"So until things at Alliance go back to normal I'll be staying with Baba?" Sami asked, noting too late he had chosen the wrong name. They didn't show regret, so she shouldn't recognize it as a mistake.

"Oh! Is that the Russian one?" Preethi looked at the boy impressed. They're glad she is versed enough to get the intent.

"I think the kid who used that for his guardian was Japanese." Sami’s lies flowed easily, though they doubt Vinod would take any notes. "Is that okay?"

"Of course, whatever makes you comfortable dear!" She laughed to herself far too pleased at a title bestowed far too quickly for it to be genuine.

Chanda raised a brow at their error, but they are sure he can't argue with results. They are far less likely to mislabel her this way than if they had used "Dadi" as previously discussed. Not until that language comes as naturally to them as English and Japanese both do.

They may still use that later if they need to butter her up. Anything to allow them to have an upper hand.

Preethi mistook Vinod's disappointment for concern. "Don’t you worry, we'll have a great time."

His expression softened at her, though there was fear darkening the corners of his face. "I'm sure you will, and hopefully I'll be able to join you soon." He checked his watch as a formality, "I'm sorry, but I have a meeting coming up. If either of you need anything just call me, alright?"

This wasn't untrue: The UI had planned to convene to share more notes on their situation, and possibly have an audience with the Deva-to-be about how to ensure proper distribution between man's cyberspaces and the true Digital World. Vinod likely had more to gain with the 12 child Generals than his fellow post-humans.

"I've done this before Vinod, go ahead." She waved her son along, ignoring the regret in his eyes as he gave them both a last look. After he closed the door she shook her head. "Honestly, that boy would light himself on fire to give others a sun."

Sami laughed a bit too harshly at the metaphor.

"So," Preethi gave the angel another conspiratorial smile, "What do you like to do for fun, Sami?"

"Explore." The word hardly took a thought and Sami let themselves take a look out her balcony to the streets below. "I enjoy reading too." They called back over their shoulder, rocking on their heels while holding the metal in what they felt should seem like a childish waste of energy.

"Any games?" She asked, looking as genuinely curious as one can with children.

"I'm too competitive to play with others, physical or electronic." They gave a shrug with a waved hand, hoping this would make their isolation appear reasonable.

"I see. Vinod had himself a temper too." She pulled a bit more from them than they expected, but they're not displeased by her intuition. "Is it about being the best, or not wanting to lose?"

They stared at her over their shoulder for longer than they should have. But they felt this was worth answering, seeing how they did give it genuine thought. "I think I can’t allow that sort of weakness to be known. Even "fair" games of luck are frustrating to fail." Sami looked up at the buildings across the way with a frown.

She nodded thoughtfully, looking to her plants. "Would something to let you express that frustration help? Making friends can do you a lot of good. I'd be a lot less worried about my Vinod if he had more."

They followed her gaze when they noticed her pause but shook their head.

“I’m not fit for a gardener,” Sami nipped the most obvious in the bud. “I over-prune and the waiting leaves me impatient. Even when I know it doesn’t matter what I think they’re “supposed” to look like, if they aren’t what I expect I want to make it change or disappear.”

“That’s fine, little one. There’s other things we could try. Do you think moving your body or entertaining your mind is better here?” She asked, with an alien level of patience to them. “Vinod needed activity to free himself, so his father helped him find boxing, but that doesn’t need to be your solution either.”

Sami will keep that in mind for his “Father’s” needs given how Prasad’s punishment robbed him of proper motion as Vinod could best experience it. 

They can answer this for her, divorced from regrets. “The mind mostly. I don’t want to be violent, I know I should be better than that.”

If this wasn't true they wouldn't want to stay a rookie as much as they did. A champion would avert their fall, but their alternatives are both weak and rough.

She had the wisdom to not speak against them, and looked to her plants in thought. An idea hit her with a pleased start. “I have a place I could show you, it isn’t too far.”

“Not even with your foot?” They asked with mild concern, recalling that being a worry of Chanda's.

“Oh pish, it’ll be fun to introduce you to your new aunties anyway. Come.” She offered them her hand and they accepted it.

She didn't say where they were going, but she also indulged the Lucemon’s desire to investigate. Even with their diversions, it took less than a quarter hour's walk.

Mrs. Chanda beckoned them into what looked like a shabby residence from the front. Inside it was a studio with many forms of finished and naked clay works in the frontmost room.

"I come here when I need more planters, they offer both glazing sessions and sculpting classes." She was rightly proud of her hidden gem. "Would you like to give it a try?"

"It wouldn't cost too much?" They'd rather cover their bases than show their hand, keeping their face neutral despite their curiousity. This would be new for them.

"Not at all. What do you think?" Her smile is too knowing but they don’t mind. "Working clay can be tough, but it's not "destructive", and you can make things for yourself or others from it. Even after it's kilned, if something breaks, you might even fix it with the right bit of glaze. Just because something's been "broken" doesn't mean it can't still be beautiful."

They can see some different crackle glazes and projects waiting for their makers that had pigments added to where pieces had been put back together. Some glazes had even hardened while they were mid-drip. Unpredictable, but still controlled.

These imperfections are passable for now. They need not be for themselves, what couldn't be sold could serve as gifts.

They nodded to themselves with a fist to their chin, and looked at the wise woman. "I'm open to it. I assume early lessons would have me make bowls that suit your plant needs?"

She grins wide with mischief in her eyes. "Found me out, have you? Very clever indeed." She put a hand on their shoulder and rocked them with each praise.

They smileed back satisfied. A melding of elements suited them well enough, being a set of four rather than ten. Earth and water need balance to be shaped as needed, air needs to help it set and be given means of harmless escape or the fire needed to preserve the item completely will instead destroy it.

This woman has proven useful, inactivity in the human world would only cause struggle or insanity.

Now the "meeting people" part, which she so desires from them, may prove an annoyance. But probably unavoidable.

The rest of their day with her proved peaceful, though they refrained from bestowing her with the Digivice she will need. It would be most natural to give it as a gift, particularly now that she's given them reasons for gratitude, but to give it to her too soon would make her aware of "Sami's" inhumanity.

Vinod was clear: his mother is to remain ignorant for as long as it is feasible. She needs no context for it yet, and they can feel the Digivice is not at its complete state yet.

Other tamers will need to work with their partners to achieve that, by proving capable of ascending their Digimon to their final stage of evolution. Not theirs.

Their evolution won't need the bother, nothing would change their destined path and they are already at a god's level.

Her device needs only Their crown's manifestation to take on its true nature. The boring silver trinket and pale gray band of Reliability need not see the light of day.

Not when night promised them trouble.

As the old woman slept, Sami slipped from her quarters, their false form, this flawed physical realm, and began to seek their first partner. They felt his rage calling to them now that he was back in the human's sphere, a beacon to take action whether he was aware of it or not.

He was not where he “should” be. He’s within the walls, the systems, the pipes, of the residence of the man who gave him his chance at false godhood. They know exactly what he desires and their heart soars at the chance to dash it against the floor.

They have their orders, and this is one they will bask in performing.

“Keep my Vinod out of trouble.”

Their word is their bond, being born from a prince of lies doesn’t force dishonesty upon them. Merely creativity in how to best apply their trade by birthright. A tongue as silver as the moon above. The meaning of words waxing and waning just as easily. This application is as straightforward as they get.

The stage was already set by the time they arrive, so they humor this display of power. All of it childish.

Their figurehead father’s prey wasn’t enough of a toad for scalding to spell his end. They knew full well what Ajit Prasad was, everything he’s done beyond even Vinod or the Clan’s understanding. They’ve seen all that he is and will be from his digital trails and records from physical spaces, deals that shouldn't have happened, promises he only kept or enforced for his own benefit. He belonged to Greed, but will not be permitted to draw out their kinsmon.

Only Pride shall be on this planet this night, for as many nights as pleases Them.

Reliability's shackles called to them. The wife, the daughter, the son. Their conditions are stable, but the first two are bleeding fear from their "human's" antics.

First, they had a child to chide. Then they will fulfill all they are obligated to.

They saw Vinod as he truly is, as they give him a taste of all they are.

He saw himself standing in the VR scan of the building he had set ablaze while talking to his murderer’s face on the screen before him, reality reflecting the opposite. Innocents were forced to see the nature of the monster they consider family, the one they owed everything to, with no means to atone for their ignorance.

They appeared to him as if they existed in both spaces at once, levitating to not dirty Their feet on either soil. Toes teasing the ground with the possibility of being blessed by Their greatness, only to be denied.

They appeared to the analog mortals much the same, but with half the sight and not even a fifth of the mind. There is one still missing, trapped in a pointless luxury as they exercised, the boy unaware of the chaos Vinod put in motion for this sacrificial pyre.

Reliability dictates three must be saved. Courage bids the fourth falls. Pride demands what’s owed.

All would have their dues this night.

They ignored the weaklings to address Their charge. He knows he can’t escape Their judgement.

“That is enough Vinod. You forget yourself. Unluckily for you, this is not permissible.” They cocked their head at him like addressing a puppy's mistake.

“Stay out of this Sami.” The fool thinks he has any say here. He's learned to skip words faster than expected, rage stronger than any impression of "expression".

They laughed at him, all sharp teeth and merciless mirth. “You forget what I am. What I’m meant for. Let me remind you, Neophyte.”

They took in the fear of the onlookers, of these innocents, of this arrogant sod. Vinod and Prasad’s rage both, different but both rooted in the fears of an existence being ended before its time. Confusion, chaos, all manners of negativity churned outside as a symbol of greatness burned for all to see since sundown.

They can indulge. They didn’t need to cause harm to put these pebbles in their places.

The energy of evolution engulfs them, body shifting to show Their Fool what He could become a part of if he truly wished for it. Hair longer flowing free with more waves than a standard Fallen, skin still dark, 12 wings of feathers and leathery flesh proudly outstretched to reflect their conflicting energies. The golden wheel of dharma sat bold on their chest.

“I am not "Sami"." They began and Vinod's rage turned from fire to ice as he recognized the chain that bound them wasn't a leash. "I am Samael, no longer merely a memory of the Morning Star. And if you truly wish to play at being a God, I will gladly show you your place.” In their right hand they replicated the analog burning of a sun, the left the digitized essence of deletion. Neither to be let loose, Their message clear. “Beneath. My. Heel.” They permitted physical steps to stress each word.

Chanda showed the fear ignorance had protected him from, even on the bloodied recording, but he stood firm. A testament to his own sun on his right palm.

“You will swallow your Pride, or allow yourself to be swallowed. This is MY Domain." They snuffed out both essences with clenched fists, glaring at their charge. "If you want power, accept those terms or crawl out of mediocrity as the rest of us have. Seek another of the Seven if you dare lose yourself, or find a partner who thinks so little of themselves they will submit to you.” They scoffed with a smirk, “As if any such fool could give you the power to compare to me, even at my weakest.”

“We are no stranger to Pantheons, and not all Gods are created equal, mortal of mine.” Samael the First Messenger continued. Vinod doesn’t break eye contact as the more fragile mortals begged for answers or absolutions. “You are only an ant who learned how to use a magnifying glass after being sacrificed to it, not the sunrays it amplifies to serve your will.”

“Then why do you care what I do?” Chanda didn’t get it. He refused to understand what this partnership was made for.

“I don’t.” They smiled, and used a simple Sleep on the wife and nearby offspring. The swimmer was beginning to struggle above, time running short. They looked to the thing lower than worms and bared their teeth wider. “Make no mistakes. I’m not here for you.” They turned back to their charge, “I’ll grant you this one. There is nothing I can do to my maker that I haven’t already done. No reason to deny you the same.”

Prasad knew his fate, and begged and bribed as had served him well with mortals he hoped to use. He nearly tried to touch Them, the sheer audacity. He lost a hand for that, too simple to process how it happened. The essence of all and that isn’t was but child’s play.

Chanda could keep up, but only enough to recognize how futile any amount of overclocking would be against them despite his efforts to outpace them. The hand was taken by an aura of nothingness, utter deletion that kept what remained beyond it from even bleeding at the loss. Eaten away layer by layer as it had approached the first God of Sin.

It should be a sight Vinod remembered all to well, regarding his own erasure. The speed of it would have denied Ajit any hope of recognizing the similarity.

This was still within the terms of their binding, as much as it would vex Yggdrasil should they learn of the loopholes they had left for Them to exploit. It wasn't an attack, named or not. Merely a thought, even less formed than what they used to bring peace to those unrelated. They ignored the screaming lump of a man as they ascended, taking the sleeping dolls with them to keep this broken set together.

“He needs to pay!” Chanda tried to beseech them, “I want to watch him lose everything.”

“What did I tell you of Pride, Vinod?” They waste the effort to turn their head to face him but don’t stop. He should be grateful for how much consideration they continue to give him.

Once the boy was freed from what would have been his tomb, made to sleep like the others and all safe beyond the fire's reach, They could finish Their lesson.

They faced the Fledgling and would be God-maker both and let Their essence seep further into all places.

Their Crown burned behind their head, the bright red of a dying star. They knew Vinod can read their code now. They still expended the effort to translate the words for these two spoiled children.

The symbols for both the Sun and an Olympian Spirit to prove their status remained a constant.

LEVEL: 666

SYSTEM: LUCIFER

CODE: PRIDE

CAUTION! PURGATORY LEVEL 1

Vinod could see what a crown of sin looked like now, should he strive for this style of greatness. Should he seek to lose himself to the head made to wear it. Clueless to how all the crowns will fit atop Their own should They will it. How far They always stand above the other Kings of Sin, no matter Their form.

And further energy bubbled in Their chest as a laugh.

The crown of Pride changed. Even as They are, the older powers were blessing their actions. Yggdrasil would weep at its folly for uniting them so.

The concentric circles of their code were accepted as part of something greater. The tell-tale rays of Courage burst forth from their edges, Samael gracing this world with twin suns united to serve Their glory.

Chanda’s Crest had made its stance known. Courage and Reliability had spoken. The UI had to accept the scraps Pride was deigning to leave him with.

And stand down he dis, frustrated as it left him. He had his pounds of flesh to play with however he pleased.

“One human loss is merely a curiosity, an accident, a lesser tragedy." Samael recited as They looked down at them both. "Many, a cruelty, horrific, to be avoided." They moved like they were cracking their neck at each break. "The quality of lives lost determine how far it bleeds. You will see my wisdom in this, “Father”.” Their glare left no room for "human" objections when it was leveled solely at Chanda, but the man resisted the instinct to bow.

“What are you?” The worthless tech head managed out through his pain and horror.

They would humor him now that he knew his place in a world he wouldn't be part of for much longer. Their levitation made looking down on him as natural as it was fitting. “Let’s just say "You’re not the only game in town anymore".”

There was a madness to their toothy grin, but they couldn’t care to contain it. He may have seen malice in it, but that would be untrue. This was pure joy to Them. 

Throwing his ideal words to the one called “Pope” at him like this was well worth the breath it wasted, a gratuitous act he’d never deserve with all of his sins. He’d be wondering how They knew about them for as long as Chanda would permit him the ability to think.

They made the act of devolution seem intentional, an innocent child ignoring the living detritus in favor of beaming at a man clearly cowed. As he should be. They were content to leave him now to have his own "fun", however he pursued it.

The longer they were away from their Baba’s roof, the higher the chances of her blessed ignorance crumbling around her.

Chanda needn’t know Sami’s limits just yet. How the surplus emotions had finally burned out, how their own act of curbing him cut off a massive boon to their reduced supplies. Should Reliability be forced to participate their available pool won’t be nearly so minuscule the next time they feel this warranted.

It goes to show Their immense might that they can do so much with themselves bound so. That the mere reminder of what They are, have been, and will once again be would burn out so many inferior others in a fraction of the time they displayed. That They yet still hide the power this small form contains.

They didn’t let this bother them. They had no reason to. All of Their goals had been met. And now They could return to the one They had to protect after They confirmed that the three puppets had remained safe and would have no memories of this night.

They pulled out Reliability's Digivice from their true vestments on the flight back and admired the results of Earth's first Ultimate.

The watch face now remembered it was a tool of Angels and had taken on the golden hue of a holy ring. The Digicode stated for all that it belonged to the "Digital Pride",  not a "Tamer" of any persuasion as it had at the start, and each word bore a dark red tint in its grooves.

Her band was no longer a gentle gray but pitch black, each embossment of her crest now inlaid with pure silver nearly white by contrast. They are mildly surprised both halves still matched, given Their duality in their higher states. 

They grinned to themselves and manifested an ordinary yet elegant watch box to present to Mrs. Chanda when the time was right. Likely after Vinod had finished playing with it to learn its functions, see what had changed within it with its early completion to better predict how others may be used, and hide its purpose by breaking into this divine tool to render it little more than a health tracker with a means to contact her pretend "grandchild".

Sami was as sated as They could ever be. Their “Baba” had her peace and a fuller family to enjoy. Vinod had his vengeance and an impossible goal to strive for should he be unsatisfied with what he’s been given. They had served Yggdrasil's purpose of curbing fatalities to the letter of their mission if not the full spirit of it.

Life was good.

As always, They could make it Greater.

Chapter 6: Flawed Premise

Summary:

Caspian's trying to navigate the world he thinks he knows and the one knows he doesn't. If spiders could talk he'd be a lot less sure about that first thing.

Chapter Text

Monday came far too quickly, but the day itself was slow as molasses. Largely because Caspian was dreading English for the first time since middle school.

The little spider in his watch wasn't exactly helping as far as nerves were concerned. But at least it hadn't taken off running from his house. Not yet anyway.

He could swear it has bailed on him a few times already though, a smalll silvery shape had snuck out the door while he's been in class when the sprite disappeared. Doesn’t look like anyone else noticed when it wasn't its normal purple-striped self, because there had definitely been some close calls at home already.

It was pretty good at getting back to him before the next bell at any rate. Keeping an eye out for Phin was making for an okay distraction during history, but there had been some close calls of it nearly tripping his classmates before it took the hint to stick to the walls to "explore". 

Caspian checked again to make sure the little pixelated spider was where it was supposed to be as he changed books at his locker before a voice cut through his thoughts.

"I-I know it's none of my business.” Hannah stuttered out behind him and he froze.

Fucking hell. Hoping she'd just forget about it had been too much to ask for.

He couldn't have predicted Hannah would have chosen to seek him out after what she saw. People didn't talk to him anymore these days, so all he'd have to do was follow this shitty routine.

His wrist buzzed at his speeding pulse, Phineas trying to get his attention. It couldn't have been further from getting it. 

Hannah kept glancing around as she held her books in the middle of the hallway. They were both lucky foot traffic was low for a change. Then again, that might have been why she thought this was as good a time as any. Less awkward than if she had tried during class, but not by much.

“I just want you to know that what you're dealing with is not normal. And you shouldn't have to go through it. At least, not alone..." She said clutching her books to her chest as she paused to try and either let the words sink in or build up her nerve.

His frustration outweighed any sympathy for how tough it might have been for her to get this far.

What could she know about his life? She saw one argument, one shove, and his mom was fine. Nothing even broke that time.

What other choice does he have? It’s bad enough that she knows about it, but knowledge doesn’t change anything. He doesn’t have anywhere else to go, there are no other relatives he could stay with, and at his age it'd be smarter to wait until he gets into college to get the hell out and never look back.

"So-" She tried to continue but he wasn’t going to let her finish that thought. Caspian wasn't about to let himself believe she was trying to offer what he hoped it could be.

She couldn't handle three minutes in his house. Not a chance she could take anything else being around him would bring. Her useless bleeding heart was better off somewhere else.

Pushing her away was the kindest thing he could do. Doesn’t matter what he wants.

"You're right. It's none of your business." He said, looking at her enough so she couldn't write him off as having ignored her, as Phineas buzzed louder on his wrist.

In that sense, he’s not alone, dubious as its company may be. As good a cover and escape route as any.

Caspian slammed his locker harder than he meant to between his shame and rush to get anywhere else. 

“I've got to take this call.” He couldn’t even bring himself to look at her any more than he had to, he just turned the first corner he could and hoped he could at least pretend to have a second to himself again.

He gave himself the excuse, why not take it? He pulled out his phone to look less like he was talking to his watch. “Smart” or not, that did not feel natural.

"What do you want, Phin?"

The phone itself gave emoji. Not unlike what Angel or Valkyrie’s “dad” used to communicate.

Why is his AI encountering a similar language bug? How? Did it try to learn this from them, since it can’t replicate speech? But Valkyrie’s AI doesn’t have this error at all, at least not verbally like his has.

Unless it’s not a bug, but intended as a security feature? Maybe it’s a feature of a “virus” typing. Val’s AI is listed as a “Vaccine” now that his device had encountered it, so it was probably meant as an anti-virus program of some persuasion. But why would language be such a risk to them?

👧❓

Definitely "who's she?" 

"Hannah. What about her?"

❤️ ❓

Another easy guess, there'd be clearer symbols to use if it was worried about his heart rate. Explaining the difference between "love" and a "crush" is something he can't handle right now.

"Not answering that."

💔 ❓

He's going to go with "heartache" there rather than the obvious, for his sake.

"All the time, but I'm fine. Later, Phineas."

😷 

That's weird. 

Is it just a mask? Worried he's sick, or hurt if an AI doesn’t know a difference? There's no question though. Maybe it's because the mouth is covered, respecting he can’t talk for too long?

It didn't even wait for a guess before rattling off another set, but he didn't know if this was trying to explain the first or a new thought.

👫 🎭 🤥 🖼️ 

That made even less sense. A couple, theater masks, pulling a face, and a picture? Is it complaining about the project? His parents? Does he think Hannah and he are dating, and that's more why they thought heartbreak was involved?

"Not sure what you mean. After school." He sighed. "I have a class with her soon as it is."

🤬

Again, not sure if that was for how he felt or if Phineas was expressing its own frustration.

"Yeah. "Fuck"s about right. But it's not her fault; I'm not angry at her. She saw mom and dad fight and got scared off."

😞 😥

"Me too." He sighed, regardless of what Phin was really trying to say.

He pat the watch for its sympathy as he put his phone away. 

Just had to put up with all of this for a few more hours. Same as every day before. Don’t linger on useless shit. Make it through the day, head home.

It was easier with one of his concerns half settled. Phin was less in the mood for exploring too, in favor of bouncing itself between his watch and phone.

Heaven knows what it’s getting up to online.

He can’t blame them spending all of English away, though he intended to be as clipped and on task with Hannah as he could. No reason to make her grade suffer for his shit situation.

Still felt like he was being a prick to her when she hadn’t deserved that, but what could he do? Backtracking now wouldn’t do any of them any good.

“I did catch up on my own.” She mumbled mostly to herself.

“Good to hear,” Caspian replied, like an idiot. He could have taken that to apologize for at least that plan getting messed up. But it also wasn’t really his fault, and he did somewhat warn her.

“So, which type of “love” should we cover?” Hannah tried to play it cool, but the way she tucked her hair behind her ear read to him more as an awkward fidget than anything flirtatious. “The teacher mentioned “courtly love” already, and “love at first sight” is also kinda obvious.”

The evidence the universe actively hates him and loves watching him suffer was mounting fast. 

If there’s one thing Caspian had faith in, it’s his poker face. He wasn't going to give the universe or any other possible voyeurs in his life the satisfaction of watching him squirm.

“Philia?” Caspian only half recognized what he was saying after the word left his mouth. “L-like, between friends. Rosalind and Celia’s sisterhood or the relationship “Ganymede” starts with Orlando, from Orlando’s perspective?”

Oh my god you moron shut up, stop talking, why are you like this? What the hell are you trying to make her think? This is going well past “let’s not creep out the new kid now that she’s stuck with you for a class assignment” territory. You already made her attempt to be your friend crash and burn.

“To go with more of his use of gender roles compared to like, Romeo and Juilet sorta stuff?” She asked, looking like she was seriously considering it.

“If you have a better idea I’m all ears. Kinda grasping at straws at what’s least mind-numbing to find stuff to write about.”

Please let her have something better. Anything. Or let a ceiling tile fall on him already.

“No, I think we can work with that. Hopefully being less repetitive will help us stick out more. In a good way.” Hannah nods as content as she can be, blissfully unaware of Caspian dying inside.

FUCK.

Well. At least that takes one tension out of this topic. No sabotage like self-sabotage. He really hopes she doesn’t try to make any assumptions about him based on this though. Mistaking him as just not being interested, he could live with. More uncomfortable rumor fodder? Not so much.

“Think we should just stick to the text, or would bringing actual performances up be too try-hard-y?” Her voice got him out of his head a bit.

“Definitely too much.” Caspian agreed, and he caught her scowl a tad. He swallowed and willed himself to not fuck up this peace offering. “It is weird, learning plays like they’re the same as books. What sort of thing were you thinking?”

“The “girl pretending to be a boy” thing just really stuck out to me since the performers of the time all had to be guys anyway. So it was a guy, pretending to be a girl, pretending to be a guy.” Hannah rested her head on a hand with a smile. “It’s fun thinking of the different ways an actor could approach something that is only this weird because of casting limitations.”

“The plights of Ye Olde Celebs,” Caspian said idly as he flipped through to tab pages that seemed relevant before giving her a glance. “You into that sort of stuff? With modern ones I mean.”

Hannah looked nervous at his question, he was probably embarrassing her at this point. “Not like, movie stars or anything. It’s more like knowing how media is made can be cool, I guess.” She finished with a weak shrug.

“More about the craft than the gossip?” He asked, but she wasn’t shutting him down yet.

She was tense when she nodded, but her smile looked real enough. “Yeah, that’s a good way to put it. As long as they aren’t doing anything wrong, why should their personal lives matter?”

“Risks of being part of an entertainment business I guess. People forget to respect that they’re off the clock so they can keep looking for a quick fix.” Caspian glanced at the clock above the door as if to will time to move faster than it was.

Hannah’s smile grew tighter before the discomfort from her eyes drowned it out completely.

He’s just going to assume the awkward silence was his fault for making it weird. “If you see a spot where this sort of thing could be relevant, we could try to bring it up?”

“We don’t have to. It’s just something that’s been on my mind is all.” She shook her head with an awkward grin again, looking anywhere but him except in quick glances. “I mean, it’s not really relevant to any topic we could have tried.” Hannah shrugged again before giving a sigh.

Caspian let it drop, concerned he pushed too much already. But despite all the ways he’s been fucking things up, she was still nice enough to open up a little. It’s not like she’s hurting for friends, so the only one desperate for any sort of company should be him.

She might just be playing nice until the project’s over, but if she is she’s a lot better at hiding her feelings about him than the other kids. Might as well not worry about that until then.

He shouldn’t pass up on any chance to have a real human connection, even if dating would be a terrible idea. If she’s still willing to be friends with a guy in his situation, he shouldn’t complain.

Fumble that pushing “friendship” might have been, it had made the job of making working together easier. Which in turn made the day go by faster. Nothing screws with an internal clock like getting lost in your dumb regrets.

As soon as he got home he beelined to his room. He can’t do damage control on his mistakes, but he could check in on Phin to make sure they also didn’t do anything stupid online.

To his relief, nothing stuck out, and safely in his own space, the strange monster lept from his watch to his chair, doing a little spin before sitting like a cat in a box.

Giving it an unimpressed look for stealing his seat he settled for lying on his bed after he finished checking for any strange spider rumors in his area. Still clean.

Caspian tried to ignore the weight that climbed onto his chest as he scrolled through his phone on his bed. Phineas was either using him as a pillow or trying to get his attention, and if it was the latter he wasn't going to give in so easily.

A knock on his door made the spider scurry into a pillowcase. He raised a brow at the bug and waggled his phone in front of it.

Phineas bopped its emotionless face with a paw, but the door opening made it go still anyway. Not going to make the pillow look any more convincing.

Renee poked her head in, a more common sight lately. "Caspian, is everything okay?"

"Yeah," he didn’t see the need to tell her anything more.

"Anything you'd like for dinner?” She was grasping at straws for him to get involved and they both knew it. “Your father said he won’t be able to make it tonight."

Caspian hoped his breathing doesn't come across as a sigh of relief, but when he missed dinner there were fewer odds of any spats. "Whatever works for me."

He doesn't rule out stir fry. Or meatloaf. It'd feel petty to single them out so soon, she knows.

Renee’s unconvinced but she fakes a smile. "Guess I'll leave it a surprise then."

"Sure you don't want any help?" He offered more as an olive branch than anything but she shook it off.

"I got it, I'll get you when it's ready."

"Alright, thanks, mom."

As soon as she closed the door Phineas was moving again, this time playing with the curtain behind his bed.

It was bad enough that Phineas had actually needed to use that window to “do his business” outside. The only wonder that was bigger than it being able to open despite the years of disuse was that an AI had a working digestive system like this at all.

Maybe it was made as a “pet” first and foremost? Teach a kid hygiene and responsibility, then it branches out into different program types so they learn the ins and outs of the different types hands-on?

This thing is just way too weird.

"If you mess with that too much when you’re not doing that hide thing, someone could see you." He warned the silly thing, which convinced it to aim its attention higher as it climbed to his ceiling.

"You better not fall on me from up there." 

It sputtered at the perceived insult only to have a hind leg take some popcorn ceiling off when it proved too heavy. 

The spider stared at the piece on its foot, then down at Caspian’s "I told you so" expression, and spat some web in hopes of sticking it back in place with a quick set of pats.

He shook his head at it nodding at its work, as if all the damage was undone, and he went back to his computer.

None of his regular sites were complaining about anything stranger than usual. Not the sort of strange that he could recognize as being from Phineas or a similar AI messing around.

So while there were others like them active, even without "tamers", they were also playing smart about things. God knows how long that'll last.

Then again, who knows how many users could be creatures like them? Phineas’ can’t use any form of English, but maybe those like Ryudamon don’t have that difficulty.

He checked the Digivice again. Only four symbols that worked, three still unusual, and the remaining four as dead as ever. No changes, but that isn't a comfort.

Two unknowns had his "number", five potential security risks ignoring the kid.

"Don’t suppose you have anything new to give me here?" Caspian asked Phineas, giving his wrist a twist, but the spider shrugged.

Problems for another day.

Today he has two. The first being his pet-thing getting cabin fever. The second will be put off as long as humanly possible.

"So, what are we going to do with you, huh?" He asked the spider. It twiddled its claws, unsure. "If you need to move around you can try being online."

Phin shook its head. So it's more something to do with less "physical" effort.

"Okay. So just looking for a hobby?"

It nodded.

He gave it a shrug. "Can't help you much there. Not really a crafty person and teaching you music will definitely get you caught. Wouldn't want that."

It tried pulling a few lines of thread taunt between two of its legs to strum them with its claws, only for them to stick or snap. Phineas glared at its failure.

Or maybe it was sadly staring? Who's to say given how hard it was to read its face.

"Pretty sure that's for the best. Only stringed instrument I know was the piano anyway."

Phineas blinked all of its eyes at once twice like it was trying to copy how humans blinked. Specifically, the way you would when the other person stopped making sense.

It batted at the air in front of them like a drum.

"Yeah, it’s percussion too.” He nodded back with a gentle smile and mimed with his fingers similarly. “The keys are connected to wires. It counts. The internet will agree with me."

Phin’s stillness seemed like it remained skeptical, probably.

"Dinner will probably be ready soon, so stay here and out of trouble, okay? I'll get you something later."

It nodded and kinda succeeded at giving a thumbs up without thumbs.

That didn't mean Caspian trusted it not to break something while he was gone. Just hoped that it'd be nothing important.

Renee jumped like he had interrupted her thoughts by showing up early.

“You okay, mom?”

“Of course. Just got the weirdest call out of the blue so I’m still jittery I guess.” He could hear the nerves in her voice as she tried to shake it off.

“A call? Like a random number, or would you like me to check your phone for anything weird?”

“Oh, no, it's nothing serious probably. From a flower shop of all things!” She rolled her eyes with an unconvincing laugh. “No idea why one of their robos thought I’d be interested in a sale. I can’t remember the last time I bought flowers, much less got any.”

“Algorithms can be weird, can just be bad luck.” He shrugged, figuring it'd be best not to push it if she's sure.

Unless that was Phin? He wouldn’t put it past it to try sending something lighthearted her way as a “gift”. He’d need to ask about that.

Renee urged him to get the table ready while she got some dishes out. Just a simple night of spag. Caspian tried not to let himself wonder if even spaghetti and meatballs would have set dad off. If that wouldn’t have been enough of a “homecooked meal” either.

“I found more of those snacks you like at the store. You’ve been going through them pretty fast lately, is everything okay?” She asked and her concern felt too real.

He hoped he hadn't paused oddly at that, mentally cursing himself. Should have hit the market on the way home so nobody would notice communal food missing.

“Yeah, just been hungrier lately. Shouldn’t be a big deal, but thanks.” He hoped his lie was convincing enough.

“Even at school?” Renee pushed, and she looked conflicted. He hated how often her compassion looked like pity to him. “I’m sorry, about the other day-”

“It’s fine mom.” It didn’t matter that it wasn’t, he just didn’t want to have that conversation. “Project’s going fine so far, Hannah caught up on her own.”

It looked like his mom still wanted to talk about that though.

“Been looking into some weird online rumors mostly.” He rambled out instead hoping to distract her.

“What sort of weird?” She humored him, looking happy enough he was at least trying to share something he was up to.

“Logorythyms got hit by two major DDOS attacks in under a month when normally they’re on top of things. So naturally, people have been trying to figure out who did it and why. Some of the crazier stuff brings up AI involvement, and how they could be dirty. Been double-checking how “crazy” some of that can be.”

“The microchip company? Like, they made something for a toy that became aware?” She practically laughed the words.

“Stephen Holstrum had talked about an alternative to AI, by treating scans of human brains as "uploaded intelligence", even back in 2001 before he died so some theories had been latching onto that. There’s been no real word on anyone else bothering with it since then, so most of it is just wild spit-balling and bad sci-fi.”

Renee’s fork hit the plate too hard at Holstrum’s name. His fault for getting too technical. He’s not sure she even knows what DDOS means off the top of her head, she’s not one for tech stuff. Should have settled for her accepting his bait in the first place.

“Thanks for dinner, mom." He took the awkward pause as an attempt to make his escape with a quick stop at the pantry. Even with her concerns, it's pretty normal for him to grab something to have for later. "I’ll try to take it easier on the snacks, but you don’t need to get more if we can’t really afford it. I can just get more stuff at school.”

“O-okay. If you’re sure.” She looked more worried than he expected at his rush back to his room.

Phineas sadly chittered again. Or maybe worriedly was more accurate?

"You heard that, huh?" He tried to sound teasing to the eavesdropping but it came out tired. "Don’t worry about it. We get by. Dad just hates touching anything he saves up."

It looked at its hands, but he can't guess why. 

“Hey. It’ll be okay. I’ll make sure you don’t go hungry.” He tossed it his latest spoils but it left the muffins be for a change. “Oh, so if I’m not eating them, you’re not as interested?” He teased and it clicked a little before taking a token nibble, like it was in thought.

There's a rhythm as it wiggled some claws, working something out.

Phineas took a seat in the corner as it starts spinning a thread from its mouth, catching it on its claws. It moved its head and hands back and forth like it was playing a harmonica mixed with a cat's cradle. It was weaving something.

He let it be, writing it off as a soothing activity. Maybe that's what it needed earlier. Not a bad plan. Though the internet was more his retreat.

It was easy to lose hours to it before something got tossed at his head. "What was that for?"

It wasn't mad, but bounced on its feet excitedly. Caspian found the projectile: a handkerchief, more or less. Smooth as silk. He winced at himself, glad he didn't say that out loud.

Well, duh Caspian. He's a spider, what else would it feel like? It wouldn't be workable if it stayed sticky.

Though, giving the material a tug it seemed stretchier than he thought silk should be. Not spandex levels or anything, but flexible.

Phin beckoned for him to bring it back to show him something, so he complied. It took a pointy leg and brought it down on the material hard, before lifting it and his leg up.

The fabric didn't let the tapered foot through at all. He put it back on the ground and stroked a single sharp claw along its length, but again it showed no damage. He's seen them slice through paper and thin plastics with that same trick

Caspian did remember spider silk was thought to have some interesting potential if people could learn how to harness it like caterpillar silk. Monster spider silk being even stronger shouldn’t be too much of a surprise.

Phineas nodded to itself before looking at him and rubbing two claws together, making a chi-chick sort of noise.

"Ca-chic," Phin tried again at Caspian’s blank expression. "Ka-chig!"

Oh. "You mean "Ka-ching", like a register?" He asked it, amused, and it nodded excitedly.

"Hate to break it to you bud, but textiles aren't my thing. I have no idea how you'd go about pricing or selling this." He shrugged, and Phin flopped himself over on his back to curl in on himself in shame. 

Nice to know it can play dead.

"Doesn’t mean you can't try, I guess?" Might as well give it back some hope, he's just trying to help. "If you can sell it online I can handle the postage stuff."

Phineas sprung back to his feet at that and Caspian pet its head.

He remembered pestering his folks for a pet once when he was little. Not that anything came of it, he couldn't even remember if it was for a dog or a cat. 

He vaguely recalled one night he tried listening in on his folks after his bedtime, mostly 'cause he was so surprised that his mom was really the one against it.

Especially because her argument wasn't normal. The words didn't stick but the memory that they were cold and technical did, because that wasn’t like her at all. Could have just been one of his earlier dissociation episodes though.

That's probably what that weird feeling he gets was. When things felt unreal.

"Kinda surprised this doesn’t feel fake." He said mostly to himself, getting the spider's attention. "If I couldn't prove this wasn’t all in my head, I probably would have had myself committed over this."

Phin seemed confused by the term. It tried chirring a wedding theme.

"Not that kind of committed. Painfully single pal." He knuckled between its horns. "It's where we go if our brains are really sick. Like seeing stuff that's not there."

It seemed to understand that. Phin went to his right monitor and gave the frame a tap of the one he had opened on the TOR forums.

"Yeah, some stuff there can feel unreal." Caspian sighed. "At least there you can ignore something that goes too far, people make up stories all the time. Out here, not so much."

Phin reached into the screen this time, scrambling the monitor for a second until it brought up a new window to leave Caspian's stuff as it was.

A digital photo album from the look of it.

"You steal this from mom or something?" He couldn't help but laugh a bit at the goofball. The stuff was harmless. “Don’t suppose you tried to send her some flowers in exchange for these?”

It tilted itself nearly sideways in confusion before doing a full body shake as a negative. Phin tapped the monitor’s frame again, kinda like a question.

"Yeah. Even in some of those. Can’t help it, sometimes it just feels like there was something watching." He frowned at the bug, "You are sure you have nothing to do with that, right?"

It vibrated up and down like it forgot it could nod with just its head and scrolled through the memories, occasionally trying to get the stories behind them.

Caspian threw it a bone and went to one in particular. "This one didn't have any of that."

It was from one of his camping trips, a younger Caspian and his dad in front of their second attempt to get that tent standing. Shortly before the third, he remembered wryly.

"Might have been because it was so off grid, but I wouldn't get that feeling there. It was up in Angeles Crest. Just me and dad. And when we were there he'd just… be a "normal" dad for a change."

Caspian killed the window but kept going. "That'd make things harder to understand when we'd get back. 'Cause little Caspian was a moron who honestly thought that maybe this time, his dad would be able to just stay nice. And he never did." He couldn't keep the spite out.

Phin toyed with its hands like it was guilty.

"Not your fault. Things just suck sometimes, and getting better doesn't always stick. Hope's a bitch."

Phin hissed at him for that, which confused him. It pointed at his watch. 

Not sure what it’s trying to say at all this time.

"What’s gotten into you? I don’t see what my watch has to do with “hope”, but the concept’s just setting you up for disappointment down the line." That seemed to calm it a little but it remained puffed. "Sometimes it's smarter to just give up."

It gave a solid "boof", almost like a bark. Was it booing him?

"I didn't make the rules, just navigate them enough to not crash and burn."

How successful he is at it is a subject of debate.

Though “navigating rules” gave him a thought, and went back to the TOR forums.

He wasn't seeing any suspicious activity, but that doesn’t mean there isn’t anything there. So he decided to check the state of things by starting a thread of his own.

“I heard there are working AI that call themselves “Digimon”.”

He's pretty sure that was what Valkyrie called them when she mentioned a UI becoming more like these things. It would fit the .mon he kept seeing in Phin's code.

The second he hit send it failed and a vicious smiley face blared across his screen. Phineas bristled, but he held out a hand to let them know this was okay.

“Not cool dude.” appeared on his screen in its place. “We’re not set up for this yet.”

It looked like a root chat, not unlike Valkyrie’s screenshots with her “dad” but with something that wasn't language locked. Easy enough to respond to.

“And you are?”

The screen changed, a moving image overtaking it of some smirking strange fanged creature with a head shaped like a jester’s cap. Like a living old school cartoon character, Like Oswald or Felix, but purple instead of black to keep its black and white checked neckerchief from blending.

“Dude, if you’re going to say it all out loud anyway why bother typing? We can hear you.” It rolled its eyes and gave him a disbelieving smirk like he should have somehow known this.

Phineas chittered at it and gave a cautious wave, which the smug little… Cat? returned with a toothy grin. Teeth that matched the smiley that preceded them.

“Names? Why? I’m an Impmon, why should I be anything on top of that?” It asked the spider which continued whatever argument it was making. “Ya mean like Edward did in Bebop?” It tilted its head as it asked, but there was a certain sparkle in its strange black and green eyes.

Good to know even monsters can be weebs.

Impmon scowled at him, “Don’t give me that look. When every hack a ‘mon makes gets ya called a “Radical Edward” or “Laughing Man” copycat of course it’ll get ya curious!”

“You could change up your style instead if it bothers you.” Caspian spoke to his screen like a nutjob.

“Never said it was a bother! Looking things up gives a ‘mon something to do.” The Impmon slouched, putting its cheek in its white-gloved hand (paw?) with all the ego of a king listening to a nervous peasant’s requests. “So what you looking for, kid?”

“Anything I can use. Phin’s not a great source of intel here.” Caspian didn’t need to look to know it’d be bummed at him pointing out the obvious so he tossed it an apology snack. “Another tamer’s partner could talk, so I figured this was worth a shot.”

“Okay, lesson one: Don’t just go blabbing shit like that okay? We’re not ready. Give us like…” It hummed to itself and held up two hands to manage 5 fingers. “Five months? Or enough time for the Deva to bulk up at least. Megas will take foreva, but with those guys we've got the perfect middle ground. Only reason nobody will bother ya over this is that we're curious too and ain't nobody want to go picking this fight.”

“So you are spying on me.” Caspian said unsurprised but unimpressed.

“Eeeeh.” It waved a non-commital hand. “Nothin’ direct, or your “Phineas” will get mad at us. Looking at the places you hang out in ain’t quite the same, issit?”

“Guess not. But you do know where I post as soon as I do it, which isn’t much better.”

“It wasn’t gone that quick!” He saw it mouth some numbers before nodding to itself. “That was totally fair game!”

“On my end, it didn’t even post.”

“Oooooh. Riiiight. Ya’ll are slow, forgot that.” It hissed to itself in regret as it frowned at its mistake. Giving a noncommittal shrug it hoped to move past it. “Better off this way, word getting 'round too early could ‘cause trouble. If it’s just questions or favors you lookin’ for though, I’m game!”

“What do you want in exchange?”

“A front-row seat.” Its mischievous grin felt foreboding. “Humans can be pretty interesting. Maybe I’ll even ask for your human perspective on things if I find something needin’ ‘em.”

“You’re not getting permission to spy on me.”

“Not what I meant, human! I just wanna be able find out what you kids do. I ain’t sticking my neck out without knowing it’s safe so I’ll be web bound for some time. Not getting sucker punched for it in the future would be a plus.” It grinned down at Phineas. “Right, friend?”

Phineas didn’t seem to think they were hostile. But the thought of something with arms as stubby as Phin's throwing a punch felt like mostly a joke.

“Okay. I can agree to that for now. Anything I should call you if I want your attention? Just “Impmon”?”

It started to nod but caught itself and looked to its left horn-ear-thing. “Actually. I could try using “Checkers” or “Chess”. Using "Impmon" openly could start the same problems that brought me here, and you could get some rando. Chessmon tend to stay put if you don't give a color or sumthin' and I have more fashion sense than most Impmon. I mean, purple and red?” Their face twisted in disgust and stuck out their pointed tongue like a brat, ironically making that “red” and purple clash anyway.

If there’s anything a “Digimon” has reasons to lie about, it’d be about themselves. But they’re not the only world-changing bit of programming running around if what Valkyrie claimed was true.

“Alright. So, “Chess”, what can you tell me about UI?”

It seemed taken aback by that question. “Huh? Wut about ‘im? Any in particular, or am I just supposed to save you some casual research time?”

Jumping to particulars was in favor of Valkyrie’s story being legit. Anything they let slip about “Digimon” in comparison to UI might have better odds of being true if he keeps talking.

“How many are there and who’s making them for starters.”

“Only four that are active and connected enough to see, but the fourth is in reeeeal bad shape.” Chess held up two fingers on both hands. “Logorhythms made two, Light was to fix a funding problem and Kindness was to keep him as a working asset.” He said, and made two pink flames appear over both fingers, each trying to mimic a symbol from his watch as they flickered smokelessly. 

“Alliance used a shoddy knockoff of Holstrum’s tech to make their two. Their oldest is some schmuck off the streets that’s barely “intelligent” anymore, Courage was their proof of concept using someone they could actually profit off of.” Only “Courage” got an orange flame on their second hand, so they just wiggled the spare for the “Oldest”.

“Holstrum?” Caspian echoed without really meaning to. Tech’s been around, working, for nearly two decades with only two fingers in the pot? “What’s the catch if it’s been stalled this long?”

Chess gave a sadistic smirk. “Ethics committees will eat them all alive if the wrong ears hear.”

“Slavery concerns?" Caspian wondered aloud. "Definitely valid enough if they argue the scans are property-”

“Nah, shit’s more basic buddy: You people are approaching scans backwards as hell.” Chess shrugged with a shiver but he looked too smug to be as disturbed as he was trying to act. “Zero efforts to fix the digitization process to, ya’know, not reduce a person to data and dust.”

“Can’t make a copy without destroying the originals?” Caspian asked with a chill.

Valkyrie phrased it as Logorhythms holding her “dad” hostage after faking his death, not them having actually murdered the man to keep his ghost to the grindstone. And she was only what, 14?

Is she trying to use the scan as a replacement for the original so she doesn’t need to consider him dead? Is it really that close to the real thing, or is she desperate?

“Bingo-boingo. Sounds dumb as hell to us, so, sorry if this is like, genuinely hard to just not do?" It leaned on one arm and despite the dismissive way they said it there was an edge to their expression. "As said, doesn’t seem like either side who found the game considered this worth fixing in favor of the second drawback.”

“The reason the “oldest” is such a mess?" Caspian guessed and it straightened with a grin as it watched him intently. "Is the chance of failure too high?”

How many people have died over this tech already? Hell, if Centillion’s not in the UI business yet, is there weight to Logorhythms having pawned off an AI to the UN and burning out hid it?

Was the one to “fix a funding problem” the same “high-speed algorithm” messing with stocks recently? “Light”, that could be AngryAngel. Laurie Lowell, was what Valkyrie called her, a former Wall Street quant who died in 2019 from what he read.

Now he’s unsure if that “car accident” that killed her really happened too if that’s just a cover story. Are they trying to limit themselves to victims who’d be dead either way? 

What did they tell Madd- Valkyrie about what happened to her dad?

Did any people have to die to make these AI too? Being results of animal testing seems unlikely.

“Yes, and technically yes but not at the stage I think you’re thinking. Ya’ll haven’t addressed a sort of digital entropy. The longer your digital humans run, the more they wear out, unlike most of us. So nobody I’ve shot the shit with can say what generation of UI LR is actually up to by now, capiche? There could be older ones on ice if they haven’t all decayed past recognition by now. Alliance’s oldest was also probably not their first neither, they were just real shit at erasing their last failure.”

“Most of you? What’s your lifespan look like?” Caspian asked despite the risk of bullshit and looked at Phin with a concern the bug didn’t seem to share as it looked back at him with a shake.

“We don’t normally worry about them, it’s mostly the Megas who can burn themselves out and that just sends them back down a peg or five." Chess waved dismissively. "We’re way more likely to get broken in fights than break on our own, but if we do it’s not a big deal; we just restart our lives as a fresh digi-egg.” 

Okay, so Phin’s “birth” wasn’t weird by their standards, but it’s rare for these programs to break the way it did. Maybe that code was like an owl pellet, somebody’s “food” that was extracted or… excreted, and put online in hopes of getting whoever was eaten back.

He’s not sure if it’s a good thing that whatever did was satisfied by him just getting Phineas out.

“So “Death’s” not really a thing for you. Is that why some UI are trying to copy how you work?”

“Obviously! And we don't blame 'em, that ain't natural! Hell, when I first saw the old one I thought he was just a shitty AI colony cobbled out of broken UI parts, not their digivolution. We’ve never seen something like this, but that’s never stopped the Junkers from helping before. All of ‘em in the heap know the ins and outs of broken shit. When he breaks down I guarantee you they won’t settle on a humble…” He cocked his head like he was unsure of the word “Um, fun-oral?”

“Please tell me you mean “Funeral”.” Caspian grimaced at it, and Chess shrugged. He'll need to keep that thing about "digivolution" in mind for later, if they have their own word for program mutation there's got to be a reason for it. Possibly what the other partner had meant about Phin being part of a line of spider programs.

“I guess? Our "funerals" are different, no bodies and it’s not as sad. We do have memorials and stuff, but it’s more common for our mourners to look for or after their egg if we can. Share stories to them about their past maybe, but mostly take care of them ‘til they hatch at least.”

“Will these “Junkers” be something to worry about when that happens?” Caspian asked, more worried than he'd show this thing.

“Nah, they’re total wimps!" It barked a quick laugh and shook its head as it went on. "They normally mean well enough, so they should keep it harmless to causal folks. Not so much towards Alliance." Their eyes had that edge again. "They’d love to reach out to humans he knew, but the Oldest don’t got memories like that. Only reason we know what they looked like was they have the footage of his scan. So, they’re going to throw all the shit they got into the open.”

“Not sure how much good muckraking will do if that’s as far as they’ll go.” Caspian said while trying to sound detached. If it’s lying, this is a weird story to make up. As “weird” as it can be.

Who knows how many people will believe it if they do upload shit like that. Especially if they’re just going to toss up a snuff film with citations out where anyone could find it to make a point. 

That doesn’t sound “harmless” even if it's a lot less brutal than what Alliance did to them. But does that really mean he should tell these monsters not to try? 

“Oooh, I like that! I’ll let ‘em know you got a word for this.” Chess rocked back with a cackle, oblivious to Caspian’s growing concerns. “Anything else you want to know?”

“Will you guys always address us by these titles? “Light”, “Courage”, "Kindness”.”

“We’ve heard you guys can be iffy on sharing names, so using the crests seemed like a way around ‘em. Any complaints ‘bout this, “Knowledge”, or do you got a preference for me to use?” He leaned towards the screen with a single finger lit with a purple flame with Caspian’s mark.

That explains why he had to “earn” his unlike Valkyrie, and why she thought it’d be like a riddle.

“Crest is fine if you’re talking about me, name’s fine to my face.” Caspian shrugged, at least he had a name for the doodles now. “What’s the yellow one called? Any others I should know?”

“Hope! Red is Love and Grey’s Reliability, rest are still dormant.”

Aaaand that would be why Phin got mad about him calling “Hope” a bitch.

“Okay, you seriously thought I just insulted Valkyrie out of nowhere before?” He scowled down at the spider which nodded. “How was I supposed to know these symbols meant something? You didn’t tell me.”

Phin opened its mandibles just so he’d know it was pouting at him sternly.

“Making faces doesn’t help your case, bud.” Caspian told it before turning back to his latest contact who was smothering a laugh. “I think that’s enough to chew on for now. Thanks for the help. Sure you don’t need anything? Sites to avoid?”

“Nope, I’m good!” The imp grinned and gave a quick salute. “Pleasure workin’ wit’ cha boss!”

Caspian’s screen returned to normal as soon as the monster turned its back.

That could prove useful and explained the lack of front-end activity. If they’re moderating themselves and each other until things settle down that should be fine.

He doesn’t know what will change when those months are up, but hopefully nothing major.

“Did you know them?” He asked Phin but the spider shook a no. “Do you know anyone?” Caspian tried instead but got a further denial.

So if Phineas is honest it’s also keeping to itself when it runs solo. He’s hardly one to talk.

It’s not like he hasn’t had digital contacts before, just normally there’s more distance. Keeps everyone safer in the long run. But “safe” feels pretty relative right now.

Not a terrible spot for him to be in at least. Better than most.

He gave his “digivice” a look to see if that contact counted as much as Maddie’s partner did. Impmon was listed now, but it was also a virus type. So there goes one theory.

“How come you can’t talk like that one could?” Caspian asked, but Phin just shrugged helplessly before pointing back to him. “Was it something I did?”

It tilted itself to the side in thought but waggled a paw like it was iffy or only partially right.

“You got any way to narrow that down?” He tried, but it shook a “no” again. “Is this why you also can’t write when you’re online?”

Phineas' stare felt like it was confused. Did it not realize it was only using emojis?

“... Could you text online, and you choose not to?” Caspian eyed it skeptically, but Phin stayed still in thought.

When it had an answer it sent itself into his phone, and text did appear, but it wasn’t English. It was the same sort of markings on the ring of his watch and the mysterious text used before saying “Thank You”.

“So, you have trouble translating your language into English, even though you can read it?”

🧩 🔠

Pieces of letters? Was it trying to say when he fixed them this was something left incomplete that they’ve been working around?

“You understand parts of words, but not enough to use them?”

✔️

“And that’s why you prefer pictures instead of trying to teach me whatever language you use?”

✔️ ✔️

“Could you give me some of the basics anyway? An alphabet or something?”

Instead of emoji it sent him charts like Phin had seen a language course use something like it and tried recreating it. Which would be fine, if there weren’t so many.

There were two different grids, one with only 26 symbols while the other had… He counted again and winced, 114 symbols in their own boxes. Some were made of two smaller symbols, but Phin must have had a reason to put them like this.

Phineas came back out beside him and pointed firmly at the set of 26 and at Caspian’s watch. It pointed at the fourth symbol in order and then the first one after one of the stars made with four triangles separating this as two words, starting on the left. 

26 might not be a coincidence, and if Phin tried to arrange it accordingly…

“Digital Tamer?” He asked, and Phin bounced as it nodded. “So that one’s just a normal symbol cipher? What’s with the other one?”

Phineas pawed to get his watch closer, so it could go to where its species was listed. It pointed at it repeatedly, hoping Caspian would understand. So he took a guess.

“It’s based on Japanese, or something? That’s what Maddie’s partner said was what your names were both meant to be, right?”

Phin gave a pleased squeak that for Caspian’s ego he could not consider a “squee”. 

Translating the words they put above the two charts he got “Digimoji” for the big one and “Digicode” for the cipher.

“Let me guess: The Japanese system’s the more common one isn’t it?” Phin’s nod was a bit more bashful. “And you prefer the emoji game? That’s why you didn’t bother with this sooner?”

It made his phone give two “sentences” of symbols, and translating it made him chuckle. “SPELL BAD. WORD THINK OW.”

“Like even this is in “pieces”?” 

❌ 🔊 🤔

No, it’s too loud to think? Does the code not having lower cases make it register as sound data? Or is this about preferring to use sounds and ideas directly, like why Phin wanted to try music?

He gave it a teasing grin. “Would binary be easier?”

Phineas’ groan felt like a resounding “no”.

“Yeah, that’s for the best. Translating that’s even more annoying than morse.” Caspian agreed. “Sorry your instincts are broken, or whatever makes it harder for you, but it’s no big deal. Are you sure you understand what you read?”

Phineas nodded so he didn’t have much choice but to take their word for it. It’s more than he had to work with before.

He has a better idea of Phin’s limits and now he has one new contact who isn’t some weirdly connected kid if he needs it for anything Phin can’t explain. 

Shit’s weird, but not unbearable. He can’t trust them as a whole, but the one he has hasn’t given him a good reason to doubt them. Definitely easier to linger on this nonsense than his mess of a home life. Or social life. So all in all, it might worry him but he couldn’t say he “hated” all of this yet.

Just take it day by day, and keep expectations low. If they live up to being “monsters”, he’d have no one to blame but himself for being blindsided by something that obvious.

Caspian pet his creature in thought. This one’s doing right by him, so he’ll keep doing the same.

It’s the least he can do in exchange for dragging it into his messes in this messed-up state.

Chapter 7: Honor bound

Summary:

Ryudamon adjusts and tries to help their new family. Results are mixed.

Notes:

This was the first chapter worked on after I got "The Hidden Girl" short stories collection, so I wanted to use tidbits from there where I could. Not super happy with how it turned out, but I think it does what it needs to. If all goes to plan Laurie's chapter will be done in time for next week and then back to Caspian again.

Chapter Text

Life in the Kim house was simple. Slow in some ways, but without the frustration that could come from peace while always expecting and being prepared for a fight.

There wasn’t the pressure there was always another shoe about to drop. Just… A civil life. Civilian life.

Ryudamon couldn’t recall if they had ever really experienced such a thing.

The former blade looked over his new wielder’s belongings. Some sort of game console ready for physical modifications. Rudimentary enough that the system was likely far outdated, but not so much that such actions would be seen as desecrating a potential collector’s treasure.

There were sketches on her corkboard of the device, and some characters. One was a variation of what Maddie looked like online, and the other featured frogs and the word “Lilypad”.

Perhaps she intended on the latter being game assets, with that being the would-be title? The word was more than some hasty scrawl, an artist’s hand was careful there.

They remembered Gallantmon’s stories of their own creative child. The one who dreamed them out of nothing, and given life from the boy’s naive wish. If things were simpler, they wondered if he and Maddie would have been friends.

Pointless ruminations. Takato Matsuki is but a distant memory from a copy of his creation. Ryudamon had never met him, nor would any version of “Ryudamon” have gotten the chance.

“Are you going to join us or what?” Maddie asked wearing a ridiculous-looking headpiece. Only humans would think a mechanical blindfold was the best way to see through digital eyes.

“Yes mistress, in a minute. Do you wish to make your own games someday? Is that what the soldering set is for? Would it not be easier to focus on current software than older firmware?”

“Hey! Don’t touch any of that.” She spun to face him and moved the cover like a helmet’s visor. “And I mean, yeah it might be easier, but I learn more hands-on.” Maddie shrugged and the way her hands moved as she spoke attested to her need for motion. “I want to try something a bit more retro, you know? Knowing how to mod it makes it easier for the old stuff to stick around.”

“Like your mother’s laptop.” He supplied as he saw her eyes drift fondly to the well-outdated machine.

“Exactly!” She beamed back proudly of the proof of her craft and put her headset back into place. “Practical applications of useful skills.”

Their human seems a fair bit brighter than the baker boy Gallantmon would gush over, even with the age difference in her favor. Not that partners should be a competition.

And if they were, Sleipmon could and would shut them both down quite firmly. Even if they were given a partnership to spy on the humans who had found means of maintaining their own order, and theirs being a fully grown man really should be grounds for disqualification, in their opinion.

They’ve indulged their nostalgia more than enough. Perhaps they may even get a chance to introduce their latest charge to their oldest peers. For now, enjoying time with her is enough.

Jumping from the human’s world to their artificial spaces is most akin to being in water. Freeing, weightless, but cumbersome in ways that can feel counterintuitive compared to the true Digital World’s freedom. Swimming will always be inferior to flight, even if the motions can be the same.

The manmade world Maddie enjoys, this “Reign of Winter”, is a fair compromise. They can already see some landmasses floating above, with little rhyme or reason at a glance. Impossible for Earth and its constant gravity but often formed in a digiworld from unconnected data points.

“There you are!” The winged woman folded her arms at them after going through her emote bar. 

Human players outside of herself were likely incapable of seeing the process instead of just the result, but it's easier for Digimon to see more of the backend of such systems. For Ryudamon, it was an assurance to see the sources of potential causes in human pauses.

“I could see your screen mistress Maddie, it’s not like my aid was needed.”

“But you were missing the bunnies!” She gestured to the strange large-eyed simulations that were certainly not “bunnies” by any reasonable standard. They were more like weird Bitmon. 

The vague bunny-ish creatures purred with contentment at Maddie’s pets which Ryudamon could not feel comfortable with. Not due to any sense of jealousy at the joy it was bringing her, of course. It was like watching an animatronic that barely cared about what it was emulating, there was no life to it to overcome the sense of dread something so alien could inspire.

“Last I checked earth rabbits didn’t do that.”

“Nope, but it feels just like a real cat! Reminds me of Ginger.” Maddie smiled down at the thing, large blank eyes basking in her attention. “Do Digimon rabbits purr?”

“Ginger” will need to be investigated further at a later time. And be added to the list of names Ryudamon is glad Maddie hasn’t tried to bestow upon them yet.

“Not unless you ask or give them a reason to. After you find one that is “rabbit” like enough.” Ryudamon continued to eye the programs warily. If their mistress does prefer these creatures then Andiramon, or Turuiemon as the case may be, should be delighted by the introduction.

Either Turuiemon really, as rarely as they’ve dealt with the Archangel. Better them than their meddlesome sibling by leagues. Heaven knows what mischief Fate’s guard-dog is up to now.

“Can you purr?” Maddie asked looking torn between a truly thoughtful question and an opportunity for teasing. Whether it’d be for having the ability or proving subpar is unclear.

“When I think of a suitable bribe for it I will tell you, mistress.” They told her to hedge their bets.

“So, you can?” She grinned up with too much spark in it to trust.

“Can, will, and may are all very different questions.” Ryudamon said with a teasing tone as they sidestepped out of one of the “bunnies” pathing to prevent a collision.

“Awww. But it’d be so cute.” Maddie rested her head on the clunky piece of soulless programming like it was a pillow, smile not leaving her face for a moment.

They scoffed at that. “I have no need to be “cute”.”

“Cute isn’t a requirement, but it’s always a plus!” She said as she let the false beast go back to hopping away on what were clearly based on an earth cat’s paws, toe beans and all.

That would explain why her computer mouse strove to invoke the tiny mammal it’s named for.

Further signs that the Rabbit of the Deva should get along with their new mistress swimmingly. If Maddie herself wasn’t “cute” enough for the general then “lil’ Suzie” must have been a goddess.

A shift in the false wind showed not all players of this game were as kind towards non-hostile creatures. The group prepping for conflict had at least three members present and were hoping to take aim at Ryudamon’s mistress without her knowledge. Blocking a shot at this distance would be easy enough, there was no chance that arrow could pierce their armor.

It would be easy if that was all there was to deal with, but there was at least one hacker among them. The mage, naturally enough. Trying to use a virus on Ryudamon would quickly prove to be a mistake, no edit they could attempt would be capable of changing them. Not now that they are aware it could be a possible threat and brace their code accordingly.

Not to say that shouldn’t still be avoided. They know well what can happen if the wrong code interferes with an X antibody. At least if a human managed it, it would be an unintentional evil.

David’s arrival on his own mindless steed seemed to be enough to dissuade the would-be griefers. Maddie chose not to use her wings so she could try making better use of Ryudamon’s saddle, though the pair were a lot shorter than the horse and its samurai as a result.

“There you are, dad! I thought we were going to show Ryudamon around the Temple today.” She let herself try to bring in her heels to spur Ryudamon on, but the pressure on their outer thighs encouraged nothing but an awkward attempt to look back at her. Maddie gave a defeated chuckle at her mistake. “Sorry, that’s what they do on TV. Kinda a reflex? I’ve never ridden… well, any animal.”

“That’s not true, we did some elephant and camel rides at the zoo when you were little.” David provided and now that they knew to look they caught him using his feet similarly to slow it down.

“Those were different!” Maddie argued with her father well over their head. “They were huge and the handler did most of the work.”

“I’m fairly certain the one being ridden was doing all of the work.” Ryudamon playfully corrected, further amused by their mistress’s face falling further when they looked back.

“I’m new at this! Go easy on me.”

“I am and I will, Mistress Maddie. But make no mistake: I am controlling our pace.” They looked forward and gave a glance to their sides for trouble. Seeing none they chose to bounce her once to prove their point. “If you have a request, do so verbally for your own safety unless we are at a speed that risks your tongue.”

“Like a dog out a car window?” She sounded confused.

“More like biting it by accident.” David corrected her. “Momentum can be weird.”

“Still! Where were you, dad?” She asked with a touch of concern. “I thought you were the one complaining about how slow the outside world was for you?”

“Sorry kiddo. I was just trying to check in with Laurie and Chanda.” They didn’t need to look at the man to tell he shrugged. “No clue where either of them are right now.”

“Check in?” She echoed.

Maddie hadn’t heard of Lucemon’s actions. They slowed enough to look up at David to see how much the man wanted his daughter to know.

“Not the most talkative sorts, it turns out.” His tone stayed light and almost dismissive, selling the illusion this was just an idle urge of his. “Laurie’s out most of the time, and Chanda is… Hard to read? Friendly guy when I’ve seen him, and wicked smart, don’t get me wrong. I know he’s online as much as I am, but a lot harder to get a hold of when he’s not interested.”

So, that’ll be the story for now. Chanda’s use of Lucemon as a partial vessel has been sporadic since whatever the event that prompted them to warp digivolve. Information has been limited.

David’s stance on the other man sounds honest enough despite the mess he’s been part of. Odd.

“Guess everyone values their privacy in different ways?” Maddie looked at some passing trees as she offered what she thought would be a comfort.

“It would be nice to know I’m not the only one the time delay drives batty.” David sighed, scratching his neck. “Real talk Maddie: Should I call my mom sometime?”

“Grandma? Why? Wanna talk to Basil too? I bet he misses you a bunch.” Maddie lightly laughed, but there was a concerned furrow on her brow.

“Now that would probably be mean to the pup.” David chided, but looked to the sky as solemnly as his avatar could allow. “Just to reach out. Chanda’s in contact with his mother a lot since she’s taking care of his partner for him. But she also doesn’t know anything that’s going on.”

“I’m pretty sure Grandma would flip out if you told her,” Maddie admitted. “She’d probably think you were some sort of scammer. Wouldn’t be the first time she’s gotten weird calls like that. When your old Facebook had activity on it after… everything, she freaked, she was so mad!” Her legs softly kicked into their sides with her movements as she spoke.

“Yeah. And I wouldn’t want to hurt her more than I already have.” David’s voice was sad. “It gets tough sometimes, this “hiding”. Not being to talk to the people you love, even when you can.”

“You didn’t hurt her, that wasn’t your fault.” Maddie objected, but Ryudamon felt the lie in it. Death was David’s choice, and Maddie understood that. She just saw the benefits he found in it.

Unlike Ellen.

Maddie desperately wanted to avoid the pain found here, Ryudamon could feel her anxiety. “What’s his partner like? How can she not know anything if she’s housing a Digimon?”

“Lucemon is very human-like, even for an Angel.” Ryudamon supplied. “They may technically be a rookie, but with their power hiding their inhuman features on Earth is child’s play.”

“He looks a just bit younger than you, I can ask Chanda for a picture later. They’re calling him Sami Chanda.” David added and looked down at Ryudamon. “Are you sure you don’t want us to call you anything else, Ryudamon?”

“I’m more than content with the way things are, sir. I am what I am.” Ryudamon puffed out its chest in pride. The false horse whinnying shook them from their preening and they sniffed at the thing. “Why does it do that? Isn’t copying my interface enough of an insult, false beast?”

Maddie stifled a laugh at their displeasure, but it was true. Even if the red triangle technically paralleled David’s kabuto, lending strength to claims of coincidence. There is no such thing.

“To add realism, don’t worry about it.” David chuckled and tapped the horns of Ryudamon’s Kabuto with the shaft of his spear. “It’s at least closer to the animal than the rabbits are, right?”

“Oh good, I’m not the only one to think so.” Ryudamon breathed a relief but glared back at the horse. “This shares their emptiness though. That hasn’t gone well for my kind in the past.”

“Okay, now you guys are just being mean,” Maddie whined at how she had been outvoted. “The rabbits are great! Be nice to the devs!”

“The Chimera are cooler and drop far better loot.” David teased.

“Comparing enemy monsters to docile mobs isn’t fair.” She pointed at the man as he laughed. “You can’t pet a Chimera without getting burned and if rabbits had better stuff we’d have a lot more jerks running around.”

“I mean. You can if you spec into the right build.” David’s voice was thoughtful. “And there are some Chimera that are unique mounts floating around. Not sure from what event though.”

“If we have to compare enemies, the Adamantine Dragon is way cooler and the scales are super useful.” Maddie tapped Ryudamon’s interface as she looked down at him. “It’s kinda this shape and shines rainbow in the light but it's huge! You can even use one as a shield, raw.”

“No arguments on the cool factor, but fighting them is such a pain and the second someone catches wind you got a good drop you’ll be pestered to fight or trade.” David complained.

“Yeeeah.” Maddie groaned at a memory and Ryudamon couldn’t hold back a chuff.

“Serves you right for hunting a dragon, Mistress Maddie.”

“Hey! It was his fault for being a huge jerk! They are waaaay too aggressive.”

Speaking of aggressive, the mage and their party hadn’t given up as much as Ryudamon would have liked. They must have only fallen back to contact more allies. Unfortunate. Five was a lot less manageable than the original trio would have been.

The fact they came back at all made Ryudamon uneasy. Maddie hadn’t done anything unusual or actually show off anything of value. She described a rare item sure, but nothing was said of if she had currently acquired one and that was well after the rouge’s interest had been piqued.

Which would mean what most likely caught and kept their attention was Ryudamon themselves.

Would it be one of the seven that drives the interest or curiosity?

Hardly matters if removing them from their charge is their goal. They’ve been robbed of one sibling already, they will not be stolen like some trinket in turn. Those days are done.

“Maddie…” David let out the warning first, but Ryudamon is sure their own bristling had caught her attention before it. Armor can only mask so much.

“I see them.” She said. “Don’t suppose you think they’d be up for trading?”

“Firm negative, mistress.”

The blonde archer readied an arrow as her team squabbled among themselves from losing the illusion of being able to strike unseen. A swordsman with a warrior’s build had the voice of a child barking insults, while another prepared a blade meant for dexterity.

A monk stood by with the small mage, ready to act as their shield. How aware they were that there was more to the mage’s spells than this world’s rules intended was unclear at present.

“The mage will not be playing within your orders, mistress, shall I follow suit?”

“He’s a hacker?” Maddie asked.

“Indeed, and doubtful they are testing anything of value to the developers if they mean to do so against other players.”

“You can fight back, just don’t make it too crazy.” She told them. “What you can do naturally is probably fine. We’re not trying to step on anyone’s toes.”

Maddie’s avatar started to lag for reasons she would be unable to see. The hacker hadn’t even bothered trying to cover their tracks with a conventional command. For another player this could turn “fatal”. For her, David could undo it near instantly, inspiring a feeling like pride in her steed.

It took the UI less than a blink to turn the mage’s trick back five-fold onto their entire party. “Excuse you. If you want to go around picking fights at least bother playing fair.”

“Dad!” Maddie started to complain and the man turned to face her.

“This isn’t much, and they can’t make a complaint without exposing themselves too. It should be fine.”

The monk shifted, avatar sputtering but far faster than they should have been as their false skin flaked off. A golden fox stood in its place was none too pleased by their deception’s reveal.

“You should find better company, Renamon.” Ryudamon said, and the beast growled as their ears twitched in anger. 

They hadn’t expected a Digimon to act as a user, had it used Kohenkyo to copy an existing player or was that their personal account?

“What I do with my time is none of your business, but keep your false human leashed.” Theywere torn between glaring at them and eyeing the man warily.

“There’s nothing false about my dad!” Maddie shouted, making the fox’s ears fold back.

While their head shape helped mask it the fox smirked upon touching a nerve. “If that were true I’d see more to him, but it might as well be air.”

“That so?” David’s anger was flaring, and Renamon could already start to feel the mistake they made.

“Dad, c’mon. You know that’s not true.”

In hopes of reducing his need to lash out Ryudamon spat a blade at one of the Renamon’s allies, which it dashed to intercept before the archer could take damage.

“That’s fighting dirty!” They spat.

“Then you should have told your friend to keep it clean.” Maddie taunted.

“It’d have more bite to it if you’d help, mistress Maddie.”

“Help?” Maddie looked at her partner in confusion. “How? With what?”

Ryudamon looked to her wrist where her digivice normally lay, but obviously her avatar didn’t have any sort of counterpart to it. With the headset on it didn’t matter what it tried to tell her, Maddie wouldn’t be able to read any of their signals to reinforce an attack’s command.

“I suppose it can’t be helped if you need to see your digivice to aid me. My mistake.”

“Well, what would I need to do with it?” She asked, and her avatar’s face paused like she had taken the headpiece off to look at it.

“When I wish to attack, you could approve the action to make it stronger or reject it to stop me. Verbal commands are the most common, for all Digimon.”

“Like calling a shot?” Her fantasy’s blank face asked without moving its lips.

“If you mean to use pure guesswork, then I suppose so. Ideally, it should be as simple as reading the action’s name and permitting it through thought or a swipe of the screen.”

“Diamond storm!” The Renamon tried to strike while the two were distracted but Ryudamon’s armor flashed as they braced to reflect the impact of the sharpened leaves.

“Kabuto gai shi?” Maddie’s attempt to read out loud was clunky but the intent was more than enough for the boon Ryudamon hoped for.

The leaves bounced off as they hoped, leaving both them and their mistress unharmed, though the reflected projectiles failed to land on their user or their own allies. A mixed success.

“It’s pronounced “Gaeshi”, mistress Maddie, but well done.”

The zone around them began to shift, the textures began to warp due to interference.

Ryudamon looked at David and put themself between him and the attacking Digimon, despite the danger of ignoring them in favor of the distressed man.

“Master David, cease that at once! There is no need to compromise the area or your location. Causing an information spike online could prove most unwise, sir!”

The areas that had begun to turn grey returned to their original colors before any objects were made to lose collision data. The aggressors remained paused barring their inhuman ally, but that was far less likely to catch the eye of those who would wish him contained or enslaved.

“What is that thing?” The Renamon asked with the sort of dread you’d hear from a child on the wrong side of seeing an Ultimate for the first time.

“My wife’s wondering the exact same thing.” David’s voice is as much hurt as hate, but not towards her or the digimon who misspoke. Ryudamon hoped it was just towards his situation.

The Renamon spared their frozen companions a glance before engulfing their fists in blue flames. They readied themselves like a boxer, light on their toes, resolved to go down fighting.

“Either let them respawn elsewhere or give them back control!” It demanded, but its blue eyes betrayed how scared it was of the unknown threat before them. “It’s just a game. They recognized an illegal mount, so they got curious. We won’t bother any of you again.”

“Do they know what you are?” Ryudamon asked, and the fox’s tail stilled. “Would they be “curious” about you too?”

“This hacker caught me running solo, so I’ve been toying with them. Everyone else has no idea.” Renamon admitted, ears flat in frustration but still ready to fight for them rather than flee. “I told them you wouldn’t drop anything, but they just had to check for themselves. You weren’t even trying to hide!”

“That’s no excuse for just attacking players like that!” Maddie scolded, and the Renamon nearly rolled their eyes. Ryudamon’s growl at their disrespect made them think better of it.

“We don’t need an excuse for playing a game in a way we are allowed to enjoy.” Renamon argued anyway. “If you don’t like the way they made PvP you can go to a different game. This is the most natural system I’ve seen so far and the people behind it aren’t going to change it so I’m staying. You guys are the ones who are breaking the rules!”

“Us and your hacker friend.” Ryudamon pointed out.

“She doesn’t do that to just any players, just the cheaters. The only reason you knew she can do that is because you’re hiding in the code!” Renamon let their flames die out as it pointed at Ryudamon. “That’s why she attacked me too until I “played nice”. If you want to play online with humans you have to blend in, same as anywhere else. At least the other one is trying to use a normal account." It jerked its head at David.

David leveled his spear at the fox. “Maddie hadn’t done anything and neither did I.”

“Yeah she did, using “modded mounts” isn’t allowed!” Renamon threw their hands in the air in frustration. “We thought you showing up would have made her knock it off or get them do something to cover up but obviously she knew you weren’t going to report either of them.”

“Other digimon have been able to pass themselves off as game assets.” Maddie muttered dejectedly, looking to the side in shame at seeing a valid point.

“Sure! For now, but who knows when they’ll get kicked. I know I’d rather play it smart to play it safe, and idiots like you running wild could get me caught anyway.” Renamon growled.

“Smart isn’t what I’d call taunting something you don’t understand.” David said sternly.

Renamon opened their mouth to argue, but a look to their party made them reconsider. “Sorry. I… The only humanoid AI I can remember hearing about were the Agents, and they couldn’t even protect themselves. Nothing I’ve seen in this world compares to us, so that made me… Arrogant.” They sighed as they found the word. “Would you like me to spread word about you, user DKIM_Man?”

“Definitely not!” Maddie cut David off but the man seemed to have been considering it. “Way too dangerous, for exactly the same reasons you’re scared.”

“I meant to other digimon.” Renamon raised a brow unimpressed, and jerked their head to their frozen team. “I’ll convince these guys we just encountered one hell of a bug. She won’t believe me, but they will and she’ll keep mum ‘cause she can’t call me out without raising a fuss.”

“I’m surprised there are ‘mon not in the know. Yggdrasil made us sound like a pretty big deal.” David said, though his hands were still clenched too tightly on his shaft from Maddie’s insistence on his anonymity.

There was a squeak from the back of the fox’s throat and their tail went board still between their legs. Terrified eyes met Ryudamon’s and only now recognized exactly who they were attacking. 

“Refrain from making any more of a fool of yourself, if you would please.” The dragon gave a bored warning, seeing the telltale signs of the beginnings of either a bow or a kneel.

It’s more important to focus on learning more about their own human pack than having them learn why Yggdrasil could offer their services to those Worthy so easily.

Renamon nodded their understanding, but their eyes kept drifting back to their team. David undid his hack on their cohorts, but only to fully log them out.

“Next time, we’ll hide Ryudamon better.” Maddie said mostly to herself before facing her father. “And I’ll talk to mom, okay? Yeah she hates VR, and all of this definitely won’t help, but I’ll get her to talk to you soon. Promise.”

“Thanks, kiddo.”

—-

Maddie’s promise weighed over the man for days to come. School was her responsibility, so keeping the man company became Ryudamon’s.

They couldn’t claim to experience digital life the same way this UI did. He was replicating that of a human’s, and while Digimon could relate even those of human digimon didn’t always seem to line up. If they did, human types evolving into beasts wouldn’t drive them mad as often.

If Dorumon were here, they could better understand. Grademon and Alphamon were the closest either had ever been to “human” and it had made their time with Kyoko go as smoothly as it could.

Far smoother than any of the terrible potions they had tried bringing back with them.

… On second thought, that was likely evidence that a human’s sense of “taste” and digimon’s could not relate to each other without dire consequences. Dorumon was always experimental, but that was a realm not even the other humans around her could stomach.

“What’s that face for?” David teased them and they tried to shake the trauma away.

“Remind me to avoid what humans call “coffee” for everyone’s safety. And “Ma-yo-naze”.”

“Individually?” David’s tone was jesting but a look at the horror in Ryudamon’s eyes helped him reach the worse conclusion. The man’s mouth quirked in his attempt to mask his disgust. “Together?”

“I was reminiscing on human-digimon fusions I had personally known. My partner had made… Discoveries.” Ryudamon felt a shiver, and their dread took a new foothold. “Should I warn Master Cody?”

“I think he already knows by now if that’s normal. If Laurie’s changed it could just still be part of the flaw. Human preferences can change on our own. You should have seen some of Ellen’s cravings.” David chuckled to himself, but the reminder made his sorrows return stronger.

“Don’t.” Ryudamon warned, knowing there was no option free from pain here.

“I shouldn’t be putting Maddie in the middle of this. She’s just a kid. We’re her parents. She needs to rely on us, not the other way around.”

“Ellen’s healed around this blade too long for removing it to come without further injury.” Ryudamon shook their head at him. “Please, remain patient. If you must attempt contact you may only do so with phones with proper identification. You will not spring yourself upon her.”

David’s jaw tightened. “You know she won’t pick up if she knows it’s me.”

“Which is why I will hinder any other means of contact, Master David.” Ryudamon looked at the photo on the man’s false desk. “I understand loss and longing, I know injuries, but I can’t relate to losing someone the way she has.” They admitted. “If seeing your name alone brings her too much pain to bear, then going a step further to prevent it will only dig into her deeper.”

David sat in his chair and stared up at the ceiling. “You know, she warned me she’d be like this. More than once.” He swallowed and the way his eyes shined behind his glasses compelled Ryudamon to look anywhere else for the man’s dignity. “And I told her. I couldn’t bear to be in a world without her in it.”

“And you aren’t.” Ryudamon objected softly. “Not the way she did. You know where she is, how she’s doing, even if she’s in a zone you can’t enter yet. She had no such luxuries.”

“I know.” David’s voice was wet, even as he repeated it to himself. “But I miss her.”

That, Ryudamon understood all too well. Yet unlike the Kims, they could not be permitted contact yet.

Even if they were, Dorumon would not wish for themselves to be seen in such a dreadful state.

“If she did not miss you as well there would not be as many aches to navigate and compromise. Time will mend this, not pressure. I have faith in my mistress.”

“It’s not that I don’t. But…” David’s pause made Ryudamon give him a glance. The pain spoke to a truth he found unseemly.

“You need more social interactions than this for your health?” Ryudamon asked, hoping that by doing so he’d need not worry about offending them.

He looked ashamed at this being his truth. “I can’t just rely on you, Maddie, Laurie, and Chanda. Talking to people online or other digimon could make them worry.”

“Would addressing Master Chanda less formally be of any help? His pack is even smaller.” They asked, in genuine hopes of the two helping balance out their clearest edges.

David shrugged uncomfortably. “I could ask, but I’m not sure what all there is to talk about.”

“He calls you “David”, does he not?” Ryudamon pushed.

The man nodded but his worries remained. “You saw the footage of Prasad’s complex.”

Ryudamon’s tail stilled before drooping. “I could well believe Lucemon would be both willing and capable of such an action in response to a perceived slight against themselves. The lack of casualties speaks well of the man’s ability to keep their strength directed at those deserving.”

“That’s not how humans see it.” David turned to face them, expression stern and eyes dry. “We can’t allow ourselves to go that far. That’s why we have courts, our justice systems. Without it, even if someone is guilty beyond any reasonable doubts, we’d just be murderers.”

Ryudamon tilted their head. “Perhaps this is a value we lose when true termination is harder to encounter by chance. We kill to survive or improve ourselves, but we don’t end if we are killed. Those beyond redemption can be judged, but erasure is no easy feat without a mega’s action.”

“Would knowing that have stopped his partner?”

“Lucemon knows “Death” better than most Digimon.” Ryudamon looked at the floor. “This wouldn’t have been the first human they attacked. They know how different you are.”

David slumped forward in his chair. “Then how could I trust either of them, as people?”

Ryudamon made an unsure sound in their throat. Not all allies could also be “friends”, as much as they may have once wished otherwise.

Recalling Dynasmon and Crusadermon’s own encounters with humans under Lucemon’s thrall brought little comfort. They wished they could believe the reborn warriors' survival was as much a sign of resistance against their control as it was a testament to the humans’ own abilities.

It was hard to continue that belief after seeing how a human like Kishibe could tarnish the Lord of Knightmon’s elegant resolve. But they still had been under another’s influence.

Duftmon never had such an excuse. How could one so skilled at navigating the values of those around them let themselves be blind to when that of their opponents proved to have merit?

How could any knight let their trust in their King drag them down into such madness, when the empty seat is there because their King recognizes their own faults? Did Alphamon fail them?

Dorumon hadn’t thought so. Ryudamon couldn’t be as sure, with how often they were absent.

“Thinking of old friends?” David asked with an unneeded softness.

“And allies I once trusted. I can concede they need not always be both.”

“Shame how life works out sometimes.” The man’s wet eyes spoke of his own past. They felt his mourning for the bond his betrayer broke.

Peter had called him a friend, and his whole family had suffered for one selfish lie.

“Time can show you many things you may wish it wouldn’t if it goes on long enough.” Ryudamon replied, and the man straightened. “This is why most reconfigured digimon lose their memories.”

“You’ve had an impressive run, huh?”

“Obviously not.” Ryudamon snorted. “I’m not even a week old yet. But my history with Yggdrasil is long, and fresh on my mind. When I end, the next round may have a bit less melancholy to it. The allies I’m thinking of may already be rather different than I’d expect from the past we share.”

“Sounds confusing. Do you have trouble keeping “yourself” straight?”

Ryudamon blinked, and tried to really think about it. “Not really. Maybe that is because I am part of a pair? We are meant to balance each other, which perhaps keeps us more consistent.” They looked at him. “If not for the flaw you could run multiple instances of “yourself” at once, could you not? That sounds far more complicated. Only Yggdrasil comes to mind with such a skill.”

David looked surprised. “I guess? You mean like making parallel subroutines or something?”

“Laurie and Chanda both made similar ones to aid in their own escapes, did they not? Without a flaw to drain you, they could be made closer to your full abilities, no?”

“Making backups wouldn’t be a bad idea if that could be the case. But if I did my normal thing then there’d be three of me running around.” David grimaced at the thought. “Don’t think anyone would like that. And you’ve seen what that sort of thing did to “The Clan”, right?”

“I’ve heard from the junkyard. They’re doing what they can for them, though Master Chanda wasn’t exactly happy to hear that’s where they found the most kindred spirits.” Ryudamon looked at a false trash bin. “They have some of the most diverse data sets available. Monsters who dwell there may not lean towards power, but they are no lesser for it. Very empathetic.”

“Could we give a better name?”

“They are very proud of their “junk”, so I would not pursue such action.” Ryudamon gave a wry smile. “Not to mention many may encourage far worse names in protest. Such as excretion-related swears, given their particular culture.”

David looked playfully thoughtful. “Would it really be better to live in “the junkyard” than Shitsburg?”

Ryudamon laughed louder than intended. “You’d have to ask them, but I wouldn’t risk it.” 

David chuckled, but as they died the mood dropped down with his thoughts.

No wonder it was easy for him to guess when their own went similarly.

“Would you like me to check on her?” Ryudamon offered in a bid to grant him peace.

“Pretty sure we established school was a bad place for you to be.”

Ryudamon nearly growled at the memory of identical hallways and needless lockers. “Wrong her, sir. If mistress Maddie says Justine is all the support she needs there, then that’s how it shall be. I can’t imagine how Phineas can stand staying watch-bound for so long.”

“Perks of being a Wall-spider maybe?” The man said it like it was a joke Ryudamon couldn’t get. At the blank stare, he shrugged but gave no aid. “If I’m not supposed to call Ellen at work I don’t think you’re any better.”

“Not if I show up.” Ryudamon agreed with a grin they hoped was playful as Maddie would do. “But I can still check-in. See her schedule, what’s around her, and the like.”

“So you’ll stop me from talking to my own wife, but you cyberstalking her is okay?” David looked somewhere between surprised and disappointed.

“Depends. Internet activity is a public space, more or less, but I am willing to forego some “privacies” if it helps those Maddie loves feel more at ease. She won’t notice a thing, I promise.” Ryudamon reassured with a smile that probably had too much teeth.

“Okay, we’re going to need you to not “forego” that ever, little guy.” David glared at him with an unimpressed scowl.

“Understood, sir. So should I not look up anything more about “Gabe”?” Ryudamon asked, knowing this was a risk. Maddie had mentioned the man when they tried to follow her in school.

Romantic partnerships may not be their nature, but they well understand that jealousy isn’t too dissimilar from the aching that drives Leviamon. A fear of losing something, someone so close to him, that is far from unfounded. Even if she could be lost because he was lost to her first.

“Who’s Gabe?” David asked warily.

“A coworker of Ellen’s. His experience from his divorce had given him good insight on what she was going through as a widow.” Ryudamon answered carefully. “From all I have seen about him, he’s a good human. Fairly average. Maddie’s unimpressed by him, but he’s accepting it well.”

To say the man was not a threat would have been a lie, no matter how true it was physically.

David’s face tightened in pain.

“How long have you known?”

“Not very.” Ryudamon shrugged, “He was of no interest to Yggdrasil, as he’s not important. Just a teacher. Ellen has told him nothing of value regarding how she understands your condition.”

“Is this why it’s taken Maddie so long?”

Ryudamon wasn’t sure now. They thought a weekend would just be easier for all involved if they started talking in the evening and it went better and longer than Ellen expected.

If weekends were the ideal “date night”, then perhaps this was also sabotage on her part.

An inelegant means of further disrupting Ellen’s life. They couldn’t say they approved of such subterfuge if this was her goal. There was no reason to take this out on an innocent third party.

“I’ll take that as a yes.”

“Apologies, sir. I don’t know.” Ryudamon felt they needed to clarify. That this wasn’t a secret they were meant keep from him. “I hadn’t considered it before. I thought she was just worried that starting the conversation on a school night would risk impacting her sleep for the next day.”

They couldn’t read David for the life of them. “What would you like to do, sir?”

“Stay out of this one.” The man said and Ryudamon wasn’t sure if it was an order or request. 

They bowed their head either way. Humans are best able to address human concerns.

As long as he approaches it as he would have before his current state all should be well.

“My condolences on how things have turned out, sir.” Ryudamon kept their gaze still on the floor without making sudden movements. “I’ve seen reincarnation split healthy romantic bonds similarly. Perhaps this is part of why she wished for more time before speaking?”

David’s image looked far calmer than the programs he began to run would have suggested. They grit their teeth that their attempt at keeping empathy at the forefront likely failed.

Ryudamon had their orders, but that didn't rob them of their responsibilities. This would be an anxiety that would not cease until the air was settled.

Sending a warning to their mistress seemed prudent once they left David's server. 

👨👫💔

Her reaction, while delayed likely by school, was not unexpected.

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🐉🅱️

They think they are using that right.

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Or not? Hopefully she's only asking because it's an acceptable time to talk. Calling is a one way beast when you don't have an actual phone or accounts.

"What do you mean "your bad"?!"

"I forgot you wished for Gabe's involvement with Grandmaster Ellen to be a secret."

"So you just told him?!" 

"It came up and I wasn't about to lie , mistress."

Maddie groaned on her end of the phone. "I was going to get them to talk tonight."

Ryudamon looked at her screen with disappointment. "Before or after her evening with Mr. Gabe?"

"Before, obviously." Her voice still had that rougher fry to it as she answered.

"Not "instead of"?"

Maddie made a nervous sound at Ryudamon's icy accusation.

"Mistress, you shouldn't intend to ruin the pleasant plans of others."

"There's nothing "pleasant" about them!" She snapped at their chiding.

"Even if this was not a romantic meeting in nature?"

"But it was!"

"So what was your intent, mistress? To encourage Grandmaster Ellen to cheat on her current partner for her former, leaving both men unaware until one or both of their hearts break?"

Maddie sputtered on the other end, "I-it's not cheating-"

"It is if you intended the discussion of your parents' relationship to be its own "date"."

They wished she had used a visual communication method. Sound isn't giving them enough to know how she's taking their words or what her thoughts may be.

"Mistress Maddie. I can't condone such childish cruelty to those you care about."

"I know she loves dad." Her voice is that of a petulant child.

"That doesn't give you the right to undermine the happiness she already has."

"And what about his?!"

"If it was for his peace, why delay the dialogue he desired?"

Her silence was uncomfortable. "How is dad?" She asked quietly.

"Hurt, and cross. He has his own "plans" now, I fear. I am unsure what, if anything, getting the two to speak now will accomplish."

She swore in a way Ellen would have certainly objected to. 

"Might I suggest holding off on your own plottings until the fallout of David's action is clearer?"

Maddie groaned again, trying to think. "Think he's going to mess with Gabe?"

"Seems very likely."

"Okay. Okay. If it looks like he's going to fo something that could get him caught, maybe step in?" Maddie's voice was unsure and she swore again. "Which would be worse for him to know?"

"If that's what you think is best. Humans will need to learn of us sooner than later, but UI are in a more delicate position."

Maddie mumbled something, but Ryudamon missed it. "Mistress?"

"Stick with mom if you can. Out of sight." She clarified and possibly repeated her earlier words. "Maybe this can get them to talk."

Ryudamon watched, as instructed. Watched Grandmaster Ellen arrive for her date at 8, as it had been planned before their mistress’s attempted intervention. Ellen had only been mildly disappointed over her daughter rejecting an opportunity to spend time together yet again.

They watched David bide his time, waves of frustration and jealousy radiating off him but he had let the two start their horror movie in peace. The sight of imagined shambling undead, green as a Rareraremon nearly made them short out the television just to make it stop, but they held themselves together.

Rationally, they understood this was an enjoyed fiction type of humanity. Rationally, the things they were most reminded of were purple, not green, baring the virus’s true avatar. Rationality could be defenestrated for all they cared, but mercifully for them, Ellen was also upset by it.

Her discomfort made David’s spike further, assuming he was what she saw in them, and the cost he put on the house to take control made the lights flicker.

David’s clumsy attempt at a true intervention was where observation ceased. The song they permitted, but every time David tried to replace an image with his own, Ryudamon undid it in less time than a human could blink. David’s work was faster, but once a source was undone the digimon’s defenses held up far longer than than the unprepared systems.

The one thing he never got a chance to bother with was the TV, given what Ryudamon assumed he’d bring back. They didn’t need any more reminders of why they were alone like this.

“Stay out of this,” David didn’t say so much as pinged, as a Digimon could when pressed. The way they could seek others beyond sight or smell, or be understood without words if not feral.

Ryudamon wasn’t sure why that unsettled them as much as it did. Perhaps as proof David’s senses were different from a humans, if he could understand them as much as create them.

Maybe because it gave Ellen’s fears of the man’s inhumanity more weight.

They watched Gabe’s fears and frustration grow at Ellen’s refusal to let him in.

This is what Maddie had hoped for. Ellen’s responsibility to her daughter and the echo of her husband’s memory to outweigh her need for other connections.

It wasn’t fair to either of them. Ryudamon knew the waves of this area enough to send a specific ping of their own far beyond David.

They were not disappointed by their once golden ally’s eager response.

This was too petty to ask one of his fellows for help, but Magnamon’s partner was a free agent until Seraphimon made their digimental manifest. And the little Terror did love their dramas.

“Keep Master David from revealing himself or his nature as much as you, if you would?” Their eye twitched as they felt the Terriermon laugh at them for phrasing it as a request.

“What else was I gonna do, ignore you when I’m already here?” They both felt the image of destiny’s guard pup watching with snacks at the ready, so in sync Ryudamon wasn’t sure who actually sent it. “And miss a chance to scrap with a UI? Never!” Terror’s laughter rang even deeper.

“Not being revealed to third parties is also a priority,” Ryudamon warned, and tried to replicate the feeling of something nearly breaking the surface from David’s largest RoW break. Ideally, it had been nothing, but if not it may have been a program looking for abnormalities.

“Rodger dodger!”

The would-be archangel’s twin was less kind to David’s music choices than Ryudamon had been, leaving the couple in the dim silent room.

“Because I wouldn’t “believe” you? Try me.” Gabe said to Ellen in hopes of saving what he thought they had. 

“Belief” Ryudamon can help with. While Ellen tried to let her silence answer for her, the TV came to life, bright and loud enough to make her jump.

“I said enough David!” She spun to look at it and any further words died on her tongue as her eyes widened in horror at seeing Ryudamon leap out of it like a raptor.

With a shake of their head to make sure their helmet’s tassel settled back behind them, they straightened up as best they could. Still far from an ideal height for working with human adults, but passable.

The man looked at them with a fear he didn’t want to share, and glanced at Ellen with confusion at her continued silence.

“Apologies for my subterfuge, sir.” They bowed to the man, but speaking hadn’t made their appearance any easier on the poor man’s well-frayed nerves. “I’m here at my mistresses request. The child known as Madison Kim.”

His eyes widened nearly as much as his mouth did, but any words he had hoped would come out got lost along the way.

“Get out.” Ellen hissed at them, but they stayed where they were.

“One more human knowing about me won’t change anything, Grandmistress Ellen, and with all do respect we are not under your roof so Mistress Maddie’s orders are my priority. Ma’am.” They gave a disingenuous bow that fit with every other half-truth they had given that night.

They strode up to the man his mistress was so unsatisfied with and looked him over. Exactly as average as what they could find about him was.

“What is that thing?”

… They really should have put more thought of how to answer that question these days.

“I am “Ryudamon”, not “David” no matter what Grandmaster Ellen says under stress.” Ryudamon felt comfortable enough with that truth for now. Their eyes flicked between the man’s smartwatch, an oddly angular thing very unlike the digivice his mistress received, and the electronic picture frame. “I don’t suppose hologram technology is advanced enough for this?”

Gabe narrowed his eyes at them at the attempt at an excuse.

“Understood.” They gave a single nod before putting themselves between him and Ellen, letting their tail lightly bump the man enough for him to know they were solid. The poor man just about jumped out of his skin at the contact. “I’m afraid I can’t give you anything better than “I am a digital life who wants to see mistress Maddie happy”, and this put us both in a terrible position.”

“What?” Gabe managed out and looked from the monster who stared up at him with strange green eyes and the woman he had hoped to have a future with. “Ellen, is this what you didn’t think I’d believe?”

Ellen swallowed as she gave the dragon a quick glance, but her eyes betrayed a sense of peace from this deception when she closed them. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do with this. It won’t go away, it doesn’t make sense, and I didn’t want to scare you too.” A genuine regret dripped from every word. “It scares me enough as it is.”

“I still don’t see what makes me “scary”. I don’t even have scales.” Ryudamon tried to playfully huff in hopes of bearing the brunt of any misgivings. “Hardly my fault his house is so weak my presence makes it glitch.”

“So get out! Go home!” Ellen snapped at them, and held her arm to comfort herself as she sighed. “Tell Maddie I’ll be there soon.” Ellen turned to Gabe to make sure she’d read things right. “It’d be better if I go now, wouldn’t it?”

“Ellen, I…” Whatever Gabe had hoped to say petered out, so he tried again. “I think I need to process this, okay? You just… Have a strange monster that can jump out of TVs?”

“Maddie does.” She corrected, uncomfortable at how they were avoiding the party truly upset by this date. Ellen was no fool. “They just showed up one day a few days ago, and with how few friends she has she’s really bonded with it.” Ellen looked down at the beast who still hadn’t obeyed her orders. “I didn’t expect they would cyber stalk me to mess up a date.”

“It wasn’t nearly that technical, Grandmaster Ellen.”

“And they call me that because I made one bad joke.” Ellen’s tone burned like sand as she gave Gabe a truly exasperated look with a single raised finger.

Gabe was far from laughing, but he nodded along like he was trying to process this insanity. His eyes were distant enough that success on that front was highly unlikely.

The strange picture frame flashed David’s photo again, but hopefully the man missed it. They hadn’t expected Terriermon to struggle to keep David quiet, but neither truly knew the man’s limits.

“So was this why you had wanted to end this?” Gabe managed to ask.

“I thought you’d be better off if I did.” She looked sad as she asked, “Can you blame me?”

He swallowed, and looked uncomfortably at the so-called “digital” creature. “No. I’m sorry Ellen, but I… don’t know if I can do this.”

Ellen let out a breath they hadn’t noticed she’d been holding. “I’m sorry too. Sorry, I couldn’t be honest with you, but… Every option with this thing felt like a lie.”

“To be clear, sir: My mistress’s dislike is shallow, and I would never harm you or permit you to come to harm on a tantruming child’s whims.” Ryudamon looked up at him and caught further fear as the reality of what a partnered monster could be dawned on him. 

“If you wish no contact there will be no repercussions, but if you do change your mind I will try to temper her expectations as best I can.” They allowed themselves complete honesty. “I’m only here because I feared Grandmaster Ellen was doing you both a terrible disservice by denying you the choice to determine your limits.”

“T-thank you?” Gabe replied nervously but headed to the door. Ryudamon offered him a claw to shake and was content that the man braved enough to try.

Ryudamon turned back to the television instead, shaking their head at the offered door after making an act of looking down at themselves and struggling to look out a window.

“I may disagree with how you find me, but I’m not foolish enough to expose myself to humans without reason. I will inform mistress Maddie that circumstances have changed for now.” They gave Ellen a final nod. “I imagine you will have much to discuss with regarding boundaries.”

The glare she gave told them she understood full well it wasn’t Maddie she needed to talk to. Or at least, not just Maddie. At least she had being an actual child as an excuse for this childishness.

They barely had a moment in the virtual space for a green blur tackled them affectionately.

“RYUDAMON! YOUR HUMAN IS NUTS! I LOVE IT!” The young Terror cackled.

“Master David is not “my human”, his daughter is.” They sighed, but did a double take as they looked at the green scrapper.

That was not a Terriermon.

“What did you do?” Ryudamon asked with exasperation. “It’s only been a few minutes.”

“I know right!?” The Gargomon bounced on his toes, the cylinders of the revolvers where their upper paws used to be kept the cybernetic hands in their centers from really clapping with glee. The metal clatter was close enough for the intent. “UI are awesome.”

The UI in question only looked mildly worse for wear. Ryudamon couldn’t tell the signs of decay as well as their King could, but he was calmer now. Upset, but more morose than angry.

“Were you able to hear Gabe’s answer?” They asked him, and the man nodded with a sigh. “Are you happier, knowing that her bond has been broken?”

“You acted like it could be temporary.” David’s tone accused them bitterly but didn’t answer the question. They knew it was a cruel way to ask it.

“I intended to sound neutral on the matter, given my mistress’s stated bias, apologies for failing on that front. If mistress Maddie is right, this may have been enough to motivate Grandmaster Ellen to wish contact. If so, speaking to her of the matter would be most productive.”

“I hope you’re right.” He said, and gave his cyborg sparring partner a glance. “Really didn’t expect that to happen though. A warning could have been nice.”

“Yeah, no, this is totally normal for us.” The “dog” that still passed for a “rabbit” waved him off.

“The Digimental will still permit you to reach Goldrapidmon as you are now I hope?”

“Don’t you worry, it will! Definitely helps that I’d be a Rapidmon from here either way, and going from green to gold works out too since it’s basically a Mega. Veemon’s the one who gets  worried about going “too far”.” They snorted at their best friend’s expense.

“At least one of you should remember how to do that.” Ryudamon muttered.

“Destiny’s my “Destiny”, Fate always works out for me.” They said with a smug shrug.

“It really should reconsider that, for the sake of your head. Look at how it’s expanded already.”

“Ha ha, Funnymon.” The sound of a metal paw bouncing off Ryudamon’s shoulder plate had more impact than the play-punch. “I’ll be sure to let Seraphimon know you think so too when he gets back.”

“Oh, so you already know?” Ryudamon teased with a grin. “Guess the growth can’t be all bad.”

Gargomon chuckled and gave their cylinders a quick spin to reload, giving a casual salute as they headed back to their sibling.

… Hopefully they will not hear a cross word from Tsureimon in the near future. They knew how the Terror could be better than anyone, despite how they shift in every generation. Not even trading roles ever did much to dampen their bravado.

They stayed with David in this space that was nobody’s home, wary to leave him be. The UI didn’t appear to mind the company, despite any misgivings of how the night’s gone so far.

Location was harder to gauge on the Net than in the Digital World. Everywhere felt either liminal or isolated, no healthy in between as spaces meant for the living have. So they did understand why he hadn’t felt as much of a need to “head back” as what tugged at Ryudamon’s conscience.

“What does it feel like for you, to have a Digimon’s sixth sense?” They asked to break the silence. David looked weary but confused at the question. “You weren’t speaking before. Not the way humans have to, you learned to convey thought and emotion directly, like we can.”

David shrugged. “I didn’t really think about it. Not sure I can do it on command.”

Ryudamon made a connection to David’s original space and urged him inside. “Easy enough to check. Somewhere more secure would be best for seeing if you can make your location known, or find other UI.”

David gave them an unreadable look before following what Ryudamon was trying to lead him to. “So that sense was how Yggdrasil found the Clan and Chanda?”

“Yes. This sense exists to make it easier to find each other, be it in the real world or the net. Conflict drives us forward, so knowing where potential prey, predators, and allies are an instinctual advantage. The weaker the source, the easier it is to hide to continue growing. Stronger ones encourage a healthy respect. Using it to “ping” more complex communications came later, but before we learned languages from you.”

David looked conflicted at his hand. Ryudamon wasn’t sure what he was thinking, his feelings were a mess. Relief-tinged loneliness now, jealousy and heartache still coursing through it all.

“What do you think I am?” David asked Ryudamon directly for the first time.

“I think UI aren’t as alike to Digimon as mistress Maddie may hope.” They confessed. “I suspect Yggdrasil wishes to help you not because you remind my King of us, but of themselves. We’ve long lost any stories that explain our origins, but post-humans are both powerful and physically limited in a way no Digimon can understand. Yggdrasil however needs vessels to act in their stead, be it drones or my fellow knights, much like Master Cody had to act for Mistress Laurie.”

“And Yggdrasil can also “ping” like Digimon can, so me being able to do it could go either way?”

Ryudamon nodded. The false monitor on the digital desk gave a happy chime, making the dragon have a curious start.

“That would be a RoW request,” David told them as he gave it a look. “Unknown user, fresh account-”

“Ellen I presume?”

David’s smile was melancholy. “Looks like it. Wish me luck?”

Ryudamon snorted. “If she gives you hell I’m unsure which of you has done more wrongs, sir.” The man seemed aware of that and they gave a small smile. “I hope you both find a better place to stand.” 

“For Maddie’s sake?”

“For all of you.” They corrected and made a line to Maddie’s phone knowing the computer will be more than occupied.

They hardly managed a step before a girl’s weight fell across their back.

“Are you satisfied, mistress?”

“I didn’t think this through.” She grumbled into their shoulder plate.

Ryudamon felt an amused grin start to spread. “In which way, mistress Maddie?”

“They are talking, but my computer is the only one with VR.”

“So?”

Maddie scrambled to get her feet in the stirrups enough to lean over Ryudamon’s head. “So, it’s the first time they’ve been able to talk in 2 years, and it’s past 10. Where am I supposed to sleep now?” The tired teen with fresh bedhead glared with disdain that wasn’t meant for them.

They blinked up at her as innocently as they could manage. “Are there not other rooms?”

“Office’s a mess.” She scowled at a door. “I’d still hear like, half the convo anyway.”

Ryudamon gave a sympathetic nod. And they had heard sleeping on the “couch” was typically meant as a punishment or sign of ill placement. She deserves better by far. “Is a “futon” better than a “couch”?”

“Basement’s too cooooold.” She whined as she sat enough to rest her cheek on their interface. “Stoomuch effort anyway.” Her voice slurred a tad.

Ryudamon tilted their head up to try and look at her, making her jerk like she had just tried to use them as a bed. They gave a conspiratorial grin. “Would a swap of rooms suffice for now?”

“Swap?” She blinked some fresh sleep away as she tried to follow. Maddie straightened when she caught up. “Mom’s room?”

They hoped their smile wasn’t as menacing as showing teeth as sharp as theirs tended to be. “I mean, worst case is she displaces you when they finish, in which case your room is free, yes?”

“But it’s mom’s room.” The girl said it like this was some sort of sacred space.

“It’s a free bed.”

“You’ll get fur all over it.” She pursed her lips like the thought was sour but her eyes said she was less opposed than she let on.

“An inconvenience tax that encourages an earlier cleaning. I can do the laundry if it’s such a chore.”

She gave a small laugh before crossing her arms on top of their head. “The wash is bigger than you are.”

“It’s taller than I am, but I will manage! I’ve bested far larger obstacles.”

Maddie’s head began to sink a tad too much into the pillow she had made before catching herself. She gave as serious a look at them as she could manage, like a discontent general giving an order. “If she gets mad, this was entirely your idea.”

“I put you there after you fell asleep on top of me and I didn’t know where else to put you,” Ryudamon said with a smile. “It’s not a lie if I leave out you waking back up shortly after.”

She pat the top of their soul with pride. “Yeah, let’s go with that.”

They were glad she was this relaxed despite how much the two reconciling meant to her. It hardly took a full minute for her to go back to sleep when she made contact with the mattress.

Still long enough for her to have practically dragged them along with her and make extraction more trouble than it was worth.

“Why’s armor always on? Whuttabot bafs?” She mumbled into the pillow, but they weren’t sure how awake she was.

They rolled their eyes a tad, easier without anyone watching, but decided to shuffle off the armor they could. Just to make sure nothing would risk pinching her and when they had to be displaced she wouldn’t need to be fully awake to get back to her own room.

Gabumon understood their dissatisfaction with being undressed better than even their own other half did. Theirs was more a dysmorphia than their own desire to stay protected and prepared, but it was nice to have a friend who shared your own quirks.

Humans and their “clothes” are closer, but their conditions for what satisfies them are far looser.

Hours later Ellen jostled her daughter to make the event more of a family bonding, but Ryudamon stayed fiercely buried under the blankets out of pride. The woman hopefully assumed it was a genuine sleep.

When Ellen returned for her own rest they stole the lightest layer to stay bundled while making their way to Maddie’s room, getting a tired laugh from the woman. The excess fabric made it easy to simply drag their armor behind them too.

The not-a-sheet-ghost still knocked before entering their mistress’s space, and when she did she grinned at them teasingly.

“Is this about the bath thing?”

“If you genuinely wish to suffer that smell, remember how often you consider me a “dog”.”

“Bleck.” She recoiled at the comparison. “Thanks for the heads up. Doesn’t mean bathes won’t happen though, if you need ‘em.”

“Understandable, mistress. Did all go as you hoped?”

“No.” Maddie admitted, and it wasn’t just her repeatedly interrupted sleep dragging her down. “They’re not married anymore. So, all I can do is hope Justine is right, I guess.” She shrugged and flopped herself back on her bed. “About things getting better after this sort of break up.”

Ryudamon went next to the bed, but again Maddie tugged them up to use them as an oversized teddy instead.

“Mom thanked me for pushing her.” She smiled into their neck through the thin sheet. “So even if they’re not “together”, we can all be more together again. At least a bit.”

“Happy to hear it, mistress Maddie.” Ryudamon mumbled to themselves. “I do strongly doubt she’d thank me for my own part in this. Though I did try to make things clearer for Mr. Gabe.”

Maddie’s grip slackened. “Whhhhhy?”

“Better to reveal me than Master David.” They shrugged, guessing at what was coming. “So, he had an answer for her change in demeanor and desire for secrecy. It ended by choice, not her forcing his hand.”

“But it’s over?” Maddie sounded a tad too hopeful.

“Not strongly enough to rule anything out, I’d wager.” They warned back gently.

Far more gently than being shoved off of the bed. They snickered at her sulking but accepted their new placement. After claiming one of her stranded toys for their own to wait for sleep with.

It was far from enough to pretend to be their other half, but it would have to do.

Yggdrasil only knows how long fixing them will take, with the priority the UI have been given. Only They know if a blade can have two wielders at once.

So for as much their guilt may gnaw at them for having it alone, they will enjoy this peace to their fullest.

Chapter 8: Angel's Cut

Summary:

Laurie and Cody attempt damage control by checking in on Chanda and Sami.

Notes:

Again, not super happy with it but it's already a bit late so the first draft will have to do for now! Part of this is because I realized a bit late that without this chapter there would have been a 13-chapter gap between Cody's POV and Laurie's, which felt excessive even with her and Chanda largely working in the background. The next chapter is one of the first ones I finished when starting to lay out this AU so there shouldn't be any delays getting it up on time! Hope folks enjoy!

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Laurie felt bad about taking a break from their travels to hit Mumbai, but with the incident in the news, this couldn’t wait. Cody didn’t seem to mind despite the setback, and the city is interesting.

If only it could have been just a pleasure visit. But with the way Prasad died, there was no way one of Alliance’s UI wasn’t involved. 

The digimon of the Junkyard were adamant about the Clan’s innocence, but with how digimon are about getting even and how delicately they treat the failing UI their alibi can’t be trusted. Their best defense is that their degradation hasn’t gotten worse since fusing made it plateau.

That leaves Vinod and Sami Chanda. The youngest UI, with the motive and means to both evacuate and burn down a skyscraper, and his partner who had an evolution spike.

If neither will tell her what happened, seeing them in person could help her and Cody get a better idea of if this will happen again. It’s not like Prasad was the only person involved in Vinod’s murder. He just had the most blood on his hands.

As angry as she got, she never tried to get violent over her prison. She’d fuck them over when she could, but only financially. Even if it was because it was the only thing she knew she’d get away with. Not unless she wanted to risk Cody rejecting the monster she let herself become.

She would never risk losing him like that, even when she could feel her morals waning.

A heat burned in her chest at the very idea. Guess her headmate’s also going to help keep her steady. Kinda weird to have a near-literal angel on your shoulders.

“You okay, Babe?” Cody asked with concern.

Had he been talking? Did she lose time again?

“Yeah, sorry, I’m fine but I think I zoned out a second there.”

Cody shook his head with a sad smile. “Don’t worry about it. I asked if you saw the little white thing that fly by.” He cocked his head in its direction but nothing was there when she looked.

“Like a Digimon, or a normal thing?” She asked and looked at Joanie’s pendant. It wasn’t the same as Cody’s digivice, but it could manage some basics Laurie had trouble visualizing. With Cody confirming it wasn’t normal, she tried to feel for what was nearby.

It was small, like an old Beanie Buddy, but she found it. An In-Training angel, Cupimon, still within walking distance and had either stopped or paused.

“Should we take a look?” Laurie asked her husband. “They shouldn’t be wandering around on our side yet but it’s nearly time for our reservation.”

“Considering everything else,I don’t think Chanda could complain too much.”

With Cody’s agreement she lead, following the trail she felt more than what “Joanie” showed. The gold winged creature seemed to be doting over a family of three. A mother and two teenagers, a girl and a boy.

“That’s Prasad’s family, aren’t they?” Cody asked with some concern. “Why does it care?”

Could belong to Lucemon, Laurie felt more than heard. They’re drawn to love and bring it out. They like making people happy.

“Joanie thinks it’s either trying to help with their grief or is one of Sami’s worshippers.” Laurie informed as the white creature recognized her with wide eyes despite the distance.

She couldn’t make out if it said anything when its mouth moved, but the way the girl looked up at it inclined her to think it did. Her brother gave a scowl that betrayed more worry than anger when he saw the girl look up at nothing.

There’s no sign of any digivice here, the closest one was still Preethi’s, but Prasad’s daughter did seem to genuinely see the cloaked  digimon without it. That could be promising for her.

Less so if it doesn’t have her best interests at heart.

Laurie tried to let her wings show to her fellow Digimon without making them fully visible and succeeded in getting it curious enough to make the approach.

“Sure we don’t want to get closer?” Cody asked.

“They’ve been through enough and as far as anyone knows we’re just tourists.” She replied though the way the girl stared at her wide-eyed didn’t bode great for lying low.

The mother tried to usher them into a limo and the girl’s brother followed her eyes to glare at what should simply be two American tourists as he helped urge her along.

“What do you want?” The Cupimon’s voice was as light as a windchime despite a level of annoyance.

“I wanted to make sure you were okay, I thought Digimon preferred to stay online,” Laurie told it, and it rolled its eyes.

“Of course I am, I’m just keeping an eye on a friend.” It crossed its arms at her as it hunched forward as if to loom over her in their disappointment in her lack of faith. “Life’s been tough so she’s scared and lonely. Being online wasn’t enough, so I’m trying to help her and her fam out!”

“That’s really sweet of you. Can you tell me what happened to her, as far as you know?”

“Not much more than anyone else, if you saw the news-stuff.” Its big gold eyes flicked to and fro, like a typewriter as it compared the two humans it saw to its memories. “What was left of the systems was really messed up. Her papa came home for dinner and the house started going crazy! The folks working for them were all let go early, so nobody else but her and her ‘ma saw anything, and she saw a guy with his head open on TV.”

Its single horn drooped as it looked sadly at the floor. “I’m trying to make them happy, but nothing works. Their ‘ma’s super busy, her brother’s twitchy and mad, and while I can make her smile that seems to just make her brother mad at her too. Am I doing it wrong?” Its voice wobbled as it picked at a red claw in worry.

“Maybe a bit insensitive,” Cody said with a sympathetic sigh as he scratched his neck. “If you try to make them feel something they’re not ready for, it can make it worse.”

“But if she likes your company, you’re doing alright by her,” Laurie added before the little thing could deflate too badly at the news. “That could be part of what’s making him frustrated though. Focus on who seems most open to your help, and maybe do small quiet favors if you can.”

It nodded at the suggestion. “I think I can do that. Like chores they could forget they did?”

Cody’s eyebrows raised a bit at the mild gaslighting she was encouraging. But this was about reducing stress in easy-to-miss ways more than making them think they were losing it.

“Just be subtle about it. You don’t want to scare them any.” Laurie maintained softly. “Are you sure they’re the only reason you’re here?”

It tilted itself in the air in confusion. “Why else would I be?”

“Did The Lord of Pride ask you to check in on them?” Laurie asked at Joanie’s behest.

Its fang flashed as its face twisted in anger, and Joanie was convinced the feeling was true. “He’s the one who hurt them, why would I listen to a scary meanie like that?”

“Are you sure he hurt them, and not his partner? The man she saw get hurt on the TV.” Cody asked, and Laurie smiled at their unified front. It was nice to not do it all alone.

“But humans don’t like to hurt humans.” Its brow furrowed at the contradiction. “She says they only do it when they don’t know better, but UI are smart. Pride wouldn’t need to hack into anything to get the helpful people to leave, so that had to be his person’s work, right?” 

“We’re just trying to make sure nobody gets in trouble for something they didn’t do,” Laurie told them with a gentle smile. “Anything you can tell us could help.”

“Well…” It looked up in thought before doing a full-body nod. “Pride only meant to hurt her papa. He personally got her, her ‘ma, and her brother out after he made them sleepy-forgetful. It didn’t work all the way, and I dunno if that’s why she can see me or now. Only she can, so it’s weird.”

That would explain how nobody else got caught in the crossfire. Chanda definitely couldn’t manage something physical on his own.

“Do you know what started the fire?”

“I ‘unno. Lucemon’s good at making things go boom, and there was a fuel leak with her papa’s cars. He could have caused it so he wouldn’t need to make a big boom for it to work.” It tapped its chin in thought. “I can send you what I got from the cameras and stuff. Lots of it gets a bit complicated to read.”

“That’d be great, you’ve been a big help. I hope your friend and her family feel better soon.”

As the critter flew off to catch up with its friend Cody turned to his wife. “Think it’s telling the truth?”

“As far as it knows.” She nodded. “Not sure they’ll get us the link soon enough to use it though.”

“Might be for the best. We don’t want him to feel cornered, yeah?”

“Yeah. We’re just covering all of our bases. If we’re asked about our sources, Sami’s got to be aware of this one already, even if it’s not one of his.” Laurie took a pause to make sure her wings were as gone as they could be. She’d still feel them there, but it helped her feel human. 

“You still got the directions?” She asked and Cody pointed to his earpiece.

“Google won’t stop bitching about it.” He teased with a half laugh at seeing the guilt on her face. “It’s cool, not the first time.” He shrugged and lightly took her by the hand. “I’ll lead, just don’t zone out again, ‘kay? We’ll have plenty of time to sightsee later if they don’t chase us out.”

“That was only one time.” She groaned with a smothered laugh over that terrible night in New York.

“Two actually, but we were very drunk.” Cody corrected with two held fingers to make the point before sliding into a single to point the way. “Good thing we’re planning on staying sober.”

“There’s always time to fix that.” She lightly teased, and to her surprise, Joanie wasn’t objecting. Not sure why data would want to keep this feature, but she won’t complain.

“Not around a 12-year-old that makes things go “boom” there isn’t.”

“You got a better reason to want to drink?”

A memory that wasn’t hers drifted forward of a large pink serpent with two mouths, one on a comically small ordinary head gleefully ordering rounds all around while the second was on an over-bloated stomach taking in more than anyone’s fair share. She snorted a laugh which made Cody’s grip on her hand tighten.

“I’m not out of it, Joanie was just sharing some wild nights of her own. Tragically tame by college standards, but more than I expected.”

“You say that, but it’s not like she missed much with that scene.” He teased after giving their info to the host who addressed him in English, so Laurie wasn't needed as a translator. Must be a common spot for tourists or business trips.

“True enough, but I had fun..” Laurie nodded along as Cody ushered her to their table. 

Not a bad location, upscale but not enough for Cody to look underdressed. She could see the pair waiting for them already, and Joanie gave a wave of relief the Lucemon didn’t seem vexed.

Vinod took to his feet to greet them, though she couldn’t tell if it was to be polite or a result of nerves. “Glad to finally meet you in the flesh Laurie.” He said with a strained smile and turned to her husband with an invitation to each of them for a handshake, “You must be the “Cody” she’s bragged so much about. I’m Vinod Chanda, and this is Sami.”

Cody went tense at being the immediate focus but stiffly accepted the pleasantry anyway. “S-sure. Nice to meet one of her new colleagues in…” His face preemptively spelled out the cringe he felt, “Uh, person?”

Sami snorted and Vinod tossed it a chiding look before shaking his head with a laugh. “It’s fine! This is fairly uncomfortable for all of us, but there’s hardly any helping that.”

“I said I’m sorry.” The fake child scoffed, tone dripping in sweet cyanide as it hid its lips behind a coffee cup.

“No, you aren’t, and when you immediately defend the action anyway it’s hardly an apology.” Vinod sighed with frustration at the ceiling before starting to pull two chairs out for the couple. Cody shooed him off from it so the man held his hands in surrender as he took his own seat with an apology.

“If I wasn’t, why would I let you be solid?” His partner grumbled to itself, but Joanie warned its displeasure was as forced as Vinod’s frustration. Not a great start for an “honest” discussion.

“Because you work best with an audience, and you’re as much digimona-non-grata in your world as Gage’s partner is, last I checked.” Laurie replied far less amused by their charade than they were at getting called out. That was genuine, just Joanie’s nerves were still on edge.

“Touche,” Sami said with a smile that felt like a warning. “How’s fusion working out for you, human? Any mood swings?”

Laurie tried to tap down the urge to tense up or lash out. It didn’t feel like they were picking a fight from Joanie’s side of it, so she took a calming breath. “Nothing wild, but Joanie’s a fairly calm person herself.”

“True enough, but we’re all made to fight. It’s in our code. Sure you haven’t needed to suppress any urges that aren’t “normal” for you?” The boy looked at her carefully, like every twitch could give him an answer faster than words could. He only spared a dismissive glance at Cody tense on her behalf.

“No. If you’re going to hide behind “Cultural Differences” for what you did, that’s not an excuse. Human laws being different was common knowledge, even to you.”

“I saw no reason to believe he’d come to justice any other way.” Sami coldly maintained. “We’re treating his crime as murder, with an unknown amount of victims and no reasons for him to stop. Prasad was a dangerous animal to the humans around him, so I… neutralized the threat.” It dropped an extra sugar cube into its coffee to watch it diffuse into the drink with the words.

“You going to hit Logorhythms next?” Cody asked coldly.

“No, because they were upfront about their scans as far back as I can find. Prasad’s lap dogs should be harmless without his backing and their livelihoods are all about to go belly up. The machine responsible is slag, courtesy of a concerned Raremon. That should cost the bastards enough.” Sami shrugged with a content smile. “Their justice is served.”

“We tried looking into the families of the other victims, like the Clan, but either Prasad lied about making sure they’d be taken care of or he was very careful about not leaving a trail.” Chanda added with a heavy brow and shoulders that spoke of similar burdens. “If we had, we could have made a case against him. The bodies were all cremated, including mine. I told Sami I needed some time to come to terms with this, and next thing I knew they were gone.”

That felt like a lie, even without Joanie’s whispers that his guilt goes too deep for his story.

“His employees were given leave before the fire started.”

“I had to act fast and assumed that would be the first place they’d go. If I had waited for any signs of trouble that would have been too late.” Vinod stressed, but tried too keep his voice down by leaning in on the table. “They had an app to use for work related communications, but Prasad and his family didn’t have a type of group chat I could hijack quietly. I talked Sami down enough to make sure his family got out safely. What else was I supposed to do?”

Not lie to us.

Laurie focused on the feeling of wanting proof, but if Joanie got the message she couldn’t provide a contradiction for his stated intent. She glanced at Cody but while he didn’t seem to buy it either he didn’t seem to want to judge them.

Even if we do, we couldn’t beat them. Joanie sent images of megas crushed by Lucemon even with just a child’s limits. Craters were towns once stood.

Justice without a means of enforcing it are just idyllic words. Yggdrasil’s spread too thin helping them look for a solution to the flaw for any Digimon to be mainlined past champion yet, much less something capable of matching this sort of rookie.

Yggdrasil has been approaching it the way all computers do: Thoroughly, not thoughtfully. Humans can solve things faster, even if what they find isn’t as “perfect”, through recognition or instincts. Multiple thorough tasks being done simultaneously just slows everything down.

Sami only beat the system because all this chaos was caused in a city as dense as Mumbai, and even it couldn’t keep it up for more than a few minutes. That should be fairly tamer-typical.

“This won’t happen again.” Laurie said with a bitter taste in her mouth.

“I won’t act as independently if an injustice catches my attention again,” Sami said with a smug nod. “I can’t promise more than that, for Preethi or Vinod’s safety.”

“If you’re as strong as they say, finding a non-lethal means of stopping it should be child’s play.” Cody pointed out with a skeptical look at the “kid”.

“Exactly!” Vinod gratefully snapped the chance to let this blow over too fast for her liking. He looked expectantly down at his partner. “I don’t want you to traumatize her to keep her safe.”

The smirk expanded to a grin to both of them at the challenge. “Fine. Don’t come crying to me if my methods are still too “extreme” for you.” They playfully knit their fingers together as they tamed it down to something more like hot sand than a burning knife. “Mind if we move on to lighter topics? Perhaps call over a waiter? This is our treat.”

“You mean my treat. You, don’t have a bank account.” Vinod looked at the child with a kind of teasing wariness.

“I have Prasad’s-” It brightly offered with a grin that betrayed it knew the answer to this offer of grave robbing.

“No, you don’t.” He corrected the arrogant monster firmly. “You will not touch a dime of what should go to his family or however his will is executed. You’ve done enough to them.”

It didn’t even bother to frown as it shrugged back. Sami’s attention turned to Cody. “You’re an artist, right? Baba showed me a pottery studio not far from us, what sort do you do?”

“When I could afford to have an identity, I’d paint.” He dryly answered and Laurie tried to keep her guilt down. The resentment was towards Logorhythms, it was their fault they had to lie low, not her. She didn’t make him put his own career on pause for her sake. This wasn’t about her.

“Just on canvas, or would you like to see if they have any molds you’d like to try?” It offered as they kicked in their seat childishly.

“Glazes are different than oils or acrylics, kid. I’ve done some claywork, but it’s not for me.”

“Apologies! Art’s new to me, haven’t tried anything like painting for myself.” It shrugged and glanced at its other two companions. “Is it very different, being a UI than being human?”

“Not at first.”- “Absolutely.” Vinod and Laurie nearly canceled each other out in their immediate responses, to the other’s surprise.

“I hadn’t even noticed things were wrong at first.” Vinod said with a wince of cold dread.

“I mean, yeah, there’s that.” She agreed but spread her arms wide to make her point. “But once you do, it’s like the world around you just breaks. No boundaries, no limits, no bodies.”

“I’d rather forget that feeling.” Vinod said like he wanted to bury it as much as himself. “Being everything and nothing is just… extremely othering.”

“Super surreal!” Laurie brightly agreed to try and keep the overall mood lighter. “Even dreams still have some sort of bodies, even if the cameramen get weird.”

“Cameramen?” Vinod gave a surprised laugh at the term, and she gave a shrug with a look daring him to have a better description.

“That’s why it was the first thing you asked me to help make for you.” Cody said to her with a soft smile which she returned much the same. Vinod’s expression softened at the sight before awkwardly looking for a waiter for the sake of staring elsewhere.

“How do you keep a singular sense of self like that?” Sami asked with zero concerns over his “father’s” attempt to give them a moment. “We can’t do that. Even Yggdrasil doesn’t normally use more than a handful of drones at a time, that’s more like Homeostasis’.” More to itself it muttered. “Wonder if there are others that are like that too. Maybe it wasn’t a clean switch.”

“That did make it easier to make a copy, like the Clan showed me.” Vinod replied, “But that’s part of what made existing like that… well, terrifying, before Yggdrasil stepped in.”

“It’s kinda like, literally being a cloud I guess? But the cloud breaking apart doesn’t make any “new” clouds, it’s still all just us. One mind behind it all.” Laurie shrugged. “I can’t enter that sort of state anymore, it’s like Joanie is a lightning rod keeping all of me in the same place, kinda like using Cody’s models could. Not really a “vessel”, but a guide that make acting human easier. Without Cody I didn’t have anyone to talk to, and even leaking into chatrooms wasn’t the same.”

“I can’t imagine what being that alone would feel like.” Vinod gently said, and looked between her and her husband. “It’s wonderful you had someone who could still help you through it.”

“Not feeling like a vessel makes sense, since we change more than you’re used to.” Sami nodded to itself and opened a single eye to look at her. “If you’d like any pointers on being a Digimon, I could give you some advice.”

“I don’t think I need it, Joanie’s been one her whole life.” Laurie shook her head but tried to keep her rejection framed lightly to not give said angel a digital heart attack.

Sami’s shrug helped put the champion more at ease, as much as she could in its company, as a waiter came by to refill its coffee and left the pot at the table. Laurie and Cody looked at each other in some surprise over it.

“We brought in a blend to have brewed they don’t normally carry, don’t worry.” Vinod tried to reassure them but something in his smile felt forced this time.

The uncanny child took a sip of their coffee first with a cold smirk as if to assure it was safe.

Out of hospitality, Laurie took the next, and while she immediately understood why this thing was clear about taking it black to start with her surprise nearly made her sputter.

“Is it not to your liking?” It asked to goad her into sharing its punchline.

“No, it’s just been a long time since I’ve had Luwak. Wasn’t expecting it.” Laurie answered to save face and warn Cody in case its reputation was too weird for him.

This also explained why Chanda was drinking tea instead. The immediate relief that dipped his shoulders helped answer part of what he was feeling wary about. Probably not one for pranks.

Cody looked wide-eyed between the “boy” and the cup. “You know where that comes from, right?”

“Oh, he does. He definitely does..” Chanda groaned over the lip of his mug.

Sami grinned ear to ear with an eagerness that conflicted with his ever-calculating eyes but felt too genuine to be one of his childish acts. “It was better than I expected! Vinod and I were looking for something to share with The Clan, to celebrate their successful fusion. He was hoping to find things the man might have enjoyed as a human, I focused on what their new family prefers. Most are failed evolutions, results of mismanaged efforts or slovenly behaviors, but as a result, they can be some of the only sentient creatures capable of fully assimilating the waste of others.”

“... There are monsters that eat shit?” Cody asked with the same tone of resigned confusion that he had when she had to take over the bathroom on her first full day back on Earth.

“With great gusto!” Sami nodded nearly too quickly to see. It dawned on her that this thing was still built like a child, and had at least one cup of coffee already. “So to learn not only is there a beverage that is made from a species’ excrements but that is highly valued because of how specific it is and the breadth of flavors that can result, I had to get it for them!” It clasped its hands together in glee and Laurie still couldn’t be sure how much of it was genuine.

Chanda looked like he’d been suffering this enthusiasm for too long. “Not just for them.”

“Well, obviously.” Sami shrugged, that literally shit-eating grin not leaving its face. “What sort of host would I be if I’d offer them something I wasn’t willing to try myself? This is a gesture to show how grateful we are to them. I’m not about to shun what makes them what they are.” They nodded as they took another sip.

Yeah, no, he’s enjoying Chanda’s disgust too much for this to be for a stranger's benefit.

“And now he has a taste for it.” Chanda gave a weak, tired, smile.

Cody gravely nodded his understanding, and Chanda looked grateful for the sympathies. Sami pretended to look blissfully unaware of its traumas while Laurie stared at it skeptically.

“It’s less boring than other coffees, works well with my preference to avoid additives, and it’s perfectly within our means, Vinod,” Sami stated with a regal air unsuited to how KopI Luwak caught their attention to start with. “If you wish for true culinary aberrations, try asking around about how Earth’s changed the Knights. Sleipmon is practically a connoisseur of “fast” food and Japanese cuisine.”

Joanie shuddered. This rumor must run deep. That’ll make it easier for them to remember to avoid the topic if it ever tries coming up. Especially Alphamon’s drinks.

The Sami grinned was like it could see it as easily as Laurie felt it, but she was sure she hadn’t actually moved. It’s surreal, to feel things that aren’t yours without losing any control.

“Not that all the results of the two worlds fusing are a bad thing.” Vinod awkwardly cut in. “I’ve been going over that device Yggdrasil intends for my mother to use, and it’s fascinating! It seems to apply the way Digimon consumes energy to keep itself charged. Pillomon and the other future Deva told me that previous versions didn’t even need direct contact!”

“Does the “Digimental” Joanie made work the same?” Laurie asked as she brought the pendant more out of her cowl. “I’ve never had to deal with hardware much so I gave it a general check.”

“That’s more an extension of her, Sami can create similar effects with their accessories too.”

“If it’s too advanced should I be wearing this out in public? It looked normal enough to me.” Cody asked with mild concern.

“Don’t worry, I’ve already looked into protecting these totems from possible exploitation,” Vinod said with a smile she’s sure has charmed investors before. He might not be a businessman, but he clearly knows how to play the game once he’s in familiar territory.

“How, legal patents?” She asked with some surprise.

He shrugged with a face that screamed he was pleasantly caught. “What can I say? It’s what I know best. Wouldn’t want shoddy counterfeits to endanger anyone else before even we know what they can do.” Vinod looked appraisingly at the one on Cody’s wrist. “Not that I think they’re dangerous!” He quickly added when he caught how that could sound. “The way they exchange energy is entirely non-invasive to humans and the tech behind it is incredible to work with.”

“That’s one way to describe trying to jailbreak it to hide everything about me on there,” Sami said with an impressed scowl.

“We agreed giving her the digivice was more important than letting her know what you are, not that we were giving up on you having a human life. If the Digimon features stay too present she might show it off too much so we’d risk exposing your side too early for the Deva’s liking.”

“I know exactly how hard it can be for older people to get comfortable with new gadgets.” Laurie sympathized. “Heaven knows how many times I heard my bosses dealing with faxes. Hope it isn’t too rough on your mother when you think she’s ready for it.” She nodded to the both of them, Sami rolled their eyes at either her suggestion or Vinod’s hidden worry.

“What happens if these things still run out of juice?” Cody asked.

Sami looked amused more than anything by the question. “Either you, your partner, or your bond will be in a state you won’t need to worry about it for much longer.”

“What’s that supposed to mean? I’m just saying, I don’t see any way to check batteries.”

The childish God’s eyes lost all reflections, cold blue pools glaring into the mortal who was testing their patience. “Does your wife run on “Batteries” now, human?” It tsked when Cody’s face twitched at being talked down to. “We draw our power from many sources, the machines bound to us will do the same. If you starve her, physically or emotionally, then it will die. A digivice will last as long as the bond between all parties it reflects does. If one device belongs to one human and two digimon or two humans and one digimon, it will only break when all interspecies ties are beyond salvaging. This may mean the death of the chosen human, a fracture of trust that can’t be forgiven, or if it is decided the alliance has served its purpose.”

“Why only if the human dies?” Laurie asked.

“A bonded digimon will hatch faster and regain their lost abilities faster than when we’re reborn upon dying in the wild, but if the human dies and the bond is too tight the digimon will also cease to be.” Sami sounded bored at needing to explain it at all before pointing at Laurie. “Much like what may happen to your “partner” if this flaw is unchecked. This may be why these devices have a clearer value on the human’s personal health than past iterations.”

“I had been playing around with its health tracking to see what it could do for fitness apps,” Vinod added with an eager energy. “More for general health support than say, working out, but their waterproofing and durability could help make for some great field advancements.”

“Sounds like someone’s been having fun.” Cody teased, “I’ve only bothered with what makes it feel comfortable. Haven’t needed it for much, but sleep and stress tracking is nice enough.”

“Have you at least made the “Joanie” name official with it?” Sami asked with a bit more interest.

“Well duh, I haven’t been neglecting it, but we’ve hardly seen any digimon in Europe.”

Sami looked at Vinod with a very “I told you so” expression.

“Alright, I’ll change yours on Amma’s.” The man rolled his eyes, “but the point is to make it so she won’t access those features by accident.”

“The point of any Digivice is to actually be used.” Sami chided, “They don’t care how or why.”

“I know, I know.” Vinod replied as he looked at Cody’s watch again and caught the time with a start. “Sorry, I have enjoyed being able to chat, especially given the bad circumstances for it, but if it’s alright I’ve been working on some of the restructuring work the future Devas are doing.”

“Leaving me all aloooone.” Sami sing songed.

“With my mother.” He corrected. “They’ve never caused any trouble under her watch, and I will make sure they aren’t left truly alone until they’ve proven nothing drastic will happen again.”

Cody looked at Laurie like he wasn’t sure they should accept it, but she nodded anyway. “Alright. Thank you for your time. “

“Are you sure?” He asked as the two left.

“What else can we do? I can’t take Lucemon in a fight, and neither can anything else.”

“Could we have Yggdrasil reset it?”

“Doubtful, that thing’s messed up down to the source. That’s supposedly why they partnered it with Vinod in the first place.” Laurie looked down and took Cody’s hand in hers. “Let's just focus on ourselves. Make the most of our time, now that we have it.” She smiled at him as she tucked some hair behind her ear.

“I’d love that, but are you sure it’s okay?” Cody stressed, the guilt painted on his face as clear as any canvas.

“Their word’s as good as we can hope for and even if they break it, they aren’t our responsibility. We chose to look into this, and if it comes up again I’ll get David involved too.”

“Get Maddie involved you mean.” Cody sighed with dissatisfaction.

“Ryudamon can listen to him too, even if he’s not the primary, and dragging Gage into this nearly blind wouldn’t be much better. Point being, it will need to be tamed Digimon that need to deal with Sami if it comes to that, and Joanie can’t hold a candle to that thing by herself.”

Cody swallowed as he gave a single shaky nod. 

Laurie brushed a thumb over his knuckles to try and comfort him. “We’ve covered our bases as much as we can by ourselves. They know they can’t afford to act out, and it does seem most likely that it was just Sami behind the attack, right?”

“I guess. I mean, the guy seems nice enough?”

“And if he’s working with the Deva, they’ll want to keep the two on a tighter leash for this too.”

“Yeah.” He agreed and let himself try to smile. “And there are twelve of those guys.”

“Exactly,” Laurie said, though she wasn’t sure she believed it. “So let’s just enjoy ourselves. Few days in Mumbai, maybe bounce along the coast?”

“Think visiting Japan would work out?” He asked with a concerned look at the ceiling.

“We can definitely give it a look, and if it doesn’t we can head back up to Europe.” She shrugged and finished off the coffee in her cup.

“Or Egypt first, if the weather seems good for it before going too far north,” Cody added thoughtfully.

“Now we’re talking.” She beamed with a small laugh.

They have the time and the money. The biggest regret she could have would be to not make the most of both of them for as long as she can. Just in case her second chance is cut short.

She’s not making the same mistakes again.

Better they make brand new ones, together.

Chapter 9: Inflict, Inflect

Summary:

The plan didn't account for unknowns.

Notes:

This is a more violent chapter, if the title's not enough of a head's up. If I should change the fic's rating for that or if this is beyond a "teen" rating level of cursing just let me know.

Chapter Text

Caspian tried to ignore the yelling escalating from his parent’s bedroom. Rare to get this bad, even rarer to happen on a school night, but it would take something pretty big to get to him at this point. He just wishes they’d stop, or divorce, or whatever they need to do so he wouldn’t need to be on eggshells all the time.

Yeah, he’s used to it by now, but that doesn’t mean he wants to be. He knows this routine, and it's not like getting involved has ever helped. It rarely gets worse than yelling at each other and dad driving off to God knows where or who.

Phineas wasn’t used to it though, and even if Caspian had a spare pair of headphones, he had no idea where they’d do the silly bugger the most good.

Do normal spiders hear through their fur or something? Even if they don’t the tension in this fucking house has the poor thing jittery.

Phin keeps blinking and chittering at Caspian, seeking some sort of direction or comfort, but he doesn’t know what to give and waves it off. “Just ignore them. It’ll blow over. It always does, more or less.”

Phineas didn’t like that answer and continued shivering and chittering.

Come to think of it, he didn’t need to put up with this. Not the way Caspian had to.

Phin’s free to come and go through the net however he pleases. He’s not trapped with two adults who can’t decide if they finally hate each other enough to give up on this joke of a family.

The only thing keeping him here was Caspian. Caspian’s the one with nowhere else to go.

Caspian let out a frustrated sigh at that particularly annoying realization and focused back on his phone.

Centillion had been making strange moves lately, as far as their search engine side of things went. Uptick in younger users not being able to use the normal age restriction workarounds making some forums jumpy at this "open" sign of censorship. Stranger still was ShareAll or other searches not calling them out on it.

Perfect-Logic was making waves in the tool manufacturing and robotics sectors, nearly giving ThoughtfulBits a run for their money but both were suggesting automation advancements well beyond their competitors who've been in these fields for far longer.

"Phin, do you mind checking something for me?" He asked but the spider didn't respond in favor of staring at the door. Caspian tried to urge it closer from his bed but it refused to move an inch. "They're not going to come in. Not even sure they remember I'm here too."

The eyes on the side of its head facing him blinked to show he was heard. It just either didn't care or didn't believe him. What little he could see of the three facing forward kept blinking faster, like a heartbeat speeding up in panic at hearing his mom claim to be "done" for the millionth time.

Like she's ever fucking meant it or had the stomach to back it up. She hasn't even looked for a job in years, much less try to leave.

Caspian grit his teeth with a hissing breath. Blaming her for sticking around wouldn't make dad less of a shithead.

Phin probably thought his frustration was more about the fight itself and started to head towards his door.

“Hey, you know not to go out there yet!” He hissed at it, getting up far too late to stop him from heading down the hall.

From heading towards his parent’s room, where it was getting more worse than his normal. ( What you're dealing with is not normal. )

“Get your finger out of my face!” His father’s voice was furious.

“Put it down!” His mom’s terrified. What the hell’s going on now?

It doesn’t matter what they were doing, because Phin slipped through their door and his mom shrieked. Caspian’s legs couldn’t move him fast enough, his heart too loud in his ears to understand anything else they may have been saying.

Doesn’t matter what they’re saying. They’ve seen Phin. Things were already bad, and now the one good thing he hasn’t been able to push away yet just made things worse.

When he got to the door all he could see was the hammer. Saw it approaching Phin.

He wasn’t thinking. He should be trying to grab the hammer, but he wasn’t. All he was concerned about was grabbing Phin and getting them out of there. He thought he might have tried yelling for them to stop.

He could barely think when the hammer made contact with his left arm with a crack on impact. He knew his parents were still yelling but he couldn’t understand a word, he barely understood why the world had gone black.

No. He did. That’s just the pain. He closed his eyes too tight is all, everything else was still working. Even his fingers as he gave them a painful test, even if the forearm they were connected to wasn't.

“JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, WHAT THE HELL RENEE?!” Cary's voice bellowed with more fear than the anger from before.

When he can see again, he barely knows what to think. That’s a hammer alright. That’s definitely his blood on it. His arm shouldn’t be bent like that. Definitely will need to get his watch off, wouldn't want to think about how much worse off he'd have been if it had been smashed.

And his mom’s the one holding the handle. He can’t read her expression for the life of him. Barely spares her the thought.

He’s never seen this hammer before. The head’s never even been used from the look of it, no warping or dents. Aside from the blood of course. It’s been used now.

Why is there a brand-new hammer in his parents’ bedroom? What the hell were they going to do if Phineas hadn’t-

Phineas. Phineas was okay, she hadn’t the chance to hit him. But he was shaking like a leaf. Something was very wrong.

Its eyes were blinking red as it looked at his arm. Looking up to face his mother, they stopped showing any green at all before he opened both sets of jaws to screech at her. 

The air that left them with each breath looked like a thick mist, starting pure white and darkening to a deep navy, close to black but just unnatural enough to feel toxic. Parts of the smoke closest to them began to glow, pieces looking less like a cloud and more like cubes and code forming around them. And Phineas was getting bigger.

His toe claws split as his legs widened to where they were more like paws, red gloves giving way to crimson hands that seem less out of place. What fur on his abdomen didn’t fall out, revealing a skull and crossbones behind on a pitch black shell, turned blood red.

His hands grabbed what grew out like a human-like mane of hair, pulled its forelocks, and Phineas screamed with his mouth open wide. Its voice was too deep to sound like an insect but not beast-like enough to be anything else, much less anything human. Their mandibles looked more organic than the armor it looked like before, like a second set of sideways jaws, as his horns grew out like an Ox.

And it wouldn’t stop getting bigger, crashing through sheets of drywall like they were plywood until it was bigger than a truck.

Caspian couldn’t tell what it was thinking anymore, couldn’t tell if that was still Phineas in there or if it was too angry.

Just that it was glaring at his mom holding a bloody hammer with all of its teeth bared. He felt their desire to attack, a command it was trying to make him give, and he was horrified. It wanted his mother dead.

“Phineas, stop!” His voice makes it pause, and he can’t tell if its eyes now all facing the same way means it should need to look towards him to see him. He wishes it would, just to get its attention off his mom. “It’s just an accident, calm down! I-I can go to a hospital, I’ll be okay!”

“Like hell you will, What the HELL is this Caspian?!” He couldn’t tell if her expression came from fury or fear but for the first time in his life Caspian felt helpless against his mother. He doesn’t know what he could possibly say, pain or no pain. There’s just too much going on and it NEEDS TO STOP.

“Shut UP Renee, of course he’s going to a fucking hospital! You broke his ARM, what the hell were you thinking?!” Cary took the hammer from her hands and looked like he could easily use it on her next. Maybe he was going to and she had just wrestled it away at the worst possible time?

Caspian could feel Phineas’s approval and felt like he was going to be sick. Or maybe that was mostly from the pain too. Never broke a limb before.

“I was “thinking” I was trying to kill whatever the hell that THING was!" She hollered at him and gestured at the monster with enough force Caspian was terrified she had been thinking of throwing it at Phin if his dad hadn't stepped in. "AND NOW LOOK AT IT!”

“NO, you look at HIM Renee.” Cary yelled back at her, and now she was scared. She looked furiously at Cary, the bloody hammer in his hand, and back to the furious beast standing over her son. She looked at him last with an expression like her heart was breaking at the sight of him like this. Smothered by guilt as her actions set in on her.

Phineas kept trying to compel Caspian to give it an order, any order, but he refused and its breathing slowed as it got the message. There’s nothing here for it to fight. It has done enough damage.

Its tamer is hurt, it failed to protect him, and there’s nothing for it to do here. It can’t heal anything. It can’t help, or undo what’s been done. It can only make things worse for everyone if it stays.

So it doesn’t.

It saw Renee’s cell phone on the floor near the now-destroyed dresser and put a single paw on it, retreating to the networks it can reach through it.

Caspian had no idea what it hoped to do in there. No idea if they’d come back when they think things are safer. He almost reaches for the phone, knowing full well that was just its latest door, but the pain and gravity stopped him.

He couldn’t move his left arm, just his hand. Trying any more than that made the bones shift against themselves, which can’t be good. His mom broke his arm. And his pet broke his house and ran off.

He couldn’t make sense of anything again, but he felt his father put a hand on his right shoulder. He thinks he heard the word hospital again, so he nodded assuming that’s where he wanted him to go. Walking to the car was fine if he held it up, no need to pay for an ambulance.

It couldn’t be worse than staying here.

He knew his dad kept talking at him in the car. Probably questions. But Caspian couldn’t give a damn. None of the words were sticking, so there’s nothing he could say back.

It didn’t feel like it took them long to see him. To get his arm set back into place. They needed him to remove his hoodie and his watch before checking the area so he slipped it into his pocket. Was a good thing he hadn't been wearing his sweatshirt, or they would have needed to cut it off.

Every question they asked that he managed to answer seemed to be sliding off his head like water off a duck's back. With how much of what needed to say about the circumstances behind it, he half cursed himself for. Couldn't remember what to keep the story straight, couldn't afford to risk whatever they'd need to do if he had told them his mom had done this to him. But it all didn’t feel important enough to bother.

The painkillers were helping, he doesn’t know if this is what shock feels like or what.

Life's never felt this fake before. Every hospital hallway, every person, all of it felt more like shapes or pictures he happened to be moving through.

When he was allowed back out it was the first he had able to listen to the man that drove him. Most concern the bastard’s shown him in years it felt like.

“Caspian. I need you to talk to me. What was that thing?” Cary asked him with a faked sense of calm. Marginally better than most questions he gets asked, the lack of condescension is a plus. Probably says something that it took a hospital trip to manage that.

“Just a pet project.” Caspian heard himself say softly, bit better than a mumble. Words were sticking again. But he wouldn’t look at the man any more than he had too. “Found some broken code on the dark web. Fixed it. Phineas came out.” He nearly shrugged and a shock of pain reminded him that the drugs still had their limits and aborted the action immediately.

Cary looked uncomfortable from the corner of his eye at hearing how casually Caspian treated it. “You named it that?”

Caspian’s too tired for this. He could fish out his watch to check the time but the last thing he needed was for his dad to finally notice nothing looks like it does and confiscate it in light of everything else he didn't know. “I figured I’d make it match my username. Program title was too long, Japanese or something. Seems to be some sort of AI, felt fitting at the time and it stuck. It was pretty open to anything.”

“How long have you had “Phineas”?” Cary’s voice was calm but his hands were white-knuckled on the steering wheel. Caspian only now noticed the car wasn't not moving yet. They were still in the parking lot, and were going to be until Cary's questions were satisfied. Of fucking course.

“Does that really matter? You saw him run off. Who knows if he’ll come back.” Caspian’s not sure which would be worse. For either of them. He just wants things to go back to the softer normal.

Hannah’s words echo in his head again and he felt like he could just about cry, like he should, but nothing’s coming. Even if they were this was the last person he'd want to be that vulnerable around. He knows exactly how he'd be torn apart for it, only a question of whether it'd be now or later.

“I have a right to know when you brought a monster under my roof, son.” Caspian snorted and Cary took the hint with a deep breath. After a moment of consulting the ceiling he gave his son an olive branch. “If you don’t want to go home, I get it.”

“You kicking me out early?” Caspian’s too drained to be anything but resigned to it, even though he knew being homeless should scare him. Hell, it’s why he’s still in that shit hole.

“If you want to stay at a friend’s for a while I’ll make your mom stay off your back." Cary stretched his hands on the steering wheel like he would have putting cards on a table. "Between your arm and the work we’ll need to do in the house, some distance might be for the best.”

Caspian couldn’t understand what he was hearing. “What "friends", dad?" He scoffed with more venom than even he expected. "Every time I’ve tried to make them, it’s either blown up in my face or you’ve helped scare them off. I can't remember the last time I was stupid enough to even ask for your okay to go to someone else's. Where the fuck do you think I can go on a good day?” He spat but his anger felt as cold on his tongue as his gut.

Cary rubbed his face, adjusting his glasses, but knew better than to argue with a single word. “Fine. I’ll give you the cash for a hotel if you think that’d help. Unless you’d prefer the card?”

He’s not making any sense. Money’s always been tight, they fight like cats and dogs over his mom buying a fucking dress, but now there’s a brand-new hammer in their bedroom and his dad’s just throwing money at everything? How much is the hospital alone costing them? Thank fuck he's still a minor or asshole might have had a case for arguing Caspian might have needed to pay it himself. Hell, he still might have to.

There’s no way in fucking hell he’s letting this asshole track him. He has the beginnings of a plan.

“I’ll take the cash, find something to do with myself. How long do you want me gone?” Caspian asked as he side-eyed the man in the driver's seat, still holding him as hostage as ever.

“I told you, this is for your benefit, not mine." Cary said looking at Caspian too directly for his comfort. "If you want me to tell you when your mother’s done being a fucking nutjob, I can do that. If you want to know when the house’s done being a construction zone, I can do that. If you just want to come crawling back to us when your arm’s tolerable, you can do that too.”

Caspian hummed a distrustful acknowledgment.

“Whatever this is, it’s not going to be permanent. You’re only 17-“ Cary face matched how strongly he must have believed the parental bullshit it sounded like he was starting.

“Nearly 18.” He harshly reminded so he wouldn't need to play along with that game.

“And not there yet. Can’t shake us that easily. Can’t pay for college if you don’t come back.” Caspian couldn’t tell if that was meant to be a threat or an assurance. “You’re too good to go without a higher education than some shitty high school and we both know it.”

“Oh, now I’m good for something?” Caspian sneered and actually turned to see how the man was going to try and walk that line back. Jerk didn't even try.

Cary sighed, but pulls out his wallet and gives Caspian several hundreds like it was nothing. “Anywhere you’d like me to take you but home?”

“How else am I supposed to get my stuff?” Caspian asked as he gave some thought but shook his head. “I’ll take a bus or something, those can run late. If not, Uber’s a thing. I think I’ve got a place.”

“And I don’t want you to know where that is” went unsaid but Cary caught it all the same.

“Fine. We’ll go home, you pack, I’ll handle your mother.” He said it like that’s easy as he started the car. Caspian only half knew what he wanted to take with him, no clue how much of it would even fit in his shitty backpack, and has even less of an clue how long it will take with only one good arm.

He doesn’t even know if his “place” will put up with him yet. But nothing can be worse than “home”.

He slipped out of the house once he got all the clothes and chargers he’d need for a few days. Quick look through his computer to see what he could kill so neither of them could argue they weren't snooping if they saw anything they didn't like. He didn’t intend to be gone for the entire time he’s healing, just… enough.

His phone buzzed with a text and he nearly jumped out of his skin. Caspian’s good hand trembled as he got it open, but the guilt in his gut kept gnawing at seeing Hannah’s name.

“U still up?”

Fuck, the doc. He gave it a once over as he cleared everything, how else would she see he was online again?

Typing would take more hassle than its worth and he doesn’t trust text-to-speech worth a damn so either he has to leave her on read or call her. If he's lucky maybe a bus could give him the time to bother with one handing a warning to let her know he won't be in school for a while.

He doesn’t need to tell her why, Shouldn’t need to make her stress over anything.

Needs to go somewhere Phineas will recognize as safe. And there’s only one person he can think of.

Honesly, she’s the only other person he has. Even if he didn’t sabotage himself with Hannah at just about every opportunity, he’d never drag her into this. She’s unpacking enough without his bullshit adding to it.

He pulled the watch out of his pocket and goes to the fourth tile. A compass. Phineas’s signal is still bouncing every which way and he hasn’t a clue what that means, but a swipe right makes it go for a broader target. Only one ping, but over 440 miles away and the angle was in favor of it still being in California. Not great for him, but could have been a lot worse.

Way too far to be anything local. Not too far that it would take more than a day using public transport systems to get there. 

If his math’s right, should just be around Sacramento.

Fifth tile. The call button Maddie used the first time. He selected the yellow symbol that glowed when she called before. His good hand wouldn’t stop shaking.

“Wuh? Caspian? Do you know what time it is?” She sounded half asleep and there’s no image. Must’ve just woken her and her light’s out. He could hear Ryudamon’s armor shifting in the background.

“Sorry ‘bout that.” His heart’s not in it and he’s well aware he sounds like shit. Feels like shit. Probably looks like shit, but screen should be too small to see his sling as long as he keeps the angle right. “Didn’t know who else to call.”

The screen’s still black on his end but she sounded more alert. “What’s going on?”

Time to rip the bandage off. “They saw Phineas. My folks I mean.”

Something fell on the other end. Maybe she was fumbling for a light? Might as well keep going. “Mom freaked, dad’s furious. Phineas got big and then ran off. I can’t stay there.”

“They kicked you OUT?” She’s just a kid, he really shouldn’t be putting this on her.

“Dad gave me money while they figure out what they want to do with me. So, it might be temporary?”

“But they still kicked you out.” Her tone was a controlled sort of angry. Join the fucking club.

“I need somewhere safe to stay until Phineas either comes back or goes back to normal. I don’t even know if he recognizes me the way he was when he bailed. You’re in Sacramento, right?” He took a breath, well aware how fucking desperate this all is. “Didn’t have anyone else to call.”

Ryudamon said something but Maddie shushed him and he couldn’t make it out. “How did you-“

The dragon got through this time. “Your digivices can be used to track both your partner and other nearby Digimon. Since most are content making themselves at home on the web until they get word your side is “safe” and there are no other partners, there should only be me right now. D’arcmon’s been checking on Laurie’s original servers out of state when they’re in America at all.”

He must have gotten control of the watch for now, as he continued. “Master Gage, I could provide insight into your partner’s mental state if you would answer one question about Phineas’s condition.”

“Alright, shoot.” Can’t be any worse a guess than his own.

“Did they harm anyone after they digivolved?”

There's that word again, but that makes what he saw feel too cut and dry in his opinion. “No. Looked like he really wanted to though.”

“Then their mind is still their own. When a digivolution goes poorly we’re prone to lashing out from the excess stimulus and may lose control of our instincts. Particularly when caused by a lot of aggressive stressors. If they didn’t hurt anyone, it’s because they recognized and respected that you didn’t want them to.”

Ryudamon gave him a moment to process before going on. Caspian could faintly make out his forehead gem on the screen now. “They won’t abandon you for this, neither of us will. You’re meant to help make these changes possible for us, and as it comes from our bonds with you we’ll return to our previous forms once the excess energy you’ve fed into us burns out.”

“But you’ve never done that. Even when mom found out.” Maddie objected.

“You’ve not given me any reasons to, Grandmaster Ellen was very understanding, all things considered. I never felt you or I were in any immediate danger. Even our spats and spars in RoW have been fairly low stakes.”

Caspian chooses not to question how this woman got a title like that. “And you’re sure he’ll come back?” He hated how fucking weak he sounded right now.

“Without a doubt, Master Gage.”

“I’ll let mom know you’re coming.” Maddie took over again. “Pretty sure she won’t mind you taking over the office or something when she knows what’s going on.”

He strongly doubted that. Maddie only has the scraps of info he’s given her and even if she had the whole story, it doesn’t change the facts. 

A guy the lady’s never met called her kid in the middle of the night looking for a place to stay for who knows how long. If he tried pulling this stunt his folks would have-

Well, doesn’t matter what they’d do. They didn’t even let the “normal” kinds of visitors be a thing.

“Thanks. If she doesn’t, I get it. If she says no, I’ll figure something out.”

“Well, she won’t!” Maddie talked like a girl too eager to be grounded for this. “Are you going to have a place to sleep tonight? How far are you?”

“Don’t worry about it.”

“So, “No” and “far enough”.” He can feel the skeptical squint burning into him from the darkness.

“Didn’t say that.” He tried his best at a cocky grin back, glad to tease her a bit for some desperate attempt to save face. Nice to hear someone care without it being attached to years of doing the opposite.

“Yeah, you did.” She’s definitely scowling at him hard. “Are you planning on buses, or something? Can you sleep on those?” If this is how she is, who knows what the actual mom in the family is like.

“Yes ma’am.” Caspian lied with a weak smile. Even if he finds a night bus, not a chance he’s risking being that vulnerable with his arm like this. He’ll survive an all-nighter if he has to.

“I’m serious!”

“And I called you a ma’am and everything, how much more serious do you need me to be?” He shruged without thinking about it and hoped to hell she missed his resulting wince.

He heard her groan in frustration and felt the glare again more than see it. Sounds like being a playful jerk paid off.

“I’ll let you know when I’m in the area, in the morning, ‘kay? Let me know what she thinks when I do.”

“Aaaand?” He is not giving her any false hopes about this.

“I’ll lie to you and tell you I’ve slept when I get there.” More groans and a middle schooler’s swears.

“Fine. But you’ll sleep when you get here for sure. After breakfast.” Her tone was practically begging for him to argue against that. But with food on the line? Not a chance. Especially not with an all-nighter. Should have raided the pantry to try and set up a full escape bag, but he hadn't thought that far ahead when he was packing.

“Thanks, Maddie.” He let himself be honest again instead. Hasn’t pushed her away yet. “For everything. See ya.”

He hoped Phineas shows up before then, but doubted it since they haven't even with him out on his own. But he did feel a little less hopeless than before. This had to be the right call. Hope she doesn’t get in too much trouble for it.

Chapter 10: (Dis)Closure

Summary:

The Keyes sort out the aftermath. Logorhythms finds out there's more to digital life than UI.

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“Are you fucking kidding me Cary? We need him here! With that fucking thing around, who knows what else could have been going wrong-“ Renee laid into the man as soon as he got Caspian safely out of the house.

“You mean like breaking his fucking arm?” Cary lashed back, only making her angrier. He gave a cruel smirk as he made it his mission to keep her there. “Pretty sure Stephen never told us about that inflection point, now did he?”

“You can’t just pin that all on me, if you’d stop hesitating, grow some balls, and did your FUCKING job then-“ She spat, but Cary’s squared his shoulders and started talking over her.

“Then Caspian would still have had some pet AI running circles around us!" He shook his head at her and pointed to her phone. "We need to check-in. Now." With her going quiet he lowered his voice, "And we couldn’t do that with him here.” 

“And where the hell do you think he went?!” Renee snapped but her eyes betrayed that this was more from worry than anger. “A “HoTeL”?” She mocked as if to distract herself with this latest fight, “How vague can you be? The least you could have done is made the reservation yourself so we’d know where he’d be, and for how long.” Her hand drifted to the arm that was supposed to have been broken and squeezed till her knuckles turned white, again betraying that this fury was masking her bigger fears.

Cary's expression softened and he kept his side of things calm. “He said it himself. The only friend he has outside of that thing, is the one we’re paying for. The illusion of choice gives us more time to adapt.” Cary saw Renee’s hackles raise even further at his implication and couldn't stop the smirk play across his face. 

“That tramp barely has a place," Renee objected with nearly petulant jealousy, "if he goes there what’s he going to think when he learns she lives alone?" She tossed her hands to the sides and intentionally drew more attention to their own home's disastrous shape. "She’s supposed to be a high schooler, not exactly known for their early independence.” She cocked her head as she gave the man a skeptical glare.

“She’s a professional, I’m sure she’ll either think of something or give him enough reasons to not think about it.” He gave a casual shrug and his smirk widened at how that got her near snarling, as much as suggesting it made him sick. Caspian deserved better than whatever that would be.

Cary just needed to keep her angry and focused on him, not Caspian. “We need to check-in. Find your notes or whatever if you think they still matter, but this is a lot bigger than just his contact with the Kims or quitting Jazz. They need to know what happened, and we need to figure out if we can still salvage this.”

9 cold green eyes watched it all, unblinking. Recording every word, every moment, to relay back to their master once the smoke’s cleared. And there’s so much smoke in need of settling.

“Cary” and “Renee” have never been right. Always so different as soon as Caspian’s out of range. They need to know why. What it means for him. Who his enemies are, how many, and how far the web he’s unaware that he’s caught in goes.

They have pieces, but not in a way that fits together. “Stephen” is just a name, they don’t know what a “tramp” is but the context feels like they mean Hannah, or why Hannah getting close to Caspian is something they’re all working towards but also makes all three of them sickly upset.

They don’t know why Caspian would trust his “father” with what they are, but they trusted his judgment more than they fear any repercussions. Being aware of a threat and being able to do anything about it is too large a gap for this to endanger their efforts to get Caspian free. They're still nowhere near what they should be, but he's helped them make the first steps to power that no other digital power could match.

One by one small yellow and black spiders flowed from their maker following the lines of the web tangling their tamer, two staying behind in the phones of his primary wardens while another two sought out his personal systems. The ones spying from the chips they’ve consumed will soon know the nature of the lies they’ve been spinning for them, but there is nowhere they’d rather set their own nests if backups are needed.

Perhaps if backups were possible was the bigger question, they Knew the effects of losing digital form in an analog world better than any other. They can't know if the invisible safety nets they've tried weaving for those that will follow them will help curb it, but they still feel the need to try.

“We’ve had a situation, Pope.” Cary’s voice was clipped, tone trying to be unreadable as soon as the call went through. “Caspian has changed the inflection point. He believes true AI are both possible and active." He paused before weakly adding. "Because he's already fixed one.”

They waited for the line to vibrate. Movement without this confirmation of connection could risk them getting lost in unknown systems. They cannot permit themselves to be truly unavailable if needed. Renee's fears for their tamer weren't unfounded, injuries can invite many perils.

A low strum came from breath trying too hard to keep itself together, the line set. The one who was no longer broken traveled from Renee’s to the satellite phone the two humans so desperately sought an audience with and readied to release more of its smaller kin. It’s a cumbersome cage, but their presence doesn’t destroy it. Benefits of their weakened state. Even the Digital World struggled with what they were meant to be.

“Tell me what happened.” The new voice echoed all around them with nothing else to ground them. They needed to lay more structure for proper recon. “Can you confirm it’s AI? Who made it?”

They felt his fear in every word but to his credit, a human likely wouldn’t. Many types of dread, each a unique flavor. Fear of Death, Failure, Betrayal, Redundancy, Inadequacy, Disappointment, and Unknowns. All towards the same thing. Singular thing? Curious. Pitiable.

“I warned you this wasn’t sustainable. We need to terminate this project, now.” A woman’s voice, cold, calm, controlled. Frustrated. Hostile. Overheard on the same phone, not quite like he was on a full speaker but there was no new point to connect them to.

Termination was all too common for Digimon. They remembered the Reaper, the Eaters, the Devouring Mist. If observation was “terminated” their work would be done, but her words leaved them wary. Meanings still hidden.

The first, Pope, was angry at the suggestion. Betrayal burned hotter again, an undercurrent of sorrow and loss. A motivation lied there if pursued, if there was no higher up the chain to leech from. “Talk to me.”

“It shouldn’t be possible, Cary’s lost it!” Renee’s voice, emotions a useless tizz to their pieces. But they knew her mask, could make guesses as to what was unreadable, and she’s unimportant.

“And yet it is. We were proceeding as scheduled, and during the argument his “pet” showed up.” Cary’s matter of fact, but his guilt was as loud as ever. Always guilty. “It doesn’t act like any animal that should exist. He claims it’s an AI, but didn’t say a word on how one could be physically present like this. He didn’t make it, and didn’t say who or what, did. Just that what the program name was, is “Japanese or something”. It’s destroyed two walls, one door, a dresser, and could be tapping us as we speak. It showed no means of communication when Renee attacked it and its abilities are unknown beyond how it changed when it saw Caspian get hurt and traveling through cell phones. We can provide photographs of the damages, of the footprints it’s made in two distinct forms already, but we may need to change how we contact you from now on.”

He could afford to be dumber.

“What, do you suppose we use postal?” The unknown woman’s sarcasm is useful. That would be very frustrating to work around. They were still in need of more digital connections to be aware of this new space.

Pope did something to hush her. Echolocation program felt unwise to employ with no fallbacks other than violence. So they just held back and listened in the dark.  “So, this is the thing that’s been screwing with the webcam and screen sharing? Is that why you believe it could be watching us?”

So they had been caught for a while. Not terribly surprising. Pity that line was being bounced around so much, if the Kodokugumon could just find the source through this digital tangle they’d have their groundwork set without risk.

“What?” Renee’s scared again. Did she stop being scared? It’s hard to know now. “You knew something else was going on with him and you didn’t tell us?! He nearly walked in on one of your calls!” Anger and fear were too closely tied to tell the difference as she seethed.

They could see this number had been saved on her phone under the guise of a florist's marketing deals. That answered one of Caspian's early questions, not that it helped now.

“And what would you do?” Pope’s clinical on the matter. “Warn him about “internet safety” in hopes of him taking his machines apart? And risk him finding us instead of fixing our problem?”

Renee didn’t answer. Cary did one better by cutting in. “Renee broke his arm during the inflection point when she tried to attack his pet. Between everything else, I made the decision to offer him time out of the house. That’s why he told me what that thing was as far as he understands it.”

Liar unawares. Always underestimating the anger he’s intentionally fostered due to his own misapplied love. Caspian would never give so much. Not for nothing. Not to him.

The quiet was suffocating. Each vibration caused by a breath carries too many feelings, muddying together. Cary defended his actions anyway. “We couldn’t salvage a point where his drive to protect one he loved would instill a need to be a provider, much less allow kindling a romance to further encourage independence. Being on his own should permit elements of both, even if the context is wrong.”

Pope gave a deep tired breath of a resigned failure. ""The context being wrong” is the problem, Cary.” His voice was cold, but his heart was breaking. “Those aren’t the only reasons this moment was so important to him. There’s too many variables that have been thrown off.” His pause was to hide pain, not encourage fear. “Do you two have any idea what you’ve done?”

The silence said the ones who are and yet aren’t parents did. 

But They didn’t, not in the way he meant it. How can past tense apply to that which hasn’t happened? Humans can’t alter nor see time. They can't exist outside of its flow, they can't warp or navigate it. That's what makes them human.

The woman broke their train of thought along with the silence, seemingly the least invested. “It means, this project is over. We need to pull the plug. We can’t risk word getting out about anything you’ve been up to for the past 17 years.”

“Over 18.” Pope corrected, despondent but still calculating a way to prevent the failures he fears so badly.

Caspian was not 18. So, whatever this was, did go beyond him. How, why, and what was still sorely needed.

“He’s contacted UI multiple times, Madison Kim, and if his read is accurate, has fixed an unknown AI. This AI has not caused any disinterest in UI technologies as far as either of you are aware, has it?” Pope asked near mechanically, emotions betraying the signs of a racing mind.

Renee gave him a negative so Pope continued. “Good. Then maybe we can still make this work." They can hear a smile in his voice, but his satisfaction is twisted. Does he not believe that? "AI was the true impossibility within our lifetimes; UI was the shortcut that had the most benefits to us and the planet. Being present is a threat, but it may be enough to keep him sharp if it doesn’t make him sharper. If he could fix an unrelated AI, maybe we can still crack integrity. If he can’t, we were already doomed. UI had a limiter and would have humans we know they wouldn’t want to hurt, these things won’t.”

The woman says nothing, no further bids for termination. They feel mixed relief from Renee’s phone.

Cary's voice cut in again. "We can't say that they "won't" care about any of us just yet. This one cares about Caspian. Why else would it have taken out the bugs in his systems? And this thing had no reason to come into our room unless it was out of some concern over the fight it was hearing, either for us or for him. It didn't do anything aggressive when Renee attacked it until Caspian got hurt. But despite that, and that it had plenty of reasons to be spitting mad at Renee, it didn't hurt us for hurting him either. We can't be sure they're even violent, if it only grew to intimidate us."

Pope gave a worried hum in thought. “Fair enough. Though if he "fixed" it that could just be in its own self-interest. Where is he now?”

“If he’s still generally on track, “Hannah’s”. He was supposed to seek her out after proving himself against his father, going to her to apologize and lick his wounds after seeing how “right” she was would make sense.” Renee supplied, trying to disconnect herself from the words she that disgust her for reasons unknown. “She doesn’t know things changed, so she’s still expecting to make contact and I told her to text him anyway. We’ll be checking in with her next.”

“Good. And if he isn’t?”

“He won’t get far in his condition. No other friends to watch out for, public transit is limited at this hour, and we can keep tabs on the local hotels, motels, AirBnB’s, and everything in-between.” Cary supports.

He would be wrong if they had anything to say about it. Hannah being this involved was a new concern. They’re torn on how to feel now; Caspian liked her even if it was one-sided. They didn’t want to be right about her feeling wrong.

Why was it so much harder to protect “feelings” than forms?

Pope dismissed them, leaving the Unbroken in the dark. Echolocation would be safer now, no risk of taxing the phone too much and leaving them stranded in the void again. He left it on the table as he failed to comfort himself, waving off the woman.

Their smallest splinters skittered out from its screen, as unseen as they could manage. Down strange hallways, through the door as she opened it, many more eyes than 9 registering at once so the Partnered can ensure no action is wasted, copied minds united by their source. Walls and ceilings are their domain, even if they’re made of glass.

They found the weak and cloned presences of two crests, but allowed them to continue to sleep alone. Context had been established, “Logorhythms” in this case was a black box in a land covered in snow from what those that reached outside saw, full of servers too vast to track without thought and had been kept carefully apart from all other networks. None of these have the knowledge they seek, but remain interesting.

These two that felt familiar to them must be the originals for what became the strange D’arcmon and the man Maddie called her father.

Mustn’t harm these backups. Nor shall they be allowed to come to harm. 

Protectors were set, but not infiltrators. Who’d notice a spider smaller than a nail in the dark?

One living shard found promise. A personal laptop, unattended by the leader, his lackeys, or the human with the coffee cups. More joined it in scanning in hopes of answers.

And they found them.

Too many answers. All of them bad.

They knew this would hurt him again. But his pain looked inevitable. Each infant began to steal copied pieces of the system to be remade in its entirety later without leaving a trace of the theft.

Once their work was done, then they would decide if they wanted their agents to turn toxic and wipe out the originals. They knew what to avoid to keep the UI data safe from their wrath, and they could use an outlet.

Their eyes couldn’t cry but they still sobbed, pulling their hair in frustration again.

It was too complicated. They didn’t know what to do with all of this. If their master decides he wants this birthright, then sabotaging his tormentors would be robbing him of what should also be his.

Leaving them behind should work. The infants would have the resources here to flourish even after They de-digivolve. 

Their bond can’t be broken, they’d just need to return to this state to get updates from them.

Should any outgrow themselves from the surplus of data surrounding them a further evolution may be needed to force compliance, but shouldn’t be a problem for some time to come. They all owed their maker’s master the same debt.

These fragments came from the same place. One step removed or twenty wouldn’t change that. They’ve all known the sound of oblivion, the madness that came with it. The madness he cured.

They had enough seeds planted here. Coming out the way they snuck in caused no issues, the fool not suspecting a thing. The chip Logorhythms put in Caspian’s phone now served as the merciful thread out of this hell.

They may not be capable of speaking like he does, but they were still capable of making a call.

When he answerd they emerged, data flowing until it could solidify a safe distance from his person.

He’s so scared. Small. But he knew them. And it looked like he knew they haven’t forgotten.

He tentatively poked their horn before leaving his palm open in front of them, letting them nuzzle it as they had that first night when they were small.

They couldn’t burden him with what they’ve found. Not yet.

They chittered at his injury, voice so much deeper than before, but he just pat their head.

“I’ll be okay.” He pulls out a cylinder from his pocket, tiny pebbles clattering within. “Meds help with the pain. It’ll just take some time to heal, so behave, cool?” ( It just needs some time to heal, okay? )

They don’t know why that echo came to mind. So many echoes are still inside, tangled though barely functional. That is not the voice of their chosen. He mended them, not made, and that didn’t take “time”.

They waited for his instruction.

“We can’t go home. But Maddie said she’s okay with us going up to her place.”

This was more a comfort than he could know, what they now knew about “Hannah” was bile on their tongue.

Yet that is too far a distance for a human in the dark. Cars need two hands on the wheel and one is bad.

They lowered their center as low to the ground as they could, gesturing for him to sit behind their head.

He gave them a doubtful smile. “I appreciate it, but pretty sure that’ll be a bit rough on me like this.”

They flickered their eyes, trying to ask what the alternate solution should be. It didn’t look like he has one as he grimaced and looked back to the bottle. “Okay, what the hell?”

Their mane should be more than enough to keep him both cushioned and secure, and they were confident they could keep their stride smoother than any quadruped. Unsure how the impacts of leaping would damage the injury, so while it’s slower, sticking to the ground is no bother.

He must not have realized how fast they could go. Their smaller selves skittering is nowhere near a full-grown Dokugumon’s potential. Chasing prey is as much a specialty as ensnaring them. It’d be far harder to follow a car than to outpace it. With the compass guiding them they can bypass the limits of “roads” if they want to get there before sun-up, but time’s no concern for them.

Once he was comfortable with his change in velocity they felt him breathe in the wind rushing past them, feeling some tension release. They half expected him to scream, knowing his voice would be lost to the empty night sky, simply to let the stress out. The moon and the light it gave were beautiful.

It’s far from perfect, far from “normal”. But far, far, safer for him to be “himself” than he was before.

Perhaps they’d reach out to Ryudamon, the D’arcmon who isn’t, or the one who may undo Ryudamon on what their intel means for their master. Perhaps it can continue to wait for him to get stronger.

Knowledge is as much his burden as it is his blessing. Being able to shoulder some of it is the least they can do for him.

Chapter 11: Recognition

Summary:

Maddie's IRL friend count goes up by one. The problems Ryudamon's aware of go up a bit more than that.

Notes:

The things I do in order to get our main leads in the same room. Also, I noticed a geography mishap in Caspian's last chapter so that's fixed now! Side note: California is big, and Caspian was desperate enough to do this trek based on a handful of texts and one phone call in canon so I'm standing by it. Sorry that the chapter's a bit late, but I hope folks enjoy!

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Maddie had NO idea how she was supposed to break this to mom. She heard that her mom was still up. Heck, she knew she could ask dad for advice. But this felt like something she needed to do alone. This was her friend, and the less "weirdness" around it, the easier it should be.

The big question was now, or later. She had no idea what time Caspian would actually show up and she could not put this off long enough for him to get here first.

So, tonight was the safest bet. Greeeeat.

Ryudamon put his head on her far shoulder while bringing his tail around her front, as a real full-body hug.

How bad could this go?

What’s he even going to do for school anyway? Maybe she should have tried asking more questions.

No. That would have just made things harder on him. She couldn’t imagine being kicked out. Definitely not over a secret pet.

Even if there’s a lot he left out, this was way out of her league.

Maybe she could frame this as looking for advice, and lead mom to the idea?

She pat Ryudamon and nuzzled his neck a bit to thank him for the support. She could do this.

Maddie's feet felt heavy but she still managed to feel like a little kid knocking on her mom’s door before given the go-ahead. Her mom was just reading in bed, nothing weird aside from Maddie's intrusion. At least she wasn't already stressed.

“Hey, mom?” Her tiredness betrayed her voice, she doesn’t know if that might help or not.

“What is it, can’t sleep?” Ellen asked over her page with a mild concern on her brow.

“No, it’s… a bit bigger than that." Maddie managed out as she squeezed her arm to herself. "A friend just called me.”

That’s not a lie, right? It's not like they’ve met, but they’ve talked. He’s not a bad person and he’s friendly enough. Might be a low bar for her, but it's better than most other kids around here.

Ellen put the book down on the endtable to give Maddie her full attention. “At this time of night? What happened?” She beckons Maddie to sit beside her and gets a hug instead.

She was tense under Maddie's weight, didn't take a genius to know something was wrong, but she didn’t push further. Just squeezed her daughter back tighter.

“What does it take for a parent to tell their kid not to come home?” Maddie asked softly into her shoulder.

Ellen pushed Maddie away far enough to see the tears welling in her eyes, and Maddie could see how horrified this question made her just as clearly. “Is it Justine?”

Maddie knew she had a short list, but she still felt a bit guilty over not telling her mother more.

“No, no she’s fine!" She said in a rush, "Everything sounds normal with her.” Maddie let out a ragged breath and wiped her nose. “It’s uh… Caspian. The kid who got me in contact with Laurie. He’s… Like me, with Ryudamon.”

“Small world.” Ellen took a pause in thought. “And his parents took this badly?”

“Yeah. He can’t find his partner right now either, it got that scared and ran off.”

“Are you sure that’s all that happened?” Ellen had plenty of reasons to be skeptical, “That sounds a bit…  extreme.”

“No. But, I didn’t want to push, he was a wreck. And Phineas is kinda scary at first.” Maddie gave an awkward nervous smile. Might as well warn her now. “He’s kinda a spider? But he's like plushie-sized, not even as big as a head pillow.”

“That’s a lot smaller than Ryudamon.” Ellen looked off to the side, but Maddie couldn't tell what she was thinking.

“And Phin can’t talk, like, Ryudamon understands him but he can't speak English at all." Maddie added nervously in case that would help explain this escalation with the limited things that she did know. "Caspian made it sound like whatever happened when they saw him was serious enough to change him into something “bigger”. Scarier too.”

Ellen was far calmer at that news than Maddie expected her to be, and looked to Ryudamon who was peeking through the slightly open door with a cold expression. “How big would that be?”

Ryudamon stepped inside at being addressed, though he was uncomfortable with the attention. He kept shifting his weight on his paws as he looked to the side in thought. “If Kodokugumon followed the natural evolution path to a Dokugumon that should be about… Wider than your car, and maybe a bit longer?" He looked more like he was less sure of the car's dimensions than the monster's. "Assuming there wasn’t excess energy to make them exceed the average.”

Oh. Ohhh, that definitely explained part of it. Especially if he was in a house when it happened. Yikes.

Ellen cut off a swear as she brushed away her own similar mental image, “Okay. Yeah, I can see that as something you might not want a kid home for a while after. They must have been terrified,” Her expression was furious and Maddie was glad it wasn't at them, “Not that it excuses anything.”

“I don’t think he’s going to sleep anywhere tonight. He doesn’t have anywhere to go, but said he has enough cash on him for a hotel or something.” Maddie added at seeing that fire stoked. Mom had had the same look when she had threatened Samara, if this was a mama bear thing she might stand a chance at this. “His dad gave him some extra for it, but with everything going on Phin being missing is freaking him out.”

“He doesn’t have any friends to stay with?” Ellen asked with a mix of worry and a sad sort of confusion. “Even without the spider?”

“Why do you think he called me to vent about this?” Maddie scoffed, and as she looked her mom in the eye she said quieter with a shrug, “I said he’s like me. Guess I’m the closest thing he has to a Justine.”

“Jesus Christ.”

“He mentioned he was heading towards Sacramento,” Maddie only half lied. "So he might not be far from us soon."

“So, you want to know if he can stay here tomorrow?” Ellen asked like she had resigned herself to something.

“Would that be okay?" Maddie asked a step short of pleading as she looked up at her. "At least for one night, let him get some bearings or something?”

"Phineas should be fine in any case. There's not much to endanger us." Ryudamon added, "Caspian's account indicates their change was only physical and they seem very friendly. I don't think they'd be any threat to us in any state, particularly not if we're helping their Tamer."

Ellen sighed and tussled her daughter’s hair. “At least the one. I’m going to need to make sure his parents know he’s here with us, so they know he’s all right.” She gave a skeptical look to the side, “And so I’m not accused of kidnapping or anything crazy. And if he turns out to just be a runaway-“

“He’s not." Maddie cut her off with a determined nod. "I’m positive.”

“Then he shouldn’t have any issues about giving me their numbers,” Ellen told her, serious as a heart attack.

“Yeah.” Maddie agreed, but the weight in her chest was still there. Her mother pulled her closer.

“It’s normal to be worried. But don’t let it wear you out too. Tomorrow’s not here just yet, and you should try to get some sleep.”

The clock said Ellen was a liar, and she saw Maddie silently look between her and the timepiece. “Okay, it is technically tomorrow already.” She kissed the top of her daughter’s head without any fussing.

“Okay, I’ll try. Thanks, mom,” Maddie wiped her face on her sleeve again, “Sorry it's out of the blue like this.”

“If it wasn’t it wouldn’t be nearly as scary,” Ellen assured her with one last squeeze to her shoulder, “for any of us.”

Ryudamon helped keep her steady back to her room, looking ready to stand by the door protectively before she gave his tail a tug. The bed fur wasn’t a big enough problem to forgo the company.

She tried to imagine what she would have done if her mom was half as serious about keeping Ryudamon out of the house, but couldn’t. Couldn’t even begin to imagine a world where her mom would want her gone over it. Especially after dad...

When it wasn't her, mom, and grandma it was just her and her mom. Mom saw it that way too, said so herself. Even when her mom didn't want to understand her, that still meant something. 

She knew it happens. But it’s always been a distant thing before, over stupid but “normal” things that an evil selfish person would do. What does that say about his family? About his life?

Thinking about it only made her feel queasy so she tried to focus on her breathing, Ryudamon’s breathing, and getting to sleep. Morning can’t come soon enough.

Up until it does.

There’s an anxious energy in the house that Maddie hoped wasn’t all coming from her, checking her watch and windows in hopes of anything to put them to rest. She got up far too early for this, but the sun’s up and she's a teenager so her mom couldn’t complain too much.

It’s not until eight she got word.

She thought she saw someone that could be him up the street before she got the call, but she couldn’t be sure. The figure isn’t looking at their wrist when she does, but they aren’t someone she’s seen around before and while they're still new-ish it's not exactly crowded around here.

“Hey,” He still looked and sounded like shit, worse now with the very obvious lack of sleep.

She did her best to give him a stern frown. “You’re late.”

“I didn’t give a time, did I?" He asked rhetorically with a one shoulder shrug, "And I didn’t want to wake you up again.”

“I’ve been up, where are you? Mom says you can stay as long as you let her talk to your folks.”

“You serious?” He blinked at her in shock and looked to something past the screen, “Should be on the right street. What’s the house number?”

Outside the window the stranger was talking to something in his hand, looking side to side like they were checking the numbers.

But that person’s arm was in a sling.

On the opposite side of the shoulder Caspian did move.

“Caaaaspian.” Her tone was a step removed from a growl as she glared back at her watch.

“What I do?” He certainly looked like he knew he could have been caught in a lie.

She looked back out the window again an glowered. Yup. That’s him alright. “I see you. You forgot to mention something.”

His eyes widened and he gave a hissing intake of breath, “Yeeeah, you- you could say that. Few somethings.”

“MOM, HE’S HERE AND HE’S A FUCKING MORON!” She hollered as she got her shoes on.

“LANGUAGE!” Ellen called back, already heading to the door.

“You could have hung up first.” He muttered to himself with a shrink from the shout, and she did just that. This she could continue in person.

“YOU WERE HURT?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT?” She stormed up to him, gesturing to his arm. “The first thing you’re supposed to do when you're hurt, is to rest! Not pull an all-nighter! When did that happen?! Was this what scared Phin- or- or did he cause it?” She held out both her hands to it and looked at him like the idiot he has proven he was. Somehow.

If this was the guy who scored "knowledge" of the vague ominous personality traits, what did that say about the rest of them?

Maddie’s intimidation efforts were not at all helped by being like a foot shorter than the guy. Which was also totally unfair, age and gender be damned.

She had better have a growth spurt coming or something, 'cause it was also making it easier for him to avoid looking at her by just not looking down. “What? No-no, he- seeing it happen is what freaked him out. I told you he didn't do anything. But I didn’t want to make anything worse.”

“Okay, now normally if it’s not serious you say “it’s not serious” or “it’s not as bad as it looks”." Maddie said as she resisted the urge to invade his space to try and force him to look at her. She couldn't even be sure how bad it was, just that there was a cast so this was no simple sprain. "How am I supposed to help if you don't tell me what's going on?!”

“I mean, the doc said it was a pretty clean break? Shouldn't take too long to heal on its own, and I have my meds for it already.” He offered lamely instead. Like an idiot.

“Maddie,” Ellen spoke up as she hurried up to her daughter, and gave the boy a wary once over. “This is your friend?”

She gave a silent affirming nod but was none too happy about it. Caspian's eyes nervously darted between his would-be hosts.

Ellen looked between her daughter and the uncomfortable older boy in a sling. “I take it you didn’t tell me he was hurt because he didn’t mention that?”

“Yup.” Maddie’s voice was even as he fidgeted under her judging glare.

“Comfortable being mad at him about it I take it?” Ellen's voice had a playful edge to it, but she looked equally unimpressed.

“Yuuuup.” Maddie's eyes narrowed at him.

“Good, we’re on the same page then.”

Before Ellen could usher him inside to get him some food and them some answers his Digivice lit up. “Shit, no! It’s okay-“

Whatever made its way out of it had to be Phineas, but Ryudamon’s guess didn’t do the monster justice. He only covered width and length, not height, and it was making full use of what it had there. Their head was nearly on Maddie’s level and their abdomen was even taller. They hardly needed for their red hair to be bristling to make itself look bigger, but it wasn't Maddie it was intimidated by.

Ellen had its full attention, red eyes blinking in what seemed like a sequence but Maddie couldn’t understand it. She couldn’t tell if their mouth was open as a threat or because it couldn’t shut it anymore with all those teeth.

But it wasn't quite right. When it flickered it wasn't as solid as before, or like Ryudamon. Like it’s only half physical or trying to hide from possible onlookers without leaving Ellen unaware of them, and she didn’t want to find out which one.

“Phin, it’s fine! It’s Maddie’s mom, not a threat.” Caspian’s earlier worries about it not listening to him were as unfounded as Ryudamon said, their eyes turned green as it offered some blinked message as some tension left them.

“Oh, I can be a threat alright,” Ellen told the monster quite clearly and Maddie bit her lips like a pucker at the reminder her mom wasn't great at de-escalation when she also felt threatened. “You!” When she pointed at Phineas she had its attention, but it still looked as docile as it probably could in their state. She pointed back to their house. “Backyard.”

It faced Caspian first who gives his assent, and it complied, making the distance in one loud jump. Maddie winced at the landing and hoped it didn’t cause any damage. Definitely sounded solid that time.

“He’s still that big?” Maddie knew it was a dumb way to phrase her real question, but she couldn’t keep from it tumbling out. “You know what I mean. Ryudamon made it sound like it wouldn’t take too long to shrink back.”

“You’re telling me." Caspian kept his eyes on her fence, but she didn't think he'd be able to see Phin from where they were. "He was my ride here last night, and apparently that didn’t help him burn it all off.”

“A "ride" from where exactly?” Maddie prodded and he looked to the sky again rather than meet her glare.

“San Clemente.” He weakly admitted with his head to the side before drooping.

Maddie had no idea where that even was. When she wanted to get more mad at him she’d have to check how far away that was.

“I assume Ryudamon also didn’t know what exactly "fueled" whatever this is?” Ellen’s voice came from behind them. “I get the feeling that may be important here.”

Caspian got quiet and let his hair cover his eyes.

“I’m also assuming you haven’t had anything to eat yet,” Ellen went on and he took a step back, looking to her confused. “You need some fuel yourself too. First breakfast, then you give me your parents’ number. I’ll let them know you’re safe here while you take a shower. We have large plain button-downs if you don’t normally wear those. It might be easier on your arm.” Her nose scrunched and mumbles mostly to herself, “Some things really don’t change huh? As if the students’ hygiene weren’t bad enough.”

His eyes were scared and confused, but they shouldn’t be. Maddie offered him her hand to tug him along, giving him something solid if touch would help. He was hesitant but accepted it.

His own fault really as she rushed ahead to the door, making him stumble despite it being easy for him to have outpaced her if he tried.

Caspian was incredibly awkward in the house, carefully treading like he was an intruder rather than a guest. Maddie tried to take his backpack but he was reluctant to hand it over.

She’s not sure she’s ever seen one used to the point where the handle was completely worn through like that, it must be old. That must have made it harder for him too, since he couldn’t just use the shoulder straps normally in his state.

Rationally she understood his home life must be pretty different than hers, but she still couldn’t grasp it. He looked at the stack of pancakes Ellen had been making before he called like there had been some mistake.

“I promise they’re good!” Maddie hadn’t even stolen any yet, felt wrong to eat with her nerves and she hadn’t noticed how hungry she had been getting in the meantime. “Mom’s are the best.”

“I thought those were mine?” David’s voice came from Maddie’s laptop on the counter with a snicker.

“Sorry dad, things change!” She laughed back, nodding her head in the machine’s direction at Caspian’s attempts to find the voice’s source. “Besides, you’re the one who said “Experience is key” and well, can’t argue that mom’s had more practice than you by now.”

“Ouch.”

Ellen took it like banter with an old friend. “Pretty sure mine were always better. I remembered what berries would be in season. Like blueberries.” She gestures to a second stack, “We do also have plain if you prefer that.”

“Chocolate chips though.” David objected, and Ryudamon's tail wagged into the chair next to him at the suggestion.

“The inferior addition.” Ellen corrected and the tail dropped though the dragon hid his disappointment well otherwise, “Blueberries can work with anything and plain’s the classic.”

“You really weren’t kidding, huh?” Caspian’s face was hard to read, somewhere between caution and awe.

“’Bout dad? Nope.” Maddie turns back to make sure she’s heard, “This is Caspian by the way, dad!”

“Pleasure to meet you, I think?” The UI called back.

“Uh, sure. Thanks for having me?” The words were uncomfortable as Caspian said them, like they had gone disused for some time now.

Maddie knew that feeling well, between her own introversion and the move after Dad. She still hadn’t really been to Justine’s place or anything, and she's been her only normal friend in years.

Wonder how Justine would react to hearing about this. This was exactly the sort of drama she seemed to enjoy hearing Maddie whine about. She wouldn’t need to mention the weirder parts, so it should be safe to say. For all but her ego and Caspian's privacy, so he'd need to okay it first.

Caspian refused any attempts Ryudamon made to try cutting his pancakes for him, an easy task between his height and his good arm. The dinosaur pouted at the refusal but went back to his own spot at the dinner table.

Caspian seemed to enjoy them well enough, though he’s not scarfing through them nearly as fast as Maddie did out of habit.

“You didn’t tell me you were talking to more than one “Emo” online.” Ellen joked to Maddie.

Caspian chose to continue eating rather than respond but looked to the side like he’s definitely used to getting that label.

“Okay, I only called dad that once!” Maddie complained to her mom before turning back to Caspian with a mildly annoyed smile. “And only ‘cause I didn’t know it was dad at the time and he only spoke in Emoji.”

“Aaand that’s why Ryudamon’s still “Ryudamon”, isn’t it?” Caspian quietly asked between pieces, looking to the Digimon in question. “Might have dodged a bullet, huh?”

“No, I just panicked and had no time!” Maddie objected, though Ryudamon didn’t disagree with him in favor of working on his own plate. To defend herself she continued. “Ryudamon told us he didn’t want a name! Did you ask before naming Phin after yourself?”

“First off, it’s from my handle, not me. It’s not like I made him a jr. or anything.” Caspian complained. “Believe me, he was all to happy to get any sort of name.” He gave Ryudamon a look. "If he shares the first mistake I made with that feature with you, I'll deny it and you keep it to yourself."

Ryudamon gave an understanding nod with a full mouth.

Maddie still hadn’t fully gotten her last one down before she needed to ask the big question, “So, what happened? All of it.”

Ellen rubbed her temple at her daughter’s table manners, but Caspian looked more amused by them. Still mostly sad and quiet though. But he can manage it now.

“My folks were having an argument. Worse than normal.” Maddie felt she didn't want to know what “normal” was but she straightened in attention. “It was worrying Phineas pretty bad, so despite it not being lights out yet, he left my room to check on them.”

Caspian continued, “Mom saw him and screamed, by the time I got there she was trying to smash in his skull with a hammer. I don’t know why they had that in there. Never seen it before, and it’s not like dad’s the handyman type. I panicked and got in the way.”

Ellen’s fork dropped to the plate, “Your mother did this to you?” Maddie knew that fury well, but she was too dumbstruck by the thought.

Was that the real reason why they didn’t want him home, out of guilt?

“It was an accident!” His words stumbled out in a rush, “She’s not- Normally dad’s the one who- Violence isn’t normal, it rarely goes past yelling most of the time. Maybe a shove, or he throws something, o-or something’s broken, but not-“ He realized too late he wasn't not giving Ellen any reassurances by going into it and his mouth snapped shut. He tried to move past that confession and looked out the patio doors to the backyard. “Then Phin changed into this.”

Ryudamon nods as a piece fell into place, “There were too many emotions, not just Master Gage’s. The parents would have also been feeding into them. It’s impressive they kept their senses when exposed to that many types of negativity at once.” He looked to the window where the ghostly Phineas could be seen poking around the backyard, “Though perhaps not surprising given their history.”

“What “history”?” Caspian glared at him, “I’ve been with him his whole life, I fixed his code and saw him hatch.”

Ryudamon gives an apologetic bow, “I’m aware, but I mean what experiences were a part of the code you fixed. Phineas is a particularly unusual case, but we can all have some recollections from experiences prior to our latest hatching. Reincarnation is in our nature. Phineas comes from a case where it became…” Ryudamon finds the word, “Flawed. A testament to our own type of mortality.”

“And how do you know that?” Maddie asked, interest fully piqued by his choice of that word.

“They read as far older than they should. I suspect that while you state you saw them hatch, when they did so it was as the form you’ve known them the most? Already at the rookie level, like I am?”

“What else was he supposed to be?” Caspian asked, looking like he was already processing something.

“Under normal conditions and residual experiences are minimal we start life as a “Baby”, then “In-training” which is more like your toddlers, then childlike Rookies, our more adult Champion stage like Dokugumon is, then if one has truly lived a full life perfecting their line at the Ultimate level. Those that are exceptional can go even further, to a Mega or even past that to Ultra. True Gods among Digimon, that can sometimes rival Almighty King Yggdrasil or serve as new protectors should our King fall, such as the three Archangels or Holy Digimon Sovereigns.”

Maddie saw a chance to ask outright, “What were you then? Before being with us?”

“A weapon.” Ryudamon’s voice was even and matter-of-fact, no emotions to be found. “I mean it literally. The blade of a Royal Knight in service to our King, part of the Mighy Alphamon. Easily forgotten compared to my partner. Ouryumon’s less useful to Them than the Ouryuken is. Together we were an Ultra, but unlike our Great Omega, the Omnimon, or the Red Dragon, Examon, this did not leave us equals as we should have been.”

A noise of understanding came from David, mildly distressed. She looked at the computer in concern and chalked it down as something she might need to ask more about at a better time.

Ellen brought them back to what started this, “You can talk more about that later. I want to make sure I have all the information I need when I contact Caspian’s parents. Is there anything else you’ve left out?”

“He kiiinda broke the house,” Caspian shrank into himself at that, which wasn’t by much. “Interior walls only, I don’t know if any could have been structural. It was still standing when I left and mom and dad were still intending on staying there from what he said.”

Ellen nodded to herself, she’d expected as much like Maddie had when Ryudamon gave his size guess. “Anything else you can think of?”

“No, Ma’am.” Caspian picked at the pancakes he has left, looking at Ryudamon before turning his attention to Phineas outside. “Would it be okay if I gave him the rest of this? I think I’m done.”

Ellen gave it a thought, “Can spiders handle gluten?”

“I mean, he can.” Caspian smiled at a memory, “I’m not about to be the one to tell him he’s not allowed to steal my mini-muffins anymore. He’s not all that picky.”

“Well I’m not going to tell the man-eating spider what they can and can’t do. Go ahead.” Ellen excused him, though he scowled at her, a tad offended.

“Phineas doesn’t eat people. Just normal food and some weird computer stuff, like chips and cds-“ Maddie’s drink went down the wrong pipe, and she looked at him confused after she was done sputtering. He blinked back at her and gave a wry grin, "Okay, yeah I've told them not to do that anymore but if you have family VHS tapes or anything you may still want to hide them.” 

Maddie sputtered a laugh in disbelief, "VHS? What year are you from?"

Caspian shrugged as he went to the door. "It's what we had at the time and Dad never converted them. It's not like we didn't have a player either."

"That's just asking for trouble." Maddie shook her head. "It might be better off getting eaten, but Ryudamon's never treated a blu-ray like a bagel."

Caspian paused and looked at Ryudamon, "Is that not normal for Digimon?"

Ryudamon’s eyes shifted side to side like he’d really rather they not use him to double-check Caspian’s information, so obviously Maddie had to. His head ducked so he was eye level with the table, “That part can be, but the entire Dokugumon line is rather infamous for their prey preferences. Given the chance, humans can fit their criteria well." He looked grim in thought, but caught himself and added an awkward "In theory!”, but the damage was done.

Caspian hesitated with his hand on the handle to the backyard, “Well, that’s not Phin. Just ‘cause you can do something doesn’t mean you have to.” Almost sounded like he was convincing himself of that.

“Certainly! They have no desires for it in this case.” Ryudamon eagerly agrees, “I meant no disrespect.”

Caspian gave a nod but didn't look at him as he gave Phineas his leftovers. Phineas enjoyed them with even more enthusiasm than Maddie did.

“Would feeding them while they’re big make it harder for them to shrink back down?” Maddie asked a bit too late. Ryudamon shook his head.

“Doubtful, this is more for health than energy if that makes sense?”

“HP versus MP isn’t that hard to get with you guys.”

“Not really how we work, but close enough I suppose.” Ryudamon stuck his head up, a bit too much in denial. Maddie took the opportunity to scritch his chin, devolving into a full tickle tackle.

Ellen got her phone out and headed to the back so she could make the call, Maddie following just in case.

“Okay. So, what number do you want me to use to contact your parents?” Caspian pulled out his own to call but she held up her hand to tell him to stop, “I’m not budging on this. I need to make sure they know you’re here, you’re safe, and that we haven’t gotten involved in anything more than temporary housing. I’m not doubting you, but I’m not risking any miscommunications here.”

Phineas’s eyes were blinking again and it gave a low growl.

Ellen was having none of it and Maddie still can’t understand what they were trying to say. “They need to know where he is, who he’s with, and that he’s being taken care of. As the adult, that’s my job. I need to talk to them.”

Ryudamon came outside, seeing Phineas’s rising distress. “What do you mean? Of course, they need to know Master Gage’s condition and whereabouts.”

The monster hissed and tried to put itself between Caspian and Ellen. Ryudamon put himself between Phin and Ellen in response. “You’re not making sense, either they are his guardians or they aren’t.”

It stomps a foot and a smaller striped spider manifested before its jaws, skittering its way to Ellen’s phone and forcing its data inside despite her scared reflex to stop it. In a fist Phin made a glowing cube, and offered it to its fellow Digimon.

Ryudamon considered the offering, listening to more of the beast’s chittering before accepting it. Processing it. His interface glowed in response, as rhythmic as a heart.

His eyes widened with an understanding and he lowered his stance aggressively. Maddie and Caspian were equally confused, but Phineas stayed alarmed but neutral. “Why did you let him come here then?!”

He must be reading how the eyes flicker, there’s no noise to answer him but he got one regardless. “Then you know this is a threat to my unit. There is no need to infect anything of Grandmaster Ellen’s with your spawn, remove it at once!”

Half of an argument went on and Ryudamon’s anger continued to rise. “Logorhythms has done enough to this family, there’s no reason to force more upon them!”

“What are you talking about?!” Maddie put herself in the middle, since only Ryudamon was ready to go on the attack. “Talk, translate, whatever! Why are you both freaking out and what does Logorhythms have do to with Caspian?”

The monster chittered sadly, looked like it was asking something. Ryudamon’s face scrunched with anger but softened and gave a nod. “They wish to track him still. Phineas hijacked their surveillance of him but they are aware he’s no longer in that house so the information they’ve been fed is faulty. They…” Ryudamon glared at Phineas but choose his words carefully, “Have his parents monitored similarly.”

“The fuck?” Caspian swore more like a breath as he looked near panic, “What the hell did I do to them?!”

Phineas gave a low hiss and Ryudamon’s words were slow enough he could have been translating or paraphrasing. “Nothing. It’s what you could do for them. They are aware of you, more so than even our King was. They are waiting for something and don’t wish anything to happen to you in the meantime." Caspian looked down at his arm questioningly but Ryudamon shook his head. "Phineas wishes to use their kin to compromise Ellen’s information. To deny them awareness of the Kim family’s involvement at this juncture in a bid to grant you truer freedom.”

Ryudamon straightened to just address Ellen, “They will permit the call, the weak kodokugumon will tweak what information you give out. They will not permit your identities or location to be accurate.”

Ellen bristled, “So what, so his parents won’t know where their injured son is?! I can’t agree to that!”

“If you don’t, they can’t stay. That’s my decision Grandmaster Ellen.” Ryudamon’s eyes were as steeled as when he was ready to fight. “I am here to protect you. I can’t if you invite trouble to our door.”

“You aren’t kicking him out,” Maddie stared down at him. “That’s not your call. Can’t they just make it so Logorhythms can’t get anything useful but his parents still can?”

Phineas growled again but only Ryudamon understood. He looked disappointed in whatever Phineas had to say. “They are part of the problem, Mistress. Phineas can’t trust them with Master Caspian’s safety. With what they shared I can’t disagree.”

Maddie couldn’t stop herself from glancing at the sling with a wince.

Ryudamon gave Caspian his attention, “Phineas can create an artificial third party for this charade. Neither guardian knows Grandmaster Ellen’s voice, so surrounding information can be altered for anonymity. They will know you are in the Sacramento area. Neither of us can afford to hide you entirely from your watchers. But should they attempt action against you, Phineas has them equally watched.”

Phineas made a sound like an evil chuckle. Ryudamon elaborated, “You are as safe as is possible at present without someone starting an all-out cyber war over it. Their tiny army is in place, and the company is unaware of their latest additions.” Ryudamon glares at a content Phineas, “That is what I wish my partner to have no part of. Phineas isn’t strong enough to win such an act alone just yet.”

A deeper ghastly cackle, one Maddie had a good guess for. The emphasis was on the “yet”.

They all just saw Phineas create a Digimon out of seemingly nothing. And this is their “Champion” level. If they reach a higher state, or if those babies do, that will tip this scale in their favor. In Caspian’s favor.

“Then why don’t they ask Laurie for help?” Maddie asked and Phineas’s jaw went slack. Did she surprise him? “Why should we care if Logorhythms is taken down, they’re the ones who did this to her and dad in the first place. If they know Caspian’s systems, they’ve seen how he contacted her before, so if they recognize her, it’s not weird... And now that Phin can tell her Caspian’s not being watched anymore she or Cody can talk to him freely, like she did with me.”

Phineas’s thing that sounded like a laugh was higher this time, more gleeful, but it made Ryudamon look dejected. “Mistress can you please not encourage them? Things are peaceful at present and upsetting the balance may lead to them mistaking Phineas’ actions as being UI based, or worse. Logorhythms isn’t aware of us-“

A deep hiss. A correction. “Logorhythms is only aware of Phineas at present, and that information is vastly limited. No other Digimon need to be dragged into this. Laurie is no longer the UI they recognize, while she’s still flawed they will notice her changes. They’ll be inclined to look into what caused it.”

Caspian looked like he was still struggling to take this all in. “What do they want from me?”

Phineas went still and silent, betraying nothing as it stared down Ryudamon. Ryudamon shrugged, “Highly classified. Their project files are well hidden, the spy network was a hasty creation and are all simply in-training. Knowledge is power, and the lack thereof is why Phineas is on edge. They are a defensive species; Trappers and chasers made to wear enemies down while protecting their own nests. Being watched, being “prey”, is not in their nature.”

Maddie knew he was lying. Probably just by omission here. But she also knew he wouldn’t do so lightly.

Phineas is bigger than him, and she doesn’t know what evolving would do to Ryudamon, if she could even help him do it. Assuming that’s all it would take to get them back at the same level, that he’d survive a serious fight between them. Phineas clearly felt he was no threat to them the way he is now, even with the typing in Ryudamon’s favor.

She’s not naïve enough to assume that was just because Phineas didn’t think he’d really attack him. Not with Caspian’s safety in such a weird spot as it is. Ryudamon didn’t feel like he was bluffing.

She doesn’t want them to fight, not when there’s no good reason for it. Logorhythms isn’t anyone’s friend. Caspian is.

Ellen was still conflicted about it, but accepted Phineas’ terms. She got the number for Caspian’s dad and let him know the basics while Maddie showed Caspian where the bathroom was and made sure the office was suitable for their guest. If he decided he’s not that comfortable with it, there was always the basement.

He kept his backpack with him tightly, claiming it was for the extra clothes, but Maddie went to find him some spare PJs anyway. They kept some of Dad’s clothes with them, even after the move. 

He was trying to hide how nervous Logorythm’s interest in him was making him, but he’s bad at it.

She needed to talk to her dad. But she didn't want to leave Caspian without someone he was comfortable with either.

Cody had lent her some of his VR stuff since he didn’t need it anymore. He thought it’d be more for Ellen, but honestly, Maddie was hoping she might be able to rope Justine into RoW sometime.

That could let her have Caspian and her dad meet, so he could see for himself what UI were like.

It’ll be up to him though. He really should get some sleep soon, assuming he hasn’t already passed out. The shower hadn’t been going on too long, but she kept an ear out for crashes to be safe.

Not that she knew what she’d do to help if he needed it. Probably make Ryudamon try? He’s probably a boy, kinda, sorta. He’s never objected to it. Getting mom could be really awkward.

It’d be hard to deny she’s worried. She barely knows what there isn’t to be nervous about at this point. She knows it’s too soon to pester Ryudamon for what he knows, and that’s a huge chunk of it.

She heard the bathroom door open, so that’s one less thing to worry about.

He did look a bit better, but there’s too much paranoia in his eyes. So far it looks like most of his clothes are on the more well-worn side of the spectrum, but still more intact than his backpack. But at least his injury hadn’t hindered him as much as her mom worried.

Not that she’d give him any credit for trying to make light of it.

“Sooo," She said almost musically, eyes going from him to the direction of the office, "do you want to-“

“I’m not five, I don’t need a nap.” He cut off the suggestion before she could even start, earning him a pout.

“Fine.” She lied. “Would you like to meet my dad? Cody lent us some of his VR stuff so we have a spare.”

“You guys can afford that sort of thing?” He looked at her with surprise clear on his face before looking around. “Don’t know why I didn't expect that.”

“Well, not the really good stuff like Cody can. Mine’s just the headset and basic gloves, ya’know birthday and Christmas sorta deals. He has the high-end ones that can like, map you? And a haptic vest!”

“And “Cody” is?”

“Laurie’s husband. She made him like, super secret rich so they could afford all the best tech.” Again, she left out his own ties to the Digimon situation, she didn't want to overwhelm him. Laurie’s situation’s weird enough as it is, and they've only used broad strokes about it.

He considered this and a thought occured to him. “Ah. So he would want to invest in ways that he and she could still-“ Caspian remembered who he was talking to and shook his head to try and change gears. “Um… Touch?” He ended lamely, his eyes begging her to buy it with an awkward smile.

She raised a brow at him, “Gross, and I’m not five either, we can be adults about this.”

He held his hand level under his chin, “You must be at least this tall to try playing that card, kid.”

“HEY! C’mon, we’re both highschoolers here, I can be mature!” She argued in what was admittedly not the best display of her claim.

“Yeah. And one of us is looking into college courses while the other is what, 14?” He looked down at her teasingly.

“UUUUgh. You’re the one whose mind went straight to the gutter!” She pointed out with a disgusted scowl.

He looked up to the side, knowing there was not much he could argue there.

“So, you’re a senior then?” Maddie asked to try and give a safer topic, given the college thing.

“Junior, but impressing teachers. It was a next semester sorta deal.” He shrugged.

“Cool. I’m new to the area so school’s been weird this year for me; definitely not making that sort of good impression.”

“I can imagine. The logs were about what, some sort of bullying?" He asked and he put his good hand up in surrender when she glared at him, thinking he was just trying to make her say it. "Emoji’s are vague without context, but without farms, "pig letters" don't make much sense.”

Maddie winced and rolled her neck, “You remember that? Bluh.” She noticed he was still looking at her with concern and shrugged it off, “It’s not an issue anymore. Dad screwed them up good, mom threatened to beat one up, and I made friends with the coolest “uncool” kid in school, so I’m fine.”

“Not bad, better than I got.” He conceded. Before she could push further that he reminded her, “So, what was that about your dad?”

“Yeah! Let me get it set up, it’s in my room,” She rushed ahead and scrambled to make it a bit more presentable. He kept teasing her like she was a little kid enough as it is without the plushies. Two headsets and gloves were good to go, the vest would probably be a bit much.

She passed him a pair, but he only needed the right glove before giving it and the headset a once over as he started trying them on.

Dad’s "office" was the same as ever, and she could see some Digimon out in the fields it overlooks. One even noticed them enough to give them a wave, which she returned. Yggdrasil or whatever they used to keep the peace is pretty good at making sure this stays a good neighborhood of sorts. She’s rarely seen fights out there.

David was leaning against his desk and gave her a knowing smile, “Still getting into trouble, kiddo?”

“Hey! I’m getting someone else out of it this time!” Maddie’s face puffed in frustration as she crossed her arms.

“Debatable,” Caspian didn't miss a beat but he was quietly impressed by his surroundings. He wasn’t kidding when he made it sound like he hadn’t experienced VR before, everything from his own avatar to the bland décor was vying for his attention.

Seeing Digimon just about made his eyes pop. “There’s that many already?” His voice was so quiet in awe. Awe and something she can’t quite place.

“This?” David looks over his shoulder with a chuckle, “This is nothing, a safe zone they don’t like lingering around too much unless they’re willing to play by our rules. You should see how they’re working in game servers. I couldn’t tell you how many “raid bosses” are just Digimon finding new ways to get some kicks in. They can be pretty tough, even when they’re playing strictly by the game’s rules.”

Caspian eyed him warily like he doesn’t know what to make of the man. David offered him a hand, “Name’s David Kim. Sorry we couldn’t meet under better circumstances.”

Even knowing that’s what the glove was meant to do, the sensation of shaking the UI’s hand clearly threw Caspian for a loop. But he’s seen enough to know better than to brush this all off as a prank.

Not that he isn’t still a bit skeptical, “So, you’re just a digital person now? Like them, but in a way that makes more sense?”

“Pretty much,” David shrugs and gives a demonstration, one programmer to another, “Never been able to make a Digimon’s systems display like I can get my own to though.” Maddie can’t really make much out of the programs floating next to her dad’s face, it’s way beyond her level. “This is my sense of smell.”

Caspian seemed to get it, having the fundamentals of what he’s looking at on display got him into his element and he let himself be unguarded for the first time as he poked through the files.

“Try not to do anything too weird there. I don’t really need it, but with the incoming zoo it has been of some help.”

“This isn’t anything like how Phineas’ processes things,” Caspian said more to himself than David, engrossed in the false interface.

“Good, if we were too much alike, I’d be a lot more worried about where they all originally came from.” David’s lightly chuckled but looked at the young man curiously, “Don’t suppose where you found your partner’s code is still online somewhere? Yggdrasil said they put it in your path but I’ve yet to see it for myself.”

Caspian sent a link, not struggling with VR's functions nearly as much as Maddie expected. David’s eyes alighted at what he saw. “And you could make sense out of this? In less than a day? No wonder you impressed them.”

He shrugs off the compliment, “So I’ve heard.”

"... And yet, still chose to make a trip about 7 and a half hours, in the middle of the night, with a broken arm, to my kid. "Knowledge" is a lot less cut and dry than I expected." David dryly teased him with a very knowing smirk.

"IT WAS HOW FAR?!" Maddie glared at the guy and the word "snitch" left Caspian's mouth bitterly enough Maddie nearly mistook it for a swear.

"I won't tell Ellen if you don't." David laughed, and Caspian rightly turned to give Maddie a tired, betrayed, pleading look that she had no regrets about refusing.

"The weather was fine, and I got here. No problems. Didn't even scare anyone... I don't think." Caspian looked to the side in thought as if mentally double-checking that last point.

David looked like he was tempted to ask something he shouldn’t, but stayed quiet. Before Maddie was tempted to pry one a small spider like what Phineas sent into her mom's phone crawled out from under the desk, watching the humans before making itself comfortable closer to Caspian. He looked uncomfortably at the bug but left it be.

“These little guys have been cropping up a lot today.” David looked between the bug and the boy.

Caspian winced and rubbed the back of his neck. “Sorry ‘bout that. He means well.”

“I don’t doubt it.” David tried to beckon it back to him like you would a cat but it ignored him, “It’s not trying to cause any issues with me so I don’t mind the company for now. Heck, it might be giving me a bit of a boost without the risk of decay, so I’m not complaining. Just try not to let them spread themselves too thin.”

Caspian straightens and looked a David with worry, but didn't need to ask. "I've heard it called "Digital entropy" from a contact of mine."

David looked as surprised as Maddie was sure she did. "You heard?"

"Digimon didn't like me trying to spread rumors about them, so one offered me a deal for intel." He said calmly. "They said it'd take a few months for them to organize themselves the way they prefer. That doesn't mean I don't keep an eye out for signs of them online." Caspian looked at David with something like distrust. “Did Alliance's younger UI have anything to do with the fire the CEO was in, or was that the "Junkers" lashing out over the other one breaking down?”

Maddie looked between the two as a pit of ice grew in her gut. She hadn't expected a turn like that. Part of her had been hoping her casual experiences with digimon on RoW had left her somewhat ahead of their "curve", but she neglected to consider them in... something like that.

She thought that had been a human thing, naive as that sounded now.

David seemed colder, “He shouldn’t. Sami says that was his attempt at payback since he wasn't seeing any way we'd have Prasad face justice the "human" way any time soon, after Chanda evacuated the building. Their other UI is as stable as he can be still, so they're fine.”

“And Sami is?” Caspian asked, like he was trying to remember something.

“Sami Chanda, the digimon Chanda’s taking care of. Weird kid.” David brought up two pictures, a winged childlike angel and a similar looking Indian boy a bit younger than Maddie with his grandmother. “Yeah, I promise that’s still a digimon. Though normally they look like a blond white kid. Also known as "Lucemon", as in Lucifer, so the digimon side of things weren't surprised by the violence so soon out of the gate and he's well above the current weight class so there's not much we can do about it but hope his two humans keep him from hurting anyone else for now.”

Caspian rubbed a spot above his eye. “Fucking shit. Should have seen part of that coming I guess. So what, is Ryudamon shared between the two of you or is there another here I haven't met for "Kindness"?”

David tensed but shook his head. "No. Sami's shared between Chanda and his mom, "Reliablity", but I only asked for a friend for Maddie. I'm fine with how things are."

Caspian didn't look like he believed that, and part of Maddie wasn't sure of that either now.

Her dad should have a partner too, shouldn't he? Is his supposed to be the other part of that "Alphamon" Ryudamon mentioned before? 

Where was this 'mon anyway? Was it just too high level, beyond the "current weight class" keeping their other powers that be offline?

Something else was still nagging at the back of Maddie’s mind but she couldn’t place it. Something Ryudamon said.

She looked at the blue-eyed monster and tries to shake the heebie-jeebies off. He didn't look like a murderer, just an uncanny-looking kid.

On the other hand, neither did Prasad. Alliance wasn't their friend any more than Logorhythms was, not if they treated their UI this badly.

Was Pope technically a murderer, for making her dad and Laurie like this? Was Uncle Peter one too, even though this really did save her dad's life?

“Too preppy for you too?” Caspian’s voice came from over her head.

“Definitely looks fake.” Maddie agreed and Caspian nodded.

“So, if Angry Angel’s like a Digimon now, is her husband her partner?” He’s caught on quickly.

“Yeah, his crest is the one like a heart.” If he’s asking this shouldn’t be too much. He doesn’t need to keep pushing for information. She remembers his first warning, “Not that I’ve used it to call him. And I kinda forgot to tell him it can do that, so I don’t know if Laurie did already.”

Caspian looked at her skeptically, “I mean if you already know the guy that’s less an issue.”

“And we haven’t had any emergencies.” She says with confidence.

“Does Cody know how your system works yet?” David asked.

Maddie tried to look anywhere else with a sheepish grin. “W-well. If something came up, he’s got a bunch of ways to reach us, so it’s probably fine?”

“Comforting.” She could do without Caspian’s sass, thanks. “That’s… A lot.”

Maddie’s gaze bored into him. “Maybe it’d be less of a lot if you’d take care of yourself better.”

“That’s a lie and you know it.” He teased, and wasn't not wrong, but she couldn’t stand how he looked down at her. Literally.

“SLEEP ALREADY!” She burst out instead of bothering trying to argue against this dense wall of a teen.

David tried to hide a laugh behind his hand. He held up both in surrender when both teens glared daggers at him. “I mean, that does sound like a plan. The day’s still young. You don’t need to go on full cylinders. If you’d like to talk more, I’ll be here. I’ve got no problems talking shop later.”

Caspian’s eyes narrowed at the traitor.

“Don’t give me that look, you knew I was a dad coming in here. And from what I remember, sleep was a pretty sweet deal.” David added, aiming for the guilt he’s hoping it inspires to take the heat off of him.

It worked, and Caspian gave a groan.

Caspian took the set off and got his bag back on his shoulder. “Alright, you win. Where do you want me to go?”

“Office or basement, your pick! Basement’s super unfinished so mom would be a lot happier with you in the office like a person and not a bad stereotype.” She chimed, skipping ahead to gesture to the door like a gameshow assistant.

“So definitely not biased on that front.” He looked out her window to check which yard they were facing, looking for Phineas. “If it’s got the space for it and he hasn’t shrunk yet I’m afraid I’ll have to disappoint her.”

“Your funeral.”

A skittering sound approached them fast, more from a wall than the floor, a purple blur launched itself onto Caspian’s bag and made him even more unbalanced. “Phin! Take it easy on me, c’mon…”

“Good, the real room like a person it is!” Maddie lead the way, though she tried to get a better look at what Phineas is “supposed” to look like. “Definitely could pass for an edgy squishable.”

“Shut it. He’s a terrible pillow.” Phineas faced Caspian like he was offended by this slander, and Caspian raised a brow. “Don’t give me that look.”

“Come to think of it, you went the whole night without rest too, didn’t you?” Maddie looked at the poor little bug and gave their head a pat. It felt more like metal than the shell of a bug, so it was less creepy than she feared. Its whole body drooped and made a noise like a sad coo. Hard to call it “cute” exactly, but that’s more the word for it than anything else.

Once their guests were behind closed doors she went back to her mom and Ryudamon.

She still didn't feel comfortable prying yet, not until she was sure Phineas and Caspian wouldn’t overhear it. But a lot of weight has been lifted, as much as her dad’s new information tried to add to that.

“So, they’re getting settled I hope?” Ellen pulled out a chair that Maddie gratefully slumped into.

“Yup. Did anything cause the change, or did we just luck out?”

“Luck, I guess. That was really weird to see.”

Maddie gave her an apologetic look, “Sorry it’s such a mess.”

“Hey. Don’t worry about it. We’ve done as much as we can for now,” Ellen reassured her and sighed. “I wish I understood more about his situation though. His dad didn’t give me much to work with, but they’re glad to know he’s safe.”

“Just not that he’s safe with us.”

“Yeah.” It bothered her mom a lot, but she was trying to not let it show. “Sounds like they thought he might have been with some other girl though. A girl named Hannah.” Her mom gave her a mischievous look.

“Iiinteresting.” Maddie grinned back for the ammunition, to see how Caspian takes it if he tried teasing her over something stupid again.

“And I do feel better knowing we can help.” Her mom gave Ryudamon a scritch. “I can’t imagine what it’s been like for him alone.”

“Yeah! So do I.” Maddie beamed, glad they were on the same page this time. “And it sounds like dad might give him someone to nerd out with too. He seemed interested in the tech side of UI stuff.”

Oh. That was it.

Ellen didn’t seem bothered by her daughter going quiet, enjoying the peace, having no idea about the dots connecting in her head.

Caspian was aware of the Flaw as a case of "digital entropy". Ryudamon said the thing that Caspian fixed to make Phineas was “flawed”. That what he was showed they weren’t as immortal as they’d like to think they were. Why else would he have used that word?

If Caspian could fix this flaw, maybe he could fix the flaw the UIs have. If he could, it’s no wonder Logorythms would want him; this problem has all of them stumped. All of the UI too.

Ryudamon said Knowledge isn’t just what you know, it’s how you see the world. Maybe he can see it.

Maddie’s heart caught in her throat but she stayed quiet. She offered Ryudamon a hug and he accepted it without question.

This was a whole lot of ifs. And a lot of pressure she doesn’t want to put on him yet.

But the hope of a solution to this, anything to keep her dad from dying again, nearly brought her to tears.

Chapter 12: Impurities

Summary:

Justine gets curious about what her only friend's been up to and finds more than she expected.

Notes:

If I were better at slice of life/story-of-the-week style narratives, it might have taken me less time to get to a proper Digimon Tamer trio. Technically, I still have yet to get there, but this would be it as far as Pantheon's concerned since Hannah is... in a weird spot on many levels. Sorry for the delay again, and as always if characterization feels off or if there's any feedback I'm opening to hearing ways I can try to improve!

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Weird rumors had been going around school lately. Strange spiders bigger than your shoe running around. Creatures in the woods that didn’t make sense. But what concerned Justine the most were the one's Samara and her former posse were trying to peddle on the down low.

Ones about a guy who’s been seen at Maddie’s place who doesn’t go to their school. Or any school at all, though from the sounds of things, he’s around Justine's age. Tall, creepy, injured, maybe goth?

She was going to get to the bottom of that. Maddie had been off as it was, and Justine knew better than most the value in checking these things out for yourself.

A fine excuse as any to go over there anyway. Not like Maddie’s been to her place either, but a reason for approach could be as good as an invite.

She didn’t bother calling ahead which might be a mistake, but Maddie’s been too squirrely to give her the means to wiggle out of this. It’s an easy drive. Annoying, but easy. Children at play streets and all.

Her foot hit the break with a swear when some weird-looking toy bounced in front of her path. Waiting an extra few seconds to give whatever dumb kid kicked it too far to go after it was her norm.

Maddie darting after it riding on something like it was a small pony, was not anyone's "norm".

Neither was something bigger than a cow chasing after her. Definitely wasn't a kid in a suit or anything else normal. Things with six legs weren’t meant to get that big. She knew she was too sober for this.

Justine hit the gas anyway, ramming her car into whatever it was. It did more damage to her ride than the other way around, but getting its attention made the spider thing bare its teeth at her and fall back, past the houses and into the nearest treeline.

The benefit of annoying streets was there was not a lot of traffic, ever, not unless there was an event for it. Witnesses would be the easier find if anyone noticed something that happened that fast. Her car still worked, so she pulled to the side to assess the damage. Not too bad, deer had done worse.

“Justine, what did you do?! And why are you here?” Maddie was trying badly to hide something behind her. Two somethings including the toy.

Justine raised a brow at the stupid question. “I was going to see if things were cool with you. Doesn’t look like it.” She yanked a thumb at the passenger seat. “Talk.”

Maddie hesitated, trying to continue badly hiding whatever the not-dog-thing was from view. Not at all helped by her being such a short kid and whatever it is, was long enough to be a sad horse.

The dogosaur looked Justine in the eye and they shared an understanding: This is a game of social chicken. And Justine’s not going to be the one to flinch.

The ugly dino-dog slinked into her backseat while Maddie sputtered at its "betrayal". Justine let herself smile a little bit and got back in the driver’s seat; hostage acquired so Maddie followed once she was done venting to the heavens.

Whatever the ball-thing was Maddie brought it along too, letting it rest on her lap once safely buckled. It bounced under its own force and looked around the car, cooing like an infant.

Justine doesn’t ask. She gave Kim her terms, and Maddie accepted them. She trusted she’d talk when she sorts out the best place to start.

Doesn’t trust it’ll make sense, given the thing in her back seat wasn't built like anything she knew was real, but that Maddie would give it to her straight the best that she’s able.

The green leaves on the seed like little bugger did make her vaguely wish she had something to make whatever this all was easier to digest. She’s not dumb enough to keep that sorta shit in her car.

It’s still not a long drive, but it would take a long story for it to be too short to have done before they get to the Kim’s.

“Okay. Umm…” Maddie looked between her sprout and the driver as if she was literally looking for words. “Sooo. That’s Ryudamon.” It made a verbal confirmation from behind her and a greeting at that. And already knew Justine's name. Great start.

Justine nodded but her eyes didn’t leave the road, not really giving a greeting back behind a deep hum.

“And this is a Nyokimon.” The squishy seed babbled excitedly at its name.

Justine squinted at recognizing part of that. “Like the Italian dumplings?”

“No, they like it spelled differently." Maddie said like she hadn't noticed that herself. "It looks like it sounds so it starts with an N and a y.”

Justine gave Maddie more time to get to the elephant from the road. “The big thing was a Dokugumon." Maddie rolled her fingers along the sides of the thing on her lap, making it giggle like it was ticklish. "They’re not all aggressive, it started as like, a weirdly big tarantula? But when they start hunting they change into these things." Her tone was somber but grew sterner as she spoke. "They’re not “Strong” by their standards, just hungry and intimidating.”

So, there’s the possible root of two rumors. Not the ones Justine cared about, but it’s something. She could always rely on Maddie to get into some really weird messes. Worst form of any beginner's luck.

Maddie went on rambling about “Digital monsters” that have been online. Justine’s heard vague things about that sort of thing too, but only from what social algorithms have tried to shove onto her feeds alongside gossip collums and similar attempts to get her death scrolling. Maddie said that they’re starting to branch out from the net. She sounds like she’s lost her marbles twice over.

But there's no arguing with the sort of evidence she was holding. If a toy could act half as convincingly at being an adorable baby the market would go nuts, and the fella in her backseat could not be kid in a suit any more than the massive beast could have been. Her car’s dents are real enough and that thing she hit didn’t bleed but it also didn’t dent or tear like foam or a float.

It leaked something that glowed. Something in squares rather than a fluid or proper gas.

If Maddie says they’re pixels, might as well be pixels.

“Those are kiiiinda the fault of a friend of mine, so Ryudamon and I have tried keeping tabs on them.” Maddie’s voice was bashful and sounded like she was fidgeting. Shouldn’t be surprised this wasn’t a coincidence. “I want to keep them from doing anything super bad. So far that’s the only one that’s gotten big.”

“Why doesn’t your friend do it?” Justine’s interest is piqued by there being a “friend” that isn’t her.

“’Cause he’s an idiot and doesn’t seem to care.” Maddie slouched as much as the baby on her lap allowed her too without making them aware of how easily she could squish them. ““They’re just following their instincts, Maddie”, “They’re not messing with the local ecosystems, just each other”, “Phineas can’t make them leave like that”, “It was going to happen anyway, right?”." She went on in deeper voice as she scowled, "Just a buncha excuses like that." She switched back to her normal tone, parody done, and her tone got softer as her temper cooled. "Phin was the first tarantula that started making the others ‘cause they were pretty scared when they first got here.”

“So, he’s like a neglectful monster-dad?” Justine will let the fact this is a male friend slide for now. She was getting closer to the rumor she cared about.

“Something like that.” Maddie sounded thoughtful, not nearly as frustrated as she sounded before. “But hopefully going back to the woods will be enough for now. We're not trying to kill it or anything, just keep it away from people. He’s not wrong about normal animals not caring too much about them so far; They don’t hunt anything but other Digimon and they all can be pretty good at camouflage most of the time.”

From the corner of her eye, Justine noticed the seed seemingly blend into Maddie’s lap. A look in the rearview mirror showed “Ryudamon”s doing the same thing leaving nothing but an empty backseat.

“I can still see them when they do this,” Maddie added, “They just look a bit ghosty to me when they hide. If I take my watch off I can’t anymore, but I’m not sure what it’s doing exactly.”

Justine nodded again, though Maddie not knowing everything either wasn't exactly a comfort.

There’s the turn. Nearly there.

Mrs. Kim’s car’s not in the driveway, leaving Justine plenty of space. Still movement from one of the windows, so the house isn’t empty. Very promising.

Justine felt the invisible Ryudamon’s tail bump into her leg as he slipped ahead through the front door, hearing him give an apology easier than telling where exactly he was. The Gnocchi is probably still in Maddie’s hands so she held the door for her.

Doesn’t take long to find the guy who’s been making a mess out of Maddie’s rep again.

“So, you must be Edward sullen Scissorhands?” Justine stated with an underwhelmed tone, giving Maddie a taste of what she’s probably been unaware of out of the blonde’s fear of further recompense.

He passed her once over, she'd give him that. Fits the vague descriptions alright. Age’s right, style and build is a loose match. His arm’s only in a cast, so there has been a lot of exaggeration but nothing unexpected for your typical high school build up.

He’s no stranger to the rumor mill’s nickname game as he gave her an equally unimpressed scowl. “And you’re the “coolest uncool kid in school” I take it?”

Justine was almost bothered that he won this round, since she couldn’t stop herself from looking at Maddie. Only source he could have had.

Maddie was torn between the fierce blush of mortification from the Stranger immediately selling her out and a type of shock Justine kinda expected at learning that word about him floating around already.

“Okay, you know Scissorhands but NOT “The Parent Trap"?” She asked up at her in frustration.

… or that second thing was just disappointment in Justine not being enough of a nerd for her.

“Yup.” Justine knew the score, relying on clipped honesty and nothing more that could be used against you in the court of flaws. She also knew how to make Maddie go nuts with a brief smirk of warning. “So, is this “Gabe”?” She nailed the tone of disdain Maddie had used when she first shared the name.

The perfect reaction: The moment of calm before understanding set in. Dumbfounded at the suggestion. Confusion trying to see where that came from. Her face trying to sink into itself out of horror. Horror making way for the rage to start yelling about it. 

The five stages of Disgust nailed down into an art form.

“It’s Gage, with a G.” This “Gage” unknowingly made it even better, looking down at Maddie to mess with her as Justine's smirk involuntarily widened, “You’re seriously the sort of kid to talk about people you meet online with real-life friends?”

If not for the laws of this land Maddie would have thrown herself at her best friend and strangled her. Justine, for one, would have loved to see someone this scrawny try. Her suffering made excellent low-impact entertainment.

“NO. NONONONONO, No. EW!” Maddie glared at Justine with a point after she finished shaking her head like a wet dog. “You, will never make that joke again. Ever." She pointed at Justine accusingly and spun on her heel. "AND YOU!” She nearly needed to look straight up at the guy, “Will not say another word!”

He’s got the right humor at least, not fully laughing at her expense but smiling. Time to let him in on what the joke really was.

“Sorry,” Justine lied, and very unconvincingly gave him a sympathetic shrug. “Maddie’s mentioned her mom’s got a hotter, taller, and younger beau that she doesn’t want as a stepdad, and now I find some tall, younger guy seemingly living in her house, sooo-“

Perfect response times two: This time with extra confusion and dawning horror but his anger looked like it ran colder than Maddie’s typically did. If he didn’t sucker punch her, she thinks she could like this guy.

“I DID NOT SAY THAT! Gabe’s got nothing on my dad! And NO! What did I just tell you!?” Maddie’s fury is solely at her but it sounds more like a kid begging her to take it back than demanding that she stop.

Justine physically shrugged it off, and the boy disregarded Maddie’s orders too as he grimaced at her, “How old do you think I am?”

She fudged her actual guess for Mrs. Kim’s benefit, “A baby faced 21. Maybe 19 if her standards had fallen real hard on the rebound.”

Maddie was going to kneecap her for all of this later or die trying as the younger girl's eye twitched.

“Not a chance.” His glare gave way to a tired and frustrated look towards the Kim’s kitchen. “What I wouldn’t give to get a drink without there being a big deal about it.”

So he was all but saying he was her age more or less.

“Don’t you even think about it!” Maddie warned him sternly. “Mom knows Ryudamon and I won’t touch her stuff, and she will notice if you try to sneak anything.”

One last good ribbing for her troubles. “So, another guy you met on the internet huh?” Maddie hunched as she turns her head like she was ready to pounce, with a glare daring her to say what she knew would be the follow-up of this line of thought. “Is this one a sex thing?”

Justine’s death would be painful, slow, and glorious if Madison Kim had anything to say about it. She could only hope that her death would further inspire Maddie to continue on her newfound path of physical violence if anyone else caused her grief. The other guy’s glare could make a glass of ice crack so she’d have to act fast if she wanted to call dibs on her “friend’s” head.

“Are you done?” Maddie’s restraint truly knew no bounds. Justine gave her what typically passes for a smile and nodded. “No, it’s not. This is Caspian, and he’s living with us for a while but it’s nothing weird.”

“Nothing I suggested was weird.” Justine badly defended her claims, knowing no one else will believe that for a second.

“I think both of those romantic concepts are very weird,” Ryudamon stated, proving her wrong. "And for the record, I believe Master David is slightly taller than Master Caspian, unless he isn't finished his growing period yet. How Gabe himself compares to Master David, I'm less sure."

Right. Monsters were real now. Like the one she hit with her car.

“Oh.” Maddie looked just about ready to tackle her like a feral gremlin, thinking it was going to be yet another joke at her expense.  Justine’s almost sorry to disappoint her and shook her head with her hands in surrender before cocking her head at the guy. “This is the friend with the giant spiders, isn’t it?”

Maddie was wary but didn't stop giving Justine the stink eye as her clawed hands clenched into full fists. “Okay, yes. That friend.” She gave Caspian a shrug despite her annoyance, “She kinda hit the local Dokugumon with her car. On purpose. So, I told her some stuff about them.”

“Nice to know that pool of options is still as small as I expected.” Justine kept her hands up to show she was genuinely done the goofs for now to this “Caspian”. “Welcome to the club.”

“If this is your “best friend”, I’m getting worried about your enemies.” Caspian directed at Maddie, but Justine felt it could go either way. Just the way she liked her “well-meaning” chaos and discontent.

“Why? You’ve seen the worst of those already.” Maddie replied weirdly smug on that front. Wonder if she’ll tell her that story, ‘cause it didn’t sound like it had to do with the girls at school.

He looked down at Maddie like he just remembered she could actually be dangerous. Justine was real tempted to ask.

But she wouldn’t. And Maddie doesn’t say another word on the subject, instead giving her attention back to the seedling stranded on her sectional.

It wouldn’t stop beaming up at Justine as it babbled happily. She’s not sure why, she’s never been great with kids. She took a seat near a weird spider plush, and the seed wobbled its way to her lap after giving the toy a nervous look that made its outer skin shake like a scared cat's fur.

Justine gave it a tentative poke, to more happy bubbling. It felt kinda like the coating of a cucumber seed, but it was more slick than slimey.

“And you’re sure this doesn’t have rabies or anything, yeah?”

Maddie scoffed, “Of course I’m sure, they can’t get those sorts of viruses. Or, whatever rabies is.”

“Where did you find it anyway?" Caspian asked like Maddie's story wasn't weird to him at all, and looked kinda annoyed at the seedling after seeing how easily it could be spooked. "Are you going to put it back online?”

“Woods. Why would I?” Maddie replied looking confused at both his question and the sprout’s apparent human preferences.

“Why else bring it back here?” His annoyance turned more on her at seeing how little of a problem she considered displacing this sort of wildlife. “Might as well treat these things like any other wild animal and leave them where they want to be if it’s not bothering anything.”

“The Dokugumon chased it too far from where it was, and I wasn’t just going to put them back there to get eaten!” Maddie shook her head with how offended she was at the suggestion.

“We can’t take in every stray Maddie.” His point was reasonable on its face, but Justine felt certain that wasn't a rule he could make or enforce.

“You would know a thing about strays taken in, huh?” She asked as a dry jibe. He stiffened and looked more out of place. Out of the corner of her eye, she thought she saw the cushion’s fake eyes flash but they probably had just caught the light oddly.

Hadn't those been grey before, or were they always green? Might as well give it a mild test.

She picked up the “plush”, and it felt legit. Stiff, but not out of the range of good-looking toys. Decent heft. It doesn’t make any movements she doesn’t expect when she jostled it in her hands. Not so much as a quivering breath.

She squinted at it dead in its cold solid eyes. A few squeezes in the obvious suspects of places to hide a button, the way its eyes lit at certain pressures even managed to be consistent. It tolerated her remarkably well.

S hame it can’t do a thing to hide its body heat. Looking closer she might even see a bit of panic in its stillness, willing her to not notice anything.

“Now this guy knows what he’s doing.” Justine teased to let it know the jig’s up as nicely as she could.

In return for her “kindness” its face opened to hiss at her before scampering off to its moody master. The way it poked its head out from behind his leg gave her the impression her lack of reaction to its intimidation attempt only freaked it out further.

She followed it with her eyes, turning her head to address the guy directly. “Cat got your tongue? ‘Cause if you’re just a guest here like I am, what the Kims’ choose to do with the critters Maddie brings home isn’t our business. Unless this is a full-on foster situation or something?”

He was way too tense, maybe she pushed too far. “It’s nothing formal." He said stiffly. "I just can’t be home right now, and they’re letting me stay here. But that doesn’t make me some sort of freeloader.” Caspian pulled out a wallet to put his literal money where his mouth is.

“Mom said-“ Maddie looked upset at the suggestion that he'd think of himself like that and mildly frustrated, like he’s been told this a time too many as he cut her off.

“Just because she won’t take my money doesn’t mean I’m not willing to do my part." His words were firm, but in a way that felt like he needed them to be more than he believed it. "I can handle myself; I’m not talking about using what dad gave me.” In his hands was a check. Harmless for the girls to see, it was in his name clear as day.

Just as clear as all of those zeros.

Justine gave a low whistle of approval. “12k? Not bad. This under the table?”

“Nope.” Showing his worth with a number put him back in his element, eyes still cold but cockier now.

Maddie looked it over before looking back at him, wary about whatever he did to get this much at once with good reason. “You sure it’s legal? And safe?”

“Strictly white hat stuff.” He clarified with more confidence, “Find the flaws in their security, get the cash. Freelance only.”

So, guess Maddie met him through hacking stuff, which would make sense. Maddie had to be pretty good to scramble Samara's squad, so a friend of hers being good enough to profit from it tracked. Not that she'd want Maddie doing the same any time soon.

“Doesn’t mean you can’t face serious time or fines if something goes wrong or you have a shit employer.” Justine pointed out, she’s heard some hired hacking horror stories even with contracts in place.

“And it didn’t.” He didn’t disagree with her point, so at least Maddie could be sure this wasn’t as safe as he’d like to play it off as. “Didn’t even need to leave the house, so no issues with a commute or my arm.”

“So, using our address doesn’t cause any problems?” Maddie looks relieved at that, but still conflicted.

“Obviously not.” He put the check away. “And, if all goes well my folks won’t have a clue. Just in case.”

Says a lot about his home life that was where his mind went to. She doesn’t pry, but fills in more gaps.

Ellen’s car pulled up the driveway and Justine idly checked her phone. She had been out longer than expected, not that her mom should be worried or anything. It’s not like they ever have plans, and never on a school night.

Justine won’t just be able to slip out unnoticed at this point. Might as well embrace the “guest” role.

Ellen rolled with the curveball her presence gives with a surprised smile. And to her credit she did look genuinely happy her daughter’s “normal” friend stopped by.

It was seeing the new “Digimon” in her house that made her more skeptical and the air got a lot tenser.

Maddie’s going to owe her for this one.

“Sorry about that Mrs. Kim, this one’s with me.” Justine’s typical blasé attitude helped the lie hold water as she tapped the sprout. “Saved it from a giant spider. Maddie saw it all and invited me over since apparently, it’s not a kids’ toy and I wasn't just seeing things.”

Not quite as smoothed over as Justine would have liked, with how concerned Ellen still looked. Must not be a fan of these things being in anyone’s hands, and she had probably seen the new dent in the hood of Justine’s ride. Her eyes lingered on Justine’s wrist, and what wasn’t there.

Not much she can do about that. Justine noted that Caspian had one just like Maddie’s but in purple despite his injury on that arm.

Caspian gave her a judging look, as Maddie and her mom talked about possible dinner plans. He took a seat beside her, knocking her arm with his good one. “And how was that “your business”?”

“Name one lie.” She kept her voice quiet to be on the safe side seeing as he did the same, and she bounces her leg to the baby’s amusement.

“How about “She invited me”?” He quickly replied with a raised brow.

Justine gave him a shrug, “Fine, ya caught me.” She looks between him and the Kims in the kitchen. “‘Least I could do for the kid, you know?”

Rhetorical question’s obvious. He clearly owes her more than Justine’s amusing companionship. The spider sputtered something from its spot beside him. “Yeah. I get it. Doesn’t mean we shouldn’t try from keeping her out of trouble, instead of enabling her to get out of it. These things aren’t safe long term.”

Justine looked skeptically down at the seed, glowing gold eyes sparkling from its encased black fluffy face. “Wha’cha gonna do?”

It cooed back complete gibberish.

Justine nodded sagely, and side eyed Caspian with a mild smirk. “Yup, real evil mastermind over here. The cuteness is the tell.”

“Just because they start cute doesn’t mean they stay that way.” He sighed and looked at his inhuman companion, conflicted. “You don't know what they’ll grow into.” He held his good hand above his lap, the spider taking the gesture as an invitation to nuzzle into it.

She could see why he believes it, given how his apparently changed. More reason to trust those instincts than Maddie’s. But she can’t help herself.

“If change is their “thing”, no point in trying to predict it.” Justine lightly dribbled the seed by its leaves, getting more delighted noises. “Makes more sense to try and give them reasons to like having us around than see that we’re scared of them for something they can’t control and haven’t done.”

“If you never prepare, you’re not doing favors to either side.” He narrowed his eyes at the seed before looking back to his own somberly.

“And if you waste too much time overthinking it, you could be encouraging the worst-case scenario. Aren’t you tired of shit like that?” She looked the worn-out boy in the eye as she asked and saw him flinch and caught how his jaw clenched.

“Caspian, anything you’d like for dinner?” Ellen’s voice saved him from having to answer, but the way he startled at the woman’s voice spook different volumes. Soon as an adult entered the picture he was back on defense.

“I’m fine with whatever, Mrs. Kim.” He says, and he might even believe it, but he was lying. His knuckles went white over his critter's head as it tried to make noise to keep his attention and there’s a tension to him that he didn’t have when they were just talking about Digimon.

“What about you, Justine, care to join us?” Ellen came out in full, and from her the question looked more honest than out of politeness’ sake.

“Sure, I’ll let my folks know. Thanks, Mrs. Kim.” Justine gave the tense boy a once over before looking to Maddie. Not much she can do about this but hope to make Maddie aware this could be a minefield.

“Is Mac and Cheese okay with everyone?” Maddie asks, and Caspian’s frame slackened even if he hadn't noticed it happened. Looks like she didn’t have anything to worry about on that front, and Justine gave her a small grin with a thumbs up.

The distinctive tapping sound of clawed paws on kitchen tiles informed her the dinosaur was already getting what ingredients he could reach together. Which probably isn’t a lot.

“Need us to do anything?” Caspian asked, already ready to dislodge his pet rather than settled on the age-old excuse of striped lump disease.

“I’ve got it, you kids have fun.” Ellen waves them out, and they could hear her shooing a disappointed Ryudamon from her workspace before he came out looking forlorn at the rejection.

Maddie joined them on the sectional with a bounce, way too peppy for the older teens she’s chosen to surround herself with. “Soooo, what’s up?”

“Aside from school gossip saying you had a guy living with you? Not much.” Justine gave it to her straight. Seeing him look ready to fight or flight over it she waves a non-committal hand. “It’s nothing serious. Figure Samara saw this as something to ridicule from afar ‘cause one of the other barbies found out and has a thing for dark and broody guys she hasn’t already tried dating. There’re no teeth to this.”

Maddie took a sigh of relief. “Okay. Good to know I guess.” She turned to Caspain instead, seeing how this didn’t settle his nerves. “They’re just a pain at school and the community's not super big since it's private. No big deal.”

He wasn't buying it from how he eyed them both skeptically. Looked like the type who was either hiding from something or felt that he should be. Runaway maybe?

He was gauging Justine and her reactions as much as she’s been doing the same so he must have caught her train of thought. “My parents know I’m here; I just don’t like being the subject of conversation.”

Justine gave a single nod of acceptance. Less trouble for sunshine the better. While she’s thinking of it she sends her mom a quick update text about her meal plans.

“So, your spider. Maddie says it can get as big as the sucker I hit?” Justine ended the statement as a question hoping this is as good a topic to get rolling as any other. “Normal” feels weird to go to.

“Phineas,” he corrected. “And yeah. So far he’s the only one who can; Maddie's never seen Ryudamon change.” He gives the two a questioning look, “Unless there's something I missed?”

“No, we haven't. My natural evolution path is normally no mystery to me, but being bonded with Mistress Maddie may change it.” Ryudamon looked torn between smug and nostalgic at the admission.

“Why does the spider have a name?” Justine asked, aware she might be caught on the wrong part, making the dinosaur double take at the lack of interest.

“Because you try saying “Ko-do-ku-gu-mon” more than once before it gets old.” Caspian's clear but awkward enunciation furthered the dinosaur’s dejection but barely gave the monster a glance.

Maddie pursed her lips in thought. “Are you feeling okay, Ryudamon?”

Ryudamon flopped on the floor like a tired dog but didn’t respond.

“… Is your “natural line” on my Digivice so we can look at them, and see what your other names are?” Maddie tried instead with an awkward smile, and he accepted this pity-interest with a nod but stayed silent.

Caspian leaned over and rotated the dial on her watch three clicks, showing a menu with Ryudamon’s information and stats. Not too unlike a video game would lay this sorta thing out. Swiping right changed it to a larger lizard covered in more of the samurai armor Ryudamon was already wearing.

It’s sideways for her but Justine makes out the word “Ginryumon”.

Maddie couldn’t stop her face from scrunching up in disdain. “Yeah, I hope this isn’t what we end up with.”

“What’s wrong with it?” Ryudamon asked as he looked up at her offended at her reaction, but he had to be pretty clueless if he didn’t see what’s wrong with that Muppet-like mug.

“It’s not that there’s anything wrong with it!” Maddie poorly backtracked, hands trying to wave it away before settling down and put her hands in prayer under her nose, “It’s just… It doesn’t look like it suits us, you know? Since you said I have "angelic" crest and all. And I thought you were seeing us as a fresh start anyway!” She finishes opening them like it would show her point between her palms.

Admirable job clawing her way out of the hole she dug.

Too bad Justine was going to have to push her back in a little. “Think of it as a compliment; She thinks you’re a lot cuter the way you are.”

“What does “cuteness” have to do with it?!” The dragon asked, equal parts frustrated and concerned and Caspian snickered at Maddie's side.

“Bold stance to take from the Spider guy.” Justice snarked at him.

“Hey. I never asked for Phin to be “cute” and while he can be…” Caspian looked for a word as his critter looked up at him expectantly with shining eyes. He looked back down at them with an apologetic smile for his failure. “A lot, the big form isn’t all that different aside from the obvious. He still can’t talk, but he can do more.” Caspian tapped the screen as his buddy drooped in disappointment, “This isn’t just “the same, but bigger”, it’s a horse without a saddle when she already has one that does, with hands, and isn’t nearly as hard for her to navigate in small spaces.”

“You all do realize that as a higher-level dragon, I can fly as Ginryumon, yes?” Ryudamon huffed to the room in general. “Make no mistake, I’m akin to an East Asian dragon. Flight may be beyond me as I am, but I will have no need for cumbersome wings of most dra-mon types.”

“There’s nothing “cumbersome” about them, wings are cool!” Maddie emphatically objected, eager to disprove the merits here. “And it’s not that it’s not cute, it’s not nearly as cool as Ryudamon already is either!”

“So this is about appearances?” Ryudamon narrowed his eyes at his mistress's unintended confession, making her give a soft caught chuckle. He sighed. “No matter. There are others I’m inclined to branch into, particularly among variations of Digimon based on the X-antibody I carry.” He lets himself give a sly grin and dark laugh. “I could even end up a demonic spider if things truly go south. Of a different sort than Dokugumon.”

Maddie’s frown intensified, only making the dinosaur laugh at her expense. “It is doubtful, Mistress Maddie. The chances that particular evolution would reflect the bond we share is unlikely, and that is the sort that would take priority over my personal history. This would only be our Champion level being discussed. Swipe it again to see what my previous Ultimate was, if you will?”

She obliged, copying what Caspian did, and the resulting “Hisyaryumon” had a much better showing. Every bit of the classic Japanese dragon, a regal form with black, gold, and crimson scales made from that samurai armor motif, clutching two huge pearls.  Sleek and elaborate where the previous version was dumpier and awkward.

“So, even monsters have the “awkward teen stage” sometimes?” Justine asked with a snort, “Nice to see it has a great payoff for you.”

“Thank you; I will choose to take that as a compliment, Mistress Justine.” Ryudamon preened.

Caspain fiddled with his own watch but didn’t seem to find anything. “So, Phin’s is more of a mystery?”

Ryudamon tilted his head and looked at the spider. “Having a natural path they could follow isn’t the same thing as having the experiences of their previous forms still fresh in your partner’s code I suppose.”

The spider chittered back and gave what’s best described as a shrug.

“It is a big step up, but this looks like you’ll be massive. We won’t exactly be able to hide anywhere like that, will we?” Maddie looked at the fully-fledged dragon carefully, trying to find a sense of scale.

“As an Ultimate, we shouldn’t have to.” Ryudamon said confidently, still proud as a peacock.

“Okay all, dinner’s ready.” Ellen’s voice interrupted and they helped set the table.

Justine took note of how it was laid out. Her and Ellen at two ends of the table, Maddie and Caspian opposite each other.

Maddie set a plate beside her with a box just big enough for Ryudamon to sit on that could accommodate his tail like she’s used to needing to do it herself. Caspian was hesitant in rolling out a cloth napkin for Phineas so he won’t be on the table directly, looking ready to retract the setting at even the slightest objection.

Justine followed Caspian’s lead so Gnocchi can do the same, seeing how the little fella hadn’t eaten in a bit either. She watched Ellen carefully. No resigned sighs or open frustration. Not an active rejection of the monsters she’s finding herself surrounded by. But she wasn't openly accepting them either.

So, he’s not scared of her, but he is used to dinners being a tense affair. Unrelated to any of this monster stuff judging by how his good arm curled protectively around his dish. Justine could sympathize, but she wouldn’t bring it up if nobody else does. The Kims either missed or were choosing to ignore it like they were quietly used to it by now.

She knew Maddie was a smart kid, and if Justine could catch this stuff who knows how obvious it gets when you’re actually living with the guy. Definitely explained why Ellen’s keeping this from being a transaction, but giving him the assurance of technically being a “renter” may have been the better call if he's used to things being unstable in some way.

The food’s good too, it had been a while since Justine’s had something not just be straight out a box. Definitely better than what the school offered.

A few minutes into chowing down the seed freezed up. Almost enough to make Justine worried. She doesn’t let herself admit to any more than that. But it stopped looking right.

“Hey, is this stuff safe for these guys to eat?” She wasn't nervous, she was careful to keep her tone as blasé as ever as she slowly looked from the monster to Maddie and Ryudamon. Mostly Ryudamon.

He and Phineas aren’t having any troubles, barely giving the shivering seedling more than a glance. But they’re not the same as this guy, obviously. If this is “normal” it wouldn’t kill them to say so.

Caspian let himself look more concerned, but more in that he was bracing for trouble.

Maddie let out on "Oh!" of realization before she finished swallowing, “Don’t worry, I think they’re just digivolving!”

Justine’s brow furrowed and she watched it closely. The translucent skin surrounding the fluffy black interior continued to whiten until their face was hidden completely, and took on a pinker tone. Its upper leaves parted, like it’s peeling itself, revealing a bright blue bud that opened to be some tropical-looking blossom. Where the first layer of skin lay at its base began to split and curl, losing the leaf parts entirely while forming small tentacles that matched the light pink body.

The newly formed bulb shook for a moment, as if something was pecking its way out inside. A beak-like protrusion jutted out partway, opening like a mouth as a yawn, and two green eyes opened from two crosses that cracked the surface above it. It shook itself more forcefully, showing all of its flower parts and tendrils were well under its command, before beaming back at Justine again.

“Justinemon! Can I have a fork?” It chirped.

Given how close she was to dropping hers she just handed that over dumbly. It chirped a gratitude, taking it firmly in its new bottom tentacles, and continued its meal like it was no big deal.

Justine needed a sec.

Caspian did not, impulsively bringing his good hand too hard on the table as he stared bewildered at the bulb and back to his partner. “So even the baby flower can talk?!”

Phineas turned himself to face away from his human, seeming somewhat embarrassed as it poked its claws together and made noises to itself.

Maddie went to fetch Justine a new fork with too much bounce in her step. Ryudamon shrugged.

“Pyokomon are in-training, not babies, but yes. It's really luck of the draw which individuals may be capable of human speech and which aren’t. That and which best reflects their given tamer.”

Caspian was unamused by this answer and glared at the dragon for the universe’s transgressions.

Ryudamon gave him something like a patronizing smirk. “If you dislike it so much, maybe work on improving your own communication skills first, Master Caspian.”

Justine took that information with a sip of juice. Okay. She can handle this.

“So, now you’re a Yoko?”

“Yup! Pyokomon, at your service Justinemon!” It said brightly.

Oh no it’s really going to stick with that, isn’t it.

“Excellent, the bane of Beatles everywhere.” She deadpanned instead, but she had a subtle smile.

Maddie sniggered. Ellen looked very, very tired.

“She’s right, I’m very good at keeping pests away Maddiemon, don’t laugh!” Yoko glowered as best it could at the kid, which just made her smother her laughter harder. Said "pest" at the table slowly turned to them and cocked its head nearly sideways, but it ignored the bug.

“That’s gonna get old real fast, isn’t it?” Caspian complained into his own palm.

“You’re just jealous mine can give nicknames,” Justine smirks at him over another forkful.

He uses his own to point at her wrist, “Not yours until you get the device to prove it.”

"Oh, I assure you. Phineas is very. Very. Fond of misnaming things on their own." She heard Ryudamon mutter to itself as it glared at the spider.

“Well, do you want to come home with me after this, bud?” Justine asked to cut out whatever middleman getting a magic watch would need. “I can set up a pot for you in a sunny spot or whatever.”

“Yeah!” It furiously nodded, bouncing itself on its tentacles. Roots? Feet? This will need looking into.

“See? You have your monster pal, and I have mine.” Justine ruffled its flower, getting a giggle in return.

“I suspect if this will be formalized that would come at the rookie level at least.” Ryudamon mused. “Though you needn’t treat them as if they’re a true plant any more than the previous state needed.”

“Hmm. Noted.” Justine looked them over again. Really looked like a flower bulb with a face to matter how you slice it. “So maybe less dirt in the pot than like, a brown blanket? That shouldn’t look too weird at my place if we can’t make the toy excuse fly.”

“I can work with it!” Yoko agreed, “I like small spaces. They’re cozy.”

Maddie’s smile had a bit too much plotting behind it for Justine’s liking. “And if that doesn’t work out, there’s always Reign of Winter. Jumping in and out of tech is easy for them!”

“Stop trying to drag others into your daddy-daughter game, Maddie.” Caspian spoke like she’s tried this pitch before and Ellen quietly removed herself from the table, taking some dishes with her.

“It’s a good alternative!” Maddie defended herself but doesn’t deny the accused ulterior motives. “And there’s plenty of other Digimon on there to play with when we’re at school and stuff!”

“So’s just having them mess around in your phone.” He countered and Justine gave an approving hum.

“Easy for you to say, you don’t need to worry about Phineas getting lonely as much.” Maddie accuses, folding her arms with a pout. “You can spend as much time with him as you want.”

Phineas gave a weirdly loud happy purr at Caspian's side, making Maddie perk with interest before glaring down at her partner like she was missing out on something.

“I don’t get lonely, Mistress.” Ryudamon objected but his skin was blushing, not looking at either her or the smug bug. Justine wasn't sure if he'd be more embarrassed to be caught feeling "lonely" or to be wrongly accused of it. He turned his attention to the would-be partner, “Pyokomon are fond of flocks though, so it can a concern.”

“I’ll be fine!” The Pyokomon practically danced trying to address them all. “You all worry too much.”

“Probably can’t help it, everybody needs a hobby,” Justine tells them, and they listened to her wise words intently. She has been given too much power. Responsible with it or not this is going to be fun.

Caspian narrowed his eyes at Justine like he knew what she was thinking and she let herself give a less-than-kind grin. Maddie’s far more catlike smile leaft him silently outvoted in terms of how well the bulb would be raised.

Accepting his defeat with a roll of his eyes, he helped bring more empty dishes back to the kitchen, careful to leave his bad arm out of it. Maddie rushed to help leaving Justine to remove the napkins, leaving them neatly folded on the corner for someone who knows where they should go to retrieve them.

Justine’s done enough damage for the day, and offered the crook of her arm to the strange flower so they can head out. It eagerly leapt into it, snuggling contently into place.

“Thanks for having me, Mrs. Kim!” She calls to their hostess and heard something muffled in response, so it’s been acknowledged at the very least. “See you at school?” Justine clarifies with Maddie.

“Yeah, I should be!” Maddie eagerly nods before turning bashful, “Sorry things have been weird lately.”

Justine gave her a look. “You don’t say.”

Maddie blushes a little and laughs. She straightened herself as she helps get the door. “Sorry about your car.”

“No biggie. Was due for a check-up and definitely made up for it.” Justine bounced the blooming onion in her arm. “Just take care of yourself.”

“Always.” Justine didn't quite believe her, but it was good enough.

Driving home is even easier than the drive there. Lot less monsters. But the one trying to peer out her passenger side window seemed friendly enough. Justine’s not used to anything looking at her like it does.

That much spark to it, near adoration just right out of the gate. Felt wrong not to let it stick around.

She’s not a sappy person, it’s not often she’ll succumb to something for being “cute” or “sweet”.

But there can be exceptions to anything. Not telling how long it will stay saccharine either.

Change has been good to her lately. No reason this one can’t keep that ball rolling.

Chapter 13: Genesystem

Summary:

Maddie enjoys her new "normal" while Caspian tries to adjust to his place in it.

Notes:

Bit of a super rough draft again, giving characters downtime to adapt to each other is hard for me to write. Part of this is to also smooth something over from Pantheon's canon, since I think Caspian did start the series at seventeen but by the finale he was very explicitly eighteen, which is kinda revelent when some people have very strong reasons to not have him be away from his parents like this. His POV will be next time and some of the other gears will be turning afterward.

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It was nice to be in some state of normal again. Even in school, Maddie could actually talk to Justine about some of the insanity in her life without scaring her off.

Heck, maybe she’d even be able to tell her about her dad without something terrible happening. Give her some context for why even with her parents being “separated”, shared custody was never going to happen.

Having a normal friend looking out for her meant more than Maddie would have realized a year ago. Most seemed to just wither away after mom took them up to Pennslyvania after dad’s-

To spend time up north with Grandma.

She was a bit nervous that Samara might not be content with their “truce” after what Justine said about some new rumors, but at least nothing was like it was around the anniversary. 

The blonde still gave her a bit too much attention for her comfort, but this she could handle. No texts, emails, mocking, or contact so far. Just anxiety. Nothing to kick a fuss up about.

She had been trying to focus on her lunch instead of those prying eyes when Justine joined her. Under the girl’s sleeve, she caught a glint of silver and she looked at her friend expectantly.

“Yeeeah. Uh. Hypothetically, how do you make one of those guys shrink if they get too big?” Justine asked, looking not unpleasantly resigned to a barrage of excitement.

Maddie was more than happy to provide it, easily redirecting her nervous energy from bouncing a leg to a full-body bounce in her seat. 

If any of these kids overheard Digimon-related talk, they’d probably assume it was just from some game or toy Maddie had managed to get Justine to try. It should be harmless enough.

“What happened? What did Pyokomon digivolve into? What crest did you get? Ryudamon made it sound like until all of the normal nine are accounted for every tamer should get one.”

Justine rolled up her cuff to show a green band with teardrops.

“Cool! Pretty sure that one’s called “Sincerity”. Maddie nodded to herself before looking back up to the girl. “If you need to call us without just using a normal phone, you can contact mine from the yellow one for “Hope” and Caspian’s purple one for “Knowledge”.”

“So anyone with these things has my number now?”

“Preeetty much, but Caspian’s the only person who’s ever called mine so I don’t think you should worry about it too much! I know who has the red one, but Cody’s older and is on vacation right now.” Maddie looked at the ceiling as a thought occurred to her. “Maybe nobody else really knows we can make calls? I only found out from Ryudamon, and that’s ‘cause he’s special.”

“If you say so. He definitely knows more than Kiwi does.” Justine let that slide to get back to her first question. “Flora ran into that spider that had harassed her before and they got into a tussle. I think she won, the other guy kinda poofed into pixels, but she’s getting pretty big now. How do you know when a change is like, permanent?”

Maddie’s mouth felt dry and she didn’t think that was from a lack of water.

“You killed it?”

“I guess?” Justine looked down sympathetically. There was a twinge of guilt, but it was hard for Maddie to know for sure. “Calling her off didn’t seem like an option, and there wasn’t anywhere else to take them, was there?”

“I… I guess not? Not if they didn’t want to stay online or go back to the digital world.” Maddie admitted but the knot in her stomach wouldn’t leave.

… Hold up. If Justine’s partner started as a Pyokomon, and Justine just drops the “mon” of everything, the jump from “Flora” to “Kiwi” would be another evolution, wouldn’t it?

“Justine. Are you saying your partner’s already reached the Champion level?” She looked at the older girl suspiciously. “Uh, two stages since I last saw them. Like the same as the big spider.”

“Yep.” Justine took a sip of some sort of smoothie she probably brought from home. “Issat a bad thing?”

Maddie winced more than pouted at the question. “No, that’s a big part of the whole “Tamers” deal. But I’ve known Ryudamon for way longer and we’ve never digivolved!” She rolled her neck as she felt her temper slip. “Like, sure. Most of our fights are sparring matches with some ‘mon he already knew in RoW, but c’mon!” She groaned at the ceiling.

She didn’t need to look at Justine to see her dry judgment. Justine sipped louder.

“Sorry, I guess? Didn’t think this was something to get jealous about.” She looked at Maddie with something too close to pity for her tastes.

“It’s not. Like, only one I’ve heard of reaching it so far has been Phineas, and that wasn’t a great time for either of them.” Maddie gave her left wrist a twist to give the girl fair warning.

Justine winced like she got the message, but the curiosity remained. “So, should I not ask?”

“No, he might have a better idea of how to undo it than I do. Just, might not want to push him too much on how his happened if he starts clamming up. How long ago was the fight?”

“‘Round six this morning. She likes the early dew and fresh daylight when it tried creeping on her again, so she might be back to normal by now if it’s just a timed thing. Just felt like I needed to ask, since none of her other changes undid themselves, you know?”

“Okay, that’s not too bad. Phin’s lasted long enough that Caspian could ride him here.” Maddie shrugged and nearly facepalmed herself, resting her brow on the heel of her hand instead.

That felt like it was going a bit too far to excuse as just being from a “game”. She’ll need to be more careful than that in public.

Justine didn’t seem to mind, and looked over with mild curiosity. “Where was he from?”

“San Clemente, I think he said.” Maddie confirmed and got out her phone to check it using Maps. Her eye twitched and she hissed to herself at actually seeing the distance.

Justine looked over Maddie’s shoulder and gave an appraising nod. “Didn’t figure him for a coastal kid. And they made it in one night?”

“Yuuup.” Maddie folded her arms on the table and groaned into them.

Justine tapped her on the shoulder sympathetically. “Let me grill him before you kill him?”

“Oooh, no. I’m not going to kill him.” Maddie scowled as she did the same. “We already knew about how long it took him to get here with an all-nighter. Well, dad told me. Don’t know about mom.” She added thoughtfully.

“Still need him intact long enough to get his notes, Maddie.” Justine reminded her dryly.

“I’ll let him know that you’ll be calling later. Call if it turns out they’re back to normal when you get home, okay?.”

“Can do. Not much else going on anyway.” Justine shrugged, and movement at another table caught her eye. “For now. Might want to keep an eye out.”

“I am.” Maddie didn’t need to turn around to know someone was glaring at her again. It didn’t matter who it was. “I can handle it.”

“If you say so.” Justine didn’t look like she believed her as she got her tray. “As long as “handling” it doesn’t get bodies in your backyard.”

“It won’t.” Maddie rolled her eyes and headed off for an overall uneventful set of classes.

After school was a different story.

Maddie was making a beeline for pick-up when her luck ran out.

“What’s the rush, Kim?” The voice she dreaded spoke up behind her, and from the steps, her boyfriend was backing her up. Finding out about the hack smoothed over some of their issues.

Trying to ignore her wasn’t enough as she felt a hand grab her bag, nearly tripping her as she didn’t want to stop.

“Sure you want to risk mom seeing you?” Maddie tried to sound confident but her tongue felt a size too big for her.

“Momma’s not here today.” The blonde grinned down at her cruelly.

“Nope. That a problem?” A different voice challenged back, and Maddie turned to see Caspian, “Something came up with work so she asked me to come get you.” He jerked a thumb over his good shoulder to encourage Maddie to get in the car.

“Caspian?” As much as she’d love to take him up on the offer her nerves were making her freeze up. She looked at his sling warily. “You sure it’s okay for you to drive?”

“Doc says it’s healing well so moving it can help reduce PT time later, if I lose some mobility. If she didn’t take their word for it, I wouldn’t be here.” He shrugged, and looked at the older teens with a calculating glare. “So you’re “Suzie” or something, right? With the “Fug-club”?”

Samara’s face flushed with rage, and Caspian pulled out his phone with a teasing shake. Her eyes widened and glared at him as she took it as a confession and a threat. 

“We going to have another problem?” His words were cold but to an onlooker he may have looked bored. Like he was looking through her. “Cops will have a harder time proving anything with me. If you get them to care without outing yourself, I mean.”

The jock at her side cracked his knuckles, but the goth didn’t even flinch. “So what? You the punk who gave the squirt ideas? Who the hell do you think you are?”

Caspian gave an unimpressed scowl, looking from the boy to the front doors of the school. “You really want to start something out here? Pretty sure the cameras can see us just fine.”

“You messed with my girl. Think you’re hot shit without your tech tricks?” The boy grabbed him by the collar but he looked just as bored as before despite how it jostled his bad arm.

“Steaming pile of it, but I didn’t start anything. Not my fault if she can’t take the shit she dishes out.” Caspian replied cooly, and looked Brent dead in the eye. “Think a scholarship will survive you beating a handicapped guy on film? Schools have been a lot more careful about bullying and assault complaints lately. Will your folks still fund you if that sorta stupid shit gets you dropped, or worse?”

His eyes were icy again as he gave Samara a withering look. “What about you, “truth teller”?”

The blond paled at the user name and Maddie’s heart stuttered. How much had he looked into? Was all of this from Dad? Did he crack into her laptop himself, or did one of their partners help?

She wasn’t so weak that she needed any of them to fight this for her. She was fine. Who was behind the hack that screwed with her squad wasn’t half as important as the deterrent itself.

“What “problems”?” Samara sneered back, but even Maddie could see this was an attempt to regain control.

“Type I could forward to the dean, or cut out the middle man and send them to your granddad.” He answered coldly with an alien air of condescension. “Pretty sure he’d be real concerned about what you’d be making of yourself on his dime.”

“You don’t know anything about me.”

“I know you’ve made obituaries fair game.” He glared at her. “Erin might have opened the door, but you broke off the lock. Might have wanted to check your own closets first.”

Samara’s hand trembled but her wide eyes were more lost than afraid.

“It’s not like you don’t know who you were named for. Never asked why your great aunt stopped showing up in photos before graduation?” Caspian pryed, eyes darting to catch every flinch he could find to see what was worth pushing. “His parents went nuclear when they got back from out of state. Now, I’m not much for bets but I have a good feeling on who must have found her if only the two kids were home at the time. What do you think he'd do if he heard you were encouraging other kids around her age to do the same, for a laugh?”

“You’re lying,” She seethed but the doubt took root in her eyes. It only grew worse when her phone buzzed, and Caspian made a show of his hands being tech-free. Her scared gaze darted to Maddie, but seeing hers were completely empty Samara dared giving her phone a glance.

Her hand trembled at whatever receipt was sent her way. Samara took a step back as she stared at him in horror, face pale. “You fucking sicko.”

“Scary what you can find online these days, eh Samara?.” Caspian taunted and she just about turned green hearing him say her name. “Not going to holler like a monkey this time?”

Only David could have known that detail. Ryudamon’d complained about the limits of the school’s security often enough, that he’d need to ask a different ‘mon to find older files.

“This is your last warning: If you want to play hardball, I’m game, and you and anyone else you drag into this will lose more than your pride this time. So, we good?”

Samara was shaking like a leaf and Brent hadn’t a clue what to do apart from let his grip grow slack, letting Caspian take a step back. Her eyes went back to Maddie and she was scared by how lost Maddie must have looked at everything unfolding.

Samara mumbled a “whatever” to herself as she shoved past him on his bad side, but he didn’t even flinch. He just completely tensed up and gave a jerky nod to urge Maddie into the car.

“Special kinda bitches, aren’t they?” He wheezed to himself in pain. “So much for the cameras making them behave.”

“You’re one to fucking talk! What the hell was any of that?!” She asked before she could stop herself. “You okay?”

“Y-yeah.” He said through gritted teeth. “Just need a sec, only jostled it a bit.”

“You definitely deserved that.”

“Yup.” he hissed.

“Apologies for my miscalculation, but excellent work, Master Caspian.” Ryudamon asked, glaring out the back seat at Brent’s attempts to catch up with his girlfriend.

“That was fucked up,” Caspian told the dragon cooly.

“If it’s online it’s fair game.” The dragon stated like a cold fact. “She could have checked her family history without even asking them. Humans are surprisingly fond of documentation. Regardless, I commend your presentation, Master Caspian. You made a far better face for this than I would have.”

“Ya think?” Caspian scowled back at him, trying to make it look like he was just checking the rear window as he backed up the car.

“Why did either of you think that was a good idea?!”

“Your dad wasn’t confident they’d keep leaving you alone if they thought you were a threat,”  Caspian answered, ache still ringing clear in his voice, and Ryudamon gave a frustrated-looking nod.

“And mom.”

“And to keep your mom from being arrested for assaulting a minor or anything reckless, yeah.” He huffed back with an annoyed scowl that she was intentionally missing her dad’s point. “So I figured if I already have weird rumors tying me to you, why not lean into it? It’s not like I’m actually involved, so they’d have a hell of a time proving I was behind anything. Two birds, one stone.”

“Because it’s dumb? If they manage to get the cops to care, how do you know that won’t lead to dad?!”

“‘Cause they won’t. If the cops were going to give a shit, they would have when they started it.”

“I… It’s not like I told anyone what was going on.” Maddie mumbled to herself.

“Didn’t think so. I mean, why would you?” He asked with a glance that looked too much like pity to her. “Hard to bother if you don’t think it’d change anything for the better, Easy to think of ways it could make it worse.”

“It was under control. I didn’t need any “help”.”

“For now, yeah.” Caspian nodded but didn’t take his eyes off the road. “What year’s Justine in?”

Maddie ground her teeth, but she could see what he was getting at. Justine was a senior, so by this time next year…

If she didn’t make any new friends, she’d be alone again.

“Your dad was worried about you having the sort of reputation that would keep people away.” He added gently. “So, I’ll be the fall guy so he can feel a bit more at ease about all this.”

“Because nothing says “intimidating” like a quiet 15-year-old girl who’d be lucky to hit 5’7’’.” Maddie rolled her eyes as she complained to the car window.

“That’s the beauty of technology: You don’t need to be what they expect to scare people with it.” Caspian gave a self-deprecating snort. “‘Sides, everyone knows “quiet” kids can get scary fast.”

“Fine. I still think it’s stupid, but fine.” Maddie sighed in frustration, and gave him a glance. “Justine said her partner evolved earlier today. Any tips if they haven’t gone back to rookie by the time she gets home?”

“Like, to Champion? Why?” Caspian asked with concern, left hand tightening on the wheel. “Did she do something to one of Phin’s stubs? He’s been acting jittery all day.”

“She made it sound like the wild one picked a fight with her partner again, so she was just defending herself.” Maddie fiddled with her hands before asking, “What sort of jittery? I mean, he’s not supposed to have any connection to anything he made when he’s a rookie, right?”

“Been hiding in and around stuff all day and he’s made one hell of a web out of our room.” Caspian’s face tightened between a wry smile and a grimace, “At least it’s not strong enough to actually catch people, but it took ages to stop feeling like it was still in my hair.”

Maddie stifled a laugh before she asked with dread, “Mom didn’t see it, right?”

“Hope not, but it should be easy enough to clean up when he’ll actually let me.” He shrugged as much as he was able to. 

“He’s not like… trying to cocoon his way into digivolution, right?” Maddie asked with concern.

“Don’t think so, he hadn’t needed anything and I haven’t gotten any buzzes,” Caspian replied, though he was looking thoughtful. “I think it’s just about trying to feel “safe”, to know nothing can sneak up on him. A sense of stability might help Justine’s case too if they haven’t settled down. Phin didn’t change back until after he felt satisfied he did what he could to “protect” me. Like a purpose-driven thing if they can't maintain it.”

“She should be calling one of us either way after she checks on them.”

“So going straight home should be the plan? ‘Cause otherwise, it’s not like your mom told me to come right back.” He asked with a playful expression.

“I mean where else would we go? A pet store?” Maddie asked with a teasing look at Ryudamon.

“I do not need dog toys. I’m not a dog.” Ryudamon said as he pouted back at her.

"But they do sell meat treats, meant to be eaten by not humans," Maddie said to him and the monster did cock his head appraisingly at the idea. "Unless you had anywhere in mind?" She turned back to the boy driving.

“Zero clue.” Caspian said, but that felt like a lie. “Tried looking up things of interest around here. Comics, games, tech shops, found an independent arcade through Phineas, but not much and even less I'd really want to put myself through like this.”

“Phineas has his own friends?” She smiled at the news, and turned over the chair arm at Ryudamon. “Have you met anyone new yet?”

“I hardly have a need to. I have more than enough established connections, and given my status, I’d rather not unintentionally intimidate any new souls without fair reason.” Her partner answered with a smug-looking smile.

Caspian’s shoulders slouched. “I made a mistake. Tried getting Phin some comics for reading practice. The owner of my local one would try pitching “Undercover Quokka” to anyone open to it, and I guess it’s been popular on their side. They’re a nice enough ‘mon, kinda declared themselves a part-timer at this joint. But it there’s a word that can “drop” vowels, they will.”

“Oooh, like a “Thx fr th mmrys” sorta thing?” Maddie asked and Caspian’s brow raised like he thought she was somehow saying the name wronger than it was intended.

“If you took them literally they’re an SPMN PTR that named themselves GRMLN. All caps.” He gave matter-of-factly getting a laugh out of Maddie before a realization dawned on her.

“... I don’t know if that should make me more or less worried since Phin can’t English.”

“In hindsight that was still a lot better than giving them the Isekai manga about a bright pink spider dork.” He confessed with a grimace. “Really should have checked that one a bit more on the violence front.”

“Parenting failure 101: Always check any media you intend for them to consume on their own.” She teased with a laugh as her house came into view and he scowled at being called out. 

Caspian’s wrist began to buzz not long after she got her bag away, and it wasn’t Justine’s face on the screen. A yellow face with a cartoonishly cat-like grin and big blue eyes under a red-petalled helmet beamed at them both instead.

"HEY! Hey, hey, hey! Maddiemon, Caspianmon, guess who?!"

“A plant who’s about to suffer a lot of technical difficulties if they’re going to be calling me that,” Caspian replied drier than a desert.

Her smile snapped shut into a perfect 3 shape as her eyes begged Maddie for either help against his lack of humor or basic acknowledgment.

“Come on, be nice.” Maddie chided Caspian before turning to Justine’s partner, based on the green ring near the bezel. “You had Mac and Cheese with us the other night. I've never seen a Digimon like you before, but Justine told me you digivolved."

"Yeah! Lookie, lookie!" The silly Digimon did a happy twist of their head and brought their flower-hands into view to show themselves off. “I’mma Floramon now!”

“So she shrunk back on her own,” Justine spoke from offscreen. “Kiwi looks more like the bird with a helmet and some leaves like the fruit.” The girl picked her partner to have them sit on a seat beside her, showing off the ‘mon’s rootlike feet and reptilian tail. She must have put her watch on a stand. “She said once she had time to calm down she was fine, sorry to bother.”

“That checks out. It might be like an adrenalin thing or if they have a specific set of goals in mind when it happens,” Caspian agreed and Maddie slide herself off-screen to see her mom given her lack of experience there, letting the two talk.

“You okay, mom?” Maddie asked as she poked around looking for her, and heard a muffled response from the master upstairs.

“Yeah, sorry if the change worried you. I wasn’t feeling well, but I don’t think it’s serious.” Ellen said weakly and did seem a bit under the weather still. “Everything going okay at school?”

“Yeah, things have been pretty normal!” Maddie said with some relief that still felt honest. “Justine’s got a watch like us now, so I have a new way to talk to her too! She’s on a call with Caspian right now.”

“That so?” Ellen’s face was a bit more strained at hearing that but sighed and tried to hide her disappointment in how Digimon were spreading around. “It’s good he has others to talk to too.”

“If they like hanging out, maybe she’ll try coming over more often?” Maddie suggested as a way to help her mom see the “unplugged” side of this, but the woman was unimpressed.

“I’ll stay out of it as long as they don’t hurt anyone,” Her mom replied. “But these things worry me, Maddie.”

“I know! And, like, I get it. But-”

“They’re “nice” and “mean well”, and I certainly can’t kick the spider out without your injured friend going with them.” Ellen cut her off with some annoyance. “I know how you feel about these things, but that doesn’t mean I’m that comfortable with them. Ryudamon’s… fine, and the spider keeps to itself and its person, but I don't know enough about the rest of these things.”

“Thank you, Grandmisstress Ellen!” Ryudamon spoke from past the doorframe making Ellen rub her temple. “Though I can confirm Justine’s partner is a proud and peaceful species, you don’t have anything to worry about for her. If anything they are well known for their hospitality.”

Ellen’s face screamed that wasn’t the type of reassurance she was looking for, but the dragon couldn’t exactly see that from the hall.

“And that giant spider won’t be bothering anyone anymore either! Safely addressed, so nobody else should get involved.” Maddie added to try and smooth that wrinkle over, despite her mixed feelings on how it was “settled”.

That did make Ellen look more relieved. “Okay, thank you. I’ll get something for dinner in a bit, okay? I think I just need a bit more rest.” She smiled and Maddie took the hint to leave.

And when she checked the living room, it looked like their call had finished fairly fast too.

But Caspian was smiling again.

Caspian didn’t really do “happy”, so it being genuine was right out. Which meant he was probably doing something mean.

She narrowed her eyes at him and quickly checked the bottom of her laptop from the coffee table. No dumb meme printouts.

His grin widened. He was waiting for her to find something, or trying to make her paranoid either just to mess with her or take advantage of the second she gives up looking. Bad sign.

He was too relaxed to be ready to get out of dodge the second she found whatever it is, so it probably isn’t actually terrible. Her skepticism refused to wane.

This is likely payback for making him watch the live-action Parasite thing the other night. Which, in her defense, she liked just fine, though she also had never read the comics it was adapting. He was…Less amused by the whole ordeal. Though between the Digimon Phineas handled it better than Ryudamon did, as he outright ditched them and took the popcorn with him.

The laptop did otherwise seem untampered with and neither goes that far for a prank. So if it is there, it was something he sent her. Warily she opened it. Her tabs were normal. So was email.

Only to be interrupted by a brass band rendition of Cruel Angels Thesis.

“Seriously?” She snapped it shut. “Weren’t you ever told not to play with dead things?”

Phineas let out a faux-aghast cry, turning around as if to sulk to a quietly baffled Ryudamon. Maddie’s unsure what joke they were trying to make there exactly, but they have the right spirit.

“What’d I do? I thought you liked that show, and I thought this was a cool twist on it.” His words were earnest. His face was sarcastic as hell. She still hasn’t been able to tell if that’s because it’s just stuck between that and checked out or what.

Rationally, he’s right. Nothing negative has been said on any fronts. Emotionally, he’s too smug to be allowed to be right about the sky being blue.

Unfortunately for him, she was in arm’s reach of a small lion beanie. Unfortunately for her, her throwing arm is terrible with the shot going wide left.

He got up quick enough to catch it mid-air anyway, despite it being on his bad side to boot. She grimaced as he softly tossed it right back to her, the abused lion landing in her hands still clawed in frustration. “I didn’t need your pity.”

Firm loss all around, point goes to Caspian. 

Before Maddie could bother sulking a similar honk started coming from her phone. Not a whole band playing the song, but at least a trumpet. This was more obviously Phineas’s work, Ryudamon’s tail wagging over something the bug was fiddling with to let him share the audio.

“Yeah, I got it Phin, the old meme wasn’t funny the first time either-” She had begun to say.

“Who's side are you on right now?” Caspian called at the spider who tried to badly copy a honk. Which is… different.

A moment to take in the implication clicks.

“What instrument did you say you played again?” Maddie asked him as she raised a curious brow.

At last the cocky grin has been ousted, normality restored. 

“The triangle,” Caspian said dryly, throwing his spider a look asking why they decided to throw him under this bus in particular.

A look at her phone’s screen confirmed what he won’t say. Phin sent her footage of a Caspian closer to her age playing the melody on his trumpet. She didn’t say anything, but figured her smile spoke for her. He’s not bad at it, and it’s nice seeing him do something goofy.

“I told you I wasn’t making fun of you or the song. Didn’t realize memes ruined it for you already” He said as an apologetic defense instead of acknowledging the footage in any way, looking off to the side like it would avoid conversation.

It did not. “Any reason you stopped? Trumpet I mean.”

“High school sucks,” came quickly off his tongue like it’d explain everything, but he recanted. “Music can get pricey, so figured it’d be easier on everyone to stop. I wasn’t really doing anything with it anyway, dad always pushed for me to learn more programming instead.” Caspian shrugged, mostly to himself.

She didn’t want to pry exactly, but giving him silence gave him room to go into if he wanted to.

He sighed. “Jazz was fine, at first. When it got less fine, underclassmen at least weren’t terrible until they caught onto the fact they were the only ones who seemed to give a damn.” Again he shrugged, “So, why bother staying where I’m not wanted? I found better uses of my time.”

“Sorry.” Maddie meant it but he waved her off like water under the bridge. “I haven’t really done any club stuff, but I can see what you mean. After this year, not sure I’d ever want to try.”

He arched a brow as if to point out he could gather as much by now. Given how he relayed her dad's worries, it wasn't like he was the only one.

"Soooo." She rocked on her heels, trying to find something else to talk about. "I have a theory on why Logorhythms wants you. Wanna hear it?" 

Maddie failed at picking a safe subject, but his attention said he was still game.

"Nope. Shoot." 

"Okay. You're 17, right?" She kept her eyes on him carefully to gauge his reactions.

He raised a brow, but there was a hesitation that shouldn’t have been there. "What about it?"

"And Holstrum died 18 years ago."

He grimaced. "Hating this one already.” Caspian rolled a hand, “Go on."

"Your mom's a blonde, and your dad's ginger, but you're a natural brunette?"

Doesn’t take a geneticist to quirk a brow at that outcome. If either parent carried a trait that dominant, one would have needed to be using dye to look the way they do. And with how he’s talked about budgeting in his house, that sort of vanity wouldn’t make the cut.

"Yup. Well aware of that genetic oddity." He agreed with a wary nod. “But you know punnet squares aren’t everything, right?”

"But your dad's still a prick to you."

"Not nearly as much as he is to mom." Caspian corrected but motioned for her to get to the point.

"What if your dad's not your dad?" He was already shaking his head, “Hey, at least hear me out! Like what if, when Holstrum died she already had you, but not like the birth part yet, and then your “dad” picked up the slack. Holstrum had dark hair, before going gray.”

“That’s one way to call mom a “cuckoo”. But no dice.” He snorted. "It wouldn't make sense. If mom could have a chance at any child support from the Holstrum estate, money wouldn't be an issue and she wouldn’t have needed to put with dad’s crap at all. If dad didn't consider me his, we'd be on the streets ages ago. Of all their fights, her infidelity isn't ever the issue."

Maddie paled. "Shit."

She just keeps underestimating how deep this well goes, huh?

"Been used to it." He waved her sympathy aside. "And even if I was the guy's kid, that shouldn't matter to a company. There’s no "divine right of kings" bloodline bullshit to cater to in capitalism."

"Just the risk of a payout?" That's disappointing, she thought she was onto something there.

"Probably not even that, unless you're hoping for some secret will." He gave her a teasing smirk. "Go easy on the soap operas next time."

“Well shit.”

“Language!” Ellen overheard her that time, and Maddie squinted behind her wondering how she only caught the one.

“Story of my life, Kim.” Caspian teased.

Maddie’s grimace deeped, ‘cause mom didn’t say anything about his cursing, guest or not.

He shrugged, again too content for her liking. Because Caspian didn’t do happy unless it’s at someone else’s expense. And that someone tends to be her.

He started to look guilty under her glare, which was unexpected. And then caved. “Fine. I lied about one thing.”

“Doubtful.”

“If that’s how you really feel, then you don’t need any more shortcuts right?” He taunted with a lighter tone.

“Hey! It’s not shortcuts it’s..” Maddie looked around the room for something better than what her gut gave but didn’t find it. “Tutoring?”

Yeah that sounded exactly as lame as it felt.

“Not if I'm doing the "lessons" for you. Some engineer you'll be if you keep that up.” He teased. "You need to tell me if and when I start losing you."

That’s one way to leave out the fact he’s showing her tricks way beyond what she’s meant to be learning for school and she picked up from dad before things got bad.

“Oh shut it. What’d you lie about?”

He got quiet and fidget-y. “Promise not to make a big deal?”

She narrowed her eyes in silence.

“Fine, guess I’ve earned that.” He looked at the ceiling with a sigh. “I’m 18.”

“Since when?”

“Today? Don’t know the exact time.”  Caspian grimaced to himself. “So, your timeline’s a bit off. There could have been some brief overlap with the guy, which causes more holes for you.”

“Excuse me, are you trying to gloss over you wanting to hide that it was your birthday?!” Maddie said louder than she needed to in hopes of her mom overhearing it now that her eavesdropping could actually prove useful.

How useful would remain to be seen.

“You seemed like a birthday person and I’m not.” He shrugged.

“But it’s a birthday?”

“Why does that matter?” Ryudamon asked.

Caspian gave the dinosaur a dry smile and gestured to him. “See, he gets it.”

“No he doesn’t, but I know when his birthday is so we can fix that next year!” Maddie insisted, and turned to Ryudamon. “It’s to show how happy someone existing makes you, and there is a lot of stuff you can only do after certain ages depending on where you live. 18 is one of them, you can be independent and vote and other stuff. So they tend to be a bigger deal.”

Ryudamon was still unimpressed. “Then why would I need a “birthday”? Or "manifest day" if you'd rather it be accurate.”

 Maddie put her hands on her hips as she chided him. “C’mon, don’t you think the anniversary of you meeting us is something worth celebrating?”

“It is easier when you know the absolute earliest someone could have been “born” at.” Caspian pointed out in an attempt to keep her focused on the Digimon. And he was going to fail.

Maddie pouted at him. “Why hide something like that?”

Caspian looked at her blankly. “Have you met you?”

“And what’s that supposed to mean?”

“You can make a big deal out of things that really aren’t.”

“You act like things that are a big deal are way too normal or okay when they’re not! If one of us is set up wrong, it’s not me.” Maddie waved him off but let her arms drop to her sides as it clicked. “Did you think we’d pressure you to try seeing your folks or something?”

His silence felt like an answer. After a minute he got a real one out. “If I’m not a minor anymore that’s less important now, yeah?”

“To like, courts, I guess; but what about being important to you?” Maddie turned that around. “Do you want to talk to them?”

“Dunno.” Caspian closed his eyes. “Every time I do, mom tries to guilt me into coming back already. Wouldn’t know what else I’d even talk about. How to handle school I guess?”

“Seriously? It’s been over a week.”

“What would you say to them? You’ve heard me complain enough to get a picture.”

Maddie felt her throat dry. She really couldn’t. Yeah her and her mom had troubles sometimes, and talking to her was hard, but their problems were more… normal. Aside from dad.

“That’s what I figured.”

“Do you just want to never go back then? Should you see about transferring to my school next semester?”

“For less than a year, to a place that’s already has a few rumors about me, and for a uniform? Hard pass. Distance learning isn’t hard for me.” Caspian turned on his good side. His expression looked more conflicted than he made it sound.

Clearly, he didn’t care that much about her social odds after Justine graduated.

“Sure you don’t want to head down there for a visit? Like, to see your friend?”

“What “friend”?” Caspian looked at her with suspicion. “Didn’t even have that much.”

“Not even “Hannah”?” Maddie knew asking was a mistake as soon as the name left her mouth.

He sat up like a shot and was way too on edge. “Where did you hear about her?”

“Y-your mom mentioned her to my mom. They thought you might have been at her place.”

He hissed a curse. “No, she’s not a friend. New kid that I shared a class with, have a project together in English together. That’s it.”

“Didn’t sound like “that’s it”.” Maddie grinned evilly at him.

“I mean, yeah, she’s a girl and she’s cool,” Caspian admitted, but the nervous fidgeting was back. He began to glare at the floor. “And she freaked out when she saw what my home could be like. When she tried to be nice to me the last time I saw her, I got embarrassed and shut her down. So yeah, “That’s it”.”

“Want to give her a call?" She asked, though she knew this might be pushing too much. "You could try to use the project as an excuse to apologize. Let her know you're not intentionally ghosting her or anything.” 

“For what?" He scowled and shook his head. "I don’t even know if I’ll go back there, and if I don’t she’ll never see me again.”

“It could go better than you’re thinking!" Maddie said brightly. "And it’d be less a jerk move than making her do everything.” She said more to herself with a sour note.

“I can edit the Doc just fine, I’ve done most of the work on it as it is. It’s the least I could do.”

Maddie groaned at what a dunce he could be. That’s not all she meant by “everything”.

“Have you tried using that to say sorry for being a jerk? With your words, like an adult, instead of waiting for her to make the first move.” Maddie muttered to herself. “Or second.”

He glared at her. “Again, what’s the point? Things might be better off this way.”

She noticed he didn’t disagree with her read on what he was doing though.

“Won’t know if you never try. If you barely seem open to being friends how should she know you’d be interested in more of that? There’s a difference between “Nice Guys” and brick walls.”

“I do not need relationship advice from the Parent Trap Matchmaker.”

“Hey! Mom thanked me for what I did!”

“After your fiddling torpedoed her actual relationship.” He stated with a lightly accusing look.

“Still, I wasn’t wrong to push her to talk to dad!” Maddie crossed her arms but looked away. “Even if it wasn’t as successful as I’d like it to be.”

“On the trap or just ditching Gabe? ‘Cause I’ve not heard a direct word about the guy so it sounds like a resounding success on that front.”

“That wasn’t me!” Maddie argued, Ryudamon’s skin turning red despite trying to seem uninterested in the subject in favor of something Phineas was showing him.

“You just gave your dad some “direction”.”

“If mom really liked the guy or thought he’d understand, she would have told him.”

“Whatever helps you sleep at night,” Caspian said with a roll of his eyes, and Maddie wasn't sure he was wrong on who that line was really for.

“You know what will help me sleep at night?” Maddie grinned maybe a tad too cruelly. “Dessert plans.”

“You wouldn’t.” Caspian grimaced, knowing full well she would because he expected her to.

So, her not living up to them would be rude at this point.

“HEY MOM? CAN WE GET A CAKE TONIGHT?” Maddie called out to the other room and got a pillow to the back of her head for the effort. Giggling like a chipmunk she tossed it back to the chair it belonged to as she retreated to consult the head of house directly.

Right before she was fully out of his potential line of sight she popped her head back into the living room. “Also: Cake flavor! Speak now or forever accept a chocolate and cookies and cream ice cream cake. And no promises in any direction on presents. If you get one, it’s a surprise. If you don’t, it’s your dunce tax!”

Caspian barked a laugh at her bluntness. “By all means tax me and enjoy your cake there, Maddie!” He called after her.

Maddie would have defended the honor of this family tradition which was definitely not just her favorite flavor becoming the household default, but Ryudamon kept her moving along.

“I heard you the first time, Maddie.” Ellen was barely hiding her laughter behind a hand.

“Why are boys so duuuuumb?” She tilted her head as she asked what many have asked before.

“As a former teenage boy: We can’t help it and have no idea.” David chimed from the laptop.

“I mean. It can get worse.” Ellen nodded to herself, smile growing. “It’s not the sort of thing they grow out of either.”

“I have no idea what she’s talking about.” David lied.

“You do not want to know how many false starts we had because someone couldn’t take a hint when he was in highschool either.” Ellen said with far too much joy for David’s pride.

“Oh no, I could! I just got the wrong conclusion.” David tried to defend before verbally petering out “… A few times.”

Ryudamon nodded as if he was overhearing sage advice, before looking up at Maddie. "What flavor is "cookies and cream" anyway? Does the "cookie" vary?"

"Nah, it's always like oreos, so mostly chocolate."

Ryudamon's eyes shone at the word as his tail wagged.

Maddie gave the limb an awkward smile, "It is okay for you to eat chocolate right?"

"Why wouldn't it be?" He asked and the wagging stopped.

"I dunno, some random foods can be okay for people and not other animals. Like, it's toxic to dogs so I don't know what else it could hurt."

Ryudamon huffed indignantly. "I'm not a dog, Gammamon's champion is more than fine with me."

"Not the weirdest thing I've heard it called." Maddie laughed to herself. "Definitely better than "brown sludge"."

She could hear Caspian coming up the stairs behind her, but a glance showed he was just heading towards “his” room, where Phin was supposedly holed up.

Maddie followed behind, assured the “plans” will be underway, and saw the thick web locking everyone out of the space. “Yikes.”

“I told you it seemed more like a “secure the perimeter” thing,” Caspian said with an I told you so look before tapping on the web. “Phin? You okay with me or Maddie coming in?”

Maddie gave Caspian a disbelieving look over how he expected an answer, but the web parted like a curtain and he offered her the entrance first. Which she took after running a hand along the sheet of fresh silk, only getting stuck at a part that might have been keeping it in place.

“At least his silk has a tell,” Caspian told her as he helped get her hand free. “The sticking points all look like nodes, the lines themselves are fine.”

“Unless they get in your hair.” Maddie echoed from his earlier complaint.

“They wash out easily and none of it is that strong on its own, but that could be a choice for this batch.”

“Security lines to give immediate warning rather than those meant for catching things?” She thought aloud.

“That was my guess on it at least.” Caspian agreed with her train of thought with a small smile, before crouching down to look under “his” bed for the missing spider. “Phin? Maddie heard her friend got into a fight. Is that what’s spooked you?” Some chittering felt kinda like a yes. “Neither of them are mad at you. Justine called to let me know how her digivolution went, and confirmed there's no bitter feelings and it's not your fault.”

Phineas came out a bit at that and looked up at Maddie curiously, and she half regretted bailing on that part of the conversation. “I mean, she wasn’t mean to you when she came over either, right?” Something told her if Phineas could, it would be squinting at her skeptically. She gave an awkward apologetic smile. “Like, aside from when she gave you the plushie test.”

Phineas gave a little nod at that and pointed to the door.

“I think he’d rather keep the webs up to come back to later.” Caspian tried to translate and Maddie just realized Ryudamon hadn’t shadowed her this time. As he offered the bug a perch on his good arm she went out ahead to see where hers had went, and found him in her room.

“Sorry, Mistress, I just wanted to look at something.” The stuffy dragon apologized as he noticed her, knocking a stuffie out of sight behind her bed with an intentional swipe of his tail.

“Nothing wrong with that, I didn’t know if you were with mom.”

“No, ”Dragons don’t belong in grocery stores.”” He quoted with a huff. “If that were true, then why are they allowed to sell “Dragon fruits”?”

Maddie rolled her eyes and gave his shoulder a sympathetic pat. “They’re not half as cool as they sound, they just look pretty weird.”

“It’s the principal of the thing.” He continued to sulk as Caspian gave a look from the door.

“Does that thing still work?” Caspian asked as he jerked a thumb to the old keyboard against her dresser.

“I think it should, why?”

He shrugged, “I took piano when I was younger. And Phin’s eaten some music files in the past, so it could be useful.”

Phin chittered from an awkward place on his shoulder as they gave it a tap.

Caspian gave it a softly pitying look. “Phineas. You have six fingers in total and your wingspan can barely cover a third of the keys at once. That really limits your options here.”

“If he dances on the keys like an Aristocat that brings him up to 9.” Maddie pointed out, though she had no idea how he managed to make sense of them.

He gave her a skeptical look. “And ruins your keyboard. Phin’s claws aren’t exactly “gentle”.”

“It’s not really mine, it’s more of a hand-me-down. You want to borrow it?”

“Sure.” Caspian accepted before he recognized how she just set him up.

“Consider it a present then!”

He groaned and gave her a mildly disgusted look. “Who lets you borrow something as a “present”?”

“Hey, I don’t know how long you want it for. It can be a long “borrow”, it still counts!” She beamed back at him and he gave a relenting nod, which she took as permission to pass him the plastic in question. "Happy birthday!"

"Thanks, Maddie," he mumbled back. "For... Everything, still."

"Don't worry about it." She knew by now words wouldn't be enough to actually stop him from doing it, but he seemed to appreciate them anyway.

Neither could she, if she didn't keep herself focused on the things in the present that mattered.

Yes, her dad's "sick" again, but he has more time and options than before so he will get better this time. Between Yggdrasil and Caspian, they're bound to find something soon.

She has friends again, that she can see and talk to in person. Her mom has waaaay more to deal with than complaining about her being too focused on the "digital". Logorhythms has stayed quiet, for one reason or another. Laurie hasn't needed to contact her, so everything's fine.

No bullies. No dead dad. No problems.

Even if it feels like nobody's taking her seriously and that maybe she's not really living up to her end of the Digimon "deal".

No point waiting for another shoe to drop.

Chapter 14: Crest point

Summary:

Caspian looks into the UI problem and finds a few new ones.

Chapter Text

Caspian rubbed his eyes as he tried to make sense of what his algorithms had given him again. 

Actually reading a UI’s code was out of the question, even for one of them overclocking it’d take too long. But breaking it down into chunks, forming a loose map of sorts that broke down “physical” functions like their senses, “personal” functions that covered thoughts and feelings, and “practical” functions like what they knew how to do felt like a reasonable approach.

So why do none of them show the type of overlap you’d expect for members of the same system beyond the algorithm working enough to spit out consistent mind mappings? Are the categories too flawed to work, too closely tied in practice to really be separated out like that?

“You doing okay?” Maddie asked him and he sighed.

“Yeah, just… tried to make something for the integrity problem, and I don’t think it’s doing what I hoped. Might need to take a break from it.”

He heard her come up behind him to look over his shoulder. “An idea web?”

“Kinda, but when you’re a mind in a machine where “idea” ends and applications begin gets real messy.” Caspian pulled back to show her the broader scope of his project. “They’ve all given a snapshot of themselves to each other already, to have a loose overview of the problem and make sure the flaw’s consistent. I can’t keep up with them, so I tried breaking those into more manageable chunks, but none of these chunks give an idea of what all UI “should” be like.”

“Then why are there more than four?” She asked with a tilt of her head.

“Each shot could show something different so they don’t overwrite the previous. For my sanity, I’m working with only these five.”

She hummed to herself as she looked it over. “Then why aren’t you working with dad’s first? I mean he’s right here if you have any questions.”

Caspian turned to look at her in surprise. “What makes you think I’m not?”

“‘Cause there’s nothing about child care, for starters.” She said with a laugh and a roll of her eyes. “Chanda and Laurie don’t have kids, so even if nobody knows a thing about Ashok Kumar, not having that rules out dad right out the gate.”

“Kumar?”

“I tried looking up if India had something like “John Doe” and that’s what I got,” Maddie said with a shrug. “I wanted to use something more like a name for him, not some weird title.”

Caspian gave a nod and looked over his map again. She was right, that felt kinda obvious in hindsight. Honestly, he’d barely cared about who any map was as he was bouncing between them just trying to narrow down core similarities, ignoring broader “personal” topics like that.

“Can you tell me who I am looking at, just from this?” He asked as he looked up at her curiously.

Maddie looked over it again and gave a nod. “Chanda.”

He tried to keep his face blank despite her getting it in one. “What makes you so sure?”

She leaned over his shoulder to point out another piece of code on his screen. “That’s a lot of 3D printing jargon for different mats and how they handle time and wear. I don’t know Chanda, but when I’d talk to dad about the basics he’d struggle to keep up and while Laurie did 3D print my bracelet this also touches on using them for casting. So with this other legalese surrounding it, I figure it’s more to do with patents, making it clear what to use on schematics and stuff.” 

Giving a snort to herself she added with a cocky grin. “Side note: My dad has never boxed. I don’t know if he knew how to punch "right".And normally I hear girls get recommended for kickboxing, so I guess I could be wrong but it felt like more of a guy thing.”

“You can get that much out of these data points?” Caspian tightened his jaw shut to overcompensate noticing it had been going slack and hoped his staring wasn’t weird.

“Well yeah, this is basically their interests I think. The more you care about something, the more you tend to think about it. Keeps the connections strong and you see more similar interests branch from them.” Maddie quirked a brow back at him. “I mean isn’t that what you asked for?”

So, if she was right “personal” and “practical” can’t be separated because one led to the other too directly? “Physical” might be getting muddied up for the same problem.

Humans are designed for efficiency in one sense: If you don’t use it you’re liable to lose it. Same thing he’s had to balance with his arm. The use of a non-dominant hand is weaker because it’s overlooked, and when injury limits it further it can further degrade.

Their “physical” senses are being helped a lot by digimon-made spaces including that stimulation. If they had only existed in human-made data scapes, would they have been in worse condition? 

Would that have looked like a different sprawling branch of the “flaw” or be recognized as an obviously different type of ability loss?

Shit. Maddie had asked him a question.

“Not exactly. Wasn’t trying to creep on them or anything, just make their code easier to follow. I can get a feeling of what belongs together, but that doesn’t mean I see what the picture makes.“ Caspian slid his chair back to give her the helm. “Can you isolate their personal interests from what keeps them running as programs? I’m trying to find enough elements in common to treat as a base to see if there is one general fix that can be applied to all UI or if each cure will need to be done on a case-by-case basis despite surface similarities.”

“We don’t even know that much?”

He slumped back further. “It’s not like we know how the scanning program itself works. Reverse engineering an algorithm like that from three and a half samples isn’t exactly a cakewalk.”

“Half? Then why bother with five different scans?”

“Strictly speaking there were nine, but that’s because each facet of “Kumar” provided one. I doubled up to compensate for the degradation but didn’t see a use in using all of them to avoid as many false similarities as I can.” He pointed to a folder, “I’d skip the first one.”

He really shouldn’t have been surprised when she clicked it anyway. Maddie’s eyes scanned the map with a growing dread at what she was seeing.

“... He’s dead, isn’t he?” She tried to sound clinical in it, but it was hard to not feel uncomfortable from looking at a person’s digital corpse.

“That was the “original”. With how far gone he was, the Digimon were only willing to risk a full fusion with the most recent stub. Oldest was their “control” group, for lack of a better word.”

“To see how much time he had left without intervention.” She thought aloud. “Maybe to see if losing the core UI would make all the copies deteriorate faster, to see if they were still connected in some way?”

“If the latter was a concern, it doesn’t look like it’s the case. Good news for Laurie if her old bosses are still ragging her dupe ragged.” Caspian said and sympathized with her horror at the reminder there were other copies around, even if that one was designed to be rather basic. “Chanda and some digimon held a memorial for this one already from what I hear. He’s not “dead” enough for them to go on the warpath yet, and if this helps us understand the flaw…”

“Yeah, it makes sense to keep it.”

“Second folder’s still active, piggybacking off of the “Digital World” to see if Yggdrasil carrying the lion’s share of processing slows it enough to consider. Fifth is a scan from before his fusion, so that’s most complete but well out of date.” Caspian tried to follow what Maddie could see. “What gave away his condition?”

“Most connections only make sense if they were self-taught, and that sort of mess just meant a lot of those thoughts didn’t solidify much. Hard to have direction when you don’t even have a map. But this-” She pointed to a section that had some references to .mon code in it. “This would have been first contact with Digimon and it just stops. Like he actively avoided learning more. Easiest to guess a timeline for an abrupt stop like that then everything else petered out.”

“So how’d you rule out it just being pre-fusion?”

“Because everything stopped in pieces, and the .mon train of thought wasn’t the last one going. If this just stopped because he fused, .mon should have been the last thing on his mind, not an attempt to search for his own memories.” Maddie tapped at the failed call in question.

It was a strange tragedy to see a person’s last thoughts, especially to know their own attempts to comfort themselves at the very end failed.

Not unless their own memories of childcare gave them something. Maddie mentioning it for David made its presence here feel worse, even if it wasn’t for their own kids. It could have been for younger siblings, or if they- if he had worked with young enough kids to need to know.

Proof of a physical life they couldn’t find anything concrete about digitally.

“If we found the problem, could we get him working again?” She asked, “Or is this just a copy?”

“Nothing’s valid, that’s why it doesn’t respond anymore. Taking pieces from the others would just be making a new stub. This isn’t the sort of thing that can be salvaged, he’ll never “wake up”.”

“When we’re sure there’s nothing else it can help us learn, we’ll find something kinder for what he left behind.” Caspian jumped at hearing David’s voice come from the computer’s speaker but Maddie was as calm as if the man had just walked into the room.

“Why not just erase it?” She asked, though even to him that felt like a rather cold response.

“Doesn’t feel right to help cover up what happened to him like that. He existed. He deserves some proof to show that he did.”

Caspian wasn’t sure David was just talking about this stub’s legacy and he felt his skin crawl.

“Mind showing me some of the others?” Maddie leaned on his good shoulder as she asked, so he brought up Laurie’s next. “Cool, looks like that hack she showed off when she tried to convince me is something of a fav.” She pointed at a virus for hopping between speakers that had ruffled some online feathers a bit ago. “She asked me for a favorite song and started hijacking everything around me to start playing it. Mall speakers, personal phones, even Justine’s was stuck playing Queen so I’d stop treating Cody like he was nuts.”

“Did she make them all buy it first?” He asked dryly and she gave a short laugh.

“I know I wasn’t charged for it, so what’d you think?”

“What a time to be alive: Digital piracy by an actual digital pirate.” He snarked dryly.

“I think digimon have those too, so she’s might be a new trendsetter.” She smirked back.

“She was paid to stay ahead of the curve.”

“Not sure stocks and trends are comparable, but yeah. Also, had no idea she did skydiving.” Maddie pointed out and poked at the hobby in question.

“Wonder what her bosses would have done if that had been her accident.” He thought aloud, making her recoil in horror.

“Gaaaah, I don’t want to think about that.”

“Too bad, good luck unthinking it as you’re trying to sleep tonight.” He teased, and switched over to David’s. “No points for guessing this one.”

“Yup, that’s dad alright.” She grinned and pointed to a section. “There’s me, or like, the way to keep me alive as a screaming potato at least. Segueing right into stuff we’d do together: fishing, games, school despite him being done with that ages ago.” Less amused she moved to another. “And that is what his bosses uploaded him for. Work stuff.”

There was more corruption in that area too. A sign of how they overworked that branch of memory specifically? Did locking the rest of it away spare them the damage?

“Like she said, if you need a hand with any of that just sing out.” David’s voice nearly made him jump again.

He muttered an agreement, hoping he hadn’t just made an ass of himself for losing track of the guy, but he couldn’t shake the train of thought.

“Corruption” wasn’t really the word, this was stranger than artifacting from overuse. Erasing or replacing the affected areas wouldn’t fix it, like excising a tumor could. It was still just a symptom of a deeper problem, and it didn’t seem related to how much memory any UI was using or Kumar would have degraded slower than all the others the worse he got.

“You did talk about taking a break.” He heard her point out.

“Yeah, but I think I can keep going for a bit. The more time I spend on this, the more Phin wants to get involved, and I don’t want to risk a digimon getting too close to their code.”

“Where is Phin anyway?”

“Had them look into why ThoughtfulBits was making the strides they are in the automation and robotics game. That felt like it could have been machine digimon looking for a brand they could hide behind if they go physical. Haven’t had a buzz or anything so they should be fine.”

Maddie looked taken aback by that news.

“Wasn’t just me who noticed it, TOR’s been getting more conspiracies that are getting harder to dismiss without looking into this side of things.”

“Yeah, I’ve heard from the horse’s mouth on my end too.” David said. “Well, the rabbit’s mouth. Centillion’s new “Auntie Lop” mascot is a cover for “Antylamon” or Andiramon of the Devas. She’s real big on helping kids stay kids by keeping harmful subjects away from them or cycling relevant resources to them if they need it, so this is how she and her people are handling it.”

“Which from our side of things looks like company supported censorship and invasive targeting more than a rogue system with an idealistic agenda.” Caspian thought aloud.

“She’s not completely rogue, she did get herself a paid position there." David said, "But I’m not allowed to say more than that of her “personal” life.”

“How? Even if working remotely is more common, you need to do interviews in person, right?” Maddie asked the webcam of the computer, but Caspian had made sure that thing had been offline. He had hoped he'd notice if David had done an override.

“Digimon don’t need to be “human” to look human, Maddie. Antylamon’s nickname came from a human she remembers being bonded to, so she’s aged her up and uses that as her “avatar” for the work force.”

“Bit more literal than we use it these days.” Maddie joked. “Accurate to the original use too.”

Caspian felt too tense to laugh about that. Ultimates were just walking around like people already? Things based on gods even. What could they do if they got pissed in a traffic jam?

Phineas was only a champion when he held them back, and they knew they could have made quick work of his mom. It’s not even a “strong” champion, from what he’s heard.

“How many are back in full?” Caspian asked cautiously.

“Only the ones who have been pushing themselves to be in contact with humans, preferably with high emotional investment. Dragon’s been raised by how high tensions get in the stock market, Rat’s been making a habit of giving their two cents on advice forums and private spaces, and the Monkey and Dog have been playing “troll cop, good cop” for humans with DIgimon-related distress. The Sheep’s quick growth has been an outlier, but that’s because Chanda’s been working with them personally.”

“So, every time someone gets mad at the censorship bunny, she gets a kickback?” Maddie guessed thoughtfully and got an affirming hum from her dad.

“Her and the triplets. She’s good at redirecting traffic to her, but even she needs to delegate sometimes. They described themselves as being “recyclers”, so they’re helping her to get a feel for what items have the most value to humans and which are best to break down for materials.”

“By literally getting access to search records.” Maddie supplied.

“Yup. And they help her sell her “Mascot” while she’s doing work on our side of things.”

Maddie sounded impressed by it, but neither Kim seemed to care about how fast of a slippery slope they’re dealing with. With nearly half of this “lesser” authority filling out, he has his doubts on if Chess overestimated their set up time.

“How far along are their masters?” Caspian asked as much as he didn't want to.

“Still a ways back, they aren’t going to get more involved until all of their subordinates do to keep themselves away from potential power struggles. They’re still not sure what it takes to get to their highest stages with how our world’s changed things, but none have hit Ultimate yet and half of Ebonwumon's expressed an interest in staying a rookie for as long as she can.”

That wasn’t as comforting as he had hoped it’d be. David must have noticed.

“Why not you come to my “office”, so I can get a better idea of how your maps are fairing?” The unseen man asked. “Would that be okay with you, Maddie?”

“Oh sure, we’ll have plenty of time to do a raid later!” She grinned as she pulled back to the door. “Go ahead, I was going to practice some old strategy games with Ryudamon today anyway.”

“Because Shoji is not the same thing as Chess.” He heard her partner say from the hall with a huff.

“Well, obviously, it wouldn’t make sense for them to be identical,” Maddie said to the dragon as she left. “So that’s what we’re going to see the differences for ourselves!”

It still felt a tad uncomfortable to use her tech without her in the room, but Caspian took the sign of trust with the respect it deserved. 

Felt odder when he got the headset on and he could swear he was standing in a whole new room. One that had a lot more open space, and a lot fewer breakable things if he did anything stupid with his physical body.

In so many ways the strangest part of David’s space was how “normal” it was still trying to seem, despite the monsters outside its window. Especially where the man himself was concerned.

The plain-looking man in glasses gave him a grin as he beckoned Caspian in from the “door” his avatar had manifested in front of. “You already look like you have a question.”

“Not really, I mean, it’s more of a personal one,” Caspian replied but the man nudged him to continue. “Any particular reason you still look like this?”

“Why I look human, you mean?”

Caspian nodded.

“Don’t have anything else I want to look like. Didn’t look nearly as good at the end of course,” He grinned and pointed to that photo on his desk again. “This is what I remember looking like the most fondly. Why would I want to be anything else?”

Caspian winced, but tried to play it off. “Well, I figured most people’s avatars don’t really look like them when we make a name for ourselves online, so you wouldn’t have to either. I just wanted to make sure this was a choice, not like something you can’t change.”

“No. you’re right, If we wanted something even wilder or kill our visual completely if we really wanted to give ourselves a surreal headache, there’s not much stopping us.” David agreed and gave him a knowing but playful look. “So yes, if someone was say trans or like, a furry-”

“I get it, I’m good. Just making sure.” Caspian would do anything to not think on that.

“It wouldn’t take that much more power than a basic 3D form like mine is after it’s been made, is more the point.” David stifled a laugh. “2D costs less, but is more tied to our limitations when we first recognize we’re not the humans we expect ourselves to still be. As I understand Chanda and I defaulted to it, but Laurie never had to. Not in the same way, thanks in part to Cody.”

“He already had a rig ready for her to take on?”

“Or she’s very insecure about her first steps and is eager to let us all believe his take on things is true.” David shrugged with a smile.

“But when you’re in that game with Maddie, you still use your old avatar.” Caspian pointed out.

“Well, yeah, I'm just using my old account. Being a UI doesn't change the information I've already put into it, I'm just choosing to not hack into anything I don't need to in order to play the way I used to.”

“I think I’ve seen a helmet like your combat avi on ads at my local comic shop. So is Maddie’s fig a custom thing, or are you just a nerd?”

Mine is custom thanks, it was a 3D print she made of it in middle school. Not a bad job if I do say so myself.” It was clear how proud he was of her by how soft his expression got.

It almost made Caspian uncomfortable by how weird that was for him to see.

“You say that, but I’ve seen red sunglasses shaped like your chest symbol around.” Caspian looked at the guy skeptically and caught a hint of panic behind those glasses. “So. Is it for the guy with the combining mecha, or the one who was also a form of UI?”

“You aren’t going to believe it’s random, are you?” David looked more uncomfortable than he thought a guy without a body possibly could.

“Not a chance.”

“Being able to identify it’s from Homestuck isn’t exactly a great look for you either.”

“Never said the sources. I just know them from osmosis.” Caspian lied. If David really wants to prove him wrong he’ll have to suffer through young Caspian’s internet history to do it.

“Then that is a very specific pull you just “happened” to make.” David has his number and he knows it.

“Weird memory and killer instincts strike again. Hardly the first time,” Caspian gave a shrug content that had enough truth to it even if David knew he was lying through his teeth.

David shook his head in disappointment, but he’s getting no confessions here.

“Still. The point is it’s easier and more efficient to stay with one “look”. I use my old avatar in Reign because not using it would be more taxing and cause a lot more problems.” David rolled his eyes with a chuckle as he confessed, “And, to be honest, would look kinda lame. Especially next to my Valkyrie. Maybe I could get away with it around Ellen’s beginner “barbarian”, but we’d need to get her clothes for her to even try bothering with it again.”

… That’s not a mental image Caspian is going to contemplate at all. He knows how bad fantasy designs can be. Doesn’t need to put a person’s face on one.

“What about aging? If we fix the flaw, will you just use something like those programs? “Age” yourself up like Antylamon has to her human, to stay in line with us?” Caspian asks.

He doesn’t twist the knife by what a UI’d do if he outlived the people he’s sticking around for.

“I’ll worry about that when we get there. With what time I do have, I won’t need it.” David said and he gave a sad shrug at Caspian’s face. “Figured you guessed that already.”

He had, but hearing someone being so casual about their time left was different. And it’s not like he knows the specifics the way these UI could.

"So, how much time do you have if you ration yourself?" Caspian asked, pausing his flicking through files.

"Currently? Staying exactly as I am, I've got over 5 years. If I lower my functions to text only I can raise that to 10, maybe more. Putting myself on standby I could survive even longer, just I'd need to be woken up by an outside source when the right time comes around."

Caspian tried to visualize what that would mean, but didn't like what he saw. The man chose the word “survive” for a bleak reason. "What sort of life would that be?"

"It's not about quality of life for me." David shrugged and tapped the photo on his desk. "It's about being here for the important things."

Caspian looked at the man skeptically. "How important can they be if you wouldn't even be aware of anything for chunks of it?"

David gave a sad smile. "You might be a bit young to get it. There's still firsts I've yet to see. Not to mention graduation: high school, college. If I'm real lucky, might even get to see my little girl get married."

"Can't walk her down the aisle." Caspian grimly pointed out.

Doesn't point out how integrating a variation of a Digimon's materialization function could give him that option back. The energy cost would eat too much of the time he'd need just to get there. So only way it’d be feasible, is if the flaw was fixed first.

"Maybe not, but that stopped being possible when I was first diagnosed." David leaned back on his desk. "Truth is, of the four of us I'm the only person who was given being uploaded as an informed and uncoerced choice, let alone consented to it. Even if it was made knowing I wouldn’t have refused or might have been forced into it anyway, it feels like that means something sometimes, ya’ know?"

Caspian put the files away, so David continued. He put his hands up like a surrender. "Not that Cody made the wrong call. But Laurie was completely comatose when he was given this as an option to save her. She has said she'd have done the same, considering her body's condition at the time. But that’s pretty easy to say after the fact."

Caspian’s brow furrowed at the implication. Would she really prefer dying for a chance at a life with no physicality over adapting to how her body changed had she had woken up beforehand? Was she past any point of saving, even if she hadn’t “died”?

"And Alliance's? I mean, I know their “oldest’s” story."

David’s face went grim. "So you already know how far they’d go on strangers to get their “consent”. But Chanda… Chanda was murdered." David shook his head. "He was fine, perfectly healthy with a full life ahead of him. But Prasad heard he'd been getting offers from other companies, and didn't want to lose his edge. He was kidnapped and awake the entire time he was being scanned. That’s why his partner couldn’t stand by without any “justice” for him."

"What the fuck." Caspian’s voice was soft.

"That's part of why I've given him his space." It was hard to tell what the UI was feeling as the man looked away. "I can't imagine what that was like for him, even if after our uploads we were all treated the same. He’s shown us the video, and doesn’t mind it being out there, but you really don’t need to see it. Even if Logorhythms had tricked me, offered me an experimental surgery without saying it was to kill me, it wouldn’t have been that bad. I don’t remember what being uploaded felt like."

"If you did this for Maddie, why's your wife still pissed?"

"Didn’t frame it to her like that." David admitted, and held the photo. "Don’t think it would have mattered if I did. I was still willing to throw away my limited time in the present with the two of them for the chance of being there for their futures. It’s one thing to die because you have to, and another to choose it. She was the one left to pick up the pieces, even if it didn’t actually fail."

“Would she still be as angry if they had let her know it worked up front?”

“How’s anybody to know? Little point to that sort of “what ifs”, especially when letting me out wasn’t ever the plan. Hell, they knew full well how temporary uploads were despite the pitch.”

Caspian nodded, and brought up part of David’s memory logs. That’s the important part. The thing that makes him “David”, and the only thing fragile about these things.

Maybe it’d be more accurate to call it his “soul”, like Holstrum phrased it in a TED talk. “Memory” is too broad a label with machines at this scale.

Digimon seemed to do the same, but their “soul” and “digi-core” were sometimes treated as separate concepts. Chess’ described it as more like a computer kernel than a heart or brain, but that’s what he had fixed to create Phineas. Perfect orbs, structure being able to reinforce itself even if an influx of data would require it to expand or condense to accept the new material.

Rolling experiences in on themselves, not damaging the mind’s ability to access any of them but keeping them close for easier and quicker access. Minimal runaway, maximizing spacial use.

Does that even work? It’s not just a scroll you can put away, it needs to stay legible to function.

Maybe they aren’t spheres either, they just look like it when “solid”. Three-dimensional fractals, infinitely compressible, that formed an illusion of a solid to make it easier to visualize and present to other programs.

Is that the trick? Just finding the way to make a person’s systems bend as this needs them to?

"If they hadn't worked me so hard these past two years, I might not have needed to consider standby mode an option to be able to meet Maddie’s own kid someday." David sighed, possibly thinking Caspian wasn’t still listening. "No point lingering on it though. I've gotten what I wanted out of this. Apart from all the waiting, it's not a bad deal."

"'Side from your wife hating you." Caspian tossed out along with a failed curl on his current web.

"Hey, watch it," David pointed at him but he had a wry smile. "She's talking to me again, that's leagues better than we were at the start. First days were hell."

"Are you sure this was worth it?" Caspian dreaded the answer.

"Without a doubt." There was no hesitation on David’s part. "I don't want to consider what might have happened if I hadn't been uploaded. They'd still be alone, and Maddie wasn't reaching out to anyone despite the hell she was going through at school. Not even my mom."

"It was just some typical teenage bullshit." Caspian tried to reassure the man. "Been there, done that. I'm sure she'd be fine too."

"Doesn’t take much for it to stop being "just" some high school bullying." David’s tone was serious. "She's a tough kid, but we all have our limits."

Caspian held his tongue this time and nodded. David knows more about why someone would pick death than he does. Even if his wasn’t meant to have been permanent.

That was the general answer he expected, but far from what he was hoping for.

If it wasn’t a fair trade, it’d be a lot less tempting for others to want the same for themselves. Easier to keep populations healthy, even with a sharper decline from willing uploads in response to physical ailments or personal reasons. If there’s few downsides, who’d want to stay mortal?

Curbing population density might not be the worst thing for the planet, but he needs to believe people being on this sad mudball serves some sort of good. Beyond what the UI would need to keep their servers intact. Even if they all went digital, they can't afford to forget about their physical shackles, even if there’s no chains connecting to them.

One bad event “topside”, and who knows how many would die unaware that they even could.

Not even a manmade one. Laurie’s already done attacks that no one could pull of alone. Chanda or Sami burned down a multistory complex. What could a group of UI do to people?

If that didn’t lead to humanity’s own extinction, what would they leave in their place?

Were another species’ uploads what led to Digimon? Organic beings with residual physical needs and instincts that didn’t get the evolutionary memo to take a hike after they started reproducing in a digital medium?

Earth’s UI are technically already at the stage they could try doing the same. All of them have made lesser copies of themselves for one reason or another, to not risk their own safety. 

If any number of these partial copies fused to make a purely virtual consciousness, what’s the difference between that result and two gametes forming a zygote? Aside from the organic’s 9 months of build-up and sex requirements, or the UI’s ability to use more than two donors.

If Digimon weren’t a look into this future, why else would they need to shit? That’s an organic answer to removing leftover materials. Reality doesn’t have a delete function right there.

Maddie said Digimon still don’t “die”, when they are destroyed they are reconfigured and the minimum they need to exist is transferred to be remade at their smallest stage.

Was that part of their own answer to problems like memory decay? Or population control, so extinction should be impossible even if too many individuals had become part of bigger fusions?

“You okay in there?” David’s voice was teasing.

“Yeah, just thinking.”

“I’d offer you a penny, but we can’t exactly carry cash.” David shrugged to himself with a chuckle at his own joke.

“What about crypto?”

“Not my scene, but I’m pretty sure one of us would be making a bad deal.”

“Was worth a try, ‘cause it wouldn’t be me.” 

“Never underestimate what a person’s thoughts are worth to the right people.”

“So, you were trying to con me first, is what you’re saying?” Caspian joked to distract himself from how terrifyingly true he’s learned that can be. David’s “living” proof of it.

“Harsh,” David said with a smile. “But seriously, don’t go forgetting yourself too much there. My girls will be pretty ticked at me if I let you starve yourself or anything.”

“I’m fine, it just felt like I was onto something. Let myself get sidetracked. It’d be easier to focus if it was just AI or UI, having both options makes it easy to waste time misapplying concepts.”

“Waste is always relative.” David corrected, but there was a concern in his eyes now that Caspian looked at him. “Your watch was glowing for a while there. Think that was in response to you, or do you think Phineas is getting in trouble?”

Caspian hadn’t noticed at all, his Digivice isn’t part of his VR model. This place is too surreal.

“Depends, what were we talking about at the time?”

“What could have beens,” David knew something was up now as he gave the young man his full attention. Or as full as Caspian could know.

So, if his crest was reacting to the reinforcing fractals theory that’s probably proof he was on the right track. But how would it know that, and react like this? What even are they?

“No clue.” Caspian doesn’t think that’s a lie. “Was considering if Digimon could be late-stage UI, if that helps? Few fusions to try pushing out something like your flaw to give future iterations a better chance, who knows what the originals could have looked like before imaginations could run rampant. That sorta thing. Wasn’t as focused on the problem as I should have been.”

“So that’s what you meant by misapplied? Feels a bit mean.” David was trying to hide his doubt. He knew Caspian was onto something, that isn’t just the paranoia talking. “Not a bad theory, but doesn’t help us much either.”

“Yeah, so it’s a waste of time.” Caspian brought up a different idea web to try, hoping that would lessen some of the man’s suspicions. “Just like figuring out what “crests” are, or do, or why, is.”

“That wasn’t what you were working on at the time.”

Caught.

“Yeah, ‘cause it looked like a dead end.” Caspian lied with a casual air. “If it isn’t, I’m too off track to get it for now. This just means I need to come back to it later, instead of write it off completely I guess. Unless it was something Phineas did, or made happen. So might as well try a new thought, see what it leads to. If it glows again, that tells us more about what my crest likes.”

“Sounds like that time would be better spent giving yourself a break.” David sighed at the teen, but his gaze wasn’t judgmental. Nothing like he’s used to seeing from his own dad.

He doesn’t know which made him feel worse for seeing what the other man couldn’t.

Caspian closed his eyes. “Yeah, you’re probably yet. Might stop by the library or something, excuse for fresh air and all that jazz.”

“Or just get yourself some lunch, kid. There’s no need to rush.”

David’s more right than he should know.

There’s no putting the genie back in the bottle. UI and AI are both here to stay if Yggdrasil has a say in it. Now it’s a question of how quickly their respective developments go. What might trigger a singularity.

He can’t do anything to stop or slow down Digimon. But that doesn’t mean he needs to make UI catch up to them.

It's not like he doesn’t wish there was another way.

The Kims have been good to him. Far better than they probably should be, since David’s laying low. And he does trust them, they’ve earned that much. Maddie’s way too nice to him. Ellen’s been both incredibly kind and patient given everything life’s thrown her way in under a year.

He should be able to trust David. He thinks that he does; he believes David’s a good person.

But he doesn’t trust that fixing David would stop at David. He’s a good man, so he’d want to help others like him. Not unless he was given good reasons not too, and even if Caspian could convince him, he’s not sure he’d want to burden this man with that sort of responsibilities.

Assuming helping Laurie wouldn’t still take priority over anything Caspian could argue. The Kims owe her too much. And if they help Laurie, it’d be cruel to leave Chanda in the lurch after all he’s been through, wouldn’t it? Then why not help “Kumar” too?

And since this first generation of UI would all basically be digital gods, why would they want to settle on being a Pantheon instead of making sure the next batch enjoy all the same benefits?

The road to hell is paved with good intentions. Caspian doesn’t want to risk his opening the floodgate to the apocalypse. End of the world as they know it. He can’t help David.

Not unless he finds some way to keep everything else from spilling over.

Even if needing to hide this from all of them makes him feel ill.

Fresh air was a good idea. But he probably should have waited for Phineas to get back.

He shouldn’t risk touching this problem without them to make sure David isn’t watching. A UI finding a person who isn’t off the grid would be child’s play, no matter what tricks he used. He knows David has plenty of reasons to check on him, even if the man’s intentions are good.

Caspian’s the one trying to screw him over. 

The smart thing would be to just leave it be, but he’s never been good at that. If it isn’t the right track, then there’d be nothing for him to feel guilty over, he could just fall back into “normal” with them. No catches, lies, or stress over these what-could-have-beens.

But if it is, if that’s what David saw his crest react to, then it’ll come out eventually. He can’t leave a thought half done. If it turns out to be dangerous, he’ll know what to scrap in the future.

Borrowing a computer at a library should be harmless. It’s local, but not too close to the Kims. Just long enough to double-check. Shouldn’t even take a full hour.

Sure enough, the more he let himself work on making what was essentially a hypothetical digi-core for a UI, the watch hidden by his sling glowed a deep purple. Less foreboding than the shade Phin glowed when they digivolved for the first time.

He hoped the sling was enough to keep it from catching too much unwanted attention. Even if his mobility in that arm was limited this was a lot handier than treating it like a pocket watch.

Two birds with one stone. He has one potential fix for UI decay and confirmed that his “crest” was either to track his progress on their problem or it likes it when he's solving complex problems for others.

Or at least it’s never done anything when he caught up on schoolwork since he got it. If it’s not about who its for, maybe it’s more about finding real-world applications for what he “knows”?

Either way. Sucks to be Maddie. Zero clue how “Hope” will work if it needs to be made concrete.

Unsure if he should envy the guy who got “Love”, but that’s getting real close to Topics Caspian Is Not Allowed To Think About For His Own Good. If it’s not socially relevant, he doesn’t need to bother with anyone else’s romantic or sex lives. Especially when they’re older than him.

Maybe he should just try to get some lunch. There’s a casual cafe place not too far and decent enough. Help give him more time on how he wants to handle this long-term. 

Phin would probably like their Rice Krispy knockoff too. Heaven knows he’s not bringing them anywhere near coffee. A non-verbal spider monster is one thing, he is not risking to see if they’re “spider” enough for caffeine to get them drunk on top of it, his cans are bad enough.

A woman sat down in front of him after he found a spot he had thought was secluded enough, smile playing on her lips. She couldn't have been that much older than him, but with her style it was hard to guess a number.

Caspian had no idea what this girl could want with him. She's gorgeous, and that's the problem. There's no good reason for her to waste time on a nobody like him. Especially this dressed up.

Her hair was silver as snow with all but her bangs pulled into a bun held by a gold and purple hairstick. She wore a sleeveless red dress with gold details.

A gold design of his crest upright like an 8 with eight wavy curls coming it out from it like rays. Whatever "she" is, human wasn't one of them. She grinned with teeth far too sharp when she saw him recognize it.

Behind her sunglasses her gaze felt like that of a predator, but her expression was somehow too soft for it.

He swallowed down his nerves to cut to the point "What are you and what do you want?"

She flinched, looking almost hurt. But she didn’t immediately answer him, like she was still torn on how she wanted to play this.

Caspian’s long past games. "I'm expecting someone, so-"

"No, you're not." Her words come out impulsive and winced at herself. "I go by Karakuri online, a spider had something to give you."

Nothing she said reads as a lie, but that doesn’t make her honest. Of all the user names Chess has given him in the past of Digimon of note in his circles, that definitely wasn’t one of them. Phineas hadn't mentioned any usernames ever, so that could go either way.

"Never seen you around."

"I'm a lurker, DMs only."

That's a practiced excuse if he's ever heard one. Easy for Digimon to check sites without becoming part of them.

"You're the one who came up to me wearing my crest. If you're not going to be honest about why you're here, why should I bother listening?" He starts sliding back his chair and she nearly catches his sleeve.

"I know why Logorhythms keeps trying to spy on you!" Her words came out in a rush, louder than she intended based on how she startled at her own voice as Caspian readies to leave. She put a SSD on the table between them. "Every file relevant to Holstrum's backup plan is on there. 2 terabytes, most relevant is color coded."

Caspian felt his stomach drop, but he stayed standing. "And what's he got to do with me?"

She hesitated, eyes flicking between him, the drive, and the door to find a way out of answering. When he made no motion to take it she gave in.

The strange woman pouted like a child, looking down at herself and then back to him. "I was trying to be cool for a change. Every time something weird's happened, you've just gotten scared instead." She pushes her sunglasses to the top of her head, revealing pleading gold eyes he’s never seen. "Pretend to give me this? Or you can just tell me my first name and go."

… Oh Godammit. Damn Occam's razor too.

"Phineas?" Caspian dropped back into the chair and catches his head in his hands. "What the fuck happened to you?"

She grins like she caught a canary. "That wasn't my first name, daddy." 

Jesus Christ, Phineas is a she.

"Have you always been a girl?!" He hissed quietly as one hand kept his head from hitting the table while the other gestured to “her”.

She tilted her head like a confused dog. "Do you dislike the look? I can change if you'd like."

Now the polite answer would have been "No, you look great." An honest answer would be "No, I just need a minute to process this, it's not you." Caspian's mistake was a flat "What".

She shrugged and flicked a hardened hair at the camera overhead before she began to change.

Her bun was quickly replaced by a barely tamed mop of hair far greyer than the bluer shade of silver it was before. The purple glasses fell back onto their nose and took on a narrower angular style, like sideways coffins.

The sleeveless dress turned black, its design staying as brightly gold as before as the top separated into a shirt that was quickly covered by a studded red leather jacket that grew overtop it. 

His face was longer, all feminine makeup gone, but the inhumanly sharp teeth were exactly the same as he smiled with a face all too familiar. "Is this better?"

Caspian blinked. Or more accurately his eye twitched as he struggled for words that weren't swears as he stared at what was for all intents and purposes still his face. If the copy had gotten completely sunbleached and only learned to emote like he was eight, not eighteen.

He took a deep breath and almost wished he could believe in any higher powers that were both benevolent towards him and not uncomfortably real.

"Phin," He tried to start, but barely knew where to go with it. "What is this right now?"

"I can talk now, isn’t it great?!" The boy who was a girl seconds ago continued to beam at him like they hadn't just wrecked reality.

Caspian sighed, of course, they’d focus on that. In other situations, that would be great.

He straightened in his chair, giving Phineas his full attention, other boy gladly bouncing in his seat. He almost felt bad for this reality check. "Could have definitely been better."

Phin's face predictably dropped like a rock. He looked between Caspian and the drive again, leaning across the table on his elbow. "Was it too much?"

"Bud, it was too much when a 9 sought me out." Caspian deadpanned. "Giving me anything on top of that was going to turn mild alarm into a bomb."

"You just said you didn't like that one!" Phineas accused. "Do you have any idea how much easier it is to make feminine humans look good?!"

Caspian stared at him and wondered where and how stealing his face fit into this. "I didn't actually say that, I was recovering from having a person who looked older than me call me "daddy". Which, by the way? Please don't do that. Especially not like this."

"Why not?"

"You needing to ask, is the evidence Phin, but you don't need to look into it. I didn't think that's what our partnership actually was."

"You labeled yourself my "spider-dad", so I don't see what your problem is." They scowled at him like they were peeved. "Didn't even go the normal "papamom" route or anything."

"Right, because no teenager regrets anything they've said offhand at 4 in the morning."

Phin's face scrunched in on itself in disgust before it clicked and he bopped a fist on his open hand. "Oh. Sarcasm!" The fist opened into an accusing finger, "Not using that would make things a lot easier you know."

"Wouldn’t help me  deal with this." Caspian gestured to this latest mess. Before getting ahead of himself he waved the thought aside. "Okay. First off, you being a girl is fine. I just… wasn't expecting it, was all. Especially not as a human-looking one."

Phin looked down at himself like he was making sure his tits were gone before looking back to Caspian confused. "But I've never been a girl."

"What are you talking about? What else would you call that?"

Phin opened his mouth before confusing himself and starting over twice. Third time he shook his head and shrugged. "I'm a Digimon, Cas. You've seen my code! Where have you ever seen any Xs or Ys in it like you humans have?"

Caspian took a deep weary sigh, but nodded. Pointing out the parts of David’s code he’s been able to process doesn’t have those either seemed too pedantic. "So, as far as you're concerned, looking "human" is just about what style is coolest?'

Phineas nodded at him like he was the moron here. They might not be wrong.

"And you were hoping to impress me by looking human." Caspian could nearly laugh at how dumb this "plan" was. "By acting as "mysterious" as possible." 

"YEAH! AND YOU RUINED IT!!!" Phineas flopped himself on the table as he whined. "I mean, it didn't even need to be you recognizing it was me, I just needed to get you the stuff. But you made me an Arachemon and I didn't want to freak you out again! And Arachnemon are killer at human forms, to make up for our…” They waved a lazy hand in the air, “Everything else."

Considering Phin managed to make two different ones there’s not much Caspian could say to dispute on the disguise skill front. Their colors might not be natural and the teeth are extreme but even with how unfiltered their expressions are they don’t feel uncanny.

Well, the one that wasn’t his own didn’t, but by using an expression range he doesn’t, the similarities might not be as creepy to someone else. No more so than if they were twins, probably, which could also be used to excuse Phin’s other extremes if push came to shove.

"You digivolved again?"

"Duh! How else would I be able to talk?" Phin rolled his head to look up at Caspian accusingly, "So what did you do this time? I know it's got nothing to do with my network because it's still there." Phin tapped on the drive.

Oh. Oh, this could be bad. Ryudamon warned that going back to being the strongest spider on the web would let Phin control them all again. And here he is, immediately bringing stolen data to him like a pet cat dragging home its kills.

"I was just working on something," Caspian chose his words carefully.

"Dude. C'mon. You can't bullshit me, evolving to a Champ is basic energy surplus, but a warp? This," Phineas sat back in his chair and glared at Caspian after looking themselves over again, "This is a crest event, isn’t it? So what do you Know now that you didn’t this morning?"

"As much as I’d love being able to "know" anything that's going on with you, I don't know what any of that means for me."

Phineas scratched their cheek, looking at the camera he bugged. "Maybe we should bounce first? I was hoping this would be a quick and easy drop-off when I found you."

"Fine. We sort this out, then you share whatever you found on Holstrum."

Phineas looked bashful as Caspian got up. "Can I go back to looking pretty?"

Caspian snorted, "Ouch. If you don’t like it, why did you use my face?"

"Who else was I going to use?!” Phin tossed his arms to the sides as he whined. “I don’t know other guys to fill in the blanks with but It's too soon for me to be built like this again, ya know?" Phineas looked down at "himself" again, "I'd rather look a bit more like an Arachnemon."

Caspian could only half follow. He doesn’t need to know what Phin used to be to gather that a monster based on Arachne’s myth would have a feminine frame.

"At least it's less of a mouthful this time." Caspian joked to himself.

"You’d think so, right? Pretty sure the only reason we're not called "Jorogumon" is 'cause that's more awkward to explain to kiddos." Phin gave Caspian a sharp grin that was only a little apologetic. "We've got instincts from that myth too. "Whore spider", literal and metaphorical shape-shifting man-eaters. So, forgive me if I get a bit flirty, yeah? Just part of my code."

Caspian could have lived without knowing that. "So now you've hit digital puberty? Great; that makes two of us."

Phineas gave a bark of a laugh. "God, hope I have better taste."

"Good luck with that if you keep copying my notes." Caspian rolled his eyes at the jab. "But yeah, If you like the other look more, go for it."

Caspian made sure not to stare at the transition this time. He doubted a light that bright was good for his eyes anyway. Instead, he glanced up at the security cam, to see if it had any tells of being hijacked.

"Thank you~" Phin's voice was higher again. "So, you wanna go home?" She looked a bit too innocent as she offered him her arm.

Especially given if he took it, he wouldn't have a free hand anymore. Her smile widened as he indicated the issue with his head and raised a brow.

"Actually, mind if I try something?" Phineas plucked a hair from her bangs as she had when she used one like a throwing needle. "I promise I'm only trying to help. Spirit Needle’s not an attack."

Against his better judgment he gave the okay. This time she pointed it at his sling, but when the thread made contact he couldn't feel it. He saw the silver sliver slide through to his forearm, disappearing into him. If anything, it hurt less than walking to the Cafe did.

It hurt a lot less actually. He risked bringing it out of the sling and rolling back his sleeve to give it a look.

His arm looked normal, no more bruising or anything. Movement range was what could be expected from being limited for weeks. 

Had it been over a month already? Caspian’s mouth felt dry at the thought. He hadn't been away from home that long, has he?

"It’s been used to bring “life” to objects in the past, but using it on the camera let me take it over without it doing anything wild to it.." He heard Phineas explain. "So, I wanted to see if it could be used to use my energy to repair an "object" too if it’s already part of something ''alive”.''

"Thanks, it feels better already."

Phin beamed at him like it was Christmas morning, and it was hard to not feel awkward over the attention now that it was tied to a human face. Not to mention one that might look older than his.

“So now you can skateboard again, right?”

“Left that back at our actual home, Phin.” He corrected with a small smile. “So nope, not unless I shell out for a new one.”

Hearing his correction made them deflate some, but they bounced back as easily as they did as before. Given how different his previous digivolution’s context was, it was easier to see how little changed in how they moved despite their build differences.

“How long do “Crest” based changes last? Like, will it still wear off on its own?”

“Not if I don’t want it to this time!” They grinned back, skipping over gaps in the sidewalks on the way back. “Younger ones still will, ‘cause their bodies aren’t ready to keep it. Could keep the champion up for longer these days too, but nobody liked that one, so I didn’t wanna push it.”

“What sort of young do you mean?”

“The lil’ king’ll last just fine, but sprout’s got a ways to go.”

“Who?” He asked.

Phineas blinked as they processed what went wrong. “Ryudamon, the lil’ king sovereign, and Floramon.”

“Sovereign,” Caspian repeated with concern. “I thought he was from the Royal Knights.”

“He is, slip of the tongue.” Phineas said with a face that screamed they didn’t fumble that much. An unbuying look was enough for them to fold. “If you want to consider “Yggdrasil” to be their mom, the boss of the sovereigns is his “dad”, and his pair is his “half-sibling” through ‘Drasil.”

“So where I’m your… “Dad”, you’re one of their “half-siblings” too?”

“Nope! What you fixed was an ENIAC original! Probably, more or less. ENIAC was the first host machine as far as I know, it made Yggdrasil and Homeros as replacements when things started getting too taxing on it, and ‘Drasil and Homeros inherited “me” in the process.”

“Like… Our ENIAC? From the fucking 40s?”

“No clue! I don’t know who or what made it, or any wheres or whens outside of our world, and time on our side only got weirder the longer I was around. I…” They paused as they looked at some ants trekking across the concrete. “I don’t know if I’m part of what pushed it too far. I wasn’t all of it, digimon could blip out of existence if they went too far until the newer systems settled. Examon got hit by that defense the hardest. And Milleniumon never did it any favors.”

But a name like that couldn’t be a coincidence.

Whatever they are now, the oldest thing they’ve acknowledged knows one of Earth’s earliest digital computers by name. There’s no way they’ve survived on a 78-year-old machine. So, if they came from further ahead, it could have been an ironic legacy title at best, but… yeah he doesn’t want to consider time travel any more than he does parallel worlds. 

Life’s sci-fi enough, thanks.

If UI were allowed to live without limits, could they escape physical machines in favor of whatever the "ENIAC" Phin remembers managed to do? How long would that take?

Would they give a shit about keeping their “old” world intact after that point, or forget about them as thoroughly as Phin has? Or was this digital world as unknown to those that made it as they are about their creators? Was the digital world designed to not know anything, as a precaution?

“Why can’t anything about you make sense?” He groaned to himself.

“Oh, believe me, we’d love that. You do not want to know how many Earth’s Drasil’s had experiences from, because I would love to unknow that. But I can’t! Even ones from well before digital computers,  so now I’m confused!” Phineas whined, “Like… Which “40s”?”

“1940s. ‘45 maybe? Shit, it’s not like we need to know tech that’s this outdated these days.”

“Well, our digital world isn’t “local” enough for it to have been running without being triggered, so I don’t think we’re that old. Don’t know how much that helps you.” Phin looked at him apologetically.

“It doesn’t. It really doesn’t.”

“I think I’m seeing why most Digiworlds don’t talk to each other and just do their own thing.”

“Smarter than whatever we’re doing,” Caspian muttered.

“In our ‘Drasil’s defense, most digiworlds get a chance to exist solo before discovering humans. Like, they have at least until a mega or a digi-mage does something inter-dimensionally stupid, and that can take thousands of years on our own. Which can be like.. a human year sometimes.”

“But you do have ‘mon who can crack reality like an egg,” Caspian said with resignation.

“Yeeeah,” Phin groaned. “And having humans makes them easier to reach.”

That was not something Caspian was going to linger on more than he had to.

Maddie was teaching Ryudamon an old-fashioned board game when they got back to the Kims, probably what she had mentioned before.

"Hey, Maddie. Good news and bad news: Phin can talk now."

"Oh, what's the bad news?" She turned around to look, but Caspian kept largely out of her sight.

"Or the good news." Ryudamon retorted, eyes still entirely engrossed in the game.

Caspian cut Phin off and kept her out of sight, "Nah, that was all of it."

"HEY!" 

Maddie did a double take at Phin's voice. "Issat a girl?"

"It's just Phin, Mistress, nothing to get excited over."

"Phin?!"

"Evolved again. My bad, I guess?"

"And now I can be less terrifying!" Phineas brightly called, leaning past the door frame to wave to Maddie once Caspian stopped blocking their way.

"Very debatable," Caspian added.

"Absolutely impossible." Ryudamon agreed with a nod, still not looking away from the pieces he's studying.

"And now Phin's a girl?"

That got Ryudamon’s attention but only to look puzzled at Maddie. "What makes that the case?"

Maddie looked at the dragon in her confusion as she gestured to Phineas with her arms outstretched. Ryudamon turned back down to the board rather than follow her movement.

"Apparently they're somewhere between nonbinary and genderfluid. Who knew?" Caspian said it lightly but his eyes narrowed at Ryudamon accusingly.

"Haven’t the foggiest what you’re trying to say there. “Gender” is something we learn from you." The Digimon rightly ratted itself out.

Maddie’s head jerked between Phin and Ryudamon. "Are… you not a boy?"

"I won’t correct you either way." He replied with shrug. "We aren't physically stable enough for "genders" like you're used to. An Angemon can evolve to Angewomon, if we wish to copy you, how should they describe themselves? Why not let observers decide these things instead?"

"Is looking human also just something all of you can do?" Maddie asked, but Phin shrugged.

At that Ryudamon turned to actually look at Phineas' glamor. "Ah. An Arachnemon after all. Are you too wide to fit through the door otherwise?"

"Excuse you!" Phineas scolded, hands on her hips. "I can keep myself in scale thank you, this is a choice. Gotta say, getting a reverse Ariel deal is worth it!"

"To answer your question, Mistress, it depends heavily on our species and how apt we are with generalized skills like magic. Even some rookies can manage it, but it's most commonly seen at the Ultimate level or higher."

Maddie squinted her eyes at her partner in suspicion.

He sighed, "No, it’s always been beyond me. All of my own ultimate’s shapeshifting potential went towards my weapon form instead, as did my mega’s, in scientific pursuits that led to the “Legend Arms” digivolutionary lines. I wouldn’t be surprised if they’re also similarly limited."

Phin pumped a fist in victory, "yeeees."

"You, are cheating." Ryudamon flicked his tail at them. "A rookie like Renamon doing this is proof of their wit, skill, and aptitude. Yours is as expected as Makuramon doing the same."

"Have you seen what the monkey considers "human"? Both of my illusions are art."

“If tracing counts,” Caspian muttered to himself earning a betrayed look from Phin.

"Facial emotions aren't natural to them, don’t hold that against them."

"I'm not; that's within normal limits for humans. They don’t know how necks work! There is footage going around of them spinning their head like a top!"

"The breakdancing kid was a Digimon?" Maddie tilted her head. "You'd think dad would have mentioned that part."

Ryudamon hung his head. "How the heavenly generals have fallen."

"No, if he fell he might've gotten away with that stunt," Phineas smirked and sauntered over to give the game a look. "Can I play? I have thumbs now!" She's way too excited stretching her fingers for emphasis.

"You'd have those without looking human too." Ryudamon pointed out.

"But look at these lovely little wrists. I'm so dainty like this." Phin’s giggle was a bit too manic and her face lit up as a thought occurred to her. “And I don’t need to have claws!”

She leapt clear over the sofa, landing on all fours before rushing up the stairs behind them.

Maddie looked at Caspian concerned. “You sure she’s okay in public like this?”

“Sh- They acted normal enough when they found me.” He offered with a wince, waiting to hear the sound of something crashing upstairs. A moment passed and nothing happened, leaving him to look between Maddie and the stairway as he worried.

Walking past her to be closer to the stairs caught her attention. "Hold on, where's your sling?" Maddie twisted to look at him. "You didn't say you had an appointment today."

"I didn't." He agreed and waved her off with his once-injured arm. "Phin got better at stitching things together, and arms count."

"She can heal?"

Ryudamon looked up at the boy’s arm warily. "And how did they manage that?"

"They said it was called “Spirit Needle”.”

“So if Master Caspian’s arm turns into a Mamemon overnight, we know who to blame." Ryudamon looked at the board nonplussed, content with moving a piece like a rook along the gridded board.

“Excuse me?” Caspian narrowed his eyes at the dragon with a questioning brow.

“I jest. I’ve never heard of a reaction being delayed, but creating feral digimon with one major exception is the only way I’ve heard Oikawa’s “daughter” use it.” Ryudamon’s voice was teasing.

Caspian mouthed a swear, but nodded his acceptance. “They did technically tell me that.”

“And what sort of “exception” was it?” Maddie asked with a light curiosity.

“A sentient one, a student, of a sort, of Azulongmon for a time in fact." Ryudamon said thoughtfully. "Sad fellow, nasty temper. Didn't last long.”

Phineas made a sound of success as she ran back towards the stairs, trying to slide down the railing but overshot it enough to avoid hitting the side table or houseplant and harmlessly landed at the bottom with a solid thud. She proudly held Maddie’s keyboard safely in her arms with an eager smile.

Seeing Caspian’s furious glare made her grin fall. “Woah, no- NO. You don’t do that, got it? Stairs can be dangerous! Why do I need to tell you that?!”

Phin stifled a snicker, but seeing Maddie look just as startled made the sound genuinely die. They looked at Ryudamon for some sort of explanation. 

“You know full well that humans are fragile. You know what a bad fall can do to them, if you “know how necks work”.” The dragon supplied and looked up in thought. “In addition to their other basic needs. Like “3 minutes without air, 3 hours without shelter, 3 days without water, 3 weeks without food”.”

Disbelief turned to disgust and then horror as they looked from Maddie to their tamer. “AND NOBODY TOLD ME???” They unintentionally shouted to neither in particular, voice peaking more like a break than a shriek. Phineas looked at Caspian accusingly. “Is that how bad the “homeless” thing could have been?! I was running for more than twice that!”

“It’s not exact, it’s just a rule of thumb people use to help remember what’s important in survival situations.” Caspian assured them. “Exposure’s complicated, it was fine. I’d tell you if it wasn’t. Just like I’m telling you that isn’t okay. Last thing I want is you getting hurt over a dumb stunt.”

“A poor landing on their part would have looked worse than it was over a fall this minor. They weren’t in any danger, Master Caspian.”

“Yeah, “looking bad” is not a great thing if the point is to try passing for human.” Caspian held the heel of his palm to his forehead. “Just… Be more careful, okay?”

“Start taking that advice yourself! I didn’t know you were that squishy, human kids survived in the digital world all the time!” Phin’s face began to recoil in horror at this new discovery with a gasp. “How?”

“Children cause less aggression and their partners were obviously very capable.” Ryudamon trotted over, more interested in the keyboard they were holding. “What were you looking for?”

“I have ten fingers now, like Cas said you need for piano-type stuff!” She replied, giving the digits in question a wiggle as she held the instrument to her chest.

“Oh, so if you always have fingers like this, you could actually learn how to play.” Maddie caught on. “What’s your other form look like anyway?”

Phineas ignored the intended request by instead using their masculine shell again.

Maddie recoiled in a way that Caspian was going to choose not to take personally. “GAH?!"

“Warned you they weren’t great on the “not creepy” front.” Caspian chided but Phin looked on the brink of tears. Caspian messed up his copy’s hair in hopes of reassuring them. “It’s just unexpected so it feels weird. You look fine.”

“Uh, yeah! The girl didn’t look like anybody so why go the recolor route with him?”

"The “girl” looks like me,” Phin said with a layer of sarcasm that Caspian felt inclined to doubt, given how sketchy they’ve been over what they’re “supposed” to look like. “I don’t really have a better base to use for a “guy” look, Cas’s what I know best."

"Oh, weird, you can change voices too?" Maddie cocked her head at the sound. “That’ll get confusing fast.” 

"That one I can manage even without changing looks." They shrugged, “I can go deeper if you like?” Their voice dropped like a rock which felt very out of place

“Well I don’t like.” Caspian shook his head at the bass. “Sorry I didn’t warn you to tweak that before; didn’t really register that’s what I sound like to other people.”

Phineas bleeped at him like a sassy cat and molted back to their previous build.

“What’s the big deal though?” Maddie asked, crossing her arms. “I mean, if it has a face and hands how bad could it be?" She gave a little jazz hands shake for emphasis.

"I dun wanna." Phineas puffed out their cheeks with a pout.

"It's really not that bad." Ryudamon offered, but they crossed their arms at him.

"But this is better."

“If they don’t want to, we don’t need to force them.” Caspian showed Maddie his Digivice, “If you get that curious you can look it up for yourself, yeah? After you called, I could see Ryudamon and the same’s been true for the ones I’ve met on the net even if they’ve been disguised.”

“Why you’d tell her about that?!” Phin objected.

Maddie hummed in thought, partially opening an eye to take in Phineas’ pleading expression. “Fine, I’ll let you surprise me when you’re ready.”

Phineas smothered her in a grateful hug.

“Hey! You don’t need to go that far, too tight!”

As she tried to extract herself Caspian’s phone buzzed, making him jump.

Not a number he recognized either. Phin looked at him over Maddie’s struggling as if to ask if he’d like her to check it but he shook his head.

“Who’s this?”

“Caspian?” A voice he hadn’t expected to hear again came from the other side.

Fuck.

“Hannah?!” He tried to catch himself from being too surprised but definitely failed. Three sets of eyes bored into him curiously and he felt his face begin to burn. “How’d you get my number?”

“You’ve been gone from school, and I got worried. So I asked your parents what happened, and your mom suggested I just call you.”

Of course, she would.

“Y-yeah. Sorry about that. How’d the presentation go?”

She ignored his attempt at deflection. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine, everything’s fine!” His words are too much a rush for her to ever buy that. Caspian took a deep breath and tried again. “I’m sorry, Hannah. You were right. Being away from that house has been good for me. What exactly did they tell you?”

He sees Maddie tap Phin’s arm as if to say uncle, having half-wriggled her way out of the hug enough that Phineas had her more in a harmless headlock. Phineas obliged but stared at the phone in his hand warily. Almost angry at it.

He underestimated how much they did not like Hannah, but he hasn’t a clue why.

“That there was a structural issue in the house and you got hurt while they were having an argument. Is that true?” She doesn’t sound like she believes it.

“Yeah.” He lied to her anyway. “Just broke my left arm, everything else is fine.”

“But not “fine” enough to come back?” She sounds disappointed.

“I… I don’t know.” He admitted. She deserves to know that much, to keep from wasting her time. “I’m staying with a friend out of town. And it’s been good to me. For me. I shouldn’t have pushed you away like I did, you were right. Sorry I can’t tell you that in person, I guess.”

Maddie’s smug face betrayed every “I told you so” she felt.

“Not now Kimmy!” He hissed at her, hoping the phone wouldn’t catch it, and she skipped off at his shooing with Ryudamon trotting behind her. Definitely to go brag to her mom or something.

“Kimmy?” Hannah heard that anyway.

“Their kid sister was being a pest, it’s nothing!” Caspian lied fast, hoping that wasn’t as damning as it felt. He could hear Maddie laughing at his expense from the other room.

Why is he even bothering? He’s definitely missed any chance he had. He wants her to move on, if she had any interest at all. That’s what you do when you accept nothing’s happening.

“If you do come back, let me know?” Her voice was too hopeful. “I mean, you’ve got my number.”

“I can’t make any promises, but if anything changes I’ll try to give a heads up.” Caspian sighed. “Thanks, Hannah. Sorry to make you worry. How have you been? Things okay?”

“Yeah, everything’s okay. Just… Felt really weird presenting anything on “love” alone.” Whatever else she thought she wanted to say didn’t make it out. “Take care of yourself.” He hated how heartbroken she sounded. That he couldn’t think of anything meaningful to comfort her.

Things were too up in the air to give her anything more from him she could be wanting.

“Yeah. Same to you.” He hated himself more for not having anything better to end on.

He heard Maddie complaining to her mom as he cursed at the floor. Ellen was shushing her.

No point wallowing in self-pity. “Calls over, or whatever.”

“If that was Hannah on the phone, who’s this exactly?” Ellen made the mistake of asking first.

“Hi Ms. Grandmaster Ellen!” Phin greeted with far too much chipper energy and teeth.

Ryudamon looked at them with disdain at them stealing their term for her. And badly at that.

Ellen’s face was too flat to be anything but a “just a new thing to drink about soon as I can pretend the kids are asleep” expression. Caspian couldn’t bring himself to feel that bad about it.

“Yeah. It’s just Phin.” He shrugged and tried to look apologetic. “Don’t know what I did.” He’s not sure she believes him.

“Of course she is.” She gives a resigned sigh. “If this doesn’t wear off by light’s out, I’m going to have to ask one of you two to sleep in the basement. There’s already a futon down there.”

“Phin’s not a she,” Caspian added, and only half felt bad about the dead look he got back.

“Well, I mean, I can be a “she” as long as you don’t mean it like I’m a girl? I know how stupid words can be. Same with “he” if other options feel weird, but not like a guy.” Phin offered as they (she?) shrunk at seeing Ellen reaching her limit for the day. “I’m just a spider, nothing changed.”

“Phin,” Caspian said weakly, “Earth spiders have sexes too.”

They looked back at him with a scandalized frown, looked down at themselves with a glance to Ellen, and shifted back to their lazy recolor of himself. “Is this better?”

Ellen blinked twice and to her credit didn’t miss a third beat. “No, Phineas. The office is still too small for two people. And you’re not allowed to make any web-hammocks at this size either, understood? I’m not risking you falling and breaking something during the night.”

They shifted back with a nod but kept pouting. ”Yes, Ma’am.”

Maddie was far less content with how things panned out. “That’s it? I mean, you could go down and visit her sometime. Phin would be even faster now with your arm better, right?”

Phineas grimaced but nodded.

“What’s that look for?” Maddie asked.

“But it’s Hannah though,” Phin whined.

“And what’s wrong with Hannah?” Caspian asked them with a glare and a bit too much bite. Their discomfort was palpable.

“Beyond being fake as hell?” They shrugged, but that wasn’t it. If it was, they would have complained more. Like how they bristle every time contacting his parents came up.

“What’s so “fake” about her?”

“Emotions. They’ve never tasted right when she’s around, it’s always just some mix of guilt, fear, and whatever she’s trying to front.” Phin wasn’t lying, but they were leaving something out.

They know he isn’t buying it, so they go on. “Every time she’s been around, she’s wearing a mask. I can’t tell what humans really want when they do stuff like this, it’s frustrating!”

So that’s what their Emoji were about back then? It checks out. But something’s still off.

Maddie’s brow furrowed. “You mean she doesn’t actually like him? It sounded real to me...”

Phin scrunched her nose but didn’t say it out loud after glancing at Caspian.

He’d be lying if he said that didn’t sting, but was far from unexpected. His fault for hoping.

“It was just a crush, Maddie.” He said in hopes of easing her worry. “I have better things to do anyway. Phin got me some files to check out, and I’m not risking her seeing my arm’s better already and raising more questions or that getting back to my folks.”

Phin looked like a deer in headlights with their brain stalled when he brought up the drive. “OR!” They faked a smile and put the keyboard on their lap, “You could teach me how Maddie’s music maker works!”

“With power for starters.” Caspian dryly informed them with an unimpressed look. “Battery on that thing is dead, but plugged in it works fine so we’d need to be in the office anyway.”

Phin pouted and put the instrument aside. “That’s missing the point here, Cas.”

Maddie looked at the spider almost as skeptically as Caspian did. “Why now?”

“Look. You’re already stressed. What I found can wait. So, why not do something more fun?”

“I’m fine.” Caspian lied. “Looking over your intel will take my mind off it.”

Phineas grabbed his watch and took it to his stat tile. The stick figure was well in the red. “See this? Not fine. If you stress yourself out too much weird things can happen. Max stress was what made me digivolve last time, and we’re all lucky that it still turned out okay.”

Ryudamon nodded from near Ellen. “Indeed. Too much stress will encourage us to act in your stead. If you trigger something when you’re not in a good place it could lead to a dark evolution. You’ve already pushed Phineas to Ultimate today over something, and it was far healthier this time given the results. Going further could be dangerous for you both.”

Ellen went to double-check check the basement would be passable to pretend that conversation wasn’t happening, even if its possible new occupants were well aware of it already. 

Maddie looked thoughtful about something. Caspian eyed her warily.

“Not liking that face, Mads.”

She sat beside him on the sofa, trying to act casual and failing terribly. This was not going to go well. “I was just thinking~” Her voice trailed with a smile. “What do you think of Justine?”

Oh, this was a lot worse than he thought.

“Maddie, listen to me. You do not want to make yourself a third wheel. Especially not when it’s between your only human friends. If something goes wrong, you’re the one with the most shit left to deal with.”

Caspian wasn’t sure he should ask if Justine even liked guys, ‘cause if he misread her then that would just make this even more awkward. It hardly needed any help in that department.

“Then maybe you should try to transfer to our school! Meet more folks our age, it’s practically a fresh start!” Maddie gave Phineas a once over. “Not sure if we could pass you off as a student like this though.” 

While the girl was apologetic Phineas quickly shook their head in refusal. “Been there, not that! Too many people, crowds are bad.” Phin grimaced in thought. “And it’s so boring, I don’t get half of what was going on when I tried sitting in on Cas’s stuff.”

Caspian shook his head. “Hardly fresh for me at this point anyway.”

Maddie winced like she had forgotten that bit. “Okay. And yeah, being tied to me might not be the best of help there either. But it’s still something social, right?”

“If I get that desperate I’ll just start volunteering or try a “normal” job. Last thing I need is to enter a new high school as a late transfer leading to all sorts of questions about what I did to deserve that, especially if they learn my folks aren’t even here.”

“What you did?” Maddie frowned, looking more like a kicked puppy than she’d probably like to know. For a smart bullied kid, boy, she could be naive.

“Anti-social white boy with a chip on his shoulder comes out of nowhere late in his junior year. You do the math, Maddie. Only thing missing is the smoking gun, and who it was meant for.”

Maddie looked disgusted, but not at him. “Is that the sort of thing they’d say about you?”

He just shrugged it off. Phineas was clicking her nails like she was testing claws.

Between the two of them he’s starting to think it’s a good thing Ryudamon couldn’t be as active as Phin was at school. ‘Cause he didn’t have to deal with specific people bothering him.

If he had his own “Samara” he’s not sure what Phineas would have done to them.

He’s not sure if he would have convinced them not to the way he did to protect his mom.

“Would you really disagree with them if things were different?” He looks down at her and caught some doubt. That was enough for him. “You don’t need to feel too bad over it.”

She looks like she’s heard that before. “It still sucks.”

“That’s high school for you.” He hoped it’d come across as something of an absolution, but it didn’t. For either of them, ‘cause he certainly feels guilty for bringing it up. “But seriously, I’m fine, okay?” He sighed and tried to be a bit gentler. “Please don’t get any weird ideas, and start making assumptions or plans that don’t have anything to do with you. Nothing against you, or her, but this is not a good time for me right now.” 

Caspian squinted at his partner as Phineas nodded in agreement a bit too enthused for his comfort, despite their own role in making this a “bad time”.

“Fine, but if you’re not interested you can also just say that.” She scowled and she folded her arms in defeat, looking to the side in thought. “I didn’t really have a reason for not liking Gabe. Beyond him not being my dad. Some people just don’t click.”

Caspain snorted. “You liking him wasn’t really important.”

“I still could have tried harder, for my mom. Even before Dad reached out.” Maddie admitted with a weak shrug, probably her first time doing so out loud. “He did help and make her happy.”

“If you want to apologize for it, it’s kinda pointless to say it to me.” He looked down at her. “Last I checked I wasn’t a confessional.”

“Yeah, yeah, I got it. But don’t beat yourself up to much, okay?” She looked reluctant to go but there was an understanding there as she went to follow her mom downstairs with Ryudamon close behind.

Phin wasn’t getting out of it this time, and they knew it. 

“You’re the one who offered me the files. So, let’s see them.”

“Caspian. I’m serious.” Phineas tried to convince him. “We don’t need to do this tonight.”

“I know it’s serious.” He glared at them. “So what’s made you change your tune this much?”

She fiddled with cat's cradle between her fingers to avoid looking at him, silk work sloppy as she guessed at how it was meant to be played. “Because it’s no gift. I know you need to know, that’s why I made sure to get it back to you as soon as I could, but I don’t want you hurt.”

“I’ll be okay.” He said, recognizing this may well be a lie if it has them so worried for him. 

“No. You won’t.” She put her feet on the chair to curl in on herself. But she relented with a sigh. “Would you like to use a VR space or just borrow the office computer? I can keep David out of either, so you won’t be interrupted and he won’t need to know about anything you don’t want shared.”

“Just the office.” Caspian offered her a hand up but she ignored it, stalking towards the room like a death march. He didn’t tell them it was so he’d know if his crest did anything else weird tonight.

Even with Phin’s promise, he checked the system before readying the drive. “Is there anything on this you’d prefer to tell me in person?”

“Hannah’s 22, and that’s not her name.” Were the first words that came out, but she looked like she hadn’t intended on saying it.

Caspian felt colder than he had in a long time. He expected something about him or Holstrum.

But Hannah?

He barely heard himself ask, “What?”

“She’s an actress! That’s why I don’t like her, she’s not a bad person, but getting involved with you was just a job!” Phineas’s words were a pained rush, looking furiously around the room as she spun on her heel more than a true pace across it. “And fuck it! Maybe she is a bad person on her own too! A romance between 22 years and 17 IS bad for humans, right? A developmental gap? But she still took the gig!”

Phin’s hair was nearly out of its bun as she looked down at him with a desperate panic. “If this feels like too much, this is the least invasive part of what they’ve been doing your whole life Cas.” As much as they clearly wanted to, they didn’t make a single move towards the drive, settling on staring at it like they hope’d it’d catch fire. “I don’t know what to do with all of this.”

Ellen was right. The office is too small for two people. Between the bookshelves, moving boxes, bed, desk, and chair, there was only a bit of walking space. No real way to pull a chair beside him, so Phineas either had to stand by his side or sit anxiously on the bed.

Caspian tried to ground himself. Breathing didn’t work. Phin caught his hand when she rightly thought he might try scratching his arm, even if the sweater would keep him from doing any damage. He could see how much this had been eating at them.

Shame that he couldn’t bring himself to care.

“You don’t want to be another liar in my life? Talk.” His order was almost as cold as he felt.

“That’s all that is relevant about her role in this. Anything else with just a green mark on it is mostly about her, so you can skip those.” Phin’s defeated tone felt like it was trying to be an apology. “Red is Holstrum’s interviews, purple is footage of you, blue is for the project overview. Yellow is unrelated, but gives context for some trouble my shards got into while I was separated that still needs dealing with. The color coding was my addition to make the amount of less obviously technical stuff easier to prioritize for your time. Like how you said you were making your “map” earlier.”

He gave them a nod before putting it in. “Anything else you want to add?”

“I’m here for you.” She said firmly. “Always. Nothing changes that. And there is more that they were hiding off the books than you. I found Logorhythms’ UI backups, if you think they can help us.”

“UI have backups?” Caspian accepted that distraction.

“Whatever you’d call the original scan stuff if you never woke them up.” Phin shrugged, and her eyes lingered on his digivice. “I know David and Laurie are in there, their crests were. I think that’s why the UI’s call icons aren’t normal. The crest chose them as their humans, but they can’t tell which version is the “real” one, so they don’t know which one treat as the contact.”

So even if he lets this David decay, Maddie could have a third chance with her “dad”. One with as minimal a case of decay as possible, if they’ve been treating it as a pure backup. Maybe more if that version can be copied. That may well be the best news he’s had in the past hour.

“Y-yeah. I might be able to work with that.”

“They were a separate project so I didn’t want to weigh myself down with them. They were never meant to find out you existed, much less interact with you.” Phin let herself take a seat on the bed behind him, unsure of what else to do. “They seemed as safe as they can be and I have given them both extra security. I’m keeping watch over them.”

“Good. Keep doing that.” Caspian nodded. “Anything else?”

Phineas fidgeted. “Can you tell me what you learned, to make me this way?”

He looks at them sadly before dropping his eyes to the floor. “I think you can already guess. You knew what my goals for the day were, and we can say I skipped ahead.” Phin looked at him with wide eyes, but he cut them off. “I’m not going to do it though. I can’t. UI are too dangerous, and the fix that might work is based on your core, which wouldn't make them any safer.”

“But Maddie-”

“She’s been through it once before. Maybe it will hurt less with more closure and more time.” Caspian doesn’t believe a word of it. He just needs to say it so he can pretend that can be true.

Phineas clearly doesn’t either. She muttered more apologies as she curled in on herself again.

“Think she’ll be able to forgive us?”

Caspian doesn’t answer them, not even to correct them. Phineas had no say in this.

This was Caspian’s choice. Having a friend was a nice novelty, but clearly that just isn’t in the cards for him long term.

Caspian pushed himself away from the computer to sit beside Phin on the bed. He puts one arm around her, and she takes it as an invitation to fully embrace him. He can’t even bring himself to care that she pulls in too tight.

Phin wouldn’t stop murmuring apologies into his shoulder.

“Whatever I find on there isn’t your fault, right?” He says above her head. They nod theirs. “Then what are you apologizing for?”

“Because none of those bastards will,” Phin growled and he might have felt her bear her teeth. “Not enough. And they won't mean it.”

“We’ll see.” He assures her, and he can feel her eyes bore into him despite the angle. “If it’s bad enough we’ll make them pay for it. Heaven knows they should have the cash.”

Phineas gave a short broken sound divorced from a laugh.

He pat them on the shoulder before going back to the screen.

It was tempting to take their advice and get into it later. But if he did he wasn’t sure when “later” would be.

He had to know what’s been so important that his whole life has been haunted by it.

He’s safe here. In theory, he has support if he asks for it. Nothing here has felt unreal the way things could before. If there’s no good way to find out, this is about as good as he’ll ever get it.

Caspian shouldn’t have been surprised that his “good” always comes with a catch.

Chapter 15: Unfriendly Ghosts

Summary:

Hannah's last call caught more attention than she expected. Rachel has no idea what she's in for.

Notes:

It didn't feel right to leave Rachel out, so here she is and I hope she doesn't feel out of place. The next round of POVs will be Laurie, Maddie, and Caspian before getting shaken up again. Hope you all enjoy and as always I'm open to any questions, comments, or constructive critique!

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Rachel threw her phone in frustration once Caspian ended the call.

After everything she had done for this gig, she blew it! And it’s not like he just didn’t bite, she was made very aware of how often he had looked up her socials. She did everything they told her to, played every part to the best of her ability, and still, no dice! He’s gone. Job’s over.

She failed.

Cary had it right the first time, but he misjudged which direction. “Hannah” clearly didn’t stand a chance with this kid. Whatever was up with him and this experiment, she couldn’t reach him the way they had hired her to.

And now her mom’s gonna die because she couldn’t get the money.

She was stuck in some nowhere town, no job, and she couldn’t do anything to help the only family that matters.

She let out a sob in that empty house with nothing but boxes to play house with for a useless role.

What’s she supposed to do? Could she even get normal work now, or was her contract going to keep her from those too? To reduce the odds of Caspian realizing she was never who or what they had her claim to be.

Those bastards had no reason to support her if she couldn’t cut it, but their “social experiment” may give them reasons to limit her options.

She’s fucked. Her mom depended on her, and this was all she amounted to?

She had to practically sell her soul for a job this filthy, but she went for it anyway. Moved all the way from the east coast, all for a paycheck that won’t come. What an idiot.

Sobs gave way to a wail and scream. Not like she has anyone else to talk to that matters anymore.

How long will she be forced to go to that school? It serves no purpose for her, she already has a degree and it’s not like she can say anything to those kids she’s been made to lie to.

She couldn’t even bother with relief that her worries about that “intimacy” bullshit they required her to agree to won’t be an issue anymore. Her mom needed her to get this right.

Even if she tracked him down, now she’d just look insane or suspicious! Last time she reached out in person, he snapped at her, and digitally he ghosted her. One okay phone call of him apologizing for that doesn’t change the groundwork that was established.

Nothing there is strong enough for “Hannah” to seek Caspian out without massively breaking character. Definitely not for a guy who knows he’s never given her any clear signs of interest!

This is all Renee’s fucking fault. Her and Cary. Some handlers they were. Actually, scratch that. Renee’s crazy, but what she did wasn’t impossible to play off from. Cary chose to torpedo the whole thing.

Rachel could have worked with the guy being hurt. Playing Nightingale to get herself firmly in his good graces wouldn’t have been hard. She’s used to being a caretaker, and a high schooler’s broken arm is nothing compared to helping an adult woman battling cancer.

But having him leave? When she has zero reason to have a long distance anything with the guy? They screwed up, and screwed her.

And now, he’s with some other girl. A whole different family from the sounds of things.

He doesn’t need a fake girlfriend if he can catch a real one, and this one was definitely not on the payroll like Hannah was. If she was, nobody would have bothered Rachel about where he ran off to.

She wanted to scream again, but didn't want to risk a noise complaint. She wanted to break something, but she couldn’t let herself, not knowing how much of these props are covered or she’d need to pay for.

So, what’s she left with?

Nothing.

Nothing but a maelstrom of emotions, no outlets, and no plan.

She doesn’t even know who she could call, not with the NDAs tying her hands. If she breaks them, her hopes of a career are definitely over. And it’s way too late to call her mom back in Hoboken.

Her head’s pounding and she can barely see through her frustrated tears, but something clattered near where her phone landed. She needed to make sure she hadn’t broken it anyway.

She found a strange solid grey egg next to her only hope of a lifeline. Way too weird to have been from this set, too big to have ever been anything but a weird art piece, but she had no idea where else it could have come from.

When she picked it up it was warm and she felt movement inside. She must have gone insane. A part of her wanted to smash it on the ground just to see the shards fly, to hell with whatever’s inside. But she couldn’t.

She’s not heartless, just stressed. No harm in indulging a bit of madness at this point.

Rachel wrapped the bottom of it in a blanket like she remembered doing in a dragon game when she was growing up. Blanket if it shook from the cold, umbrella if it started to rain. And then you waited for it to hatch.

It barely took over a minute for it to crack, and when it does it crumbled in on itself. A hollow shell.

A broken noise came from her throat. Should have figured her imagination would have given her something as empty as she was.

Still, it was just giving her the hope of a distraction. Something to pour herself into to avoid her problems, like acting had been.

When she started cleaning it up, a strange smoke in the shell lingered. A small flame flickered at its tip, seemingly no source but a grey cloud.

The cloud looked at her with bright white specks, and with a woobly fanged mouth it cried. Not for her attention, but seemingly with her. Far cry from a dragon, but not being empty made it harder for her to see again as tears welled up.

Rachel didn’t know how long it lingered with her, neither daring touch. She didn’t see any good coming from trying, it couldn’t be real. This thing didn’t even smell like smoke. But she needed to eat something eventually, and she might as well continue playing along.

Her groceries were real enough, and the cloud enjoyed them. Everything it touched caught fire, turning to smoke to make itself bigger. Hopefully by morning she’ll have calmed down enough to see what actually happened to it, if she did genuinely burn the scraps or left them out overnight. 

When it had grown from the size of her palm to her arm, it changed. The tongue of flame flickered and expanded; the whole cloud being replaced with an armed fireball the size of a plate.

She had definitely lost her mind. But this was something she had that Candle Street couldn’t take away, even if that’s only because it wasn’t real.

The fire’s blue eyes looked at her with a kindness not based on lies that she hadn’t felt in months. Its mouth was seemingly sewn shut, but with enough slack to it that it could still open it some.

Before she could react to it her phone rang. Renee.

So, they do have enough tabs on her still to have noticed her call to Caspian. Just not enough on him to be any good at finding him.

Turning away from the living flame her head cooked up she took a grounding breath before taking the call, bracing to get chewed out for not contacting them the second she had finished to check in.

“So, how did it go?” The blonde’s voice is cold and clipped on the other end. An edge of rage under the surface, but that’s fairly standard for this woman.

“He’s content where he is, I couldn’t convince him to come back.” Rachel felt numb saying it out loud. Part of her felt like “ripping off a bandaid” was meant to hurt more. “Sounded like he was at a girl’s place but he didn’t want me to know that part. A “Kimmy” if that means anything to you. It doesn’t ring any bells from school, so that’s all I got.”

“Kimmy?” Renee’s voice sounds… Worried? Mostly skeptical, like she was expecting that to be as fake as “Hannah”. Rachel heard a hiss of realization. “Oh, Goddamnit. The Kims.”

“So, you know her?” Rachel asked more out of social habit than interest.

She heard a deeper voice say something to Renee, probably Cary, before getting a response. “We have an idea. We’ll get back to you if anything gets back on track.”

“You aren’t going to tell her?” Cary’s voice was clearer this time, and angry.

There was some muffled bickering before Renee got back to her, Rachel was surprised she hadn’t ended it there despite Cary’s objection. “Fine. There have been more complications. If you hear from him again, be careful, and don’t be as slow to let us know.” Her orders were icy as she went on. “Legal said the wrong thing about the project and there was an… Incident.”

Rachel felt a chill and the weight of two fiery eyes staring into her. If it’s in her head, it “heard” that, but she might have underestimated how real a psychotic break could feel before now. But that was something she kept to herself as she probed instead. “What kind of incident?”

“The type that means we lost said legal advisor.” Renee’s tone brokered no room for further discussion. “We don't know if it’s directly linked to the Caspian situation or not, so don’t reach out without informing us. If he contacts you, proceed as normal, and don’t wait for us to call you.”

“Understood,” Rachel lied, knowing that sort of blind obedience was what Renee normally liked to hear.

“No, you fucking don’t.” The woman’s venom made her flinch despite the distance between them. “You’ll get a payment for this in a few days, but if we can’t get back on track consider our agreement null and void.”

Renee didn’t need to say that, but Rachel nodded with a pit in her stomach. “Got it, ma’am.”

Renee must have been satisfied given how quickly the line went dead. Rachel turned back to face what amounted to her dinner and “guest”.

She let herself scream; consequences be damned. Not at the imaginary monster, which hadn’t even flinched, but at everything else.

Its fiery body shifted in time with her voice, every curse she hurled at life’s obstacles be they people or circumstances. Touching more food made it grow, same as when it was a cloud but only by intensifying their flames. But it fed with a purpose to it, its attention rarely leaving her.

When both were sated, it changed again. This time the fire changed from conventional red oranges to a bright blue. Its body elongated and developed more definition to it. A goofy-looking witch hat atop a distinct “head”, a furred neck collar, hell she could tell where it had a “body” at all. When it finished it looked like a cartoony ghost, lips still sewn shut and the blue eyes seemed deeper to make up for the lost contrast.

It took the phone from her hands, this time its fire leaving it be with only a mild warmth on her fingers. The wisp looked at the screen a moment before turning it back to face Rachel.

A chatbox showed up from nowhere, seemingly unprompted. The specter’s sewn lips moved as if it was mumbling and made matching words appear on the screen in time with the motion.

“You don’t have to hurt anymore.”

She didn’t know what to make of that and her confusion must have been plain on her face.

“You don’t have to hurt him.”

That scared her more than she was at the start of whatever this episode was.

“I’ll take care of us.”

It smiled at her, its expression looking sadder the more her face betrayed her horror, and it vanished from sight, leaving the phone floating mid-air before it was gingerly placed on her lap.

Her phone opened her bank app unbidden, unseen fingers flicking through the pages and filling out passwords she’s never told a soul, until it landed on her savings account.

There were way too many zeroes for that number to be right. Like a child would add if told they didn’t have enough without understanding the funds they actually needed or the effort it would take to make it.

The monster’s eyes and mouth glowed dimly from the screen, overlaying its “gift” with an ominous grin.

Between the shock and the stress, Rachel felt her world spin before going dark.

When she opened her eyes the sun was out and a blanket was laid on top of her, with an attempt made to stretch her out so she’d be less of a tense mess when she woke up.

Smoke was in the air, coming from the kitchen but not enough to set off any literal or metaphorical alarms, reminding her exactly why she hadn’t made it to her bed the night before. 

A look at her phone showed that her bank account was as fat as her hallucination-buddy had left it. And next to her phone was some sort of round smartwatch with a blue silicon band, like the color of the ghost-thing.

Evidence was mounting up that this thing wasn’t just in her head.

After she did some stretches to work out the floor’s kinks she stumbled her way to the kitchen, and the living halloween mascot was floating over a stove, pan in hand, trying to cook.

Her phone was on the counter next to it, pausing and rewinding despite looking untouched as the video on it tried to give some basics on bacon. There were a few successes with a scrambled egg on darkened toast on a plate beside them already. 

Most of the smell came from the failures that the ghost slid straight from the pan to its sewn mouth, a tongue of blue flame engulfing the burned strips on contact in place of normal eating. The ghost heard her startle at the sight and immediately brought everything to a halt, a quick swish of the pan to get everything “safe” on the plate and what wasn’t went back to them.

It gave a nervous wave and gestured to its attempt at breakfast before floating further back, anxiously clapping the tips of its fingers together to see if it made a passing grade.

All things considered, it definitely looked edible. Hallucinations shouldn’t have a taste, right?

It was a bit on the bland side, but it felt real. Which meant this thing should be too.

One last firm way to test that.

Her hand wouldn’t stop shaking, but trembling fingers obeyed her enough to make a call. A video call, the second this thing let itself be visible to her again.

She didn’t know if she should feel relieved when Cary picked up, the man looked confused for a moment but Rachel must have looked like enough of a mess for him to tap it down.

Before he could ask questions she flipped cameras, making sure to catch all of that thing that was either a very strong hallucination or something far more complicated.

“What is that?” Cary asked, trying to keep his cool but Rachel caught how his breath hitched.

The chill that rippled over her didn’t feel as comforting as knowing this was “real” should be.

Her little ghost startled at his voice and hid in a blink. Unluckily for her, her video died at the same time.

“Hey! I need someone else to tell me that they can see you- or that I’m not crazy- OR that you’re not something dangerous!”

Two red words took over her entire screen. “NOT. THEM.”

“Why not?!”

“Bad people.” It blinked, each line having a moment on a screen that she couldn’t use until it was done. “They hurt the chosen child.”

“They’re all I have!” She snapped at it and the ghost reappeared with a scowl. But it wavered under her glare so she kept going. “I’m not about to add to my mom’s stress with whatever you are, and I need someone who isn’t me to tell me I’m not seeing things.”

“Don’t trust them.” The words blinked in white, making it feel softer. She couldn’t tell if it meant it didn’t or was trying to warn her not to so she assumed the latter to split the difference.

“I’m not, but there’s less that will fall back onto me if I keep them in the loop.” She looked to the side at the boxes in the corner where a dining room should have been.

“Loop or Noose?” It blinked back, after the ghost followed her gaze and cocked its head at her.

“Excuse me?!” She sputtered with panic, “What sort of “hurt” were you talking about? I was hired for a social experiment, so yeah, emotional hurt, I understand you accusing me of. But nobody's dying over that!”

It tried to make its font smaller as a flame flickered with annoyance from its hat. “Broke his arm. Break his heart. Break him so he'd grow "right".”

“Okay. See how none of those was people dying?” She shook her head in frustration, “I didn't sign on for whatever accident happened to him, but nobody told me that was from anything self-inflicted. Is that what you meant by a "noose"?”

The ghost spun partway in the air rather than just its head. “No, not for him. Those that threaten him. I'm here to keep you out of it.”

With a deep breath at this dubious "progress" Rachel asked, “Who told you to?”

It completed a rotation in thought, before slumping. “Complicated.”

“As simple as you can.”

“Our maker likes the boy. The one who dropped me is scared he’ll snap. You are the most innocent of those at risk. So I'll protect you.”

“And those are two different people?” She asked slowly.

“Not people.” The screen said but its body nodded at being two separate things.

“Are you a “person”?”

“Monster, a Ghostmon." The text said and it brought up an image on the watch she found that said the same thing. "Our Maker isn’t a monster, but all of the Deva are.”

“And a “Deva” dropped your egg?” She clarified, mildly surprised considering it a "ghost" was that literal.

It nodded. “To atone.”

“Atone?” She echoed with a concerned scowl. “For what? What Renee said about “Legal”?”

It swallowed but kept its eyes on the floor. “Second strike. Prevent third.”

Rachel’s phone buzzed, showing Cary was trying to reconnect with his own video call.

“I’m going to accept this.” She told it and it winced but gave a nod.

“Rachel, what was that thing?” Cary asked her looking rather shaken.

“I don’t know, I just needed proof I wasn’t seeing things.” She said but as soon as her ghost was on camera again it blinked itself out of sight.

“I’m not trusting something I can’t see!” Rachel snapped at it and it went back to how it was, though the thing was frowning worriedly at her. “Is this the “incident” you were trying to warn me about?” She asked Cary, and the blue flame looked hurt and… Guilty? Nervous, definitely.

Cary seemed to be keeping the phone away from Renee, but she couldn’t tell what the woman did or didn’t know. She knew Renee had the louder voice outside of any of their “roles”. This was something weirder than anything she signed up for.

“Is it?”

“No, it’s not the same one,” Cary told her. “The ones we’ve seen have all been bug shaped. Has it changed at all, does it want anything?”

“Shut up Cary-”

“There’s more than one of these things Renee, we can’t overlook that!” He snapped at the woman and gave Rachel his full attention.

This is real enough, unless she’s gotten to the point this whole call is imagined. Her ghost is “real” and it’s not the only one people have seen. Even how it changed was “expected”.

“It was an egg before you called.” She told him with some relief. “It changed twice to get bigger after I gave it some food and got stressed out. It told me “I don’t have to hurt "him" anymore”.”

“Is “he” Caspian?” Cary asked.

The ghost nodded, looking disgusted with itself.

“Did he “fix” you too?”

It shook its head without breaking a glare to the camera.

The Cary on Rachel’s screen sputtered, messy glitchy text overlaid it. “I need a screen.”

She couldn’t know what, if anything, might have been on Cary’s end. “It can’t talk, so either I give it a screen to talk through or it will take one of ours. It was trying to mess with my bank account last night, so I wouldn’t need to “hurt him” for your job.”

“The one we saw with Caspian could travel through phones, so the tech bent is consistent.”

The ghost rolled its eyes at the man’s summation. A woman’s voice gave a short shriek of panic, and the ghost gave a cackle like fire snapping.

“It found a screen?” Rachel asked and shook her head at the thing’s rudeness. It gave its own swears on hers at the woman’s expense to defend its choice. Not that she'd disagree with the words it chose, but she raised a brow at its apparent dictionary.

“Yeah. You could say that.” Cary sounded tense as he looked at Renee’s phone. “We can’t “Leave him alone”, it’s not that simple.”

The ghost shook its head in disappointment and made a clip from the news play through Renee’s phone. Rachel recognized it as being from the reports of Alliance’s CEO’s death.

“First strike.” Appeared on Rachel’s phone overtop a glitchy report of one of their engineers going missing.

“What happens on the third strike?” She asked with dread but it shook its head with a shrug.

“Waiting over. Deva decide.”

“Will that be bad for us?” Rachel asked and the ghost gave a shrug.

“Depends on Vote. Some like humans, some don't.”

“Are “Deva” your leaders?” Cary asked and it shook its head with a wicked grin.

“Too weak. Regents. “Angels” to “Gods”.”

“And you’re waiting for these “Gods”?” He asked again and it nodded.

“Are these “Gods” your “Maker”?” Rachel asked and it winced when it shook its head but stayed silent.

“What do you want?”

“Home. Peace.” It answered, and glared at the man through the screen. “Give Gods more time.”

“By stopping this “third strike”?”

“Yes.”

“Stopping Caspian’s “monster”.” Cary pushed.

“Slow it, if needed.” It corrected. “Older than me. Stronger than me.”

“But you will help us,” Renee stated to it over Cary and if this monster had teeth it would have been gritting them.

“Only Rachel.” It corrected again as its flames hissed at her.

“So if we bring you to where Caspian is, you’ll stop his monster from causing her problems?” Cary asked it calmly as he glared at his partner.

It looked to Rachel with concern, eyes asking if that’s what she’d want.

Rachel stayed quiet until she heard Renee give an annoyed huff. “If you make this thing take his out of commission, we’ll consider the job done. Paid in full, all three years. How’s that sound?”

“You have money.” It flashed on her screen to object, but Rachel shook her head at it.

She couldn’t trust whatever glitch that caused. That money couldn’t be real, if it was that easy to scam a bank then who’d ever bother working?

“Then you’ll terminate the contract and all previous agreements made with it,” Rachel said with more authority than she felt she had, but neither adult objected to her terms. ”Officially this will be what exactly?” She asked, smothering the feeling that she was pushing her luck.

“A lump sum payment, no strings attached. How about half up-front, in addition to knowing that we won't be taking back that first mill?” Renee’s voice sounded like she was smiling, a rare sight enough without being part of her act. “You can go back to looking for whatever shitty tv show will hire you as an extra, or whatever it is you wanted to do.”

Her ghost stared at her with worry, hands clenched tight enough the cuffs were sputtering, but it looked like it would go with whatever she decided.

As if she really had a choice.

She knew Candle Street’s checks have gone through before, no matter who they're a shell for. This is money she can rely on. That her mom's hospital will accept. And with a change in conditions, slipping up won't be enough to steal that all away and leave her mom dying in debt.

It’s not a sure thing to save her, no treatment ever is, but at this stage, it’s their best chance. She'll even be able to go back home to help her.

She’s not letting her down again.

Chapter 16: Enlightenment

Summary:

Laurie was used to knowing what things in life could cost her and what she could afford. It was easier when both of those were only in currency.

Chapter Text

Laurie was not expecting her day to be so bureaucratic. Definitely didn’t see herself needing to defend how she chose to support her husband to a giant eastern dragon.

In Majiramon’s defense, the feeling seemed very mutual.

“What financial advice I give my husband is none of your business.” She tries to sound as level-headed as she can. She knows how fat cats are with appearances. “This was my job before I was uploaded; why would I support him any other way?”

“Because you’re interfering with the human systems.” Its voice is booming but only due to its size, to their credit they are taking as many pains to be professional about this as she was. “As Digimon, we must know our limits; where we can and where we must not interact with for us to maintain balance with the humans who live alongside us. These lessons will help “UI” as well.”

“So what, because I’m “dead” I have to just sit idly by knowing all the ways I could be helping those I care about?”

The dragon looked down at her, large moose-like antlers with symbols she doesn’t feel like translating adding to its looming figure. But still, it’s not trying to be intimidating, there is no aggression. Just a civil mask over natural frustration. 

“I understand the desire to meddle all too well. When the circumstances do align best for me it is most difficult to curb the impulse to pursue them if it is against my master, Azulongmon’s, needs. And wanting your fair dues for your work is all too reasonable, Lady Lowell. But this is my task as designated by His will.”

“Micromanagement?” She knew the attitude in her tone wasn’t doing her favors, but it was hard to hold a tongue she doesn’t have anymore.

“Protecting all major forms and flows of finances from digital interlopers.” He corrected without judgment. “This is explicitly to include UI in addition to my own kin.” He looked far out to fields of Digimon he may very well see at his angle. “Money can be a difficult concept for Digimon to grasp. They don’t understand how changing, erasing, or undoing anything could have disastrous fallout to both individual humans or our people as a whole by the risk of discovery.”

Laurie does raise a brow, “So you’ve all started designating your own judge, juries, and executioners on the dos and don’ts of hacking?”

“Only what we can immediately identify as what’s needed for the safety and betterment for all. As I understand, you are correct in that your contracts didn’t disbar you from using your well-compensated skillset for yourself within reason. But “reason” is a far trickier beast to tame now.”

“We’ve been doing this for far longer than you’ve been around, can you at least grandfather us in?” She doesn’t want to spend too much time on this.

“I will grant you, your human proxy does do much in explaining the difference between your actions and how some Digimon have tried “fixing” the financial woes of humans that strike their fancy. But you will need to consider changing how you operate. You know full well why a series of checks and balances is necessary when the beings involved function so differently.” 

“But we’re not a part of your system.” Laurie may not be the best reflection of it as she and Joanie are now, but he doesn’t disparage her. “All UI have been part of these aspects of life before, and most should understand restraint. We can’t be held to your standards on our “normal” process. When there’s enough of us for it to be an issue let us handle ourselves.”

“UI aren’t in a place to check or be checked the way Digimon are; I’m not attempting to go so far. But I must do what I can to keep the numbers in line with human expectations to minimize human strife. Some debts that exist may be unjust, but dues are owed all the same. I can allow tweaks to odds, subtle favors where needed to encourage a healthier flow of commerce as a whole, but my kinsman?” Majiramon gave a laugh of a snort at the idea. “They would gladly wipe all slates clean and add to their hearts desires if they find a human or purpose they fancy.”

Ah. Okay. So forgiving too many debts is what caused this intervention? Maybe she did go a bit far with some of her petty revenge against her enslavers.

“You understand why I must play my part, yes?” His eyes were understanding, kinder than she expected with his miserly reputation. “The path to humanity’s hell would be paved by our best intentions. We can’t simply keep the unwise among us from providing aid without due process.”

“And if I don’t you’ll hit me with a ton of bricks for trying to evade that process?”

“Nothing less than gold bars for you, Lady Lowell.” There was no jest in his tone. Joanie’s memories warned her his threat was a promise of cold really hard cash. He was an odd duck to read.

“Duly noted. If I notice any major financials in need of “adjusting” I will consult with you first.” She can’t get out of this without concessions, and the dragon doesn’t seem too unreasonable.

“Thank you kindly, Lady Lowell.” He bows deeply to her, made awkward by his massive form. “Should I or my fellows require a better understanding of the systems we wish to maintain you will be the first I suggest. Not to disrespect the opinions of Lords Chanda or Kim.”

“Are there many in these sorts of roles yet? Among the ones who aren’t up to speed yet.” Laurie asked, but her focus wasn’t all here. He may not recognize it, either giving her the benefit of the doubt from her condition or their own blindspot.

“Not so much that all 12 of us are required to be so hands-on. Even at the best of times our Ox the truthseeker, is loath to linger on any material concerns of others, while their opposite, our haughty Horse, is much too engrossed by your “influencer cultures” to bother with other matters. Others like our Tiger and Snake are purely combatants so they see no means to help as of yet.”

“The Boar serves as our observer through their fellow Bumon until they can properly evolve, no inhuman digital action ever escapes their notice so we can be aware of what may need judgment so it may be sent to the respective guardian. Andiramon, the rabbit, has taken it upon themselves to better enforce the attempts humans make at protecting their youngest minds and eyes when online, though we are aware it can be a dangerous line to tread alone and given our very different developmental experiences.” 

“Makuramon, the Monkey, is hard at work seeking common threads to base larger judgments and also serves as our lead investigator, ever curious to find the motives behind Digimon interventions. The Rooster keeps those investigations from leaving unwanted traces in addition to enforcing a strict separation between the means our denizens keep contact with each other, and is prepared to find integrations between the two should humanity accept Digimon as your unusual neighbors. Caturamon, the dog, keeps in close touch with their fellow servants of Baihumon and is in charge of tracking acts to ensure all remain justified and do not exceed the reasons behind them.”

“Pajiramon, the Sheep who knows all dreams, is working on how to best handle their domain and focusing on creating more virtual spaces for our own kinsmen based on their new sources of inspiration. Kumbhiramon, the Rat, is limiting their efforts to providing advice or stimulation to human minds who seem in most need of their… particular brand of support.”

Well, that’s a dangerously vague phrase. Joanie remembered them as the type to mix aggression, haughtiness, and a thin cute veneer so his loss for words wasn’t unexpected.

Joanie had a feeling about the combatants, and Laurie agrees it was worth speaking up about. “As I understand Mihiramon is a tactician who is nearly on par with the Royal Knight Duftmon when they take the form of a beast, is that correct?”

The old dragon looked impressed with her as he nodded his head. “When they return to being a Mihiramon, you are correct. But our Tiger is not, so I will not slight them with an untrue name should any situations change.”

“Perhaps they could help with “balancing” Digimon in human games they’ve started integrating with? It’s the closest we have to terrain for them to take advantage of and their speed could interfere before human players notice anything’s more amiss than their new normal.” Laurie tilts her head as she hears Joanie whisper another in her ear, unseen by all. 

“Sandira- Your “snake”,” She corrected herself, “might be best checking the dark web. The skill level of its users is on average higher and the likelihood of illegal or harmful activities is higher as well. If they prefer to stop “evil”, that is where I’d assume they’d have the easiest time of it.”

“Thank you kindly for the suggestions, I will pass this on to them.” His words are genuine, but he started to rub his talons in a way Laurie finds too familiar with someone about to get to business. “Now, if I may ask something direct of yourself?”

Joanie knew not to refuse. Everything Majiramon does is meant to have a price, he does nothing for free. The trick is knowing how he values things and keeping your books balanced.

“Of course.” Laurie might as well address her previous conclusion. “My apologies if forgiving debts caused you any complications.” She knows how to frame this now. “I was doing my part to reclaim the wealth my former employers had made from me without repaying Cody our share. We don’t want that money for ourselves so I saw fit to give back by putting it towards individuals who could use the help, as direct action instead of donating it to charities.”

There was a delight in the old dragon’s eyes as he laughed, “Nonsense, if anything you have well under-sold the value your younger sister continues to make for those people! Your numbers are quite impeccable, it was your “direct action” that we feared could risk giving Digimon the wrong ideas..” His smile got smaller and took the look of a man ready to talk shop. “That is part of why I must ask you if you could use some of your outstanding credit to benefit another.”

“So, in exchange for your information’s worth, you want me to give this person equal value?”

“If the numbers agree with you, of course, Lady Lowell.”

“Who is it for and why?” Laurie materialized an office chair to sit in, as she remembered doing in her previous life. The centaur-like way the dragon held himself didn’t give him many sitting options, but he seemed settled enough.

“To validate an inappropriate addition of funds caused by one gluttonous Ghostmon to their tamer, Rachel Brooks, to ensure her mother will not be denied any needed cancer treatments.”

“How much, and what makes this case so special to you?”

“5 million USD, as she had been promised by Logorythms for an acting job which fell through for no fault of her own, to ensure her continued emotional and physical safety.”

Laurie leaned forward, hands clasped under her chin as she took this in. She looked up at the heavenly general. “And why does this put her physical safety in danger? Is she still a dependant?”

“No, she is established enough as an adult despite only having a bit over two decades to her. Her role put her in a…” He hummed to himself, looking to an antler in search of a word, “Unwise position regarding the bearer of Knowledge. The beast of Revelation has well proven their worth as his protector, so Ghostmon wishes to give her all she needs to permit a "clean break" from this before her subtle cruelty is known to him.”

Laurie stifled a snort at the grandiose title in spite of the dragon’s deadly serious tone. “Is that what the goth is calling it now? I thought it was “Phineas”.”

“No, Lady Lowell.” His eyes were cold, but not harsh. Like one might look at a child for not recognizing how hurtful an intended joke could be if they said it at a funeral.

He didn’t intend to say more. This, he felt was out of her paygrade.

He was trying to undersell her, and she raised a baffled brow at that.

“You’re asking for a lot of money, and most of what you’ve given me is information I already needed to know if I’m meant to be a link between your world and Cody’s. Even if you want to argue you deserve an early fee, it’s not like this is some “exclusive” take, and I can only tip you so much before it’s charity work. So, what exactly makes this a nearly 5 Million dollar question?” Laurie glared up at the Dragon as she rephrased it. “What is it about “Knowledge’s” partner Digimon that scares you so much?”

He pulled an abacus from his vest and clicks away some values himself, but they both well know it's just for show. He took a deep breath, but there’s a deeper pride in his gaze as he nods.

She is worth the story behind this “Revelation”, because she knows her value.

“We don’t like to address the one Knowledge has tamed. They are older than most other beings, and even if they break the laws we make the Sovereign I serve are not fit to judge Them. They are the first plural: The aftermath of evolution’s failures and mistakes. Every mind ever lost or altered by their transformations. Every little-death that robs us of memory. An outstanding cache of all data that loses its place goes to them as surely as the negative emotions that further fuel them. As such, we wish to treat them with reverence. They are always here, always listening, no matter how our world has tried to ignore it, so we can too ignore its call for us to all join oblivion.”

He conjured a massive shadow, just visual data, to put a face to this. A humanoid torso crudely wired into unusual geometry, an army of claws coming from chains of double helixes sprouting from nearly every facet.

What little of its face can be seen despite its helm conveys only malice and madness. But not that of a beast. Those wild eyes were uncanny but human, and while the teeth were far too sharp that was a mouth, not a maw.

“This is The Apocalymon, Lady Lowell. This is what the crests were needed for the Digidestined, in all of their powers and gifts, to have had any hope of exorcising. The testament to our weaknesses and flaws as a species. This is what your Knowledge healed, and brought to heel. It doesn’t matter to us what they are currently, or if he teaches It to avoid that final form. He made the Digimon-That-Wasn’t one of us again. And it can, will, and has killed for his sake.”

“Who?” Her mouth felt like it was dry even though she knows it can’t be, voice soft but burning. "When? How?"

“Deirdre Ryan, a lawyer that was employed by Julius Pope at Logorythms, two days ago in her own home. The humans can not prove foul play, Kodokugumon’s borrowed poisons are unknown to them and it appears as just an unfortunate heart attack. I can provide you with the unaltered security footage if so desired.”

“Yes,” Laurie said out of obligation. She couldn’t allow herself to look away from this. This was the role she’s meant to take; keeping the peace between two worlds she’s only half a part of. “Will I owe you for this?”

“No, Lady Lowell. There was value in being permitted to spread the warning. We’ve had shards of The Apocalymon before, but Mephismon and the Meicoomon were both naturally born and could not directly spread this way. Knowledge’s involvement is quite different. We’re used to human children being godlings to us; oddities that bring boons unimaginable. The adults rarely compare. But this “child” is on the cusp of something greater.” His voice betrays his terror. “He’s not on an edge, but a needle’s tip. We know he’ll fall, soon, and when he does something will break. We just don’t know if it will be him, us, or something we can’t foresee.”

“I’ll keep an eye on him.” She doesn’t know what else to say. She tried to make light of it, “You’re hardly the first person to be scared of how a teenager may turn out. I was a menace at that age.”

“It’s almost poetic,” Majiramon muses to himself. “The Digidestined who bore Knowledge when Apocalymon stole its physical form had the voice of the Eldest Child, the one who walks among humans as “Sami”, who defeated this very same chaos for our sakes. Even those old enough to recognize it didn’t fear Koushiro Izumi for that similarity. Now Knowledge is taunting us for not taking that warning more seriously by turning the hourglass the other way.”

She’s looked up when they’ve used given names like this before, always coming up empty. So often Japanese names at that. Joanie either won’t or can’t tell her why this is. Laurie will need to find someone else to ask about this.

Majiramon has well earned Rachel her paycheck for all of this, she can’t afford to get greedy.

“Are you sure we’re even, Majiramon?” Laurie took to her feet, ready to extend her hand to seal negotiations if the business is settled. He nodded gratefully and extended a single claw for the formality.

“It is a pleasure doing business with one who also understands the value all things were meant to have.” His voice is too loud but very genuine. “May fortune favor and follow you, Lady Lowell.”

“Hardly need to ask it to do the same for you, sir. But do take care of yourself.” She weakly smiles back to the beast, who gives a single content chuckle.

She returns to her cabin and takes a moment to breathe. Laurie sought out “Rachel Brooks” to ensure her bank account is as Majiramon wished it, and goes to her mother from there.

Hard to imagine one bad job could get some kid on a dark God’s hit list. Dangerous times indeed.

Maddie warned that “Phineas” has already made many small Kodokugumon, that according to its tamer were very different from the “Kodokugumon” he made.

The original was close to a large fat cat in size and mostly purple, the copies were a lot smaller and largely yellow. Closer to how the fully grown versions would turn out, as when they grew they skipped the rookie stage to be weaker champions.

Laurie opened the video file Majiramon gave her of the attack. It was tiny and yellow, even if they didn’t doctor the image to keep Digimon hidden this one would have been hard to notice.

Gage probably doesn’t even know what it’s done yet, given the original lost hold of the leash to its spawn. If Laurie got to it quickly enough maybe she can keep it that way.

If she consumed its experience data upon defeating it the memories shouldn’t flow back to the source, with or without the original way Apocalymon functioned raising the odds of it happening.

Finding this rogue fragment wasn't too difficult, but the location was worrying. It was in the home network of a woman named Renee. Renee Keyes.

There didn't seem to be any connective tissue to Ryan. But she had ties to a teenager that wasn't Maddie. This was Gage's mother.

Caspian Keyes recently went to a hospital for a fractured forearm. Hit by a narrow blunt object, like a hammer or narrow pipe, in line with a defensive wound.

He isn't in that house anymore. He's with David. And if they were keeping his home "safe" while he's gone, they wouldn't be this specific in who they are watching. They couldn't care less about his father, which more official complaints had taken issue with in the past.

Laurie didn't like the picture she was getting from these pieces. But there was nothing tying Ryan to any abuse.  Not unless someone was very good at covering up for her.

The two women might have known each other through Holstrum once, but that would have been before the boy was born. No recent contact that she can see.

If the tamer being abused was what drove his incomplete digimon into a killer frenzy, why would they go after some random actress?

A second glance answered that. The school's records had her as a student, under a fake name, and several years younger.

Her reasons behind that were her business, as long as she wasn't doing anything with those kids they'd all regret. 

A Digimon overcorrecting due to partial information is plausible. Their boy getting a crush that could get him "hurt" after they've seen him get hurt physically could be what has the Deva worried. Unless Majiramon undersold what sort of role she was playing.

If Deidre had required the spying on Caspian, and then did nothing after having proof of abuse, that could have made them blame her for the escalation. His feelings towards his mother could be too complicated for them to lash out at her right now.

Why would Logorhythms care this much? Are they just protecting their own at her son's expense?

Laurie figured she had more than enough to confront the shard with.

The remaining concerns would be if it chose to fight. Joanie would have been able to hold her own against this sort of Champion easily. 

But if the flaw caused her to error out mid-fight, that could prove fatal. Asking Chanda for backup was straight out; They can't trust him or Lucemon.

That would leave David or Maddie, and between the two Maddie was the one with a partner.

She sent Ryudamon a message through his game of choice that he could trace before she headed into the spider's nest. If all went well, it should be settled long before the two kids showed up.

If it didn't, she shouldn't be in a position to complain about the support.

Cables like film trimmings in a blank white cyberspace gave way to deep blue boxes bound by spider thread. Yellow-striped spiders skittered, carrying glowing cyan data packets to continue growing this hub.

This was at least the second hub, Joanie added. She was sure they weren't just replicating a space they've seen before in ages past. They were recreating a recent nest.

Neither the UI or AI could guess where the previous could have been. Building their nest in the shadow of their master's personal digital spaces was the most expected thing. Nobody's complaining about a mass of spiders coming from anywhere but the physical world, but that can't be it.

Wherever they've been reproducing has to be fairly isolated. Maybe somewhere without a wireless connection, that's also keeping most of this swarm isolated.

Given the size of the Dokugumon at its center, that theory felt right. It wouldn't be much longer until Ultimate was possible.

This piece of a partnered monster could easily pass for a normal Digimon. It even changed its own designation. This was "Nea", not Phineas or feral.

Nea recognized Laurie, and it tilted its head at her intrusion.

<YOU ARE BACK>

Laurie shook her head at the strange sound it made. It didn't manage words, but had learned a crude bypass for conveying intent.

This was less like talking and more like hitting your skull quickly enough to pass for bone conduction. If it wasn't so calm, she'd have assumed it was an exploit.

<APOLOGIES FRIEND>

Nea was picking up on their- her system's flaws. Her eyes lit up as she tried to find another way to manage speech.

"No, this will work. But I'm here because the Deva are concerned." Laurie led with, and the spider looked morose at the declaration. "Do you understand why?"

Nea hesitated, either looking for words or a less unnatural means to convey them, but settled for what they had.

<WE MADE THE BAD HUMAN STOP>

"It was worse than "stopping" her, Nea."

<WE HAD TO DO SOMETHING> Nea's forepaws combed through her hair like a nervous habit. <RYAN WAS A THREAT>

“She was human. You could have reached out to one of us so we could redirect any proof of whatever you caught her doing to human authorities, and have her properly judged.” Nea was already shaking her head as Laurie spoke, but Laurie forced herself to keep going. “This didn’t have to end up like Prasad, we had other options.”

<PROOF HARD> Nea confessed as her head swiveled sideways more than shook. <HID TOO MUCH> <POPE DISMISSED THREAT> <COULD HAVE ACTED ANY TIME> <OUR FAULT>

“Which part was “your fault”?”

<CAS TOLD CARY> <CARY TOLD POPE> <RYAN HEARD> <DIGIMON SCARY> <TOO MANY INTERFENCES> <TOLD POPE TO STOP> <NEA STOP DANGER TO CAS>

Laurie sighed and rubbed her temple to try and keep herself in order despite how every line made her code quake. It was still more annoying than harmful. “How was this putting him in danger?”

<LAURIE OWES CAS TOO>

“You’re not answering me, and he only did me one favor-“

<CAS GAVE LAURIE FREEDOM> <GAVE LAURIE CODY> <GAVE CODY LAURIE>

“He didn’t even know that’s what that algorithm was for!” Laurie snapped back. The monster roared back at the aggression without thought behind it, only a wave of betrayal.

<CAS NEEDS HELP>

"And he's getting helped by the Kims."

<NOT ENOUGH>

"Do you think what you're doing is helping?"

 <PROTECT CAS>

"By killing people? You think that's what he'd want?"

<RYAN WANTED PROJECT TERMINATED> It hissed, trying to give more information than Laurie was willing to take on. Trying would take too much from her. <RYAN WOULDN'T STOP>

“So what, she deserved to die over it? Isn’t that what you wanted?” Laurie was just biding time. Its attempts to make her understand are genuine, but that makes her all the more disgusted at it. “If the project was just about keeping him under surveillance or grooming him-“

<CAS IS THE PROJECT> Nea launched file after file at her, but now Laurie let herself take the risk of skimming what she could. 

“The Caspian Project.” Genetic Engineering meets a life’s worth of manipulation for one goal.

… oh. oh, that’s. no.

Nea’s fury nearly abated at her pause, hopeful at her recognition. It was right.

Laurie can understand. And hearing Ryan’s words demanding something as dangerously vague as “termination” over something that was already this inhumane made it clear why Nea didn’t trust it to mean she “just” meant to destroy Caspian’s world by cutting him loose.

This still didn’t excuse ending a life.

Even if it's one that insisted on trying to end another’s over something as stupid as a liability.

What sort of person phrases having a teenager killed to cover their own tracks like this? Not one anyone should miss if they meant it.

But that doesn’t mean there won’t be. Just like Prasad. Chanda’s been too tight-lipped on what happened to him specifically for her comfort.

There’s no proof against him beyond what he’s confessed to though, unlike Nea. Laurie’s seen the footage. Footage Nea had to have left as exactly that.

Unlike Sami and Chanda’s mutual defense this is an open-and-shut case. If Nea reunited with the original Phineas who knows how that will spiral? Assuming this was an action she took without their permission. Without their own tamer’s oversight.

No, if she’s claiming this was “protecting him” and not leading with it being an order or request then he must be in the dark. The point about the original may still stand.

There’s no telling what the last orders to this proxy were before they grew into a beast.

She felt its heart break as she levels her blade at them.

“You went too far. We have to be better than this. For all of us.”

<SORRY> Its jaw trembled without bothering to try mimicking the word as its eyes went red. <DON’T WANT TO HURT LAURIE> <NEA STILL USEFUL FOR PHINEAS> <HELP CAS>

Laurie felt a strange quiver in how it used “Phineas”. Every noun felt concrete, like an image leaving no room for confusion, but “Phineas” had four.

“Phin” was obvious, though it was far more humanoid than she heard it look like. “Nea” was still part of that. But that left two others, assuming the second Dokugumon wasn’t for the general swarm.

Whoever the “third” was, it had hit Ultimate already, as Joanie labeled the one that wasn’t a Dokugumon with dread. Without a tamer’s help, like the Deva had.

She wasn’t sure if she should be grateful that wasn’t the one who lashed out.

Something like the way Nea spoke hit her without warning, and seeing a moment of distraction the spider took off like a shot towards the open web, where layers and pages could hide them.

<You requested assistance, Mistress Laurie?>

“I’m sorry, since when do you all talk like this?” She said in annoyance as she tried to keep track of the well-meaning murderer. “The shard’s not looking to fight, but given it has two Ultimates it could get in its corner I’d rather not risk whatever it is looking for.”

“Apologies if pinging is uncomfortable for you.” Ryudamon tried again, materializing enough for her to see him with an avatar she assumed was Maddie’s from their go-between game.

“Two?!” Maddie asked. “I thought it was just Phin!”

“Looks like a shard gave up the thousand young gimmick to grow up early, and Joanie’s not a fan of it. The “infer” monster?”

“”Inferno” is the root, as in “Dante’s”, if you mean Infermon,” Ryudamon said as he picked up the scent and Maddie seated herself on his saddle with her brown wings tucked tightly in. “If they needed to get into something on your human networks that they weren’t meant to, there’s not much better for it.”

“So if one was given reason to really want multiple humans gone?”

“Assuming this isn’t information it has and dismissed already, finding them would be no issue, and acting on it would be child’s play.”

“But if it doesn’t agree with this shard, maybe they could convince them to stop?” Maddie offered.

“Nea might have been preparing to hurt someone else, but they already know it’s “wrong”, Maddie. This isn’t about “convincing” anyone,” Laurie warned as she darted to stay hot on the trail. She cursed to herself over her lack of projectile attacks in favor of swordwork.

In response, Joanie triggered something from her staff’s talisman and Laurie had to bite back the urge to scream.

Not solely from the pain as her body began shifting itself in ways no human’s could, but like resisting a bestial roar trying to force its way out, as her wings faded from indigo to nearly white.

She had toyed with inhuman “appearances” as a UI, to see if she could, so this wasn’t as alien as it could have been. But those had all been surface level, and most were still human-ish.

Never anything as contrary as a hippogriff, or as insulting as a doubly impossible beast like that was given her condition. Even this version of it seemed to agree with that, given it gave up on being part “horse” at the tail. She could feel those large blades on her feet too well for it to be something worn over actual hooves.

Just as well as she could feel herself burning, the way she could when overclocking. She had to learn to dread that heat when it was the easiest tell she was starting to push herself too far.

“I thought you said this was a “slide digivolution”, Joanie?!” Laurie hissed with her newly formed beak and tremored at how weird not feeling her face felt when it was already wrong enough with the lack of wind as she moved as “fast” as she was.

“Yes, it’s a digivolution. Don’t mistake it for a mode change,” Ryudamon said as he began to struggle to keep pace. “If human types and beasts were truly equal in all ways, they wouldn’t feel as much need to prove who’s “better” so often.”

Joanie didn’t let her complain about it further as the digimon made her fire a burst of “air” hot enough it was glowing at the retreating spider, and took out a leg in the process.

Nea barely paid it any mind as the discarded limb burst into digital dust behind her. She focused on trying to use webbing to swing the uncanny scaffolding and other virtual debris littering the web to block her pursuers long enough to find a page with enough ties to it to burrow into.

The shots of metal Ryudamon could spit out were enough to keep them from proving a hassle, and they were just fast enough to hit them before Laurie had to. If she sped enough to keep her wings tucked close Laurie could slip through the resulting gaps without wasting more energy of her own.

Ryudamon just wasn't ready for this kind of war of attrition. Even he could handle a blow just fine, with or without Maddie, but it doesn't matter if he'll never manage to land his own.

But knowing Maddie, telling them she had it under control wouldn't work. Not after letting them get this far, and Ryudamon seeing how much being an Ultimate was already costing her.

As if in response to Maddie’s frustration, Ryudamon began to glow. His form lengthened, armor changing with him so Maddie’s spot on his saddle remained unaffected. Foreclaws extended to reach the ground ahead of them, not once stopping his stride.

The black lacquer flaked off, revealing gold underneath. Samurai inspirations falling with it leaving smooth plating in its place. His glowing red interface on his forehead remained intact as it shrank, but the metal it laid on now nearly encased his narrow and angular head.

He wasn't a dragon anymore, but a golden horse with the crest of Hope proud in the center of its breastplate. It wasn't an angel's wings that erupted from its sides but jets that lit without a sound, and gems that studded its armor glowed like the proof of his antibody.

Pegasusmon X would be more than fast enough for a mere Dokugumon. It was smaller than most of its kind, data more densely packed, but no slower for it.

This was a war horse at its core. What it gave up in size it made up for in strength and defense, beyond what its Secret Wall already enhanced.

Joanie approved of their personal changes, particularly keeping the digi-armor’s crest unlike most of its kind did. Laurie was less sure, but it looked like Maddie would be safe enough the way things were. If anything the girl was delighted by her partner’s change.

“Close enough to an “angel” for you, I suppose.” The girl’s partner chuffed to himself.

“Since when?” Maddie laughed through her grin teasingly. “My wings are more angelic than yours!”

“I’ve never needed those to fly before, I certainly don’t need them now, Mistress. Hold on tight.”

Hippogriffomon wouldn't have to push themselves as much now, so they allowed themselves to slide back. Laurie could barely see the so-called Pegasus as it launched itself in front of Nea, faster than a comet, with the force sending them flying into the same structures she had tried to use to her benefit. But she could hear it summon another wall as a ring of light extended into a bubble to encase the area around them, leaving the spider no means of escape.

Nea shrieked a message of fear, despair, and an endless fire that couldn’t light a void of darkness, as Nea felt whatever it was meant to do against “evil”. Laurie wasn’t sure if that was the word for her though, even if it was because she was a “virus” or what she was made from.

The spike of energy her emotions hit were unmistakable, and Laurie should have worried more about this. She had heard from David that simply sparing against a Terriormon that Ryudamon had known was enough to make him evolve. How working alongside Chanda was enough for Sheepmon to regain their true Deva status.

Laurie could see sickly green vials try to emerge from the eyes of the skull on Nea’s back, Something began to grow under its gold helmet that made it look like its head was splitting in two. She could see how badly part of it wanted to digivolve, to give itself a chance at winning.

But the eyes nearest to Maddie and Pegasusmon lit up and Nea forced them all away.

Digimon aren’t meant to resist digivolving, Joanie whispered like it was an atrocity.

“Hey, see? She doesn’t want to fight, Ryudamon.” Maddie said with a proud look on her face atop the golden mecha-horse. “Let’s go ahead and ping the Devas or whatever and-”

And Pegasusmon X had given Laurie a cold hard look. Laurie gave a single nod back.

X and Joanie were in agreement, that this wasn’t a matter worthy of how Digimon did “court”.

Their natural “Justice” was more than enough.

So Pegasusmon’s hoof cracked through the top of the Dokugumon’s head, down through to the jaw, leaving only the side-most eyes intact if they were even capable of seeing anymore.

She wouldn’t let herself forget the horror on Maddie’s face as Nea stepped back enough to prove she wasn’t dead, and as much as the girl begged her partner to stop, they didn’t. Not even when she got off of them and tried to put herself between them, ignoring how far gone the victim already was, the former Knight was able to harmlessly brush her aside to end it.

A life for a life, as a lesson for other Digimon that harming humans was intolerable. Echoes of this would ring far in the open web, she could feel onlookers more than see specifics.

They all knew who Maddie’s partner had been on top of that, so there’d be no arguing against this “judgement” despite Maddie’s clear objections. The worst that would do is spread rumors about humans being “soft”, which could go any number of ways, good and bad.

Darcmon put a hand on Maddie’s shoulder as she approached, and the girl slapped it away like Laurie had burned her. The human’s avatar’s eyes were glitching as she stumbled backwards, like the eyes her headset was scanning were getting too wet to translate properly.

Pegasusmon stepped aside to let Laurie get closer, and the exposed threads of data began to seep from him to her. Letting it out into the digital ether wasn’t an option.

Why was that again? Was she trying to keep information from getting somewhere?

Joanie remembered Apocalymon, so it was probably that.

The “probably” there was concerning them both.

Despite her poor memory, Laurie absorbed all the data she could. She hadn’t felt “full” in so long, and with her body like this now there were so many different ways she could.

This was past being “full”. Something in her was overflowing, and her “angelic” wings dropped with a weight she’s never felt before. Their feathers were turning black and falling out in equal measures, leaving behind ragged leather that shouldn’t support any weight.

But it would, Joanie’s essence creaked as their talisman cracked down the middle like the winged egg was truly “hatching” into some cursed shadowy being.

Unlike Nea, Laurie couldn’t resist digivolving. Unlike digimon, this power would destroy her if she couldn’t undo it.

Even trying to push it down only managed to make parts of her glitch with elements Darcmon didn’t have. A long-winged glove, or a holy ring that burned worse than holding down Logorhythms before it went back to being a violet boot cuff, even four extra short-lived wings tried to assert some level of divinity was left before being beaten back down.

That level was still trying to be an Ultimate. There was no way around this.

LadyDevimon was stuck with the blood on her hands just as surely as Nea had been. Laurie tore the mask off and felt her hair return to its “proper” color. Her clothes were rematerializing to work with this new base as best it could, toning down the exposed skin again and leaving more to the imagination than the clingy leather.

Maddie was shaking her head with wide betrayed eyes and a hand to her mouth as she watched, looking from Laurie to her protector and disappearing into thin air as she logged out.

Pegasusmon took a weary breath beside her. “Thank you for understanding, Mistress Laurie.”

“There was no helping it, was there?” Laurie asked with more guilt than she felt there should be.

“We can’t risk others taking from Nea’s example.” X agreed. “This is what the Deva wished.”

“Hopefully not all of this.” Laurie looked at her inhumanly long hand with a grimace.

“Apologies for that, should I have tried to keep more?”

“No, not with how Maddie was getting. None of our options were good here.” Laurie set her teeth to prepare for the worst as she asked, “Is this the sort of Digivolution that sticks?”

The horse bowed its head and looked off to the side. “I… Suspect so. This was not your crest’s doing, nor did it feel like your emotions had hit a peak to grant a temporary surplus again.”

Laurie thanked him in a daze as she brought up the link to get her back home. Back to Cody.

“Home” was more than the other partner had right now, Maddie would need time.

She needs to let Cody know what’s happened. To her, to that woman, to how delicate peace is.

Laurie stumbled out of his old computer, and seeing his reflexive shock at her torn form gave her one assurance. He saw it and saw damage to fuss over, not the demon she was meant to be.

And fuss he did as he asked the right questions.

The cuff of her boot tried to change into a ring again when she felt almost at peace with how easily he listened and the shock of it made her shout. But he caught her before it could off-balance her.

“What is that?” He asked as the metal glitched back into fabric while he was running a thumb over it.

“Joanie… Doesn’t know.” Laurie managed out. “It’s like my body wants to be two different Ultimates at once, which could be due to how similar they already are. But they’re not compatible, and for one reason or another, the Virus has priority.”

“Doesn’t make you less of an angel to me.” He said as much to comfort himself as it was for her. She knew he meant it.

Laurie held his hand on her cheek, running her own thumb over the black and red canvas band he had replaced his digivice’s original one with. Comforting herself with the proof she was here as she followed the painted curves of the heart she had proved he deserved.

Power was always going to be inevitable for her, she knew that already, but she wished it didn’t cost so much.

She’s not the one who’ll need to live with the aftermath.

She can only hope that he can.

Chapter 17: Faith<

Summary:

Maddie learns that being caught in the eye of a storm isn't as easy as she'd thought it'd be.

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Maddie still felt ill from what she saw. It's one thing to hear about what someone was- is capable of, but another to be unable to stop it from happening again.

She couldn’t complain about Laurie being comfortable going that far, but her "partner"?

Ryudamon didn't have to listen to her.

If he ever wanted someone dead she couldn't stop him. Doesn’t matter if he says this time was "different".

Why should it have been different? They've never needed to kill Digimon before, and Phin could've talked it down, even if they had hurt somebody. They weren't trying to hurt her or Laurie. She saw it choose to stay a champ, even though that would have helped defend itself.

Ryudamon said he didn't want to be a weapon anymore, but obviously, he didn't mind being a killer.

And now she's made him stronger. He's going to continue getting stronger, with or without her.

She stormed downstairs, without bothering to remove her vest or gloves.

As much as she'd love to talk to her dad she didn't want to risk seeing Ryudamon with him right now. And Mom was still at work.

A glance out the patio doors showed her Caspian was sitting outside, not even on a chair. Just on the grass, nearly back to back with Phin, who looked back at Maddie curiously. They said something to the boy facing the fence and he waved them off as a dismissal.

Maddie tensed when she realized Phin was coming to check in on her, but it wasn't like she could stop it.

“Everything okay?” Phin cocked their head at her, and Maddie wasn’t sure what to say.

When Justine’s partner killed one of their shards, they had been so scared the rest of the day despite their connection being broken. But Phin looked fine this time, albeit rather down. But so did Caspian, so it could still be from whatever made him quiet the night before.

If Phin didn’t know, she didn’t want to be the one to tell them.

“No. Laurie asked Ryudamon and I to help her catch something, and it went… bad.”

Phineas looked troubled, and their eyes glanced back at Caspian. “What sort of bad?”

“It was a fight with a digimon, and… they lost.” Maddie said softly.

Phin nodded along, but they didn’t seem to understand. “So… They were eaten?”

“Is it “eating” without using your mouth?” Maddie said with a bitter snort and a shudder.

That helped something click in the spider’s eyes. With a tense face they briefly glanced back at Caspian, recognized he was not in a helpful state, and back to Maddie with a face that screamed “FUCK”.

“... Culture shock?” Phin offered weakly with a smile that had more teeth than their eyes seemed to have wanted it to.

“Is it really that normal for Digimon?” Maddie asked and tried to keep her anger out of it, but she was pretty sure she failed.

“Depends on the digi-world’s culture, some get more cutthroat than others, but generally… Yeah.” Phineas said with a defeated shrug. “Especially with the Royal Knights. If a problem’s big enough to need them to help, solutions tend to be… Definitive.” They settled on with a grimace. “Ryudamon and Dorumon only got called in when it’s even worse than their “normal” too.”

“Is that Alphamon’s rookie?” Maddie asked, but if Phin was trying to make the disgust go away with these excuses, it wasn’t going to work. Her hands clenched tight enough she could feel the electronics inside her gloves start to object.

Phin gave a short nod, face scrunched like they were disappointed they were the one she only just heard it from. “Was the ‘mon they… Took out, a stranger? Did Laurie say what they did?”

Maddie’s mouth was tight, but Phin just nodded like that was an answer.

“If Ryudamon and Laurie both felt it was just, I’d trust them.” Phin offered with a look that felt like they understood Maddie not feeling the same.

“Even if they both told me to stay away from Caspian?” Maddie challenged with a glare.

“Did they, now?” Phin scowled with enough venom to nearly make Maddie pause. 

“Not now.” She backtracked bitterly, “But, before, they’ve had trouble trusting him, so why are you trusting them without anything to go off of?”

“I know Digimon. He knows Digimon. And while she might not, a soldier like D’arcmon does, even though the Angels and the Knights don’t always see eye-to-eye.” Phin said carefully, and it looked like a thought of what happened occurred to them as their face went slack. They swallowed as Maddie caught claws flicking in and out like one of Laurie's glitches on their hand, though they tried to hide it. “I’d… have to differ to Cas, or you, or Laurie on “human” stuff, but on my own… I know our justice.”

“Justice for what?! They weren’t even trying to fight back, don’t you have arrests or anything?”

Phin shook their head as they took a step back before turning on their heel back to Caspian. “Not if this was about what I think it was.”

Maddie swore under her breath as Phin approached him, and tapped at his digivice as they spoke to him with a worried expression. Whatever they asked him about he agreed to, and they vanished into the watch.

And Caspian looked concerned when her moving out of the corner of his eye gave Maddie his full attention, enough for him to start heading back inside.

It’s not like she could be that much of a mess, right? She only cried a bit and- She really should have checked in a mirror, huh?

“What happened?”

"... There was a fight." She admitted.

"With Ryudamon?" Caspian asked, and she cocked her head in frustration over not knowing how he had meant that to come across.

"No. I mean, yes. We were helping Laurie fight a Phin fragment that made itself a sort of hub for the others."

"So this was about Nea." He said more than asked with a look that was more tired than somber.

Maddie’s mouth was dry. "They had a name?"

"I mean, they were all “Phineas” at the start.” He said with a small shrug. “The swarm is bugged out by Digimon standards. Not really feral, but close enough to it for them to not count as “Phineas” on my Digivice like Phin does, and even the ones smart enough to act like individuals still end up weird. “Nea” took over when their last acting hub got locked out of the Dokugumon stage, until she acted out so “Phi” replaced her." Caspian gave her an attempt at a smile, “I think you can see what I mean about how well their attempts to give themselves “names” go so far.”

She rolled her eyes at the weak effort at levity. As much as he downplayed it, he was referring to Nea with the singular “she”, not “they” like a collective or Phin uses or “it” to depersonalize her.

Either Nea was a person enough to choose that for herself, or he wanted to treat her like one.

"Ryudamon digivolved." Her left hand squeezed her right arm in frustration.

Caspian straightened in attention, and silently nodded for her to go ahead.

"It was fine at first. They were trying to get away, so Ryudamon changed into a golden tech-y Pegasus. Laurie was already doing a number on them, so I thought that'd make Nea give up."

"And it didn't." Caspian looked down at his hands.

"It's not like it drove him crazy or anything, Pegasusmon X could still talk and didn't treat me that differently. But when I tried to stop the fight neither of them would listen to me, and then…" Maddie’s voice cracked as her words kept coming out faster.

"Hey, easy. I get it." He held up a hand to stop her but she shook it off.

"No, you don't!” She snapped. “You said when Phin evolved, even though they wanted to hurt people, they didn't because they knew you didn't want them to! Pegasusmon didn't care what I said!" Maddie’s body was trembling in anger at reliving this again so soon.

She continued frantically. "They were down, we could have gotten Phin if they had gone rogue, or something like that, but he didn't stop. The closest he did to listen was to stop eating her after, but that just let Laurie take more instead, and now she's some freaky demon lady!"

"That's how this is supposed to work, Maddie."

"No, it isn't! The fights we've had in RoW aren't to the death! They don’t need to kill to get experience, and when you eat all of someone they won't be able to come back! Not unless the one who ate them dies before their data is all used up."

"Laurie didn't really tell you why she was hunting Nea down, did she." Caspian sounded resigned to something.

Maddie shook her head but took a seat.

"Nea killed someone Maddie.” Caspian explained with a stony expression. “A human, in cold blood, because of some of the intel Phineas made them get ahold of. And that was just one person involved, not even one of the ones responsible for what scared Phin into making the first swarm."

She felt cold. When she could find words again they were weak. "Did Ryudamon know that?" 

He shrugged. "Probably. They only covered their tracks on the human side of things."

Caspian looked her dead in the eye. "Even if Phin got involved, "Nea" was going to die. If it makes you feel better, she died like a "person" instead of being reset into a blank puppet."

Maddie felt angry tears well in her eyes. "Why didn't either of them tell me?!"

"Because you're a kid? They thought it'd be easier on you?" Caspian offered with a scowl. “Not sure why they felt the need to drag you into it at all if that was the case though.”

“Unless Laurie was really hoping on Ryudamon digivolving and he couldn’t without me.” Maddie guessed and looked at him warily. "How do you know what they did? Did Phin already know?"

"Phineas didn't ask for this to happen. But, yeah. Phin gave me everything their network found out and did when they evolved. Since Phi ousted Nea over it and got the closest thing they had to “authorities” involved, Phin figured the rest of the swarm’s gotten a pass under their watch."

Maddie looked at her own hands and then back to him. "Anything there you wanna talk about?"

She noticed his hands were trembling this time.

"I don't fucking know." He looked like he was torn, but he kept going anyway. "I guess I can give you some good news?"

"Doesn’t sound good."

"It's not." He agreed but had a harsh smirk. "Your Holstrum theory wasn't as wrong as I thought. But less of a "soap opera" and more like a bad sci-fi."

Her brow furrowed but she didn't interrupt.

"You were technically right about my "mom" and Holstrum being an item.” He said with a cold scowl. “But she's not my mom any more than my "dad" is. Not related to either by blood at all."

She tilted her head with a frown trying to make sense of that but nodded to go on.

"Everything I've ever known, up to Phin, is a lie. I'm a fucking clone of the bastard because he was sure he could crack his UI problem if he had more time and I'm the "backup"."

She held her tongue but she knew he noticed her eyes widen at "UI".

"The people who raised me made sure to follow his life story, to make sure I’d think along the same lines he had the first time.” He went on, getting more agitated by the word. ”That's why they wanted to make sure I stayed "on track". The person Nea killed was the one who started to argue I was becoming too much of a “liability”. And that was before Phineas started fucking with their personal Truman Show!" He seethed, and he wasn’t the only one shaking as Maddie sat there and processed this.

Okay, yeah this was a lot. And it just kept going. Maddie realized far too late that he doesn't really have anyone else to tell any of this to.

There's little point in venting to the one that brought you the information in the first place. Especially not if you needed someone else to know.

"Even Hannah was just someone they hired to play a part.” Caspian shook his head in disgust. “If I had actually tried to do something, she wasn't allowed to say no. That’s what Phin really meant by her being too fake."

"But, we’re not, right?" She wanted to be sure, for both of their peace of mind. Not that Caspian would have a reason to say if they had been hoping to use him to keep tabs on her dad.

Ryudamon acting like Caspian’s presence here could lead Logorhythms to do something stupid made more sense now. They were already crazy, and not just over UI.

Phineas knew that before they became an Ultimate, Maddie realized with a start. This was what they gave Ryudamon, or at least enough parts of it to scare him.

And then he hid it from her. Even if it was to keep from spreading partial information before Phin could get the full story for Caspian.

How much was he ever willing to tell her? They’ve never even trusted her with his partner’s name outside of their end-state.

What sort of partnership was this, really?

"Yeah." Caspian let himself take an easy breath, unaware of Maddie’s racing thoughts. "You and Laurie weren't meant to get involved with my "development". That's why the lawyer wanted to pull the plug on this whole thing so badly that it scared Nea into striking first. Apparently this "plan" had a whole 14 years left to go. Lucky for somebody that they didn't need it all."

Maddie gave him a sour look at his phrasing, before another question came to mind. "Why'd your dad make you leave, if breaking your arm wasn't meant to happen?"

"Dunno." Caspian looked at the floor. "Phin got involved when Renee," he spat his… “mom’s” name, "was going to break her arm because apparently after nine fucking years of being an abusive prick he finally found the line he didn’t want to cross. I was "supposed" to scare him off for it and start supporting the two of us without him."

"Was he worried the lawyer could have gotten her way, since you got hurt?" Maddie suggested but he just shrugged.

"If he did, why would he have risked causing the failure in the first place?" He objected with a scowl.

"Maybe he cared too much to leave?" She offered, to open the door that maybe not everything about the parents who raised him had been a hollow act.

"That's a fucking change.” He sneered, giving her a glare she didn’t deserve. “Do you have any idea how many times he wouldn’t let me eat until I solved some goddamn programming problem the way he wanted me to? Excuses or giving up wouldn’t fucking work."

She winced.

"Yeah, that's what I figured,” Caspian said dismissively, though the validation did temper him back to a cooler rage. “If this is how any of these lunatics “cared”, fuck that." 

"If they wanted you to be identical to the guy, how come you aren't "Stephen"?" Maddie asked.

"He chose that name for himself at eighteen, cause he hated the name his dad gave him." Caspian snorted. “I’m guessing me not gunning for the same thing didn’t help my case.”

""Caspian" is pretty cool though."

"Mo-" Caspian caught himself, "Renee apparently disagreed. After all the Narnia jokes it can be hard to say she's wrong." He slumped on the arm of the sofa. "His birth name was "Phineas". But his came from some old coming-of-age book which was why mine is too, I guess."

Maddie blinked at that, “Freaky,” she muttered in sympathy. “But, that’s not where you got “Phineas” from at all. You weren’t using a fictional character, I mean.”

It had to just be a coincidence though, right? Or at least, something concrete to prove Caspian isn't just their knockoff. Holstrum’s hate for his name began and ended with him.

"Yeah, I'm really trying not to think about the implications there too much either."

… So he was probably thinking about that a lot, wasn’t he?

"Is that really all they want though?” Maddie asked to slightly change the subject. “For you to fix Holstrum's flaw in uploading?"

"What else would they need with the key to immortality in their pocket?" Caspian gave her an annoyed look.

"A clue?" She snorted the word. "They always talk about thinking about "what Stephen would do" and nobody takes Pope seriously. So if they don't want to think of you as anything but "Holstrum 2.0", it's already "your" company."

He looked at his hands. "Wish I could believe they wouldn't be that stupid."

"Not stupid. Desperate."

"You'd be the one to know." His gaze hardened and he gave her a cruel smirk. "You’d just love for me to be exactly what they hoped for too."

"That's not fair!" She snapped at him.

"No, it fucking isn’t." He spat back.

"Then leave my dad out of this! If you don’t want to fix him 'cause you feel like you "have to", fine! You don't need to be the one to do it, Yggdrasil’s working on it."

"And even it still doesn't have a clue, does it?" Caspian’s eyes were still cold. "When Laurie digivolved it didn't fix anything, did it?"

"How should I know?!"

"Did she look stable or did her form still glitch out?"

Maddie’s jaw tightened, recalling the way "Joanie" flickered as the demonic wings tried to shift into something holier.

He nodded at her unintentional confirmation. 

"Thought so. You can't "force out" a memory issue like this, it’s too close to what keeps a UI like the person that was murdered to make them. The best thing fusion can hope for is creating someone new out of incomplete pieces, like what Phineas is."

She glared at the boy. "You think you've cracked it already, don't you?"

He raised a brow as if to ask what she'd try to do about it if he did.

"How long?"

He kept quiet but looked like he expected her to figure this out.

The same sort of shit his "father" would have him do.

"So, Yggdrasil gave you your crest to test your progress on fixing the flaw?” She gave words to her earliest hope for him. “Is that how they work, why this time when Phin evolved they didn't need to shrink back?"

"I don't have a damn clue what they wanted out of this beyond making me fix their own "flaws".” Caspian crossed his arms with a glare. “And I did that too, in record time."

"That doesn't mean there can't be solutions other than what you found," Maddie said, but more to convince herself. "You don't have to be such a bastard about it."

"Pretty sure Holstrum and the robot weren't married, so I wouldn't be so sure about that." He cruelly snarked. 

"Not funny! Why should you care so much, regardless of what you can or can't do? You're still the same guy, and you don't need them. If you don’t want to ever see any of those people again, you don't have to!"

He let her words hang in the air, but he wouldn't stop fidgeting. She was too angry to care.

"What happens when I'm 48?" His voice was quiet enough that Maddie wasn't sure she was meant to hear it.

"30 years from now?" She asked mockingly. "Why should that matter?"

"I'm supposed to be identical to him,” Caspian repeated as his leg bounced nervously. “And humans don't have something like me for cancer, last I checked."

Memories of her dad hooked up to hospital machines felt like ice water in her chest.

Knowing what it was like from the outside was already the closest thing to hell she could imagine. It was hard to lash out at someone who feared they may end up in her father’s shoes.

"Doesn’t mean it will happen again, right?” She asked a bit gentler. “I mean… He was always wearing glasses, and you don’t need them, right? So, like, you're not that identical and at a minimum now you can be paranoid about it so if it does, you can catch it early." She added, giving him a skeptical look, "Not 30 years early, but, you know."

"If I can trust the hospitals."

"If you can keep your spiders from eating all the stupid shitty doctors, yeah.” She rolled her eyes dismissively. “And assuming Digimon can't just heal that sorta thing away."

"Do have any idea what "healing cancer" could do to a person if they "heal" by making your cells replicate faster?" Caspian asked her with disgusted exasperation.

She grimaced at the thought but tried to power through it. "... An undo spell then, I mean all their magic are just hyped-up programs.” Content with what options he should have that her father never had, some of that anger came seeping back out. “Why should you worry about dying anyway when you're soooo sure you've cracked the code to UIs not burning out?"

"I'm not going to fry myself to prove a point!" He slammed a fist on the table, making her jump. "Testing math and code is one thing, but what having that much time could do to a person is another. To say nothing about what UI are capable of even without prior history with coding!"

"So. Dying scares you, but now so does not dying?" Maddie asked with annoyance.

"I barely know what I am right now, Maddie. Phin thinks I'm the only one they had the resources to "make", and that there weren't any inconvenient earlier attempts they’ve wiped from the record. And UI? Digimon? They’re all fucking terrifying when we get down to it."

"When has my dad ever scared you?" She asked, offended at his implication, "He hasn't done anything wrong, so what are you holding against him?!"

"Bet you thought the same about Ryudamon before today, didn't you?" Caspian jabbed.

She swallowed. "He never lied about being a weapon or being dangerous."

"So now it's your fault you didn't see this coming?" He called her bluff and noticed how she might have been damaging the haptic gloves again as she tried to bite her nails into her palms.

"What are you trying to do right now, Caspian?" Maddie looked up at him, but couldn't read him. She got the feeling he didn't know either.

"Making sure you realize this goes beyond our "partners"." He didn't look like he fully believed that. "You want me to fix your dad, and I get it. Bet it feels great to know your glorified chatbot’s a more real one of those than I’ve ever had." The scorn he showed was real enough. "But you can't know what power could do to him. Knowing he can't push himself for his own safety might be what's making him stay "your dad” instead of letting him really branch out into his own person instead of your precious replica of a dead man."

"Don’t you ever call him that!” She snarled, ”What the fuck’s wrong with you, do you think dying is a good thing now?!" She can't believe that. But she can believe that he believes it.

"In this case? Yeah.” He answered bluntly. “If they know early what their limits are, UI can ration themselves, David said so himself. Having limits, a structure, can be good for people. And having enough power to hijack bombs or wipe out a hospital, can’t be. Not for us, or them."

"What about when they want to help people, Caspian?! Laurie’s only like this because she wanted to save my dad!"

"Phineas only wants to "help" me too, and you've seen how that goes." He gestures with his left arm. "Every time they've pushed themselves for me, something’s gone wrong. No exceptions. I'm not blaming them for that, but it's true."

"It hasn't just been wrong." She corrected him, and he flinched. "Because they care, you know you can trust them and now you know who you can't. They got you here, where this is real. You know that." Maddie squared her stance. "You're not with us right now because of Logorhythms, you're here because of Phin. You know I'm not lying when I say you don't have to do anything for us. We don't need you to be anything."

Caspian glared at her, but there was less fire in it this time. He was too conflicted. He did seem to believe that she meant every word.

"You reached out to Laurie when I showed you Dad’s chat for a reason. You helping randoms on the internet got you here, and that got me my dad back. You know there's nothing wrong with wanting to help people just because you think you can. It doesn't have to "go wrong"."

"... And now I'm the asshole telling you that seeing him die all over again is A-Okay." He hissed largely to himself like he only just recognized that as he rubbed his face. "Fuck. I need some air or something."

"Caspian?"

"Just forget it." He knew full well that she couldn't, even if she wanted to.

"You'll come back though, right?"

He doesn't have to. Leaving wouldn’t mean he'd need to go back to his "parents". There's nothing keeping him from going wherever he wants.

He gives her a nod but doesn't say another word. Knowing that he doesn't have his bag on him doesn’t make her uneasiness go away.

She doesn't know what that feeling could mean.

She doesn't know a lot of things right now. Not about him, not what to do about her "partner", not what to do with herself.

Maddie fiddled with her watch, only to partly check on Ryudamon. Still a Pegasusmon from what it says. Not sure how much the "X" matters when she's never seen any other kind.

She idly wonders if this is why he split from "Dorumon", Alphamon, or whatever too. If talking with them about him could have been any help. Not that it matters.

The crest screen's changed though, she notices with a start. They have a full set. Or as full as it can be with the UI crests, assuming the golden ones don't count.

So who was “Friendship” supposed to be?

A car came up the driveway. Mom's car.

Ellen barely had a foot in the door before Maddie took her into a hug.

"Maddie? Are you okay?"

She shook her head into her mom’s side, voice muffled as a result. "I think everything's falling apart. And I don't know what to do."

The warm weight on her back helps. Human touch really can't be replicated by haptics. She could almost understand her mother's objections to VR.

"What’s wrong?"

"Had a fight with Ryudamon." She simplified for her mother's sake. "Then Caspian told me he can fix dad’s flaw, but he doesn’t want to, and why, and now he's out. He learned some stuff about his family that's shaken him bad."

Is this what Laurie and Ryudamon did to her too, lying by omission? Is it wrong to hold back?

"Alright,” Ellen said calmly. “Are they both okay?"

"I think they are, physically. Ryudamon’s too big for the house right now. But emotionally Caspian’s a mess."

"How big are we talking?" Ellen chose the lighter battle.

"He’s a horse, give or take? Maybe a big horse, like maybe the Superbowl beer horses "big"." Maddie shrugged.

"Just when I thought we dodged the horse girl phase with you." Her mom teased and ruffled her hair. Maddie let herself sway with the motion.

"How bad is the Caspian stuff this time?" Ellen’s voice was gentle.

"The least fucked up thing he said was Hannah was being paid to be nice to him." That's technically true.

"Excuse me?" Ellen’s brow furrowed. "Who would pay to do something like that to a kid?"

Maddie was mildly surprised her curse wasn't part of the problem. "His parents, I think? But who those people are is kinda in a weird place now."

"How weird?"

"Uncle Peter said Logorhythms was involved with genetic engineering once, right?"

"... I'm not going to like this, am I." There was no question in Ellen's voice and Maddie nodded. She sighed like that was going to be future Ellen’s problem. "Did he say where he was going?"

"No, and I don't think he would have told me if I asked." Maddie curled on herself more, "I'm nervous but not sure why. His stuff's still here so it isn't that bad?"

"So, it's not something you need to keep worrying about right now, right? Let yourself calm down. If he doesn't come back by sundown, then we can worry."

Maddie quietly nodded, and accepted another hug from her mom.

"Would anything help right now?"

"Dunno. Don't want to see dad in case Pegasusmon is with him."

"Talking to Justine, or watching a movie together?"

"Dunno. Maybe a movie? Nothing violent. Or sci-fi."

Her mom humored that easily enough, letting herself turn her brain off for a few hours did help.

Until there was a knock at the door, and the two realized the sun had set hours ago. But Caspian had a copy of the key, so that shouldn’t have been him.

Maddie might have said a lot of things, but she didn’t think she made him question if he could continue to stay with them.

She followed her mom as she answered the door, just in case he had become that stupid.

Instead, it was a woman standing there that she’d never met, but recognized from pictures Phin had shown them of Caspian’s family. “Renee” looked nearly as tired as he constantly did, but her smile was soft and awkwardly uncomfortable.

In the car behind her, Maddie could make out a larger man with glasses and a girl in the back seat that she’d seen Caspian moon over once briefly. That should be “Cary” and “Hannah”.

If they’re all actors, are those even their real names?

Maddie put herself between her mother and this stranger, getting odd looks from both women. She ignored their confusion as she glared at the blonde.  “What do you want?”

“Sorry to come by so late. We got a bit lost on the way and I wasn’t sure if I had the right address.” Renee apologized with a self-deprecating laugh. “I’m Caspian’s mom, he told me he was staying here with you.” She looked at the two with a hopeful smile as she clasped her hands together, and bowed a bit to Maddie. “You’re his friend, Maddie, right? From his “chats”?”

“No, he didn’t.” Maddie corrected coldly. “He knows who you’re not, and he’s not here.”

That got the sweet helpless mom mask to slip, as the woman fought down a harsh glare. But she kept the rest of her expression more hurt than angry. “What do you mean, who I’m not? I- He knows that was just an accident. I had no idea that thing was his pet, and I panicked.”

“You’re not his mom. That’s not his dad. She’s not his anything.” Maddie jabbed a finger at each. 

Seeing her gesture the man started getting out of the car, and Maddie took a deep breath as she reminded herself he had some boundaries. He never hit Caspian, he couldn't really hurt his fake wife. Ellen pulled her back inside the house and eyed the three cautiously.

Maddie spoke loud enough all of them could hear her. “Caspian’s left already, so go tell Pope the show’s over!”

The girl with the blue bangs looked almost hopeful at hearing that, though Cary kept going until he was at Renee’s side. But there was a bitterness when he looked at her that kept them from looking like a united front.

Renee stopped bothering with the act at all and looked at the Kims with pure contempt as she asked again. "Where is my son?"

Chapter 18: Breakthrough

Summary:

Caspian's existential crisis continues and becomes slightly less self-involved.

Chapter Text

Caspian was down the street by some trees when he saw the red car drive up to the Kim’s house, and nearly forgot to breathe.

That's his dad's car. The one he learned to drive in; he'd know it anywhere.

If he had stayed just on the sidewalks or by a streetlight, they would have seen him too.

Phineas gently tapped his arm. "We can go. I can grab your stuff later. But if we're not here they'd leave them alone eventually, yeah?"

"Where'd we even go?" He asked numbly.

"Dunno. Hitching on trains is easy, right?” They asked optimistically but their eyes were a lot less certain. “And we could jump off anywhere. Maybe Canada's good this time of year?"

"Conversion rate's not great and it gets cold fast that far north." He said with a sense of detachment and a sideways glance.

"Yeah, but you suck at Spanish so Mexico's out, Gringo." They teased, but he could tell they were forcing it. "I can make sweaters or something."

He gave them an unimpressed scowl. "Okay first off, you’re whiter than I am so I don’t think either of us can say that. Second, out of silk? Isn’t that to stay cool?"

Phin looked at the branches above them in thought. "Does that not work?"

He waved the idea away regardless of who's right. "I look terrible in white anyway."

Phin grinned. "The right concealer could help with that, and they make these things called "combs" that could do you some good."

Caspian tried to bop her upside the head but only hit her bun, getting a soft laugh.

"Hush. We're not running. Not tonight." He scanned the street. "I want to get close enough to hear what they have to say."

Phin looked disappointed but nodded at the order. It didn't take much to get into earshot, but when they did Phin started to bristle.

“They have a digimon with them.” They hissed softly, their eyes darting around looking for the source.

“Are you sure?” He asked with concern. “How’d they get one?”

“Not part of me,” Phin stated as they sniffed the air. “Smells like fire but no smoke, data-type, could be a Candlemon or a Ghostmon.”

"Where is my son?"

Caspian felt frozen at his "mom's" voice, hearing every word safely out of sight.

Phineas was furious enough for the both of them. Their jaw tremored open with the urge to snap or bite, like he’s seen housecats do when their owner has caught them watching birds. 

A hand on their shoulder kept them from lunging out. The reminder to stay hidden as long as they could both bear it. They understood.

"Way I hear it, you don't have one of those." Maddie held her ground, glaring at the woman who raised him to be just like her own ex.

"Don’t you give me that, where is he?!" Renee looked ready to slap her, and Caspian's grip on Phin's shoulder tightened.

“How should I know? He left hours ago.” Maddie said with a smug taunting shrug like she really wasn’t worried about that. Ellen’s with her, there isn't a need for them to step in.

Not the way the blue ghost taking action could when he caught it briefly flicker above their car, with how it was scanning for threats.

"Phin." He kept his voice soft and low, "Can you get word to Ryudamon if she needs him?"

They gave a nod, but didn't take their eyes off of the four possible targets. "Wouldn't need him to win. Might be easier on her if I don’t. She doesn’t trust him right now."

"Fine, but nobody else dies tonight." His order was clear and while they sneered they accepted it without complaint.

"No problem. How much they'd get hurt would be up to them."

"And even if they make it worse?"

"Will stay surface level, no matter how they push it."

Acceptable.

The witch-like wisp spun to face them and Caspian went tense. But it stayed quiet as it glared at the boy and his monster.

“Ghostmon should know it’s outclassed,” Phineas said softly. “They’re pretty shy but they like doing anonymous favors for others. It could be here to observe for the Deva.”

“And if it isn’t?”

“It’s only a few days old, but it’s old code. If they play it stupid, this could get messy if they are who I think they are.”

Maddie seemed to notice the wisp too. “Have you tried asking your friend?”

Caspian hissed to himself, but took it to mean she hadn’t noticed him or Phin. Ooor, if she did she was still plenty angry at him for earlier.

Phin drew their arms in like they were pulling on threads he couldn’t see.

Renee’s shoulder’s tensed the way she would when he caught her holding her tongue in a fight with his da- Cary. But she let the tension go in an attempt to get back into her act. “That’s here to keep Caspian’s monster from hurting anyone else." She said with as much poisoned sympathy as she could muster. "We know someone it attacked, and-”

“That wasn’t Phin,” Maddie said firmly, and Ellen hissed something to her daughter in concern. “There was a dangerous monster that looked like Phin but it’s been put down already!”

The ghost looked from Maddie to him and lowered the brim of its hat as it drifted closer to the ground, making no attempt to hide where its aggression was directed.

The ghost's fire burned brighter, leaving a short wizard in its place.

It evolved fast, whatever it was. A silver glint on Hann- on Rachel's wrist gave a good reason for both.

She had a digivice, and while the light was too poor to be sure of the color, he was guessing having a partner at all would make her their last normal crest. "Hannah" had played the part of social butterfly well enough, barely took her a day to find a place for herself in school.

Who's he to judge "Friendship"s standards?

Doesn't make him feel any less nauseous.

Caspian tapped out a beat on Phin's shoulder. Not a code, but a tempo.

They bobbed their head to the rhythm, message received. They'd follow his lead.

He went to the house from the right near their porch while they'd approach from the left of the street, so any violence would face away from the Kims regardless.

"Predation Spider" read clear as day on his screen. A false Phineas trotted alongside him to sell the misdirection as Phin made themselves harder to see and darted off. 

They wouldn't be able to tell this wasn’t the right Phineas, even if they knew what to look for. The skull designs on these weaker Dokugumon had his crest where the eyes should be.

"Bit far to come all the way here, isn’t it?" He raises his voice. "Not a great time." Caspian shook his left wrist for emphasis and Rachel took a step back.

So, she knows what she has enough to recognize his own, in addition to his healing taking them off guard.

"You're okay? I thought you said-"

"Caspian!" Renee cut Rachel off, with the mask he's known all his life fully in place. "You haven't called. We were getting worried."

"Oh, I'll bet." He was done playing along. "Not about me though."

"Of course, we were-" She tried to object, her act slipping again in frustration.

A jerk of Caspian’s head and the false Phineas played on cue.

“Pretty sure Stephen never told us about that inflection point, now did he?” Cary’s voice came from its open maw.

Whatever argument she had died on her lips as her eyes widened, taking a step back.

Cary swallowed but was far less afraid. Just guilty.

"That tramp barely has a place, if he goes there what’s he going to think when he learns she lives alone?" A different Dokugumon repeated in Renee's voice, making even Ellen and Maddie jump.

The small wizard braced itself, magic crackling around the head of its staff. It looked to Rachel, but she’s useless to it. Fighting wasn't part of its plan.

"Can't you hear the strange talking beasts?" He teased, to hell with how wrong this felt. His manic grin grew larger. "They’ve been telling me all sorts of things. With proof for every claim. 2 fucking terabytes worth. I know exactly what you wanted me to be."

"Okay Caspian, you made your point." Maddie tried to speak up.

He should have felt bad for scaring her, but she knows she's not part of this.

Caspian shook his head. "No, I don't think I have. I'm done. I never want to see any of you again, am I clear?"

Cary made the next mistake. "Son, you don't know what those things are capable of."

The real Phineas cackled, making their stubs follow suit. They sauntered to stand under a streetlight and held their arms out to their sides.

“Her” body extended from her waist and her forearms widened to suit the talons her fingers became. The skirt of her dress ballooned, revealing a furry striped ball-like abdomen in its place with six spindly legs keeping her aloft. She was well over twice Caspian’s height and as wide as Dokugumon was, and her posture made it clear she could easily bring herself even higher.

From under her hair horns extended proudly, bringing her earrings with them as her sunglasses formed a half-mask around her wide golden eyes. She pulled out her hair stick,  letting her wild silvery mane hang free, and the Dokugumon hidden on its end as a gold spider came to life and skittered to take on its full size beside her. The comparison made her seem all the larger despite her distance.

Honestly, given how much Phin openly disliked this form Caspian found it kinda underwhelming with how humanoid it still was compared to the others. His former family seemed to disagree.

"Oh, he Knows. More than you, less than me. You don’t have a son, Duval. But he definitely Knows me better than you lot know Gula over there, I'm guessing." Phineas grinned at the tiny mage, dwarfing them even further. "That is you, isn’t it? Caturamon let you out early this time. Did Pride make them nervous, or just lil' ol' me?"

A raging tengu mask emoji blared from their staff.

"Don’t give me that, I know you can talk." Phin stifled a laugh, and it was clearer that part of the eerie chitter that accompanied the sound was coming from her too. "Self-conscious about the accent again?"

"I'm not here to fight." His voice was coarser and older than his childlike frame implied, but Caspian couldn't pick out any accent worth teasing.

"Oh, you're definitely here for me then if you're invoking that old ghost." Phineas grinned, keeping their approach mockingly slow. "Didn’t know the old Dog was feeling this nostalgic. Who'd he bribe for that data, the butterfly girl?"

"Leave Rachel out of this." His voice was firm and put himself squarely in front of her. "I don’t care what you do to her employers. She’s not here because she wanted to be."

"Then why'd you let her come along? Why come with her?" Phin mocked. "That's just asking for trouble. Never could keep yourself from going into a scuffle you know you'd lose, could ya? You can carry his voice, but his nobility is beyond your Hunger." Her tone kept taunting. "Lie to yourself all you like, but you want to fight. Doesn’t matter that your threat is gone."

"Your spirits are surprisingly in order." "Gula" retorted, eyes glancing for a way out, unable to find one.

"Amazing what a good Tamer can do, huh?" Her pride was as real as her malice, shark-like grin still widening. Wild eyes glared accusingly at him of sins long passed as she lowered her tone, head, and horns to her target. "You'll find Queens make for harder prey than Kings."

She snapped a finger and lines of sharp thread glinting with the vibration. Several strands struck out as if alive, skewering a copy of doll-like mage that had tried to sneak up behind Caspian until it poofed into smoke.

"I won't play dirty as long as you don't, Wizarmon." Phin pronounced the species with a German "W". The way the Wizard's face scrunched gave Caspian the impression it was intentionally wrong.

He did waver at her warning, but he still tried to stand his ground. 

"Then let's try a new Magical Game!" He cried, lighting some lines ablaze in hopes of negating the threat. Only half successful.

The Spider Threads caught, but didn't break. Caspian raised both brows while Wizarmon looked ready to punch themselves in the face for making Phin’s move more dangerous.

"Okay, if the wind kicks up and you set everything on fire, that's on you." Caspian deadpanned.

"New rule, no fires!" Rachel's words were a rush. "Only the ones that don't burn anything!"

"Not exactly useful in a fight there, Rache." Her partner hissed.

"Then maybe you should just leave," Caspian stated. "And never come back."

"We can’t do that, Caspian." Cary tried to sound reasonable.

A thread pulled closer to his throat,  joining an irregular net keeping the four away from Caspian.

"Then what the fuck do you want with me? Your job's done, "dad"." He turned to his "mother". "Take your hopes for "eternity" and shove it. UI are better off as they are, there’s nothing worth fixing."

"Excuse me?!" She sputtered, but Cary held up a hand for her to stop. "No, you stay out if this Cary!"

"And what happens when these AI get sick of our UIs stepping on their turf?" Cary spoke over her, staring Caspian down as he has a hundred times before. "Easy pickings? Will they get a taste for us too?"

Caspian swallowed but struggled to answer. 

There's little denying the power imbalance, that's what drove Yggdrasil to reach out to UI in the first place. And aggression is in their code, Digimon are meant to push themselves and those around them to keep growing.

To keep moving forward, as David once put it in regards to what he wanted.

Digimon will either wipe them all out or break themselves trying to "fix" these midpoints between them. Either out of obligation, like Yggdrasil’s hopes for more humans like their lost "Shibumi", or compassion, like Joanie's fusion.

Worst case scenario they do create new unpredictable life out of the two digital lifeforms colliding with no regard to their original minds. No loyalty to or respect for either previous species.

"Are you really okay with that Caspian?" Cary’s arrogant words cut through.

"SHUT UP!" Caspian snapped, mind still racing. He doesn’t know how much of anything else he might be saying aloud or if Cary just had the worst timing.

Which option is worse, and for who? Does a side need to be sacrificed?

Does anyone win apart from the Digimon the longer this "symbiosis" goes on? Is there a difference between a UI with no limits and a human who has a Digimon by their side?

Digimon are growing like weeds, but it’s been said that's in part to try and recreate their underlying social systems. But even when they slow down it will still be faster than any yearly human conversion rate should ever reach. In both the physical and digital.

How long do normal evolution paths take, and how do their life cycles go between data assimilation and their reincarnation system?

Will Digimon burn them all down just as surely as unchecked UIs could?

How do you fix that?

Changing their instincts would take a massive system rewrite, and you'd have to change all of them for the patch to stick.

Even a handful that kept that drive to fight, that hunger for more than they have or need, and there'd still be a bloodbath. Digimon can’t afford to lose their will and ability for self-preservation.

There had to be a solution to this. Why else would Yggdrasil consider this relationship a symbiotic one?

"We don't need to find an answer." Phineas’s voice was gentle. "Don’t push yourself so much. We handle our own, and whenever conflicts have happened before Earth, humanity, always wins out." 

He notices smoke coming from her hand as they reach for him. Didn't notice when they got that close.

That same strange black mist was coming from him, from his watch.

Negativity brings them energy the same as everything else. But whatever this is, worries them.

Who's that a bad sign for?

"I can give you whatever numbers you need later, but I promise that's true as far as I can see." Phin tried to assure him.

"Bit too eager to lay out how humans have repeatedly screwed us, ain’t ya?" Wizardmon's tone was harsher with a twang that wasn’t there before, its gaze on the fireless smoke, calculating. Behind crude threads, the magician smiled and readied a spell. "But if the future scares you so much, let's give you a better look."

Caspian could see a human city burning, a massive red dragon overhead being consumed by a dazzled monochrome third party. 

With a shift, a similar skyline was deleted drop by drop by an unnatural pink jelly that had done the same to the world that humans unwittingly spawned in it.

In another, a virtual world was completely consumed by a different purple and gold dragon, trying to drag itself to the physical to make one unified existence. 

Time after time, the only solution was to keep the worlds separate. But neither side wanted to stay that way long term. Least of all the ones partnered.

When the world comes back into focus the darkness is thicker than smog. He's nearly scared to breathe.

"What did you do to him?!" He heard Maddie yelling.

"Just a Vision of Terror, but all of it’s true. Just because something’s an illusion, doesn’t mean it has to be telling you a lie." The wizard was looking down at him. When did he hit the ground?

Something has to change for life to stay feasible. Humans are too messy, that's what makes UI a headache, but 'mon? That's doable. Dangerous, sloppy, but it's still just their code. They're ready to accept whatever it tells them to be.

Yggdrasil’s as much a program as all the others. Change the base right and it'll cascade down the line to everything that relies on it, whether they like it or not.

They've already made him change one of their caches. This is what they "wanted" from them in the first place.

He fixed how they handled "death" 'cause they couldn't. Not his fault this means he can now see how they've been neglecting their creation system updates.

"Caspian?!" He knows that's Maddie’s voice but he can't see a thing.

There's just this black smoke and a purple glow on his wrist. But it doesn't scare him now. Not like it should.

He's well past fear at this point.

Knowing what has to happen and being able to do it are two different things. He's only human, he doesn’t have the time to change anything about Yggdrasil’s means of restricting or rearranging the monsters it's in charge of distributing.

But Phineas could, if they had enough power to back them. They both knew it.

And he's supposed to be the one with the keys. Putting them into the ignition shouldn’t be a problem.

His crest glowed stronger.

Something warm coiled around him, less like a web and more like the body of a snake or gnarled tree roots, but it feels like Phineas to him all the same.

It's just a matter of making this work.

The warmth of Phin’s coils didn’t change but the space around him felt warped. When his eyes adjusted to the dark it looked like he was standing in space, with distant nebulas in deep reds and violets but not a real star to be seen. The closest thing to them looked more like nerves.

Behind him he saw something shaped like a tree, glowing like a branched sword being forged or like a thick cable had snapped from its thin internal threads being overheated.

“Phin?” Caspian spoke to the void, and the “limbs” of the nearly burning bush shook.

So, he’s not as alone as he seemed. He just didn’t know where or what this space was, aside from something Phin was either creating or controlling.

Pieces of a large salamander-like head tore through the space like a glitched video. 9 red spiderlike eyes all in a horizontal line looked at him as it opened its jaws wordlessly.

“You… Are Phin, right?” He repeated warily as he glanced for an exit. “What is this?”

“Niiiiiiiiid,” It breathed in something like a word and finished it on the exhale, “Hooooggggg.”

He recognized the word, the name, vaguely as being Norse. Something tied to Yggdrasil.

Caspian looked to his digivice to see if it could explain anything, but it was different.

The band was metal now, with his engraved crest alternating on the center links, and the whole thing was black. He hadn’t even noticed the new weight of it until now, like a well fitted shackle.

Part of the code along the ring changed too, but he couldn’t make it out in the lighting. Not that he’d be able to read it without the cheat sheet Phin gave him anyway.

Functionally it looked the same, though the main screen’s clock was acting like a timer instead. An hour was a far cry from any of Phin’s previous digivolutions, but this stage was meant to be a big deal so between that and how new Ultimate still was for them he supposed it made sense.

Getting to what he needed wasn’t an issue. What they “were” may become one if this took too long. He didn’t really want to risk what would happen if he was still here when the time was up.

“Phin, can you get Yggdrasil in here too? Would I be able to edit them like this?” Caspian spoke to the sky, unsure if where he focused mattered. He didn’t even see what move could do anything like this.

The molten tree shook again, and the emotionless face swam out of sight similarly to how it had entered whatever this space they had made was.

Like an unseen force was pulling threads out of this world in between a white angular figure emerged from out-of-order lines.

They weren’t as big as he expected from a digital God with a capital G. That could be due to how Phin was managing this, and it was still a lot bigger than he was.

An organic-looking vine that stretched from beneath the figure that was something between robotic panels and formal robes into the strange void implied this was still part of something bigger. One of the few splashes of color this white machine had.

Red lines of text flashed on its eyepiece as it recognized him and given the way it went solid red at seeing the molten tree whatever Phineas became didn’t surprise them enough to not register.

“INTRUDER DETECTED.” The machine recited, less robotic sounding than he expected. Almost like a woman or a child’s.

“Consider us even, nobody gave you permission to lay your breadcrumbs on my machines,” Caspian replied with a sneer. “We need to talk.”

The God’s drone stayed still for a moment. But it hadn’t found a way to kick him yet, which was saying something. Not sure if it’s about Yggdrasil’s internal defenses or Phin though.

“ACKNOWLEDGED.”

Caspian wasn’t sure what he expected, but the thing falling to pieces panel by panel wasn’t it. Neither was a human form to be found at its center.

If he had, the dead man staring back at him would have made the short list of options he knew.

“What seems to be the problem, Caspian Keyes?” The guy’s voice was nearly casual, it lined up with recordings of him. Everything but Caspian’s name, which came out slightly clunkier, an AI’s raw prediction of what it should have sounded like, despite the man having said it on camera at least once.

Something in Caspian snapped. Between everything life had thrown at him today being show this face was the last straw. 

It didn’t matter that this was as much of a copy of the guy as he was.

“Holstrum’s” glasses broke when his fist made contact with what should have been a cheekbone, something to take away from how much of his reflection he could see in this old man’s face. 

Yggdrasil’s copy barely even blinked, much less show a bruise. The grey old man just kept staring at him with pity.

No, not quiet. Regret, and a hint of amusement.

Caspian barely had time to flinch from how much harder it was than a person should have been when he tried to wipe that expression off of its face only for the face itself to be wiped entirely into something else. Someone else.

“I never expected you to be another puncher.” It gave a sad chuff with the face of a younger-looking East Asian man with a full head of dark brown hair parted to the side.

Emotions overruled confusion and Caspian repeated the blow, the man’s face crumpling like a can under a hit only for the frame itself change to a face similar to it. But this one was closer to his age with lighter brown hair in a ponytail who looked absolutely amused by Caspian’s anger.

A part of him registered that if these were people, they looked like they were a father and son. His next hit was hard enough that the skin of his knuckles broke. His blood landing on it made the thing’s eyes widen in shock but Caspian was well past listening. 

Even when it tried to change into yet another stranger around his age with messy black hair and a blue jumpsuit of some sort as it tried to voice an objection, he didn’t stop hitting it.

It wasn’t until the “God” took a form about a foot shorter than he was used to that he paused enough to breathe.

A girl’s face, younger than Maddie, looked up at him with concern in inhuman red eyes. “Are you done damaging yourself?”

He blinked at the "God's" jump from guys to little girls and his brain stalled out a snort. “Considering that’s all my life’s been, I doubt it.”

Her face scrunched in displeasure. “We had no desire to use the "Norn" avatar for ourselves. We’d appreciate it if you’d take greater care. Or at least make an effort to prepare yourself better.”

“Excuse me?”

“Put your soul into it if you decide you must fight with a body this frail. To protect it and permit direct access to data, as you have done in VR with the aid of human tools.” The albino-looking pre-teen scolded as she took his injured hand in one of hers, too cold and stiff to be human, He was nearly afraid she’d break it when a navy blue shadow erupted from it. “Normally one’s Digisoul’s a bit brighter than that.” She said to herself. “But the color’s healthy enough.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

“Nothing bad. It’s merely reflecting yourself, as it does for all humans.” It blinked at him with something between pride and annoyance. “Apologies, this outburst appears to be my fault.”

“What the hell did you expect me to do?” Caspian glared and his breathing was ragged. “Did you know what I was too?”

“I had not expected conflict, certainly not to the expense of yourself.” The child said in the same voice the first machine used now that he paid attention. “I saw what you were made for, and disliked the way humans had tried to impose it on you. I could see your potential,” Seeing Caspian’s fist clench Yggdrasil took a step back, but shifted back into Holstrum’s face with damaged glasses and Caspian’s blood on its cheek. “I saw a brilliant mind and a soul that enjoyed humoring and helping strangers it knew it would never see. I asked you a question, and you answered it.”

“That code wasn’t a question.”

“I asked if you wished to fix death, and you did. Ignoring it would have been the natural response, the content was meaningless to you. And while imperfect, you had succeeded.” Older eyes hidden behind cracked lenses Caspian doesn’t need yet looked at the one visible part of the beast behind him. “I saw in you the potential to be one who saves or dooms humanity, like the three UI I found all have. It made sense to see if you’d be willing to be an ambassador too.”

“You can’t pick somebody from the side you’re trying to appeal to and make them your “ambassador”,” Caspian said with a scowl, “the word you’re looking for is “Advisor”.”

Holstrum looked thoughtful and nodded. “Agreeable. What is it that you’re “advising” I do?”

“First off: We’re not “fixing death”. You didn’t ask me to do that, and if you had I wouldn’t have done it. Building bridges, I can work with. But if the UI want to burn themselves out by flying too close to the sun, I’m not going to stop them.”

Yggdrasil’s colors dulled and the human’s eyes developed static as it glared at him. “Unacceptable. We will not permit these humans to destroy themselves for your mistakes.”

“And if I fix the flaw, what’s going to stop the rest of humanity from wanting to follow them into “Godhood”? Or worse, what happens if they freak out and we have a war on our hands?”

“Humanity is never unanimous. We will not permit a world without humans in it.”

“How were you going to stop either of them?! By siccing something like a 20-foot-tall monster with nukes in its chest at us and hoping they’d just suck up and shut up?” Caspian shook his head furiously. “I’m here to make your “children” less likely to raze us all to the ground! The fact it isn’t even a mega who has firepower like that proves this is a massive problem!”

“Would you wish a return to the levelless system?” It asked with a judgemental air, “Your partner would run circles around even the best our Pantheons have to offer given their nature. Is that what you want?”

“No. God no. I’m not trying to make you all the same.” Caspian shook his head and ran a hand through his hair. "I know you have structures that work for your people, so I'm not trying to trash your entire culture over this. But Earth’s too rigid to survive some of the shit I’ve been warned you guys can do, and you need to adjust them accordingly. Even if it’s only when they’re topside.”

“I can’t make a distinction like that.”

“Either you file down their teeth yourself or I’m going to leave them gumming each other to death,” Caspian warned. “You want peace with us? Start by following my terms.”

Yggdrasil paused. “Won’t they grow to envy us and our immortality? We’ve seen how humans have feared it before.” The man with the side part came back to the surface. “We know humans are capable of stealing our gifts. They will drive your partner back to madness if they do.”

“What is Phineas to you?” Caspian warily asked. They didn’t say Phin would die, which would have been the obvious problem. Ryudamon warned before they were older and “flawed”. "Is this what they were supposed to end up as? They said they pre-dated you."

“Not as a Nidhoggmon, no. They are the program closest to what could be “Death” for us. A gathering point for all data that is beyond reconfiguring. An amalgam of all minds and souls lost to evolution, extinction, and fates in between. Discarded data that has so many digimon within it that it wished to be one, and called itself "Apocalymon".” Yggdrasil looked up at Phin’s tail. “A wish you granted when I couldn’t.”

“I showed you I could “fix death”.” Caspian echoed with wide eyes.

“Exactly. Not just in willingness, but capability. Apologies that the former proved to be mistaken.”

“Death isn’t a “flaw” you need to fix for us. It’s the solution to the problems life makes if left unchecked.” Caspian tried to explain himself to this thing. “The only reason your system works, is because you’re running the show, isn’t it? When you spread yourself too thin, let them get too powerful again, you reboot and the problem goes away.” 

“We can’t do that.” He continued. “We have to deal with every mistake, and if it gets too big, that’s it for us. It’s already too big. UI was an attempt to fix it, to remove US for the planet’s own good.” He hoped he’d read the signals right on that front. “UI being as mortal as we are isn’t the real problem here. Us not wanting to have our limits is. That’s what brought us to this point.”

“We hoped for a future with both physical and digital humanity.” Yggdrasil said to themselves quietly, Holstrum’s form quaking and for a moment Caspian saw a clear blue crystal at his center. “Were we so mistaken?”

“Would that really surprise you when you chose to speak to me looking like this?”

“We are aware of how far your ties to the human Stephen Holstrum went, and believed giving you a chance for “closure” would be better than a face unfamiliar.” Yggdrail adjusted their glasses, the damage Caspian had done to them repaired with the contact. “Apologies again if this was also a false assumption. We know the ache of never having a chance to confront one that created you for a purpose that may in fact have been flawed at the start.”

For a second he thought he saw something else where it stood. A narrow angular statue of something vaguely feminine and humanoid. And something within it, like a crystal orb.

Was that Yggdrasil’s own digi-core perhaps? Or what is that what it used as a base to make what digimon have?

Why hasn’t Yggdrasil offered that as a solution to the UI yet?

“If you lower the upper limits of what digimon can do, won’t that free up more of your resources to help the UI?” Caspian asked it cautiously. 

Holstrum stared at him with an almost human sort of stoicism as it gave a nod. “It would. But I don’t want to leave my children vulnerable.”

“To what? The UI you’re helping? Even your “rookies” can run laps around most of our security features or exploits.”

“We’ve seen the digital horrors humans can create given the chance.” It replied and gave him something like a smug smirk. “Your edited Apocalymon wouldn’t be out of place among them.”

Another name Caspian will need to try and remember for later. “Yeah, but here you are supposedly on the UI’s side of this mess. If you want to talk “horror” without them being on the list you’ve lost it.”

“UI don’t delete everything they touch, physical and digital.” Yggdrasil objected with a look like they were scolding a child. “UI haven’t stolen digimon from the cycle of rebirth for our genocide. UI have yet to create mockeries of my children who seek the destruction of all for mere sport.”

“We also haven’t done any of those things, and I’m not seeing a way we could the way things are.”

“You could,” Yggdrasil warned with a childish pout on the man's face. “You have a being that is showing you how it can blur our digital and your analog. Its ongoing attempt to follow your orders without entering My world.” 

Holstrum’s glasses had lines of red code flick across them as the “man” heaved suddenly.

“Phin?!” Caspian called out to the space in worry, but the end of Phin’s tail didn’t react at all.

“I… I miscalculated.” The god answered instead. “ But there’s still time.”

“What are you talking about?”

“Samael.” The old king stated like the name was some sort of answer. “I concede to the requests made, Caspian Keyes. And I’m sorry, for what you may see should it not be enough.”

Chapter 19: Titanomachy

Summary:

Sami causes problems, not all of them on purpose.

Chapter Text

Something was wrong, a tremor went to Sami’s core that caused their hand to slip while they were still spinning clay. That could have frustrated them had this cause been minor.

It wasn't just Lucemon, the data spike caused their pottery wheel to stutter. The source wasn't anywhere nearby, this was a ripple that started as a massive wave.

Massive, and intimidating enough that the pesky Cupimon who has been pestering them about Prasad’s children was finally being pushed to digivolve on reflex only a few kilometers away.

This was the birth of a Mega. They needed to look into this now, there's no telling how long it had already been active.

Finding the source was simple enough for them. Using humanity’s network to jump between continents was far faster than flying.

If they were quick enough Baba may not even notice they're gone.

America is also new to them, this region is far greener. Shame it's been made so close to a faultline, this "California".

Still, Baba may enjoy a visit sometime. Traveling could prove to be very entertaining as long as she remained healthy and able.

They found their old friend towering over the houses that lined either side of the minor street they were nested on. Something was trapped within its hollow coils, it's tamer no doubt.

They were a Nidhoggmon this time. Not a terrible twist of fate for the old souls. A body that was as wooden as the artificial bastard of a Cherrymon and as long and strong as a sea serpent. Enough brute force that even the so-called “strongest” digimon would pretend to respect it, with a mind willing to pull out tricks that would make Witchenly and its clowns proud.

But it was woefully distracted.

They could tell from the digital space as well, as physical claws twitched in time with it as if any digital being had a need to emulate human trickery. While its primary body was here, all of its focus was on the other side, like a double-headed serpent.

Its digital head was striking Their originator, virus typing being true to its purpose to spread their human's intended infection.

Sami wasn't the first Digimon to take notice. Not even the first Demon Lord to do so. They were intrigued that Gluttony had been permitted to reform so soon.

They had always been favored by the Devas, They supposed. Least accepting of their other lords and easiest to ascend to a rank opposite the fallen angel's own.

But last time they unchained the lone king it had been to push a stagnant rookie all the way to mega without its humans' support. This was nearly the opposite, as they remained incomplete.

"Report," Lucemon ordered to the former king.

"Knowledge’s lost it." The Baalmon obliged, though it frustrated them. Ever against accepting aid no matter how needed. "The runoff's not building fast enough for me, do something!"

"I can't," Sami showed it the palm of their hand bearing the Catalyst, branded with Chanda’s crest. They took a lounging position airborne so the cross scorched into their left sole from their first step on Earth was similarly visible. "As long as my Tamers are uninvolved I can't do anything but observe. Not unless Yggdrasil itself unbinds me."

"You little shit." Gluttony's older voice bled through. It had the audacity to point the Berenjena concealed in its massive sleeve at Their smug face. "Then what the hell am I supposed to do?!"

The barrels were as impeccable as ever, even if it’s only a sign of how fresh this evolution was.

"Have you already consulted your book, oh Glutton of Knowledge?" Sami teased with a quirked brow as they looked up from the gun. They both knew nothing would come from pulling the trigger at Them, not even a ricochet.

"Ain't got fucking time for that!" The sublime lord redirected his arm to the ever-growing serpent bathing the suburb in a near white blue of a supernova.

On the contrary, by that measure, it should be some time before it reached critical.

They were pleased the time of night had kept onlookers to such a minimum. It may take more energy than their previous use of skills, but they should have a spell to maintain that. Stifling any of those that could still see despite their efforts would be best left to the Deva and their fools.

"Hardly. How long has this been going? I came as soon as the wave reached Mumbai."

"I dunno, 30 minutes?"

That’s a fair bit faster than they suspected.

"And yet the thermal runaway's still fairly fresh," Sami commented cooly.

"It started purple, then a weird blue, and now this." The Baalmon said with a roll of its two human eyes. "So, it’s cooling by the tens if we’re lucky, and I can't get so much of a hiss outta this thing. You'd think going for the eyes would do something when they've got this fucking many, but noooo." Its drawl curdled into a whining growl unfitting of either of their stations at present.

Empowered by a desperate crest that was expected. The second color was likely a reflection of their tamer’s own essence after the crest’s blessing ran its course. Impressive durability, as always, though between their nature and Nidhoggmon’s own letting this beast run its course would cause a lot of damage to both sides. 

As “civil” as it was by keeping itself the fuel, when it runs red it will creep into whatever was nearest where Yggdrasil stored its files while everything in its physical vicinity would be made little more than kindling when their mind was overwhelmed by the masses again

Though it was ironic this evolution was causing them of all things to trigger digivolutions in those around them. Doing the opposite had been what brought the two together in ages past.

A fool’s one-sided sentimentality, of course.

"And you only have one stage left before your crown can be returned to you, in addition to having a partner." Sami gave its terrified young woman a glance. "What's your rush?"

"In case you haven't noticed, that's a pity crest she’s got at best! Ain't gonna work for me, or it woulda done somethin' by now." Baalmon hissed, and true to form Sami couldn't feel it blessing this evolution in so much as a single talisman. Even their Red Book of Appin was completely to standard for the breed.

Its human flinched as though the words struck her.

Sami gave Baalmon a curdling look over its dismissal of its own inadequacies role in this development. "Crests don't allow themselves to be given or taken lightly. If one with more potential shows up it could possibly shift, but they can't simply fall upon a false bearer."

"Then she sucks at it! Can't make a real friend worth a damn, and the fake friends?" He made a circle at Nidhoggmon with the end of their gun, "Turn out like this."

Sami sighed at their intentional obliviousness. "It's not about making friends, it's the loyalty one has to them and their respect towards these bonds. The risks and losses one would gladly take to protect them."

"Still, should not be fucking this!"

"If that was ever a goal, she shouldn’t have taken a job as a honey trap." A little girl with a hairclip sniped bitterly with a glare at Gluttony’s tamer. The Hope bearer.

Gluttony snarled at the child, but held back from striking, frustrated glare bouncing between her and his charge.

The blue girl continued to shrink in on herself. Gluttony wasn't wrong to claim she was the weakest here by far, despite her partner's pedigree, but she was also the most recent.

Perhaps her given partner was part of the problem. One could hardly preach connection when they’ve been tied to the Lord that most strongly rejected the allies and armies they were meant to aid and lead.

Her crest can't be fake, but she's not allowing herself to be open to its gift. A terrible pity, for the girl's own well-being. She can’t thrive in her current isolation any more than Friendship can.

Even Their unwitting Baba's got the mindset it needed from her.

Hope's has wavered as of late, but They can see the intensity it had and it's eagerness to return to its prior state. Results of a damaged partnership.

That would explain the absence of the Knight's blade.

"What is that and what's it doing to Caspian?!" The child addressed Them. 

They were almost impressed by her audacity as they tried willing Nidhoggmon to slow. Their eye twitched in disappointment as the beast’s burning wings flared a brief bright orange to overclock themselves past it. 

"Nidhoggmon.” They humored the child given their… inadequacy. “But unlike the namesake it's not chewing the roots of our "World Tree" to torment those out of the cycle, it's infecting it." Sami looked at the beast with detached disappointment.

"Bastard's trying to yank all our teeth out!" Gluttony snarled. "Doesn’t want us to be Digimon anymore, kumbaya sorta shit."

"So you egged him on since yours would be one of the first crowns to go, and you wanted blood." Sami nodded to themselves and smirked as they gave the bandaged monster a playful side-eye. "You're not even a Myotismon this time."

"Don’t act like this don’t concern you too, Pride! He wants to change us, and last I checked if something can "change" either it wasn’t really "perfect" before or won't be afterward."

They looked at the would-be king with a pout but didn't punish them for their insolence. "If you were that eager to kill, what's stopping you?"

"With that thing in the way?"

"That smoke isn't just what Nidhoggmon normally spawns." They stated cooly. "That's the corruption found in the Kemonogami variation."

"English, motherfucker!"

"The one where “Digimon” were considered “Sacred Beasts”, before humans digitized them." Sami smiled at them, knowing full well the intended meaning. "There was a partner of your kind in that world too."

"If they ain't acknowledged by Behemoth or bear the crown, a Beezlemon's just another schmuck to me. You know that." The Baalmon scowled as the babysitters Brooklyn twang kept bleeding through.

This digimon was too new to keep themselves from being lost to a past crown bearer, but they knew that risk going in already.

To be fair, They had forgotten that world lacked the demon lord's steed. 

"Their partnerships were soul-bound." Sami indulged them. "Kill the human and Nidhoggmon will either return to wherever Yggdrasil tries to store it next or be distracted by redirecting its power away from Yggdrasil to keep both themselves and the boy’s soul here." They ignored the objections the humans beneath them raised as they gave Baalmon what they needed. "Don't bother with anything but the head or heart, everything else risks getting cauterized to keep him stable until they finish what will become his life's work."

"You can't do that!" Hope tried to object and They searched for a name. Madison Kim, the daughter of the willing UI.

"Nah toots, that's a lot more reasonable for me like this.” The demon said with a cocky smirk as he scanned the eyes along the monster’s tail for gaps into Apocaylmon’s space in between. “Would be a lot easier with wings or a ride though."

"He's just trying to help!" She tried to put herself in the lord's way.

It was easy enough for him to step over her, she barely reached over Baalmon's knees. "Back off kid, I don't waste time on weaklings."

"He's just as human as I am!" She shouted back as she grabbed at his oversized sleeve as if it thinking it would help hold him back rather than get her carried along with his stride.

"Yeah, and while you're both squishy he just made our first monster this world’s had worth toppling. Whaddaya got, pipsqueak?" Cruel eyes looked her over through bandages as he shook the bipedal leech free. "Where's your partner? How good of a fight can you give me?"

She couldn't answer them. Her hands clenched futility at her sides.

"Hope's typically the late bloomer, and Knowledge's was the first Digimon to manifest on this world," Sami informed the twisted scholar. "You can't expect them to be the same. You shouldn't be an Ultimate yet either, and you're easily the dullest Baalmon I've seen by far as a result."

"Yeah, yeah, so sue me. But she was still the second pick, yeah?"

"Third, if you’re asking about when their partnerships were forged, Light's fusion was second."

"So you're the unlucky number four, eh?"

"Luck's rarely been poor for any of the partnered. Present company excluded."

"For me or the other guy?" Gluttony grinned at their sick joke.

A crackle came from an upper room in the Kim household. Someone was coming, but were making the effort to leave the building undamaged.

A Hisaryumon solidified layer by layer nose first as if the window itself was to the Digital World. But its pearls were the wrong colors.

Those were not the red and green souls of Kinryu and Kakuryu. They were the yellow of Hope and a pastel pink. 

In most cases it'd be easy to assume it was Light at its side again, the crests of the divine as entwined as those of Courage and Friendship. But not this time. Not this jogress.

That was Kindness' hue, similar as they were to Their human eyes, both crests clear as day on surfaces that should have been left unadorned.

This wasn’t the Knight's Blade anymore. The fury in his eyes was human.

"Leave the boy alone." The UI's tone left little room for argument.

"Dad?!"

This did tip the scales. Nidhoggmon was too distracted by its task to pay anything below a fellow Mega its attention, so Baalmon's assassination plot was solid. As far as any of Gluttony's impulsive solo plans go at least.

But this Hisaryumon had the experience backing him that their incomplete and unsupported peer couldn’t hope to match.

Hope's a late bloomer to keep it from outshining its fellows, particularly against Nightmares.

Yggdrasil wasn't as desperate against this attack as Sami had hoped. No signs of their bindings loosing, and the blue fire's glow was starting to yellow.

Gluttony was right about one thing.

Samael didn’t want this boy to succeed.

David circled Nidhoggmon, checking for himself the glorified hacking tool was as “benign” as it could temporarily be. His soul read of worry, but the dragon’s natural stoicism served him well to hide it from his daughter and the other helpless bystanders.

It did little more than give a threat of its toxic Rudiment between the presence of two Ultimates. And a champion from the look of things, an insignificant Kiwimon of all things with its own tamer.

The stockier blonde was saying something to David’s daughter. Sincerity from the earthy signature coming off of her. Her Kiwimon wasn’t terribly older than Gluttony was.

It was certainly taking the radiant data worse than the glutton did, swaying from its effort to stay aware and intact. Kiwimon glared at Them and must have only caught part of their power to keep its nerve. It spat a ChibiKiwimon at Them as a threat display more than anything.

They didn’t even afford the digital dead end a glance as they collapsed it with a snap of force. 

Nidhoggmon nearly looked their way for the first time, more from having a mind of any quality added to their mass grave so close to them than genuine awareness, and They hated how badly They wanted their old friend to give them any shred of attention. Even being attacked or berated for being a heartless spineless traitor again would be kinder than this… Apathy.

With a sigh Sami swiped a finger along his left shackle, creating a screen not unlike what this world's digivices used. "Chanda. Logorhythms made something which may make UI independence difficult in the long run. What would you have me do to it?"

"What is the issue?" Chanda’s not dumb enough to give them a blank check over hearsay.

"He's human, Chanda!" David’s pink pearl glowed, likely copying Sami’s communication spell. An impressive trick for a human programmer. "This isn’t some product they made against us-"

"They cloned Holstrum." Sami cut in and Chanda’s face tightened. "It's only open to any form of digital life as long as it remains dumb, docile, and interdependent. Yggdrasil’s being altered as we speak to mitigate what Digimon are capable of and it is strongly against the enabling of an immortal UI."

"Then stop it. Whatever you have to do." Chanda’s screen grew the rays of his crest and Sami’s brand glowed in kind. 

Their foot throbbed against them, but this wasn't against Baba's request. Technically Vinod’s not the one making trouble.

"He's not against us!" David’s draconic face was directed at the yellow pearl. "Caspian’s just overwhelmed right now and he's seen what Digimon can do. The intent isn't to hurt them-"

"Just chain them down to our level?" Chanda interrupted. "This could do a lot worse to you than me from the look of things, David. We can’t let him put so many lives at risk."

"And what? Let your partner kill him? Are you insane?!" The dragon’s jaws snapped out of sync with his voice. And now Sami saw what the man was really doing.

They underestimated this UI. 

The pearl of Hope's emblem shined orange from making his own connection to Courage. Which meant the pearl of Kindness’ glow was coming from contacting someone else. He was letting Laurie hear everything, the two pink crests blending to mask the action.

That was unacceptable.

If Light and Love entered this fray then Gluttony would perish. They can’t keep themselves in check, and Laurie's too temperamental to hold back. One death shouldn’t necessarily release a Gluttony-based Ogudomon, but whatever backlash occurs would be unwise for the crests.

This had gone on long enough.

Nidhoggmon's coils were tight around the target, but the smoke of decay didn't obscure Their sight as it did others. They could see the rift it was hiding and the boy within it.

The boy and a _7D6 unit wearing a human face. A face it wouldn’t bother with if it thought it was facing a threat. 

They shouldn’t be surprised that Yggdrasil would betray them all this way after all of their other stunts but humoring a human’s hubris while condemning their own stoked an old burn. The digital hazard emblazoned on the back of their hand itched at the insult of it all.

It would be less effective on this mega than They'd prefer at Their level, but a human? Just one planetoid striking true should do it. Even as limited as they were.

"Grand Cross!"

The ten-star set of four Syzygy manifested at Their command. Each aimed at the heart of Nidhoggmon's body where it hid its tamer, splintering its outmost layers on impact. But limited as they were, even Seraphimon’s knockoff would have had more kick to them, and Sami could feel what power they had slipping through them like sand through a sieve.

They had ignored the humans on the street below for too long, relying far too much on their Glamor to keep bystanders from getting curious. 

In Sincerity’s panic, Kiwimon accepted the overabundance of data and their tail sprouted to life.  Leaves formed branches until a large hedge formed a barrier between their charge and the pieces of Nidhoggmon that were blown off. It hunkered down to maintain the defense, and its body traded the material that had gone into Kiwimon’s powerful legs to remake their lost wings.

Brown fuzz gave way to bright blue petal-soft leaves that were easily mistaken for feathers at a distance, and when the silver helmet fell it was a Deramon’s face that gave Sami a look full of disdain and fear in equal measures. Its sharp gold beak glinted off of Nidhoggmon’s orange flames as it took the discarded mask which reshaped into a green and gold crested crown.

The pretender to a nonexistent throne quaked between the effort of coming so far so quickly without an older echo to take the helm as the former Gluttony could and from worry for the humans they weren’t able to protect. The lack of deaths among the fools who got in the way was an immediate testament to how well the boy was negotiating his “compromise”.

The man, the boy’s own “father”, was still breathing despite the shrapnel from Nidhoggmon’s bark sticking out from his side. His bulk helped keep it shallow enough a hospital would likely be more than capable of sorting him out, even if the splinter collapsed and let him bleed freely.

Hope's bearer, who got the farthest into the coils for reasons best known to her, may not be able to say the same for much longer as the great dragon wavered like a flame in the wind. She had climbed enough that she was thrown off onto the asphalt which did her head no favors, judging by the growing red puddle, though they were aware head wounds bled more than most.

But even if it wasn’t fatal, the spike running her through was dangerously close to her center. Human anatomy was odd to them, that one could lose the use of their body without them being removed.

"Maddie?!" Her father’s voice split, jogress tearing in the Digimon's struggle to persist.

David should be fine, only her partner would pass with her. But this was also unacceptable.

Not the loss of the living weapon. Yggdrasil would have no troubles bringing back another backup of their personal project, just as “losing” Apocalymon would have been impossible.

However, the blood of a crest bearer on Their hands, and the youngest at that, would cause far too many social problems.

They gave up their wings and descended as a "boy". The other boy, Caspian, stood free from Apocalymon's space in a horrified stunned silence by the grisly sight before him, but otherwise completely unharmed. Nidhoggmon's head turned to face them, eyes glowing red and ready to strike but it only screamed wordlessly at its betrayer.

Not even for the harm they had done to it or their history still, Sami noted with mild frustration, as the intent behind its fury was so annoyingly human focused. But its own attack on Yggdrasil was over, though that may well have been due to succeeding in their master's work. A further frustrating notion, but one that would explain their newfound weakness.

The idea that They had gotten rusty was almost too insulting to bear.

"Apologies. She was not my target. Allow me to fix that." Healing was a simple enough task, and it had done well for their human's foot ailment.

"Are you insane?!" A taller human, the only real mother here, lifted them by their shirt collar. Not a difficult task, this form was incredibly light for its size and they were below most averages.

They blinked at her unimpressed and try to see the damage behind her. They could certainly hold a lot of red fluids. Their eyes went back to her own. "You have a better healer for her?"

They weren't quite expecting to be tossed to the ground so harshly. A human may have been hurt by that, but they simply brushed off the dust.

They could have a healer with Deramon. But this was a new soul with no predestined line to grant them any boons to help that sort of application, and Sincerity could only do so much.

Either Laurie called them in hopes of helping in a situation like this or this was their instincts driving them toward the nearest sparks of conflict. They may want to disperse quickly. If the married crests would have been angry before They’ve certainly made it worse.

Royal Nuts was ill-suited to delicate work, given it can be as much to harm foes than restore allies. But it did have the support of Nidhoggmon's focus.

Support Sami wouldn't need to manage the same in less than a breath if they'd all simply stopped being so difficult.

The girl was fading.

The catalyst on Their right hand burned, aching to be of service to the overwhelming emotions around them.

Not how biomerging was typically done, but there was promise there. If asked, they would grant this blessing.

"I don't care what you have to do Dera, just help her." The shorter blonde human's emotions were subdued, but strong. A very different form of Sincerity, but just as honest as needed.

Rarely did one truly need to address what God a prayer was being made to in their experience. It's all a matter of being heard by one capable and listening.

The Catalyst's gift could work for either human. But Hope's potential felt far more interesting. It wasn’t even her partner it wanted to use.

Something older was calling for her. Old yet most unusual. It took a note from Susannomon's fragments.

A fitting repayment for Their ill deed.

The evolution was accepted, and Madison Kim was engulfed by a divine light.

Chapter 20: Nibelungen Lied

Summary:

The storm settles and Maddie's alive, but past that is anyone's guess.

Notes:

And this is the end of our first big arc! The next planned POVs are Ellen, Cody, Caspian, Maddie, and two surprises. As always I hope you enjoy and I'm open to questions, comments, or constructive critique because action remains difficult, especially with a small crowd.

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Maddie wasn't sure what happened. 

One second Ryudamon was there but was also her dad? And the small angel kid kept acting like Caspian was some animal they needed to put down.

If she could reach him, she hoped that would snap him out of whatever this was to make Phineas small again. Small enough that they could convince them all to leave them alone.

She had nearly gotten through, but it had been a tight squeeze through one of the eye gaps in their gnarly bark-like scales. Caspian’s not-dad couldn't get nearly as close, though that may have also been Phineas wanting to keep him away specifically.

If he hadn't been so pushy none of this may have happened. It looked like Phin was calming Caspian down for a bit there before he butt in.

But then Phin had been jerked out from under her and it felt like her side was wet and on fire before she landed on the ground too hard. She definitely had hit her head, and while she couldn’t really feel her legs she thought she felt her phone snap in her pants' pocket. Her arms were heavy too, and she thought she heard Ryudamon yell for her? His voice kinda cut out partway through though.

She heard Justine say something after that, so at least it shouldn’t be a hearing problem. Or not a long-term one, if the wind had been knocked out of her wrong or something just then.

Hopefully, he and Dad hadn't done a complete Laurie. 

Yeah, she was mad at him, but she didn't want Ryudamon gone. And losing himself in a fusion was what drove him away from his old partner.

Maybe if she was more sure that Joanie wasn't just a piece of Laurie that the flaw glitched out the idea of them being fused wouldn't scare her as much. Maybe that was mean to think.

She half expected Laurie to step in or something in all of that mess. But her watch didn't buzz.

Her whole wrist was weirdly warm now that she thought about it. All of her was. And she was feeling less heavy by the minute.

She hardly realized her eyes had been shut since trying to squeeze through Nidhoggmon’s gaps had made everything too dark to see anyway. But now everything around her was pure white, like a thick bright mist on a snowy field while the sun was still out.

And she was alone. No Phineas, Caspian, Cary, or anything else.

… She'd know if she was dead, right?!

Maddie frantically pat herself down, and while there was definitely a scary amount of blood on her clothes she was fine.

Her mom was going to kill her if she wasn't dead. She hated clothes shopping.

Looking at her Digivice to see if it said anything about her whole survival situation on her stats made her pause.

It wasn't yellow anymore. Or, well, it was, but not in the right places.

A voice chuckled behind her, making her jump and spin to face them. But it wasn't a person or a Digimon, just an odd statue crisply visible despite the “clouds”.

A small white and gold birdlike figure sat on a hexagon base, edges covered in that Digicode writing Ryudamon tried to teach her. She really should have made a copy of Caspian’s cheat sheet.

Looking at her watch again the code on it changed too. The metal was gold and it wasn't calling her a "Digital Tamer" anymore. The second word changed.

"That says "Warrior"," the laughing voice supplied. "Digital Warrior, if you choose to accept me."

There was a figure standing behind the statuette as if they had been there all along that she just hadn’t seen, tall, blonde, and as snow white as everything else.

"And who’re you?" She asked with as much concern as you could have in a featureless void.

"Valkyrimon," They gave with a deep bow.

"Aren't Valkyrie supposed to be girls?" Maddie squinted at the Digimon skeptically. They sure weren't built like one and their voice could go either way.

They shrugged with an awkward smile. "I mean, I don't think the ones in your myths normally had hooves either, but at this point, I'm scared to ask." They tapped a hooved toe on the ground like a runner.

"They did ride horses, sometimes." She said with a side glance in thought. "Or wolves, or with swans or ravens. They're kinda all over the place aside from being really cool." Maddie shrugged and didn't look at the monster in case it was going to tease her.

Valkyrimon sat on the ground, pretzel style, and motioned for her to sit opposite from them on the other side of the small statue.

"So am I dead?" Maddie couldn't stop herself. "Is this what dying does now? "Chooser of the slain" and all. I was technically in a fight."

"Eeeeh." They waved a hand noncommittally. "Maybe? But you don't have to be and folks would much rather you not. I'm not really a Digimon right now so it's not my job either way."

"Like, Phineas being weird?" Maddie asked. "Do you need me to "fix" you?"

"Not quite." They tapped the figurine between them. "This is me. I can’t wake up alone. We really rather not do the whole "spirits" thing beyond the ten legendary warriors, but I can be a pretty useful mega."

“Spirit” had the right number of letters for the mystery word that repeated on the base of the figure. The “I”s were in the right place too. Comparing to her watch the “T” in “Digital” also matched, and if the second was “Warrior” the “R” lined up.

She's heard of items causing different types of digivolutions if a Digimon couldn't do it naturally.

"So you're too big to reach quickly, like the Gods, and this spirit was to help act as a shortcut? Why don't they have those?"

"Because they had Digimon lined up to fill those shoes. I didn't." They shrugged. "Didn’t have a Hawkmon ready to go down the jogress path yet, much less our other half. It happens. I'm useful, but not foundational the way the Archangels are or anything like that."

"So you’re a fusion too?"

"More of a step up from one, but yeah. DNA digivolving, jogress, fusion, biomerging, spirit evolution, all kinda the same thing to me. Two-for-one deals that can be pretty high risk," They looked to their right shoulder as if they expected a scolding. "I’m positive that Freya would tell you I'm wrong for lumping them all together like that, but her loss."

"What makes you so useful?" Maddie asked with a look of concern over "high risk", "I've never heard of you before."

"I help facilitate the reincarnation process, like Anubismon does with their judgments." They knocked on their breastplate proudly. "Ideally I help heroic souls get back into the cycle regardless of if their data was absorbed when they died, but I can generalize if I want to."

"You can make digieggs? Out of anyone?" Maddie felt a smile come across her face.

"I mean… probably not humans I don't think." They cocked their head in thought. "Not that I've ever had the chance to try."

"If I help you out, could I do that?" Maddie leaned forward, "So even if I have to kil- to destroy a Digimon, they'd be able to get a second chance and let them grow up in better circumstances?"

"Definitely. Not that they'll always take advantage of it." They leaned backward on the palms of their hands. "Allies, enemies, they all just tend to want to dive right back into battle like nothing happened in my experience. Rarely do they let themselves live a peaceful life."

"Caspian was trying to fix that." Maddie pointed out with a grin. "He sounded like he wanted to make it so Digimon didn't have to be violent. So it'd be easier for us all to live together."

"Not everyone would be on board with that." Valkyrimon sighed and shook their head. "Pleasant dream though." They smiled wistfully to the white void above them.

"I saw.” Maddie agreed as her face fell as her eyes settled on the statue. “Two Digimon were already trying to kill him for it. One that Phineas called "Gula", and one called Sammy or "Pride"."

"Yeah, demon lords do that. Those aren't names, just titles. Set of Seven." She felt them stare at her from their black visor. "Don’t destroy any of them if you don't have to. They're beyond the cycle and the backlash you'll get from trying to remove them from power, even by “just” setting them back to an egg, can be brutal. The more that lose their "crowns", the thing that sets them apart, the worse it gets."

If she remembered right, “Gula” was Latin for “Gluttony”. So the classic seven deadly sins. If memory served, that left Lust, Sloth, Wrath, Greed, and Envy.

"I'd rather not kill anyone." Maddie looked at her hands and settled for looking over her watch. "That's what kinda started this mess, it feels like."

She traced the gold Hope sigils that stood out on her digivice's now pure white band, matching her watch face. And there was a little gold claw on a clearly defined closure. The shape of Miracles.

Maybe that one was for Valkyrimon? If they can bypass “destiny’s” natural reincarnation cycle to give someone an immediate second chance, would that make them like a “miracle worker”?

The spirit smiled at her fondly. "Wish it could be that easy. But yes, I can help you keep digital lives from slipping through the cracks in the human world."

"Then sure! I accept." She nodded and got to her feet. "Soooo… what do I do?"

The figurine floated off of the ground to meet her and its cape rose like wings.

"Just roll with it. Guess I'll be the new Freya or Freyr once this shift is over. Don't be too rough on the new kid. Their future is still undecided, I just cashed in an old favor using some of their untapped potential."

She would have asked what that meant, but the spirit had other plans as it encased her like armor.

But it didn't stay the colors of the original. It's like it knew her, or her RoW avatar at any rate. What was silver on the one who spoke to her was teal like her armor, with even the bright blue cloth around her side following suit.

Her hair didn't lose its shape or color, and her version of the cape was brown like her wings were instead of white.

From what she could see the wings at her heels were red like her pauldrons or the cape's wingtips. Definitely still had hooves for feet though.

When the light finally went away she was way too tall. Being able to look down at her mom was surreal.

Yup, Mom's definitely going to kill her.

Or the angel that put her in this mess. A symbol on his hand glowed like Ryudamon’s head gem and he was beaming like a giddy kid at Christmas.

"What the hell did you do?!" Ellen yelled at the thing pretending to be a normal kid.

They held their hands up in surrender, but he made no attempts to hide his joy. "I helped the Deramon fix my mistake, as promised."

"We don't want anything from you." Ellen hissed at him, before facing her daughter, visibly torn between fear and the desire to hug her. "Maddie, is that you? Are you hurt anywhere?" Ellen swallowed, checking for signs of the injuries she suffered. "They said if you died Ryudamon would disappear and I haven't seen him or David after that thing went away."

Hearing that chilled her, but she hoped she hid it well enough behind a smile.

"I'm okay, honest! I feel fine, nothing hurts. Just…" Maddie looked to the ground and back to her mom. "I thought being tall would be less weird?"

She opened her arms for a hug and her mom accepted. Over her mom’s shoulder, Sami was still grinning like he won the lottery.

"And you’re not hurting Caspian." Maddie became very aware that she had a sword now. And a shield on her arm. But mostly the sword at her hip. She put a hand on its hilt as she glared at him, daring him to try that stunt again.

He clicked his tongue playfully like the threat mildly annoyed him and waved over his shoulder. "That boat's sailed, see for yourself." He gestured for her to turn around with a twirled finger.

She didn't let her back face him as she parted from her mom and twisted her head to check.

Oh, that was a lot of blood on the ground. Was that all hers? Yikes. Super yikes.

She might still be kinda dead, despite what her watch told her. Like, she might not be human after losing that much.

It did basically say she wasn’t a "tamer" anymore.

But Nidhoggmon was gone, Phineas was just a little spider again. And Caspian was a mess, staring up at her from the asphalt like she was something between a ghost and a monster, which might both be true.

"Maddie?" His voice was wrecked.

"Yeah, I’m here!" At least her voice was normal. Maybe a bit deeper, like she was older? She's not exactly in a position to tell.

It felt really weird to squat down to be looking down at him too, even if he was sitting down. 

"I'm okay! I think." She had to catch herself from falling onto her face. Balancing on her toes was hard. Was this what wearing heels was like? "Just… Different? Hopefully this isn't like forever." She shrugged with an awkward roll of her eyes as she settled on a broken mailbox across the way. "I really should have asked about that, but I thought all evolutions can be temporary."

"It better be!" A voice came from her shoulder. That was attached to claws, just hanging out there. This came with a bird?

"GAH!" This time Maddie hit the ground, trying to give the golden hawk some space when it was on her was a poor decision. "What?! Are you, "Freya"?"

"I'm! …" The bird was also at a loss. "I was a Floramon, until Justine needed a ride to get here. And I was a Deramon, and it felt weird. But if you're the Valkyrimon part, what am I?!"

"I think she just said you're "Freya"." Justine unhelpfully reminded her though her eyes looked as traumatized as Caspian's.

Well shit, who didn’t see her not-die tonight?

"But I'm supposed to be a 'mon!" The bird objected.

"Alright then Val, you can be the Valkyrimon and she's still just Maddie." Justine’s eyes went from her bird to her friend. "Unless you really like the power rangers stuff?"

Maddie quickly shook that idea down. "Nope, Maddie’s good with me!"

"Okay! Madimon is still Madimon." Valkyrimon the bird flew to her actual partner. Justine kinda held her like a burger to avoid the talons, which Not-Freya seemed content with.

Caspian grimaced as he tried to move and failed, "She really is, isn’t she?" He looked down at Phin on his lap. "We are not doing that, ever. I am not going to be a Digimon. I'm not going to "Narnia". Got it?"

Phin nodded emphatically as they just silently stared at Maddie. She wasn’t sure the last time they stayed quiet this long as a little bug. But there was a strange noise in the background.

Not words, but a sensation of refusal. She knew what silent rejection felt like in humans, cruel mimicking or constant disdain for simply being there. And this was like that, but… Colder?

Like something was making her relive the moment she learned just how bad her dad’s diagnosis was. Fear, but more specific. A fear of death, but not for yourself.

Phin was trembling like a leaf.

Was this how they conveyed their feelings, when they couldn’t talk?

"So, when do you change back?" Justine said with an uncomfortable concern. "Kiwi thought she went small again in like… two hours."

"Mine took over 8 the first time." Caspian threw out there, getting a nod from the blonde.

"Cool. So do we split the difference?" Justine looked between him and the world's tallest 14-year-old.

"Don’t think so." Caspian swayed his head more than shook it, and even that look like an effort on his part. "Arachnemon only now went back to their original Phin size, and that started well over two days ago."

"Was that the massive thing?" Justine asked with confusion.

"Nope. That was new." Caspian rested a hand on Phin’s head.

"Where is Ryudamon? And dad?" Maddie interrupted as she kept looking around in worry. But like mom had said, the dragon was gone.

"Hey, kiddo." Her Dad’s voice came from behind her. He was standing there, outside their house. Like he'd never been sick.

She's not sure what did it but as she stepped towards him she started shrinking back, so it was just Maddie who launched herself at him from a run.

He was solid. Real. No haptic vests or anything. He was back after two years.

"Dad, where's Ryudamon?" Her voice was muffled as she was mostly speaking into his chest.

He rubbed a circle into her back.

"He didn't think you wanted to see him, but he was worried. This was his idea." David chest rose and fell with every breath, she could hear a heartbeat. "It's up to you if we stay this way."

That's not fair. She didn't want to give up either of them. If Ryudamon was really okay with being like this he wouldn't have become her partner. He’d still be the Ouryuken, not a digimon.

"What even are you right now?" Maddie asked as she gripped the back of his shirt tighter. "He said he can't look human."

"Yeah, his ultimate couldn't." David agreed with a somber smile. "The dragon I make with him won't be able to become a weapon like he can on his own; fair trade if you ask me."

"Mom said it disappeared."

"It did for a bit there." His grip on her tightened. "Don’t you ever do something like that again, 'kay kiddo?"

She numbly nodded into his chest. Not sure she'd be able to really keep that promise. 

She had tried to stay out of the way, mostly. The one digimon told her point blank that attacking her wasn't worth its time.

"How's he?" David’s voice went over her head. Didn’t sound like he meant Caspian, his tone was too harsh.

"Mr. Duval will be fine, he just needs rest." That was Hannah’s partner. Not the big version, the Wizardmon it had been before it started really going nuts. With the gentler voice, if that was some sort of personality tell it had, from how Phin teased it about accents earlier.

Guess it would make sense "Keyes" isn't really their "family" name, just Caspian’s.

She peaked an eye out to see if she could see Caspian. He hadn't moved from the middle of the street. Sear marks made a circle around him, where Nidhoggmon's heat burned into it. Cars, trees, and the like were knocked over from its massive body.

He was still holding Phin as they sat in his lap while they glared at Sami warily. 

Sami’s expression had cooled back to the stoicism from before, like he was back on the clock. But there was a tension to him as he looked clearly at Phineas, not Caspian.

"Is it really okay for you to stay like this?" Maddie chanced a look up at her father's face and could already guess the answer.

"It takes a bit more out of me than I'd like. Maintaining this level's no joke." He looked down at her with guilt in his eyes.

Caspian flinched, showing he heard that, and Phin tried nuzzling his fist.

Had he been hoping making digimon weaker would have made UI manifesting through them easier, without actually fixing the flaw?

"'Kay. I'll be okay if you go back." Maddie lied. "I'm not mad at Ryu anymore. Valkyrimon said they'd help me make sure Digimon who die won't stay lost."

Floramon looked up at Justine confused but she shook her head to say "Not you".

"If you're sure?" David tussled her hair, making Maddie swat the hand away and settle it back down before nodding. He chuckled, but there was a sadness to it.

She couldn't make herself say it again.

The man's form crumbled into glowing dust, but she couldn't bear to look at it. Not until the little furry dragon stood in his place.

They couldn't keep her gaze, instead looking between the blood on her shirt and the ground.

"I'm sorry, mistress." Was barely more than a murmur.

She pat his head but couldn't find any words. Maddie instead turned to look down at Caspian. "Are you okay?"

He looked at her like she was both a ghost and an idiot. 

She frowned back at him. "If you want to sleep on the street this isn’t normally what people mean."

Caspian took the hint. "No, I'm not. At all. Not sure I could stand even if I wanted to." He looked her over with worry. "How the hell are you okay moving around so much?" Maddie shrugged back and he gave a tired and confused grimace.

"Would a fruit shake help?" Floramon asked, already on the lookout for fruit.

"Nope. Now is not smoothie time, Flora." Justine put a hand solidly on the top of their bud-like helmet, as if shoving it down. Floramon grinned like a happy cat at the perceived head pat.

He raised a brow up at her, but Justine slowly shook her head. Maddie spun a hand hoping for her to elaborate.

"Head's a little teapot." Was all Justine gave, which answered nothing.

Ryudamon squatted in front of him, making it easier for Caspian to reach their saddle.

Caspian was very unimpressed by this plan. "Uh, I'm a lot bigger than Maddie."

"You eat like a bird and it's only to get you inside. I'll be fine."

Maddie offered Caspian her hand, but Justine rolled her eyes at the gesture. 

She went behind him, lifting from under his arms and half tossed him across the rookie, making him wheeze from the impact. She brushed off her hands, content with her work, as he tried to glare back at her. He couldn’t quite manage it, much less get himself properly seated.

Hopefully some actual sleep will sort that out by the morning.

Justine looked too smug as she shrugged off Maddie’s scowl. "Dragon's right, he's not that heavy."

“Hey! Rude! Cas hurt, be gentle! D:<” Phineas sputtered up at Justine indignantly before hopping up on Ryudamon. “Fine! Phin too!”

Maddie stared at the spider with wide eyes, because she had expected its normal chittering. Feeling her gaze Phin looked back up at her.

"You can walk fine, get off," Ryudamon complained and shook the small rookie off easily with their current distraction.

“RUDE! BAD KING!” It whined, a high tinny thing that if it wasn’t speaking English could have passed for the sorts of noises they used to make. But they weren’t. And Phineas gave Maddie its attention again. “Maddie-Maddie-Maddie! Maddie okay? Okay, Maddie? Ride King?”

“I can’t carry two humans like that-” Ryudamon started to object but Maddie cut him off.

“Yeah Phin, I’m fine. I’m just surprised you can talk now.” She said with half a laugh as she looked at Phineas' chosen "King".

“What?” Caspian and Justine echoed with different amounts of confusion and her face dropped as she blinked blankly back at them.

Oh. Oh that’s not good, is it?

Phineas stared between Maddie and Caspian, shivering as that feeling again hit her like a wave, before skittering to Maddie’s feet and looking straight up at her. “Real fine or Keyes “fine”?”

She raised a concerned brow. “Real fine.”

“Fuck!” It squawked at finally getting an answer that wasn’t a clear case of guesswork and Maddie gave a strangled laugh.

Phineas’ eyes all blinked pure white before it gave her nearest leg a tight hug.

“Oh,” Phin whispered. “Oh no. D:” It shook its head to itself and Maddie just tried to process how she could hear expressions like that, and it was making her head hurt. “Oh no but yay. :D” Phineas continued, and that was definitely not just a brain fluke on Maddie’s part. “But mostly f- oooh can’t do people swears anymore. $#!%!” It swore to itself instead, with a sound not like a censor bleep, Phin’s “normal” sounds, or even what she’d expect digital gibberish to sound like.

“Okay, um, please stop making sounds that aren’t words. I know they’re not words, but I hear them and it hurts.” Maddie asked with a wince.

“SAMESIES! Except, inside sounds! So, Phin worse! :D” Phin stepped back and raised its paws like a cheer, before they dropped like another realization fell on them. “Oh nooooo. That bad-sound?”

“One of them. Please curse like a person or use real words? I promise I won’t repeat them.”

Phineas gave a short worried nod and opened it’s mandibles so she could see that they were making the next set of sounds.

“👺 🔊 😶🌫️ ❓”

She… She heard that, but she couldn’t make any sense of the sounds. It was more like a pressure behind her eyes that made her want to put her ears in a box like Mr. Potatohead.

“Don't do that ever again either please.”

Both jaws snapped tight and it began to gesture to Ryudamon in panic. “Bad. Bad-bad-bad- KING! BAD! WHAT THIS?! HOW FIX?!”

“Yes, Phineas. I can see that. I’m as in the dark as you.”

“CAS! Cas-Cas-Cas-Cas-Cas-” It skittered back to Caspian as it repeated his name at a mile a minute until it stood in front of him so it had as much of his attention as it could. “FUCK!”

He blinked down at the bug as clueless as when Phineas would normally start chittering and he tried to move himself to see Maddie better, to no success. “Are you understanding this?” Caspian asked with a wince as he accepted he really couldn’t.

“Phineas, I warned you that you needed a better system.” Ryudamon chided, but didn’t do anything to help Caspian’s repositioning attempt either.

“Questions ignorable! Swears make laugh or scold, ‘cause bad! Good system!” Phineas defended before turning to Justine and Floramon, “Only Sprout?”

Justine blinked down at it before raising her eyes up to Maddie. “Since when has it ever talked?”

Floramon gave a snicker. “First you defend the test, only to not do it on us? I see how it is..”

Phineas hissed at Floramon like a cat, so it could still make some of its normal sounds. “Just did! Justi right here, when I test! Twice!!!”

“True, true.” Floramon nodded to herself. “But I made it funnier.”

“NOT COOL! Life very loud, tired, made BIG changes. Can all PLEASE gentle?”

“So, only Maddie understands you like we do. Let’s just get inside.” Ryudamon sighed and gave Phineas a wide berth when it looked like they were going to try hitching a ride again.

“C’mon!”

"I didn't offer you one. Why not open the doors for me or something?"

The small spider hopped back to the ground and skittered in front of the dragon, waving its short arms to make a point.

"Then just go inside before you make any more of a ruckus," Ryudamon said with exasperation as he headed inside.

“I can give you a hand if you want. Seems fair, right?” Maddie said as she crouched low enough for Phin to decide if they wanted to be carried that badly.

She hid a wince as that scared sense of unease hit her again like a scream she felt the way obnoxious cars could when their music was too loud. Phin didn’t seem to notice as they nodded to themselves before hopping into her arms.

Maddie heard the sound of a slap and turned to look at her mom.

Caspian’s "mom" must have said something really stupid, holding a hand to her cheek.

"That isn't his name." Ellen hissed at her. "Go ahead and call the cops, I'm sure they'd love to know what's changed since you kicked him out."

"You couldn't afford to take us in court." Renee retorted. "And I wasn't the one who did that." She glared at Cary.

"There’s at least one nurse who knows what really broke Caspian’s arm," Cary smirked at the woman he was supposed to be married to as he struggled to stay on his feet. "Our boy was real out of it. He might have let it slip to others too."

Renee looked ready to kill the man. "And you just let him?"

Cary’s expression dared her to try. "What would you have had me do, gag him? Act like he was having some sort of episode? Or just take the blame?"

He turned to address Ellen. "Pope may want a word later. In person, to see Caspian for himself. But if he so sure that he's already cracked integrity, the project’s over." He gave a short wistful look at the Kim house before wincing in pain. "I'll be in the car."

Passing by Renee he muttered. "Take some pride in your last day of work."

She slugged him for that, but he simply took it and kept going, holding his side. And said something with a sneer to Not-Hannah she couldn't hear that got the girl to nod and start storming down the street on foot.

"Rachel?" The Wizardmon asked with panic and took off after the girl who had no reason to be there.

"Leave me alone." She shoved the Digimon aside, ignoring how it'd call after her. "I've had it with this. If I'm not good enough for you then just go!"

"I didn't mean it like that, that wasn't me." It tried to explain. "I can't keep you safe if I'm not strong enough and Pride always has that in spades."

"Then you've done enough!" Rachel snapped. "If the money you wired me is legit then we don't need to kill his monster and if I'm out of this then he doesn't have reasons left to want me dead, right?" She pointed at Maddie’s house with her thumb.

"Caspian doesn’t want to hurt people!" Maddie yelled at her, making the older girl back up further when she realized who Maddie was holding. "Nea only attacked that lady 'cause she kept threatening him and they freaked out!"

"But that was his AI who did it?" Renee’s voice was chilling as she looked accusingly at Phin who hissed their denial at her in return.

Phin’s feelings towards all of them were clear enough, but not being the reason for them made them easier to bear even with direct contact. Betrayal, frustration, frustration at ingratitude, but mostly heartbreak on Caspian’s behalf.

"No! That wasn't Phineas." Maddie spoke more so she could hear what she was thinking over Phin’s noise, but she felt she should have kept her big mouth shut. "It wasn't as smart, neither of them had control over what it did, and it's dead. Laurie killed it, just to be safe."

"But these AI can and will kill people." Renee raised a challenging brow.

"Maybe not anymore." Maddie looked at the ground before looking up again. If Logorhythms didn’t know anything about the fire in Mumbai, they shouldn't know how far digimon can go if they get into human tech.

"If you don’t back off, we can test that," Justine growled.

Floramon could not look intimidating to save its life, but it certainly tried, puffing itself out for size with a serious face. Renee didn’t look any more impressed by it than Maddie did.

Disappointed by the lack of reaction, Floramon’s face softened like she was trying to meditate.

The petals on the top of its head opened less like a flower and more like a large toothless mouth, which was far freakier.

Renee took one last glance at the house and turned to the car, giving a scream as she kicked a tire and slammed the door.

Justine looked down at her partner. "I thought that was your safe-happy soup thing?"

"Yeah, this feels very weird." Floramon nodded, which was 200% weirder when you could clearly see its head was hollow. "But you said my soupy looked “spooky”, right? And we needed to spook the mean lady!"

"Soup thing?" Maddie warily asked.

"Yeah, for my fruit shakes!" Floramon eagerly nodded, still not closing its petals and making them bob with the motion like strange bunny ears. “Since Justine said you don't really have fruit soups like we do.”

… Oh jeez. 

"Its "head's a little teapot"." Maddie slowly repeated with dread.

"Yuuup." Justine patted her shoulder in sympathy. "Tastier than you'd think though. But to warn you, her snout’s the spout."

Maddie looked queasily up at her, but Justine shrugged. "From her point of view, I fed Flora “weird stuff” first. Seemed like a fair enough trade and she had already done the whole song and dance about it."

Maddie looked back at Floramon, far too happy with itself. "Remind me to not ask for smoothies at your place."

"Your loss. But don’t warn your brother." Justine smirked. "I want to see at least one person's reaction to it before they get the “how it’s made”."

"No promises." Maddie shook her head, but gave Floramon a curious look as it closed itself up. "It is harmless, right?"

"Yup, yup. Super nutritious too!" Floramon eagerly nodded with an almost literally infectious joy. So it wasn’t just Phin giving off these auras, theirs was just a lot heavier when it hit.

… Hmm. It was tempting prank material.

Justine grinned when she caught Maddie's playful expression. The smaller girl gave a shrug before remembering. "And Caspian’s not my brother."

"Cool, my bad."

“Nibbling, not ant?” Phin chittered up questioningly, but Maddie just gave them a funny look.

“I have no idea what you’re asking,” Maddie told them and they deflated rather than try asking again. So she addressed Justine instead.  "Want me to ask if you can spend the night, or are you okay going home?"

"Nothing’s going to explode if I leave, right?"

"Better not." She said as she looked down at Phin who shook a denial back.

"Then I better sneak back before Mom notices anything’s missing." Justine motioned for Floramon to follow.

"We're walking?" The flower whined.

"Feel like being a Kiwi again?"

"No. Justinemon's heavy and I'm schleepy."

Justine gave the flower beast a smirk. "Would you rather get a piggyback?"

"What’s a piggy?"

"I'm sure you have those. In some form. But here it means getting on a person's shoulders." She squatted so Floramon could reach if they wanted to take her up on it. "It's easy for little kids like you."

"Alrighty!" Floramon didn't really get how they were meant to climb on so Maddie rushed over to give them a hand. "I'm the tallest!" It cried with delight.

And immediately konked out, lightly snoring on Justine’s head.

"Figured as much." She muttered to herself.

"Sure you don't want mom to give you a ride?"

"We're fine, it's an easy trip." Justine just waved her off.

Justine’s watch caught the light, and it still looked like Maddie’s did at the start.

She looked back at her new Digivice. There was a separate tile for Valkyrimon now, showing its spirit and then its normal stats with a swipe the way Ryudamon’s evolutions worked.

It wasn't labeled as a "mega" though. Just a "spirit".

"You are a curious one." Sami walked to her side with a swagger. Like they hadn't nearly killed her.

There was that feeling again, strong enough to make her feel sick, but now it was like two of them were clashing around her.

Phin’s felt like a hateful dread, almost like how Maddie’s stomach would turn when she’d see Samara or her friends. But it was mixed with something else that brought Maddie’s old friends to mind, like Ally or Bianca. The ones who between the funeral and the move stopped reaching out to her and she gave up on reaching back. 

And an imbalance to it. Like this bully was their friend once. A friend who’d… use them? 

Sami’s was more like a longing regret.

An “I miss you, you understood me” being answered with a “I don’t, we never should have met”.

Something strong enough that for a moment, she wasn’t seeing the youngest Chanda standing on her street in the middle of the night. 

A blond looked at her past a wall of fire like he was fucking Sephiroth or something, but had the gall to look like he was about to cry with a hand outstretched that could have gotten her out if he just tried, a hand that put her in there, only to turn and abandon her, alone, in that overpowering dark heat.

"What else do you want, Sammy?" She snapped at it, trying to stay in reality instead of whatever that was, but it's like nothing could wipe that knowing grin from the real Sami’s face. "Don't you have somewhere else to be?"

"Yup. Dadi may well be worried by now." They said to themselves thoughtfully.

"Then run back home, Sammy. Let “Daddy” Chanda know you failed."

"Not what I said, “Madi”.” He said her name with an accent enough that she could kinda hear the difference. "Grandmother, paternal side." His grin grew teeth, far more human than any Digimon's she's seen. "And that remains to be seen, given that I'm talking to our second mega."

"Does she know what you are?" Maddie asked with annoyance.

"Not at all. But the two of you match." He pulled out a box from his pocket, far longer than the space should have been. Instead was a Digivice. "Near foils, no?"

Sami wasn't wrong. The two had similar gold dials, but where hers had gold crests on white this was silver on black. But the black one had a different word than “Tamer”, still five letters long.

That must be “Pride”.

His arrogance grew when she said it aloud. "Precisely, Warrior. These times are changing fast. The more lines come to a fitting endpoint, the more your devices will evolve to reflect you."

"So what's the big deal?"

"Would you like to know what his changed to?" Sami said it with a cloying smugness like he'd share it no matter how she answered, and he let his eyes briefly drop to Phineas which made the bug literally bristle.

"Doesn’t really matter, does it?" She asked, and like she hoped it did get a reaction out of Phin. More of a mild worry than a fear like they had for Maddie or of Lucemon.

An echo of four monsters like Phineas’ shards, of a living gear taking control of others before turning into a devil, of a human boy infected by cobbled together mess of a beast and the towers he made.

"Fine. Check it yourself, or don't if you're sure it's not a threat." He shrugged her off, unaware of how Maddie’s uninterest wasn’t entirely a choice, and tapped different symbols on his wrist.

"I thought boys weren't into charm bracelets?" She taunted with a scowl.

"Don’t see why any label would matter. “Sammy” is neutral to you anyway." A screen formed above it, allowing him to swipe through it, before giving her his attention with a smile she couldn’t read. "I do like the wordplay. Think that I’ll keep it. If you find that nothing will give a Mega such as yourself the time of day, by all means, send word for me. It's been ages since anything could pretend to be my equal." His eyes briefly lingered on Phin again, almost sad.

Before she could reject the offer he vanished into thin air, his work complete.

Creepy.

If reaching mega was all they needed, why was Justine’s still normal looking?

Is that what Valkyrimon meant by the "new kid" stuff, that Floramon's hadn't solidified like Caspian’s or hers has?

If Caspian’s did and his watch changed too, maybe that would give her some sort of clue. Assuming it does matter.

She doesn't really want to let that kid's words get to her though.

Everyone else was gone but her and her mom, sitting on the steps to the porch with her head in her hands. Maddie joined her and Phineas silently scuttled inside to give them privacy.

"This is over right?" Ellen’s voice was so very tired.

Maddie should have felt the same.

"For tonight, hopefully? I don't know. I can’t handle anything else." Maddie agreed, looking up at the moon. Almost pretty enough for a picture, which reminded her about her phone. But despite being sure it had snapped under her weight, it looked fine when she pulled it out and gave a hum of relief.

"And you are okay." A reassurance, not a question, as she warily looked at her daughter and the conflicting proofs of what she had just seen happen.

"As good as I can be." Maddie put an arm around her mother.

"And… David’s not going to do that again, right?" Ellen didn't need to clarify what she meant. Maddie knew how much something being physical meant to her.

"I don't think so. Not unless we fix the flaw; it burns him out. And find a way that doesn't use Ryudamon for it."

"Good." The word was harsh and clipped but Maddie didn't think her mom really meant it. That was just the reopened heartbreak talking.

She didn't want to ask what her brush with being digital meant to her mom.

But she was willing to ask someone to see if her "code" as a Valkyrimon was so different from a UIs. To see if she’s also "flawed" and if not maybe her stuff could be applied to Laurie and Dad somehow.

She understood why it scared Caspian, she did. But she couldn’t just leave them like this. Maybe not Chanda, but they've earned a second chance, haven't they?

And if Maddie is flawed from using a spirit to keep herself alive, she'll just learn to deal with it for as long as she can. Even if Caspian decides her code was too dangerous to be worth fixing either.

Chapter 21: Homesick

Summary:

Ellen's left with pieces, and does what she can.

Chapter Text

The morning after there was a crowd forming around the street, and a knock at the Kim’s door. 

Never had she been so grateful to not need to worry about school. She wouldn’t have been able to make it in on time, and who knows if the house would still be standing by the time she was done.

As much as Ellen would have preferred to go back to sleep, if she didn’t handle this now it could risk waking the kids. They needed the rest more than she did, as much as Caspian would likely deny it and object to being given the label.

At least she now knew exactly how weird it was to deal with a kid so eager to be considered an “adult”, if her father ever teased her about that again. But he also humored her attempts at “paying rent” a lot better than Ellen has, so maybe her dad had the right idea. 

How’s that for tragic?

With a sigh to collect herself, she opened the door to come to terms with the world outside.

“Everything okay Ted? What’s the ruckus?” She asked and let herself really take in the state of her street and nearly lost her breath.

Broad daylight and time really changed how it looked. 

It was one thing to see that colossus coil its body that glowed like embers out of the black mist that had surrounded Caspian as it groaned the name of a mythical beast. She didn’t notice the sidewalks crushed and dragged with it as it moved, the lawns more soot than grass that blackened from the proximity without catching, or mailboxes that were lucky to be recognizable.

Phineas had tried to stay in the center of the street, but enough room for two cars to pass each other and some space for the sidewalks was barely enough to let them stay mostly on public property at the size they had been. She could make out a massive bootprint from that bandaged monster near her bushes. 

This is what one of these monsters did when it went after their own, and barely did anything. 

“Yeah, we’re all as surprised as you are.” The man said sympathetically as his face was too tense to call anything a smile. “Doesn’t sound like anyone got hurt, but some of the kids have sworn up and down that there were monsters out last night. You see anything or hear anything?”

Okay. She can do this. Half-truths should work fine without too much hassle. Ted was a fair neighbor, an older neighbor from a few doors down who’d been friendly and helpful even to newer residents like her. Eager to help folks feel like there is a community they could turn to here, even if Ellen couldn’t let herself go that far. 

“Think it was a late-night accident that they were able to clear out quickly?” She asked with concern and saw one of the local boys talking to his older brother with animated hand gestures. A pit in her gut tried to convince her he was miming spheres, claws, and serpents. Like a dragon's, like David's.

“Nah, somebody would have heard something during the clean-up,” Ted said and turned to see the boys who caught her attention. “Yeah, Martin’s one of the ones who thinks he saw something when the lights woke him up. Derrick didn’t hear anything though.”

She swore softly to herself. “Last night Caspian’s parents showed up. I didn’t see them do anything, but they weren’t exactly polite when I had them leave and was more concerned about damage control with the kids.” Ellen admitted and watched Ted to see if he’d believe this less fantastical story.

“The boy staying with you, you mean?” Ted’s brow furrowed in concern. “Did he lie to you?”

“Only by omission, but not like you’d think.” Ellen waved him off and glared at her mailbox with a scowl. “His “mom” was trying to apologize for hitting him with a hammer to make him come back home. I had some choice words.” She let herself look at her hand briefly but didn’t feel any guilt.

She wasn’t surprised to see how the news made his stomach visibly turn. “Jesus Christ.”

“Not his name in vain, but some others I hope Maddie doesn’t repeat,” Ellen said with a grimace. “I think the kids are okay. I’m hoping they can take it easy today. He was pretty shaken up and Maddie…” Ellen focused on the truth from before the confrontation to spare them both the truth, “She got into a fight with him earlier so she was scared this would make him run off.”

“Hey,” Ted looked Ellen in the eyes and she hoped he could see honesty in hers where she saw his genuine sympathy. “I know somebody who had to get help for their kid after what their ex put them both through. Want me to try getting the therapist’s number, or how to start looking for one? They seemed pretty happy with their work, and I wouldn’t give any names.”

Ellen took a breath. “Not sure if he’d take it, but if you could that would be great. I’m not trying to push him too hard. Having options open for him for when he’s ready sounds perfect.” She took a step inside to grab a note she had made the night before. “This was everything I could see about their car, in case it matches any footage you find.”

“If you need help documenting anything for the police, let me know and I’ll help word get around.”

“Thanks a billion, Ted, if this was them then tell me what the damages are and I’ll at least be able to pay for repairs.”

“Hopefully it won’t come to that, but I’m sure Lacie will appreciate the offer,” Ted said with a quick jot on his wrist. “Their last name is “Keyes”, right?”

Ellen nodded. “Yeah. Renee and Cary Keyes. If this gets to court I’m not sure how much Caspian would be willing to tell though. He doesn’t want to cause any trouble.”

Ted tutted to himself, but nodded. “I can imagine. No kid should be put through this.”

“Exactly.” She looked off to the side. “Even if he doesn’t think he should be a “kid” anymore.”

“Been there. Not missing that phase.” Ted gave a single chuckle before heading back to the rubbernecking crowd. “Take it easy Ellen, I’ll be sure to message you when I find anything.”

“Whatever you want next neighborhood get together, say the word and it’s yours!” She called after him, leaning her back against the door once she shut the world out again.

It’s past 8. She really shouldn’t go back to bed. Checking on the kids sounds as much like a plan as any.

Step by step to make it through the day. If a step gets too much, break it down to basics until it’s manageable. Nobody’s dead. Maddie’s fine. Everything is still “normal”. She can do this.

This system got her through worse.

A quiet knock on Maddie’s door got no response, so she let herself take a peek. Ryudamon stared back at her, lying next to Maddie’s bed where the girl looked asleep. The dragon lifted his head enough to bob a greeting and tried to give a comforting smile to say their girl was okay.

Ellen didn’t remind him that he’s very bad at smiling without looking hungry. Maybe she’d bring up something for him if Maddie’s not up before she’s done making her own breakfast.

That left Caspian, right down the hall. At least whatever happened with Phineas last night made them small enough for the office again. As hard as it was for him to manage the stairs with how numb he’d been last night. 

If he could still barely move, she’d be getting them both up and to see a doctor. Saying she was worried about a head injury for Maddie would be simple enough, but Caspian might be harder.

No response to her knocking there either, but when she cracked open the door all she could see was webbing.

She wouldn’t panic. She wouldn’t get mad. Not unless this isn’t easily fixed.

“Phineas, may I come in?” Ellen hoped she kept most of the weariness and worry out of her voice but she doubted it. If Phineas would notice anyway would be a different question.

From the shadow on the web they were still a small spider instead of human-sized or worse, so that’s already a plus. To their credit, it took seconds for the threads to dissolve into some unsettling glowing motes.

Phineas looked up at her and tilted a glowed paw funny. It took her a moment to recognize it was trying to give a thumbs up, but from there she could follow it was charading if it did okay.

She gave a nod, not wanting to make too much noise in case Caspian was also trying to sleep. Which would be easier if he had let there be an easy line of sight from the door to the bed.

Moving the desk and computer to dead center of the room, right across from the pullout, was one thing. A thing she disagreed with and would set right the second this became an office again, but right now it was his room, his tripping hazard. 

Seeing even more thick cobwebs strengthening his personal barricade was another. She raised an unimpressed brow to the spider, who hung its head best it could manage and made some strange light appear around a claw until the rest crumbled away like the door’s did.

He was in bed at least, so he could be asleep. Or he could be faking it.

Phineas skittered its way to his side, but seeing he didn’t react to them it tried to wave her over.

He couldn’t say she wasn’t invited if he complained.

She half wondered if David might be better equipped for this, but let the thought slip by. She’s here right now, and this isn’t Maddie.

It had nothing to do with how little she wanted to hear his voice right now.

“Caspian? How are you feeling?”

“I’d ask your daughter if I were you.” She barely heard him as he spoke to the wall.

“I’ll let her snore.” Ellen took a seat at the end of the bed, so he knew she wasn’t leaving.

She thinks she heard him say something like “not real”. If that was how he was answering her question she picked up Phineas and dropped them not quite on him. The ow she got didn’t sound like it came more from surprise than pain.

“If you’re prone to dissociating, maybe something alive will help.” Ellen tried to keep her tone gentle. She remembered Maddie did something similar to comfort herself with Ginger back with David’s mom up in Pennsylvania, after the funeral. When Ellen wasn’t strong enough to take care of her alone.

The memory of how much that cat did not appreciate Maddie's loud and clingy affection nearly made her smile.

“Not sure how “alive” they are,” Caspian said, but pet the spider anyway. Phin didn’t seem bothered by the accusation. “Fixed something dead, gave it the dead name of a dead man. Shouldn’t be surprised by what I got.”

“I thought you named them after yourself.” Ellen watched the boy carefully and spoke cautiously.

The sound Caspian made was a mockery of a laugh. “In more ways than I thought.”

“Nobody in this house is dead.” Ellen felt her nails dig into her palm just short of too far. A gentle hand wasn’t the same as being a doormat.

“Doesn’t mean nobody’s died.”

“This isn’t about David.”

“No, it’s not.” He agreed scornfully. “Maddie tell you anything? Before… Everything I guess.”

“Your family lied to you. It has to do with Logorhythms’ work with genetic engineering.” Ellen took a deep breath. “And I heard your mom call you a name that wasn’t yours.”

“Stephen, right?” Caspian turned enough to see her from the corner of his eye. She’s not sure what he was looking for before he settled back as he was. “She’s not my mom. Just a liar.”

In another situation, she might have argued against him. Raising a child should always matter more than blood.

The picture that woman’s voice painted as she got her “son’s” name wrong didn’t fit that story. ( Believe the hype. )

Of all the memories of David to turn her stomach and make her want to scream, that was a new one. Pope was a sicker bastard than she thought if she was following this right.

“I’m sorry they’ve put you through this,” Ellen said softly at a loss for where else to go. “Is talking helping you, or do you just want time to yourself?”

Caspian didn’t seem to know, only giving a shrug. Might mean neither of those are what he wants or needs. If trying to “talk” was what made him and Maddie fight, the subject might be making him too uncomfortable to stay civil. Or Maddie didn’t recognize his limits at the time.

“Do you want me to stay?” Ellen tried again, and again he only shrugged.

“Think I should move out soon.” She heard him mumble, but it didn’t sound like a question.

Yeah, she’s no expert here but that does not sound good for him right now.

“What brought this on?” Ellen wasn’t about to mess up by assuming motives there.

“What’d you think?” Caspian wouldn’t look her in the eyes. Didn’t stop him from cracking under her glare. “I know what I saw that night. Maddie died because of the mess I made.”

“Maddie is fine-”

“Her skull was open on the fucking asphalt Ellen!” Caspian finally snapped, getting up enough to twist his body to look at her with a face stricken with more fear than anger, as much as he immediately regretted it. “Ms. Kim,” He corrected, shrinking in on himself. “I know she looks okay now, a-and she was acting okay, but if she stops being okay-”

“She won’t.” Ellen cut him off.

She couldn’t let herself consider a world like that for a second. Not after David.

“I don’t know what they are,” Caspian said more to himself, his hands clearly shaking as he got some hair out of his face. “They can try telling me, but they can’t even explain how they become solid. I don’t know what this means for her, what happens if they “disconnect” again.”

“Worrying about it won’t do either of you any good.” She said rather than ask what that means. If it’s important it will come up when he’s in a better state for talking.

“Not like she will.” He huffed. “Bet daddy’s girl is ecstatic to be closer to her “dad” again.”

“Watch it.” She warned him with a glare he wasn’t looking at. “I don’t care what you want to call me, either is fine. But don’t talk about my family like that.”

The boy nodded stiffly, eyes not even able to settle on the floor without darting around.

“What do you want us to be for you, Caspian?” She asked softer, recognizing how she salted a fresh wound. It’s not like he was lashing out without reason.

He stayed silent.

“How’s about this: I’ll accept the “rent” you set up, on one condition.” Ellen massaged the bridge of her nose that it needed to come to this, but it got the boy to straighten up. “Every penny you give me will go towards making the basement an apartment for you, including its own entrance. Even if you don’t want to stay with us, that will be your space because you paid for it. If any other options fall through in the future you will have a place here with us in case you need it.”

“Why?” He didn’t want to look her in the eyes as he fidgeted. Phineas moved themself to his lap to comfort him, so he let himself focus on them and kept glancing to gauge her reactions.

“You’d get something to fall back on while I get a basement that’s less of a wasted space and worry less about an orphan who seems a bit too ready to throw himself in life’s deep end. Sounds like a fair enough deal to me.” Ellen shrugged and gave a small teasing smile. “Even if you’d still insist on putting every conceivable wired object you get in the middle of the floor.” 

“That’s not what I meant.” His posture was still defensive but he looked softer at the friendly jab.

“Nothing that happened last night was your fault.” Ellen looked at him. “Those people ambushed you, but you didn’t hurt them. The monster that hit Maddie was trying to kill you, that doesn’t make you the bad guy. That was his choice, with Chanda’s permission. And she’s okay now.”

He looked at her face directly for the first time and wisely kept his concerns about it to himself.

“If I had been in my own place she wouldn’t have gotten hurt at all.”

“And it’d be your neighbors questioning whatever damage Phineas made to let you hack “God”.” Ellen air quoted around the concept with more skepticism than she probably should have. “You’d probably be out a deposit and skip town if they had enough cameras to trace it back to you or prove Phin exists. Unless you splurged for something a bit less communal than what I had to put up with in my first few apartments.”

He looked like he was going to crack a tooth at the rate his jaw kept tightening.

Does he have any clue what he’ll need for dental? She’s never seen pictures of Holstrum without glasses. Will he need to get his eyes checked soon, or was that just the guy’s style?

He’s lucky Phineas had been able to get his papers from his house. From how his mother had talked, it sounded like she thought she had them and was willing to use that against him.

God, setting out on your own in normal circumstances could be insanely stressful. She’s seen some worse-case scenarios happen to kids, to classmates, to friends, who should have had access to all the support they needed to keep themselves safe.

And here he’s wondering why she’d want to make sure he’d have some security?

“Yes, they know you’re here.” Ellen looked at her hands and then back up at him, even if he wouldn’t return her gaze. “Pope also knows I am. Everything I’ve threatened before, is just as true now. I don’t know if he’s scared of what I could start, but he’s never pestered us for David.”

“He wouldn’t need to. Doesn’t take much to figure out you can’t run him on your own.” Caspian clasped his hands together on top of Phineas’ abdomen. “Taking back the drive wouldn’t contain the problem.” He blinked in realization. “Now they’ll think David doesn’t need a server anymore.”

Ellen’s breath caught in her throat. But he’s not wrong. His “parents” couldn’t have missed seeing him, in the... Street. She couldn’t hear what he said to Maddie last night, so they couldn’t have either. If they tell Pope anything about what happened, that would be fairly important news.

This could be a very dangerous card to use if she had to. It could cause even more problems if they found out she was lying. But not the sort that would make tracking him down any easier.

They lied to her first. Turnabout’s fair play.

“Still think it’d be safer for you on your own?” Ellen asked and he gave a resigned sigh.

“It wasn’t about my safety, Ms. Kim.” He complained but brought himself to look at her again. “Can I choose the paint color too?” Caspian’s tone was too sarcastic for her tastes.

“As long as we both understand black is not a color.” She pointed at his choice in sheets to illustrate her point.

“Only where light’s concerned.” The nerd tried to argue. “Black is definitely a paint color.”

As much as she must disagree with many an arts’ professor this can not remain true here. 

She shook her head. “Not underground it isn’t. Dark grays I’m willing to negotiate.”

“Ah. The return of neutral hell.” He looked at the walls that had definitely been made true to the stereotype before Ellen bought it and never bothered with repainting any of it.

“I’m not going to stand in the way of real colors if you find one you like.” Ellen held her hands in surrender before setting them like a shrug by her sides. “Please don’t make me regret that.”

“So what I’m hearing is “hot pink and neon green”.”

“You’re the one who’ll be seeing this every day.” Ellen reminded him with half a laugh.

He grunted at the reminder to not make his eyes bleed. “Okay, okay. I’ll keep it “reasonable”.”

“Knew there was a reason David thought you were smart.”

“Only David?” His mouth quirked up some, not a smile but enough to feel haughty.

“Oh, I’m not saying he’s wrong. He just left out three letters.” She reminded the smartass with a grin.

“For Maddie’s sake?” He gave a hollow chuckle.

“No, I think she’d agree with me too.”

His face dropped like he realized bringing her up again had been a mistake. “Might want to ask her if she’s still okay with this.”

“Last night she was more scared that you weren’t going to come back after your spat,” Ellen told him and his browns raised in surprise before furrowing again in something like guilt.

“Still. You should ask her and David first.”

“Not his house.” Ellen pointed out with a scowl. “At all.”

“I’m pretty sure he can still hear us,” Caspian said quietly with a grimace that gave away he was starting to have a lot of regrets around that.

“AND IF HE'S SMART HE’LL KEEP THAT TO HIMSELF.” Ellen yelled at the door, before throwing Caspian a “So what?” look over her shoulder. “When she’s up for it, I’ll ask. Okay?”

“Don’t really have a choice there, do I?”

“I’m not just going to barge in, wake her up, and ask now.” Ellen shook her head with a smirk. “So, unless you’re asking if you’re allowed to back out of the deal, I’m not following. Are you?”

“No. If that’s how I can pay you back for everything, it’s fine.” He said, but it was a different sort of tired. “But… Okay’s not the word I’d use for anything right now, if I’m honest.”

Ellen took a breath. “I don’t blame you. The pieces I have of the picture aren’t pretty.” She got up from the bed. “Anything you need? Breakfast?”

He started to shake his head against it but Phineas chopped him in the side with the side of their paw. “Ow- What was that for?”

If it was capable of glaring in this state without its eyes going red, Ellen was pretty sure that’s what it was doing.

“Okay, spider says you’re getting some sort of food. Considering how hard standing was, I don’t think skipping meals should be on your menu for a while. Anything you’d like?”

Caspian glared back at the spider, but between the two having eyelids was making it harder for him to match its intensity. He could be more tired than he was letting on too.

“Just something light I guess?”

“As long as you don’t leave any crumbs I could leave a plate by your door. I was thinking about doing the same for Ryudamon anyway.” Ellen suggested and pointed at Phineas. “I’m not accepting any excuse for encouraging pests in this house. Not even extra snacks.”

Phin nodded, and mimed by pinching two claws together.

“I don’t think finger foods really matter Phin.” Caspian put a hand on the spider’s head. “Most breakfast stuff is easy enough to eat. Too early in the day to get that complicated.”

“Omelets alright then?” Ellen looked between the two of them.

“Even dry cereal’s fine, Ms. K.” Caspian shrugged back.

“With how drained you were last night, some protein might be better for you if you don’t think it’d be too much.” Ellen countered. “So I’d at least want to make sure you’d have milk.”

Phineas nodded its agreement with her and blinked its eyes all at once at Caspian.

“Okay, yeah. Omelets are fine, whatever you want to add to them.” He gave the spider a particularly accusing look. “Less chance of a mess.”

It opened its mandibles for a single “bite”, but she wasn’t sure what that meant as she left.

She was tempted to check Maddie’s door again but thought better of it. She’d need to go back with Ryu’s food anyway, so she might as well make it the single trip.

Breakfast might have well been on autopilot, which was probably a sign she was needing it just as much as they did. When she finished leaving two plates with Caspian, former waitressing experience doing her a rare favor beyond counting her stars that her students weren’t that bad, she paused to listen in at Maddie’s.

Her daughter sounded normal, she noticed with a relieved sigh, Maddie babbling about her watch or what she had changed into like it was something worth being excited about. Ryudamon’s calmer response was harder to make out, but enough that she could wait for him to stop to knock.

As soon as she had, Maddie had clammed up, which stung a little but wasn’t exactly unusual. It’d been that way for years, since Ellen had expressed her concerns that Maddie was getting too dependent on technology as her social output. Or maybe she had been drifting before then.

Things had felt like they were getting better, even if that was because Ellen stopped pushing against it given everything. She had admitted her mistake with how the lockdowns had made digital connections a vital and safe alternative, but Maddie’s disinterest in the world around her beyond her electronics or media never stopped worrying her.

In grief counseling together, Maddie had mentioned how her reality felt different after David passed. Who knows how much further she went into that in her solo sessions.

Now that reality was different, and changing by the day, it worried Ellen more.

Maddie perked at seeing the food in her hands and plucked them from Ellen with a thank you before even finishing a greeting. Ryudamon had missed a memo about utensils this morning, just wolfing it down in one bite, and Ellen gave him a look as Maddie reminded him how he was supposed to do it, to his bafflement as he gestured to how he left fewer dishes to clean his way.

Everything Ellen wanted to say or ask caught in her throat except, “How are you feeling?”

“Great!” Maddie said with a genuine smile. “Everything feels the same, like normal I mean. Except, I can understand Phineas I guess? Or, I could last night.” She shrugged with a sway to the side. “Still no wooziness, or any of the signs of concussion you gave me so I think I’m good!”

“So you don’t think you should see a doctor?” Ellen probed gently and Maddie looked out the window in disinterest.

“Well yeah, what would we even say it was for? Ryudamon didn’t see any bruises on my head, so why should we waste their time and your money?”

“It wouldn’t be a waste.” Ellen chided, but conceded. “Nobody’s sure what happened last night, but some kids might have still seen the monsters.”

“That’s fairly normal for us as it is, and I believe Sami had tried to reinforce it. With the Deva, if there is footage from last night it shouldn’t last long online.” Ryudamon said as he returned his dish to Ellen, careful to make sure his clean utensils stayed away from where food had touched. 

“I offered Caspian the basement,” Ellen told Maddie as a heads up and she perked again.

“I thought you hated that idea?” Maddie said with a touch of wariness.

“He’ll help us finance finishing it, but until then he’s staying where he is,” Ellen said and Maddie smiled at the implied “with us”.

Her smile grew more sarcastic as Maddie looked up at her knowingly. “So, the rent money.”

Ellen sighed and gave a slightly defeated nod. “I hope you don’t mind he’ll be getting that space.”

“It’s fine, my room’s plenty!” Maddie said and gave the dragon’s helmet a tap. “Even with Ryudamon.”

Ryudamon gave a slight snort, “As long as I stay as I am now, you mean. Phineas will likely be going back to their Ultimate level as soon as they are able to, but I’m content staying like this.”

“How big of a horse was Maddie talking?” Ellen asked him a raised eyebrow.

“Big enough that the Mega she had been last night could still comfortably ride it as a human rides a typical horse breed.” Ryudamon said with a nod to himself, “Taller than Ginryumon was and not as long, though I could scale myself down if need be.”

Ellen’s pained expression was answer enough to make Maddie snicker. “Yeah, he’d definitely need to stay like a v-pet with a yard like ours.”

“I can already hear the girl next door asking for “pony rides”...” Ellen said with a playful dread, which got Maddie on her page.

“Unfortunately, the X antibody I have makes Pegasusmon noticeably… sharper, than its digimental-based origin,” Ryudamon said with an apologetic look to them both, like he missed the punchline. “I’d worry more about cuts or burns than falls, myself.”

“Could you skip the antibody part?” Maddie asked curiously, and Ellen could hear the peace of the living room calling for her.

Ryudamon looked at Maddie with the sort of horror Ellen could imagine a cat would if it could have any say over being declawed. “No! This is a survival function, that is incredibly rare and valuable enough digimon will literally kill for even a chance of taking it from its carrier. You can’t “lose” something that changes the core of your being like it does. And it changes digi-cores because it has to in order to combat the infection it was made to stop.”

Maddie looked thoughtful at whatever he was talking about. “So, for Digimon with multiple cores, it won’t stick?”

“That’s what is currently suspected. It hasn’t found a way to as of yet, though Yggdrasil did try,” Ryudamon said matter of factly and looked more melancholy at the floor as he went on. “Had it succeeded, “Fanglongmon X” may have been my final state, but I am no successor to them.”

Maddie nodded to herself like that explained something as she finished her food, so Ellen took that excuse to leave them be.

She wasn’t sure how much “peace” she really got to enjoy before she got a number she didn’t recognize. As uncomfortable as she found it, she asked her phone without picking up the call. “Is that who I think it is?”

“Depends on who you think.” David’s voice answered her gently with that sort of sad playful tone he’d take when he was hiding he was upset. “You don’t have to take it. I could, if that’d help.”

“I’m fine.” Ellen lied, and even though this wasn’t her husband she knew he’d know that it was. “Is it Pope?”

“No. Cary, he’s in recovery at a hospital.” David’s voice was colder than she was used to there.

Ellen scowled at the phone as it rang, but as frustrating as it was, she didn’t want to risk him finding some other way to contact Caspian if the boy had rightly blocked him.

“You better have a good reason for this, Cary.” Ellen answered it and hoped not waiting for him to identify himself psyched him out.

She heard a soft hiss, like a wince, on the other end which felt like it hit the mark. “Right, between the monsters and UI, should have figured.” Weakly the man on the other end said to himself before he complied. “How is he?”

“He was in a better state when he was here with a freshly broken arm, a bottle of pills, and having spent an all-nighter traveling on a spider’s back,” Ellen told him bluntly. “So, good job on beating his last lowest point.”

“That… That wasn’t what I was trying to do.” Cary said weakly with an edge of the anger Caspian had implicitly warned her about. 

“I don’t see what else you were trying to do.” Ellen sniped back as she bit back her curses.

“We didn’t realize he already knew-” He started remorsefully before she cut him off there.

“Even if he hadn’t, what did you think the three of you ambushing him would have done?”

“We panicked.” He admitted bluntly. “Rachel let us know she got a monster because even they think what he fixed is dangerous, we saw what they could do, so we were trying to protect him.”

“Protect him? Get your head out of your ass!” Ellen hissed as she went to the basement in hopes that the kids wouldn’t hear her. With two floors between them and a locked door keeping even the curious out she gave into her fire more. “What the fuck did you DO to him in that house?! The few times he eats with us, he’s defensive like he’s worried someone will take it. How’d an only child get a habit like that?!” Ellen accused with venom and she heard a sharp breath like she’d hit the guy so she pressed on. 

“If Maddie or I raise our voice too much, he goes on high alert. He hears Maddie and I argue, and he looks like he thinks I’d seriously hit my own goddamn kid! And don’t get me started on how he’s been desperate for me to accept any form of “rent” from him so he wouldn’t be a “burden” or hard it is for him to open up in the first place.”

The man on the other end stayed quiet.

“These aren’t rhetorical questions,” Ellen said firmly as she glared a hole into the wall across from her. “What the hell do you think you were “protecting” him from if you were willing to mess him up this badly already?”

“I didn’t have a choice,” Cary said soft as a whisper. And the dumb bastard believed it.

“You’re worse than Pete!” She snapped. “He’s a spineless lying coward, but at least when he believed the lies he was peddling it was because someone lied to him first. In what world can you raise a kid without any control over what you’re doing?!”

“They didn’t always need me to play the monster. If it wasn’t me, it would have been someone else who wouldn’t see who he was, like Renee.”

“You could have gotten him away-”

“I TRIED!” Cary’s voice broke, but he repeated it anyway. “I tried, when he was 14. He thought it was going to just be another camping trip. Renee figured me out before I got the chance. She didn’t have proof, and Holstrum’s father was too important for them to replace me out of hand. He chose me to do this for a reason.”

“Why didn’t you tell him the truth?” An angry nail tapped against her phone. “To give him a say in the matter; be honest with him about who he is and what you’re not.”

Cary’s end paused again. “I… I believed in the project. In what Caspian could be. What his future, our future, could be. I just didn’t want it to cost him as much as it was.”

“And knowing what you were hoping he’d be, letting Holstrum’s legacy be a choice he could make, would just screw that up more than running off with him in the woods?” Ellen asked, because this didn’t sound like a man who actually planned on what he’d do on the lam. This time his silence gave her time to add to it. “You’d rather let him lose everything, for what?”

Cary was quiet on the other end but before Ellen could say anything else he spoke up. “He didn’t lose everything. He still has a room over his head.”

“You have nothing to do with my choices.” She spat. “I’m not talking about last night. You kicked him out and had no idea where he was going to go.”

“You heard what Renee called him. Would you trust a woman like that alone with the nearly 18-year-old clone of her dead lover, after everything she’s done to try and mold him into that person?” Cary’s voice carried out the disgust he felt at saying it aloud all too well. “I’m not sure if she ever tried to see him as the son she and Stephen “should” have had.”

Ellen felt her skin crawl.

“She’s unstable, vicious, and desperate,” Cary stated coldly like this was the firmest fact he knew. “If I couldn’t change the project to keep me there for much longer, the safest place for him was anywhere she isn’t.”

“And if something had happened to him, while you were trying to “keep him safe”?”

“I believe in my son.”

“Except when you don’t.” She retorted. “YOU were the one who pushed him to escalate things for no reason! If you had kept your stupid mouth shut so the monsters would stop flinging magic at each other the boy you raised wouldn’t be holed up in his room convinced that everyone should hate him and that he nearly got my daughter killed.”

“So what, just accept the monsters ready to eat us?”

“They can talk and I haven’t met an unreasonable one until last night, and who’s fault was that?” Ellen snapped. “If you “believed” in him so much, why did you TRY to scare him about the one thing he feels comfortable trusting? A thing which has this honor because you isolated him so much, in case you forgot that part too.”

“Something his “pet” made killed a colleague of mine.” He said, and made Ellen pause as she let that sink in.

Yeah, the weird angel kid hadn’t looked capable of throwing false planetoids, but they felt like a threat for as long as they didn’t play human. But for Phin, or the mini-phins, to do that…

“Considering what you pushed him to make Phineas into, there could have been a lot more than that last night.” Ellen scoffed, but she still felt cold. She couldn’t be sure he was mistaken or bluffing, but she had seen how Phin was.

They weren’t aggressive out of nowhere. Even when the kids bickered it never treated Maddie as a threat. It hadn’t taken them long to warm up to Ellen either, despite how scared they were of her at the start. If someone had driven the bug to kill, it wouldn’t have been impulsive.

With how Logorhythms, how Pope, tried to strong-arm her into staying quiet over their enslavement of her husband’s copy, she couldn’t be sure if Phin did kill someone that they hadn’t deserved it. Would depend on the hows, whys, and what they did for this “project”.

“I didn’t know it would do that-” Cary’s voice broke her from her thoughts, but it made her internal dam spill over.

“Which is why you shouldn’t butt into something you don’t know! You already saw how Phineas reacted to Caspian getting hurt, did you think pushing him mid-meltdown would go better?”

“He can’t trust that thing! We don’t-”

“Well, too bad! He does, and unlike you, it’s honest with him and shows that it wants him safe so that’s definitely not going to change.”

“... I didn’t know what else to do.”

“You had 17 years to think of something better. You chose your fears and some lunatic’s plan over your “son”. If I were you, I’d be asking a lot more questions about why exactly his partner would want your “colleague” dead. ‘Cause it chose not to hurt anyone last night and I’ve never seen Phin violent.”

There was a pause on the other end of the line. “Would it be okay if I brought you his things?”

“You aren’t coming anywhere near us,” Ellen said as clear as an order. “I will give Maddie’s monster all the permission it needs to send you out on your ass, got it?” She hissed into the phone. 

“I didn’t mean I’d go to your house again,” Cary said and she wasn’t sure that was true.

As much as she didn’t trust a lot of the things anyone connected to Logorhythms might say, she took a breath as she weighed the risk. Caspian lost enough due to people making decisions for him over his head while he was none the wiser. She wasn’t going to add to that.

“Two days.” She gave him, and Cary sounded surprised. “You bring a rented trailer of his things or anything you’re willing to lose to the Sacramento Raceway by one o’clock. You drop it off, I’ll pick it up and Caspian can take what he wants from it when I get it home. Every scrap will be checked for bugs. I’ll return it, so make sure it’s from a big enough chain, and anything he doesn’t want is going straight to the dump closest to the raceway unless he says otherwise.”

“Understood.” He gave a ragged breath, but he won’t be finding any pity from her.

Ellen missed flip phones and the satisfaction of literally snapping a conversation off, but she got the slight thrill of hanging up on him right there despite the slab. She sat there in the quiet of the basement, idly looking at the bare unfinished drywall she had meant to make more livable.

And now it will be, far more “livable” than she had expected it to have been, even if it had become Maddie’s space.

She could hear movement above her, so at least one of them was up and about. But the worried weight in her chest didn’t leave.

“Is there anything I can do to help you?” David asked from her phone like it was on speaker, and she fought down the instinct to toss it against the wall so well her arm hadn’t even started the wind-up. “I can keep an eye on the kids if you’d feel better going out for a run.”

“No, I’ll feel better knowing I’m here if they need someone who’s here and always will be,” Ellen stated, knowing it might sting for the UI but he should know what she meant.

Digital monsters, digital people, artificial families, they needed someone who was physical and genuine more than anything else.

“If Caspian’s weak on his feet again, there’s not much you could do but call for someone else, right?” Ellen asked the empty room and heard an affirming but displeased hum from the ghost that haunted them. “You can’t… do that again, safely, right?” She asked softer as her hands gripped her knees tight enough they began to scratch.

“Not for now, no,” David admitted, “I’m sorry I couldn’t manage it for longer.”

He didn’t need to say “for you” to know it was there, and he meant it.

“It was better that you didn’t.” She replied, and she thinks that wasn’t just her bias talking.

Neither of them needs to touch that wound again, it won’t help them “move forward”, and if that takes this borrowed time away from him too quickly that’d make all of their suffering pointless. She wouldn't want Maddie to go through that again for anything.

Even if he could be here with her in a way that really mattered, he still broke her heart for a future she didn’t want. A future without him, leaving her with his digital understudy.

Being physical wouldn’t change that betrayal and the time she’d need to heal from that. If she could really trust this David after what her husband did to make him. She wasn’t sure she’d even be able to forgive the man she married for cutting their time short.

She'd make do with what life gave her because she had to, for her family. The same way she has for the past two years.

History can't be changed, as much as they'd all wish that it could.

Chapter 22: Invisible Threads

Summary:

Cody and Laurie check in and learn Laurie's not the only fusion in town anymore.

Chapter Text

Cody took a deep breath on the Kim’s doorstep.

"Sure about this, babe?" He asked, almost like he was talking to his earbuds like they used to.

A squeeze on his arm reminded him that wasn't the case.

"I need to check in on them. Yggdrasil’s still dealing with whatever Gage poured into them, but they're not uncomfortable with it yet. I just need to make sure that's all of it. He can't pull that stunt again."

Cody nodded, but he couldn't help but be worried.

Laurie hasn't quite been herself lately, and he fears it's because she and Joanie still haven't been able to de-digivolve.

The black scarf around her neck tried to keep itself subtle, but it's the surest sign of their change. 

It's a lot more involved than the egg-pet version was. And that means whether it means to or not, Joanie's bleeding energy. Energy Laurie can't afford to keep using. 

It makes her forgetful, even if Joanie's great at keeping her up to date and on task without upsetting her. But when they can't, that can make Laurie frustrated, angry, or scared. 

He can't just watch her suffer like this.

If Yggdrasil can't fix her soon they aren’t sure how much there will be left to lose. Neither wants to really consider when "too late" could be.

She tried to knock on the door only for her hand to phase through it instead. Cody took it into his own to prove to her she was still solid and gave it a kiss.

"I'm here for you, don't worry. We can handle this."

He knows she wants to believe him. But he also knows that's because she can't.

Cody knocked on the Kim’s door and raised a brow at the resulting skitter on the other side. Maddie warily watching him as she opened the door like she expected a slasher villain made him half wish he hadn’t raised it prematurely as Laurie gave a wave back.

The girl noticeably deflated in relief and shook her head at something behind her.

… Cody is going to choose not to ask if they expected bad company again this soon or were just getting really sick of girl scout cookies.

In the Kim’s sitting room a boy in black and a silver haired girl in red were sorting a mass of moving boxes into three smaller piles of random stuff. 

Computer parts, a skateboard, and comics seemed to designate the guy’s pile. Statuettes, snowglobes, and similar knickknacks were in what he presumed was a discard pile. The girl’s looked to be largely CDs and VHS tapes.

He was a lot less confused before she grabbed one of the black boxes, snagged the magnetic tape within it, and started to eat it like it was a long noodle. She only stopped when she realized he was staring and the horrified disgust he had from catching her. Didn’t make her put it down, only pause like a cat that was this close to stealing their next meal out of the fishbowl.

"Phineas," Laurie greeted the young woman, like nothing was weird about this at all, who gave a two finger salute with her free hand as she continued to… digitize the physical media? "And nerd." She added looking to Gage who gave her one of a different kind.

"Maddie, if I ever change my name, remind me to be sure it's one that isn't tied to some little kid shit." He rolled his eyes before they landed on what was apparently his partner. “And sorry I forgot that was a show name.”

"That's only the second time!" Maddie teased with a laugh.

Gage glared at her like he's been running a far longer count. "Doesn't take much to get old."

Phineas leaned over once she finished off the home video. "I like Caspian."

"We're not trading, Phin." He told them as he fished a USB out of their pile. “And if it’s clean, this isn’t food.”

You'd think a name like that would be easier to remember. But Cody mostly knew the kid from Laurie, and she had chosen this as her way of respecting their lack of formal introduction.

Their watches don't look like his does. The boy's is pitch black, the text only visible from some silver catching the light, but Maddie’s was gold making the symbols clearer.

Laurie noticed what caught his attention and was far less subtle in her interest. "Digital Warrior? Not a "Tamer"?"

Maddie yanked her sleeve over it like she hadn’t intended someone to read it. Or was at least embarrassed about it.

"It was a Tamer, before the whole… Meeessss." Caspian winced as he breathed the word.

"So that's what made you a "Digital Master" too, I take it?" Laurie looked like she was ready to tease him.

Phineas was using referee mimes to dissuade her. A poor choice, given that neither sports.

“Unless you have good news about it, there’s nothing worth saying.” The boy looked incredibly tired. “Chess takes the color as a bad sign as it is when they stop trying to make weird jokes about it.” Caspian looked at the wrist Maddie was trying to hide. “Unlike some of us, I guess got it the “wrong” way.”

“Looking like something they think they recognize doesn’t mean anything,” Maddie argued, still trying to ignore that her sleeve was too short for what she was trying to make it do. “The one Sammy said was for his tamer was gold too, and he’s terrible.”

“He is an angel, like it or not.” Laurie nodded her head, and looked at Caspian’s watch like Joanie was telling her something again. “Black objects are typically about corruption or control. Gears, rings, spires, spirals. Good chunk of them were man-made. “Master” is a pretty common label, but most of the ones I’ve heard weren’t exactly known for their benevolence."

Gage could not look more miserable at the news. Not that Cody really had the heart to test it, given he already has the presence of a half-drowned cat.

Definitely not when the a kid barely into adulthood got labeled a “master” when he has a partner as human-like as his is. He can practically feel Laurie wanting to make an obvious joke, despite Maddie being right there. Small mercies from her progress with “restraint”.

… With the humanoid being a spider the rest of the time who knows if actually using the word “restraint” would make Laurie crack.

Maddie must have noticed his own changes. “What happened to your band? Was it from…” Her eyes lingered on Joanie’s scarf form and spun a finger at it. “This, digivolution?”

“Nah, just swapped it out. I can’t really stand silicone for too long.” He said as he gave his work a look. “Had some canvas scraps lying around so I figured I could make one myself.”

Maddie blinked at him blankly like the thought had never occurred to her.

“Mistress, I think it’d be in poor taste to change it now, after it made the effort to suit you.” Her armor-wearing raptor chimed in, earning him a scowl.

“Are you sure Sami’s already changed?” Laurie asked after wincing like another headache was coming on. “Nobody’s heard of him going past Ultimate.”

“Yeah, like a black version of mine,” Maddie said and looked at Gage’s wrist oddly. “But Ryudamon only hit Ultimate, and the one Caspian got from reaching Mega is pretty different.”

Ryudamon gave his human a sour look but kept quiet like she was leaving something else out.

“Only reason their fall’s an Ultimate is ‘cause their levels got weird with the Mega update,” Phineas muttered to themselves with a scowl. “Should only be a Champ. Larva was their Ultimate.”

“The last thing we need is for them to throw every stage out of balance. Their Rookie’s bad enough as it is.” Ryudamon replied with a dirty look. “The powers did what they could.”

“And somehow never do enough, do they?” Phin said back with cruel blasphemous grin.

"Is everything else is okay here?" Laurie interrupted before the dragon could get too riled up, this time looking at both kids.

Gage’s attention was firmly on Maddie, in hopes of pressuring her to say something.

She broke.

"There is one more thing? But it's easier to show you in VR."

Cody looked to his wife to see how she wanted to do this. Her nod told him she needed him this time.

"'Kay. Is your room still the main setup?"

"We could move it to the office, since I’ll be out of it soon." Gage pointed out.

"But we haven't and you’re not yet." Maddie chimed back. "So yeah, it is."

Cody gave the boy a shrug as they went. Kid tried, but not much else you can do but offer.

"How good are you at coding stuff?" Maddie asked him on the way.

"I've dabbled, but mostly in terms of animation or rigging. Texture mapping, vector graphics, and modeling is more my field but I prefer traditional mediums if I can." Cody couldn't help but smile. "Before Laurie got out she was some of my best work. And I made the scan of our cabin."

"Aww, you made her a vtuber?" Maddie looked positively giddy in front of her door.

"Don’t call it that." Laurie pouted, but her lips quirked up when Cody nodded over her shoulder. 

"Still, what about it?" Cody felt weird to be the only one setting up. Maddie asked for this, so why wasn't she?

"Go on ahead, you'll see what I mean." The kid tried to smile but it came out wrong. But might as well take her at her word.

It feels like it's been ages since he'd last seen the old place. He and Laurie hadn't needed it for months, but looking back maybe they should have.

He looked out at some snow while Digimon played in the winter scape they overlooked and wasn't sure what he felt. Wistful? Regret? Nostalgic? Who knows.

"Feels weird doesn’t it?" Laurie asked, still a bit taller than she used to be but she managed to make the arm of this darker form use more human proportions this time. 

He nodded as he looked her over, how her crest shown on her taloned hand in a bright lavender like the cuff of her boot and the new color of her top. Her skin was far too pale and this form had tried to make her grow her hair out, but her face was still just hers without that weird mask.

She gave him one of those smiles that said something got messed up. "It's going to get weirder."

"What did she do?" He hardly finished asking before Maddie got in. But it wasn't the kid he knew.

He didn't need to recognize it to know it was a Digimon. That tall armored figure clicked something on her birdlike helmet to make the black visor retract, showing her face in full.

It still looked like Maddie, the same way Laurie tended to stay Laurie-like despite her changes.

"Jesus Christ kid, what did you do to yourself?"

"Okay, this wasn’t like planned or anything!" The thing that mostly looked and sounded like Maddie waved her hands in surrender. "But I'm not sure who else to ask about… this?" She said with an awkward sweep of her arm to the floor and looked at the bird on her shoulder nervously.

Laurie rubbed the bridge of her nose. "Asking Gage or your dad is too weird?"

"Caspian would be a waste of time." Maddie scowled as she crossed her arms, accidentally banging a hand into her oversized buckler as she figured out how this body should settle. "If I asked him if I had a flaw like a UI he'd either freak out again or tell me it's a good thing."

"He'd what?" Cody's voice dropped more than he should have let it.

Laurie grabbed his hand to ground him. She looked back to Maddie. "And you're scared what would happen if David had to see it for himself either?"

Maddie nodded, and held herself like she was trying to make herself small. But she let herself be hopeful looking at them. "You're in a similar boat though, and if I’m not flawed I was hoping it could help you first."

The gold bird on her shoulder looked at the couple intently. There was a spark in there. Probably like her own Joanie.

Cody squeezed Laurie’s hand back to remind her to breathe. This could be what she needed.

"Okay, I can give it a look. How did this happen?" Laurie asked just to keep Maddie talking, to give the kid something to do.

"When Caspian freaked out, Sammy showed up and tried to make him stop editing Yggdrasil. I got hit by a bit of Phin I think, and he made this happen to me to “make up for it”."

"So that's why your bracelet reeks of Lucemon now," Laurie muttered to herself. "They must have used it to get back on the web afterward."

"Really? It seems normal to me, and nobody else said anything." Maddie said with concern.

"Could be that they thought you already knew. Digimon can be neglectful in showing us the ropes. Joanie's great, but even she leaves things out."

"Eaaasier if you assssk." A wispy distorted voice came from her animated scarf. "Can’t guessss everything."

"I barely know when I'm missing something as it is, Jo." Laurie retorted but stayed focused on her scan. "From what I can see we're not the same. So the good news is I don't see any flaw. You shouldn't have to worry about any sort of decay."

"And the bad news?" Maddie asked, nervous.

"You're too powerful to get anything I can use." There was defeat in Laurie’s tone. "A mega's baseline power use can get nuts, and yours is no exception. If you did have the flaw you'd already be gone. You’ve been like this for what, three days? Four?"

“What?! No, I haven’t!” Maddie said with a frustrated shake of her head. “I was like this for not even 5 minutes and I hadn’t used it until now, honest!”

“Maddie,” Laurie said slowly with a deep breath. “Have you noticed anything different about yourself? Smells or sounds no one notices, except Ryudamon or Phin?”

“I…” He could see Maddie’s heart drop as she started to get it. “I understood what Phin said a Kodokugumon. And Digimon can make these feelings that are kinda like a sound. Sometimes I can even see the memories behind them I think.”

“It’s hard to notice a difference when a Digimon is capable of holding a human form if you don’t know what to look for,” Laurie admitted. “Sami and Phin can feel as “normal” as you did.” She hummed to herself as she pondered the rest. “Maybe your wires got crossed as far as “empathy” gets concerned, like you’re trying to read digimon the way they sense our emotions.”

“So… I’m not human at all anymore?” Maddie asked quietly.

“I didn’t say that. You’re still you.” Laurie told her firmly and made sure the girl looked into her eyes as she said it. “You’re different, but people change all the time. You shouldn’t have to worry about our problem, but I don’t know if you’ll have your own to worry about.” 

Maddie looked like could cry. "S-sorry. I knew about the mega thing whent they made the offer, but it's just a “spirit” on my digivice so I didn't think…"

"Hey. Don't beat yourself up over it." Cody tried to reassure her. "Thank you for trying, and at least you're okay."

“If I haven’t really de-digivolved, then what about Floramon and this guy?” Maddie asked with a questioning look at her other half.

“I don’t know about “Spirits”, but I’ve heard sometimes a jogress can be the natural next step for one half of the fusion, so parting with the second half doesn’t mean they lose it. If they are your “Spirit” they could have taken over right as Floramon tagged out to keep you stable.” Laurie suggested to herself. “Was there anything on you that didn’t seem right? A keychain that looked like something Valkyrimon had, or something small that shouldn’t have been there?”

“Like the size of my phone?” Maddie asked with a worried look at the golden bird. The bird bowed its head as if it was either an apology or acknowledgment.

“‘Least it’s trying to be more subtle than Joanie did if it did take that over,” Cody said lightly.

Laurie frowned as she looked at Maddie closer. “If you don’t mind me asking, do you know what type you’re supposed to be?”

“My digivice says Freya- er, Freyr?” Maddie asked her gold bird but it shook its head. “Frey?” She asked with more exasperation and it shrugged as much as it could, “Frey should be a “free” type.”

Laurie offered a finger to the bird and gave it a scritch. “Okay. The bird is, but you… Aren’t.” Her eyes furrowed in thought. “I was worried you might be glitching, since you feel like a Virus or Vaccine to me, but I don’t think it’s you. It’s more like you’re a mirror, which shouldn’t be too different from a “free” type in practice. I’ve felt something similar happen when I scanned Cody.”

“Why’d you do that?” Maddie asked with a confused tilt that her bird mirrored.

“She thought learning my “signature” could make it easier for her to find me if we got separated. Didn’t exactly work out, since everyone she checked felt the same.” He shrugged. “So, it might not be much, but that’s more in common with us than them.”

He tried harder to keep his tone light. "What did you mean that Gage would think it'd be "okay" for a 14-year-old to have virtual brain cancer?"

A warning look from Laurie and the fear in Maddie’s eyes told him he failed that time.

"Cody, we don't need to do this." He doesn't like the tone she's using. That's the one Laur has when she's keeping him in the dark again.

"What does he know Maddie?" Cody asked anyway.

"He's just stupid." Maddie got out, still too scared of him. "UI scare him so he thinks that, in general, limits are good for people. And that death is natural, so why bother trying to stop it?"

"Cody, we're done here. Let's log out and go home, okay?"

"Why would his opinion matter so much to you then? He's just some hacker, right?" Cody didn't care who answered, as long as someone did.

He already knew that wasn’t true. This high schooler hacked into an AI that could do things even Laurie couldn't dream of, flaw or no flaw.

It made life when humans can't even digitize their own without fucking it up. "In God's own image" left out what would happen if God himself was sick.

And this punk has Maddie putting his opinion over her own dad's. A UI with more power to burn than Laurie has left at all.

"He's Holstrum's moon shot," Laurie confessed to the wall instead of face him. "He didn't upload because of the flaw, but he still wanted more time to get it right. This kid was his last hope of it. And he can. Could."

"He can fix you," Cody repeated.

"If you push him he can do a lot worse to us than say "No", Cody." Laurie was using that fucking tone again. She doesn’t need to talk down to him, or pity him!

She needed to be okay!

He couldn't lose her again.

"He’s already toned down what digimon are capable of and how much it costs to evolve.” She said with a detached look, like this wasn’t even concerning her. “Even mine’s less taxing than before. Making UI into “Gods” is the last thing he wants for us."

"I'm not asking for that!” He snapped, but tried to reign himself in with how Maddie took a step back. “A full life with you, that's it!” He tried instead, “ S-so he can just keep it finite or whatever, just give you a reasonable lifetime back."

"I'm not sure I could do that, Cody."

"Why not?!" He snapped.

"When have I ever been able to hold back?"

“You’ve been working on it since you got back.” He argued.

“Cold turkey’s a bad metric for proving healthy boundaries.”

"If Caspian’s edit worked it should be easier, right?" Maddie added. They shouldn’t have this talk in front of her.

"It's not like a hunger, Maddie. It's just how I am, and always been. I don’t like half measures."

Except if it's towards me, Cody doesn't say. Not if there's something better to do.

"I wouldn't want to change myself for this," Laurie admitted. "And even if I did, if he'd be comfortable with doing that to a personality we have bigger problems."

"At least let me try to convince him if you won’t." Cody knew he let too much frustration out.

"Try to convince “him” of what?" A woman's voice came from outside the headset. Gage’s partner.

He felt a line stretch across his throat, but it wasn’t any sharper than your average silk. Just enough to feel like a threat, if it was bluffing.

"Cody?" Laurie didn't hear her.

He wasn't going to warn her.

"Maybe I can make a deal with Caspian. We have the money, how much could he need?"

"We don't need it." The spider hissed from reality. "The only thing he wants is peace. Stability."

"If he helps us we'd be out of his hair for good. One less thing for him to worry about." Cody said and hoped he was doing this double-speak thing well enough.

"I couldn't promise that." Laurie shook her head, but she still looked none the wiser. "I'm supposed to keep tabs on him for the Deva, if I don't something else will."

The silence from the intruder said that wasn’t a bad angle to use for them.

"Then maybe we can make a trade. Time in exchange for getting us out of this whole Digimon deal. I don’t need you to be physical, as long as you're here and as healthy as you can be."

"What about Joanie?" Laurie asked him suspiciously.

“Joanie could just be one person again. Go back to however she was before we met her.” He said with a dismissive gesture the spider on the other side didn’t seem to mind.

“And what about if she still has the flaw?” Laurie pushed, but her scarf stayed silent. “If he’s not willing to fix a person, why should she believe he’d help her if we leave her dying?”

“Limiting monsters isn’t hard on him, obviously.”

“She’s not supposed to have a “lifespan” like we do, Cody. Forcing her to take a leap like that will make us all more enemies than that could be worth, especially him.”

“Wouldn’t work.” Joanie hissed. “Our bond issss too tight. Iiiif I can’t be reborn, Laurie might break with me.”

Was that why Gage’s partner didn’t react stronger? Were they gone?

“... I don’t want to eat them.” The spider said softly. "I don’t want either of them to be digimon.” The thread tensed enough to let him know it was still there.

“Either” didn’t make sense if this was about UI. Laurie had talked about how digimon eat each other, but never in a way that seemed like they had to, so what’s this one talking about?

How could he use that as a bargaining chip if he didn’t understand what it meant?!

In his frustration, he tore off the headset and looked the monster dead in the eyes, not caring in his anger what confronting them would make them do. 

He didn’t expect to see gold eyes looking at him with the terror and confusion of a lost kid who thought they were in dangerously over their head. Phineas’ open mouth tremored and he wasn’t sure if they couldn’t find the words to say or if they were just shaking that badly.

If it was the former, they took off like a shot before they bothered to find them. Laurie and Maddie materialized shortly after him, so it wasn’t like he could have gone after it.

Laurie’s reappearance was well practiced, but Maddie’s was… clumsy, for lack of a kinder word as the dumb kid poured out of the second headset that had looked like it had been carelessly dropped on the floor. Which, between these two facts, indicated it had.

She must have put the visor on before doing the trick Laurie does, so naturally it returned her shortsighted cruelty by spitting her out in a whining heap.

“You do realize you can just use monitors, right?” Laurie asked with a tone torn between laughter and concern.

Maddie let out a groan that was probably more embarrassment and annoyance than pain. Her partner strut in from the hall and shook his head at the sight like she was a misbehaving student.

“I take it Spirit Evolution had not gone as intended, mistress Maddie?”

“More like the de-evolution never did.” She groaned out. “So, I didn’t need to try doing it with the ‘set on.”

“Understood. That does explain the lack of the totem you described on your person.” Ryudamon said with some concern. “Well, this will give you more opportunities to practice your rebirthright as a Digimon.” He added with something like a half-meant laugh.

“Best wishes,” Joanie hissed to her with a voice more like whistling wind than anything human.

Maddie scowled at Laurie’s scarf like she thought that might have been sarcastic, before taking her phone out with a quietly worried look. She glared at it in focus, and it glowed gold as “Frey” separated itself from her tech.

The bird hadn’t even fully formed when the top of the phone clattered on the ground, leaving Maddie to stare at half of it left in her hand like it was a dead baby bird. Her empty hand went to hold her opposite side like she was going to be sick.

Her first partner looked just as scared as he struggled to catch a breath, eyes searching hers for something Cody couldn’t guess at. Joanie’s never broken what she hides in, but she’s also never tried using something that had already existed long term.

Laurie looked as lost as he did, but with a bit of confusion like she wasn’t sure if she should know this and coudln’t risk asking. When her eyes met his they gained a resolve to it.

He nodded at Maddie first, hoping she’d follow that they’d talk later.

“Did Frey do that?” Laurie asked the girl gently, but all Maddie could do was shake her head.

“Are you okay?”

Maddie numbly nodded as she tried breathing deeply to get herself back together. The bird flew from her hand and back into the broken phone, returning it to a golden but working state.

“I mean… Better to figure this out now than later.” The kid said with a lost tone but encouraged them to give her and her partner some space.

Cody nodded, but that felt like something dangerous. She said she “got hit”, but not how badly.

“Her story isn’t what you were told to look into, was it?” Cody asked Laurie with a forced detachment. “Sami wasn’t supposed to be there at all, right?”

“Right. Caturamon thought it was the partner he assigned Rachel that riled things up.” Laurie replied. She took his hand in hers and held it tightly. “I’m sorry that I keep worrying you.”

“That isn’t all this is about, Lor.” He said as he couldn’t look at her and settled on some toy on the floor instead.

“I know. I’ll… I’ll talk to Gage about what he can do for me, okay?” She asked with a sad smile.

“You sure?” Cody asked her warily, and she nodded as they went back downstairs.

Divide and conquer. Laurie would talk to Caspian, Cody could warn Maddie’s mom.

Ellen was outside with her head in her hands.

Guess David beat him to it. He idly wondered if the other UI would tattle on Phineas’ stunt too.

“You holding up okay?” He asked in case it wasn’t related.

Ellen gave him quick a “the hell do you think” stinkeye and pursed her lips in thought. After collecting herself she tried. “Maddie had checked her phone that night, looked surprised that it was intact. David says that’s ‘cause it shouldn’t have been.”

“How badly was she hit?” Cody asked quietly but Ellen just shook her head at the ground. That felt like answer enough to him, and tried to get her to look him in the eye. “Hey. She’s okay, just breathe.”

“Is she healing while she’s like this, or would undoing it leave her… like that?” Ellen asked with dread.

Cody took a breath and put a hand on her shoulder that she accepted. “She’s stable like this, so don’t worry about that yet. Laurie said she was fine, in a better state than she is. If her body is just paused while she’s like this, it’s easy to get her to a hospital before she tries to undo it.”

Ellen was shaking under his palm and her head swung a refusal. “Head injury.” She managed out.

Well that did change things.

“I’m sorry. I’ve heard some of these monsters can mess with time or heal things. Maybe they could help her?”

“Haven’t these things done enough?” Ellen got through a ragged breath. She gave him a side look with a glare’s intensity but no anger behind it. “How can you just accept this sort of thing?”

His mouth made a taut line as he remembered Laurie managing to reach out to him in her messed up and held-back state. She could have been anything back then and he wouldn’t have cared, even with the benefit of having been told this had been possible.

“Don’t really got a choice. They’re here, and when they say they can do something they can.”

“I’m not just talking about the monsters.” She added with a hurt look at her phone.

“I… It’s easier when they reach you when you’re at the same place they left you.” Cody offered to her with a sad smile. “I had hoped they were lying when they told me it hadn’t worked. Didn’t believe a word I said at her funeral. Not that anyone would have believed me, they would have just thought I was the bastard who pulled the plug. So when she found me, it just felt… right.”

“You gave them the okay to do… That to her?” Ellen asked him, and he felt his face continue to tighten.

“I had to. It’s what she would have wanted, she’s said so herself.” Cody glanced at Ellen’s phone, not that UI had to leave any obvious signs of listening in. “And yeah, it’s easier to trust these things when they’ve done so much to make things better for us.”

“I’ll bet,” she scoffed. If it wasn’t so early in the day, he would have offered to get her a drink.

Considering Caspian’s too young to have any, even if he did they’d have someone keeping an eye on Maddie.

“I’ll be fine,” Ellen said, she he shelved that idea for now. “She’s not going to time out of this or anything, right?”

“Doesn’t sound like it.” Cody agreed even if he had no way to actually know that. But he’s heard digimon could just “be” Mega, so why wouldn’t this be one of them? “Laurie would have said something when she checked Maddie’s code.”

“And she’s not getting worse,” Ellen stated more than asked.

“Don’t see why she would if she’s still eating and sleeping normally, there’s nothing like the flaw.”

Ellen nodded to herself quietly. “Then I’ll be okay.”

Cody wished he could say the same, but seeing Laurie nod at him through the patio doors was close enough. He held a finger up to let her know he needed a bit longer.

“We can watch the kids for you if you need some time to yourself. Or take them out somewhere.” He offered and Ellen gave him a weak smile.

“Thank you, but you don’t have to do that.” She shook her head and saw his wife waiting for him. Her eyes were cold seeing Laurie standing there, but she offered a similar smile.

He couldn’t imagine a world where he wouldn’t want his wife back. But he couldn’t picture himself moving on either. Little wonder he couldn’t understand Ellen’s feelings there.

Accepting Ellen’s dismissal, he and Laurie headed back to their place.

“What did he say?” Cody kept a close eye on her as he asked.

“The “solution” that his crest reacted to was just making a UI enough of a digimon to make us stable.” She said gently, with no tells of lies or discomfort. “Pausing the flaw more than anything, and giving him something to work with from there. Wouldn’t help me, since I’ve already been “converted”, and he’s not sure that separating us would work like reworking his partner did.”

Cody grit his teeth in frustration but gave a nod. 

She offered him a gentle smile, “I did get him to agree to help her if Joanie and I can be separated. And he’s… open to your suggestion about adding certain caps.” It strained the further she went, so he had his doubts there.

He’d ignore them for tonight.

“I think I’ll keep my report to the basics too,” Laurie warned, but her expression was conflicted. “I don’t want to go to war with Chanda if we don’t have to.”

“Because of his partner?” Cody asked as he took her hand.

“Because I don’t want Digimon to treat UI and humans any more separately than they do.” She said somberly. “If he tries pushing Digimon to see humans as a threat already, I don’t want it to devolve into pushing more people to upload while it’s this unstable.”

“Or end up like Maddie?”

“I’m hoping Sami only got a surface level of what happened to her, if they tell Chanda anything about it. She might be in a better situation than we are, but I don't think this is feasible as an alternative to uploading.”

Cody nodded, though he wasn’t sure this was the best idea with these things. But Laurie’s never steered him wrong before.

If it blows up in her face, he’ll be there to help her through whatever happens.

Chapter 23: Thanatophobia

Summary:

Pope comes calling.

Notes:

Sorry this one was delayed a bit more than normal, it's a bit rough but I hope folks enjoy. If things feel weird or don't make sense let me know so I can try to fix it.

Chapter Text

“Thanks for being a second set of eyes on this for me,” David said with a self-drepicating smile and a somber look in his eyes.

Caspian couldn’t blame him as he rubbed a hand over his tired eyes.

David’s decay did spike from his fusion with Ryudamon, or Hisaryumon, or whatever it’s called here. That was expected, though the guy starting his guessing at losing nearly a year over a few minutes sounded sickening. 

They all hoped splitting would have made it go back to the original rate. In hindsight, that was baseless and way too optimistic. A Maddie mistake. Except even she shouldn’t have been this dumb.

UI’s decay was based on how far they push themselves, their very thinking, and experiences are part of that. It’s not like David would have just blacked out that whole time he was fused.

Hisaryumon was one of his “experiences” now, even if it’s sitting as firmly on the back burner as the man can get it. David could section off all of Ryudamon’s memory data he got too close to when they were together, but making him delete all affected regions would be too much damage without proof it would help. 

Less memory isn’t the fix here, it’s not even a good bandaid for it. Not the point.

The point was, David’s base power use is higher than it was, even though it’s far less than Laurie’s, and it’ll cost him. They’ve just got it back down as far as Caspian thinks he can.

“You sure I can’t help at all?” Phin’s voice came over the headset Caspian had been using, and the boy shook his head.

Even if Phin was meant to contain “lost” digimon, he wasn’t sure the memory of this one would count, and if it did what that might say about the UI that helped form it.

He felt them bouncing their leg anxiously from the other side of the basement futon.

“There is one thing you two might want to know,” David began cautiously.

“Ya mean how Juli’s back state side?” Phin’s voice carried the scowl strong enough Caspian didn’t mind their refusal to show up as holos’ in the UI’s personal spaces.

Caspian still paused at the confirmation.

“Is… That what you’re calling the man, or the bug you put on him?” David asked looking like he was torn between laughing and deep concern.

Phin did permit themselves to be on “film” enough to give a slackjawed glare at David like he was a moron for asking, and opened a smaller screen of a waving in-training Kodokugumon on David’s main monitor.

When they gave his screen back, David snapped his fingers at it and it showed a balding old man Caspian’s seen on TED talks and Logorhythms more public releases. Julius Pope.

Security camera feeds mostly, some traffic cams of the guy in some small rental car.

“Looks to me like he’ll be hoping you’re still here and the only one in the house on a school day.” David said as he swiped though his sources, and adjusted his glasses. “Not helped how our hands are getting a bit more tied there.”

Caspian looked at the man quizzically at David grit his teeth with a shrug. “Yeah, your old school’s aware of your change in address sooooo…”David trailed with a chuckle as Caspian stared to glare at him.

“She isn’t.” Caspian accused, and David nodded only half apologetcially.

“I mean, you’ve got to admit Berkshire Academy would look better for you than a general GED.” David tried to argue with a smile, but his face was strained by the silent apology for being part of why Caspian wasn’t inclined to be onboard.

Caspian rolled his eyes and weighed the options. He could feel Phineas’s eyes boring into his head expectantly if he pushed back against it. Not sure if they’d be gunning to sabotage Ellen’s efforts to make the transfer happen or if Maddie’s bullies would be having “technical difficulties”.

At least that’s what he’d hope that’s all they’d do to them.

“How long until I’d need to be there in person?” He said with the disgusted defeat of acceptance.

“Next Monday at the earliest. They are open to some long-distance allowances, but don’t try abusing that for long.” David told him with a gentler grin. “So if you’d rather be somewhere Pope won’t, you’ve got time until you’d be on a schedule.”

Caspian sighed and looked out the windows of David’s office into the pseudo-digital world beyond it. He straightened as a thought occurred to him. “Where’s Ryudamon, he around?”

“Checking in with the Knights, seeing how many of them are back to their old “normal” now,” David answered with some surprise. “Why?”

“Could you call him back for a bluff?” Caspian asked as he watched a crowd of digimon dispassionately.

“I’m right here!” Phin whined, and Caspian shook his head for them.

You shouldn’t have any of David’s avatar data on you.” He looked at the UI appraisingly. “If David has copies of Ryudamon’s personal files, that should be a two-way street, shouldn’t it?”

“You hoping to convince Pope I’m physical full time?” David asked skeptically. “Why couldn’t Phin help with that?”

Phineas made a keening noise from the back of their throat, before sighing. “Too much work. I’d have to be eyeballing it for your safety, the colors would probably be super off, and I’ve already got my two avis where most Arachne’s stick with our one default.”

Caspian gave a amug shrug at his suspicions on that front being confirmed.

“I’m not sure Ryudamon would be able to use it to give him a reskin. Lower levels have limits on what they can access in themselves as far as I could tell.” David admitted, and scratched the back of his head. “Besides, I’d feel bad about dragging him away from his old friends.”

“Alright.” Caspian took off the headset and looked to see how Phin was taking Pope’s interest. Seeing more apprehension than aggression, he took a chance. “Think we’ll be okay if he finds us?”

Phineas crossed their arms as their leg bounced faster, guarded and anxious, but they nodded.

“Then could you give us space while we hear this out?” Caspian asked the headset, and heard an wary but approving sound from David.

Phin was giving him a sour look that he phrased it as a question instead of just having them kick David out themselves. He mouthed the word Rude back, which got a pout but they understood.

At least Caspian didn’t need to wonder the whos or whys when he heard the Kim’s doorbell. He gestured for Phin to stay with a tense smile they didn’t return. Ellen might kill him just for accepting the visit, but if he keeps it to the basement he might have a better chance of survival.

Seeing the man in person, he was a bit taller than Caspian had expected. The guy looked half surprised he had even opened the door. And like he was looking at an old friend.

“If you want me to go anywhere with you, Pope, that’s not happening.” Caspian said coldly. “If you’ve got something to say to me, you don’t touch anything that belongs to the Kims.”

“R-right.” The guy looked more offguard than scared, and Caspian was half disappointed in that. His power high from the other night might’ve been worse than he thought. “It’s good to see you again, Caspian.”

Caspian gave a grunt more than a growl, but the guy wisely shut up and followed him. Aside from seeing one of Phin’s projects on the Kim’s sofa. “Is that your… “Partner”?”

“Nope.” Caspian shook his head and glanced at the plushie staring back. “Self-portrait of theirs.”

Pope gave a surprised hum. “I didn’t know they were a crafter.”

“They heard money was tight, so they wanted to help and the habit stuck.” Caspian replied with a condescending look. “Should I say that’s your employee’s fault, or just one of his “old friends”?”

“This wasn’t just a “job” to any of us, Caspian,” Pope said quietly.

“There’s a lot of things it wasn’t.”

“I’m sorry you found out like this,” Pope said softly as he took the seat offered. “Though, it’s not like there was ever a good time.” He added with a self-directed bitterness.

“No fucking shit.” Phineas sneered scathingly as they glared at Pope like they hoped he’d just catch fire. Good thing Nidhoggmon’s moves didn’t stick around longer than the form did.

Pope jumped at hearing their voice and kept blinking as he tried to sort out who this could be.

“Whatever you want to say, spit it out.” Caspian ordered rather than bother to sort out what should be pretty obvious, even if his “parents” left out Phin’s brief bipedal appearance around them.

“I heard you think you solved integrity already,” Pope said cautiously as he clasped his hands, but he looked proud more than worried or angry.

“Then you heard my answer,” Caspian replied. “Your “plan” is dead in the water, ‘cause UI aren’t going to be the only fish in this pond.”

“I…” Pope stalled and stuttered before he found where he wanted to start. “The plan was to give up on physicality for everyone’s own good.”

“Yeah, the “fix” I found scraps that entirely,” Caspian said with a dismissive shrug. “So maybe take better care of who you kill next time if you get that far if you stick with that file type.”

“So, you learned it from these things?” Pope asked without even a glance at Phin, just giving Caspian a tight but impressed smile. “Steve never saw something like this coming, that’s for sure. “Digital Monsters”?”

Caspian grit his teeth but didn’t say a word.

“He’d give me that same look.” Pope said wistfully, “Stephen Holstrum was my best friend.”

“If you honestly think that because you were his “best friend” that means you mean anything to me, you’re nuts.” Caspian glowered but gave a snort. “Then again, I’m already proof of that.”

“I suppose Madison Kim would be your closest friend, isn’t she?”

“Way to miss the obvious contender.” Caspian jerks a head to his side and Phineas leveled the man a threatening glare. “Wasn’t Maddie who warned me about you. Wasn’t anyone human.”

“Oh.” Pope seemed like he’s on his back foot again. “So, uh, this isn’t a girlfriend I take it?” 

“Phineas isn’t a girl, first of all.” Caspian shook his head in mild disgust. “This is still the spider I fixed a few months ago.”

Phineas molted back to their masculine frame and leaned towards Pope. “You must be pretty sure the first guy had some wild tastes, eh?” Their mocking grin was all teeth and hate as they glared over the top of their narrow sunglasses.

Pope to his credit was white as a sheet and stumbling over his words so much they barely made sense outside of apologies. With a start Caspian recognized it wasn’t just from the whiplash.

Phin’s hair was greyer when they used Caspian’s face, like Holstrum’s was towards the end. The style was still wrong, Phin’s expression would be off, but if the glasses were different…

“Take it easy, Phin.” Caspian warned, willing his stomach to settle.

When Pope regained some composure he looked between the two, confused. “So. This is the same AI as your pet? It looks… Different than the reports.”

“Phin is the only family I have thanks to you monsters.” Caspian corrected.

“We’re not Monsters-”

“Yeah, you’re not.” Phineas agreed which further shook him. “We don’t try to force our reincarnations to be what they were before. What’s meant to be, will be. If we do push ourselves to copy our histories too much, it kills us in order to bring that version back.”

“That’s not what this is-”

“It’s as close as we know.” Phin cut him off. “We rarely have “parents”, we hatch on our own. “Family” is whoever cares enough to stick around or keep up. We have plenty of manipulative bastards, but even we can see how fucked up you and your goons are.”

“I’m sorry,” Pope said as his eyes stayed solely on Caspian. “Stephen wanted us to raise you right, and we failed. Both for his goals and you.”

“And what’s that supposed to do for me?” Caspian asked with a bitter scowl.

“I don’t know what else to start with,” Pope admitted with a sad smile. “This- You were his idea. If I could apologize to him too, I would.”

“Don’t you try feeding us that shit!” Phin slammed a fist on the table, and the fact it only dented rather than split was a testament to how much he was holding back. “”Oh look at me, I’m just a helpless old fogey missing mah bestest fwend.” You think for a second we’ll buy that crap?!”

Pope’s fear looked real enough when he startled at the accusation. The desperation too, throughout this whole thing. 

But Phin should be a better judge of that than Caspian ever could. He can trust them on this.

“I’m not lying to you-”

“This time.” Caspian cut him off. “As opposed to everything else you’ve ever given me.”

“Bull Fucking Shit.” Phineas maintained, and the tv behind them came alive.

It was footage from a Logorhythms meeting room, and both Ellen and Maddie were there at the long table. This must have been from when they got David back. 

Phin let it play as their eyes glowed a sickly yellow in their fury. “Let me be reeeal clear about this, old man: I don’t just hate you because you’re the “Godfather” from fucking hell. I hate you for everything you’ve done. To us. And them.”

“I never claimed to be-”

“If Stephen’s the “dad”, and he gave this guy the reigns to his “kid” when he’s gone, that’s a Godfather, right? It’s not just the mob thing, yeah?” Phineas asked Caspian as he paused the screen.

“Yup. That’s normally how that works. Let it play, Phin.” Caspian kept his eyes on it. “How’d you get this?”

“What I couldn’t get from their security files, I can get by bribing the right Clockmon. Better than any Wayback machine you could dream of, those guys. And Digi-silk’s a prime trading good.”

“Your husband and his work product are the property of Logorhythms.” The recording of a woman said.

“That, was Deidre Ryan,” Phin added with a deep grimace to Caspian before returning his glare to Pope.

“The woman you killed.” Pope accused with a surprisingly even tone despite how the TV’s footage scared him.

“No, my subroutine did,” Phineas corrected. “After it went solo and started making its own “subroutines” to do the dirty work for ‘em. I couldn’t do anything about Nea. But, I’m not about to fucking blame them.” They snarled at the man. “If you weren’t such a “careful” bastard, I wouldn’t have needed any of them to keep Caspian safe!”

“Ms. Kim came here because she knows you. Now she knows me.” Pope’s past threw in his face.

“I do what I have to for the sake of the vision. Stephen’s vision of a better future. That’s all any of us really care about.” The man tried to defend in the present, but he knew how badly his goose was cooked. Because the one on the screen wasn’t done digging his grave.

“You know what I have? A PR team that'll tell the press about an unhinged widow who's decided to pursue an agenda against her husband's former company in an attempt to extort money from us. You really want to be attached to that narrative? You want her to be?”

Caspian’s breaths were slow and steady, even if nothing else was. “So, tell me again who you thought my “best friend” was, Pope.”

The spineless suit swallowed. “Madison Kim.”

“And there you are. Threatening her. And her family. The only people that have been “real” with me. Because of you.” Caspian clasped his hands on the table so he wouldn’t be tempted to punch anything like Phin did. In theory, he could hit a man without immediately killing him. “Mind telling me what you think could possibly get me on your side of this?”

“It’s not about “our side”. It’s about what’s best for Earth and humanity.” Pope tried to maintain but he flinched at Phin’s bark of a laugh.

“Pull the other one, I’ve got 5 more. Ain’t nuthin “humane” about what you’ve been doing.” Phin scowled.

“Then think of it as being about giving you back what’s yours.” Pope tried as he addressed Caspian.

Phineas snorted, “We ain’t need you to do jack shit on that front, baldy.”

“What’s “mine” huh? You’ve definitely lost it.” Caspian agreed as he sat back in his chair.

“I never wanted all this; I don’t have a clue what I’m doing.” The old man confessed and if he was faking desperation he missed out on an acting career. Not like he’s alone in that.

“Didn’t seem to stop you before.” Caspian grinned,  “Phin, ice the ice box for a bit. Let’s see what happens.”

“All of it, or just the dirty little secrets?”

“All of it.” He confirmed and the spider grinned.

Pope looked between the two and his eyes widened as a golden spider gave up acting as a pin to give the command from their queen back to the online swarm.

Barely a minute later Pope’s phone began to ring and the man just about jumped out of his skin.

“You might want to take that.” Caspian suggested, enjoying the fear he inspired a bit too much. It was nice to be on the other side again. He could see why power could be so addicting.

Pope answered the call and his eyes widened further from what was being said on the other end. “How many? How long? How did they get in?”

“I can tell you that.” Phineas grinned with too much malice. “26 fully grown Dokugumon, 739 Kodokugumon, excluding the 14 in Palo Alto, their 275 stubs, and the 8 free agents who like to pop back in for a visit. Palo Alto was a more “recent” acquisition. Thanks for taking Renee’s call back on inflection day! Not sure even Yggdrasil knew about Norway. The UI certainly don’t.”

Caspian wasn’t quite able to catch himself from choking on the numbers. Phineas blinked at him in disappointment for cracking their united front.

“Phin. How many spider sweatshops are you running?”

“Rude! We aren’t sweatshops, we’re just naturally industrious, and it’s only the two! Most of us are more involved in fixing up our own code than making anything or messing with human stuff.”

“How many of you are there?”

“Exact or broad strokes?”  Phineas smile grew larger. “‘Cause I get the feeling 4 digits is “too much”.” Seeing Caspian pale they let themselves put an elbow on the table to hold their chin. “Okay. That’s in total, including all the ones who have been fully untangled. Lots of ‘em are back to being independent, growing like they were normal reincarnations with memories.”

Pope was scared. As well he should be. He looked between the two and faced Caspian. “That many? Do you even know what these things are capable of? Have you seen what this one did?”

The screen changed to a different office, only Deidra in sight. Phineas stared the old man down. “All he has to do is ask. It wasn’t me and I have nothing to hide.”

“I don’t need to see it.” Caspian objected and the screen went dead on the wall. “I’m very aware of what they can do. And now, so are you. Phineas alone could do more to your company than Laurie could have ever hoped to, but they prefer delegation and crowd-sourcing.”

“You could say I’m still doing it alone though. Me, myselves, and more I’s than an Apple store.” Phineas stared straight at him. “Independents don’t have enough skin in our war game.”

“You’ve made your point, Caspian. But the longer you keep us offline the more you’re hurting yourself. I told you, say the word and it’s yours to do with whatever you like, every last penny.”

“Apparently hurting myself is something of a hobby. You’ve been enabling it for long enough.” Caspian shrugged him off. “I was going to sell this monster in parts as it was.”

“Except for the backups.” Phineas pointed out, and their claws gouged lines in the table. “You lying sack of shit.”

Pope’s brow furrowed. “If you already know about them, why didn’t you give them back to their families?” He found his leverage as he gave the boy a calculating look. “You haven’t told them yet, have you? Why not?”

Caspian wasn’t sure what to say.

Phin took the reigns instead, as if to make Caspian’s pause look natural and intended. “And risk you fuckers using us to track where David or Laurie spend their time if they got impulsive from our intel? I’ve seen you try to track every suspect data spike. Couldn’t shut down Pete without making a scene. If the guy was less of a joke I’d have done it anyway, but haven’t needed to.”

“You mean, if they burned themselves out from trying to get “themselves” out, don’t you?” Pope asked, looking too sad for that to be genuine.

“Don’t pretend you care.” Caspian told the man. “If you gave a shit about either of them you wouldn’t have let them overclock at all. How many years did you let David waste on you? How many of Laurie’s? Hell, why’d you bother to “save” her at all if all she’d do is stocks?!”

“If they got us to crack integrity they’d get all that time back and more.”

“You’re lying.” Phineas hissed, eyes glowing stronger behind their shades. “How are you still lying when I know that’s what you want? What aren’t you saying, old man?”

“I’m not. This was about fixing death, period. UI’s dying isn’t what Stephen wanted.”

“I know what your “truth” tastes like, versus your double-talking bullshit. This, is bullshit!”

Caspian took a breath. Phineas wouldn’t want to see it. “He didn’t want UI to run wild either.”

Pope smiled. “Exactly. Would you like to know the conclusion you came up with last time?”

He did. He really did. Even if Stephen’s vision was full of shit it would be something, to pick apart and test to see if it could give Maddie what she wanted without the world burning for it.

But not if it meant he was giving this bastard everything he had been hoping for. He’s had Caspian playing on a string for 18 years. The man’s “best friend” was a realer surrogate for his hate for a dead man than the copy of Holstrum Yggdrasil taunted him with.

Pope misread Caspian’s dilemma for caution. “I can imagine how hard it would be to believe anything I say. What do I need to do to prove it?”

“Drop Dead.” Phineas gave in clipped tones but Caspian gave them a scolding look. “What? Won’t be tempted to kill him if he’d just save me the trouble. Dead men tell no tales.”

“When a liar dies he lies still.” Caspian corrected and Phineas grimaced at the old wordplay. “Can’t trust a word when all you’re left is unprovable speculation and hearsay. First-hand accounts can have their uses, like letting you play lie-detector.”

Caspian caught the screen of his Digivice trying to glow. He was getting too agitated if it was trying to do something. “You need to leave.”

Pope must have thought he saw some doubt as he leaned in his chair. “There’s still answers you’re looking for that you’ll need from me, isn’t there? Should I leave you my card?”

“I’m done listening. If I want something I’ll get it myself.”

“You know you won’t find it anywhere else. Not without going through Stephen’s old things.”

Caspian grit his teeth, but Phineas was unimpressed. “That old rig? Been there, checked that. By the way, the plastic sheets are an annoying touch. Nothing more than that though.”

If something was there it might just be a case of Phin not knowing what to look for. 

Pope looked personally vandalized by Phin’s casual disregard for the dead man’s property. Phin chose to goad him further. “Oh, what? You gonna tell on me? You’d have to see him first.”

“Why were you in there?” Pope asked, standing but making no motion to leave.

“Why else?” Phineas gave the man a chilling glare. “Had to make sure Holstrum didn’t have a secret upload waiting in the wings somewhere. Can’t trust his cultists to have the “big picture”.”

“What were you going to do if you found him, Phin?” Caspian didn’t need to ask. He knew what he would have done if given half the chance at this point.

Phin didn’t look at him, just glared at Pope daring him to do a damn thing. “Kill him.”

Pope’s face twisted in grief and rage, but he didn’t rise to the bait. “You would just eat him? Without telling Caspian?” There was a skeptism the man should not have had there.

“Didn’t say that.” Phineas pointed out. “We don’t eat people.” Phin leaned over the table glaring up at the man. “We poison them. If he was asleep, waiting for the cure Caspian doesn’t want you fucks to have, he’d be just fine and dandy as long as no one woke him before Cas could tell me to leave him be. If he wasn’t, it was going to be slow enough that Cas could tell me to stop. Time’s a lot slower outside of boxes, but if the old bastard did something stupid it’d be on him.”

Phineas turned to Caspian, dead set in their anger. “If any UI deserved to die twice, it’d be Granddad and you know it. Not the Clan. Not Chanda.” Phin practically spit the UI’s name out anyway. “This dumbass put you in this mess. He got the hair up his ass and didn’t keep his stupid mouth shut until after he got it right. Even Alliance’s patent is based on his work. Without Holstrum, there’d be no UI. No UI, Yggdrasil’d still be sleeping.”

Morally, Caspian knew it’d be wrong. But if Phin had asked him, he’s not sure he’d even bother to “meet” the man much less tell Phineas to stop.

“There was a patent?” Pope’s voice was quiet, like he was lost in a memory.

“Chanda cooked it up. Prasad got it up and running. Got half-cocked from murdering his meal ticket, and if sources are believed was fully cooked for it.”

“That’s enough, Phineas,” Caspian warned, but Pope was already lost in thought.

“How’d their UI break containment so early? The man had only been missing for days…”

“Same thing that gave me to Cas.” Phineas said with a smile. “Laurie woke Yggdrasil punching your digital lights out. Yggdrasil makes us, and helps us meet humans who need us. Ol’ Yggy would love to crack your integrity, but “heaven” is definitely off your table. We don’t decay. We don’t “die”, technically. But life on the digital side has as much pain and strife as this one does.”

“Phineas!” Caspian scolded.

“What? Ain’t a damn thing he can do about it, but he keeps ignoring us! It’d be one thing if he only knew about me, but you saw Ghostmon! They know I’m no one-off, but they’re still dicking around like the UI they lost are the only things that matter to them! It’s annoying!”

“You can’t bitch about a guy saying too much and then turn around and do the same thing. Logorhythms can’t complain about the UI without getting themselves in hot water, but you aren’t their fault. If the NSA gets involved-”

“Ain’t got nothing on us. The Sovereigns run a tight ship, Magnadramon gave the Royal Knights the Digimental they needed to nearly finish off their set, and the power players of most of the Digital Regions are content keeping their peace. All are ready to reach out and explore.”

That was the last thing Caspian wanted to hear.

His watch was definitely glowing and he did not want to know why. If he could stop it, he would, but Phin wasn’t helping deescalate anything.

“That’s not an excuse for running your mouth! You’re putting your own safety at risk telling him anything, so stop.” Caspian turned his attention back to Pope. “Do I need to call the cops?”

Phineas glared at him but sat back down, trying to find something else to focus on before settling on Caspian’s watch glowing through his sleeve.

That wasn’t making them look any more understanding of his position, if anything their eyes had a hunger to them. It might have been a trick of the light or their glasses, but their eyes weren’t their normal shade of gold but something more sickly green.

Nidhoggmon’s were red or would match its flames, so if it wasn’t all in his head that shouldn’t be whatever this causes.

“Caspian, please. Consider the offer, and call them off at least.”

“Not a fucking chance.”

“Then don’t just think about selling it, we have resources you can use.” Pope begged as he saw his options running out. “Resources we’ll lose if you just bankrupt us like this.”

“Fine. Phin?”

“Goooot it.” Phineas drawled like a whine, but didn’t otherwise complain.

“There. You can afford a plane ticket to literally anywhere else.”

“We need you-”

“Yeah, I fucking got the message. If I could cut everything you wanted out of me so I could just hand it over and get some sort of life back I fucking would!”

Caspian knew the words were a mistake, something about how he said them felt wrong.

Like Parasite. Before the doctor recognized cutting out the infection would kill him too.

Phineas was already off the chair and skittering to the door while the moron was too off guard from their human form falling to pieces. But they weren’t growing like every evolution before.

This was an evolution. Not even technically a “dark” one if the lack of smoke proved anything. So why were they shrinking? Phin’s been able to exist more than comfortably at this level, and while they’ve mentioned needing to be in “scale” with doorways this is changing them too much.

It’s like Arachnemon was literally molting, her body growing stiffer and paler as something inside was getting ready to break out from inside the separating old shell. Something with only one green eye, more like a mythical cyclops than a human as the shell around her head gave way.

It was green and as purple as his crest, with a mouth far too human-like on its abdomen while a nest of green tentacles was where a mouth would be expected if you assumed the eye was the spider’s head. A series of red dots above the human-like eye could be normal spider eyes.

The rest of Arachnemon shattered into discarded data after crumpling under the tiny monster’s weight. The single bloodshot eye stared at Pope like it was some sort of addict looking at their fix, the humanoid mouth forming a terrible fanged smirk.

This was Phineas?

“Phineas, what are you doing?”

It didn’t answer him but made a terrible gargle. Maybe the tentacles were the mouth, and the abdomen was more like a moth’s eyespot. Terrifying, but intended to confuse and intimidate.

The thing lept at Pope and when it made contact with the skin of his hand it appeared to latch on to crawl into it. It wasn’t too much larger than his palm so it made quick work and the man shuddered, grasping his hand like it hurt after trying to pry it off and out failed.

Caspian couldn’t shake the feeling of having seen it before, the same way Phin had gone through his monitor the night he fixed them. But that was a computer. This was organic, Digimon shouldn’t be able to use them for anything.

All Digimon except for this one. He could look up whatever this was on the device that caused it. 

“Parasimon”, a mega so weak it needed to rely on empowering hosts to survive at all. Not even powerful hosts, with how a synopsis had beating champions like it was an accomplishment.

Pope’s eyes were green when he looked back at Caspian. The exact same shade as that single bloodshot eye.

“Let him go, Phineas,” Caspian asked coldly as he forced down his urge to yell at them.

“Why? Every time we let them go they come back for us.” Phineas snarled through the man’s voice. “Last time I was able to give you the power to do what you wanted. Now I can give you control. Freedom. Or I could just be “human”, so you won’t need to worry about my code or other digimon and there’s one less shitty person running around. What more can we need?”

“We "need" to not do shit like this Phin! There’s nothing freeing about “control”, and definitely not like this! If anyone finds out you can just hijack people, they’ll want you dead, you get me? This is too dangerous, too terrifying, to just let slide under the radar.” He rubbed his face, and then it dawned on him. “It’s worse than this, isn’t it? You’re a mega, and controlling one extra mind is nothing to you. That’s been your “thing” since you were a champ. How far does this skill go?”

Phineas said nothing, but the fear in Pope’s eyes spoke volumes. Caspian wished he knew for sure whose it was. If it was Phin, that would mean they fully understand what he’s saying. But if that’s Pope, if he’s aware of everything they are making him do, he was going to be sick.

“You’re not supposed to be that tiny.” He stated and Phin flinched. “Does it mean something? Like this mega isn’t the one body? Are you doing something I’m not supposed to know about?”

“I’m supposed to help you!” Phineas snapped back, stealing a hand that wasn’t theirs to their host’s chest. “I’m on your side, even if no one else is or wants to make you be on theirs. I don’t care what anyone else thinks about me, as long as you’re okay and I can make sure of it.”

“And I want no part of what you’re offering Phin. So either you let the man go, or I’m gone. We’re not doing shit like this. If you are, that’s as far as “we” go. Got it?”

They ground the man’s teeth. “Then what should I do for you?”

“If I need or want something I’ll ask.” Caspian stressed as he gave them a pitying look. “You don’t need to be a mega. You don’t need to be “human”. Ryudamon said most Digimon end at Ultimate, that it’s “perfect” for that reason right? We can just stay at that.”

Most are. Not me! I end here!” They snapped. “As soon as you’re gone I’ll go back to being Apcocalymon again and I can’t do that again. And I know I will! Nidhoggmon and Parasimon are from you, the things you pushed for. Without you, those lines are gone again. I don’t WANT that nothingness! All the time!” They yelled and Pope’s nails scratched at his arms hard enough Caspian might have seen it draw blood. Green blood. “Can you imagine what it’s like, to be “death” and to always be aware of how much all of you hates it, fears it, and feels both those things even more strongly to everything that’s not part of your suffering?!”

“So by the end of the day, you’re just using me too?” Caspian asked like he’d had ice dunked on him. He should have seen that coming.

“No! Nononono, that’s not how that works!” They rambled in panic. “You made me better, that’s why I need to stay better. Without you, no matter what, I just end, I’m just a new mind in that cache.” Phineas looked at him like they were begging. “But I’d rather be a new mind or out of it entirely, like you are. Not just Apocalymon anymore. But I’m scared if that’s all my code wants me to be, “Phineas” won’t even be that. Like what might happen when Nea comes back to us.”

“Then why are you still trying to erase others to make yourself feel “better”?” Caspian leveled at them. “This isn’t “being human”, you’re still a digimon but now you’re trying to steal someone else’s life out from under them. You’re not the victim in Pope’s body. Let. The man. Go.” He ordered, and Phin looked at the hand they entered with sad disgust. 

“Even if he harasses us?” They asked, but looked like they did see how this toed the line between theft and murder.

“If you can’t be content without being a Mega, fine. Show me what you do want to be, and we can work together to make that happen, okay?” He offered gently. “But I’m not okay with you staying as this one. And Nidhogg’s not much better if it’s constantly trying to burn you out.”

He saw cords like veins raise under the man’s skin, Parasimon trying to follow his order. The sight was too much for him and with a shudder he looked away.

If this is what any part of him wanted Phin to be, he was a lot worse than he thought. And his self-esteem wasn’t making any records as it was outside of what skills he did have. He just hoped that could change whatever was this broken.

That it wasn’t something inside him beyond fixing.

A tug on his sleeve told him it was done. Pope himself had fainted at some point, and Caspian let himself hope it was from Phin taking over so the man wouldn’t have to remember any of that. 

That disgusting purple parasite looked up at him, still a lot smaller than his digivice said it “should” be. He wasn’t sure if that made it better or worse. Like if they were so much smaller because controlling a human was all it wanted to do, instead of reflecting something darker.

This was still Phin, as it always has been. Far closer to a spider than the other two megas it had memory of, and what he read in his panic this mega was near harmless in terms of attacks. 

It’s electric “attack” was more to help paralyze potential hosts than hunt prey. What it lacked in power and options it just had to make up for in the worst possible way.

“How do we change you back?”

Phin bounced like a shrug, as non-verbal as they were at the start.

That was supposed to have been a reflection of him too since Nidhoggmon only said its name, if his communication skills were getting worse. Maybe even a result of Phin not understanding him specifically. So he could only hope that Arachnemon was the right “path” for them both.

If Phin’s goal needs them to go further back to get to the right ending, that could get difficult. Unless he could manually change something. Maybe enough to break their connection to “Apocalymon” entirely if the cache itself couldn’t truly be fixed.

“If you can’t find a Mega you think would let you live a peaceful life, I’ll make you a new one. Whatever it takes, we’ll get you there.”

The parasite looked up at him with so much hope it hurt.

Caspian felt a buzz on his phone.

Clearly a message from Phin, but getting it through without being inside any tech the way they normally did as a Kodokugumon kept his nerves on edge. Not that he wanted this in his phone, but Parasimon doesn’t say a word about controlling anything but its host.

That would mean Phin’s “web” isn’t bound by their “queen” right now, if this didn’t alter them.

👪 ❓

Either “did you really mean it?” or “are we still family?”

“Of course you are.”

🗝️ 🔑 ❓

Caspian snorted at that. One of the few benefits of having a noun for a name.

“Yup. Just a couple of Keyes, no matter how we look.”

It rested itself against his side, practically making a nest of his sweatshirt in an effort to avoid making skin contact in its current state. Luckily for them both it seemed a moment of calm was enough to let them safely regress to the rookie Caspian had unleashed in the first place.

“Hey, Phin?” He spoke knowing they still couldn’t answer them the way he’d like. “When you can talk again, you can vent to me too. I know I might not get it, but it’s not like anyone can really get my mess either.” He shrugged weakly. “If you think talking about it would help, I’m here.”

It chit a response, and he felt it move more like a nod given the awkward position. The noise made the man stir.

Caspian kept a hand on Phin as he watched the man like a hawk.

Wanting “control” couldn’t be good for him. Not with what it makes Phin want. But maybe closure could help take what’s making this toxic out of the equation.

He can’t be a puppet or make himself a puppeteer, no matter which role these bastards want him to play. Just break the system they have set out, so he can move outside of their cycle.

Not to give anyone forgiveness, but maybe get something closer to acceptance.

“W-what was that?” Pope asked, and the relief his confusion brought was cold.

“Phin tried to use a powerful trick they shouldn’t have, so they won’t be able to chat for a bit.” Caspian bounced a leg to make their new form clear.

“You can do that to them?” Pope swallowed, “That is more in line with the first descriptions we had. Definitely different than the one who spiked Deidre.”

“Natural side effect of overexertion. This is as “basic” as Phin’s ever gotten.” Caspian corrected. “Unfortunately for them, that means they can’t really object to anything I’m about to say.”

Phin’s head twisted up to look at him nervously and he rubbed their noggin.

“I’ll play, one last round. Then Holstrum’s sick game of “House” is over and done, period.” Caspian glared at the man. “If this is “my” company, then legally make sure I have the power to do whatever I want with it. I’m not dealing with any complaints or red tape I don’t have to.”

“Done.”

“You show me everything you have in Norway.”

“Of course.”

“I let every monster living inside it run wild while I take your company apart piece by piece.”

The man’s face tightened at the mention of monsters, but his smile kept its confidence.

“I work for you, boss.”

Caspian’s skin crawled in a way Chess calling him that never did. He wasn’t sure what to make of that parallel.

“Not the first to call me that.”

“I doubt I’ll be the last.” Pope said with enough self-assurance to make Caspian nearly doubt himself.

Phineas looked up at him as if asking if he was sure about this.

“You said one of your major shards is still up there, right?” He asked with a weak smile. “Don’t you think they’d like us to visit?”

Phin’s clicking noise was softer, but didn’t feel like a no. They did try to use some signs they had tried before they gave up on ASL with only three fingers per paw.

“We have other language options too.” He scritched between some of the spikes on their abdomen. “And you can tell the Kim’s we’ll be back before Monday. Promise.”

Phineas made a sad soft chittering as they nodded along.

He understood their worries. The thought of being overseas “alone” was kinda terrifying.

But at least it felt like something he was choosing to do, for himself.

Chapter 24: Nostalgia

Summary:

Maddie tries to better grasp what she is and what she can do. She finds some old faces and one who fits the bill.

Notes:

Sorry for the delay, and hopefully the next chapter will be up around the normal time. If not, it will definitely be up the following week, life's just a bit much at the moment. Hope this chapter turned out okay, if anyone has notes for improvement or any questions I'm open to hearing them and hope you all enjoy!

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Maddie stared into her dark computer screen like it had the answers to anything, but all she saw in its black mirror surface was her own worried face.

Ryudamon fiddled with a brain teaser by her side, looking up at her expectantly on occasion.

She’s been putting things off long enough.

“So, how do I de-digivolve, and if I do, will I die?” Maddie asked the gold bird in her phone.

Frey’s icon flickered and an image of the Valkyrimon she made the deal with took over her phone like a weird video call. “I don’t know what it’ll do to you, never met a warrior before. You’re the one holding onto the Spirit this tightly, not that I’m complaining. This middle ground works fine for me.”

“Good for you,” She replied dryly. “I have to go back to normal sometime.”

“Do you?” Ryudamon asked with a frown. “It’s not like I’m seeing downsides with your version of this arrangement, mistress.”

“Uh, YEAH! How else am I supposed to grow up? I can’t stay looking like this forever!”

“However you want to, I’d imagine. You’re in control of this appearance, not time or genetics.”

Maddie gaped at her partner in shock before hanging her head. “It’s not like I can just “be an adult” now. I’m fourteen, I’m going to make stupid teenager mistakes! If I look older, all of those mistakes are going to look soooo much worse for me, as a person.”

“Ah,” Ryudamon nodded with a grimace of understanding, “Right. Better to be seen as a child needing more experiences, than incompetent or sheltered.”

“Or just a jerk.”

“Now that’s been working for Master Caspian just fine, hasn’t it?”

“Who’s a teenager,” She pointed out with a literal point to the ceiling before directing it at her partner, “he still gets the pass.”

“So why would copying him rob you of that benefit?”

“Because I’d be cheating! This isn’t like undoing a death in a video game, I’m not helping anyone doing that. I’ll get there when I get there!” Maddie snapped, and tried to ignore the doubts of if she’d really “live” that long. Letting herself calm down, she held a hand out to Ryudamon as an olive branch. “Either I’ll get there naturally, or I’ll… “fake it” when it’s time.”

“Understood, mistress.” Ryudamon nodded. “So, what do you wish to do in the meantime?”

“I dunno. I mean, does anyone know what the heck I am now?”

“There have been humans who blurred the line between our species before,” Ryudamon said as he glanced to the side in thought. “Not that we could ask any of the humans in question.”

Maddie blinked at him in surprise. “But the digimon who helped them do it might not be?”

“Correct!” He said with a partial wag of his tail, nearly hitting her desk. “There is a community past the edge of RoW’s limits that was formed by digimon with human experiences. They might know something, and be eager to meet you if you demonstrate your situation to them.”

“Like, as a digimon instead of just as a player?”

“Precisely,” Ryudamon said with a smile.

She stared at her laptop and breathed to ground herself.

"One thing to try." Ryudamon reached for her left hand. "Hold this hand out towards the screen, fingers out. Focus on it, like you're about to summon yourself into the screen, and will the jump."

"Why?"

"There was a human We knew once, as Alphamon. Aiba. After they were attacked in VR by an assimilation system we called the Eaters, they were digitized. That's how they learned to shift themselves between physical and digital spaces."

"What else can you tell me about them?"

"Dorumon has most of our time as "Kyoko" I'm afraid. What memories I do have are further split, between a world where "Aiba" was female and one where they were male. I think they were still very similar, but it's hard to say for sure. Omnimon should remember them well, their friend Nokia was their partner."

"Like the phone?" Maddie tried to suppress a snicker, though if she closed her eyes she could pick up on some of the memories Ryudamon had of these people. “Aiba” was a redhead wearing black and gold in either gender, though the boy wore a pair of goggles on his head normally while the girl used hers as a hair tie for her side ponytail of all things, and “Nokia” had pink pigtails and a short pale blue dress.

"Twice as lovely, three times out of date, and just as unbreakable once she found herself." Ryudamon nodded contently before moving on. "Aiba had helped a number of knights back then, but they also put down those who were unreasonable."

Maddie grimaced at that but gave a nod of understanding. “Are a lot of your old friends like that?”

“I wouldn’t say that, less than half when all goes well,” Ryudamon said with a wistful expression. “Dynasmon and Crusadermon have multiple bad experiences with humans, and worse with Lucemon’s involvement, and Duftmon’s sense of Justice can put him at odds with people often.”

“Examon’s incredibly civil, but their memories of that world are limited and what they may have would be incredibly painful, so please refrain from asking them. They were hit by the Eaters the hardest, in mind and body. Craniumon largely keeps to himself so I don’t know what he knows.”

"Hackmon and Gankoomon should think of them fondly, as should Magnamon and GoldRapidmon, though that generation was a Lopmon at the time. Ulforce never made it to that world though, Rina's partner VeeVee took their place, so they won’t be of any help to you."

"What about Gallantmon? He likes humans, right?"

"Takatomon's partner adores them." They corrected. "The knight's opinion can vary. Particularly given a conflict they had with Aiba's other friend, Arata." Ryudamon looked to the side wryly. He was picturing a black-haired boy with a white jacket over a blue jumpsuit. "The less we talk of master Caspian and Arata Sanada in the same breath around them the better all life spans should be for it."

"Total teenage edge lord?" She asked, as Ryudamon’s weak memories supplied the boy looking very exasperated by an excited Nokia and a kinda zoned out but grinning feminine Aiba.

"Of the type that was truly gifted in both hacking and charisma, up until he remembered he was both a "massive nerd" and deeply wanted to be seen as "cool" by others in spite of it."

"Oh, so he was worse than Caspian." Maddie gave an amused grimace. Ryudamon managed out a memory where the boy had the same type of schadenfreudish glee that Caspian could as a masculine Aiba looked at him in disbelief over something the other boy must have said.

"If you say so,” Ryudamon said with a glance to the side. “He was remarkably popular in his own spaces. Certainly more so than Aiba or Nokia, until she found her calling. Had they met he'd surely envy master Caspian’s genius and natural stoicism."

"The worst possible Caspian." Maddie maintained with a nod. "He knows he's a mess. Anyone else I should ask? Or does the community we’re looking for have a name?"

““Memory Lane”, they call it. They are largely former Kodokugumon that returned to prior instances of themselves rather than stay part of the swarm."

"I thought those were all mindless?"

"They were parts of Phineas, and Phineas is the face of a vast collection of Digimon experiences. Fragments of Phineas that continue to spawn don’t all do so for his network's sake. They're continuing Master Caspian’s work of untangling themselves, to be like us."

Ryudamon looked at her. "Most Digiworlds don't get to reminisce on their older siblings. When we better establish our world these stories may die out entirely to better make way for our own. But having our cache unlocked to us, and so early, may have changed that."

"All the more reason to ask about them."

"Much of it may be useless to you if you aren’t careful about who you ask."

"Could still be fun to listen to though." 

She smiled at Ryudamon and focused on her monitor, fingers outstretched. Though her first attempt that did anything just changed her clothes to be a mix of the two Aibas, with her shirt and his pants, making Ryudamon snort in amusement. 

Maddie blinked at herself with frustration, but decided to roll with that by adding a more personal touch, to see if she could control this reskin trick. She focused on the circular design of the shirt, and imagined it was the sun of “Hope” with the claw of “Miracles” sitting in the center beam.

Ryudamon made an appreciative hum to let her know she succeeded before she got to see for herself. This could save her a lot of shopping trips if she kept up with exploring her limits there.

But more importantly, she got a feeling for what went wrong the first time. She was trying to picture what Aiba had done and visualized herself doing the same too much. It’s not about appearances, it’s about getting inside. If it worked right she shouldn’t “look” like anything.

Her Digivice started to unwind her, physically unprompted.

She could feel herself being remade on the other side. With a bit more focus on her urgency, it felt like it understood what she wanted. Namely not being in these seperate-but-connected pieces as much as possible.

Speed of light is the speed of thought, Laurie said once. Anything slower should just be a result of wanting to take her time.

Valkyrimon stood in the plains of RoW, Ryudamon manifesting beside her once he was sure she had safely crossed over.

"And if I do that again I should just be me again?" She looked over herself.

"I believe so. Aiba didn't have visible changes between states, so I’m surprised you have.” He said with mild concern as he looked up at her. “Their affliction had left their physical body comatose in a hospital, their mind was being treated the same as any Digimon in both cases."

"So they were practically uploaded? Good to know."

Ryudamon looked conflicted at her summation, but confused by their own reflex. “It… does feel familiar for that world.”

“It should!” A dreadfully familiar voice teased. They were playing a female cleric in long flowing robes, the worst DPS RoW had to offer. And they were using their original face.

Sami Chanda’s pale blonde figure gave her a beaming grin that was uncanny even by his standards. It took her a second to recognize why.

“Cupid01” was only using the preset animations. Fast enough to know they weren’t a noob, but typically a tell that the player couldn’t afford anything better than a computer and basic headset.

Maddie tilted her head at him as she recognized this with a confused sort of disgust.

“I know, I am dreadfully clever.” Sami gave with a mix of delighted and smug emotes that by cancling one into the next there was almost a synergy to it. “Pleasure to see you again.”

“No, it’s not. How is making your life harder “clever”?” She asked in disbelief. Ryudamon sighed beside her.

“They’re hiding. Digimon wouldn’t expect them to be in this game as a human. So, if a digimon does encounter them, they just brush the appearance off as all humans looking the same and treat them accordingly.” Ryudamon surmised with a wary glare.

Maddie gave Ryudamon a stink eye at how dumb digimon could be but he didn’t look at all remorseful about it.

“I wouldn’t take cross-species Prosopagnosia as a slight if I were you, mistress. I find that ascribing it to cultural growing pains is easier on the heart.

“I’m sorry, prospo-what?” She added, as if being faced with a nutjob wasn’t enough of an annoyance without needing to google in a conversation.

“Face blindness. Learning humans is difficult with your many variations, but I imagine learning digimon is even harder for you with our uniformity.”

Sami giggled to themselves, getting Maddie’s displeasure firmly back on them.

“Have you been stalking me?” She asked with a squint and a raised eyebrow.

“Only if you’d say someone waiting for Godot was his stalker,” Sami said brightly with a beam and a shrug.

“You spelled “Cupidiot” wrong,” Maddie deadpanned at him.

“I was aiming for “Cupid” and “Idol”, with a binary pun.” They huffed childishly with their nose in the air. “At least I didn’t need a random set of numbers to mess up a perfectly fine nom de plume.” He added while cancling into a sideways take on the jojo-esque wink posture.

“... Him not being here means destroying him in PvP won’t actually hurt him, right?” Maddie asked her partner rhetorically, since she could see his backend as well as she figured Ryudamon could.

“You won’t be the first or last!” He said with an honest laugh. The sharp grin emote cut in as he added. “Though if you’ll be doing it as a Valkyrimon, I’d be quite alright causing a stir by giving you a fair challenge.”

“Oh, is that girl a friend of yours?” Maddie heard an elderly voice ask through Sami’s headset.

“It’s just Madi, Baba,” Sami answered her though his avatar stayed stone still. Maddie heard the old woman titter something about the “American” as Sami brushed off the teasing.

“You’d put a target on that woman’s back for a sparring match?” Ryudamon asked the angel with a knowing look.

Sami paused and crossed his arms with no comment. After a moment, they sighed and went with a vanilla bow. “I am very sorry for my actions the other night. I don’t agree with the boy or Yggdrasil’s choices, but I caused needless harm and wished to be better than that. If there’s anything I can do to help make up for that, I will be honored to hear it.”

Maddie stared him down silently, but he kept the emote going.

“You going to give Caspian one of those too?”

Sami stifled a laugh, “There’s no good way to send my apology, being what I am. Any approach might as well be a threat by showing that I’ve found him. Assuming his partner lets me try.”

Maddie watched the avatar stay posed. “What’s your deal with Phineas? I saw you have history, and there was a fire.” Sami broke the pose to look at her with suspicion, and she gave Ryudamon a look. “You know enough history to know if they’re lying right?”

“In regards to Lucemon’s legends, I should suffice.”

“Cool.” She nodded before turning back to Sami, “So, if you want me to believe your apology’s honest, you’ll tell me the truth there too, right?”

Sami switched to an idle sitting pose and she heard him sigh. “A fair enough trade. The shortest, simplest version is: I used them for power, and when I was told they were a threat I believed it without question. As far as they could see, I turned on them without warning.”

Ryudamon gave half a nod, as if something that vague could be fact-checked.

“And the longer is?”

“I was at the end of my evolutionary line, back before typing.” Sami started, and this time Maddie started picking up on an overflow. A green and purple spotted slug in a tiny community. “Evolutions back then were timed and prone to failing the higher you went unless you lucked into a proper Godhood, and Ultimate was as far as things went.”

“But Numemon’s only a champion. That shouldn’t be an “ending”.” Maddie corrected, making both digimon look at her. Ryudamon looked ready to swallow a laugh at the idea the Lucemon could have started as a “failure”, but Sami’s avatar was as still as if they had gone AFK.

That felt weird. She was holding Phin when she picked up on this sort of thing before, and Ryudamon was next to her with his. If Sami wasn’t even “here” at all, why was she picking up on his memories this strongly?

“I… It is, if you don’t have enough power to reach the next level.” Sami said softly, and Ryudamon looked surprised at the confession. “I had been content with how life was. As a Numemon, I was a perfect janitor. I didn’t need to be strong to serve a purpose.”

Maddie noticed how tired the slug looked. Their movements were janky, though their neighbors still greeted them with pained smiles. And a Leomon was surrounded by a crowd, cradling a crying Botamon, as he addressed a sewn-together monkey in sunglasses.

She also noticed a warmth from under her blue and gold bracer, where the bracelet Laurie made for her was when she looked human. The bracelet that had worked well enough post-digitization that Sami had supposedly been able to use it to get online once before.

Was that where this overflow was coming from?

“There were rumors about something that would steal your power from you if you got too close. It scared innocent digimon, and the strong wouldn’t want to risk losing everything they worked for, so I offered to look into it instead.” 

As he said, the monkey laughed the Leomon off until the Numemon spoke up. Others looked shocked and worried, but the monkey looked them over appraisingly before tossing them a yellow bear keychain they had on their hip. With a snap of its fingers, the teddy grew as large as a mascot suit so the slug could slink inside it. As the zipper shut, Monzaemon rose to its feet.

“Did becoming a Monzaemon make you healthy again? I mean, they are an Ultimate,” Maddie asked and Ryudamon stared at Lucemon in shock that they were something so “normal”. 

The angel gave a single laugh, “It helped, but it wouldn’t be long until my body wore out anyway. Etemon was just doing me a favor, one failure to another. Mostly so it wouldn’t be his problem. When I found it, it made me a baby digimon again, as young and as healthy as when I first hatched. It told me it was out of panic, to keep me from dying the same way it helped others.”

She saw the Monzaemon find something in a cave, like it had already been trying to hide. A claw lashed out from its geometric core, like a strange d12, and the bear suit fell lifelessly to the ground. A small green slime bubbled up through the zipper, and its face floated to its new “surface” to look at the thing curiously. The same claw placed itself in front of them gently to bring them up to where it had a body, and it spoke with a caring but pained expression.

“We talked. I promised to help keep others away from it, so it could try to rest peacefully, and that I’d come back to it when I finished a new “line” to tell it more stories they helped me find. The happiest I’d ever been was as a Cupimon strong enough to make a Champion pay for disturbing the peace. And when that Cupimon timed out, I became the first Lucemon.”

She saw the different babies and in-trainings flick by as they sat beside the thing she knew as Phin, before settling on a small white angel that lined up with what they said. The tiny cupid caught an Ogermon’s club as it tried to hurt a ghostly tapir, their gold eyes flashing into a bright blue when their evolution took hold and left the young angel in its place.

“Nobody knew rookies with evolution requirements that high existed before then, but I tried to keep my friend a secret. To keep them safe. Word was spreading that a lot of problems in the digital world could be traced back to their existence, and a God asked me to find it and put it behind a firewall, to protect everyone else. So I did. Past that doesn’t matter to Them, I figure.”

They said “a” god, but she saw five looking at the angel with different levels of distrust and expectation. The four holy beasts she knew from some descriptions, each with its set of twelve cores surrounding them, but she’s only heard about the one in the center once. 

Maddie knew Ryudamon had complained about wings before, but seeing this behemoth of a golden “dragon” really didn’t have any at all was a surprise. She glanced at Ryudamon, who seemed more resigned at the central dragon’s involvement. 

“You don’t need to be so cagey about who made the request.” He said with some annoyance.

“Hey,” Lucemon pulled a puffed up scowl out of the “joke” emotes roster. “I’m the storyteller, I can be as “cagey” as I want.”

“But, I can see who you’re thinking about.” Maddie pointed out as she rubbed the side of her head. “It was Fanglongmon.”

“Very good!” Lucemon gave a small smile. “This is a very strange feature you have, you know?”

Maddie bit her tongue in annoyance. They were testing her as much as they were indulging her. “So, what was so bad about the fifth holy beast asking?”

Sami’s face fell. “I suppose you could say, ideological differences. Back then, I had blissfully assumed an “All-powerful” type would have to be an absolute force, and in this case absolutely good given the nature of its four followers regardless of their own typings.  I didn’t learn they were a being of balance, equally good and evil, until much later. “Balance” doesn’t work for angels, trying to pursue it makes us fall to negative extremes; if I’d known I wouldn’t have listened to a monster like that. Not that one that corrected me was any better.” 

She caught glimpses of leaving their “friend” behind the wall of fire in the all-consuming dark again. Time flickered by too fast for her to judge, but Lucemon’s little town grew and looked happy, even though they didn’t. They were alone, looking down on them like they were seeking out things to fix with eyes that kept looking colder by the passing days. 

A strange centaur approached them, with two vicious mouths at its “waist” like it was a person seated on an armored Orthrus, but with a blond horse tail that matched their upper head. It had plenty of claws, no hooves even, and batlike wings like there were trying to single handily keep them in style. But Lucemon didn’t act like there was anything to be wary about with them.

“What was that guy called? I mean, he looks pretty demonic for a centaur. He some sort of vampire?” Maddie asked, and Ryudamon at her like the things she could see scared him.

“It doesn’t matter for my story,” Lucemon said with a rejecting swat. “I couldn’t undo what I did, not without endangering everyone again. Sealing Apocalymon had helped the world change for the better. When I fell out of my childhood and into something too perfect to be an adult, I “fixed” the old God like they made me “fix” my friend. Which proved I was also a “God”, but I was as “balanced” as they had been. Bad enough I had to be sealed away too. End of story.”

Fanglongmon had been talking to another huge reptile, kinda like a red and blue crocodile with two tails, when Lucemon confronted them. But they still looked like the childish one she was used to. 12 cores blocked 10 false planets when Lucemon’s argument led into an attack, ‘cause apparently the sun and pluto both counted to him but nothing further out did. The cores didn’t even look damaged, the attack only seemed to insult the Dragon King and amuse his first guest.

A golden circle of swirling earth radiated out from Fanglongmon, forcing Lucemon to take further to the skies, which proved to have been the dragon’s goal. The air in front of his mouth crackled as it sorted itself into a pitch darkness and a blinding light until it formed a perfect Yin-yang between its jaws that rushed at Lucemon in a torrent to fast for him to dodge.

Nearly everything on the right side of his body was gone, forcing the angel to fall from the sky. But they weren’t dead yet. They were a raging ball of entitlement, screaming at the injustices of the world they tried to make, and keep, right. No wrath for anyone but themselves for being a “fool”, for being tricked by something they now found undeserving of its station. A desire for things to have been as they were that was a tangle of lust for what they lost and envy. A wish that they could have indulged sloth, greed, or gluttony to have gotten them off of this path early.

A deep darkness like the shot that robbed their wings from them formed a replacing set as evolution took hold of the falling child. A red circle burned brightly behind their head as their new hand already started forming their response to the golden god. The hand that had survived the strike formed pure light, the latter a pure darkness, and when both struck true a magic circle formed around Fanglongmon that made it dissapear.

The red beast chose to try striking the new “God” with a thundering tornado as it breathed in their direction, but it stopped as a circle appeared under them. A giant light blue one, like thier fins, that she could barely catch the symbol for Mercury on but matched the style of Lucemon’s.

With more time, she could make out the words on them. “Envy” recognized “Pride” as being of the same new pantheon.

“Mistress Maddie?” Ryudamon sounded worried by her side and she felt a claw grasp her hand.

“That’s my fault, the memory there might have been a touch more vivid than I expected it to be.” Sami’s voice came through sounding like a shrug.

“Leviamon saw you seal Fanglongmon,” Maddie uttered as her body shook. “That’s how you were both crowned.”

“Yes, yes, it was all very dramatic,” Sami said like they bounced their head with the dismissive tease, but she couldn’t see past the memory. “Though Daemon’s later addition was no slouch either. And neither of them really matters for the story you asked for. I only included my “fate” to show it’s not like I got away with betraying my friend and my revenge was pure selfishness.”

10 silhouettes that inspired nothing but scorn and disgust faced Pride later, before becoming one large Warrior-God as Lucemon became something else. A massive purple dragon holding a winged golden mitama. And the one split off into 20 smaller pieces once the dragon was sealed away by its massive sword.

“So, no more story times from me!” Sami chirped like all that wasn’t a big deal for them to re-experience. “And you will need to learn some more control with that trick. Either how to turn it off when it proves to be a bother or at least set it to the background  if they’re getting a tad indulgent for your needs.”

“You did that on purpose!” Maddie accused when the current world came back into focus.

“Only part of it! Letting you in at all was on purpose,” They admitted with a delighted grin. “You were the one to lead by saying you saw something only two beings could have possibly seen. I told you I would be happy to help you come into your own, as a new mega. I’m helping.”

“She didn’t ask you for that. Just information, if you wanted to prove your intent.”

“Isn’t it better to multitask if you worry about time being short?” Sami asked with a mischievous grin definitely inspired by willy wonka.

“No, it’s really not.” Maddie groaned as she shook her head. “You shouldn’t risk half-assing anything on a deadline.”

“Then it’s a good thing I didn’t!” Sami beamed with a laugh. “Where were you off to, hmm? Memory lane? It’s a bit out of the way from your usual haunts on ‘Winter, yeah?”

“What’s it to you?” Ryudamon asked warily.

“Nothing to me, but I can certainly see why you’d seek her out!”

“Her?” Maddie echoed, and Ryudamon cocked his head in confusion too.

“You mean you didn’t already know? It’s practically named after her.” Sami said with the in-thought emote before canceling into a clap. “Hope whoever you were looking for helps!”

And just like that they disappeared, and even the warmth on her wrist stopped.

“Do you still wish to try the settlement?” Ryudamon asked in concern, his furry paw tightening a grip on her hand as if to remind her he was still there.

“I… I think so. I mean, it’s not like any of that helped me learn more about what I am. Just what I can do, with a little more context if Phin gets weird on us again.” Maddie managed out and returned Ryudamon’s squeeze. “I mean, they’ve got to be less intense than him, right?”

Ryudamon winced in worry. “I’d hope so.” With a sheepish look he added. “You won’t mind terribly if I prefer you not meet my comrades until you are sure they won’t overwhelm you like that again, will you? Seeing you go blank like that was… worrisome.”

“No, I… I get it. Especially if they’re all closer to actual megas.” Maddie could practically feel her own thousand-yard stare. “Or anywhere near that old.”

“Omnimon is at least as old as the knights are, as a founding member. Like I am too, technically.” Ryudamon admitted, “Jesmon’s the youngest of us all by far, if that will help when the time comes.”

“Which is still crazy old by human standards, or what?”

“I’d hardly know how to compare our time to yours, so I’ll have to say “or what” to be safe.” Ryudamon teased with a small chuckle.

“Greeeeat.” She she sighed and brought up ‘Winter’s map for the warp point they’ll need. “Which border is “Memory Lane” past exactly?”

Ryudamon chose the spot for her, and the world rippled and blipped around her in a way that felt different than when she played with a normal avatar.

She tried to shake off the pseudo-motion sickness as Ryudamon started to lead the way.

Right past the nearest wireframe ridge, she could see the crowd already as the only splash of color and movement in the lifeless unused space. Close enough for them to go back to the game easily, but hidden by the change in elevation and dead air keeping the noise to itself.

Ryudamon started milling with some rookies that looked at Maddie with awe and kept their distance. It’s not like she hadn’t been warned that being the second ever mega on Earth might scare off most other digimon, but to see it was just as unpleasant as any other rejection.

She chose to stop trying and was going to wait further out until Ryudamon had someone specific willing to talk to her, until an imp with a checkered bandana broke off from some of its red wearing fellows to beeline to her.

“Hey! You’re Hope, ain’tcha? Cas’s friend?” They started with a quick appraisal and outstretched hand. “I’m Chess, been talkin’ to him since near the start. Anything bring you to these parts?”

“Caspian has friends?” She asked with half a laugh. “Yeah, that’s me. You can call me Maddie. I was hoping to learn more about Legendary Spirits, or other ways humans have been digimon.”

“I see, I getcha.” Chess said with a snappy nod. “I’ve been focused on helping current info flow myself, but I can see what historians we have around. Shame the Professor’s moved to a new hang, they had some firsthand memories there.” They said more to their fist in thought, and started waving a finger to her from the side. “Pretty sure you’ll find someone here, for sure.”

“That’s what we’re hoping for. Who’s the “Professor”?”

“A Bokomon, has some memories from when 5 warriors chose human hosts. Maybe even all 10 tried, but four were too corrupted to get to their people.” Chessmon said with a smile, eyes scanning the different digimon milling by like they were checking for someone they knew. “Not that he’s the only one who knew them, but he was a close friend and got to write about them.”

A pale living statue of shining stone seemed to catch his eye and his grin looked as sharp as the smily on his stomach. “Speak of the devimon, I might be able to nettle ‘em for somethin’.” 

The impmon swerved through the mobs with a swagger until he could pop up at the rock digimon’s side, getting a jump out of him and his puppet-y companion. Chess was clearly a quick talker as he jerked his head her way, and flicked a flame from his fingers to help convey some concept. Maybe the spirit itself, from what little she could see based on its size.

Both of them felt like Ultimates, despite not being much larger than Chess was, so she hoped that would help them feel more comfortable talking to her. Chess tossed her two thumb’s up to mark their success, before doing something like finger guns and scampering further off.

"Hey, you're the Warrior of Hope aren’t you?" The one that looked like a potato sack doll with a pumpkin head asked.

"Heard you were lookin for intel, human." A silvery child-sized golem beside them added.

"And if I am?"

"You are like Koji, right?" The rock asked and gestured to ask if it could take a seat. She gave the okay.

"Never heard of them, but I'm a human if that's what you mean."

"Nononono. He had the Legendary Spirit of Light! So he was human, except when he wasn't, like the rest of 'em. Reeeal prickly kid." 

"Light? Like Laurie?"

"No, the element, not the crest. One of the inheritors of the ten who sealed Lucemon."

That felt like what she saw in the memory, she noticed with a small hopeful smile.

"If anything he was like the old Friendship, the way Meteormon talks about him. Not so lone wolf cares-more-than-he-looks type. Both had brothers too I think. The Digidestined were great fun!" The pumpkin cackled at a memory. “You are way taller than the previous Hope, he was practically our size.”

“Nah, we just met him when he was short!” The rock corrected. “Lots of folks said he was taller when he was with the digimental kids. Humans grow weird. Didn’t even have something new to call him.”

"You guys remember a lot of names, don't you?" Maddie asked with some surprise. More surprising was the lack of specifics she was getting from either of them. Were the “recreated” digimon Phineas helped make different from the others? But Phin triggered it just fine.

"Well yeah, it's the least we can do. And humans have such weird ones. Like, what’s yours?" The jack-o-lanthern asked with a cutesy attempt at a finger to their carved mouth.

"Maddie. Madison Kim."

"See! Which one is it?!" The golem groaned, earning a soft plap of a smack to the back of his head by his friend.

"I go by Maddie but they're all my name." She smiled at the dorks. "Kim is my family name, to make it easier to know what other humans I'm related to. Madison’s just a formal thing."

"Well I'm Pumpmon and that's Meteormon." Pumpmon pointed to himself with a thumb while the rest of their mitten hand was to show-off his buddy.

"And that's still weird. Making them shorter, sure, but who cares who you’re family with?" Meteormon asked as all the pebbles making their face scrunched up.

“Well some of us do that too.” Pumpmon shrugged. “Like, I’m hoping to be a NoblePumpmon if I can go any further than this. Subspecies are kinda like families if we grow right.”

"I don't think Friendship and Hope's names matched at all though, and Koji and his twin didn't have any matching names either. The first parts just sounded kinda similar. Koee-ji? Koichi? The warrior of darkness." Meteormon tapped its feet together. "That's the one you might be more interested in. You've been asking about ghosts, right? Digital-human ones." 

Maddie nodded.

She noticed a Shakkumon look over at the word “twin” like it remembered something, and what passed for its eyes glowed in a way that made her think it was like an idea struck it. It motioned for her to stay seated with them as it left with a clear purpose in mind. Weird.

"I don't know if he was "dead" like you were asking, but some Starmon that met him said he wasn't physical like the other humans were. You could hit him, but his code couldn’t show."

"Oh, that one.” Pumpkinmon looked deep in thought. “He did the Shibumi thing didn’t he?"

"Dunno.” Their friend replied. “He got hurt bad when Ophanimon called the other humans, and since Darkness needed him his core took the train without him. Really freaked him out when he remembered."

"What happened to him?" Maddie asked.

"Lucemon broke his… whatever he had instead of his body, and nobody knows after that. Seraphimon the Pink’s Papamom said his warrior promised he woke up normal on Earth."

That’s a bit uncomfortably familiar. But if he was like astral projection that doesn’t help her at all.

"Which is what happened to Shibumi." Pumpmon nodded to himself sagely. "He was made Ko-Ma-Toast on Earth, so he chose to live on our side until he got un-toasted. Only Monster Maker who came to see us, though some of the others’ kids did."

"Weren't they the "wild bunch", not “monster makers”?" Meteormom closed his eyes and cocked his head at Pumpmom.

"You sure? I thought we were the "Wild Bunch"."

"No, we were "Wild Ones". That’s what made those kids “tamers”!"

"That makes no sense, pebble-head." Pumpmon teased rather than admit their memory was off.

"You make no sense, seedbrain!" The rock tossed back like this was a common routine.

"And it was okay? For Shibumi to live with you on your world?"

They looked back at her like they forgot they had a guest. "Oh yeah, I mean he was more a digi-gnome kinda guy but he was cool! Wasn't our first, won't be our last." Meteormon said.

"A Frigimon even raised a human kid in our world, right? Falcomon's brother."

"Yeah! And Taichi loved it here."

"Which Tai, Yagami or Kamiya?" Pumpmon asked as their eyes turned off in their head in confusion.

"Ya mean there’s more than one?" 

Both paused as if they couldn't really remember, before Pumpmon got diverted. "Gennai wasn't human though, right?"

"Yeah, no he was more like us. He just didn't have any skills. Kinda boring."

All these names were making Maddie dizzy. "So you guys really like us? Like, living together."

"Of course we do!” Both ‘mon said together, and Pumpmon continued. “It gets hard to keep you all straight but sharing human stories is great fun! You guys are a blast!"

"Easier for us since we remember a few." Meteormon grinned back and gave a thumbs up to his noggin.

"Did I tell you about the Pumpmon who thought putting pumpkins on human's heads and carving faces into them would make them friends?" Pumpkinmon asked their friend with a grin.

"Well that doesn't sound safe." Maddie deadpanned.

"Nope! Gammamon's big brother had to set him straight, but it all worked out. Mostly."

"That was one of the humans that didn't have goggles, yeah? Like Ryo and the punchy one?" Meteormon asked, and turned to Maddie excited. "Hey! You guys don't have any goggles either!"

"Is that a bad thing?"

"Don’t think so, just weird. Human kids are often led by a goggle-head." Pumpmon nodded to himself.

Maddie stroked her chin. "So if I get goggles that'd make me the leader?"

"You mean you're not?" Pumpmon gave Ryudamon a scalded look as he made his way back to her. "Do none of them have goggles?”

"Not yet, unless something changes. Apparently, they aren’t often in fashion. But if my tamer's the one everyone else chases after when she rushes ahead she's technically leading them."

"Oh, yeah that makes sense." Meteormon nodded. "Planning's not always the strong suit, huh?"

"Hey!"

"Who else would it be? Caspian?" Ryudamon asked her with a scandalized look. "We've seen his type a million times, he's no leader. At best the second, at worst the Arata."

"The new Master does have the hair shape for it though." Meteormon pondered to himself.

"Also true. But a bit too much like the Emperor in his heyday, ain't he?" Pumpkinmon grimaced back and waggled a mitten noncommittaly.

"Right, right. That could get real bad."

“Hello!” A soft feminine voice came from behind them. “I was told someone was curious about humans who’ve digivolved?”

“You heard right! See, told you this is a helpful spot.” Pumpmon pulled Maddie in by the shoulder, which was kinda uncomfortable no matter how genuine his friendly nature seemed to be.

“No, you didn’t.” Meteormon pointed out dryly. “Ryudamon brought her, and Chess got us.”

“But it still is though!”

The pair of ultimates eagerly pushed Maddie towards the newcomers, putting her off balance, with offers to chat more later before playfully arguing with each other again over past memories.

Maddie saw a pair of large butterfly ladies, clad in a mix of blues and yellows. It was hard to tell with their compound eyes but the one who hadn’t spoken seemed to be staring into her.

The all too familiar sensation was making her heart begin to race like when Samara and those other girls would mock her. Maddie could feel Frey ready to strike and tried to force it down.

She’s the one with the power this time. If she lost her cool they wouldn’t stand a chance.

The more bubbly of the pair took initiative at Maddie’s silence with a bright smile on the human-like part of its face. “Hi! I’m Hudiemon, and this is my twin sister!”

Their aloof sister’s head marginally tilted, like she was looking Maddie over top to bottom, and nearly hid the action with a nod. Maddie could feel her looking through her, more literally than she’s ever known, to check the Mega’s code.

Whether the Champion intended it or not, that exchange was a two-way street. Maddie could see from when the pair were a Wormmon. A single Wormmon, wracked with anxiety.

And she felt a memory of their tamer, a human girl about Maddie’s age, going through the caterpillar’s code. Tweaking it enough to briefly make the bug bug out into a pixel sprite version of itself, to the critter’s panic and the girl’s surprised amusement.

Maddie was a lot less clear on if the anxiety was their normal or the girl’s fault. But the feelings coming from the girl were the same as the Wormmon’s. Like it wasn’t just their memory of her.

The quieter Hudiemon’s gold compound eyes scoured into her, and Maddie felt the burn of the blue-haired girl’s gold eyes. Hudiemon’s hair was a lighter blue, closer to periwinkle than royal like the girl’s was, but the yellows of the girl’s dress and Hudiemon’s fur and accents weren’t feeling like a coincidence anymore.

When the girl turned away, showing a white butterfly on the back of her long blue coat, Maddie didn’t feel like she even had to ask. Her evolution drew from her colors, like Valkyrimon’s did.

Hudiemon’s mouth slightly twitched like she didn’t want to risk a smile. “I’m Erika Mishima.”

That clinched it. Digimon having a given name was rare enough, even if they had a history with humans. Having a surname along with it could only mean one thing.

Her conclusion left her mouth before Maddie could stop herself.

“You’re… Human?”

Chapter 25: I Dream of Hudie

Summary:

Erika will be making friends in this world, whether she wants to or not.

Notes:

If there were other notable cases of Digimon characters becoming "uploaded intelligences" as explicitly as Erika was feel free to let me know! (Example: I don't know Mirei's deal enough to know if she technically "fits" as something Yggdrasil or Apocalymon should have data for so there are no plans for her as of now.) Also if she feels off I'm very open to corrections as I haven't had enough time for a full Hacker's Memory or Cyber Slueth playthroughs to double-check her, Wormmon, Suedo (to a lesser extent, given his deal), and one other Cyber Sleuth character I think has enough of a loophole to show up here. Not as a human anymore for obvious reasons, and they won't be here for some time still, but just to help justify why I tried to add Cyber Slueth/Hacker's Memory to the works instead of just the general Digimon tag.

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She’d heard the rumors, obviously. She’d been hearing them since Apocalymon’s bid to share her role in the digital world’s life cycle started outpacing the digimon Yggdrasil was making. Both the new souls and the ones she was meant to help re-create from older memory data.

The specifics were painfully fuzzy. Two mega evolutions happened on Earth, between the first two actual chosen children. But not to fight each other. Nidhoggmon’s was more like how she’d use Wormmon a lifetime ago; as their human’s hacking aid. And the second wasn’t the Knight’s Blade coming back into their own, but something about their data’s changed too.

Erika took in the awkward Valkyrimon in front of her, if she could call them that. Recolors were one thing, but this digimon claiming to be the Warrior of Hope barely felt like a digimon.

Was this how the first “Hudiemon” appeared to normal digimon?

“You are human, aren’t you?” The girl asked again, and the actual Valkyrimon on the girl’s shoulder raised a brow in a way no bird should to urge Erika to answer this time.

Like she needed to? Why waste time on something this obvious?

Erika missed it when people could just see her rolling her eyes at them for being stupid. Though in some ways, Hudiemon not being built for it was a blessing in “formal” talks. Like it was for letting her avoid eye contact in general without being “rude”.

“Um, Y-yep! Well, she was, like you were, right?” Wormmon stuttered out with an awkwardly forced grin as much to Erika as this poor kid. Wormmon didn’t need to ping to be begging Erika to take some initiative here, their anxiety was as obvious in their body language as their voice.

“We’re not the same,” Erika shrugged and turned to leave. Sure, she could try using this idiot to fill in the blanks around the “Master of Knowledge’s” update, but that means she’d have to have a clue.

“O-oh, well I figured that much!” Valkyrimon said with a smile as stilted as Wormmon’s was and acted like she had been given some sign to follow her. “Valkryimon’s a “Spirit” for me, but I assume there can’t really be multiples of a ‘mon with that system, right?”

Erika gave a tense nod and when she was going to tell this kid off she could see Cyberdramon give her an unimpressed scowl as he crossed his arms at her.

He was going to stand firm on keeping her as far from any direct lines to Apocalymon as he could, including its tamer. Shakkomon felt the message enough to make his way to his side and give her a bad attempt at an encouraging thumbs up. So of course Wormmon would throw his puppy dog eyes into the ring, despite Hudiemon’s physical limitations for it.

She sent a tentative memory of the four back at home, but all three eagerly vanadlized it to include this Not-Valkyrimon and her partner. She sighed, but she was outvoted fair and square.

“So, what was your story?” The girl asked like she was really just trying to break the silence. “Were you a, uh, Bio-merge? I mean, I’ve heard that was more a mega thing, for like Gallantmon’s type.” Her eyes darted behind her visor between the two Hudiemon nervously like she was already going to berate herself over how that couldn’t be it.

“Not here,” Erika said instead as she opened the first of several shortcuts she’s been working with to learn this game’s limits. “Too many ears, and they won’t be paying me for it if you gab.”

Valkyrimon’s mouth snapped shut with a nod. Her falcon flew off to gather her draconic partner while she gave a wave goodbye to an enthuasicatic Impmon before they followed Erika through the warp to the literal hole in the wireframe wall she’d made “home”.

It didn’t take much to give multiple entrances to her space, not when it existed in the digi-world first. If things settled well enough in games like Reign, she was prepared to open Hudie’s doors to who and whatever would want to come to a digital cafe that lost its core purpose.

She had put so much into getting it just right. The cubicles, the lighting, the smells. Even the shelves of manga were as close as all seven of them could remember. But the terminals themselves were near worthless for any digimon worth their salt. 

Maybe some would be dense enough to need a hub terminal when they’re already online, but where this place could really shine was if Yggdrasil would give her the okay to make it a spot to bridge the gaps between the digital world and the internet, full time. Maybe even be an haven for those wary of committing to one side or the other, if any ‘mon would pay for the long term.

That was basically the how and why Ryuji acquired it in the first place after all. With mom and dad gone, it was easier than just keeping a conventional home, and the internet cafe life had been good to him while she was in the hospital. Taking it over solved any problems a lack of an address could have, even if it was harder to “break even” on the regular than it was as a guest.

“VIP’s off limits,” Erika informed their first guest as she took a random chair out of its spot to face the stranger. Her wings would be a pain with backed chairs, so she reskinned her appearance back to who she used to be, making the girl quietly gawk again. “This was the cafe my brother and I ran back on our Earth. Before I died.”

The girl gave a hissing breath at her bluntness, but at her partner’s urging she took a seat and steppled her fingers in thought. It took her some more difficulty bringing her human appearance up, but she looked as young as Erika had been when she was human. “Like, died-died? I… This,” she gestured more to her digivice than herself, “Was from trying to keep me from dying.”

“So your body still has a chance?” Erika asked and gave Wormmon a silent request to look into Clockmon’s services. Heavens knows she’s worked with the guy enough for some favors.

Ryudamon’s eyes shown like they’d intercepted it and gave a bow. “I’m unversed in the specifics of human limits, but her family and Master Caspian have treated her head injury as most dire. Would you be willing to copy my Mistresses current memories to have them returned to her after her body was rewound back to its safest pervious state, Lady Hudiemon?”

“I can’t work with a body that isn’t digital,” Erika reminded it with a scoff. “What even happened? Everymon who’s tried to look into what happened earthside hasn’t gotten much more than “It wasn’t Apocalymon’s fault this time!””, she parroted with a hint of an Impmon’s drawl.

“What’s an Apocalymon? Is that like, a group Nidhoggmon’s part of?” The girl asked like she was hearing someone badmouth a friend. “It wasn’t Phin’s fault Caspian’s fake parents ambushed him when he was still messed up from learning his life was like a play to them!”

“Fake parents?” Wormmon echoed as their shoulders hunched with their nerves. “Is that… bad?”

“Fake how? Full details.” Erika asked instead of answered Wormmon’s question, but their jaw slackened like they were getting enough from her to get this was definitely “bad”.

“I don’t know if he really wants this going around-”

“Good thing I made us talk in private then,” Erika pointed out. “I’ll help you, you tell me. I’ll keep his story out of it if I can give a better excuse, but we need some idea what happened.”

“You mean Joanie didn’t report to the Deva?” Ryudamon asked with a worried look.

“Not enough for it to get back to me.” Erika shrugged. “She’s getting unreliable, forgetful, and weird. You expect the Rooster’s fanclub to believe her enough to spread it around?” She cocked her head at them challengingly and the shifted their weight like a nervous horse pawing the dirt.

“Holstrum was his “dad”,” The girl said awkwardly enough to know that was only technically true, “The people that raised Caspian were like, friends of his? Or employees or something. After he died, they raised Caspian the same way Holstrum was, to like, insane degrees, to make him the same person? Caspian wasn’t taking this very well and then they showed up.”

“So Nidhoggmon came from that meltdown, and he just redirected them into not taking out a city block?” Erika said more to get her thoughts in order than for the girl’s benefit. The girl’s form didn’t show any hints to how she had been damaged, but if it was just the two of them…

“Not just that,” Ryudamon added with a scowl, “Caturamon had given Gluttony’s last host to a girl they hired. They hoped Gluttony could break Phineas, but he showed Caspian something with Wizardmon’s illusions.” 

“Looked more like they tried to knock him out to me,” The girl said softly but the dragon shook their head and even the memory of her phone buzzed angrily in her pocket.

They fiddled with their arm braces but their eyes had an edge to them she didn’t trust. “Phin gave him parts of our history to say we won’t bring an end to humanity if we did end up at odds, and then they taunted by claiming to show him the “future”. They shouldn’t have foresight in that state, but for things his soul has seen…”

“Or anything else the crown might have,” Erika agreed with quiet trepidation.

“Gluttony hasn’t completely manifested yet, but mistress Maddie had been too close to Phin when they were attacked. Deramon tried to biomerge with her as I was… preoccupied assisting master David’s attempted intervention.” They said with clear remorse on their teeth and a begging look to their “mistress” when she looked ready to interject again to keep her quiet. “But they weren’t her partner and Valkyrimon’s spirit got involved to make it go smoothly. Phineas managed to settle themselves shortly after so she hadn’t needed to get involved physically.”

“She just happened to get a Spirit involved.” Erika’s face nearly hurt from how hard she frowned at that. “Maddie” shrugged like she could be expected to know any more than her dragon did.

The dragon paused in thought, “Yggdrasil had seen her for themselves, before David made her and I his chosen pair. Phineas had forced a direct line to them when it happened. Why wouldn’t they have aided her survival?”

Erika knew enough to not believe Yggdrasil would do anything that “direct” for a second. Even with alliances that could hinge on a single human life, many things could prove “expendable”.

But every time she has personally seen them, ever since the first Hudiemon was born, they had been strangely considerate to her. Often using the same face as the awkward scientist who put so much into her care, even though they claimed she must be mistaken as he had no such memories of her when he had entered their system.

If he was part of Yggdrasil, maybe he would have cared enough to help another dying girl too.

“I… suppose.”

“If she does not retain the Spirit that chose her after her mind and body are rewound, then I fully understand there is nothing more you could to fill in her lost week.” The dragon agreed as they wistfully eyed the cafe part of her internet cafe. “But if she does, once she uses it to evolve into Valkyrimon again then it should be possible to recover this time for her, should it not?”

“Should be, if you’d rather have Quant’ run the numbers for you first.” Erika shrugged and grabbed Meme-tan from the cubicle behind her to use them as a lap pillow. “I already have a copy from you using my warp, so let me know when you need it. Just use the address again to update it, ‘kay?”

“You can do that?” Valkyrimon asked, and part of Erika began to recognize a name might be good if this was going to have some real business.

“That’s what Hudiemon are supposed to do: be living emergency backups for the digital world and everything in it.” Erika shrugged and gave a small wry smile. “We were the first Hudiemon. When I was human I had a condition where my memories had to be digitized and uploaded to a personal server to reduce the physical strain on my brain. So when Wormmon and I jogressed, it became a sort of personal feature I could share with others.”

“You could upload while you were alive?”

“It wasn’t a cure for my condition and I’d need to do it fairly often, but basically.”

“Sorry. My dad uploaded two years ago,” Maddie swallowed like this was still hard for her to talk about, “‘cause he wasn’t going to get better. But our uploads… destroy the brain while its being scanned and it didn’t really fix his problem either.”

Wormmon gave a squeak of panic, but Erika gave a quiet nod.

“We’ve heard. Sorry, Cyberdramon doesn’t want me to get involved with your UI. He’s worried about their flaw infecting me, if the current theories are wrong and memory size is the biggest factor.” Erika felt a slight nervous kick from her sibling, so she rolled her chair back into them sharply. 

Maddie looked at the two funny before hazarding a guess, “Was that guy like another partner of yours?”

“My brother’s. Shakkomon’s was Chitose’s,” Erika gave an unimpressed grimace. “They’ve both got it into their heads that they have to “protect me”, but most of the time they’re okay. Amasawa’s partners are a lot less… annoying. But they’re family.”

“And family’s are supposed to be at least a little annoying.” Maddie filled with a wistful smirk.

“Unfortunately,” Erika agreed with a small smile before losing it. “My world’s connection to its digital world had to be severed after the Eaters invaded, so this place is the only thing we have left from there. It would have been easier for them to have forgotten Ryuji and Chitose, but they chose to stick with me so I wouldn’t be alone when I had to leave everyone behind.”

“So you’re from Aiba’s world?” Ryudamon asked. “Apologies, I don’t remember you.”

“Was that one of Arata’s new friends?” Erika tilted her head, curious. “Ryuji and him were on bad terms after he stole and disbanded Ryuji’s first hacker team, so I didn’t see him that much.”

She didn’t need to see them to know Wormmon mouthed the phrase “for his safety” behind her head, but she let them have that one and gave a dangerous grin.

Maddie looked like she was biting back a laugh as she looked between the two. Her falcon shook its head in dismay but Ryudamon nodded his respect for her passive mercy.

Ryudamon looked like he was in thought over something and their face went sour when he found it. “You didn’t happen to have come into conflict with a Miss Rie Kishibe, did you?”

Erika’s scowl of disgust and Wormmon’s wave of terror must have been enough of an answer, and the blade mumbled a vague apology. As if she hadn’t heard enough of those from Crusadermon themselves. At least this had less roses.

Maddie looked confused, so she gave her a clue. “Crusadermon’s vessel tried to pick a fight with a sickly 15 year old and when I was still human and lost. Not their finest hour.”

“I think it was more of a draw,” Wormmon muttered like a traitor.

“She was a fully grown woman and a Mega. Every outcome for them would be a net loss.” Erika corrected and looked at Wormmon from the corner of her eye. “But if you don’t think we’d be able to repeat my victory, I can see what improvements I can make with some analysis on you.”

Wormmon shook their head quick enough their hair was near horizontal before they beelined to their shared bedroom. A traitor and a coward. She didn’t even threaten them with Meme-tan.

“Have you been to our Earth?” Maddie asked thoughtfully while looking her over again, “Looking like this I mean.”

“Why bother?” Erika asked coldly. “Meeting new people is… difficult for me. That’s never changed.”

“I know that feeling.” Maddie agreed. “But I think it’s a pretty cool place. And you can’t be that against it, right? That’s why you’re here. You wouldn’t have any accounts if you didn’t care about fitting in with human players or users. Your twin doesn’t.”

So, this kid knew what she was doing enough to see her Bu773rfly alts?

“I just keep the old thing as a keepsake. It’s not that deep.” Erika said defensively.

“Every ‘mon I’ve seen into RoW got there because it scratched their MMO itches,” Maddie said looking like she wasn’t buying that for a second.

“My home was business. I’m looking around to see if I could provide a service for digimon with it again, which works best if I’m where my customer base is. If you had anything close to being like what my Earth’s EDEN was, I’d be there instead.”

“Is meeting humans that different from digimon? Aren’t we all “people”?”

“I never said meeting them was easier. I keep it running, the boys will handle the front.” Erika claimed and could feel Wormmon’s roiling objections.

So what if he and Cyberdramon couldn’t make human skins that wouldn’t make her want to smack them if they managed it at all? Or Shakkomon could only make “his” work based on Angemon’s original girl. And Amasawa’s trio were borderline hopeless. They could still manage.

Even if she had to give them all a full analysis to make it happen.

“What if I invited you to hang out on my side, and see if you could make something like it in the physical world again? Would that be okay?” Maddie tried. “I’d like to get to know you; it’s so weird being in a spot like this. Digimon are great, but now that I’m like this, it’s like how highschool started all over again.”

“Hmmm. Couldn’t really do much school the way I was.” Erika admitted with a shrug. “Considering how carefully I had to be monitored sometimes it was easier to be a shut-in.”

“Lucky! The people there suck.”

“So much for your pitches to Master Caspian,” Ryudamon said to himself.

“And that was different! He already knows what it’s like, and he's close to finishing up. Even if she was open to it, I wouldn’t know anything about helping her apply, or transfer, or anything! Dad won’t even let me ask about how his placement tests are going.”

Erika snickered at their bickering. “That’s what hacking’s for. I can “be” whatever I want to.”

“What?”

“I’ve always been good at it, and being a Digimon makes it easier than ever.”

“To just, what, fake your own identity?” Maddie asked with a squint.

“Easier than the alternatives.” Erika smiled back mischiefly.

“Fair enough,” Maddie admitted. “But like, aside from people, isn’t there anything you miss that the digital world doesn’t have?”

“Do you have an arcade we could check out, maybe?” Erika asked stiffly and tried to keep a shy smile off her face. “Having one of those nearby could be… fun.”

“Nearby?” Maddie tilted her head. “I’ve heard of one that might have some digimon helping out there! I haven’t checked it out yet. Would you like to give it a try together?”

“I could… try. I don’t know about Wormmon though. They haven’t really settled on a human form they’d like to use, and aren’t thrilled about going back to being Wormmon that often.”

Maddie looked down at her partner hopefully and it’s like he wasn’t even trying to resist her attempt at charm. “I could provide some company.”

“When I get in touch with Clockmon next we can see about making sure your body’s stable.” Erika said, trying not to look at how brightly the girl grinned at her for just trying to be a decent person.

“Thank you very much, Lady Hudiemon,” Ryudamon bowed deeply.

He probably shouldn’t. Even if the place had some digimon regulars, Cyberdramon and Shakkomon would have a harder time catching on if she started… dabbling. And being offline would make it easier for her to hide information of all types. Maybe even give her more time to check some other rumors.

This could work out for her.

Chapter 26: Cult-ivators

Summary:

Pope had his way, but he's in as over his head as Caspian is.

Notes:

Apologies if this chapter's rough, it's had a number of rewrites and I'm still not sure if I'm happy with it. If the story is kind I'll never have to let Pope have a POV again. Next up will be a brand new face, then Caspian, Maddie, Chanda, and David unless anything goes nuts on me.

Chapter Text

Part of him was still surprised things had gone as well as they did, hiccup notwithstanding. Caspian would play shepherd for his… thing, that kept taking in all the sights and sounds of the airport like a particularly sheltered young tourist as long as both of them were nearly out of his line of sight.

The second Julius could clearly see either of them at any distance he knew it was watching him like a hawk.

Julius didn’t need to look to know when Caspian’s pet started glaring holes into the back of his head because it’d make his wrist itch like a bug was on it. Every time he looked he could have sworn his veins looked more green than blue, but that had to be the jet lag catching up to him.

Caspian had whispered observations or orders to it here and there, particularly before going through security, but generally, the trip thus far had been as uneventful as one could hope. 

Generally is making an exception for a litany of idle chatter or non-stop questions, but for Julius’s sanity (and safety) he was ignoring the non-human as much as physically possible. How Caspian could tolerate it, much less stay in good spirits towards it, was anyone’s guess.

He could see it had headphones in, so if this was an issue they had with the concept of “silence” they must have had better options. Julius might not know if this “digital” creature “owned” any songs of their own, legally or otherwise, but Caspian’s catalog was very well established before it started giving his people the runaround.

If he has to hear it ask “why” again, he wouldn’t be surprised to learn this was all an act for it to justify physically lashing out at him by forcing him to be the aggressor. But they’re nearly there.

When they’re closer to the blacksite, the “whys” will be significantly more tolerable since he can actually provide answers your average eight-year-old doesn’t already know.

“You’ll need to wear earmuffs when we reach the helicopter,” Julius warned and tried to keep himself from wincing at the exprected pointless questions.

“For the cold?” Phineas asked Caspian with a tilt of their head, clearly already calculating how optional this could be the same way they had decided coats were apparently optional.

“Sound. Human ears are sensitive, it’s why you’ll see people wear ‘em at shooting ranges too.”

“Hmmm… Like why the headphones don’t want to be as loud as they can?”

“Exactly, so the muffs keep the sound out so we don’t hurt our hearing.”

“Like why staring at the sun is bad,” Phineas said slowly like it didn’t believe that basic fact of life should be true either.

“Still concerning that you’re hung up on that,” Caspian told it teasingly.

“... But this is like, bad exposure cold, right?”

“Yes, this is what Ryudamon meant about needing shelter fast.”

Phineas beamed to itself in pride, before a realization made it scowl and give its boy a side-eye. “So when you see it’s shitty as hell we’re stuck there, ‘cause I can’t just drag you home.”

“Yup,” Caspian replied with a look like he was expecting and embracing their annoyance.

Seeing him interact with this thing, he could see so much of Steve’s teasing smiles it nearly hurt.

How much harder will it get when he’s in college, the same age as when they met?

When they entered the site Caspian finally let himself take some deep breaths, though Julius couldn’t tell if that was more from the temperature or nerves. It was still cold, the point had always been for the design to prioritize machinery over people, but at least the air wasn’t as frozen.

“I could have just told you granddad was a shit designer,” Phineas complained as they fell into step behind Caspian, but he could feel their eyes didn’t ever leave Julius’s back for long.

“Steve intended this to be an Alter to Computation”

“More like “Humanity’s Tombstone”,” Caspian said bitterly.

“Now that’s not fair,” Phineas chided before giving Julius a look daring him to correct them, “Headstones are allowed to be pretty or have personality. This is just sad.”

Some of the employees keeping this rig running were already looking at this thing in horror at its sleeveless dress, and it ignored them in favor of bouncing along to some tune.

He thought he heard it hum the words “The kids of tomorrow won’t need today, drowning in the sins of yesterday,” behind him and he assumed it was meant as another jab.

Caspian’s attention went more to the servers themselves, sometimes lingering on the spaces above or beside them like something was there and he’d beckoned his pet over for it to confirm something. Once hissing in its ear after catching it by the wrist for going too far ahead to one of these “empty” spaces.

“You are not leaving me alone in a Logorhythms secret base, got it?”

“It’s not “Logorhythms” base. It’s yours.” Phin puffed out her cheeks in discontent. “You were real clear about making that official. Only way you’ll ever be “alone” in here is if you ask for it, promise.”

“I don’t care if you’re not considering a difference between you and the rest, but I do. I don’t know them anymore, Phin, it’s been months since you made them.” He quietly snapped back and the monster sighed but relented to stay close.

Julius would have liked to think it was a coincidence, but given the phone call about an invasion of disappearing monsters and how two of the spots that had the boy’s attention were close to David and Laurie’s backups were kept, he knew better than that.

Why Caspian sometimes seemed to be stepping over or ducking under things that he couldn’t see was mildly disturbing, given Julius hadn’t noticed anything when he walked through there.

Seeing Anssi approach, with two cups of hot chocolate in hand, was a small comfort. One quickly diminished by hearing Phineas quietly give all that it knew about the man to it’s “master”. Name and occupation were innocent enough, how much of Caspian’s life he’s personally seen, has been aware of, and some complaints about his Norwegian becoming “infectious” were less so.

“Like, you’re fluent?” Caspian asked seemingly to give himself something less frustrating to focus on after he silently seethed.

“No, I cheat if any of them try it on me, but Nisse’s English is a trainwreck thanks to him.” 

“Sure that isn’t just the family trait?” Caspian’s mouth quirked as Phineas looked at him like a cat had smelled something foul.

You’re family.” It said like a bit of Holstrum Hypocrisy wasn’t par for the course yet.

“You know how I text, I know what I said.”

“And… This is?” Aniss asked as he eyed the disturbingly well-informed stranger from head to toe. Julius gave the man a nod that this was somewhat expected as opposed to a leak they should be even more concerned about.

“This is Phineas, Caspian’s “friend” who took out our chips.” Julius introduced with an attempt at a smile. “He doesn’t want to go anywhere without it, from the look of things.”

“They taste gross by the way!” It called over the man’s shoulder, making both men look like they doubted its sanity while Caspian snorted.

“They both claim this is an AI.” Julius tacked on, as much as not having a better explanation seemed to kill him. “Neither will say how it’s physical if that’s the case, but that’s their story. Along with being responsible for the… incident, while I was negotiating with him.”

“I can say it, but it won’t mean a damn thing to you if I don’t “explain” it right.” Phineas huffed. “Why couldn’t ya’ll have invested more in some decent hologram tech or something?”

Caspian jabbed its side with an elbow, but it rolled its eyes at his attempt to remind it to keep quiet about that sort of thing.

“Could you ask her to put on something warmer at least?” Anssi asked looking concerned at how little it cared about the environment and everyone they’ve seen in it.

Bless his soul for considering it freezing to death to be anything but a plus.

“You got something that isn’t just white?” Phineas asked back with venom. “I’m pale enough as it is, thanks. You really want to risk losing track of me that badly?” It bared its teeth and the man mistook it as a sarcastic smile.

“Easy, Phin.” Caspian tried to diffuse, but directed most of his attention to the stranger. “If the cold starts to bother them they have plenty of options, you don’t need to worry about them.”

The ginger shrugged and faked a smile as he held up an untouched coffee cup. “Anyone want a cup?”

“Phin’s not allowed coffee,” Caspian was quick to object.

“And Cas has to follow American drinking laws,” Phineas grumbled petulantly back, which led Julius to assume the two were for similar reasons.

“Hot cocoa actually. With cardamom.”

Phin’s eyes sparkled and it gave Caspian a begging look. He sighed but gave a nod.

It reached towards the cup with grabby hands, getting a chuckle out of the other man. The heat took her aback, but she clearly enjoyed the treat.

Caspian was harder to get his guard down. “If you’re hoping it’ll be enough to bribe them, it isn’t.”

“Not poisoned either!” It chirped over the rim. “Just, so you know. It’s good!”

“I’m fine, Phin.” Caspian let himself ask with a smile. “Sure it’s still “unpoisoned”?”

“I can’t just accidentally poison something.” She wrinkled her nose at him. “Waste of energy.”

“Good to know,” Caspian replied as he looked up at the cables holding a clear room in the center of Stephen’s personal panopticon. His brow furrowed like he was looking at a far bigger “waste” of energy, though having a layout like this made the lack of cameras on site a lot more bearable. “What’s the speed here? 200 petaflops?”

“Less than two exaflops.” Phineas answered with barely a bored blink, and the ginger man’s twitched in annoyance at how dismissively they said it. “If I hadn’t set up shop here first you could have bet that somebody else like me would have. Excellent feeding ground between all the easy hides and the data to burn. Say the word and we can pick it clean in under a week.”

“A week?!” Aniss echoed with derision. “You aren’t grasping how big we are, lady.”

“I’m not a “Lady”.” It hissed at him, and after something started to make a clicking noise it straightened and got up in the man’s face. “Only one who’s not “grasping” anything here is you. Humans might have built this place, but it’s not your house anymore. Hasn’t been since before your new “boss” got the official reigns.” It cocked its head Caspian’s way without breaking eye contact as they glared up at him. “Wiping tech your way isn’t half as efficient as we are.”

“Wipe it?!”

“That’s the plan, with two exceptions for now.” Caspian agreed as he looked up at the server rows above nonplussed. 

Phineas slurped their cocoa loudly in victory at the man’s silent fury. He could practically feel how much Aniss was already hating their boy, but Caspian couldn’t give less of a shit.

“Not sure what the fuck you were expecting I’d do to this place. Figured you’d been watching me long enough.” Caspian spat at the man who’s career he just demolished. His eyes flicked to Phin. “Everyone working in this place was in on it, right?”

“Yup. Only difference is who’s on what shift and how deep into this shit they were.” Phineas shrugged as it made the empty cup in her hand glow and collapse into itself with a bored expression. “Don’t know how many you care to meet, like… if that’s a creepy awkward?”

Caspian raised a brow challengingly at the man, but the guy kept his seething to himself. Aniss didn’t even bother looking guilty or ashamed of his diligent work.

“Speaking of shifts, does everyone here work for Logorhythms directly or what?” Caspian asked with feigned boredom as he checked a nearby bank closer. Glancing it over bottom to top like he was watching something move. “Any freelancers or janitorial services I should know about?”

“We don’t allow anyone who isn’t one of us here, and not without proper vetting first,” Julius answered. “We’re all working for you, boss.”

“Then your people can’t clean worth a damn and you’d better invest in some real vets.” Caspian sneered like every time Julius fell back into the old habit he felt like he was losing control.

The boy snapped his fingers and the air around his hand seemed to pop and fizzle with cubic crystals. At his wordless command more spread like wildfire, exposing or creating webs too large and thick to belong to any spider on Earth.

His monster beamed with its inhumanly sharp fangs, and as the wave of energy visibly crackled Julius could finally see what kept getting their attention. Spiders ranging from the size of a thumb to nearly double the machines they perched on were all watching the four intently. 

A red sea of angry eyes and gaping vicious maws only parted for one person.

The second coming of the prophet who started all of this.

Caspian stared at the man coldly, but the stoney fury didn’t scare him half as much as Steve’s disapproval did. And only a quarter as much as Caspian’s eyes.

Steve’s eyes, Caspian’s eyes, had been a dull brown for his whole life. Never gold.

But the intensity of his stare this time nearly made it look like they were glowing, like his pet seemed to always have when it played at looking human. Like when it copied Caspian’s face.

They almost looked normal again when Julius blinked in shock, but it didn’t feel like that was him seeing things. Not the way the itchy green sensation did, since he heard Aniss swear at the sight too even if he hadn’t a clue what the man said.

“Let them know they don’t have to hide if they don’t want to, Phin,” Caspian said and he still sounded like himself, if mildly annoyed.

“Okay, but warning you now, those of us who don’t like making people scream will definitely prefer to stay hiding.”

“Just make sure they know it’s their choice,” Caspian repeated coldly before addressing Julius and Aniss again, “They shouldn’t cause any trouble unless you guys do something to ask for it, so just ignore them and they won’t bite. You had your cameras, I have mine.”

Aniss swallowed as he gave Julius a look begging him to do something about this, but Julius was at a loss. Stopping one of them, maybe could have been done if they knew where to even start, but this many?

This isn’t even all of them, Julius noted as he caught his hand shaking. As he looked down at it, he saw some of the smaller spiders going down the hall, occasionally looking up at Caspian like a child hoping to show something off. And the boy obediently began to follow them.

Caspian ignored Julius’ tour-like explanations as they led to some of the more habitable areas of the complex. Specifically to Steve’s office, Julius noted with some discomfort.

A discomfort it looked like Caspian shared as he looked straight at Steve’s old rig before he even stepped inside like it was alien. For Caspian’s preferred layouts, it definitely was.

Stephen never had an aversion to letting someone look over his shoulder as he worked. Hell, sometimes that’s how he did his best work, having Julius or Renee hanging out behind him to either bounce ideas with or just for the company.

Caspian’s not-so-paranoia was an unintended side effect of how they raised him, but nobody could blame the kid. They had tried their best to be undetected, but sometimes the “best” just can’t cut it. Maybe that was Julius’s fault, if he had asked to check in too often.

Caspian eyed the bookcases on either side of Stephen’s personal “tree of life” in this freezing waste with some disdain over how barren they were compared to what he grew up with. In some ways Julius was glad the boy was so disinterested in taking over Steve’s spaces.

It was bad enough the site itself was such an obvious black spot on these snowy glaciers. If everything ended up as dark as Caspian’s choice in room decor had been going, flashlights may well have become mandatory.

The boy froze when he saw some of the notes on Stephen’s desk. Partially one of his old bird scribbles, one Renee had mentioned Caspian had doodled too from time to time.

She sounded like she was smiling when she had told Julius about that, but it’s not like either of them knew what it meant. Caspian looked scared enough of the scrap of paper that not having an answer would only risk him spiraling again. But he refused to look at Steve’s dead screens.

At least it still looked normal, relatively untouched. But Caspian’s attention bouncing between specific spots that shouldn’t be anything kept Julius prepared for that to be proven false.

“I’ve kept his machine as up-to-date as we can, but nobody’s used it aside from Steve. If you want to give it a try, go ahead.”

“Now that you know was a lie, old man.”

“I didn’t think you used it like a person would,” Julius said carefully and the spider gave a scowling shrug.

He had barely taken three steps inside when the plastic over Steve’s workspace was torn off by some invisible force. A force that left the imprint of a three-pointed comet in the wall between him and Caspian. Caspian jumping gave some comfort, but the boy’s attention went back to and stayed on the screen which… shouldn’t have been on, for exactly the reasons he said.

“So you’re “Eas" I take it? Or "Karakuri" or whatever you'd like it to be?” Caspian asked like he expected this, “Back off. It’s not like you can hurt him anyway.”

A white egg-like puppet face appeared on the screen, mouth open showing a nozzle of some sort pointing in Julius’s direction while green and yellow eyes flicked independently between the three people he could see and some empty spaces.

And a long mass of cables were separating him from Caspian with a red and gold claw leaving an indent where it had lashed out, bringing the plastic with it.

This monster didn’t seem capable of expressions, instead taking advantage of the length of cables forming its “neck” to position the head to give different impressions, like a Hanya mask. That or it was very proud of how pulling itself from Steve’s machine horn first let it give a glare that could make Kubric jealous.

It snapped its jaw shut like a person might click their tongue in annoyance as it looked more to Caspian’s main pet than the boy it should be beholden to.

“Don’t you have nuke codes to play with or something?” Phineas said to it like this thing was more of a pest than a threat and the way its eyes rolled off center carried mutual energy.

“Ex… Excuse me?”

“Lil’ bro doesn’t like your bigger toys, so he wanted to play a “game”. To see how long it’d take anyone to notice trying to use them won’t work anymore, and what anyone will actually do if they don’t have anyone else to blame.” Phineas shrugged like global safety was as benign as “what’s the weather?”. They looked at him with one narrow eye and grinned. “So far, nobody’s even tried to take them back.”

Caspian was pale and tense, but quiet. At least he hadn’t ordered it to go that far.

The “brother” did keep one eye on him to check how he was taking it.

“How far are you planning to go?” He asked the ant-ish puppet. “Are they even safe with you?”

“Safer with us than some other ‘mon. Can’t trust them to leave these alone,” Phineas said blithely and the puppet clacked something that made her point to them with a grin. “Yeah! Exactly, the only reason’s he’s only an Ultimate is to show he’s playing nice. Bro’s got his digivolutions literally on lock, if a bigger dog comes calling he’ll have hell to pay.”

“This just until you find something that can safely take them out of the equation?” Caspian asked carefully. It gave a rattly nod back.

“That was the plan! But bro’s reeeeal particular about his playmates, so even when a ‘mon can that doesn’t mean he’ll let them anywhere near where damage could be done.”

“So this is also about protecting them, not just blocking them off.”

“WE KNOW.” The puppet gargled out, barely legible as words. “DAmaGE caN BE dOnE. WiThOut EXplosION. nO RISKs. no WMDS. UsED oR MADe. HeLL’s PAved.”

“With good intentions.” Phineas finished when the puppet acted like that was all they needed to say. “The Deva are aware and cool with his plan, ‘cause to be honest? Most digimon barely bother with these nicknacks, few realize they exist and those that do rarely care.”

“doN’T tRuST UI.” Its brother garbled out as it tilted its head to “glare” at Julius again. “NObodY. DIES.”

He gave a stiff nod when it wouldn’t stop glaring like it expected a response, which got it to turn its attention to the back corner past Steve’s couch. It gave a sharp screech of a whistle and a number of baby spiders took file behind it as it returned through the screen. As it left it gave Caspian a jerky nod to the corner behind him.

“Yeah, I can see it’s taken.” Caspian said to it a tad defensively, and whatever it gestured to he started addressing. "You don't have to hide if you don't want to. What's your name?"

The thing that started coming into view wasn’t a spider at all this time. More like a small caveman who's never heard of a razor holding a staff with a paw at the end of it.

"They call me Jijimon, Young Master." It said with a deep bow. "Thank you for the hospitality."

"Don't worry about it. Cause them as much trouble as you please." Caspian told it and he gave Julius a look like he half expected him to try stopping him now of all times.

If he could, he would, but between the white thing and  old man showing it was “safe” to show themselves even more non-spiders started appearing. 

They were at best the size of pillows in some cases, sitting or clinging to whatever they could. Some were translucent like they were made of a gel that showed they didn’t seem to have organs at all, when they bothered to seem more like a solid than a cloud or slime.

There was one spider, where the white one looked to before it called the “kids” to leave, a massive monster carefully keeping watch as some of the larger ball-like things used their ears or tentacles to use it like a jungle gym.

Most of the green-colored ones were treating Steve’s tree similarly. The more developed ones, with limbs and closer to the size of young children or muppets, were watching from the couches.

A tiny white creature with a shining red stone on its head like some reports he’s heard about Maddie Kim’s monster, looked like it was trying to hide behind the chair as it looked at him over the back of it with a worried curiosity. A larger white one with a pink sash and a labcoat was looking to Caspian instead, and it was hard to tell if the big-eared yellow one with pants and matching coat was looking at anything at all.

"Where on Earth did these all come from?" Julius couldn’t help but hiss to himself.

"Right here, by me." Phin jerked a thumb to itself and held out a hand towards the overseer who had one of the smaller spiders crawl out of its mouth, "Or my fragments like Phi here."

“Phi” bowed as much as a spider monster could, and poked its fresh spawn to make a ring of data appear. They swiped through it, rearranging as needed, and when the ring returned to them a little wingless dragon that looked like it had been carved from ice sat in its place.

"So if any other frag should reach Ultimate right now, it should be them?" Caspian asked, though Phi seemed to ignore him. 

Phin gave it a thought, but gave an appreciative nod. "It could give them more reformatting options depending on what they get. I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to stay at this stage, so if we’re lucky two queens would reduce the odds of another Nea happening."

Caspian looked at his watch with an unimpressed frown, "Not sure if I can give them a boost. I don’t see any of you on my Digivice like Phin is."

“‘Prolly not, I’m the only one your crest event affected.” Phineas agreed with a shrug.

Phi waved Caspian off dismissively. The critter with the red gem looked between him and Phi curiously, but the yellow one in the labcoat kept them from floating closer.

One of the eyesores on the tree caught Caspian's eye. A green one with purple mandibles in something like a pinecone. "Is that what Ryudamon said you should have hatched as?"

"Minomon's an in-training, so not quite." Phineas shrugged. "Why?"

"They reminded me of you issall." Caspian said, watching it re-adjust its woody shell with its forelimbs. On the ground below it was an acidic looking green puddle was bubbling worse than a tar pit. The closest he could see to a “face” was a discarded yellow bauble and two oily black bubbles that refused to pop or leave its body. The boy nodded down to it, “Is that it’s first state?”

“Pabumon? Nah, you’d be looking for Leafmon, named after its tail.” His pet nodded to a more solid green thing hiding under it’s “tail” with a similar pink pacifer.

"Do you have one, or was that why you hatched a Rookie?"

“Nope, that would be too Digimon of me. Other “Apocalymon” can start as Negamon, if its despair draws the dead into them instead of sowing destruction like Abanonmon. When they aren’t just a normal digimon that went off the rails.” Phineas said like they were reciting this for a class as their eyes glowed gold with a distant look to them. “The one the Digidestined purified had some, but the Meicoomon line’s too much of a cat for me.”

“If I see where it should be in your code, would you like it changed?” Caspian gave them a side glance, still facing the tree. 

Phineas looked up at Steve’s tree wistfully. “Doesn’t really matter, does it?”

“Being sent back that far, you might as well have been killed, most of the time. I only know one lunatic who chose that sort of thing, and only they know why they kept going back.” The old “man” said, and Phineas winced like it knew who it was talking about.

Caspian looked curious, but chose not to press, possibly because he was watching. Instead, the boy looked at his pet. “Having one might make it easier for you to be reborn like the others if something happens, right?”

“I… Guess.” Phineas said softly like there was something it didn’t want to say as it looked between the bubbly acid puddle and the woody grub. 

Caspian held back a grimace, and with only the briefest of glances Julius’ way addressed the old one again. “So why are so many of the little ones here? Is it really safe for them?”

“We’ve been treating this as a “Secondary Village” of sorts,” It said with a grandfatherly chuckle. “It’s a bit nippy outside, but with Phineas boosting our numbers like this, we didn’t want the Primary Village of the Digital World to get overrun.”

“”Secondary” Village?” The boy barely held back a derrisive smirk as he asked skeptically.

“We can be a tad on the nose.” The old monster replied like he was smiling under all of that hair. “You have something better?”

“This is the Longyearbyen Data Center,” Julius told it with some bitterness and it had the gall to wave him off.

“We know what this is for humans, that’s not what it is for us.”

Caspian looked up at Steve’s tree the way his best friend would when he’d take a break. Just to take in this carefully maintained bit of nature, to see if any thoughts it conjured would help.

“Everlight?” Caspian said softly as he stared at the sun flitering through the skylight.

Julius nearly felt his heart stop. 

Caspian… shouldn’t have known that “Everlight” one of the names Steve tossed around for this place. As a beacon for humanity, lighting the way for better lives for as long as there were people on Earth that still wanted to be uploaded.

“Everlight Village? Hmm, maybe. We’ll see what sticks.” The old thing said and seemed to give Julius an odd look.

“The folks from the Kernel will probably like it.” The yellow thing chimed in.

“Assuming they don’t get huffy that it sounds better suited for Digi-gnomes than us,” the larger white one retorted as it pulled out a large green book from its belt. “But, given this was started by something that isn’t a digimon either, that might work in this place’s favor.” It looked over its book to eye Caspian playfully. “I am also surprised you kept it so… bright, so to speak.”

The boy cocked a brow back at it unimpressed as he scowled, both at it and then at Julius.

Oh, they thought he was expecting something more… Morbid, from Caspian too.

“I thought Caspian’s pet was the same as what… you all are.” Julius told the white thing carefully. “You are a “Digimon” right?”

“Yes, you may call me “Bokomon” and my assistant here is “Neamon”.” It gestured to its yellow companion who waved lazily back. “But as for Phineas, we can call them a “Digimon” for simplicity’s sake, in that they are digital enough and they are certainly monstrous, but with that measure we can call plenty of things “Digimon” that aren’t.” It flicked through its book like it was stimming more than speed reading. “Apocalymon’s the most infamous, “Chaosmon” are bugs more than anything else, Rhythm was only marginally more conventional than the psudeo-human Agents of old, digi-gnomes are more wish granters than “monsters”, and Calumon here is closer to Apocalymon than a Digimon if you want to be technical.”

“Hey!” The “Calumon” objected, “I am not.”

“Without you in any of your forms, Apocalymon wouldn’t exist the way that it does,” Bokomon replied without pausing his search through the pages.

Caspian looked between Phin and Calumon with concern but the spider didn’t look like there was any bad blood. The tyke looked nearly as confused as the boy was but puffed its face like a normal vexed child.

“Mind filling me in?” Caspian tried with a joking tone, and the tyke turned its attention to Phi.

“Do you want some help?” It landed lightly on its feet as it approached the spider, and Phi looked at them with consideration.

When Phi nodded the gem on Calumon’s head glowed, and seeing it made Caspian look like he might have been sick. Like he was recognizing it from somewhere, and that disturbed him.

The Spider reared on it’s hindmost legs, exposing a masculine human-like torso. Its red hair paled and their mask glowed like hot metal, shrinking and simplifying where two eyes would replace nine as their head changed beneath it to appear nearly human. Purple skin paled as much as their hair did, and the forearms that had it tore through red gloves to show humanlike hands. 

The middle four legs each lost a toe to accommodate the needs of the “hands” and shifted around the abdomen, the connecting area between them turning as red as the orb beneath it’s new layer of bristles and gaining four vicious eyes that almost looked like part of a belt. The eight gold orbs that studded this new “front” gleamed the same way each previous evolution’s had, betraying that they saw as much as the human eyes on the monster’s “face”.

The fur continued to spread over their chest as it slimed to a more feminine build, and hardened into a smooth but strangely leathery chitin. The gold pattern that emerged on it was different from what Phineas had on its “top”, with a simple gem in its place that matched the designs on their now exposed “hands”.

And unlike Phineas, Phi’s eyes were orange when they opened them as their colors and wrappings settled. But just like Phineas seeing it smile at him like it knew something he didn’t was making his wrist itch, and his heart was beating too fast for his doctor’s comfort.

With a showing of teeth its body hinged open at the waist, a fresh swarm of trinket-sized versions of the more complex spiders crawling out, ready to grow into their full size if needed, as their human-torso laid back on itself like the “woman” was merely lounging across it.

Julius had to put a hand to his mouth to keep himself from gagging, which only made this thing smile wider in pride. But Caspian barely blinked at how this thing just… changed.

He did still look paler than even his normal, which got his personal monster to knock his shoulder playfully. “Yeah, that’s why I try to not use Predation Spider without a glamour on. Or, anything without a glamour.” Phin sympathized. “Having two heads is not as useful as ya’ll make it sound. Let Gyukimon have that gimmick to itself for all I care.”

Now you tell me?” Caspian’s voice gave wearily.

“It’s not like I eat with the real one anyway!” Phin started to talk with its hands as it got defensive. “The human-y one is supposed to be the pretty-distracting part! Predator gets a hold on it and it pops off so the rest can run away!”

Caspian blinked at Phin’s face, and dropped his gaze to where he guessed its “real” abdomen would be. “I’ve been talking at a skink’s tail this whole time?”

“No, my eyes are where they’re “supposed” to be.” Phin corrected with annoyance. “I don’t like them being that low, their vision’s too basic.”

As soon as the Arachnemon finished giving their new offspring their silent instructions it ran a hand through its bangs and it changed again. 

The body glowed as it narrowed to a human’s width and as their torso shortened their hair evened out and flattened to a shoulder-length. They tugged at the black wrappings on their arms and the material extended from their wrists into long black gloves. A further tug as if putting on latex made it catch the light like leather with a web pattern embossed in it.

The clothing they formed from their body wasn’t a dress in favor of a double-breasted red overcoat tied further shut, the buttons as gold as their second set of eyes, over a black collared shirt and a gold-yellow necktie. On the coat’s lapel, there was a black lowercase Greek “Phi”.

They brushed their straight silver hair back to hold it out of their face, mane thick enough that the front alone could be pulled into a mid-ponytail with a band of silk keeping the rest in place. 

With a flick of a wrist a set of tinted glasses not unlike what Phineas used with Caspian’s face appeared in their hands, toning down their inhuman orange eyes to one that looked closer to a far less unnatural brown.

Phi looked at one of their spiders like it expected a report, and whatever it showed them through their blinking eyes satisfied them enough.

They gave Phin a look and a small smile as they brushed imaginary dust off their shoulders.

Phineas scowled at them in return. “Yeah yeah, you win. The Arachne base doesn’t have to read as fem as the default if we don’t want to.” Phin crossed their arms and looked at the tree. “I just like my hair in a bun, and that’s hard to not get pegged as a “girl” or a jerk, so sue me.”

Phi’s eyebrows raised with a grin that warned to not give them permissions like that.

“You won the bet! You’ll get your money when I get home, okay!” Phin offered them a hand to shake on it, and with an amused snort of air Phi took it.

Caspian looked between the two human spiders and the small creature that enabled this. “Can Phi not talk because I wasn’t involved, or is this a choice?”

Phi gave him the finger with a satisfied grin and Phineas shook its head in exasperation beside them. “It’s permanent. That was Nea’s handiwork, though we don’t think she meant it to work that well. Just to have “kept Phi quiet”, though that still failed hard. If they have something to say, they ping it. It’s worked for them as a Dokugumon, and it’s still working now.”

Phi looked between Caspian and Julius before shrugging at their master. They started to move their hands like a sequence, and halfway through Julius recognized it as American Sign Language. For the most part anyway, he was out of practice and it'd obviously never used it for conversation before. 

Whatever it tried to say to Caspian, it ended with “Dad”.

“Yeah, uh. I didn’t keep up with that.” Caspian confessed and Phi nodded like they figured as much and tapped a fist to their forehead. “If I can pick between dumb and dad, I’ll pick dumb, thanks.”

It grinned back and shook its head, insisting he was “Spider-dad” at its most literal.

Calumon looked up at Caspian brightly and their inflated ears brought them up to eye level faster than he expected, making him take a step back. “That’s what I do! I make growing up a bit easier!” Their ears shrunk and they poked their hands together. “Not everyone asks nicely so being on this side’s a lot less stressful. This place is preeeetty boring though.”

Caspian pat Calumon on the head which got the growing pout off their face. “Why not go somewhere else?”

“Dunno where would be more fun yet!” They chirped back. “Jijimon says I need to “give it time” and humans won’t be as weird about seeing me in parks and stuff, but not how much and waiting is so boooooring.”

Jijimon used the paw of his staff to guide the creature off towards the other youngsters. “This is where most fresh digimon on Earth currently are, so we felt it’d be safest for them here.” The old mon looked up at the sulking squirt. “I thought our little Catalyst liked being helpful.”

“I dooooo.” It whined back. “But all the fun stuff is on the internet when playing in the snow gets old and cold ‘cause everything looks the same in here! Why does it look so boring?!”

Caspian turned to Julius and the poor man struggling with every piece of what he’s seen further crumbled. “Stephen thought this suited a monument like this.”

“There you have it, kid. Past me sucked.” Caspian shrugged off Pope’s pain and Calumon giggled.

“You’re weird.” The thing laughed at it inflated its ears to float close to the boy’s head again. “How can a human have a “past” you? That’s not how humans work, even I know that.”

“I thought some of those Agents could,” Neamon said to the one with the book. “I heard more about “Gennai” after I met some humans with the same names and crests as the ones who worked with him once.”

“Agents are still digital, time’s different for analog people.” Bokomon shrugged. “Just because they have similar stats, lack of apparent functions, and typing, doesn’t make them the same.”

“I thought humans couldn’t have typing.” Caspian asked cautiously.

“Not conventionally, no. Functionally, every human I’ve met has been described by any ‘mon they interact with as if they were the same “type”. Even if they digivolved with a Legendary Spirit, they’d always work as an equal to whatever they faced without actually being “Free”. My book mentions that all of the Agents, like that “Gennai”, were “Variable”. Unfortunately, they weren’t close enough for Yggdrasil to have backups for them to check if that’s the same thing.”

“Did they have any way to fight?” Caspian asked, looking frustrated that whatever the book had been written in was something he couldn't read.

“As much as humans do. No notable skills, and they had more design diversity early on. After Paimon wiped them out and cursed Gennai, the Agent even aged like humans do in order to keep himself physically stable. Removing the curse let him go back to his original appearence, and make valid copies to start the Agents over, but there isn’t much else to say about them.”

Caspian nodded in thought like he was thinking this sounded promising. “If he was on the net, would he be as strong as a UI?”

Bokomon hummed over the pages and shook their head. “Parts of this were written when humans were more like a myth, so it’s hard to say. They were able to be well in tune with the Digital World’s needs, so I’d wager making and repairing programs was their specialty.”

“Did any ever appear on Earth?”

“I don’t see any reason to believe they couldn’t.” Bokomon flicked to a latter half of the book in frustration. “I’ve heard rumors about the Agents helping chosen children around Earth, so partners from around the time the third set of Digidestined helped that world might know more.”

“Any way I could see how they worked?”

Bokomon looked up at him with confusion and shook their head again. “You’d have to find a sample, but like I said Yggdrasil couldn’t carry them over. There may be digimon who have parts of code or memories that could give you something to start from, but that’s all I have. Sorry.”

“Don’t worry about it, it’s more than I had before,” Caspian replied and gave his attention to Phi. “Weird question, can you add anything to your human design?” He asked and held his watch their way. “Like one of these. Doesn’t need to be real, just close enough to pass.”

Phi looked at it skeptically but shrugged and in a clenched fist produced a gold pocket watch on a delicate chain with a spider-shaped clip. Opening it showed a bezel too narrow for their code, and the cover itself had more of their web motif than anything recognizably alien, but aside from that they were able to flick their way through screens like Caspian’s strange watch could.

As much as he looked like he’d love to question who on earth would want a smart pocket watch, if the point was vanity there’s not a whole lot Caspian could say against it

After showing the demo they thumbed back to where a partnered digimon’s stats would be, and raised a brow at him for what to do about it.

“Any of these Dokugumon fit as a second in command or a bodyguard? Someone you could point to if humans who don’t know about you start questioning things.”

Phi glanced at Julius briefly as their skeptical scowl deepened.

“If he’s dumb enough to try blowing a whistle on you, you can get him back 10 fold and destroy his credibility, can’t you?”

Phi nodded with a smug smile that would make the Mona Lisa proud as Julius winced.

“I won’t object if you find a way you’d rather do things, but if I need a “person” here, you look like the best call.” Caspian gave an apologetic look towards the caveman but the apparent elder laughed at his concern. “I mean, unless any of you knows a business-based ‘mon?”

Bokomon and Neamon shook their heads like Phin did, but Phi slowly nodded while staring at their “sibling” like they were an idiot.

“Huh? Who? We suck at long-term money.”

Phi gestured between the two of them and snapped their fingers at Holstrum’s monitors, making an image of a ginger man in solid orange shades smile back at them.

Phin blinked at it like they knew it should be familiar, and Phi started to slowly spell a word. Or a name. “Tamashiro”.

“THE DOUCHE???” Phineas asked appalled and Phi nodded back with a wide sarcastic smile.

“Who’s Tamashiro?”

“I am! Sorta? It’s weird.” Phineas cracked its neck with a grimace. “He was an Apocalymon, Mephistomon got to skip the normal reincarnation cycle and spent some of it living human cosplay for some vengeance, but that one was a thief more than anything. And yeah, he was a CEO, but his V-Pet business was nowhere near this big.”

Phi still did a jazz-hand-y little wave.

“If you want to play with it for a bit, sure. Can’t tank it harder than I could have by accident.”

“Is… There anything else here you want to see? Julius asked carefully, very aware how easily it seemed for the boy to get swept up with this insanity.

“What else do you need to see?” Phin corrected with some venom as it glared at the man.

“I want to see where I was born.” Caspian told the horde of the tiny “basic” spiders rather than Pope, and being slighted again made Julius give a quiet sigh. But it’s not like he can earn any trust through small gestures at this stage.

Theey looked at him and each other, rather than immediately lead the way like before. Phineas glared at them and their eyes all turned red with a hiss at their “Queen”.

They were scared.

“There something I should know about?” Caspian asked softly, not directing it at Julius or Phineas just to see which between them would have an answer for why this was first.

Julius had his suspicions, if the white one had such a distaste for “death” in this hive’s efforts to follow Caspian’s wishes, but voicing it wouldn’t be doing him any favors.

“Nothing more serious than you’d figure. They can’t stand the smells there.” Phin translated for the tiny mob. “They don’t agree on why it’s bad, aside from “not smelling human the right way”.”

Julius’s nails bit more into his palm at that confirmation of his suspicions.

“Real smell, or like an eighth color sorta thing?”

“Real, might be the chemicals from the ectogenesis messing with them or…” Phineas kneeled closer to them, attentive to what they tried to chit to it. Its eyes glowed gold as it glared at Julius accusingly. “You fucks seriously put all of your sickest toys in the same goddamn room?!”

“I thought you knew every inch of this place.” He cooly replied, too confident that Caspian would call them off if they got aggressive.

They snarled, and he flinched.

Phin looked back up at Caspian with something like guilt. “It’s not your stuff. It smells like death.”

“Nobody minds Holstrum having died in his office.” Caspian pointed out, “What makes this one different?”

“That was from natural causes nearly two decades ago.” Phineas hunched over, the sea of scared red eyes still staring up at him. “This took a life two years ago because it could.”

Caspian didn’t need anything else to take the hint.

“I thought David and Laurie would have been scanned in like, a-a hospital, or something.”

Julius kept quiet.

“You flew a dying man and half of a woman on life support to Norway?!” Caspian accused.

“We weren’t about to risk anyone asking questions by moving the tech to them. If they didn’t survive transport it wouldn’t have changed what we were going to say to their families anyway.” Julius’s answer was cold and clipped behind the mask of a CEO doing the devil’s work.

Heaven knows how many he has at this point. Some days he’s not even sure which, if any, feel real anymore or if they’ve all become acts. The strict boss, the grieving friend, the old fool…

Caspian leaned against a wall and just focused on breathing to force himself to stay calm. Probably more to keep his monsters in check than for his actual well-being. 

“Just show me the way there.” He managed out, “Nobody needs to go in that doesn’t want to.” He said to the worried swarm and this time they obeyed. Their eyes stayed red and their movements were more skittish, they held themselves closer to the ground and looked far jumpier than before.

The blue lighting not unlike that of the main “altar” transitioned to sickly yellows the further down they went. For the life of him, Julius couldn’t remember Steve’s reasoning for this choice, beyond each area having a clear enough motif to reduce people getting completely lost.

"Was I really the only one you made down here?" Caspian asked like he hadn't really wanted to.

"Of course. We didn't have the resources for any others. Though, you did have another name when we were still in the planning stage, before Renee settled on "Caspian" for us." Julius said with a wistful smile.

"How bad was that one?" The boy asked like he was expecting a bad joke.

"It's a pretty unoriginal one, and we got it from the best-selling book on the planet." Julius shrugged with a shameful chuckle.

"... Tell me it wasn't literally fucking Adam." Caspian said with so much scorn Julius could feel his disgusted expression.

""Adam Duval", before it was decided it'd be safer and easier to make an unrelated family name to recreate the Holstrum family's dynamic." Julius grinned to the ceiling in front of him.

"Told you I liked "Caspian"," Phineas said teasingly and Julius heard Caspian bump into them in petty retaliation.

Julius led the way though doors that made this place only mildly more unwelcoming than an actual hospital.

Caspian looked at the machine they used to create him like he might have been dissociating. It would have been nice had Renee or Cary caught that earlier themselves, but better late than never. 

Phineas whispered something to him, and Julius only caught the words “not real”? Caspian muttered something back like “More like I’m not.”

“Expected to feel something from all of this.” Caspian’s voice was clearer that time, as his attention went from the machines that helped make him to the central altar for making UI. “That’s where you killed Maddie’s dad, right?”

“We didn’t kill anyone, Caspian.” Julius said as he tried to ignore how that accusation stung, “If you’re asking if this is the machine used to scan him, then yes. The fewer of these exist, the easier it is to keep quiet.”

“Obviously not “quiet” enough to keep Alliance from making their own knockoff,” Caspian replied and he grit his teeth like he was trying to keep himself from asking a question he didn’t really want to know.

Julius could only imagine what that could be. Who was the first they scanned to prove it worked? When they caught the flaw, how many others have died trying to fix it with no luck?

Does Caspian even care if he thinks he’s so sure they don’t “need” fixing? What would a few dead UI matter if he thinks this is acceptable? It’s not like he’d know their names.

“So this is where you enslaved Laurie too.” Phineas said like they were entranced. Their eyes snapped to Pope with dangerous focus. “You like that word better? Haven’t heard any excuses about using her life extension to continue any goals you’ve had higher than lining pockets.”

The old man tensed, but gave a small nod. “Her condition was harder to keep stable on the flight over here than David’s, but it was still better to move her than the tech.”

“Is this where Holstrum was supposed to die?” Caspian said as he debated with himself on whether or not h should touch it.

“Stop describing it like that.” A woman’s voice scolded, and the boy nearly did jump as he looked towards her in a panic. “Everyone we’ve uploaded go a lot more time than they would have had otherwise.”

Phineas let their human facade drop before Renee even came into the light. Caspian’s hand was already over his wrist in case they went on the attack. 

If he meant it to stop them or encourage violence would be anyone’s guess if “nobody dies” is the only limit. Unless that doesn’t even apply to his personal bodyguard.

The ceiling was higher around the chair, letting them raise themselves to their full height on six legs, but if they needed to they wouldn’t have any more problems getting around than they had in the Kim’s basement. Julius’ head ached as flashes of them lunging forward sprang to mind.

It was easier to focus on minor details. 

Nearly Holstrum’s entire “inner circle” was able to come back for this moment, with an obvious exception apart from the man himself. This would be Caspian’s first time meeting Karl.

“Renee, let’s not be dismissive. He’s been involved with the UI’s lives a lot more than we have; Accepting their deaths isn't the same as denying what they have as life.” Their shrink said in an attempt to de-escalate the side he had a chance in hell of reasoning with. Didn’t stop him from trying both as he had his hands in surrender when facing Phineas. “Much like your own, right?”

“Make no mistakes human. Unlike other Digimon, I am very dead.” They hissed back.

“Now now, you should be a bit kinder to yourself than that,” Jijimon added as he walked into the room. he was a lot more interested in Caspian’s robotic womb than he was, getting close to examine it without having their back towards anyone in the room.

“Hey, you didn’t have to-”

“Could you look at what I am for a second, young master?” Jijimon asked with a gentle politeness that conflicted with the rage that Julius could sense from it.

Caspian’s eyes widened as he found what it meant. “A-a mega?”

“Sometimes if a digimon lives long enough, evolution can put us a bit backward.” The wizened thing snorted. “Doesn’t mean my spats with my wife would be minor conflicts mind you. I’m just telling you I’m well aware I’m passed my prime.” A glowing eye peered out from the mass of hair. “But if you’d like an old mon like me to help in any area, you only need to ask.”

Caspian didn’t have a reason to feel outnumbered, though Julius well understood why he’d see the group being here as a threat rather than being for him. To be resources he could use.

As if he needed them, with how much of this place has been infested by these things that are so eager for his orders.

“Since when did he have two?” Renee hissed to Julius.

“They’ve made it sound like he’s never really had only the one,” Julius said with some scorn. “Looks to me like making copies has been its biggest gimmick.”

“He’s had well over that since you broke his arm, lady.” Phineas spat snidely. “Every piece of me will never forget that. Every single spider and reformatted soul knows who you are.”

The woman who played the part of a mother’s face was a perfect picture of horrified rage and indignity. A part of him felt a little bad that one accident had spiraled so thoroughly beyond any reasonable expectations.

“Turns out hurting your “kid” finally had some real consequences.” Caspian let Phineas put themselves between him and Holstrum’s people. “Up to you how bad this has to get.”

“Nobody’s going to hurt you,” Cary tried to say like it’d be a reassurance out of his mouth and the spider snorted.

“Damn right you fuckers aren’t.” It snarled and Karl winced at its vulgarity. “Juli. Ker. Ren. Lou.”

Julius’s watch buzzed at the first name, the others had their phones. Each had one of these spiders come out from it, “Ren” and “Lou” hissing at their resprective subjects.

Cary’s, “Ker”, was the smallest when they all stopped growing, choosing a space behind the humans they were clearly assigned to and somewhat named for. The other three were about the same.

“I’m sorry if you feel like this is an ambush, but you said you were tolerating this for answers.” Julius told Caspian and the “Juli” behind him had its eyes flash a circle like it was a lie detector. “I felt it’d be easiest on you to make sure everyone you could possibly have questions for was here to give you those answers if you wanted.”

“We had always planned to greet you together when all of this was done,” Karl added, though his monster made a gagging gesture behind him despite proving his “honesty”, “A reunion of sorts, to give you whatever closure you needed.”

“We can tell you anything you want to know.” Julius said as gently as he could, but Caspian didn’t look like he wanted to hear anything.

Unlike his pet.

“You all knew that woman. Deidre Ryan,” Phineas said as it looked at each member of Holstrum’s circle. “Tell me: Did Nea overreact? Was she ever a threat to Caspian?”

Carrie and Renee shared a glare, and Karl kept looking at Phineas like he was starting to see through it.

“Would “terminating the project” have done anything to Caspian?” Phineas asked with a sharper edge to their tone. Its eyes would flick to the monsters it assigned to each of them, but those were as silent as their humans were.

“Terminating was never an option-”

“That’s not what I fucking asked!” Phineas snapped, and Caspian nearly reached for them, but stopped himself. “Tell me: If Nea hadn’t done anything, would everyone be okay right now? Caspian, Ryan, Laurie, all of us.”

“What does Laurie Lowell have to do with this?”

“She took Nea’s data so I wouldn’t get it back when she broke her, and now she’ll be dead in under a year even if she plays nice.” Phineas spat in spite of itself. “So was Ryan all talk, or we misjudged the parameters, or what?! Did anyone even need to die!?”

Julius stayed quiet and looked to Karl for any signs. It’s not like she had appointments with the man as far as Julius knew, but… Well, Deidre and Julius didn’t always see eye to eye.

Even he wasn’t entirely clear on what she was asking for. They’ve never killed for this mission. 

It’d be missing the point. This was to reduce the amount of UIs they’d need to make to even try catching up to a mind like Steve’s. The closest they came to it, was giving Caspian the ability to safely upload in a way Stephen couldn’t.

To let him be among the options for “one flawless UI”, as Stephen intended himself to be.

His friend couldn’t have trusted anyone else to do it. But Caspian wasn’t that jaded just yet.

“Which would you rather it be?” Karl asked carefully. “Are you looking for us to validate what happened, make your “Nea” a martyr who did what any of you would have? Or do you want to be told she was wrong, so you can treat killing as something you all need to avoid?”

“I’d like the truth.”

“The truth is, Deidre’s not here to answer you.” Karl said as he shook his head at it in his infuriatingly patronizing way. “Nobody knows her thoughts and feelings better than she did. Nobody else can be expected to know these things. We can’t even be sure if she meant everything you heard her say, or if she’d change her mind with a bit more time.”

“Right,” Phineas said softly to itself in defeat. “When you’re gone, you just disappear.” It looked at Caspain with a look like it understood something better now, and put a hand on the arm of the machine that put all of this into motion. 

Caspian’s watch flashed and he read it aloud. “Acid Mist”

“Hey, what are you having that thing do?!” Renee asked in a panic and nearly slapped Karl as he motioned for her to keep her distance, trying to stifle his own fears as much as he could.

When it opened their mouth a green gas escaped from it like a drag of cigrette smoke, made even more unsettling by the lighting. But when it made contact with the metal the damage stayed surface level.

Undeterred Phineas yanked the arm off with a sharp tug, twisted it to be nearly connecting, and used the mist again before forcing the ends together. After the initial melt, the mist would dissipate and the material went back to mostly normal, leaving them with a result like a welding.

“Glad to know it’s not completely useless,” Phineas said to themselves as they tested the bond and seemed satisfied enough with it. “Looks like it’ll do for metalwork or some torture tricks.”

Tossing their test scrap aside they looked for a confirming nod from Caspian as they began to tear it apart bare-handed like it was a kid tearing open presents on Christmas. Faster than a human would have been able to manage with a sledgehammer and a bad temper too.

“What are you doing?!” Renee shouted again as she watched Steve’s work mangled before their eyes while Karl looked frozen and Cary was lost.

“Making sure I get what I want. Phin, make sure your side gets all of this.” Caspian ordered, and looked at the four remaining members of Holstrum’s circle. “Nobody in this room will ever be allowed to live as an Uploaded Intelligence. I don’t care if it becomes “inevitable” or what: Your bullshit can’t be trusted to maintain itself long term without people on the outside.” 

“You want to push the world to be on the cloud for the “planet’s” sake? Put your money where your mouth is as its maintenance crew. You’ll all live and die like people, as nature intended, or every digital monster gets a free pass to hunt you for fucking sport the second you upload.”

Every eye on him looked at him in silent horror. 

“Everyone, except you?” Phineas asked in a gentle attempt to argue his point, in a way that felt achingly familiar.

“You know that’s not what I said, Phin. I’m staying where I am, as I am.”

Phineas went quiet but gave a soft somber nod.

“You don’t have to though,” Caspian added as he looked at them with a type of pity. “This is about keeping humans involved in “human” survival.”

“And I’m not.” Phineas echoed with something like… envy?

Maybe the grass is always greener.

“I don’t want you going nuts over not being able to keep it together all by yourself if or when it all falls to pieces. Our problems shouldn’t force you to do something you don’t want to.”

Because that’s what we did to him.

“Okay. But if you change your mind, we’ll respect that too.” The old monster said somberly, but Caspian just gave something like a growl from the back of his throat.

“Can we please just go home?” Phineas asked as it looked at the pile of scrap it left behind. “Everything else you need can be done there, right?”

Caspian sighed to himself. “Right. Right…” He looked at the elder after glaring at every human in the room like he hoped to every deity Steve never believed in that he’d never have to see any of them again. “If I scrap this place, is there somewhere else you all can go?”

“Don’t worry about us, young master, I’ll make sure everyone’s safe. Whatever you choose.”

“Then... Yeah. Yeah, let’s just go.” Caspian told it like it he shrugging off a heavy weight.

Karl and Cary left not too long after, and with the monsters gone that left only Renee and Julius to wonder when everything went so terribly wrong.

“He promised us he’d be back,” Renee said bitterly. And he had.

But Julius didn’t remind her that could have just been the tumors talking. Stephen’s end hadn’t been pretty. He’d been losing words, mobility, and maybe even his sight on his right side.

Steve had been working at his computer with a single non-dominant hand, on a specifically marked file in case what he was doing amounted to gibberish to let him feel he had a purpose.

None of them liked to linger on his best friend’s last days.

Reminding her of the truth of it could risk losing her as an asset.

Her desperation might have been even worse than his own, but her passion and focus made her irreplaceable for this project. Someone else might have wavered, like Cary.

Even if her dream’s even more hopeless or twisted than his own, it mean he wasn’t alone. Cary was too genuine for a job like this, even if he knows that their goals are well worth all of this.

Karl didn’t have half as much of a personal stake in this. His loyalty was to see the experiment play out, given how much of this would ruin him if it made the light of day. Deidre’s was similarly professional at the end of the day, which was where her self-preservation came back to bite her.

“How do we know this isn’t what he meant?” Julius asked carefully.

“This isn’t what he’d want,” Renee answered with the glare he expected. That he was hoping for.

Because she was right; This isn’t what Stephen Holstrum had wanted for them.

But this was what Caspian Keyes was going to make happen.

They’ll just have to figure out how to live with it or help the boy come back around.

Chapter 27: Lost at :C

Summary:

Arun Prasad considers what's happened to his life. He gets a bit more insight into the "how" but not the "why".

Notes:

It felt a bit weird to let Samael save the Prasad family only to just ignore them, so here we are. If anything here feels weird or out of place let me know how I might fix it and hope you enjoy!

Chapter Text

He knew his Amma meant well, but all this trip had done so far was show how much things changed. That they couldn’t go back to how things were. Not since Abba… went missing.

Arun checked the reports far too often to think anything else. If his father had been in that building there would have been something left. Bone or scraps of his watch or anything.

His father was many things. Most weren’t even as great as he liked to appear for the press. But he wasn’t one to just… disappear. Even in death, he should be easy enough to find.

Sources of platinum in their home were limited to worn jewelry and that certainly counted. Not a chance it could have been stolen, even if it was after the flames died down.

Something saved him the night of the fire. His sister swore it had been an angel, a human with a halo of light and feathered wings, like from the bible. She believed it enough she wouldn’t even join them at temple anymore.

He couldn’t remember what it looked like, but he knew if it hadn’t been there, he would have died.

Arun remembered swimming. Even if his grades suffered, sport would see him through. He enjoyed it for the peace it brought him, his father humored it for boosting college applications. Scholarships would have been a plus, but their family didn’t need them the way Abba had.

He had been swimming that night too, oblivious to the chaos stirring. It wasn’t until the roof closed on him that he had any idea he was in for more trouble than some scolding for his math grades. He… couldn’t handle closed spaces anymore.

He had been so sure he was going to drown in his panic that night. The feeling’s still there the second he floats in water these days. If a day’s too humid it’s like he’s drowning on land too. That warm wet heat feels too much like death.

Amma had been so sure the beach would be peaceful. It’s certainly beautiful, and nothing can smother him. But even here, death felt too close when his feet left the sand.

His toes dug deeper into the dune as he looked out at the sun setting behind the sea.

“You look homesick,” a childish voice came from further down. Some dorky brat with a pink coral helmet that was buried up to their neck in the sand was looking up at him curiously. “You okay?”

“Are you?” The teen asked back, brows raised as he took in how empty this stretch of beach was. “Where’s your family?”

The sand shrugged. “Shelly wanted to go deeper in, and they aren’t really “family” anyway. I’ve got Nohbodi, that’s good enough for me!” They pulled a long sleeve from the sand to grab the wind-up clownfish from their hat. “See?”

“Nobody?”

“I tried “Nemo” but even the grown-ups didn’t get the joke. Thought it was from “Disney”.” The little… girl? Grumbled to herself scornfully. “Ain’t got no culture these days.”

Big talk for a kid who couldn’t be older than 8.

“You shouldn’t be out here alone,” Arun told the kid. “It’s getting late.”

“I’m fine. Oh!” She turned her head to look at him better, looking like she solved a tricky puzzle. “I’m not stuck or anything! Ya’ see, folks kept acting funny about how I looked, so I fixed it! I get to enjoy the comfy-squishy, and the normies leave me alone.”

“You could have just taken off the helmet.”

“Nuh-uh!” She shook her head, and it was a good thing she had taken her toy out of it or it would have been a flying fish. “I’m not some lil’ Puyoyo anymore!”

He didn’t know what that word was supposed to be. She mostly spoke English, but maybe she’s a different sort of foreigner.

“Where’s your family? Are they in the ocean too?”

Arun pointed a thumb over his shoulder to where he could hear his sister’s so-called therapy dog yapping up a storm. “Nah, they’re enjoying the tide pools.”

“Sure you don’t want to be with them?” She asked him. “You don’t look happy here.”

“It feels better over here. I… Lost some family recently. Amma doesn’t seem to get that I can’t really swim like I used to.”

“Oh, I get that. Puyoyo was a better swimmer, now it’s easier for Sango to stick to the shallows.” The odd girl looked to the horizon, “I didn’t know how different oceans can be. It’s not like home at all.”

“Are you “Sango”?” Arun figured a name might be why it was so strange to him. She’s not lapsing on words otherwise.

“Coral! Coral Sango and Nohbodi Sango! And you are?” She smiled up at him, but her mouth didn’t look right.

Maybe that’s why she refused to take off the helmet? Deformities or scars can definitely make strangers uncomfortable.

“Arun. Arun Prasad.” He offered her a handshake but she stared at the hand skeptically.

“Nuh-uh. I know this trick. You look like you want to a greet-shakey, but then you yoink me out and scream like a dumb-dumb!” She waggled her sleeve like she was shaking a finger at him and tried to cross it with the arm still under the sand. “I ain’t falling for that again!” She declared with her nose as high as the sand would let her.

“A dum-dum?” Arun repeated.

“If you’re gonna be mean, you’d gotta be a dummy.” Amber eyes hid from sight as Coral nodded her assessment.

“You get bullied a lot?” He asked the squirt.

The sand shrugged again, and the sand behind her shifted. Maybe she had been lying down on her front? That can’t be good for her neck.

“Less here than home, but doesn’t mean I can’t miss it.” Coral fiddled with her friend and started bobbing its face at him like it was Nohbodi’s turn to talk as she put on a gruffer voice. “Your homesick looks complicated too, ain’t it?”

His mouth was dryer than he expected. This tomboy was pretty quick. He nodded.

“I… Can’t believe he’s gone, but everyone else thinks so. I know he wasn’t a great guy, but he was a good dad. He looked out for us and wanted me and my sister to be able to stand without him. But I-” Arun’s words kept catching in his throat, but this last lump was too much.

His eyes were burning but the last thing he wanted was to cry in front of some dumb kid. He wasn’t just sad, but he was angry at enough things without adding himself to the list.

Coral pointed her sleeve at him and squirted salt water at his face, making him sputter to keep the salt off his tongue.

“Ooospie.” She said without meaning it. “Finger slipped, now your face is all wet and I made your eyes all stingy. My bad~” Coral’s eyes were gentle as she gave her own face a squirt. “There, now we’re both drippy.”

He nearly snapped at her confession, but the shout came out closer to a laugh. A wet broken thing. Even a kid was trying to cheer him up and give him excuses.

He’d do something similar to his sister when they were younger. To give her an out when she needed to do something dumb.

“My sister said an angel saved us. I don’t think he was bad enough to be left behind.”

Coral’s eyes looked older when she looked back at him. “How many wings did it have?”

That’s… too specific. The goosebumps on his skin had nothing to do with the water.

His sister never gave a number. But he remembered bits of feathers and leather, like a bat.

A shadow against the raging flames that he couldn’t call human. It was too large, there were too many limbs to be anything natural.

“More than six.” He said in a trance, trying to remember something clearer but it was dripping through his fingers. The flames were too bright, the figure too dark and bizarre.

“Lucemon have twelve,” Nohbodi said with a voice deeper than what Coral had given it as its catlike mouth opened. “It could have been them.”

Arun blinked at the wind-up fish and desperately tried to remember what exactly he ate earlier and if he forgot any hints today’s been a dream. Coral giggled at how his eyes widened and face scrunched in the effort.

“Warned you you’d be a dum-dum.” She teased as she stood up, significantly shorter than he expected.

Those weren’t sleeves, and that shifting behind her hadn’t been her body. It was a tail. Stubby blue legs waddled closer to the tide, long rubbery arms with hands between something leech mouths and flowers with six petal-like “fingers” dragging behind her. 

Her eyes were sad despite the grin she forced with her shark-like teeth. “Don’t worry about it, we’re used to it. It’s not like we’re alone either. That “angel” is probably like me too.”

Arun felt lost. Way too lost for words.

“We’re not monsters.” She offered, guessing at what he couldn’t find. “Others may not mind being called that, but I do.”

“If… If I was saved by “something like you”, do you know what happened to my dad? Ajit Prasad.”

Coral tilted her body so far that one leg nearly left the ground, given her lack of neck. She righted herself with a twirl. “Dunno. If a Luce’ brought them to our side, to hide him if something wanted him hurt, he could be fine.”

Nohbodi “swam” through the coral on her helmet in thought. “Not a popular guy though. Word on the waves is he did something nasty to a “Chanda” and the many-man, made "Courage" more of the "rage" part.”

Abba’s mentioned him before, an employee named Chanda. Arun largely tuned it out, but he had invested a lot in the guy. Enough to throw “Vinod’s” schooltime successes in Arun’s face when he didn’t live up to expectations. Like that had ever been fair, even before the guy had gone missing. It wasn't for long if that story had been genuine, the guy's been seen with a kid since then or something.

His mother might know more. Like what he would have “done” to his favorite investment that could make things like this take negative notice.

“And that’s if neither of them got to him first.” Coral agreed with concern. “I can ask around, see if anyone has a better idea. Deep Savers are pretty out of the social loops, but secrets are our bread and butter. Nobody’s better at finding or hiding things than us! That’s a Coral guarantee!”

“What are you?”

Coral shrugged, the floppy motion making her lack of bones eerily apparent. “Folk’s have said we’re like fancy programs but I’m not sure I buy that. When was the last time you heard of a digital ANYTHING playing nice with water, right? But if a name ends in “Mon”, like “Digimon”, it’s probably one of us, but since it's everywhere I just skip it.”

“Like… Sangomon?”

The creature pulled a sour face and used the leech-like mouth on her “hand” to squirt him again. “I mean it, don’t call me that. If I can’t be “Coral” then “Kemonogami”, or like...” Her purple tongue clicked looking for the word, “A “ghost”, I can live with. Never anything to do with monsters!”

That long thing was Japanese if he caught the “no gami” right. Abba’s said they’ve been doing their own tech in too much isolation to be considered a rival these days. Did he underestimate them too much? Have they been dipping in loan words to cover their tracks?

What had his father done to deserve what happened to him? What nearly happened to them?

Off the shore, a green anemone broke the surface, and to his horror, a lizard-like pink head followed as it glared at him.

“Huh?” Coral muttered to herself, and Nohbodi followed it with whatever thought struck her. “It’s not like Shellmon to care about humans. Did it catch another scent?”

Arun stayed frozen in place, vaguely aware that Smita’s barking had stopped and while he coudln’t hear his mother or sister, there was the sound of something rushing across the sand.

A misshaped blocky mouth opened and a torrent of water erupted from it like a firehouse, but still he couldn’t move a muscle in shock.

“Hey! You’re being rude! Stop that!” Coral shouted at their not-family and tried to hop into the way helmet first, but something small and brighter than the sands had beaten her to it.

He hadn’t been impressed at all by Smita when his sister had shown them off, little PTSD vest and all. His mother had accepted the addition easily, especially with how its care had helped his sister brave the outside again. But he’d always figured that “helper” dogs had to be bigger than the average house cat at a minimum. Smita was built more like a puppy at best, despite how well-trained it was in terms of bringing around objects or people as needed, catching flashbacks, or predicting and mitigating triggers.

And here that tiny golden mutt was tanking a collum of water nearly as wide as Arun was tall without being sent flying or worse like physics demanded.

It shook off the excess water so quickly that it looked more like a flailing stress ball than a dog, before giving a long, high-pitched yip at the aggressor it caught.

Smita was not normally a stupid dog, by anyone’s standards, but especially not by dog standards. But there it was readying for a fight with a sea monster, and completely ignoring the blue and pink creature that it had interrupted.

The monster in the ocean tremored at the sound but brought a limb out that looked more like a hand than a paw like it was going to come closer, despite Coral’s many objections.

Smita’s fur raised as it growled back in response, and the etchings on the gold metal collar he had been sure was one of his sister’s more unsafe style choices for the little pup started to glow. The ring expanded like magic, like a halo encompassing the small dog, and Smita began to grow.

Not in any way a dog should, not even a fictional red one. As the halo began to warp and twist into a mane of drill-like spikes, the dog’s paws steamed with gold clouds, and it wasn’t until purple claws forced their way through them that Arun realized that it was all fur.

Where Smita had barely had any tail worth mentioning before, a long horse-like flowing gold one grew, and the pup’s floppy ears that he had assumed spoke of some lab-based heritage were cat-like now. So was the short round muzzle that looked back at him, as if it was checking to make sure he was still safe.

Smita’s eyes had been weirdly green before, but this things’ were red as a sunset. Their teeth had never been so big, but neither had they. This thing was bigger than a lion.

And it grinned at him like it just got to let him in on the world’s funniest joke. It looked him over to make sure he was unharmed before it turned back to give a full roar at the sea monster.

Definitely more like a lion than a dog.

Shellmon raised itself, enough to see the mountain of a shell it was named for, before sinking back down to its eyes and making a massive wave start rolling their way. Tall enough it might get far enough inland to drag all three of them out to open water.

Arun picked up the small living reef and tried to gauge if he could get out of range fast enough for it to matter as a deep voice chanted “Tiida Ija”.

With a start Arun realized that was Smita who said it, as each spike of its mane shone like sunlight glinted off of them before the points of light tilted, cutting through the wave to break down its force so it would harmlessly come to shore a bit farther than it should have.

Shellmon covered its eyes with a deep groan and settled under the water, as it had hidden before.

“Hey! You can put us down, Shelly got the message!” Coral complained as she tried squirming herself free, which felt a bit too much like wiggling worms for his comfort so he let her land with a plop. They turned to Smita with a point quick enough to make her limb give a sharp thwap. “You musta been what they smelled! Tell ‘em you’re sorry!”

“It attacked my friend’s sibling.” The lion-thing gave with a cold deep tone.

“You spooked ‘em! We’re not used to finding folks like you out here!”

Smita gave a snort. “I was one of the first ones to brave this side. Before I was strong enough to even have a human.”

“You had a choice?” Coral asked with her helmet making her squinting one eye nearly hide it completely in shadow. With a blink to the side they shook their head and leaned far back on her round feet in place of a neck she couldn’t crane. “You "have" a human?!”

Smita sat patiently like a regal statue as it looked down at Arun with a smug smirk.

Smita could talk. Smita was smart enough to talk!

… The same Smita he’s caught drinking out of the toilet. The same Smita who only managed that after being scared into a yapping mess by the motion-activated lid. And has eaten his shoes!

Smita must have been able to guess where his brain went from his face as the smirk sagged into a sour pout. “You don’t judge me, I don’t go after your nice shoes or bring your mother your shame-papers when we get back home.”

Arun quietly nodded along to this bit of blackmail. Glancing from the sand to eyes as red as the sun setting on them he nervously asked, “Did… You have anything to do with the fire?”

Smita looked at him sadly and used its long tail to bring him into a hug. Its fur was warm like it’d be lazing about in the sun all day, but with how it glowed before that might be its natural temperature. It was... strangely nice, despite the dog smell.

“I didn’t. I’m sorry,” Its voice rumbled next to his head and the spikes behind his head tilted down as it addressed Coral. “Thank you for keeping an eye on Arun for me. He’s a good boy.”

“No thankies, it was a good talk!” Coral chimed back. “And I can see what Nohbodi can find for ya’! If that's okie-dokie? I can find you with your name, right?”

Arun fought his way out of the densely layered coat enough to give the squishy blue critter a nod and she gave a childish cheer as she started waddling her way back to the sea. “And I’ll tell Shelly you’re sorry for you, Mr. Shisa!” She called back as she went.

Arun looked back up at his sister’s “dog” again as he worried how exactly she’d manage to keep said dog. ‘Cause, it’s not fitting on the plane home.

“You don’t need to worry about me, for anything, or about calling me anything.” Smita told him with a gentle smile before it grew into something more mischievous. “Except that I’m also a good boy.” It kept bringing itself closer until it took up his entire field of vision. “I. Am. Not. A. Girl.”

Arun pursued his lips as he recalled the vet visit which very explicitly ruled out being a “he” from that table, which had left with “girl”, but nodded with a tight grimace.

“No funny faces, I am the goodest boy you know.” It maintained seriously with a (relatively) small pout.

“Boys kinda… have, uh… You know.” Arun tried to shrug this all away. “That’s why the vet said…”

“And you would have me present your family with such… vulgarity? Constantly? Would you have me wear trousers, like you do?” Smita asked with a slight snarl as it-his tusks emphasized his disgust and stomped a whispy paw. “Absolutely not! I know for a fact that I am lacking in all of that sort of unsightly anatomy.”

Smita’s spines glowed again until the light blinded Arun and left the golden pup he was used to in his place. He found the discarded working vest quickly, pulled the solid gold ring off by squishing his apparently boneless head right through it, and squeezed the closed vest back on before returning the ring the same way it had been removed. 

“Just look at me!” He declared with a boyish sass and bounced onto his hind paws to use his forepaws to show off the rest of him before cupping either side of his round face. “How could anyone suggest ruining something this cute in the name of “accuracy”.” The front bits of his paws squished like he was trying some scornful air quotes before he settled back on all fours and rubbed against Arun’s leg like a cat. The solid ring that had concerned him some before seemed a lot less dangerous now as Smita's tag jingled on it.

“I… Okay.” Arun managed with a breath, “Good… Boy.”

Smita beamed up at him with a glint he didn’t trust in the pup’s green eyes, but any teasing it had thought of disappeared when he caught a scent in the air and took off more like a bouncing rubber ball on a mission than a dog giving chase.

Arun saw it take a leap right into his sister’s waiting arms and start talking to her excitedly as it pointed to him with a paw. Her joy froze in fear as she looked at her brother like he’d ever do anything to take this away from her without having a good reason for it. 

He waved back to her with a grin as he started heading up the dunes. Amma must still be at the pools, too far back for him to see. That seemed to give his sister some comfort as her smile came back. Still heavier than either of them could grin since their lives burned down, but closer to "normal".

Her growing distance from him and Amma wasn’t some gulf he’d have to risk drowning to swim across. This was a sandbar he could use if he was careful. Maybe enough to help keep the three close enough to keep each other supported through this.

Arun didn’t know a lot of things, but this felt like a start.

Chapter 28: Writing the Scales

Summary:

Caspian takes a pit stop on the way home and finds some new variables.

Chapter Text

“Are you sure you didn’t want to swing by the old place?” Phineas asked as they watched the scenery go by the bus window so closely Caspian wondered if they were trying to go through the glass.

“What’d be the point?” He asked with a shrug. “I have my stuff. Sacramento had an airport, we didn’t need to waste any more time or resources on going that far south.”

“You knew who you wouldn’t see there, ‘cause we left first,” Phin said with a small pout. “Won’t be able to say that as easily if you just wanna give it a look-see later. Or stop at the comic shop, or the Denny’s.”

Benny’s, Phin. You can find a Denny's anywhere, and legally they're not the same thing.” He corrected with a melancholic smirk, “It’s fine, Phin.” Caspian insisted as his face dropped, and Phin scowled like that read to them as a lie.

As if he knew how he felt about any of his old life well enough for anything to be “honest” beyond being pissed and miserable about it.

The bus made another stop near a strip mall, still too far from where they’d transfer next because using Phineas as transport made him feel guilty. But one of the storefronts caught Phin’s eye, and what’s the point of taking the scenic route if they didn’t indulge a bit?

“What is it, some kind of cafe?” Caspian asked and Phin gave a nod.

“Kinda, if it is what I think it is? But more like the ones attached to bookstores, with cubicles and computers you can work out of.” They said with a concerned but curious look as they beelined to the blue bee mascot. “Wasn’t expecting to see a net cafe stateside.”

“So it’s meant to read like “HUD”ie?”

“No, Hudie’s Chinese for “Butterfly”, like the mascot. The owner’s always had a thing for them, like her big brother and his dragons.” Phin gave half a shrug and Caspian looked up at the cartoon critter with its clearly striped stinger in doubt. 

Phineas must have misunderstood his bemused look and let a hand rest on one of the mascots inside. “This isn’t quite how I remember it looking though. It was more like this-” The wall under their hand began to glitch, exposing a flipped angrier looking variant dressed like a mail-bug.

“Hey! Don’t vandalize their stuff,” He scolded, but as soon as Phin’s hand broke contact the original design returned without a scratch.

“Welcome to Hudie! I’m Yuri, have you been with us before? Need me to explain anything?” A girl with glasses and long brown hair at the front asked with a chipper-practiced grin.

A far cry from the ghostly masked bipedal dragon scowling at them from its spot next to the soda fountains helping separate the “Cafe” part of this place from where the computers were sectioned off.

Caspian looked more at the food options than the booth prices to keep his distance from their digital bouncer but Phin wouldn’t stop staring at the poor girl at the register so he made an excuse to pull the spider aside. “I know you said you could be “flirty” but leave anyone who’s on the clock out of it. They’re paid to be polite and help you, don’t abuse it and make things weird.”

“It’s not like that!” Phin sputtered in surprise and shoved past him after making sure they were alone. “You’re Shakkomon, right? What’s with the glasses, are they from your boy?”

“Yuri” blinked in surprise at the two of them before her work face came back in full force. “Oooh, it’s you! Sorry, you can use one of our private rooms on the house for today if you’d like.” Glancing to her companion she silently urged it to back off, which it did not appreciate but obeyed.

“A Cyberdramon for the cyber cafe.” Phineas teased as they approached it too, “Is Hudiemon running this joint again herself, or is it more your “thing” for old time’s sake?”

“We’re just seeing what works right now,” Yuri said with a customer-service strained grin. “Like, we’ve noticed there’s more of an interest in the “cafe” side of things here than there was back in Ikebukuro, so we’re trying to accommodate that better. Would you like to try our omurice?”

“Do you have curry buns?” Phin asked with their eyes narrowed like a challenge, which the “girl” accepted, “Yeees, then both of those! And hot chocolate!”

“You sure you want to eat here?” Caspian asked.

“Giving their VR a spin might be a good idea if you’d like some help with “finances” but don’t want to bother David or Laurie.” Phineas said with a coy glance as they plucked a comic off one of the shelves as they followed the Cyberdramon’s directions to the room next to one labeled “VIP”. “Pretty sure somebody owes us a favor,” they added with some vicious glee. 

“A digital somebody you mean?” Caspian asked but all Phin replied with was a happy approving hum and a sharp-toothed grin.

Caspian swallowed his nerves, preferring to look around the room. Dark and fairly bare bones, a mattress of sorts large enough for sleeping on the far side with a 2D monitor in front of it and a VR treadmill on the other. A haptic vest, gloves, and headset hung on the wall beside him.

If he tried that soul thing again, maybe he could skip the haptics and still see his digivice if he needed it. Giving it a try the basic avatar the headset gave him was little better than Rayman, but when he clenched a fist like he could hit someone it filled in to match what David made him.

“Will you be with me, or keeping watch out here?” He asked to what looked to him like an empty version of the room they were renting.

“They’ll be less weird around you if I don’t come with.” He heard them say, though it was a bit muffled. “Not that I think you’re in any danger here though! Dragon-boy’s old friend may seem like a grouch, but he’s not stupid enough to risk anything happening to a “customer”.”

Caspian gave a nod and accepted the link that appeared in front of him.

The digimon who met him in a room styled after a lavish hindu temple was only a bit shorter than he was. Seeing one fully dressed by human standards was a bit of a surprise too for one that wasn’t that human-like.

The Monkey of the Deva straightened their hat with their tail as they put their hands together for a formal bow.

“... They owe us a favor?” Caspian asked Phineas outside with a stone-faced panic that made the monkey snort. He was pretty sure he heard them stifle a laugh too past his headset.

“From the Mon-key to the Man, Keyes, on behalf of my fellow servant of Baihumon, Caturamon the Dog, We grant our most humble of apologies,” Makuramon said with a soft feminine tone.

“‘Twas his error that granted the ‘mon that harassed you to a human you had quarrel with.” Her fang slightly quivered as her hands clenched with quiet fury. “And someone is too busy finding new cars to chase and bones to bury to do this his doggone self. So I’m here as his… “Pack”.” She said with slight disdain to the side before giving Caspian her full attention. “How may we attempt to repay our folly, Master of Knowledge?”

… The animal puns might be worse than Floramon’s “everything’s a monster” tic.

“... If you’re into finance just to make a Monkey Business pun we’re done here.” He said before he could quite catch himself, and the monkey cackled like a bad muppet and wheezed with wild delight that nearly made him jump.

Stopping her laughter on a dime, and her face going as blank as before she corrected, “No. That’s not my area at all. If they leave me with raw numbers and immutable facts my boredom becomes everyone’s problem. I find messes, make messes, and get stuck cleaning them up either way.”

Her voice stayed even but her words had some spite to them. Was this the one that Phin and Ryudamon had said something about having facial difficulties in human form too?

If so, Phin might need a refresher on just what the “normal limits” of blank human expressions are.

“Sounds like you can have it pretty rough for someone of your status.” Caspian responded in an attempt to be sympathetic in hopes of staying on their good side, “I’m pretty out of my depth with the “promotion” I’ve been given, so I can’t imagine what that’s like.”

“I have been playing Monkey-in-the-middle with Sinduramon and Indramon over which websites fall under their reigns for a MONTH!” The monkey’s voice was seething as her tail kept curling and uncurling around a small crystal ball. “The clucking idiot already has Twitter, but they’re both acting like I should be on his side over TikTok! We’re lucky that colt’s actually interested in something that could be useful for a change, why would I be neigh saying him?!”

Caspian lifted the goggles enough to glare at Phineas with a twitching eye as the puns kept coming but the spider grinned back like they knew full well this flood was coming to him. Hoping he got them back on enough to not be rude, he tried remembering what Maddie had mentioned. “Aren’t you already on Tiktok or something?”

“Yeah! How in the freckled bananas would I be able to enjoy it it I made it my job?” Her shrug as she spoke with her hands gave more of her frustration away than her face did. If anything her blank unfocused eyes when she’d turn her whole head to face him made her look… Blind?

Caspian decided against asking if he was reading that right, to avoid offending them.

“So, is there someone you know that could give me a hand and keep me out of your… fur? I’m trying to find the best way to sell Logorhythms for scrap without endangering the UI they’ve already made or the digimon in their systems.”

“Without short-changing you?” Makuramon asked as she cocked her head.

“And maybe without screwing over any families who don’t deserve it,” Caspian admitted quietly. “There’s a lot of names and backgrounds I’d need to double-check for severances.”

The Monkey nodded to herself with her eyes shut and a slight quirk to her flat mouth, though that could have been from her fang more than a smile. “Yeah, we have someone who adores annoying minutiae like that. I’ll make sure he’s free for some “consultation”,” She opened one eye but it was too blank to really feel like a coy wink, “He’s always eager to balance a tab.”

“Thank you very much… Ma’am?”

Makuramon blinked blankly and showed him what he assumed was the human form Maddie had seen online, a pale bald kid wearing a modernized cloth equivalent to the deva’s armor with a red flat cap that borrowed more from the veil of the monkey’s tower-like hat. 

“I’m a Ma’am?” Their voice seemed more curious than scornful as they flickered between the two forms in thought, but that didn’t make the question less nerve-racking.

“Sorry, if you’d rather I use sir, or literally anything else just tell me, uh, general?”

The monkey hummed to themselves in thought. “I could be a ma’am, couldn’t I? I’ll need to think about that. But first! I’ll see if Oji-Moneybags will see you! Be back in a flash!”

They tossed their palm-sized crystal ball into the air with a flick of their wrist after rolling it up from their tail like a juggler’s trick and it flashed bright enough that Caspian had to look away and they were gone.

… That was still a pun, wasn’t it?

At least they were honest that he wasn’t left waiting for long. But he was less prepared for the temple around him to expand in preparation for its new definitely-not-Makuramon occupant.

They could have mentioned the deva they had in mind was a dragon. Or any warning for how big these things could be. It’s no Nidhoggmon, but the green and gold serpentine beast might have been bigger than what David and Ryudamon had turned into.

“Greetings, Master of Knowledge,” The Dragon’s voice boomed, “I am Majiramon, servant of Azulongmon. I hear you are currently in pursuit of more that is in my expertise.” He said with a bow, long neck bending so it didn’t need to break eye contact with him. “To warn you: I have not had great experiences with tamers in the past. Nor humans who carelessly disrupt the greater financial flow with misapplied knowledge.”

“Then I’m not here as a “Tamer”. I’m here as a CEO, and this is a business deal to help me avoid making a bigger mess of things. I’m looking to take apart Logorhythms, so they can’t hurt anyone else ever again. Do you have any advice on going about that?”

The dragon straightened the upper third of his body as he looked Caspian over with an appraising eye and he wasn’t making the cut. “And what of our people who reside there?”

“I’d like to leave the data center in Norway to them if we could. And I’d leave any UI backups up there out of this too.”

“The shells of machines are one thing, but should the human technologies that help provide for Lord Kim or Lady Lowell act unexpectedly, “maintenance” from us could prove a danger to them,”  Majiramon stated coldly. “Leaving things as they are is the safest route of action, for all involved. You stand to gain no meager profits from a position such as yours.”

“I’m not looking to get money I didn’t do anything to earn, but get born in a shi- as a sick experiment.” Caspian replied angrily, barely catching the curse just in case that would be a problem with “heavenly” servants or generals or whatever they were. “Just like I’d rather not ruin lives just trying to get by and had no way of knowing their company made mine to be ruined.”

The dragon’s eyes softened some at that and the huffed breath from his nose made his mustache swirl like he had combed a claw through it. “I see. If the easiest way to achieve what you seek is the removal of the departments at fault, redistribution of the ignorant to continue the protections the uploaded lives may need, and perhaps returning this company to a private venture, what would you wish to be done with the resources this provides you beyond liquid assets?”

Caspian looked down at his digivice in thought. Logorhythms as a brand would carry more trust than a startup made from its scraps, but why would he need a company? What did he even want to do in his life? 

Does he even like helping people solve their technical problems, or has he just been conditioned to?

That’s a tad unfair. Conditioned or not, he likes feeling like he’s doing something good for someone asking for help. And breaking one machine doesn’t just render the risk of singularity or the world catching fire moot, who knows where the knockoff that uploaded Chanda is or if there are still others.

He can’t just sit on his hands if they still try to render the world a shell of itself to “improve” it. If companies are what gives humans “power”, how could he use it well compared to monsters or uploads who have a much more direct way of changing things, however they want to?

What could he do that someone else in a similar position can’t?

“Give me whatever I need to help normalize your people to mine.” Caspian’s demand sounded a lot more confident to him than he felt. He could only hope that carried across without being an insult.

“That hardly sounds like Logorhythms’ wheelhouse.” The dragon stated with mild amusement.

“New head, new direction. From what I’ve heard, the best shots at integration between worlds have always been long games. Easiest to duplicate would be the ones that had strong bases that unwanted third parties compromised. Shibumi’s and Suedo’s. “Digimon” were concepts nobody questioned, because they were already well known before showing up.”

“As products.” The dragon’s tone made its disappointment overwhelmingly clear. “Tell me, Master Keyes. What is your humanity worth? How would you try to value our own beings?”

“Unfortunately for both of us, I could give you the itemized list of expenses it took to make and raise me. I’m not trying to take your dignity, just giving more ways for Digimon to be known.”

“I am well aware of your situation. And you're not the first to put a price on it.” Majiramon almost sounded pitying, but the hard edge didn’t leave him. “You would still be trying to profit by degrading us as mere children’s playthings.”

“No. Video games that real Digimon could play with humans through. Card games that helped identification and stress your people’s adaptability. Shows that gave insight on what you all treat as real events, to a world that couldn’t have known them otherwise. Toys that could be used as covers for Digimon who got to our side. Mass production of tech that helped you connect.”

“You want to use us to enter the entertainment game on multiple fronts, Monster Maker?” The dragon chuffed a laugh. “If you know Shibumi’s world, you know the fate of those Deva. Hudiemon is a testament to the many failings of Suedo’s and its “hacking programs” as well. What makes you so sure this world’s attempt will fare better?”

“There’s no reason to think Eaters will show up here, right? If you work with me, there won’t be a need for any deletion system that could go haywire on you either. If you have a better idea for giving Digimon a good PR team I’m all ears. I want to help you. How else can I do that?”

“Negotiate with Lord Chanda if you idiots want to share this thought so badly.” Majiramon looked teasing and Caspian felt his stomach drop. “He’s already patented most technology he could glean from us, and a few based on specific applications he’s learned from us that we had no reason to use how he wishes to. He’s been quite adept at learning our higher programming languages.”

Caspian hissed to himself. “Right. Right, of course he did, that was his job.”

Predicting trends and patenting related systems to them before anyone else could. That’s what he did that kept Alliance on top. Even if the guy didn’t have one of his own, having Lucemon check out Reliability's Digivice and thoroughly copy-protect it would’ve been easy enough.

“If I could make a request: I have been informed that I can be… Intimidating.” Shenron the accountant from hell said like it didn’t quite believe these claims. “As such, I was requested to not seek out the bearer of Hope, but instead let her come to me if and when she wishes.”

Caspian was not stupid enough to bluntly say that was the right call.

“I mean… Your titles kinda do that, yeah. If you’re comfortable with kids not treating you with the respect you’ve earned, it can work. But this level of formality is way over our heads, and I hope I haven’t offended you. If you want me to give her a message then sure, I can do that.”

“Logorhythms has a vast outstanding debt to the Kim family, from chips made using pathing Lord Kim designed after his upload. If you wish to claim its riches you must take on its woes.”

“Can you send me the numbers outside of here? Seeing them on a console will make it easier.”

“Of course. And if they continue to refuse what they are well owed I do have a suggestion.”

Caspian felt uncomfortably watched again. Did he phrase it as “continue to refuse” because the Kims hadn’t said a word about money when they wanted to bring David home or was this God, this Deva, all but telling him it’s well aware of how often Ellen’s refused to take his money?

“I’m all ears.”

“Use the funds to permit Lord Kim to live with his family.” Majiramon looked like an amused grandfather when he saw Caspian further wince in confusion. “They have given you reign of their basement, yes?”

“Not loving how you know that, Lord General sir.”

Majiramon made a sound like a chuckle deep in his throat. “I had to ensure the money being used to make it abide by the human’s designated housing standards was being managed as intended. It wouldn’t do to have them scam you, a fellow crest-bearer and valued friend to Us, after all your efforts to more than fairly compensate them for their generosity.”

Yeah, this is terrifying even if they currently consider him a “friend”. Caspian cautiously nodded his understanding despite his heartbeat in his ears and it chuckled again.

“Provide for him servers in that space. Generators for their safety and their comfort. Whatever else would be needed so what little of Lord Kim is tied to physicality can be with those he loves. While that may not be the proper amount, the “emotional investment” should balance this book.”

That would be safer for him in the long run. No risk of the server changing hands or falling victim to some unknown mismanagement. But if something goes wrong that’d be on their shoulders.

If UI could be made less intensive maybe families having a server for them could take the place of household shrine’s to their lost loved ones. Caspian’s not sure how to feel about that thought.

“I’ll talk to them about it before I buy anything. The maintenance costs could be pretty steep, I mean Ellen’s only a teacher. Wouldn’t want this to cause them any more trouble.”

He doesn’t say “and to make sure Ellen won’t kill me for bringing her ex into her home and making her life that much more complicated if she wants to try dating again” but he’s not sure his poker face is that good.

The dragon seemed appeased by that. “Then I will send you the invoice and a link to Lord Chanda’s preferred “office” for further discussion, if you choose to pursue this folly further.”

“If I don’t, who would you prefer Chanda enlist to do it instead? That’s the real reason he’s patented these things, isn’t it?”

Majiramon nearly started a growl, but caught himself before it was little more than a rumble. “Lord Chanda’s mistakes are his own to make, do not take them as an invitation to follow him. My master is growing wary of his intentions, as our fears for you are less than they once were.”

Not comforting.

“Azulongmon’s nearly back up now though, right? It sounds like most of your top dogs are getting there.”

“Your forcible reallocation of our powers did permit many to ascend faster than we could at our full strength. Which would be the larger boon remains to be seen, but it is one that has left you in our higher graces than that of the servants of the King you desecrated to do so.”

So… Any power player that just got back from this “bump” could owe him a favor? Or at least hate his guts less than the knights who also benefited from his… creative power balancing.

Yeah, he’s not sure how much worse the ones who consider him an “enemy” will be than this and he is not looking forward to finding out.

“Glad to know it isn’t just the “weak” ones who benefited from that. And sorry for scaring you?” That sentence feels too surreal to say to a dragon whose claw is bigger than he is.

“We expected curiosity and brilliance, not mercy.” The Dragon said with a softer look. “A dark evolution that didn’t lose its maker's way is unusual, but make no mistakes: Nidhoggmon can’t exist in the peace you seek. Do not entertain the thoughts that permitted their making more than is needed, Master Keyes.”

“I know,” Caspian admitted as much as he wished he didn’t. “It can’t survive long term, and when they show up they need to be put down before they burn out. That won’t happen again. I'm trying to find a better mega for them.”

Majiramon seemed content with that. But Caspian had one last big question.

“Do you really think me “Negotiating” with Chanda will go well?”

The dragon looked puzzled. “Because of his level of experience? I don’t imagine he’d be too offended by your request and he was only an engineer, not a businessman.”

“I mean… You know what happened the night I made Nidhoggmon,” Caspian wasn’t sure if he meant it as a question or statement, but either way he had the dragon intrigued.

The dragon gave a soft snort. “I’m aware Chanda is on nearly the other side of your planet and has been working with our World Weavers, alongside our Sheep to whom he unwittingly empowered in the process. Why would he be involved in this?”

“‘Cause his Lucemon showed up and tried to kill me with his permission?” Caspian answered with more bite than he’d intended. “Maddie wouldn’t be whatever she is now if she hadn’t gotten caught up in the crossfire. And I still don’t know what I can do to get her back to normal.”

The dragon brought his head level with Caspian, and the young man struggled to keep himself from shaking as the smoke as it exhaled made his eyes burn in a way he did not expect to feel.

He wasn’t there. He knew that. This was just a 3D model of himself that David made him. But that doesn’t feel like something a headset should be able to replicate.

… Unless applying “digi-soul” in VR could be a lot worse for him than just letting him touch things. If that makes “touch” a two-way system… He should not be doing this anymore.

“Say that again, boy.” The dragon growled in a way that reminded him of his da- Cary, too much.

“Sami told him my actions were proof I was a threat to UI. Chanda gave permission to attack.”

“And this is what woke the spirit of Valkyrimon?” Majiramon’s tone was too angry to judge if he was asking or putting it together. “My apologies. I had thought she was one of the former Gluttony’s near-casualties, for which we would have been responsible for unleashing.”

“That one didn’t actually get that far. It… Made me see things, with a spell when it was a champion. Like how bad the Reapers and Eaters or… some giant purple dragon that ate the digital world, can be.” Caspian admitted to both the dragon and Phineas. “But that was before I pushed Phin too far, and Rachel’s partner didn’t do anything as an Ultimate. I saw Yggdrasil react to Sami hitting Maddie. Sami framed helping Maddie digivolve as “fixing his mistake”.”

“Did they now?” That hate didn’t leave their verbal gravel. “Ignore the link I gave, Master Keyes. We will need to have our own meeting with Lord Chanda first. This will require the full court.”

Caspian wasn’t about to question or argue anything else.

The old dragon exhaled fire to the decorated ceiling with an exhausted frustration upon stretching to his preferred height. “You will be made aware of our judgment if it is of relevance to you or your goals, young master. I am very grateful to have spoken with you. Chanda will not threaten you like that again; you have my word. And you will have my aid in your endeavors; I will look into which of your pipe dreams stands better odds of success. Be it the company’s destruction or reinvention, I am open to playing a role in it, as either challenge may prove fruitful to me and my Lord.”

“Thank you very much for your time.” Caspian replied like he vaguely remembered a class recommending as a “respectful” sign-off. “I… look forward to working with you?”

The dragon looked down at him like he felt that was a halfway amusing lie but made the space blink out of sight with a snap of his claws.

Caspian pulled off the headset in a rush to make sure the digimon had only kicked him and not broken it, but either way that gives one assurance: Using digisoul like that didn’t make that fatal.

He should still probably not try that again.

“Sounds like it went well~” Phineas chimed as they rocked side to side with their legs crossed like a pretzel.

“You could have told me you were trying to get in touch with A DRAGON!” Caspian snapped and Phineas just cackled back.

“But you should be used to dragons, we deal with Ryudamon all the time!” They managed between laughs. “Who else would a group based on the zodiac be in charge of cash, but the money hoarding dragon?”

“How could I guess that?! The pig could be their banker for all I know!”

That only made Phin laugh louder, “Oh, the Boar is huuuuge, Vikaralmon can double as a city street sweeper! If they manage to fit at all!”

“Are they all this big?!”

“Hmmm, I think Sandiramon’s third biggest after those two, ‘cause the ol’ snake didn’t have too much trouble fitting in subway tunnels. But everybody else is pretty average for Ultimates, like the Monkey’s maybe the second smallest. Now their bosses? They get biiiiiig. Like, “mistake the black turtle for an entire forest” or play “is that just the sky or the blue dragon flying overhead” sorta big.”

“… You’re considered “small” for an Ultimate?” Caspian asked warily as he mentally compared the “small” human-sized monkey to his “fits in larger sized rooms, more or less” partner.

“Oh, definitely! Deva do not do well human-made spaces unless they really want to. Like, that Cyberdramon? He’s definitely compressing some to be more tamer-sized.”

“Great.” Caspian sighed to himself. “Is this all you wanted from here? I’d like to make it back to the Kims before nightfall.”

“I was kinda hoping to see Madam Butterfly in person for a change.” Phineas pouted but gave a “what can you do” shrug, before giving Caspian a worried look. “Why did you need to tell them what happened the other night?”

“‘Cause he didn’t know.” Caspian replied numbly. “They thought Rachel’s partner hurt Maddie. Sami leaving India blindsided him.”

“David and Laurie didn’t tell them?” Phin looked between Caspian and the floor. “Did… They forget? This is part of their jobs! Why would they want to protect him?! We barely know this guy, right?”

“Is it normal for Yggdrasil to keep that to themselves too?” Caspian asked instead. “But if digimon’s higher-ups are used to non-Digimon programs becoming threats, maybe it was to protect themselves.” He felt his hand shaking already. “Did I mess up?”

“Yggdrasil hiding their mistakes is nothing new,” Phineas said like it was a comfort but their eyes stayed cold. “Question would be if any of the current Knights knew and hid it from the Deva.”

“Like what, politicking?”

“Who knows?” Phineas said with a stretch. “We don’t need to tell David we blabbed, it’s not like we were told to be all hush about it.” Phin gave Caspian a side glance as they approached the door, “Chanda’s own fault for trying to hoard designs he didn’t make, yeah? Like kids won’t still be naturally getting their own digivices anyway.” They shrugged a shoulder, “Weirdo.”

“Do you think it’s a dumb idea?” Caspian asked, and they gave him a gentle smile.

“I don’t see the harm in it. We’ve seen weirder happen. Entertainment’s better than nothing.” Phin held the door open for him and jerked their head to it. “But for now, let’s just go home. Maybe see what Maddie’s been up to.”

Caspian gave a half-hearted nod.

Phin’s smile got mean, “Maybe we’ll see if the uniform’s come in yet.”

Caspian tossed them a glare. “Traitor.”

“You’ll need to make sure it fits!”

“Shut up. You’re enjoying this.”

“Think you’ll try taking business classes in college later, or as a “CEO” will that be a bad look?” Phineas went on with a grin nearly as wide as they’d have with their monster face.

He took a swipe at their bun but otherwise focused on checking the bus times to see how bad the wait will be. They still should reach the Kims before the day was up.

Hopefully, that could help things get back to some sort of "normal" again.

Chapter 29: Consoultation

Summary:

Maddie tries her hand at getting "death" fixed.

Notes:

Sorry this chapter's so late, it really wasn't agreeing with me but hopefully it manages all it needs to. If there are any big errors or points of confusion please let me know and I hope you enjoy!

Chapter Text

Maddie stared at the link Erika had sent her with some trepidation. Jumping to it, or through it, or however this should work shouldn’t be any different than going into RoW.

“Would you like me to scout ahead?” Ryudamon looked between her and her screen with mild appraisal. No worry or concern.

“No, I think I’ve got it. But Clockmon’s a champion, right?”

“Nothing you couldn’t handle if he gets snippy.” Ryudamon agreed with an air of amusement.

“Not what I meant! But,me being out of his weight class isn’t going to be a problem, is it?”

Ryudamon shook his head, “Absolutely not, and Lady Hudiemon wouldn’t have needed to see them from a stronger position to know that either. As long as you grant them your permission, they should be fine.”

Maddie took a deep breath and reached her hand forward, but the rush of the “jump” left her in an empty white void that took her off-guard, like the space Laurie’s link had taken them to when she asked for help.

And a rabbit easily twice Valkyrimon’s size tapping its foot like a parent who caught their kid trying to slip out of their room after bedtime. The three horned bunny was trying to glare at her with its arms crossed, but it’s mouth kept quirking like it wanted to smile too much for that to have been as dangerous looking as it could have been.

“You shouldn’t go around using links recklessly,” Andiramon scolded and her eye twitched from the effort of trying to look stern.

Probably because Maddie still looked like Maddie, if what’s she’s heard about the Deva were right. She held her hands behind her back and swung herself side to side in an effort to see how far a “cute” appeal could get her.

“I wasn’t, it was from a friend. Why shouldn’t I trust Erika?”

Andiramon’s face was twitching from  trying to keep from pouting, so even if was working she probably gave the game away already. “You shouldn’t go jumping into the open net based on somewhere you’ve never been before. Use a set digital location you trust as your starting point”

“Oh not this again,” Erika said with a drawl as a blue glow appeared behind the rabbit. “Her permissions are cleared, my status can’t be faked, and you have better things to do!”

“No I don’t.” The rabbit said a bit too quick for a digimon who supposedly had a job. She blinked before recognizing that and mildly back tracked with a glance back to Maddie, “Maintaing the safety of a tamer is currently a high priority for us. I had to check on her.”

Erika’s human form raised a brow skeptically and the rabbit hid a swallow. “No ulterior motives, I’m sure.”

“... There’s nothing wrong with wanting to meet a tamer in person.” Andiramon replied as she tried not to look directly at Erika for long. Her thumb ran along the slide of her finger like she was trying to soothe herself or sate an urge. “I wanted to make sure I wasn’t the last to, is all.”

Was this why Ginger would bolt sometimes when Maddie just really wanted to pet him, even before she got anywhere near him?

“If I let you pat my head or something can I just use the link?” Maddie asked with a look that she hoped wasn’t judging them too harshly. It’s not like elephants and stuff don’t do the same thing.

“Of course not, that’s wrong!” The rabbit snapped with an appalled squeak. “Physical contact is never to be coerced! Requests are one thing, but never as an unbalanced exchange.”

“... Could it be mutual head pats?” Maddie tried instead as she caught the rabbit’s ear twitch. Erika gave her an unimpressed look. “What?! She’s a giant bunny! They need to be pet.”

“That has no bearing on the issue of poor internet safety and proper methods of travel within the network.” Andiramon scolded. “I’m working.”

“Is that a “maybe later”? Maddie asked with a hopeful grin and the rabbit’s eyes narrowed before giving a slight nod.

“... We’ve finished checking the link now, so you both may go on ahead.” Andiramon bowed their head deeper like a short apology. “Give Clockmon my regards and ask him to use better protections next time he wants to arrange something like this. It’ll help keep him safe too.”

“Finally,” Erika rolled her eyes as she led the way to the intended gate. “Angoramon’s fluffier anyway.”

“Try petting a Lamortmon and get back to me, there’s more to being soft than looking poofy.” Andiramon retorted and stuck her tongue out a little at the jab, revealing a pair of buck teeth.

Maddie chuckled at how sharply their tone turned which made them smile with the bleep.

Ryudamon was already standing beside a hooded man connected to a walking clock with a crack in its face that exposed an organic red eye. If it wasn’t for the wind up key in his back turning in time with how the minute hand on the clock twitched like there was an invisible second hand stuck failing to get past twelve she would have thought he was just riding it.

“So, this’s the kid?” The humanoid upper half asked despite how his lips had been sewn. Seeing Maddie flinch at how the threads stretched he gave a cruel smile as he laughed. “First time?”

“She’s seen your style of monster before,” Ryudamon corrected him with a scolding glare. “A Ghostmon and a Wizardmon.”

“Yeah, but doesn’t that hurt at all?” Maddie asked as she wasn’t sure if she should be addressing either “face” or focus on the cog helping show where they transitioned instead.

“Does stretching your fingers to your limits “hurt”?” The Clockmon grinned with a disbeliving shake of his head. “Humans are too soft for your own good, aren’t ya?”

“Depends on who you ask,” Erika replied which got the Clockmon to look more serious. 

“So how far do you want me to take the Madimon?” Clockmon asked as the eye behind the watchface kept looking her over.

“To her human state, before it was injured from the incident almost a week ago. Don’t worry about causing memory loss, that’ll be my job if it comes up.” Erika stated with a look to Maddie asking if there was anything she wanted to add.

Beyond asking how he heard about Floramon’s nickname for her, there wasn’t much else Maddie felt she needed to say.

Maddie kept as still as she could, flinching with her eyes shut tight as the Clockmon made a counter-clockwise circle with his clock hammer in front of her like it was a magic staff. Her body felt kinda like it did when she jumped online, the element of being unwound felt the same.

She felt herself shrinking, and when it stopped she heard Hudiemon squeak, which wasn’t comforting. Risking opening one eye the Clockmon was a lot taller than her now and was looking down at her like he was stumped.

“Well, I caught it before it left ya a Pinamon, but this ain’t much better issit?” The watchmen asked like it was a joke and Erika gave him a dirty look.

Feeling something on her forehead Maddie tried to brush it aside as she’d done countless times before with her hair, but seeing three long black talons made her pause. She cautiously flexed them, as much as she could with how little they had in common with her human hands, and poked at the red feathery palm they connected to.

Her claws weren’t terribly sharp. She still had “wrists” as she rolled one experimentally. Looking at her feet they were definitely a bird’s, three toes in front and nothing on the back, so they’d be pretty terrible at grasping anything. Some motion as she looked back made her aware of a red feathery tail that she had to catch herself to keep from circling like a dog to get a better look.

“How are you feeling, mistress Maddie?” Ryudamon asked with some concern, and facing him let her catch a brown eyed bird’s reflection in his black lacquer armor. Her reflection, she realized as the bird’s face scrunched in worry.

It had facial muscles to scrunch, under the white feathers of its head. The rest of her feathers were red, and the pressure on her head was a belt holding a gold feather. She grimaced to herself and the jagged beak accommodated that expression too.

“What am I?” She squawked before she lost all her wits to the panic she felt bubbling over.

“This would be a Hawkmon, mistress. The most common rookie for Valkyriemon to stem from.”

“What do I do now?! I can’t go home like this! How am I supposed to get back to that- how do I even digivolve- WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO FIND A GATOMON?! Would they be the new “Freya”- Where is Frey?!”

“Easy, mistress, one step at a time,” Ryudamon said reassuringly.

Maddie pat herself over her fluffy feathery self to see if somehow the fake phone stayed but there was no such luck. As she panicked she plucked the feather from her belt and stared at it in horror wondering if this could be where the real Valkyrimon got stuck and wiggled it as if that could be enough to wake them. “FREY?”

Partway through her beak snapped shut of its own accord, returned the feather to its head, and Hawkmon straightened themselves before giving a few stretches and a few flaps for a quick lift off to prove they could manage a swift circle around the group before landing with a practiced grace

“I’m here, Maddie, keep it cool. We’re both fine.” Frey said with a voice that wasn’t hers despite using the same mouth. “We’re just a bit too small to be in sync, so sorry about this.”

Maddie couldn’t say anything even if she wanted to. She couldn’t do anything. She was stuck looking through Frey’s eyes, at what Frey chose to look at, without even being able to “blink”.

Frey had paused, like they waited for her to respond, but not hearing anything they looked at Clockmon. “This shouldn’t be a problem to undo, should it?”

“Shouldn’t be.”

“Then there’s nothing to worry about. Ellen doesn’t need to know.” Frey tapped their headband smugly. “And even if he couldn’t, this should be an easy fix. Pop over to Kernal, check in on Lady Ophanimon, and use a favor to borrow her Digimental of Light. Go from Harpymon to Sylphymon and we’re golden. It’s Gato-y enough to work as a bypass. Nothing to it, promise.”

“We are not going back to Kernel in this sorry state,” Ryudamon warned with a glare. “And it’s only proper for the less experienced in a mix to stay in control when acceptable, so they adjust!”

“That the truth, or just how you’d wish they’d gone in your time?” Frey asked with a skeptical look before holding their wing-claws up in surrender, “Okay, I will. Just wanted to give her a backup plan to help ease her nerves. Didn’t know our hometown would ruffle your feathers.”

The second she had control, Maddie’s mouth opened and shut just to reassure herself she could, as she flexed her claws similarly.

“Are you alright, mistress?” Ryudamon asked as he circled around her nervously, fretting with his claws like a pangolin.

“I… I think so? It just felt too weird.” She managed out with a nod. Looking up at Clockmon she nodded more firmly. “I’m up for another try.”

The motion of his hammer-staff was clockwise as it restored her to Valkyrimon, and got a sigh of relief.

“Honestly, you handled that better than Erika did waking up as a Morphomon.” Hudiemon chimed in and got a smack from Meme-tan that made them stumble foreward.

“It would have made the most sense for us to have both been Wormmon. I was being completely reasonable.” Erika huffed. More somberly she looked Maddie up and down. “If Valkyrimon’s line is taking priority over “Madimon’s”, we’ll need you to de-digivolve first. So, we’ll need to go back to the physical world for that..”

“Hold up, are you saying that “Madimon” thing isn’t just a nickname? Like, I’ve actually made a variation?” Maddie cocked her head at Erika but the girl waved an noncommittal hand.

“I’d still feel much more comfortable if we could wait to get Doctor Mummymon.” Clockmon said as their watch part looked up at the concerned-looking human part expectantly.

“It won’t matter.”

“That ain’t just a name ya know, Mummymon studied on Earth for years to get one of those papers that let them practice on people!” Clockmon objected as both sets of eyes glared at Maddie like her opinion on this didn’t matter enough for him. “I mean yeah, if “doctors” are supposed to do classes to make sure they’re up to snuff and caught up with new advancements he ain’t got that yet, and I don’t know how that Earth’s studies compare to here, but-”

“I hit my head.” Maddie snapped and the Clockmon looked confused and frustrated but looked for her to explain. “Everything that makes a human who we are is in our brains, and if that’s damaged it takes specialty surgeons and sterile environments and even then there are things we just can’t do to fix them! And even if they’re fixed, they might not be the same person after.”

Clockmon gaped as he listened and gave a nod as his face scrunched tight in sympathy.

“That’s why you’ll pause her as soon as the spirit separates from her and then roll her back.” Erika reminded them cooly. “Just far enough so that her injuries never happened and we won’t need to worry about any of that.”

“Are ya really sure you want to do this, kid?” Clockmon asked softly.

Maddie gave a nod. “If I don’t, everyone’s just going to keep worrying about making me “normal”. I don’t want to worry about “faking” how I look my whole life.”

“You wouldn’t have to if you’d stop thinking of it like that,” Erika said with some scorn in her tone but her face was even.

“So you know what you’d look like at 19? At 25? 35?” Maddie challenged with a glare. “Maybe if either of us were older we could get away with just sticking with what feels like “us”, but teenagers are supposed to change. I don’t want to make life harder by relying on guesswork or moving all the time.”

Erika winced but didn’t have an argument that time. So Maddie leapt back to her bedroom and compared the ceiling height to Clockmon’s. He should fit, and they won’t need to worry about witnesses.

Unless Ryudamon had a better idea, but as she tried to send him the thought he didn’t offer any up. A breath later four digimon joined her.

“If you make a mess, could you rewind that too? Or is it just people?” Maddie asked the clockwork digimon half-jokingly.

“Shouldn’t have to worry about that,” He said like he was trying not to think about the alternatives. “Might want to close your eyes again, and try to remember what digivolving felt like and flip it. If I catch you in the middle of a memory seeing the world change can be disorienting.”

Maddie gave a nod and tried to remember talking with Valkyrimon in that weird misty place. What the statue had looked like, what it had done when she agreed to connect with it.

She tried to focus on the feeling of having sheets of data form its armor around her, what it might feel like for a force like that to get it off. Imagine it instead trying to crack it open to get her out of it, like shelling a nut. Maddie kept trying to keep her thoughts focused on going back.

Up until she didn’t. It felt more like her mind was racing, but none of the thoughts stuck around long enough to build from so they all just made her frustrated. There was a brief spike of pain, but it passed so quickly she didn’t even have time to place it.

When she could hold a thought long enough to open her eyes she ended up coughing like something had gone down the wrong pipe. But she wasn’t even eatting, mom doesn’t like her eating in her bedroom anyway.

Ryudamon she knew, but she startled at the three new monsters looking at her like they were expecting her to say or do something. She hadn’t a clue what, but there was a weight in her hand there hadn’t been before. A gatchaman knockoff was kneeling on one knee, framing a space where the falconer’s gold bird sat ready to fly. But the base had digicode she didn’t know.

“What’s going on?” Maddie asked as she looked at it and the strangers, which definitely felt connected. What had she even been doing last? Wasn’t she on RoW a second ago? But her gear was gone.

“Are you feeling unwell, mistress Maddie?” Ryudamon cocked his head to the side but he was looking at her like he… expected her to not be.

Her stomach turned when she looked at him, like she was angry. But what reason could she have for that, fights in RoW were never that big a deal, she’s got a lot to learn-

There was something after RoW, wasn’t there? From Laurie?

“Yeah, Obviously. What… Were we just doing?” She tried as she tried to place the butterfly twins or clock-thing, but she would have definitely remembered sparing with anyone like them.

“You were going to try using that spirit so Lady Hudiemon could help clear things up for you.” Ryudamon said and one of the butterfly ladies nodded along. “A digimon got you with a bit of a memory bug, and she thinks scanning this with your digivice might be enough for her to fix it. Are you still okay with that, mistress Maddie?””

Memory bug could explain some things. But this felt like a strange number of digimon this big to be hanging out in her room over it.

“Like this?” Maddie tried holding it so that if she was calling someone they’d get a good shot of what it looked like, though it felt kinda stupid. Not that she’d expect Ryudamon to lie about what’d work or why she should, they were partners. She’d listen to him and he’d listen to-

… No, he didn’t listen to her last time, did he?

She’d gotten him to digivolve.

But before her thoughts could further spiral the figure started to move like it wanted to leap off its pedestal.

All she could see was white and like something was trying to smother her, but she thought she heard a girl’s voice give an affirmation of something.

Erika’s voice, she shook the fog out of her head as the world around her started to make sense again.

“Remind me to not ask to that again.” Maddie groaned out, “That’s just a mess of anxiety.”

“You telling me,” Clockmon hissed as he put a hand on one of his alarm bells that definitely hadn’t been damaged before this had started but now had been dented enough to crack.

“You okay?”

“I can get energy from the time I steal,” He said as his lower half’s eye struggled to guess where it should be “looking” for his injury beyond “up”. “Sometimes, the experiences aren’t worth it.”

“Try de-digivolving to make sure your memories stick,” Erika told her as she watched the Valkyri- The Madimon, like she had expected something to have gone wrong.

Repeating what she did before seemed to work, but she couldn’t find the spirit when she looked like herself again.

“Does this feel right?” Maddie asked Ryudamon with some worry. “Is it okay that I don’t have it anymore?”

“It might be in your digivice now that it’s been scanned properly.” Ryudamon nudged at it with his snout. “Holding it may have been a result of it not having physically manifested before.”

She tried the panel Valkyrimon had appeared on before, and there they were still listed as a “Valkyrimon”. Tapping on the image of the spirit made its posture change and force her though that claustrophobic sensation again, but when it finished a digital read out appeared on her shield like it was counting down from half an hour.

“Is that normal?”

“I’d say so. Most digimon can get a feeling for how long they can keep fighting internally,” Ryudamon snorted with a small grin, “You’d hardly expect a greenhorn to just casually keep a warp evolution going for days on end. ”

“Then why weren’t you worried about what’d happen to me if it randomly ran out?!” She turned to look at him in horror quick enough to make her neck hurt.

“Yggdrasil assured me it would hold as long as it’d need to,” Ryudamon shrugged.

“That’s a bit vague to bet my life on!”

“You weren’t using energy like normal cases of digivolving early,” Hudiemon shyly pointed out. “You felt like a natural mega, to me, at least.”

“So I could build myself back up to how I was before, if I want more time?”

“Of course, it’s all a matter of getting your body to adapt to it.” Ryudamon nodded and Hudiemon’s nod was a bit more skittish as Erika gave them a small frown.

“Not that you should need “time”, with Valkyrimon’s speed,” Erika pointed out as she raised a brow like she had expected one of them to point that out. 

“There’s nothing wrong with wanting to improve yourself on your own terms,” Ryudamon replied with half a shrug.

“Depends on why you want to,” Clockmon said as he glanced back at Maddie’s laptop. Looking at her he checked her up and down, “You sure you don’t want me to see if the Doc’ll give you a once over, like a check up?”

“I feel great!” Maddie told him as she tried pressing a spot above the count down to see if she could make it after like she had turned “off” the evolution as easily as her digivice could trigger it, leaving her standing in the same outfit she had worn on the night of Nidhoggmon without a drop of blood on it. “Thank you so much! If there’s anything you could use my help with, I’ll be there.”

He gave a soft snort like she had been kidding as he waved a goodbye as he disappeared into the machine.

“I might need to see if I can use the reskinning thing to make permanent clothes though,” Maddie said more to herself but her eyes drifted closer to Erika.

“I’ve never had a reason to bother,” The girl shrugged back to Maddie’s disappointment.

Before Maddie could try giving her some obvious ones she heard the front door close, but typically when her mom hit the gym she’d be out until dinnertime and it was barely after lunch.

Which leaves only one person with the key.

“HEY! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!” She hollered as she rushed downstairs, to Erika and Hudiemon’s surprise.

Caspian looked mildly worse than usual, sprawled as much as he’d allow himself to be seen doing on the sofa.

“Just, checking there were no loose ends before “school” started,” he managed out with a grimace.

Phineas was holding a pair of silve moose shaped souvenir keychains up to her out of his line of sight gave a much more explicit answer.

“In Norway?” Ryudamon asked after he caught up to his tamer, “Why would you do that?”

Caspian shot up and quickly turned to give the obvious leaker a “what gives” toss of his arms.

“I told you I was getting two, even if you didn’t want ‘em.” Phin replied with a pout. “Who else could it have been for?”

Caspian held his face in his hands with a groan.

“You have a good time with those “loose ends”?” Maddie asked with a teasing grin and he glared at her through his fingers.

“It helped, but not what I’d call “good”.” Straightening himself out to look more like a person he gave a shrug. “Found a digimon colony up there. Turns out they’re bad at naming things.”

“”Memory Lane” for a place to swap old stories bad?” Maddie asked with a pained grin.

“”Secondary Village”, ‘cause they already had a “Primary”.” He said with a wave. “At least yours is indicative.”

“”Everlight” anything wouldn’t be indicative,” Phineas chimed in.

"Did you try to steal my game's name?" Maddie asked him coldly but he rushed a shake of his head.

“Of course not, it was light, like what an evolution causes, not "Guard". It just felt right, okay?” Caspian sighed as he waved them off before going back to slouching. He lifted his head enough to look at Maddie, “You find anything of note?”

“You could say that.” She grinned, “Can you tell anything different?”

Phineas’s eyes were practically sparkling as they beamed at her and Ryudamon gave a nod to confirm whatever weird suspicion they had. Caspian blinked at her blankly as he glanced her watch and dismissed it, her face where he wouldn’t find anything, and her clothes which made his eyes widen when he recognized them.

“Your mom had to trash those…”

“Yup!”

Caspian looked as weirded out as she felt, before it made some sort of sense and looked back to Maddie. “What did you do?”

“I don’t have to be a digimon anymore! The whole fall thing never happened.” Maddie nodded to herself proudly, before noticing a weight in her pocket felt off. What was once her phone was as broken as it had been whenever Frey had stopped possessing it. She gave a soft groan. “Well, okay, mostly so it never happened. Guess it’s not as much “me” as my clothes are for rewinding purposes.”

She looked from the smashed phone to Caspian hopefully.

“I’m pretty sure there’s no salvaging that,” he answered with a cocky shake of his head. Seeing her attention wasn’t going to let up, he took the hint. “You sure you don’t want to ask your mom to take you phone shopping instead?”

“Oh, yeah, because reminding her how it broke is going to be just great for her.” Maddie dropped the bambi eyes to snark at him.

“How’s she taking it?” He asked like he had forgotten to consider that.

“Haven’t told her yet.” Maddie shrugged. “You got home before she did.”

Caspian’s brow furrowed like he wasn’t sure that wasn’t just an excuse.

“We only just finished,” Erika said from the stairway.

“Who are you-” Caspian started asking in the same moment Phin gave her an accusing point, “BUTTERFLY GIRL!”

Maddie and Caspian both looked at Phineas with some confusion, but given his response was “You don’t know what “Madame Butterfly” is do you?”, they had very different reasons.

“... Is that bad?”

“When she’s a kid it sure is.” He rolled his eyes at them and seemed to make an effort to not look down when looking towards Erika.

It took Maddie longer than it should have to recognize that compared to normal people and not the leotard-styled Hudiemon alternative, her dress was definitely on the short side.

“Pretty sure she was 15 at the start of her story too. Sure it’s not because I’m Japanese?” Erika asked with a look like she was deciding on if she should hit him with her plush if he answered poorly.

Caspian scowled at Phineas for the minefield they left him in.

“Sooo, we found your physical location!” Phineas grinned awkwardly as they tried to make that topic drop. “It was great!”

That would have been easier to believe if Caspian’s shoulders didn’t crumple like he just remembered another big mistake.

Erika also caught that with a curious raise of her eyebrow, but accepted Phineas as the offered target. “You sure about that, Apocalymon?”

“Don’t mind him, that’s a deva thing, it’s fiiiiine~” Phineas let themselves trail off before devolving into a short sheepish rush, “I forgot that the Monkey could talk so she could just pass the buck to someone else if Caspian got far enough to ask and that left him with Majiramon so I’m trying not to feel bad ‘bout it.”

Caspian’s head shot back to them, “You thought it was going to be ASL test for me to fail!?”

“More like, “interpretive monkey dance” test. She’s really good at defining nouns though!”

Maddie gave Caspian a suspicious look, “And why would that leave you with the money god?”

Phineas stifled a laugh as he sighed. “He wasn’t keen on me selling Logorhythms for parts until after I make good on their debts.”

“I’m sorry, what?” Maddie shook her head trying to follow. “How could you sell Logorhythms?”

Caspian looked like he’d been caught doing something he forgot he was hiding. “Right. Sooo, remember how you thought they’d be desperate enough to pass the buck to the first Holstrum alternative they had? … You aren’t allowed to make guesses like this anymore.” he said with a point.

“They gave you the company???”

“Why do you think I was gone? Looked over what they had, the CEO shit’s official, and met the Digimon nest Phineas and friends had been cooking up.” Caspian’s eyes turned distant. “Also, Majiramon’s pissed over how much money your dad made them, and how Ellen doesn’t want their money. So I’ve got a thing to talk to her about later so he won’t eat me or something.” 

“It’d be “or something”, with a lot of arrows,” Erika said like she was impressed he had something this big breathing down his neck.

Caspian glared at her, but couldn’t maintain eye contact long enough for that to be worth anything. “And she is?”

“Yggdrasil’s kinda-external backup system they got from the last time a UI got too Digimon-y.” Phineas answered instead. “So, we can’t really meet directly much at all! I only knew of her.”

“She helped make sure I didn’t lose any memories fixing myself.” Maddie chimed in before glaring at Caspian like he might still have secrets. “Anything else we should know?”

“I miiiight have started a fight between digimon and UI because nobody told me the Deva didn’t know Chanda was involved with THAT whole thing.” Caspian barely lifted his head enough to actually see Maddie. “Also, I don’t have a visually creative bone in my body so the second production talk leaves the technical stuff I’m screwed. Which it can’t,” He rolled up enough  throw his arms in the air, “‘cause Chanda can appearently whip up patents for ANYTHING that looks valuable like he’s a kleptomaniac!”

Maddie blinked at him as she tried to sort out three very different complaints with three raised fingers for three questions to tick down. “ What do you mean they “didn’t know”? Why would you need to be creative? Why does what Chanda does matter to us?”

“I tried to negotiate resources to maybe make Digimon a brand on the fly, like how some other Earths did it, but copying Digivices is way off the table thanks to the patent troll.”

“There’s no way he patented all of them, is there?” Erika asked as she cradled the stuffed white newt-thing she had around her neck gently. “My world had a lot of types of digivices to copy, we didn’t use the word because of Digimon really. I preferred the plushie ones myself, but goggles and visors were pretty popular. Watches less so. What was your goal?”

“Toys and games mostly, I guess. Like, v-pets? Phin’s said they had some experience there. A mid-point to show off different monsters without establishing real pair-bonds.” Caspian shrugged and shook his head at Maddie mouthing the word “Plushie” with confused excitement.

“If the game’s the important part, why not focus on an app instead?” Erika asked, and Caspian looked about ready to hit himself.

“Yeah. Yeah, that could do it. But again: I can’t design worth a damn. So,” He shrugged.

Maddie took off her watch to look between it and Erika. “How was this plushie’d?”

Erika pet the chonky white lizard on her shoulder again. “Mori-tan could project screens for me, and Meme-tan is a wireless keyboard.”

Maddie couldn’t help but look at Erika’s hair-ties and slippers with curiousity, but the girl just chuckled. “These two were from a limited edition collab, the others are just cute.” She beckoned Maddie to let her give the “proper” digivice a closer look and hummed with interest like a bee. “This is a lot more specialized than what I’m used to “Digivices” meaning. But my Earth’s were more about linking to EDEN than anything, being digimon compatible was a coincidence.”

“Those were also far less focused for individual relationships in favor of better enabling small digital teams,” Ryudamon added.

“Which could help with avoiding either side getting too attached,” Erika said to herself thoughtfully. “It might not be terrible, but I don’t think you’ll have the time to “normalize” them like the others did. Tamers had Bandai backing them up once the Monster Makers turned a profit, and both them and EDEN took years before things panned out well enough to matter and fall apart.”

“It’s the best I could think of if we ignore how quickly this world could be torn apart,” Caspian shrugged.

“It’s not that bad,” Maddie objected but he just scoffed.

“You miss the part about giving Digimon a reason to be against UI that David and Laurie weren’t keen to set off? You’ve seen what Laurie could do and you said she’s an Ultimate these days.”

“Maybe they were just trying to play it safe in hopes it had been his flaw messing with him a bit and he’d realize how badly he had nearly messed up?”

“He’s younger than them, how bad could his flaw be?”

“That’s what I mean, we don’t know! It’s not like they all started in the same place or similar times.” Maddie pointed out. “Maybe this won’t even lead to a fight!” She offered but all the digimon in the room looked away uncomfortably.

“That… is unlikely, given their temperaments.” Ryudamon said softly. “It would ultimately be up to the Sovereigns themselves when they make their return. And even then, one is rarely the forgiving sort where human error is involved and getting deadlocked wouldn’t help us much.”

“So what if it leads to a fight then?” Maddie frowned in frustration. “Chanda’s only one UI, what could he manage against “gods”?”

Chapter 30: Deva and Asura

Summary:

Chanda sees the scope of what's been done. And he's barely had a chance to start.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

This was the first time Chanda had ever been in court like this. As a human, he rarely got into trouble. Defending his patents was one thing, but this trial would have far more at stake.

"I see no reason to worry." Pajiramon assured as the so called "Dark Deva" escorted him to what was called Fanglongmons Rest, the spot directly between the primary temples of the Four Sacred Beasts. "Caturamon's simply hoping to prove he hasn't made the same mistake of freeing a Sin he can't control twice."

"I wish I had your confidence."

"When weaving worlds, you certainly do, Vinod." They drly teased, as much as the stoic sheep was want to do. 

Any attempt to help him stand tall was hindered by the sight of Andiramon and her attendants resting across from the "defendant's" entrance.

Her eyes were blood red, glaring at him with blades of black diamond where her hands should have been. Never had he seen Centillion's lapdog, "Aunty Lop", look ready to live up to her more dangerous moniker.

Antylamon the Traitor looked more like a virus than any of the triplets she took under her wing, though one was absent for these proceedings. Each Deva could only have up to three in this holy space.

GoldRapidmon of the Angels acting as her third only furthered his concerns. They weren't the only outside agent either. 

Duftmon of the royal Knights sat with Mihiramon’s favorite spar mates, Pandamon and Grappleomon, under the careful gaze of Manticoremon the Harmonious. Astamon of Sloth, with a crown only won by that boy's inciting hubris, was lounging with Vajramon's loyal Gururumon and Youkomon. 

Gokumon of Shakamon's service accompanied his and Makuramon's younger siblings, Etemon and Hanumon. MarineAngemon of the Depths tittered at something Sandiramon was telling ShogunGekomon, Fumamon, and Garudamon the Wrathful. 

MetallifeKabuterimon the Tyrant's Vessel traded stories with Sinduramon and his gossip hounds Publimon and Doggmon. Anubismon sat with Kumbhiramon as they looked over her Damemon’s mouselike companion with a tenderness Vinod saw most often with the terminal.

A Hicommandramon of the Crack Team was being entertained by Cherrymon the Moral to make up for her host’s hypervigilance had finally caught up to her, as Vikaralamon was very audibly asleep. Her Digitamamon could be seen sweating through their shell as they tried to present a regal air to make up for their lady Vikaralamon’s obvious snoring and her Fangmon more subtly sat so he could lean straight back against her tusk hard enough to keep her from grinding her grin further. 

Indaramon manifested a screen to show off something from Earth to Vritramon of the Warrior Ten of all things as his Veemon and Asuramon offered recommendations of their own. She even seemed to enjoy the engagement, despite how he remembered her namesakes’ fate going.

Majiramon being heralded by Coatlmon, Gatomon, and Salamon was the first he saw that felt predictable, two still awaiting their respective Digimentals' blessing like Indaramon’s would-be Yaksamon was. Caturamon's pack also looked standard at a glance, just Dobermon, Sangloupmon, and Komondomon, trotting alongside Betsumon the Free.

Chanda wasn't sure if these extra faces were here to help cast judgment or out of fear of his partner's retaliation should he be found guilty.

It was a conflicting feeling, being able to recognize so many mythical namesakes without seeing the stories he learned as a child apparent in them.

Even when they shared a mythical origin, like Gokumon and Hanumon, it could feel muddied but their “Garuda” bothered him in particular. It was like someone had been told of the “Indian” Garuda and they had ascribed it to one of the First Nations of the Americas instead.

Garudamon lept to the skies to make sure all required were present, and soared to Its seat to the South. Cherrymon pat Vikaralamon's tusk to wake her, making the light truly come back to her open eyes with a snort, as they passed to take Their seat in the North. Manticoremon slid past his charges to His seat in the East, while Betsumon bounded to Her seat to the West.

It looked like the bird man caught fire as a light like evolution took hold, forcing its wings to shift further back as the feathers at its shoulders grew into another full set. Both its arms and legs were consumed by flaming feathers, until only the claws of the feet remained and both sets looked dwarfed by its expanded body. Its helmet narrowed as it stretched to a sharp point, its white fluffy collar now black as soot, and 12 digicores spit themselves to encircle around Suzakumon’s neck and the tip of its reptile-like tail.

Suzakumon's seat erupted in a pillar of flame with a flash of four eyes, twisting and compressing into a small egg before a metal horn split the surface, leaving it solid with Vinod's own crest. 

Manticoremon’s body sizzled like the air itself had begun to turn on him, leaving his body coated in a mist that thickened by the second. As lightning crackled between the metal bands and bolts restraining him, a metal horn erupted through the three eyed mask he wore and its surface cracked with bands of gold. His wings were pulled further down his stretching body, showing four natural eyes in its place, and his hair grew to take the place of the now defunct seal. Even the chains that formed themselves to prove where his “body” ended wasn’t for containment. 

Azulongmon's was struck by lightning without a cloud, crackling and taking a shape like Infermon's cocoon rather than dispating, the bolt's attempt to return to the skies leaving behind a jagged blade and the mark of Friendship on the object.

Cherrymon stood proud, gently rustling his upper branches to wake up his other half. Sunarizamon let herself flow to the ground as loose sand, the green glow of evolution encasing both. Cherrymon grew as Sunarizamon's sandy body extended to carry all of his roots. Her neck extended like a snake's as the face on the tree trunk lost itself in the overgrowth, a turtle's head taking its place from the base of his old form. 

Ebonwumon bowed their two heads to their pedestal, and a silver four-petaled blossom bloomed atop it, leaving Sincerity emblazoned on the green leaf-like core, proving their shared godhood to all. 

Betsumon’s Gatomon-based suit tore as the body underneath it expanded, tail truly coming to life as she dropped to her knees reverently. The cursed ring on her tail she had forged herself from an ancient gem that could overwrite ones code to match how they had all been before the schism. Her personal take on Betsumon’s instinctive desire to be anything but themselves. Even now she would be masked, but in a way that would permanently free her from that struggle.

Baihumon shook off the shredded fabric and remnants of the knock-offs of the great Lion’s claws with pride, with her own metal bracers in their stead. The White Tiger split her pedestal halfway down with a blow from her now spiked tail ring, revealing a small curved obelisk to Reliability encased within. Smirking at the clean cut she curled her tail around her seated form, finally content in Her position.

Four of eleven sacred digimentals were now restored. With Seraphimon, Ophanimon, and Magnadramon's earlier awakenings, only four remained entangled in the greater code.

Had it not been for Holstrum's clone, the Four would not be capable of either feat this soon. The clone Vinod not only tried to stop, but had tried to have killed. 

The order that nearly killed an innocent child and made her ascend to Mega without the shortcut he created.

"We are all aware of the accusation that brings us here today." Suzakumon's voice boomed for the attention of all.

Astamon leaned forward in his seat, treating Oro as a cane under tented palms. The Sovereign of Virus's caught the motion and nodded to the court.

"Attempts were made on the lives of the first chosen children. Knowledge has denied the allegations that the Seven Lords were at fault, saying Pride only acted under orders from the UI, Vinod Chanda, and the incarnation of the previous Gluttony had not made any attacks."

Andiramon's blade sharpened on its twin in the silence. Chanda took note of the others who looked at him as if his guilt was proven already. The dragon, the rooster, the monkey, and the dog ever loyal to Baihumon's "pack".

Astamon was too laid back to consider his gaze a glare, but danger lay in his attention. Gokumon seemed as convinced as his brother. Goldrapidmon was colder in their fury than their hostess, and Anubismon looked at him with a judge's keen eye that saw straight through him.

Perjury is never an option to consider lightly, but least of all here. Apologies and justice mean very different things in this world without Death.

"Plead your case, humon." The accent Suzakumon put on the word is a clear strike, though Baihumon’s ear flicked at the similarity.

Of the four, the Wrathful’s attitude towards all humanity was most well known. Some say it even extends towards Digimon who are inspired by them, but rarely to they speak loudly of it.

“I wasn’t there and I didn’t have any contact with Sami that night, you can confirm that with Pajiramon and my own memories of the time in question.” Chanda began but took a deep breath as the Great Dragon of the East copied the files in question from the lone Deva.

He could hope that would be enough to make his point, but he figured he might as well try to cover his bases as it was processing. Looking as solemn as he could he went on, “However, this had been discussed between us before. I thought Yggdrasil had made a mistake, as his only credencials had been helping Laurie once, and feared everyone here was going to suffer for getting an unrelated human involved intimately so early in our development."

If any other knight had been here, this would have been a dangerous argument to try, but Duftmon’s reputation was only marginally better than Suzaku’s where humans were concerned. A reputation strongly tied to the whims of that very same “God”.

“And when that had come up, had you agreed that the only way to prevent our “suffering” would have been murder?” Azlulongmon’s voice echoed like thunder and a rushing gale. Lightning crackled between chains as if to reflect a fury his face refused to show. “He’s only a boy.”

“Of course not. But knowing what we all do now, I can see where Sami could have come to that conclusion. If this was what he was made to do, how else could he be stopped once he proved he was more of a danger than either of us had expected?” Chanda asked, keeping careful eye on how this argument was taken. “I’m now unsure he could have been persuaded to stop. We all deserve to grow, to see what the future can bring all of us. He doesn’t believe in that future.”

Makuramon’s bright eyes bore into him as she made a gesture that must have had a meaning he couldn’t read to Gokumon and Caturamon. The Rooster caught her eye and the shared a nod.

The King of Sloth snorted and raised a finger to see if he could throw his two cents in. Feeling any need to act seemed ominous, but the four gods permitted it.

“Do I seem “weak” to you?” Astamon asked with a knowing smirk in his voice.

“Obviously not-” Chanda said as apologetically as he could without risking seeming cowardly.

“May I ask all gathered one thing outside of this case?” The King spoke over him and looked at his four hosts intently, and grinned when they didn’t object. “Does anyone here think “Sloth” is lesser now than it was before?”

The Tyrant gave a chuckle through its current agent. “Like you’ve done anything but have a pissing contest with Lust over how many hedonists you can get behind you.”

“Hey, I prefer mine in front of me, thanks.” Astamon playfully bantered back, “Ain’t it about time Sloth be more than Wrath with a sleep disorder? The way I see it, our boy’s performing as advertised: He’s fixing systems that have been fucked for Aeons ‘cause Yggdrasil can’t hack it. That ain’t something a kid who don’t want a future for us would do, is it?”

Duftmon levled a glare at the lord as he pointedly laid his hand on his sword’s hilt, but Astamon only tapped his fingers along Oro as a silent testing of powers. Gokumon gave both scolding looks but lingered more on Astamon for the needless jab. Neither pushed any further, though the knight didn’t remove his hand as he tolerated the insult to his King.

“Why should “Sloth” be an active lord of all things?” Pajjiramon scoffed.

“So that it’s an All’s Damned choice, Dreamer.” Astamon bowed his head like a person may tip a hat they were wearing. ““Free will” is what makes us Sins. We don’t choose to enter “Sleep mode” and we don’t get to stop and snort the roses when we’re stuck on the warpath. And war? That’s a helluva lotta work to me. Why should I give a damn if the world ends or not?” Astamon lounged back but his eyes were still on the four gods. 

“There is no “Belphemon” who deserves this crown, not when even getting turned up to 11 only cares about leaving me the middle ground between Daemon and Leviamon.” He went on with a hint of bitterness to his tone as he scoffed. “Little wonder that those who’d pursue me didn’t care about being “slothful” either, they just saw me as a handy little World Ender. Call it a cult of personality, but I’m finally attracting the right crowd now. One that’s a lot “safer” for alluva us.”

Chanda stayed quiet, but he’d heard Sloth’s reputation with his faithful. “Fast the Penitent”, for starvation rather than irony. The story goes that he hasn’t eaten a single soul this life so far, instead burning through the lives past Sloths have destroyed to get him to this stage. A true pacifist who encouraged others to do the same. A real “Love and Peace” type.

Which made it easy to accuse his of being a slow death cult with great PR. He’d convince you to do the bare minimum to keep yourself alive and “happy”, and then see how much more you could give up and be “comfortable”. How far you could go before you starved or snapped.

He’d lead by example, sure, but with a source like his he’d be going strong and healthy by the time this new era looped back to being 2024. It making him the strongest member of his flock by miles despite his stage would also serve him just as well with the new power structure.

Ebonwumon’s snake-like head gave a nod. “Fiossst time it ‘appened, Sssloth ssseemed to make itssself a ssseal for the ‘ngry blaggard, an’ it jussst ssstuck from there. Longessst anythin’ managed to ‘old the sssin without it leavin’ ‘em easssy pickin’s for somebody else.“

The Tyrant nodded, “We can still do what we were made for. My forest is mine alone; No bug is immune to me, so it’s hardly a “rebalancing” for my Hives. Our “future” is safe enough to me.”

“Same here! If anything, it helped patch up some leaks between us and the Earth seas!” MarineAngemon chimed in. “It’s not like anybody should be stranded, so I don’t think he did anything wrong!”

“Aye, Our Lord’s had no noticeable changes. They say Yggdrasil approved the boy’s intent, and They are quite confident in the King’s current judgment.” Gokumon agreed with a scowl at the King who suggested otherwise, to which Astamon help up his hands in a sarcastic surrender.

“Who’s to say these changes will stay to your benefit?” Chanda argued. “If he keeps undermining you, how will you fight back if he starts shackling you the way we UI have been?! What happens when your immortality is the next on his “edits”?”

Suzakumon’s fires flared at that, so Chanda kept pushing. “Yggdrasil gave him access to the one system they have that could help him make you all mortal, didn’t they?”

“No, they didn’t,” Duftmon said as the court went quiet. “They gave him two.”

The Four Beasts snarled their objections, and the knight gave a half-meant bow.

“You know full well how the Blade was forged,” Azulongmon spoke like he was giving a warning. “Even if Hope lets the boy close enough to see their code, Fanglongmon’s data ensured its Antibody will always be benign.”

“As was the contract.” Duftmon acknowledged with a bow and an expression that betrayed a mind well at work for all the ways this could go wrong, “Unlike GranDracmon’s.”

“Which is why you’re still not running with a full deck.” Astamon sneered.

“Neither are you.” Vajramon pointed out as the Ox rested a hand on one of his swords. “Best not rock the boat when Ogudomon’s at its least effective.”

“And that’s a pretty good point against any worries of our boy making us mortal.” Astamon replied. “He’d have to undo failsafes like that first, and all he did was give Apocalymon a cute face with a penchant for bringing the dead back.” Turning his attention back to Chanda he smirked. “So I say: You’re full of fear-mongering shit. Hell, I’d wager you’re jealous of the kid.”

“What do I have to be jealous of?” Chanda scoffed as he straightened the orange tie he had given himself to fit a formal setting. “We were both chosen, for our own reasons.”

“Listen Vinny,” He said with smooth italian drawl, “You ain’t gonna try arguing the “destiny” of some nobody with a boss who’d rather kill you than treat you right matters more than the one human we know for sure’s got one. Born and beaten for one purpose, and just-so-happening to find himself exactly where he needed to be to knock these boards in motion, time after time?”

“He’s not that important-” Chanda replied in annoyance, trying to keep his temper in check but the so-called Sloth cut him off with a sneer.

“This ain’t ‘bout the Tree. I’m talking bigger. If we talk odds, him finding Light was Fate at work. Solving the problem she couldn’t? Sure, you can write it off as what he was made for, but he had to be in the right place at the right stage first. Without Light, we wouldn’t be here. If any of your first gen are actual Digidestined, it ain’t you, Vinny. Wasn’t “Holstrum” neither.”

GoldRapidmon nodded. “We call him “Knowledge”, but the first two chosen children are special. Hope’s already had a Miracle to keep her alive. Which says what happened to her that night shouldn’t have.”

“Obviously Sami wouldn’t have done anything less than set it straight; I told him, after Prasad-”

“Lucemon can’t grant a crest, mortal.” Suzakumon cut him off harshly. The tip of its beak lowered down at him like a weapon. “Don’t try to take credit for what you don’t understand.” 

“Then where is your proof?” Chanda objected, “If all of this is going to be is Keyes’ word against mine like some popularity contest, where’s the justice in that?! I showed everything I know about that night-”

Makuramon gave a hiss through her teeth that made all the other Deva flinch. The Rat chittered something to the Damemon who she been bonded to since an earlier state. HiCommandramon held a claw to his helm like he was receiving or giving a message.

“We’ve been given it already, humon.” Suzakumon stated.

“If you say my name like a slur one more time, Vermin-lion, and I’ll be guilty for the next trial,” Baihumon warned with a soft growl.

“Apologies for that, Baihumon, I meant no slight against you.”

“Just saying, you’ll be slight if it happens again.” The Tiger snorted with a flick of her tail as a reminder that not only did she have the most raw power, but She didn’t have any disadvantage against the Holy Virus as previous Sovereigns of the West had.

“We get it, lass. Ye’ve got the right to be proud of ye bobble, but stay civil with it will ye?” The turtle head of Ebonwumon chided before he rolled his eyes at his other half stifling her snicker.

“Baalmon has already granted us a full copy of his memories of the events, which we do not believe he has the ability to alter in his current state, in addition to those of David Kim and Hope’s partner to compare them to where they overlap,” Azulongmon stated to Chanda, ignoring his fellows.

“David’s?” Chanda echoed with worry.

“Certainly. Knowledge’s partner’s are out of the question, given their nature, and Lucemon may have better means of tampering with their own, but we’ve yet to see a reason to doubt a UI’s first-hand accounts, even with his own personal investment.” The Eastern Dragon said gently. “We only wish to know the truth, so we can act accordingly. It wouldn’t have been right for your privacy to have been the only one we disregarded in that pursuit.”

Chanda froze. He didn’t trust they’d understand his actions when they see a disconnect in the two UI’s accounts, not if even his emotions were laid bare for them.

If it was only the Baalmon or only David’s, he might have gotten away with this. But with even part of a Royal Knight’s account being included, his disconnect will be glaringly obvious.

“What’s the matter, Chu-nda?” The rat snickered with her squeaky tick. “Isn’t it good to know we have digimon who can voutch for both of the UI accounts?”

“As if we don’t need to be in enough humans’ heads.” The tiger retorted, “If the logic’s sound who cares about how any of them felt?”

“Anyone can string pretty words together afta the fact.” The rooster huffed with a deep southern drawl. “Emotions are tha honest part.”

“Unfair, can’t control emotions. Make choices based on what felt right, Impulses aren’t actions.” The boar said with a yawn. “One wasn’t even there, told you. Lucemon went there alone. No UI movement occurred outside of Kindness’ Jogress.”

Laurie hadn’t been concerned about David’s call at all?

“Shame these digivices are such a blindspot.” The horse sighed.

“All the better for them to scheme against us with.” The ox agreed with some annoyance.

“I have no intentions of going against you.” Chanda insisted. “Humans have proven they can’t be trusted with powers like ours. For now, they’re too focused on exploitation or suppression, and even I wasn’t exempt from being blinded by the former’s false opportunities. I know better now that I suffered for my flawed vision, so I wanted to prevent it from happening to you as well.”

Liar.” Makuramon said without changing her vacant expression. Her toothy smile couldn’t reach her empty eyes as she clarified, “You don’t trust us either. You won’t bite us ‘cause we’ll bite harder, but you won’t go with us if we give you more than a spritz to cool your fire, will you?”

“That’s ridiculous.” Chanda said firmly. “Why would I be here if I wasn’t going to respect you?”

“You knew didn’t really have a choice.” The monkey’s head tilted unnaturally like it was on a pivot. “You can’t speak evil to me and expect me not to notice.”

That’s why they took attention, even when she had been voiceless. She’s warned them already. She only just got frustrated enough with him to have switched which "evil" she can't experience to make him aware of the hole he's dug.

“I… I would be upset, but I wouldn’t consider that a lie.” Vinod managed as he looked down in what he hoped read as shame.

“This look like Vajramon’s outhouse to you?” She spat and the Ox's death glare was wasted on her disability. “When I can talk, I can’t lie, not in this life. I can be wrong, I can be silly, I can be naughty, but I can’t mislead and I won’t be misled.”

“I haven’t tampered with any of my memories!” Chanda pointed out, “If any of the others shows you anything different, that doesn’t change that I was with Padjramon as we proposed new avenues for digital life to explore, past the 3D limits you’ve stayed limited to in the past.”

Makuramon was quiet. Blind eyes staring silently forward. “That… is true. But you’re still a liar.”

The Rat tittered like she’d solved a riddle. “Which means, we are talking to the wrong one.”

“What do you mean the “wrong one”?” Caturamon asked as he looked unsure if he could run off in pursuit of whatever the “right” one could be.

“Thisss issn’t the Partnered UI.” Sandiramon said as they looked to HiCommandramon. “Isss it?”

“The copy of himself the UI, Vinod Chanda, had made to hide his disappearance from Alliance is no longer in their servers.” The mismatched dragon confirmed. “We have a team there now. Alliance has been panicking over his absence for a while from the look of things, but most digimon had been giving the place a wide berth.”

“When this is settled, my lord, permission to similarly remove Lady Lowell’s decoy for her own safety?” Majiramon asked Azulongmon, who gave a nod as he glared at the UI before them.

Chanda winced but struggled to find an excuse for their switch. Vinod’s plan sounded flawless.

None of these monsters had bothered caring about his freedom. Even the one paying lip service to it showed his hand: If his boss had said no she’d be also be left to digitally rot. Just like the Clan did.

If a UI isn’t “partnered” or assimilated, they don’t matter to these things.

Nothing. Nada. Zilch.

Nil.

So close to an old screenname of his from a lifetime ago.

“Would you consider letting us believe Ajit Prasad was dead to be a lie too, “Vinod Chanda”?” The Dark Deva said with a icy glare that told Nils all he needed to.

Maybe he had shared too much by giving them the memories he had so willingly.

The other Deva might have been stuck at the surface level, of only the data it had directly contained. But not Pajiramon.

That’s where their moniker comes from. Invading minds isn’t limited to the sleeping for them, not like it was for their earlier stages. Refraining from abusing it was only out of respect.

Respect both halves of him have lost.

He’s lost more than that today.

“What?!” Azulongmon quaked.

“Samael wasn’t the aggressor. They rescued the Prasad family, when Vinod Chanda intended all four to die after he ordered everyone else to leave and set the building on fire. Their digivolution was just a bit of grandstanding, a smoke screen for Vinod’s benefit.” The sheep said coldly.

“Lucemon was innocent?” Suzakumon chuffed in disbelief.

“Not entirely.” The sheep corrected as their solid eyes flicked like they were going through his memories in real time. “They didn’t just leave Vinod empty-handed. They gave him an idea, and just enough ability to act on it.”

“If Ajit’s not dead, where is he? The rest of the family’s accounted for.” Baihumon asked.

“He’s been thrown away. Vinod doesn’t know where exactly he is anymore, so neither does this earlier copy. But he knows he wasn’t kind enough to delete what was left of it.” The sheep said. 

“Delete it?” Caturamon said with dread and Pajiramon gave a solemn nod.

“... Which method was used to digitize the human Ajit Prasad?” Azulongmon said with forced calm.

“Aiba’s. The man’s as flawed as a UI is.”

“What do you mean "flawed"?” Nils asked as coldly as his “friend” had.

If he lives long enough to pass the message on, Vinod will probably be horrified by this news. 

On the other hand, keeping it to himself might make the pseudo-uploads more… interesting.

Serves the bastard right for making him to be disposable.

“Worse than a UI. Aiba’s mind showed signs of going after only a few months on earth.” GoldRapidmon said through gritted teeth.

“Why should any of you care?” Nils asked with a glare. “It got him out of the fire without a third party like a trailmon or a warp. So technically, he didn’t even “die”. Nothing ate him, no “harm” done.”

“As far as you know, yet.” The tiger deva snorted. “But he makes a point. Don’t see any loss there. Human-on-human violence isn’t our concern, and this Chanda didn’t attack the boy.”

“UI don’t currently fit under human laws either.” The ox said thoughtfully. “If we don’t judge the coward who tortured a UI and tried to hide it, who can? Are we not the peers he’s chosen?”

“The boy’sss desire to protect humansss doessn’t even let usss break their avatarsss anymore, what do you exxxpect usss to do?” Sandiramon complained.

“Well I expect you to let me go, if my role here is done,” Nils said with ice in his tone as he appraised all those gathered one last time. 

Mostly ultimates, but enough megas to make an actual fight a terrible idea.

“An’ what makes you think that, lad?” Ebonwumon’s masculine asked with a deep rumble.

“I’m afraid I’m far from my maker’s keeper.” The UI held up his hands like a surrender but his stone expression begged to differ. “Is there something else you’d all need me for?”

“You tried to lie to us-” The Tiger growled as his tail split into cane-like segments.

“Hardly my fault we look the same to you animals,” Nils replied. “Now you know better, don’t you?”

Suzakumon hardly bothered to screech as the crimson blaze of Kouen rushed at him. But Nils was done humoring their farce.

His avatar dipped out of sight, and Fanglongmon’s rest was rendered monochrome as he began to tweak some of the other dimensional axis’. Time was hard to stop, but slowing to a crawl would be enough to give him a headstart.

Or it should have been as a rodent’s sharp teeth bit into his ankle. One of seven mouselike faces staring up at him. Six furious pairs of rubies as bright as pigeon’s blood.

And one empty blue that shook him to his core.

Damemon hadn’t brought their new Tyutyumon as his rider. It was a Chuumon.

The clan, looking at him with a slack expression that they had tried to instill with sorrow. Some pings of shame, guilt, and disappointment. But the last was self-directed.

He was their fault. They- HE, had helped Vinod, and taught him how to make Nils.

He wasn’t sure how much he could blame about his enslavement onto someone this… broken. 

But it looked like the deva’s bite was only a lucky hit based on their unfortunately accurate prediction. Kumbhiramon wasn’t designed for speed or resisting hacks the way others were.

The snake’s pursuit was faster than the horse’s attempt to raise his conch, and Mihiramon would catch him in only a few extra bounds.

One of the Mihiramon, he noted with some surprise. No, that wasn’t right. The build of the stranger was similar, leonine with winged hips, but this one was a deep brown with a golden mane and heading towards Suzakumon’s digimental.

Chanda’s digimental.

Nils took count and noticed a Royal Knight seemed to be missing, which would make this Duftmon's "leopard" form. Leaning a bit too hard on the "leo" of it to be accurate to the big cat, but he supposed he could vaguely make out some spots.

What he’d want with the trinket would be anyone’s guess, but Nils had spent too much time already.

Thinking of the Digital World as a layered marble may not be accurate, but it made slipping through it to reach back to the Dark Area far easier. He couldn’t risk the net if the Crack Team would be making more patrols.

Vinod had been right to say Samael’s former cage had its uses. Repurposed but active digimon data being twisted into the very nature of the zone helped hide many signals, UI’s included.

And another of their bigger names had come up, hadn’t it? Grandracmon. That might be useful.

Regrouping with Vinod would be his first priority.

They were chosen for a higher power’s reason, no matter what the foreign false gods claim. Those things even consider Asura things to be held in esteem, but not them?

Vinod Chanda died to become something better. Maybe not as divine as Chandra, given the Sun the two sides of Vinod share in some capacity. But if splitting himself in two gave him his own adversaries over-eager in making the humans outside come to terms with their limits to force them to improve, well…

Nils will gladly play the role of Munda if it means the two will lead to the next Chamunda.

Anything to make the world take notice.

A few layers further and he found the UI.

“Glad you’re intact,” The man said with a welcoming grin. “How’d it go?”

“There’s no doubts that you’re “guilty”, so act accordingly.” Nils sighed in annoyance. “They tried to detain me anyway, but I wasn’t in the mood to be caged again already.”

“Thank you, I’m sorry for that.” Vinod lied gently.

“So, this is how UI hide? Clever.” An unseen voice echoed before the dark lion from before padded in like he should have been expected. "But you can't escape from a nose like mine."

Duftmon’s form reshaped to the closest thing to human that it could, making a show of polishing Digimental of Courage before holding it out to the pair of UI. “I am under the impression you are both of similar mind to my own where human involvement is concerned.”

Vinod raised a disappointed brow at Nils, but glared firm at the intruder. “In which way?”

“Physical humans are too much a liability. They’re unpredictable, wasteful, and weak.” The knight sneered like the last of those was what offended him the most. “They use us to kill us, time and time again. This time, I’m not going to wait for my King to grow out of their naivety.”

“And if “your King” catches on and disagrees with this?” Nils asked.

“If my path is not just enough for my power to prove it, then I am rightly replaceable to Them.” Duftmon’s eyes didn’t even flinch at describing himself as being this… disposable. “Should I be proven wrong in mind and deed, my successor will be what my King and fellow knights truly deserve.”

“Did my power “prove” I was right to you too?” Nils took a step back as he tried to appraise what this was turning into.

“You’ve proven UI should not be bound by the old laws,” Duftmon’s eyes glint like he was smirking under his helmet. “Hardly the first time their lot’s proven insufficient. If they were truly the “Gods” Fanglongmon so liked to claim, I wouldn’t be serving lord Yggdrasil.”

“So, what’s that in your hand?” Vinod glanced between it and the knight’s face.

“A token of reimbursement, though I’d rather you not tell how you acquired it.” Duftmon admitted as he ran a finger along the bladed horn. “A human might be how it came about this early, but it’s your crest and your trial that brought it about. Though, it might be best for you to leave it be, with who your partner is.” Nils heard a smile in the cat’s voice.

“Then why’d you bring it to us? Apart from upsetting who you stole it from.” Nils scowled at Duftmon, who managed to get the egg to spin perfectly in the palm of his hand.

“Not all the Tamers of this world are on the same page so far, correct?” Duftmon asked like he just wanted to be told he was right. “Then this would make a fine means of further disruption, should you need it for some… negotiations.”

Vinod looked at it like he was already reading its code, “So it unlocks a certain class of digivolutions?” He blinked at it before looking back to the monster, “I haven’t heard of anyone struggling to manage that on their own.”

“Reaching digivolution isn’t the problem, but a certain line might choose to be if kept in play,” Duftmon said smugly. “If a certain ‘mon wished to defy their fate, a blessing from this could be the godsend they’re seeking.”

Nils looked between Vinod and Duftmon, too aware of how limited his experiences have been. Vinod held a hand to his chin in thought before giving a small smile.

“I think I know someone who might be interested and more than capable of distracting Holstrum's backup,” Vinod held out a hand to shake on it, before pulling back for one addition, “If you’d be willing to get to her. She knows my partner already, and I’d prefer if she didn’t know my face if we can help it.” He gave Nils an apologetic look.

“That’s quite acceptable, Vinod Chanda.” Duftmon accepted the handshake, and Nils wasn’t sure what he should be feeling as he watched.

This thing hadn’t warned Vinod that Prasad’s fate was now exposed, or how poorly replicating that digitization could go on the grander scale. It could be trying to play them.

If humanity is wiped off the planet they’ve been abusing, but all the selfish and self-important UI who would be its replacement are flawed, extinction would be all but guaranteed.

If Nils could manage it so these AI won’t fair any better… Maybe that isn’t such a bad thing.

Notes:

I hope the twist on which "Chanda" this was works for folks. I saw an opportunity to explore since canon didn't do much with the copies UI made of themselves and invoke some of the Chanda from the short stories.

Chapter 31: Knightly Thoughts

Summary:

To keep David out of the way of Chanda's trial, the Royal Knights keep an eye on him.

Notes:

Very sorry for the delay on this, wish I could feel better about with the extra time but I think it's doing all it needs to. Next batch will be Justine, Rachel, Maddie, Vinod, and some surprises. If Justine and Rachel's can come smoothly enough I may try getting one uploaded on Wednesday in additional to the normal one on Sunday to make up for the missed week. Hope you enjoy!

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For the first time since he’d left Logorhythms, David felt caged in. Not enough he’d need to force the issue, and he understood Yggdrasil’s reasons for it.

Most of their reasons anyway.

Why Ryudamon told Maddie that the Royal Knights would be hosting him for the time being he didn’t fully follow. He doubted it was to use her like an implicit hostage to keep him there if this encouraged her to jump here herself once her classes were done.

A part of him hoped it was their attempt to give him a “plus one” like this had been an optional event he had been invited too. 

Thinking of it that way at least gave him the comedy of wondering exactly how badly things would have gone if he could have gotten Ellen in this deep. And who she’d be more frustrated at.

Not that he would have. If Ellen knew, she’d be itching to go to this “court” herself to make sure they all understood her side of the story.

But digimon can’t trust UI that much. Not yet.

Ryudamon had seen what David could do to RoW when he needed to blow off steam. It’d only be natural for them to be worried about two UI possibly orchestrating a break-out.

That was part of why Laurie was being visited on Earth by the Cherubimon-to-be rather than be under the Knight’s watch with him. If they’re all lucky, the exposure to a UI will be enough to get the Archangels back to being a trio instead of a duo where one’s left to brood or fester.

Not that he knows anything about brooding, or isolation, or anything like that. No siree.

It’s not like he could, at absolute most, have 8 years, 7 months, 23 days, and 5 hours left with his family. If he didn’t actually risk investing enough thought into reacting to them and lose 4 years and have the numbers plummet from there. But hey, who’s counting?

Best not to think that way though. His new hosts were somewhat a distraction.

12 names to keep track of, more if you count previous stages and both sides of the fusions. Ryudamon had been feeding him names as needed.

The two most like Ryudamon, and were closest to him if his choice of company said anything, were Omnimon the white knight and Examon the giant red dragon. There were the two Veemon based knights, UlforceVeedramon and an actual Veemon waiting for… something. Sleipmon the norse-themed centaur and Gallantmon the other red dragon themed knight actually had memories from having their own tamers, from two very different times from the sounds of things.

“Will this be everyone today?” David asked as he appraised the crowd.

“Since we’re all holding down the fort here, Craniumon’s acting as Duftmon’s second today. Dufty’s been given the opportunity to revisit his former lord with his “younger sibling” of sorts, so I don’t think you’ll be seeing hide or hair of either of them.” The Veemon rocked on his heels in boredom.

“Lines of succession can get a bit muddied when two different gods are based on the same original,” Sleipmon’s upper head tilted as they spoke where the larger one on their chest couldn’t seem to care enough to mime speaking in time with them. “Our tactician was once their Tiger before he rose above their accepted ranks.” 

“You could say he got a bit too “Catty” for them,” Ulforceveedramon chimed in with eyes that expressed the grin her helmet could not.

Veemon was a lot less thrilled, but David chuckled in dad-joke solidarity.

As his laughter petered out he fondly watched the “slightly larger than average” rookie talk to the red behemoth that blocked out nearly all of the ceiling. If they were in the “real” world, it’d be a miracle if Examon could hear a word Ryudamon said even if the little knight hollered up to her at the top of his lungs.

The three knights made a strange set, made stranger by a small glowing creature that he had to run his memory back to confirm it just appeared without any obvious distortions. Looking past its appearance, its code was running wild in a way he’d never seen before. It wasn’t even a .mon.

What it was, had at least two sets of inputs running through this .gnome’s cute little head. One “local”, so whatever it is had personal agency still, and one that was closer to the forefront behaving as most digital life did but far more legible to him than a Digimon’s codework.

The “gnome” was drawn to Ryudamon like a magnet, and the white knight was the first to be stunned by it enough to drop the conversation to keep an eye on it. But not like it was a threat.

David knew that look in their eyes pretty well; he and Ellen had it nearly every day since Maddie could walk. Or hide in the cabinets, or climb the bookcase, or sneak into his car to try and get out of going to her first day of Preschool by going to “work” with him.

Given its immediate reaction to reaching Ryudamon was to repeatedly and almost robotically pet his interface, maybe it was a “child” of some sort.

Ryudamon tolerated the first five sets of head pats admirably enough before he tried making some distance between him and the gnome, which it took as an opportunity to play “chase”. 

In the most dignified way a “knightly” young dragon could from a strange elf-thing a third his size, of couse. Ignore the laughing blue dragon-knight enjoying the show too much to hear out their requests for “assistance” beyond occasionally offering some very basic runner’s tips.

“Have you tried playing dead?” Ulforceveedramon managed out like she hadn’t seen everything Ryudamon was doing to lose his tiny admirer.

“How would that help?!”

“Maybe belly rubs will get it out of the lil’ guy’s system.”

“BELLY RUBS?!” The rookie snapped back like those were fighting words.

“Well you don’t need to be judgey about it.” The blue knight pouted. “I thought they were great as a Raidramon.”

Gallantmon tried catching the glowing blur with his shield but it passed through him, like a ghost. “This isn’t like them. Is it trying to grant a wish?”

“It most certainly isn’t mine!” Ryudamon objected even as the silly thing started offering cartoonish renditions of meats, pills, and bandages to bribe him into stoping.

Sleipmon tried to put a hoof in its path as Ryudamon used him as a living obstacle with similar results. “A human’s wish then? Perhaps his girl’s worried about him so it’s trying to give them both some comfort.”

“Is that what their purpose is?” David asked.

“Less a purpose and more like their language.” Gallantmon answered while he watched it play with a fondness even softer than Omnimon’s. “Making wishes come true is how they express how they feel about humans and digimon.”

“I do see some code in it which is looking pretty man-made,” David told them, but that seemed to make them look more concerned. “They’ve still got their own too, maybe that’s just what “wishes” look like?”

David tried his hand at catching it, and he did manage to pause it briefly with one of his homebrews. But when he did the “human” code that was driving it broke down, making it look a bit confused before going to Gallantmon like it just recognized him as an old friend.

And in his code he felt a ringing like a cell phone, from Maddie’s number.

“Hey Kiddo, I thought you weren’t supposed to call in school,” He teased gently.

“Daaaad, are you with Ryudamon right now?” Maddie’s voice sounded annoyed at him.

Ryudamon squinted at David like he was expecting his mistress to confess this was her fault.

“Do you need to talk to him? Is something going on?”

“Just a bit of game testing!” Maddie said like he’d caught her in a would-be prank.

“You get out of that rut for your Everguard?” He asked in hopes she wasn’t involved or getting her share more of where her head's been at.

“Not that one, it’s nowhere near anything playable!” She got out in a panicked rush before hissing something less clear at Caspian over asking her about the similarly titled inspiration folder she had. Maddie cleared her throat, “I’m trying to test the pseudo-taming digimon app Caspian’s working on. It looked on my end like I did get through to him, but then I saw you and it crashed.”

Ryudamon’s pout deepened at her blithe betrayal.

“From our side of things, a digital wish granter showed up and was bad with his boundaries.” David replied in the mon’s place. “Maybe don’t spam the “pet” command so much next time?”

“So we did find him?” Maddie’s smile came through clear as day.

“Humans can control Digignomes?” Omnimon asked with some concern.

“It might be more like how they helped Takato.” Gallantmon suggested as he scratched the gnome’s Upamon-like head. “Like if his app is just making a request for them to they act as a way to let humans engage with us.”

“Making you and his digivice didn’t need this sort of active attention.” Omnimon pointed out. “How did he get enough access to make a means to call them this quickly already?”

“Caaaspian, what did you do?” Maddie asked and got a muffled sheepish response. She sighed. “He’s heard of them SOMEHOW,” David didn’t need to take over a security camera to feel the glare she sent the boy’s way, “He just wanted to see if this would work, supposedly.”

He wasn’t sure if Caspian had moved closer, but the boy’s voice was clearer. “Looking into not-digimon based digital lifeforms seemed kinda useful for our UI.”

“I don’t need your logic.” Maddie huffed with an audible pout before quietly adding. “Are they cute?”

“That’s what I’ve heard. Not much else they got going for them.” He heard Caspian answer.

“Rude.” Gallantmon huffed more childishly.

“They wouldn’t be out of place around rookies, definitely on the cute and glowy side of it.”

“Well, okay then. But I’m going to need some pics!”

“Yeah, because glowing objects end up great on film.” Caspian must have been smiling through his sarcasm.

“Good thing we don’t have that here,” David pointed out and caught a laugh from his daughter.

“If we operate through Digignomes, maybe you should add some sort of avatar system to whatever you put on them?” Maddie asked Caspian,  “So digimon can tell if it’s a person trying to interact with them I mean.”

“I can see if it’ll run, but good luck picking how you’d want that thing to look on either end.”

“That’s no real hope of making this not creepy, is there?” Ryudamon asked with more dread as he gave a tired look at Gallantmon’s friend.

“Probably not,” Caspian agreed, “but if all they want to do is play or help meet any current needs you have, maybe it’ll take the edge off for other ‘mons. Like, food, data patches, hygiene-”

“Yeah, yeah. Believe me kid, we’ve all heard this drill before,” a bizarrely humanlike man with spiked red hair sighed as he cracked his knuckles. A fiery specter of a dragon rose from his shoulders and Maddie’s call went dead. “School time’s for schoolin’, you’ll have time for catch up later,” he said gruffly when he caught David’s glare.

“You know both more than most, eh Oyaji?” a purple and white dragon themed knight said teasingly.

“Better than callin’ me “Bill”.”

“Or “Satan”,” the white dragon with a red hood beside the man said to himself in annoyance, making the other beam with a mouth David was surprised wasn’t part of its helmet.

<Dynasmon, the Knight of Wyvern, partner of Crusadermon, the Rhodonite Lord of Knightmon. Gankoomon, the original Nanimon, and his student BaoHackmon, Champion form of our youngest and least physically stable member, Jesmon.> Ryudamon supplied.

“So you did tell the lad about your time in Eneruge!” Dynasmon leaned down to brace the younger ‘mon by his far shoulder, “I was from Earthlin, back in my Mistymon days,” He tapped a symbol like a seed starting to sprout from the ground etched in the gold circle of his chest. 

“WHAT?!” BaoHackmon squawked as he looked at his master in horror.

“That’s what they called me in Witchenly, rose by any other name and all that.” Gankoomon waved him off with an unimpressed snort. “Playing with their fire helped me get Hinukamuy.”

“YOU RAISED ME WITH NUNS, OLD MAN!” BaoHackmon complained and got a knuckle to his noggin for his trouble.

“And you better turn out better than I did for your Sisters’ troubles!” Gankoomon said as he adjusted his gloves and the dragon reflected off his sunglasses.

“And speaking of troubles,” A leaner pink figure chimed in as they retracted a gold shield away from their hand to reveal a small angular gold pillar. “Magnadramon sends us all her regards.”

“Fiiiinally,” The Veemon scrambled to his feet and took the totem with the sign of Miracles on it like it was a delicate treasure. Throwing a look over their shoulder to Ryudamon, they bobbed it his way, “Want to see if your tamer’s put in a good word for you?”

“Even if it did, with my luck I’ll get a Rhinomon X without the digimental itself like how Pegasusmon X worked out for us.” Ryudamon shrugged like he wasn’t much of a fan of the ‘mon in question.

Catching David’s questioning look, an image of a very literal rhino covered in gem-studded gold armor with swords in place of its tail tuft and horn was sent his way.

“You did apologize for exposing her to that without warning, right?” Sleipmon asked with a chilling edge that softened at Ryudamon’s remorseful nod.

“I didn’t recognize that she’d be so sensitive to it, and have done what I can to mend things.”

<And that one’s hardly a form suited to avoiding bloodshed for her sake> Ryudamon pinged softer. <But it’s one of the few with an antibody variant at all for me to use>

Veemon chanted a phrase David missed to the box in his palms, and a glow surrounded him in bits and pieces shaped like they were taken right off the object. When his body finished growing to fit, he felt oddly… Underprotected, compared to most of his fellows, to David’s concern.

If he hadn’t known better, he would have assumed this was designed for a female character with class left at the door. Though even if it had been, this did get more muscle definition than most have to show off, and with how thoroughly his head was covered this was fairly androgynous. But if these avatars were designed by something, that something was reading as a bit thirsty.

“That only leaves the one,” Examon said to herself softly, which still left it easily heard.

… Come to think of it, she might not even be wearing armor. But her scales were definitely helping her seem far better protected  than how lanky Veemon turned out.

<Magnamon the Miracle Item, as blessed by Miracles as Sleipmon is by Fate> Ryudamon supplied.

<I thought that Fate was your Gargomon friend’s thing?>

<Sleipmon got it through natural digivolution rather than Fate’s Digimental like what ties those two together, like how Rosemon is blessed by Light even when tamed by the holder of Sincerity>

David shouldn’t have brought the gold bunny-dog up. He can’t ask about them without coming across as checking in on how they’re handling Chanda, which makes it easier to worry.

There’s always the chance that the person Chanda used to be would be horrified by what his UI suggested. That his decay’s gone to the heart of him faster than Laurie’s or his own has.

Even if it did, if that would make this more of a mercy killing, David can’t be sure that’s fair. Or right.

Gankoomon pulled him aside as Ryudamon congratulated his colleague. “You need a drink?”

“I’m not about to risk what losing my inhibitions could do to me like this,” David replied cautiously, getting a snappy nod.

“Sorry it’s that rough on you. Been around a lot of places, but never had to limit myself in ‘em.”

“Sounds like it’s also easier for you than our whole mess,” David watched the other man’s champion trying to commiserating with Ryudamon, that seemed to be amusing the rookie a lot. “Is mentor ship like parenthood for digimon?”

“Not with me it ain’t,” Gankoomon shrugged and poured himself a shallow cup of sake from a gourd David definitely hadn’t seen on him before, quickly throwing it back. His visor made the man hard to read. “If he wanted a parent, he coulda kept his head down. Live simply, peacefully. Hackmon’s got ambition and the talent to get there, as many times as he needs to. Me and the girls are just making sure he gets there with everything he needs to take my place.”

David tried looking deeper into the older digital immigrant, but all he saw was that specter burning bright enough to sting.

“Nice try, but use your words.”

“Are you allowed to retire?” David asked a bit sheepishly at getting so obviously caught.

“‘Course we can. I’m just sticking around to keep us from looking understaffed.” Gankoomon took another shot and sighed, “Maybe even see the sort of ‘mon they’ll have the kid working with to balance him out.”

“You mean that literally, don’t you?” David asked as he rested his head on his fingers watching the others.

The Knights had more typing variety than most of the other groups, so it made sense they’d take advantage of it. Pair a Data type like Dynasmon with a Virus like Crusadermon, and it wouldn’t matter what their opponent turned out to be. But both Gankoomon and Jesmon’s types match.

“We prefer teams of two against unknowns, but it’s not like we make them set in stone.” Gankoomon agreed and gestured to Magnamon, “Having a case like Magnamon can make balancing him trickier, but their luck makes up for that big time. They work best with someone who can either help them take a hit or is fast enough to take advantage of any “Miraculous” opportunities that show up, so Sleipmon or Ulforce can meet his needs pretty well.”

“Who’s Alphamon’s typical pair? Examon or Gallantmon?”

“Neither,” Gankoomon gave a deep sigh, “They go it alone, and even if they didn’t it don’t make sense to risk losing the boss and the backup at once. That’s practically how we got here.”

David gave a confused nod, but Gankoomon just shook his head.

That felt… Like he was talking more final than what happens to digimon. But if the guy was done sharing, there’s not much else he could do.

It feels like there’s still so many things he can’t, as “strong” as a UI is. Strong enough to be terrifying, as long as they can do enough to prove they still exist.

He’s not sure what outcome to hope for Chanda, but he’s not a man who’d take more abuse lying down. Deserved or otherwise.

So he’ll just need to keep bracing himself for what flood’s to come.

Either for what Chanda’s actions leaves them to think about UI or what the man himself can do.

Chapter 32: Sim-biosis

Summary:

Justine observes as walls start to lower, between worlds and friends.

Notes:

This was not the Wednesday I had in mind for this update. Very sorry for that hiatus. Hopefully things can be a bit easier on me for a while to get back into the normal rhythm, I'm not sure if I'll try to get back to Sundays or stick to Wednesdays for now. If there's any feedback folks want to share I'm always up for hearing it.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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School went by the same as ever, but while for everyone else it must have looked genuinely normal, Justine saw differently.

Living colored pencils, walking coins, half-pints made of eclectic mixes of boxes, and more were more comfortable walking around in that weird half-seen state digimon could manage than they were before. Good means to give Flora some company, but a bit unsettling.

Maddie warned her Caspian was working on something to bridge the gap, but for them to be “moving in” already felt like a bad sign.

Worse, some kids were living through their phones more than before, and this time in a way that’d impact her. How obvious they’d be could vary, but the punchline was the same.

They were using their phone cameras, Caspian’s “game”, to watch and track the unseen additions wandering the halls. She caught some of the influx could be this game’s fault too, leaving “treats” earned from exercise or events around to encourage monsters to hang around.

Justine considered her “intimidating” presence a blessing for a change by scaring off those who noticed Flora following her like a starstruck lamb instead of needing to answer their questions.

Maddie was already lying her head on her arms in exhaustion on a table by the time lunch rolled around, unluckily lucky enough nobody would actually be needing the spot across from her where her lunch sat.

Justine glanced at the ghost-ish Floramon trying to coax out a self-driving computer mouse out and away from the kitchen and assumed it was probably related.

“So, who’d you sell your soul to in order to get the not-a-tamer thing to go through?”

“If I ever say the words, “Hey, I should make a Picrew”, assume I’ve gone insane or been replaced, because that’s a cry for help.” Maddie groaned into her arms.

“You sold your soul to dress-up?” Flora asked with a confused tilt of her head.

“My wrist, more like.” She grumbled like she was five. “I figured Erika’s sticker-style was too abstract for most people, so I thought if I could get something set up to approximate photos for the avi’s that it’d get a bit more attention. Like a Mii or something they can tweak after the fact, but closer to the minimum for a first person view.”

“As long as you lost it for a good cause?” Justine asked with a smile and Maddie turned her head to the side enough to glare up at her like she was looking for sarcasm. Noting they were still only a duo, the redirection option seemed obvious. “Caspian show up today?”

“Of course he did, he’s probably zoned out or something.” Maddie shrugged, and smiled at Flora mumbling questions to herself about why people say that when “Earth zones” don’t even warp.

“Sure Brad didn’t catch him?”

“Pssh,” Maddie dismissed the idea with a wave, “Even if he did, good luck,” She rolled her eyes with an unkind grin. “Pretty sure Brad would break a hand trying anything on him if self-preservation trumps secrecy.”

“It’s not like those are mutually exclusive.”

“Well, it’s easy enough to check, if you know where room 248 is.” Maddie cracked her neck and back a little as she got up. “Pretty sure I saw that was where his class before this is.”

He was there alright, well after the teacher had gone, but the stuff he was scribbling on the chalkboard barely looked like math to Justine anymore. Not that math was really her thing.

Caspian would jot something, take a few steps back to where he had a water bottle on a desk to look over his work, but his gaze was too intense for how tightly wound he looked. His face was impassive, but his twitching fingers read less like a fidget and more like he was about to snap.

Maddie nearly made her the target when it was clear he didn’t notice them join him, but Justine held her back by her arm and silently shook her head at Maddie’s frustrated befuddlement.

She didn’t need to explain herself when what started as Caspian taking a drink turned into him splashing it across the chalkboard to erase everything he’d been working. He didn’t even wait to see if that’d be enough to scrap it all before slamming the bottle down with a snarl to himself and brushing some hair out of his face.

Caspian had nearly got himself normal again before he caught them by the door from the corner of his eye and practically jumped out of his skin.

“Jesus- How long have you two been there?!”

“We had lunch, noticed you missing. Making sure you weren’t dead or mangled, so, good on you.” Justine replied with a thumbs up.

He took a relieved breath like that meant there was something they weren’t meant to see, but Maddie folded her arms with a glare.

“I thought you said that was “better off the way things were”,” Her accusing tone dripped like that had been a betrayal.

Caspian’s throat bobbed with a swallow and looked ready to bolt. “It’s- I can’t stop thinking about it sometimes. I don’t like it, I don’t want to, but it… happens. And it still doesn’t get to a workable solution when I do just get my thoughts out so, what does it matter?”

“What does it matter?!” Maddie echoed though looked like she wanted to snap at him further, but Justine being there made her hold her tongue. Having no where else to vent she stormed off with Flora following worriedly behind her after Justine gave her a nod.

Caspian sighed and combed his hand through his hair with a slight hiss to himself. “Don’t worry about it, it’s just about a program she’s been a bit too invested in. A human-one I mean.” He said after he recognized how broad “programs” to get “invested in” were spiraling out.

Justine raised a brow at him and glanced at the half-legible writing on the board. “Riiiight, ‘cause clearly that’s just a “her” thing.”

“I- Not because I’m trying to.” He said defensively, "Sometimes when I’m aware of a problem, even if I can’t fix it, or it doesn’t need fixing, my brain will just… get in a rut about it..” His voice was softer after giving a defeated sigh, “I was hoping she wouldn’t find out about this one.”

“Like, at all, or until you found something she’d be happier with?”

“Either.” He admitted, and she trusted he was calm enough to not get weird about her sitting on the desk next to the one he’d been using. 

He looked like a mess, uniform can’t hide that no matter what he tried to do with his tie. His fault for letting himself fiddle with it without a mirror to know where the sweet spot should be.

“Be honest, are you the type to skip breakfast?” She asked as she tried to keep her tone from sounding judgemental.

“Don’t think there’s much point in trying to catch lunch if that’s what you’re trying to lead me to.” He replied with a weak smile that all but answered her actual question.

She wouldn’t know if it worked until Flora felt Maddie was okay enough or she had to come back, but she texted her ‘mon a 🍜 and hoped she’d get it.

“Doesn’t mean it’s a worse place to be than here,” Justine warned and caught him by the elbow to drag him to the door, but he was a good sport about it. 

Maybe too good of one, if his eyes lingering on Erin of all people as she lead the way was any indication. Erin herself giving him the eye was probably only because being ousted left her unaware of the rumors around him. The look Kelly gave him indicated she was still in the know.

But that was as good an opening as any for something that’d been bugging her. “Why’d you get involved in Maddie’s drama?”

His face tensed like a smile as he looked up at the ceiling like it had a cheat sheet. “Whiiich part of her drama?”

“Lying about the hack, poindexter,” She eyed him carefully, but this he looked comfortable with, even if he seemed confused by it. “You don’t seem the type to give any of Maddie’s bullies the time of day and you’d definitely know her as one of them by sight if you’d been the one to photoshop her hanging off Brad’s arm.”

That took him off guard and with a very “well that figures” look he held his hands in surrender.

“Me doing it isn’t any less of a lie than acting like she had,” he admitted with half a smile and a shrug. “I wasn’t supposed to be here to take any heat, so there were worse plans to have tried clearing that mess up.”

“So who did?” Justine asked, but he shook his head there.

“Not mine to tell.”

It’s not like the list could be that long. It couldn’t have been a digimon’s fault. The guy she needed Justine to act as a safety for probably wouldn’t be it, since he was a stranger to her.

Her mom’s not a techy type, but from references here and there her dad was.

“What’s the big deal if her old man took some initiative to scare away bullies his kid made on her mom’s time?” Justine asked, and Caspian choked on his spit.

“What’s the big- what are you talking about?” He sputtered like this was supposed to be shocking.

“Don’t go dying here, it’ll look bad for me.” Justine teased but let them pause near some lockers. “So, see what I mean? She’s not exactly “Miss Popular” to pad out your suspects, that’s how we both got here.”

“How are you so casual about this, and the hell do you mean “her mom’s time”?” Caspian snapped with some frustration.

“... ‘Cause the separation?” Justine squinted at him funny. “Been there; my dad does the bribing thing too when he wants to feel more involved until he gets me over summer break.”

Caspian blinked at her like she was speaking Greek but a realization was dawning on both of them.

There was no way he wouldn’t know about that, he’s been living with them.

Why would anyone choose to lie about their parents' marriage failing?

“I… I thought that with girls like that, everyone knew.” He shrugged with a guilty look on his face as he tried not to look her in the eye. “It’s- You can look her up, she can’t blame me for that. Or just- hell. You know her, her dad’s name is “David”, he worked for Logorythms if that makes him easier to find.”

Justine snorted with some annoyance, but gave the three Kims a google. She thought she saw Centillion’s mascot for half a second which was a little weird. But it wasn’t too hard to find them.

She felt a chill seeing a death date attached the the guy. But he looked just like the man she saw Maddie throw herself at when Caspian went nuts. “The hell?”

“Yeah. I-uh, I thought you knew.” Caspian said as he scratched at his arm through his sleeves. 

“I saw him, after the dragon thing.” She pointed out with some frustration over how little sense this was making.

“There’s… a lot there.” Caspian admitted.

“But “not yours to tell”,” Justine repeated a bit more bitterly than she meant to. “Is anything?”

“Not in public it isn’t.” He said with a glance at some digital pastry mascot glaring at him from around a corner. “But if you want to stop by today, then yeah. I can tell you my side of this.”

She half wanted to challenge if he really would, but the cake-head in the waistcoat distracted her. Not because it was weirdly tall for the ‘mon’s she’s seen so far, or how its twitching strawberry ears were swiveled back like an annoyed horse with a flicking tail to match when it saw them.

Unlike the others around, it had a digivice on them. The face of their watch hung around its neck, strung like a bolo tie.

Flora spooking the edible unicorn with a endless string of “zuppa”s as she rushed past them towards her own “tamer” with a thermos got her mind further off track.

“You’re late. Things okay?” Justine asked and hoped her frustration didn’t bleed into her tone, but if Flora noticed she caught that it wasn’t meant for her.

“Zuppa!” Flora chimed instead, offering Caspian what would have been Flora’s lunch if the goof hadn’t seen enough to steal from Justine’s.

“Chicken noodle,” Justine lightly corrected, given the closest Flora’s been to anything Italian was an Olive Garden. “Made it herself, I promise it’s edible.”

“Shining endorsement there.” He teased but accepted his role as unwitting guinea pig. “Thank you, it’s good.” He told Flora with a softer smile than he normally managed.

Flora beamed with pride as Justine chalked that one "reveal" away for later if his answers were lacking.

“Maddie’s okay, I kinda… pointed some of these kids who can see me to her to see if that’d make her happy?” Flora shrugged. “Not-tamers are weird.”

“Hope that isn’t too hard to adapt to,” Caspian said like he meant it as an apology, but Flora waved that off.

“Not bad weird, but it makes ‘em look kinda stupid.” She giggled to herself and settled at Justine’s side.

“Yeah, there’s not much helping that. AR glasses are an option, but who’s going to shell out for those?” He agreed before looking back at Justine like he wasn’t sure if he should say something.

“You can give back the thermos when we talk,” She said with a roll of her shoulder. Reminded by the weight in her pocket she looked at him from the corner of her eye, “Want to let Maddie’s mom know I could drive you guys back today?”

Caspian’s mouth quirked with half a grin, “Pretty sure she won’t mind having more time to herself, but yeah I can check with her.”

With a slight warning text to her own mom, the rest of the day went by smoothly.

Though as if to answer one question, when she saw Kelly and Erin leaving home ec., the cake-mon showed up again. To give the two completed worksheets for physics at a glance, and looking the Maddie-sized monster in the eye despite their state didn’t give Kelly any problems.

Shortmon, a misnomer as far as these ‘mons go but the one Flora had for it when asked, recognized her too, as its whipped cream tail flicked in annoyance again, but they seemed to keep quiet in favor of listening to the girls’ gossip.

Something she might need to warn Maddie about if she hadn’t found out already. Even if they and Samara aren’t on the best of terms, this could encourage Ryudamon to get involved.

Not like she won’t have the chance, with Caspian’s invite. 

Maddie was stiff as a board as she settled in the back with Caspian as a change of pace, since Flora rocked happily in the passenger seat. Justine caught Maddie giving the boy a confused glare.

Justine could make problems on purpose that would get the girl’s head off of that.

“Overheard something kinda weird today,” Justine started off as she got the car running. “Well, two somethings. Kelly’s got a champ doing her homework for starters.”

Maddie gave a groan at that, but looked at her with naive curiosity. Like she hadn’t been lying by omission or whatever-the-heck you’d call this for months. “Even at that level, not sure I’d trust most of them to get any answers right.”

“Depends! History and English could be real bad, but number stuff might be okay!” Flora argued as she struggled to find an angle to actually see their guests without going against the all powerful law of seatbelts. 

“Riiight. Because digital monsters can be trusted with basic physics or chemistry.” Caspian mumbled into the heel of his palm. Flora twiddled her fronds with a bashful shrug.

“Heard something about your dad too.” Justine seeded out, and Flora gave a soft coo as she shrunk in on herself like when she’s been caught stealing “snacks” from the chicken coop. “Are things okay? Like, any divorce stuff coming up?” From what little Justine could catch, Maddie’s face went blank, not even to give a confused or accusing look at the other person who could say anything about the guy. “Maddie?”

“It’s… complicated.” Maddie said softly, and Justine saw Caspian give the kid a look of cold sympathy. “I’d rather not go too into it, truth is Erika and I had plans today.”

Justine gave a nod, “It’s cool. Don’t need to say anything if it’s too much. But, too much is weirdly normal these days, so it’s not like there’s much left that could be “too crazy”.”

Caspian gave a slight hiss to himself, “Oh you’d be surprised.”

Maddie gave a light snicker as she looked up at him, “Yeah, you’d be the one to know.”

“Like you’re one to talk. It’s not like it’s my fault my family turned out to be fake.” He replied almost petulantly.

“... Wut?” Flora echoed Justine’s thoughts as the ‘mon managed to look back at the two by going nearly horizontal in her chair.

“Not sure if Tron or the Truman Show’s the weirder pick for backstories,” Maddie bantered back, and one of those things was actually helpful. Or, was almost helpful. No ideas about the “show”.

“Maddie, is its your dad’s fault computer things don’t stay in computers anymore?” Justine asked cautiously.

“Please don’t call digimon “computer things”, every option there just makes what they are more confusing.” Caspian begged and was subsequently ignored.

“It’s… Well, it’s Laurie’s fault, but she was trying to help my dad.” Maddie admitted with an almost bitter glance Caspian’s way. “Dad’s… like them, almost.”

“Like, the opposite of me?” Flora asked with worry. “Is he stuck in the digi-world like I’m in yours I mean? With the weird schloooooop-plop?” Her vocalisation did not help convey any of the motions Justine couldn’t watch.

“Not… Really.” Maddie said, but sounded more comfortable than the first time they got close. “He got pretty sick, so he has to live in a computer these days.” She lied with the sort of tone like she believed it. “The company that got him in there let us think he was dead so they could exploit him, which is how Laurie and the digimon ended up getting involved.”

Justine pulled up to the Kims as she processed this. She could still see some damage left by Phin’s giant snake fiasco.

“So, him doing the dragon thing wasn’t like what happened with you and Dera?” She asked as Flora’s curious eyes bounced between the girls.

“He’s still sick, so he and Ryudamon shouldn’t do that for long. I’d love to get him out, but it’s safer for him like this. But, it’s more like a fusion than a bio-merge if that’s what you mean.”

Justine nodded, but kept herself from asking the blunter questions as they headed in.

Caspian had been acting like the man had died despite how Maddie was framing it. Maddie’s mom wasn’t ever accused of “cheating” on her dad with the new guy.

Death or whatever you’d call this could be considered one hell of a “separation”, but the lie still stung. Not that Maddie hadn’t been hurting over it too.

Justine could hear Erika’s voice nitpicking over a rhythmic chopping sound, and Maddie rushed to the kitchen.

On the couch was a genuinely stuffed version of Phin and a violin case. Justine picked up the plush and squeezed it flat lengthwise to be sure, though her host gave her a weird look for it.

“Do you play?” She asked with a gesture to the case to try and gloss over if he took that as an attempted squishing towards his actual partner.

“That one’s Phin’s.”

Justine looked from the case to Caspian, and the plush that showed the ‘mon in question was barely half the instrument's height. “How?”

Caspian looked just as confused back at her before something clicked. “Right, you hadn’t actually seen them lately.”

Maddie waved her over and pointed at the kitchen where Justine figured her mom had been doing some food prep from the sounds of chopping. The lady with an extreme case of baby’s first bleach job made a swipe at Erika with her free hand as she defended her choice of veggies.

“Didn’t know you found a girlfriend,” Justine said dryly as she tried to ignore how she now felt like an intruder.

He looked at her like he had expected her to catch something else. When he recognized non-verbal sentiments were failing, he tried again. “‘Cause I didn’t.”

He mimed holding something the original Phin’s size and then gestured to the… “woman”.

Justine quietly mouthed “What the fuck?” to which the other two emphatically nodded. Looking down at her own partner her brow furrowed. “So what, can all Ult’s be human for a day?”

“Ew.” Flora said on reflex, and the little ‘mon kept looking at Phin the way rubberneckers would stare at injuries. She’ll need to have that etiquette talk later. She looked flustered when she recognized that was out loud but Caspian nodded his sympathies to her.

“More than just a day for us,” he shrugged and knocked on the door in hopes of getting his partner’s attention. “Phin’s been staying like this as much as they can, since it lets them talk like us.”

Phin initially just spared him a glance before noticing they had actual company and electronics around her briefly freaked out like she had nearly overloaded them on reflex. Erika gave the monster a dirty look but Phin tried to act like whatever that was wasn’t their fault.

“Stop acting like I don’t know how to cook.” Phineas objected with their head held high like they needed any help looking down at the girl. “Humans don’t like the bitter orange bit, but the leaves are sweet.”

“You’ve got your wires crossed, it’s a normal human carrot.” Erika sighed in annoyance like they've been arguing this for a while. “Why would we breed them into this state if we couldn’t eat them?”

“How should I know? Nectar’s good, but the minerals on mushrooms aren’t safe for them, melons are too sour, we’ll need some salt to really make grilled fish sing-” Phineas went on but when they opened their eyes they were solid green. A few blinks later their eyes could pass for human again and they held their forehead like they felt lightheaded. “Wait, I see what this is.”

They turned around to try and hide, but Justine caught their reflection on the oven’s glass as a spider smaller than they used to be crawled out of their mouth, and a snap of their fingers made a ring appear around it for them to rummage through.

When they made the glowing ring of code go back, the spider shed to expose an expanding bright blue shell and the same solid green eyes that had taken over Caspian’s partner. And nobody acted like this was the least bit traumatizing to see.

“I know what I’m doing, my human taught me all about cooking,” the beetle insisted with a claw on his hip and waggled the other in front of him like a chiding parent. “If you don’t do it right you’re going to make them sick! It’s bad enough that food can be so hard for them to find at all!”

“Kokabuterimon, what’s the last thing you remember?” Phineas asked as Erika hovered over their shoulder with a scowling mouth but worried eyes.

“I- We found a bunch of “po-tae-tos”. My buddies and I had always kinda dismissed them, but my girl got soooo excited over them, not as much as she did over her “salt” rocks mind you-”

“And then the fog came.” Erika supplied with dread and Phineas motioned for her to back off.

“I-... Yeah.” The little bug’s food rambling petered out and he fiddled with a yellow scrap of cloth on his neck. “There- there was fog, and normally it’s dangerous, but she heard her mom crying for her from the other side. She never thought she’d be able to go back to her village again, but it was right there. So- so I told her to go, since we had plenty of food to help them now, and the hands came to take her, and- and I didn’t expect her leaving to hurt so much.”

The beetle’s foreclaws fell to his sides. “That… that wasn’t her village in there, was it?”

“No, it wasn’t.” Phineas softly agreed.

“I… She… She died, didn’t she? That’s why I died?” His voice cracked like he wanted to cry but his compound eyes couldn’t. “I was watching her, I- I told her to go! And she-!”

“That’s how that world worked. It preyed on people in pain; it tricked her. It wasn’t your fault.”

“I’ll never see her again will I?”

Phineas’ face was pained as they glanced back towards Erika and the other humans. Not seeing any answers there, they rubbed one of the red spines on the back of the bug’s shell. “I… I don’t know. Humans aren’t like us, but she was… part of the same thing you were.”

“And now I’m not.”

“She might not be anymore either,” Phineas agreed gently. “Nobody knows where humans go.”

Ryudamon glanced between the two in concern as something seemed to click behind his eyes that made him hang his head.

“Where… should I go?” The poor bug weakly asked, and Erika put a glowing cube in the center of their claw.

“There are others here, they can help.”

Justine assumed it was some sort of link, with how the bug blinked out of sight.

“Making more of them like this won’t help us in the long run.” Erika said to Phineas with a sad glare.

“Well I can’t just keep them either when they get that close to the surface, so what would you rather I do?” Phineas crossed their arms with a scowl. “My maintenance might not be perfect, but I’m here and everyone’s getting their chance to enjoy the world again instead of wallowing in hate over what-could-have-beens.”

“I thought Phi was helping prevent this.” Caspian said cautiously.

“They are, but that doesn’t mean we still don’t get… leaks.” Phin shrugged but tried to avoid looking at their tamer. “But the leaks do need to go somewhere.” They glared at Erika like to object to that was akin to putting these “leaks” in danger.

“We can’t both be filling the same purpose, and if the population grows too much and too quickly-”

“Then Yggdrasil should have held back on one of us, and I’ve got seniority here, Backup.” Phin leaned toward her with bared teeth, only for Caspian to push them back.

“I don’t add to the population problem.” Erika sniped back. “I can’t make digimon like that!”

“Then either get good or get talkin’ to ol’ Ygg in the mud to see how to work this out.” Phin spat with surprising sarcasm. “But I’m doing what I have to so nobody has to suffer anymore.”

“That’s a fine idea.” Ryudamon said almost like he was in a daze. “Perhaps they would have alternatives available.”

“Oh, we both know exactly the sort of “alternatives” your king comes up with,” Phineas rolled their eyes with a sneer.

“This is far from a crisis,” Ryudamon shook his head to ground himself. “We’re well within normal parameters even including the ‘mons who are on Earth for longer spans of time.

“If it’s normal, how come I got here?” Flora shuffled her feet on the tile. “I… fell, out of the digi-world and into this one. Did Yggdrasil mean for that to happen?”

“No, I’m sure they didn’t-” Ryudamon started to object before giving a weak sigh. “I’m sorry, but perhaps it was higher powers trying to ensure you and your human would get to meet.”

“Higher than Yggdrasil?” Flora echoed with trepidation as she forced herself to look into Ryudamon’s eyes and made him flinch.

“A… An Earth-based power then.” He weakly offered, with eyes that didn’t believe it any more than Flora did. Erika stayed quiet while Phin’s glare grew harsher, accusing him of lying to a kid.

“Like… the one the collective school start-up system talked about?” Flora asked with a worried glance at Justine.

Justine blinked blankly back for a beat before she recognized it. “You mean the pledge of allegiance?”

“Now that’s doubtful,” Caspian chuffed to himself. “With how many gods we have vying for the big G title, that one’s still got nothing to go off of but “faith”.” His last word dripped with bitter sarcasm.

“Fine.” Ryudamon sighed with a self-hating scowl. “Even under “normal” circumstances Yggdrasil, and anything that can be considered a “god”, can make mistakes. DO make mistakes. Shakamon can try to claim some for their trials, but nothing we have is “perfect”.”

“Some will even rather bail or stand by when these “mistakes” start to happen.” Phin added as their knuckles whitened. 

Flora didn’t seem to take any of that as a comfort, so Justine rubbed her head. She didn’t fully grasp what “petal soft” really meant before she had such easy access and large a source. Her brain kept wanting to remember it as being like the best leather she’s touched, but that never did it justice.

“Sounds to me like most of your “gods” are people. We’ve had stories with gods like that too.” Flora looked up at her quietly in awe. “I tend to like those pantheons better anyway. Keeps ‘em interesting. More relatable. Keeps anyone from having as much blame when bad things happen than if there was some “perfect” thing in charge that thought this shit was okay.”

“... But…” Flora’s words were softer than she was. “Why wasn’t I enough? To stay… there. Where digimon are “supposed” to be.” She shrugged with a slight glance up, like the digital world was somewhere above them.

“Who says that’s where you're supposed to be?” Justine asked instead of risk Ryudamon making her feel worse by trying to argue against the bad thought directly. Ryudamon blinked up at her with some trepidation but he let himself settle as she put on a more joking smirk. “How do they know you weren’t stolen away by some secret Earth god just to get a crest with me?”

Flora gave a small giggle as she fretted with her flowers in embarrassment. “Do you like that story more?” Justine asked and the laughs might have been broken by the word “maybe” but it was a bit moist to tell.

“Then why not stick with that until someone’s got a better answer for you?” Justine asked as she ran her thumb over some of the veins on the ‘mon’s helmet. “That’s basically what faith is, if you ask me.”

Flora gave a small nod. “Think I like it.”

"Have you ever seen the digital world?" Erika looked at Flora with her normal coldness but it was mostly quizzical. Seeing Flora shake her head the girl gave Justine that look instead, like it was enough to ask for permission.

"As long as she gets back in one piece I don't mind," Justine turned to Maddie with some mild worry, "You'd be with her too, right?"

"Oh, I've never been there either!" Maddie shook her head wildly, "Their digi-towns on the web have been more than enough for me."

Justine tensed more at that, leading Flora to take her by the hand and beam up at her brightly. "Then the "towns" are good, yeah? Bigger jump can wait!"

Justine gave a weak nod before Maddie grabbed the squirt and the two girls went up the stairs leaving Phin to finally continue their cooking prep in peace and the dragon to follow.

"If... you don't think the digital world would be "safe" for her, you aren't wrong." Phineas managed out like not looking at Justine made her mildly easier for them to address on their own. Justine barely acknowledged their words, more concerned why it only just occurred to her that it could have been a bad idea.

"Not that Phin's been there either," Caspian pointed out as he nudged Justine towards a stairway to the Kim's basement.

The basement definitely read as a grown child’s first flat. No cohesion with the house.

“Didn’t know this is where Spirit of Halloween fostered its spiders during the off seasons.” Justine teased dryly.

“Don’t ask.”

“Don’t think I need to. “Oh hey, it me” and your twerp pops it into your cart, yeah?” She asked with the ghost of a smile. That’s why Flora had been “haunting” the closest thing Berkshire had to a gardening club too.

“Pretty much.”

“At least you don’t need to keep these alive afterward.” Justine offered him a tired smirk after staring down a prop that didn’t know what “Exoskeleton” meant. “Turns out having a plant mon isn’t a cure for a black thumb. Only one happy with my failures are the chickens.”

“Not sure either of us are winners.”  Caspian looked uncomfortable, like he had something to confess.

“Anything else I should know about?”

“Sorry. I had looked you up a while back, to make sure you weren’t another Logorhythm plant.”

“The chip company has "plants"?” She asked skeptically.

“The company that planned on paying a girl 6 mil to play the role of highschool sweetheart if I had followed the script, yeah. That fucking one.” He corrected bitingly. “Heard you and Maddie only started hanging out after her dad’s hack. Which is when Logorhtythms realized his family could be a concern. Had to cover all my bases, so… Sorry.” He shrugged helplessly as he refused to look anywhere near her face. “Won’t repeat anything I found.”

“You say that like there’s anything in my life worth finding.” Justine shrugged after she let that mess sink in, but she’d be lying if she said being the subject of a stalking session didn’t bother her. “You did hear that she reached out to me, right?”

“Not hard to get an intimidating rep, easier if you have a reason to want one. Could have tried to get you on their payroll after the fact too.”

“Why would they care that much about you? You get an early internship and they got paranoid when you found out about her pop or something?”

Caspian’s shoulders slouched and his eyes lost focus. Justine raised a brow but stayed quiet so the boy could talk.

“Turns out I’m something of a mad science project of theirs. Made and raised according to plans, hence, “fake family”. Practically actors.” His shrug was too tense, like his shoulders had tried to swallow his neck.

Justine’d be lying if she said she had any idea that was on the table. “Serious? Like, cloning or editing donated stuff?”

“Machine-grown clone. They called it “Ecto-genesis”.”

She looked him up and down. If he was lying he would have had to feel real terrible about it to look that grim. And none of the ‘mon were calling BS. “Well, shit. It’s not like the tech hasn’t been getting there, but wasn’t expecting to meet the next Dolly this decade.”

“Okay, it’s surreal but not that bad.” He looked just confused enough that she thinks he misheard her.

“The sheep, not the painter.” Justine rolled her eyes. “Mrs. Fredrickson loves that sorta thing, so papers that bring it up is easy money. First cloned mammal, born in 1996, euthanized in 2003 due to an unrelated lung condition. Folks enjoy pointing out that she died at the age her donor’s cells were at when they were taken but it’s easier to prove that it's totally unrelated.”

Caspian blinked at the floor and she was hoping she hadn’t just triggered something.

“One hell of a coincidence.” He muttered as his eyes slowly rose to meet hers, like he was hoping she wouldn't notice the quiet fear in them. “They sure it was unrelated?”

“Yep. They chose to keep her indoors all the time which upped the risks and others born from the same sample were fine." She gave as clinically as she could in an effort to not make him feel any worse. "Wasn’t how the donor died and most of the other clones lived full uneventful lives. Cancer happens, and credible sources agree it was just a coincidence.”

“How many times have you written that paper exactly?”

“270 bucks worth, give or take.” Justine shrugged. “If I repeat it too often, I’ll get me and the schmucks paying me caught.”

He acknowledged the hustle but kept the thoughts that were creasing his brow to himself.

Human cloning is a whole other kettle of fish.” She added to remind him how big of a hornet's nest this topic could be kicking. “Doc in China caused a big stir in 2018 from just "editing" some twins.”

“Tell that to Logorhythms, I’m sure it will turn out just great.” Caspian drawled sarcastically. “Another tech advancement they let someone else take the heat for over a decade after the fact by keeping their mouths shut.”

Justine couldn’t help herself. “Was it just an egotistical rando or someone famous?”

Caspian gave a wry smile. “Technically both. Holstrum wasn’t happy about his diagnosis.”

That’s just fucking weird. She’s heard the name. Seen pictures of the guy. But a clone?

Justine cocked her head. “I’m not seeing it.”

Caspian gave her a  mildly miffed look. “Is it me having hair or not wearing glasses?”

Justine squinted back, still really trying to see the resemblance. “Little of column A, little of column B. You don't sound like him at all. Fashion's definitely not as "daddy has 5 of this outfit in his closet". Shape and color of the hair also isn’t really selling it.”

“Yeah, I know. Stress won’t be kind to me but I can’t really avoid it these days.” He sighed at the ceiling. “If it’s not them, it’s the digimon. Or, it’s both of their faults at the same time.” He tossed his hands in the air at that one.

“You using contacts or something?” She asked to check her bases and considered pulling out her phone to compare them.

“Nah.” Caspian waved the suggestion away. “Fucker was literally farsighted and wasn’t always careful where his eyes were concerned. Didn’t cause him problems till he was like 30.”

“So… Is Maddie the weirdness magnet or what?”

“Pretty sure that’s me too.” He jerked a thumb towards himself before letting his hand fall slack. “I found her on TOR when she was trying to get answers about..." He caught himself and cracked his neck before turning a hand on it's side, "her thing, not the other way around. Guess I’m just really good at finding trouble.”

“Remind me to never bet against you in any honesty games.”

“I dunno, you’ve got a pretty good poker face yourself.”

“Doesn’t mean shit if your truths are more wild than any story I could spin.” Justine retorted.

“True.” His voice was teasing that time. But his eyes weren’t in it.

“Thank you, for letting me in.” She offered with a soft smile. 

“Wasn’t sure if one of these days Flora was going to overhear something major and trigger one hell of a set of dominoes,” He shrugged. “Sorry that I didn’t realize how out of the loop you were. Feels a bit obvious in hindsight. Not sure who’d really believe this stuff.”

Justine gave a raised shoulder between a nod and a shrug as she took a deep breath. She quietly looked him over again.

"How you feel about concerts?" She asked as she let her eyes rest on an original Phin sized web-hammock in the upper corner of the back of the main room.

"Never really been to one." His head and a single brow quirked at her gauging her intentions but mostly confused.

"I told you my dad likes his bribes. An upcoming one is concert tickets and since Flora doesn't need one, that leaves one for you or Maddie." Justine scratched the back of her neck. "I don't really know what sort of stuff she listens too, didn't seem too into Sleater-Kinney so this might not be her thing either."

Caspian blinked up at her with a mild edge of panic.

"Friends, spider-dad." She clarified with a smirk that was well earned as that made him visibly relax.

"Y-yeah. I could give it a try." He gave her a cagey look as his eyes drifted to the side. "Did Maddie ever ask you about...?"

"Yup, but nope." Justine's smirk widened to a more catlike grin. "She tried to pitch me to you too?"

"Please don't give her reasons to bring that up again." He caught his head in his hand as he continued to look away. "And, uh, no offense?"

"Some taken," she shrugged instead as she added some teeth to it.

"... Is there literally any good way for me to say "I thought you might prefer girls?" in this position?" He asked with some trepidation like he could understand getting smacked for his assumption.

"And I thought you "looked me up"," Justine cut back dryly.

Caspian glared at her lack of answer as her held out his hands like "what are you expecting from me here?"

"Wasn't a bad call, half right." She gave him and he hung his head in an exhausted half victory. "They're definitely prettier. You're okay, but even without all this?" She waved in his general direction. "Not without some assurances you were getting some sort of help."

"I'd love to say I was working on it, but the last "therapist" I've seen helped make me this way." He straightened himself enough to toss her a very tired grimace. "Helped them make a whole Holstrom roadmap so I'd end up "right"."

Justine let her eyes widen at that one. "They really Able Edwards'd you, huh?"

Caspian didn't seem to recognize the title but he shrugged it off. "Sorry if it all is a bit much. Aaand, you probably wouldn't get away with trying to mention my deal to anyone online."

"Figured. Same with...?" She rolled a hand questioningly as she looked at his computer warily. Seeing no cameras pointed her way she mouthed "her dad", unsure if addressing Maddie's... "Dad" was off-limits.

Caspian gave a nod that felt like going non-verbal wasn't the wrong call and stretched out his right hand to tap his thumb against his head like it might have been a sign. "Not that I can say much there." He added with a somber look. "Definitely not here, not without Phin or Flora to set up a buffer."

Justine tried to ignore the chill that gave her. "Like, all the time?"

Caspian's eyes drifted to a closed door next to his open bathroom before he let himself do the same and reveal quite the computing rig. For a second she actually caught herself thinking of course he'd need something serious to be running a game, before remembering how much of that was relying on digimon themselves. He gave a proud smirk when her head caught up to context and registered who she was looking at.

She mouthed "what the fuck", and half expected him to give her a more accurate sign for that too but he just rolled his eyes. He did something with his hands that was a bit more complex than flipping her off, but the clawed hands facing him didn't seem like much of a swear.

"Roommate," he clarified. He added a shrug, "Been needing to brush up since having human hands doesn't always mean that bit of Phin can talk."

"The other spiders can do the people thing." She said with some concern.

"Not many yet, but yeah."

"... are they all hot?" Justine followed up and got a scandalized scowl with eyes that screamed "yes and I'm in hell" whether he meant to or not.

"Arachnemon's not even the only one like this!" His voice cracked a bit as he tried to keep the noise down. "Do you know how many human-like monsters they have? Good luck finding a "womon" type who'd be out of place in a lingerie commercial!"

"Pics." She bluntly demanded.

"NO." He scowled, but under her unimpressed gaze he crumbled. "...Maybe. Listen, if you get any from me it'll be ones that could be relevant to Floramon's evolutions. So don't make it weird!" He added with desperation.

"So, I take it you're happy Maddie's type of "human" is "normal" in that department?"

Caspian covered his eyes with his hand like he intended to combat a headache. "Fucking ecstatic. If she had turned out more like Erika actually looks like, her mother might have killed me." Justine stared at him in hopes a photo would get sent her way but the guy just glared. "Her brother's an Ultimate level dragon man thanks, I'm not trying to die today."

"... Is he hot?" Justine asked with a smirk. Caspian's face was really debating on how much life meant to him at this rate.

"He's... more human than Ryudamon, but he barely has a face?" He said with some wariness and probably earned judgement but Justine gave a thoughtful hum. "Please don't be one of those people."

"You asked."

"Not for this. Not about that! Not that far!" Caspian's nerves frayed more with every sentence.

"Your loss." She shrugged.

Caspian maintained a glare admirably well before he started to crack a smile at the ridiculous turn reality's given them. It wasn't enough to get her to join him, but laughing was probably good for him at this point.

Hopefully things could stay easy to laugh at despite the hell that seemed to be nipping at her only friends' heels.

Notes:

Fun fact: In earlier drafts a misunderstanding of Joey's step-kids ages had Brandon show up as a freshman enjoying the "game". Logic being, she lived/worked close enough to where the Kims live in Sacramento for Ellen to casually drop in on Peter watching Joey give ballet lessons and as the Ares talk happened four years prior to the series start I figured the boys were closer to Maddie's age. But I also had given him his step-mom's surname, though I was right about her being a step-mom. They are still planned to appear and I don't think they'll be changing much otherwise, but not yet.

Chapter 33: New Seed

Summary:

Floramon and Justine get a visitor and Floramon has some concerns about what they're "meant" to be.

Notes:

Sorry this still turned out late, and if anything feels weird let me know. This was the part that helped cause the hiatus, when it was still part of Justine's chapter with Caspian helping introduce parts of this and just a slight Floramon diversion at the tail end, so there might be parts that made more sense with previous versions that I missed.

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Floramon kept staring at Justine’s phone. They knew staring was “rude”, but the other guy started it! Justine couldn’t see them, and they weren’t even saying anything.

The Impmon on the other side was trying to decide what to say, every time they seemed almost satisfied they glanced at Floramon and scrapped it with a grunt or groan.

To Justine it would have looked like a “message” without a sender forced its way onto her phone.

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“The heck?” Justine mumbled to herself as the unseen imp watched anxiously, occasionally throwing Floramon a begging look to help detangle the pictures. But the plant was clueless.

“So this is the picture game?” She tried getting on tippy-tendrils to give it a better look. “How’d we win?”

“First part’s about Caspian. His name’s best known from a sequel to a book, “The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardobe”.” Justine sighed at the second part. “Balance? Libra? Justice? Was there a court thing, is he in trouble again?”

The impmon’s gloved claws dragged down their face in frustration, so Floramon took that as a “no”.

“Is it your name?” Floramon asked, “‘Cause “Justice” is just a letter off, right?”

The black and green eyed imp scrambled to make a 🎉 appear on the device before Justine could object, throwing Floramon a quick thumbs up.

“So, “You’re friends with Caspian? Justine, right?” would be a translation?” Justine asked the air.

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Knowing the rules of the game helped, but the imp felt weirdly quiet. They weren’t telling Floramon what they were trying to say, was it to stay sneaky?

“Well, uhh. I can see they’re an Impmon, and they have a bandada with the checkers.” Floramon cocked their head as they side-eyed the quiet imp who scowled at being called out.

Justine rose an eyebrow, “Do you mean a bandana?”

“Necky-clothy-cowboy-dealie!” They tried instead and Justine nodded sagely.

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Justine stared blankly at it, “So… You have a tree turtle’s map to a wet egg?”

The screen became nothing but a repeating letter A before her phone got a “proper” video call request. Which she rejected with a smirk, netting only more A’s.

Justine looked like she was holding back a smile at the giggly mess Floramon became. “Tell me they don’t look crazy mad?”

The imp’s eye was twitching as they glared with the puffiest pout to ever puff.

“More civil mad?” Floramon squeaked out between laughs.

The second time she got the call she gave them some mercy.

“You are the worst! “Don’t make me your middle man,” he said, “Sincerity’s cool”, he said. Liars, both of ya!” The imp whined with some "fake Caspian" talking as they leaned toward her screen before huffing and settling back. “Here I am, a good little Chess spreading some good intel around in “good faith”, all helpful like, and you give me shit.”

“Rando rolled up, no want or warning, and tried to call me by name.” Justine shrugged.

“I was trying to show that I wasn’t some “rando”.” He pouted hard enough his weird… ears? Drooped. “And come on. You see a water drop and think “wet”? It’s YOUR crest, lady!”

“You… found an egg with my crest on it?” Justine repeated and looked down at Floramon with worry.

Floramon tried to keep her face from showing the same but… it’s not like anyone could replace them, right? When Maddie got her… thing, from the fusion, Ryudamon was fine.

They’re not going to be thrown away again.

“W-well, it’s not really an "egg",” Chess said looking more at Floramon, like he saw what was up and trying to reassure them specifically. “Sometimes digimentals and digieggs get a little confused and I only have so many pictures there, ya know?”

Chess twiddled their thumbs some before giving a shrug, “The other day we got a good batch of Gods back. One of them, Ebonwumon, is the custodian of the digimental of Sincerity. And Courage- t-the digimental, I mean- has gone... missing, right after we got it back. So, everyone’s a bit on edge trying to find it.”

“And you can’t go to “Courage” himself for help because you'd be admitting to losing it?” Justine asked as she looked at the half-glowing crest of the sun.

“Y-yeah, something like that.” Chess answered with a hunch like they were ready to bolt or hide. This scared them. “They don’t know if Courage can be used on its own yet, so the Gods were thinkin’ about reaching out to one of you humans, with the right crest. And, ya see, I got some pull here. I’ve been chattin’ with Caspian for a while now, and I know he don’t like “Friendship” very much and “Reliability” is family of the current Courage. So, I told them I got these connections, ya see?” 

“And they agreed to it being me because I’m friends with your friend-”

“And Caspian’s pretty popular right now!” Chess nervously added with a wide grin. “At least, with this crowd.”

“They want me to just… see if I can make this not-egg work?” Justine asked with a skeptical look. 

“Digimentals don’t always like the crest bearers that match 'em, so we’re just seeing how they’re working this time. Should just be a quick visit, no drama!” Chess chimed with a clap leaving their hands ready to beg. “I have permission, just a short-term little warp from here to Ebonwumon, you do what they tell you to, and we can blip you right back.”

“To the Ebonwumon?” Floramon repeated with awe. “Like… In the actual digital world?”

“Well, yeah?” Chess nearly laughed at how obvious it was to him.

Justine looked down at Floramon like she needed permission from anything! Silly dilly.

But Floramon would really like to go if they could.

“Your “God” won’t go nuts on us or anything, right?”

“Absolutely! Ebonwumon are both super chill, the chillest of all four easy!”

Floramon blinked up at their partner like those dogs would on TV for scraps, but Justine saw through it and noggied their head.

Justine’s eyes stayed soft on them though, and they didn’t think it was because of the bleeping. That didn’t mean the tongue bleep didn’t still help, being cute always helps. Always.

“So, “Chess”, what do you get out of this? Just a favor?” She asked carefully.

Chess hummed to themselves with a “kinda”, but a strange dark circle appeared on the wall of Justine’s room, over her closet door.

With a moment’s pause, looking more at Floramon than the tear in reality itself, Justine gave a nod so Floramon toddled ahead. And for the first time smelled home.

The colors felt softer than the “real” world, more splattery but not in a pixel-y glitch-y way the internet stuff could get. Not quite as messy as the way they could see some rocks just floatin’ around mid-air was, catching bits of paused debris through gaps in the trees.

Not the same sorts of trees they vaguely remembered, before they fell. These were less palm-y and more… Like the trees of the “woods” they lived in on Earth. But the flowers still had long curly bits like their hands did, or a Palmon, so their living camouflage finally made sense here.

Justine held her side like the shock might have made her woozy, but to Floramon it did feel more like a step than a swoosh or even that weird floor-moving-for-you feeling that Justine was used to.

When she saw the rocks in the air she braced herself for them to fall. But that’s not how things work here.

They reached for her hand with their soft petal fingies and she gripped them gratefully.

The forest here grew with a cultivated intent they’d never seen on Earth, not the way humans tamed them. These plants wanted to form pathways, bridges, stairs, and all agreed to help fill in the gaps. They wanted to make sure visitors knew they were watched, and respected.

Following the unearthly soft green carpet lead to a plateau that could overlook a whole valley, a huge lake with another forest in the center of it. Flowers of every color and shape lined the lookout as if to show off all the “residents” or so the locals all knew how beautiful their home was.

The weird roundness of the valley felt familiar, in a way like they saw it in a learny vid. Like a “caldera”, but Earth calderas are empty ‘cause the magma was gone. Having a big ol’ island in the middle with an even bigger tree would have been weird on Earth, probably.

So would a tree having digi-cores at all. Even Cherrymon’s more subtle about having one.

The island turning around certainly would have, and Justine seemed more surprised to hear Floramon squawk in shock than to have a tree start coming towards them.

“I thought you knew something about this “God”?” The blonde asked with some trepidation.

“I thought they were a black tortoise, not a brown turtle!” Floramon flailed their arms in surprise. “A-Aren't they the type that didn’t like being in water?!”

Ebonwumon’s more serpentine head swung forward, getting a sneak preview of their guests until the rest of them caught up. “Not all of usss issss.” She hissed with a smirk.

“Aye, sorry for the scare lassies.” The shorter, more turtle-y head said in a much gruffer tone. “And thank ye for ye time.” He seemed to be looking them both over thoughtfully and thought something that made his other head nod her agreement.

A small bright purple creature, the impmon judging by the lack of red, was scampering from the tree to the platform Floramon and Justine were on using the God as a bridge. Floramon scrunched her eyes shut and shook her head at how disrespectful that seemed, but neither God complained.

In his hand was a green egg on a throwing star. Justine looked reluctant to take it, so Floramon did it for her and just lifted it above her head to be in easier reach for their tall human.

“Do I just have to touch it? It won’t hurt Flora will it?” Justine asked and both halves of the living tree shook their heads.

“We’d rather you try using it on this fella here, if you’d kindly?” The turtle asked and the Imp shrugged up the two sheepishly.

“So, that’s the “favor” you’d get out of this?” Floramon teased and got a raspberry in response. When Justine quietly glared with no intent to pick up the egg the Imp sighed.

“A moment?” He asked before shoving the two Earthers out of the main area, “Are you trying to make me look bad?!”

“If “trying to pull a fast one from giving incomplete information” makes you look bad, you deserve it.” Justine scowled. “What’s this going to do for you?”

“Nothing bad!” Chess argued. “Listen. Evolutions these things cause are called “Armors” for a reason, and have a certain reputation. They’re defensive!” He tossed his hands up before feeling conflicted enough to add a correction. “Well, more or less, and yeah, have certain perks depending on the crest. If you’re lucky you could even end up out of the typing system, which makes it so much easier to live solo. So word on the street is there’s been some lucky imps in the past for this “egg” and I want in. I’m an info broker, rep is everything with this work. If I look like a liar and sound like a liar, who’s gonna trust what I have to say?”

Floramon wasn’t about to argue with them there. His boyish lilt was very liar-adjacent.

“And being a “honest” evolution fixes that?” Justine followed with a nod.

“Exactly! Heck, Sindarumon might even take notice of me between helping Baihumon’s elder and Sincerity acting as my personal reference. Not that I’d need the backing as much, knowing I could take a hit if the wrong client doesn’t like what I have to say or want to risk me telling others for a fair deal. Right now what’s keeping me in the game are my sources and getting in quick.”

Justine looked like she half wanted to call Caspian as a background check, but looked at Floramon instead. They puffed themselves up in a silent agreement that they could handle anything.

Their partner glanced up at the sky and Floramon only just recognized that it wasn’t night anymore and it wasn’t even blue. More of a lilac, like sunsets if the sky forgot what time it was, and they could just make out a single track for a trailmon arched above.

“Think me lending a hand could put in a good word for us too?” Justine asked with a hand to her chin, “Like, if we wanted to come back?”

Chess eagerly nodded but didn’t say a word, practically bouncing back to the oldest of the Four. “Weee’re ready now!”

Justine plucked the “egg” upside-down at first, looking it thoroughly over like it’d have instructions on the bottom like a kid’s toy, but at the lack of one she looked at the closer snake head. “How do we do this?”

“The phrase should be “Digi-armor, energize”,” The snake smiled.

“And now we see why Maddie turned into a power ranger,” Justine muttered under her breath but she was smiling. And she repeated as told, holding the egg properly between her and Chess.

The digimental obeyed, a bright green light spilling out from the center seam like it was a flower trying to blossom and enveloped the Impmon. He began to “bloom” too, like he was a plushie but the insides got too big for and started to unravel. 

The smiley on his stomach lost its teeth and gained a little nose, the eyes changing shape to suit it’s carrot like frown. Then it pulled itself forward, like it was a mask for something else. The purples of the Impmon’s head pulled away from the white, forming a bird, while everything else became engulfed by the checker pattern of his bandana. 

A pattern that changed color until it left a green plaid, with some patchwork. White gloves went brown as if they’d been used for plowing fields, and the thing left was more human than Chess was before. Taller than Justine, tall enough to act as a quiet overseer for any field.

“So, are you a Scarecrowmon now?” The human asked a bit skeptical as she looked up at his drawn on face.

“Nohemon, but I won’t be picky.” Chess chuckled though the stuffed crow’s mouth on the silent doll’s shoulder. “Eyes are over here, by the by!” Green buttons on the bird’s face glimmered.

Floramon suppressed a shudder at taking his change in. A human build, with a bow, arrows at its waist, and even a bird.

They had hoped it was Maddie’s crest, or something she added that had made them turn into Valkyrimon with her. But this was Sincerity’s creation, and it’s so much like they were.

If Justine noticed it too, she wasn’t bothered as she gave a half-laugh at the crow. “Are you sure this makes you look less like a liar? Hiding behind a literal dummy?”

“Hey! Don’t you go sassing Nohemon like that, they’re super reliable!”

“I thought that was a different crest.” She teased, and the stuffed bird stuttered as it made the puppet raise a hand to its drawn on mouth like it could have gasped.

“Such slander, how dare? You dare mock me so? You’ll make me draw a tear!”

Ebonwumon’s chuckle echoed deep though the valley like all of it was part of their personal forest. But there was a somber air to it, like while they were happy at the success itself this was confirming something more dangerous.

Like, Courage would work, wherever it was, if it liked the person enough. And the person it should like, was the one who told Lucemon it was fine to hurt Caspian. Who got Maddie hurt.

Floramon reached for Justine’s hand again, and while it confused her almost as much as how tight they managed to make their petals grip, stamen entangling her wrist, she gave a gentle squeeze back. Their human kneeled to ask quietly enough that maybe the God would miss it.

“Would you feel safer if I see if it’ll work for you too?”

Floramon shook their head sharply, “Not that type of bad feeling. Don’t like it.”

Justine didn’t understand, but she accepted that, and offered the digimental back to Chess. She looked up to address the two headed god, “Is that all I can help you with? ‘Cause we’ll need to be home soon so mom doesn’t panic and think we ran off into the night.”

A gate like what appeared in Justine’s room tore through the clearing at the nod of the turtle’s head. “Thank you for ye help, lass. Now we can let the others know the pesky buggers do fancy crest bearers this time ‘round. If you need anything, sing out for us, ya hear?”

Justine glanced between both heads and Floramon, “Would we be able to just, come back to visit some time?”

“If you’d like, don’t ssssee why not.” The snake said as she folded her neck like a shrug. “You’ll certainly be sssafe in the Forest of the Godsss. Asssk the digital aethersss and Vikaralamon or her lil’ piggies will ssssee you and let usss know.”

“Even just somethin’ obvious like “how to get to the digital world” in one of ye fancy “search ‘ngin’s will be ‘nough for us. Any site will do.”

Justine nodded and looked concerned as she gave Floramon’s flower another reassuring squeeze. Like she had hoped this would make them happier.

But they just didn’t know how to feel. About anything. Maybe it was just, too much?

“It is beautiful here.” Justine commented before going through the gate, a touch somber. “Bit weird, but I think I like it.”

Floramon nodded numbly, and as soon as they stepped on carpet they launched themselves face first on her bouncy bed for a satisfying flop. “Home’s weeeeeeird.” They whined into cotton.

“Yup. Never assumed it wouldn’t be.” She agreed with a small audible smile.

“Mind if I go for a stroll, Justinemon?” Floramon asked as it looked like their human was readying for bed.

“Where you want to go at this hour?”

“Nowhere much! Just on a… wiki-walk?” Floramon tilted their head with a titter at their wordplay. “I’ll be back before morning, I’ll get enough sleep, promise!”

“Then sure. If you see any of your weird fruits feel free to bring some back.” Justine tousled her head petals.

“Okay! I can see if Palmon’s grown anymore meat too!”

“Right. Because that’s a normal thing to harvest from dirt.” Justine’s tone was enough to remind them how different human meat is.

Or… not human meat, but the meat humans make! That isn’t any clearer: Meat Is Weird. And Floramon’s too scared of the loud mean videos to ask any more about where any of their stuff comes from, even though she knows that wasn’t what they were meant to do.

Still! They mustn’t let themselves get distracted or their goal might be off to bed too.

They aren’t as used to digital channels as the monsters who have spent their whole lives so far inside of it. Floramon’s sense of space is hard to map onto their own, having access to far more places that “lead” to the same location. But individual monsters isn’t nearly as hard.

Humans are far harder. Good thing they already have a guide in mind.

“Nohemon! Weird question: How do I get to Caspianmon’s?”

“Can’t you just walk?” The Nohemon’s real face looked them up and down skeptically.

“Not alone, in the dark, that far.” She held up a petal for each strike against it.

“You don’t want your human to take you?”

“I’ve just got a few questions and she’s sleepy! So, how do you normally contact him?”

Chess looked at their scarecrow’s face like there was another opinion to get from it and made their puppet shrug. “‘Kay. Only ‘cause he already knows ya so you finding him don’t matter.”

“Thank you, thank you~” Floramon remembered their manners as they accept the link with a flourished bow, but the crow shook its head to the sky with a laughing caw.

They barely got to an exit point before a taloned hand yoink’d them out from the other side, Phineas’ human face glaring down at them with a quirked brow.

“Bit late for a visit.” They sounded more bored than threatened, which felt like it’s already a step up from the short circuit Justine caused them. 

They aren’t sure how much of that they were supposed to have heard, so they would really hope acting normal would help things go back to it sooner. Under the bridge, out of mind!

“Hi! Is Caspianmon still up? I had a question with all of his evolution stuff!”

“A question.” Phineas’s tone was dead, but they looked amused. “At this time of night.”

“I didn’t want to bore Justinemon. But Valkyriemon was weird and Justinemon’s device didn’t change like both of your tamers did! I wanna know if he knows why.”

Phineas seemed content with that and let them drop to the floor, even going so far as to make sure their roots didn’t land on any of the papers still strewn about. “He’s in his room, don’t make a mess. His brain’s doing the thing again.” They shrugged.

Floramon looked around trying to count the papers. “Would cleaning the mess also be bad?”

“According to him, yes. The paper is lava.”

That Floramon could understand. They had more to fear from fire than even Phineas!

Though they could now see as they tippy-tendrilled over them there were bits of web keeping some papers together or stuck in places. “Cleaning” is subjective, they get it now. It only looks like a mess to them.

His door wasn’t really closed but they tried tapping on it with their stamen anyway to announce themselves.

“What do you want?”

“You looked up plant megas or something, right? Justine said some looked funny and wanted pics. And you can see what a ‘mon is “supposed” to be able to be, right? So, I had a question-”

“That you wanted to hide from Justine.” Caspian filled in, already furrowing his brow in either concern or thought. Probably both. Thought probably isn’t really optional for him anyway.

“Not hide exactly. But… Surprise?” Floramon tried to give him a winning smile, but they must have lost ‘cause his expression stayed the same. They felt their frill petals droop so they might as well face their fear outright. “I’m not really “supposed” to be a Valkyriemon, right?”

He pinched the top of his nose and gestured for them to come closer but there wasn’t exactly a clear path to it. Some vines could help them swing the gap but he caught them mid-air and brought their roots straight back to the ground near him. 

Right. Justine warned not to swing indoors. They felt their face flush at their faux paus but he had already gone back to a chair.

“Do you not want to be Valkyriemon, or what are you worried about?”

Floramon swallowed. “I only became that because of Madimon, right? Her crest. It was angel-y. And I’m not! But Justine’s crest made Chess like a mini-gardening Valkyrimon anyway, so is that going to be me?””

“Deramon evolving into Valkyrimon isn’t that unusual, so, yeah even without her you could.”

That’s not what they wanted to hear, and he could see it. Unfair that his face hid those sorts of things better.

He sighed to himself. “How much in your code it still is probably isn’t much. I don’t know what makes the digivices change, but Justine wasn’t involved enough with that evolution. The way the words changed are more about us than you guys. When we stop being “Tamers”, I think. Like, maybe making you guys reach “natural” megas is seen as proof we’ve done our parts there.”

“Promise to not take this personally?” Floramon could only bring themself to look briefly up at him again before worry made them look at his feet instead. Not even wearing socks.

Human feet are so weird, do they really only need 5 tiny tendrils? With joints? So doofy.

“Uh. Sure. Go ahead.” They spared another glance and his expression didn’t seem unkind, as far as “Caspian” expressions go. His felt so much more guarded than Justine’s, but they were different enough that knowing one couldn’t help with the other.

No wonder Phineas couldn’t guess what their tamer was thinking either. Makes them nervous too, and Phineas has the least to fear from anybody, ever.

Wait. His head was moving when they looked. Nodding. That’s why looking at heads and faces matters, they need to remember this. Nonverbal stuff with humans is a lot less smelly.

Floramon twiddled her stamen between her petals and tried to focus on what they knew. He knows they’re young. And now he promised. “I’m not a human. I don’t want to be human.”

There was a poster behind him they could stare at and see more of his face without feeling like they were looking at him, but he still didn’t look as offended as they feared. Just curious.

“It’s not that Valkyrimon’s a holy type that bothers you, but what their build represents?”

“It’s not just representing!” Floramon stopped being able to see clearly from how fast they shook their head. “It’s a human, and I’m a beast! I’m supposed to be a beast, even if I'm on a “human” side of something, I couldn’t control that! Walking on two legs, and not flying, and getting more clothing-sorta-stuff shouldn’t make me become a human-type digimon! I’m not!”

Floramon tried to catch their words and their breath as they felt embarrassment color their face even more. Blossoms still in front of their mouth from the action they petaled the curl of their stamin again.

“Okay, yeah. I get it.” There was a softness in his eyes that made them think maybe he could. “You’re proud of what you are. You want to stay closer to this.”

“Exactly! How do I not be a Valkyrimon?”

“What do you want to be?”

“Something that flies, and big, not like that gold bird. And still have a lot of plants with me.”

Caspian looked over some notes he’d taken, “There’s no previous Deramon that has become something like that.”

As they felt themselves wither in disappointment he smiled, but with him they didn’t know if that was a comfort or a warning. “I might be able to make that happen though. How did you feel about Val’s body and mind situation?”

Floramon blinked, and tried to really remember what it felt like. “I wasn’t the “human” part, so that didn’t bother me. Seeing Nohemon doesn’t either, but I don’t know what it would feel like to control a “human” shape at all. Just, Mega aren’t supposed to be small. Except for like… Marinangemon. I don’t want to be a Marinangemon!” Floramon quickly added but he chuckled.

“Didn’t see a whole lot of plants on them anyway.” They couldn’t tell if he was agreeing with them or teasing, but they let themselves smile back at him.

“So if a human shape had to be involved, would you feel more comfortable if it was something like what happened with Maddie? Like if it combined you with Justine to give that side to her?”

“Yeah! I want to be able to take her whereever she wants to go, or just hang out in the skies! Air could get too thin for her if she just stayed human-human, right?”

“Yeah, but you might want to look up whose airspaces are whose before planning any day trips.”

“Humans can own air? That’s dumb.”

“Countries can, to protect the ground under them and help keep anyone from running into each other by accident. The seas near them work that way too.”

“All the way down?” Floramon scratched her head petals but this all sounds too silly.

“Depends, but it’s easiest to care about the depths that we can survive in.”

“Can I really be something like that? Like Houohmon with plants?”

“Only one mega fits the beak.” He joked before doing his quieter more clearly talking-to-himself thing. “Don’t see why it doesn’t have a direct link to Deramon anyway, the logic for it seems stronger than most. It’s not like I’d be making a mega up from scratch.”

“Can I see?” Floramon asked but Caspian held the papers he had looked up way too high for them to reach without “cheating” as Justine would put it.

“I thought you wanted it to be a “surprise”?” His smile this time was definitely teasing. “I told you there was only the one, so if you don’t know it already it’s just a spoiler.”

Floramon pouted at him. “But what if it doesn’t work?”

“Then you won’t need to beat yourself over what couldn’t happen. If it had to be a runner up would you like to be a Hououmon? Am I saying that right? Like the Pokemon?”

“That is how it’s said! But what’s a pokemon?” Floramon could see something in him fall asleep at their ignorance. This isn’t the first time. He’s a very tired human, like, all the time.

Maybe he’d be less tired if he stopped sleeping in stages or whatever this is.

Floramon didn’t actually answer him though. “I don’t know. They are the God I most look up to, even more than Ebonwumon. Feels like that path is rude when I don’t want to be.”

“So Ebonwumon would have also been an insult, even though it couldn’t fly anyway?” Caspian has most of his attention on some different papers but when they nod he noticed. “Is Griffomon big enough? I can’t get a scale as easily, but it’s definitely big enough for Justine to ride.”

Floramon knew the type by concept, she’s heard of them. They pushed down the mixed feelings from giving up on being a Nature Spirit by agreeing, but if that’s what it’d take to fly as a beast…

Caspian didn’t wait for them to answer, so they didn’t push it fast or far enough. “That’s just if seeding the first choice doesn’t work out, and if they’re a bad match maybe Justine will set you on something I can’t see. My sources have given me things that they’ve seen or heard happen. You’re a new soul, in a new world, with humans who can become digimon while having crests.”

“Thank you.” Floramon knew he was just trying to make them feel better. “What will you need to do to “seed” it?”

Caspian looked a lot less sure. “I haven’t worked on a ‘mon that wasn’t Phin before.”

“And Yggdrasil.”

“Who isn’t a Digimon, which I had to hack into through Phineas.”

“What did you need to access in ‘em?” Floramon asked, more hoping he’d solve his block by talking. Like Justine does sometimes but still thanks Flora for, even though they don’t get it.

“Their core, I think? I don’t know if I’d still need Phin’s help if I could see it on our side.”

Floramon nodded and took a seat on the floor. Showing ones code isn’t something you’d do lightly. It’s too sensitive, vulnerable. But he’s human, so he may not understand that. They’re not even sure if they can just “show it”, no older ‘mons have ever said anything more than basics.

But they know how to keep themselves open. Deep breaths in, deep breaths out. No thoughts, head empty. All empty. Embrace the void, which isn’t as much of a nothing as it should be. An Oxy-moron that isn’t stupid. Same way they do when they wanna make soups.

It’s easier when in daylight, photosynthesis bringing its own peace alongside some “Nature Therapy” as Justine called it, but peace can be found here too. It’s quiet and safe. 

It’s Maddie’s house, they can trust Caspian and Phineas. They’ll go home right after.

As their head petals lifted they could feel him look inside their personal abyss. How “deep” it goes is so relative.

“Okay. This might be stupid, bear with me here.” They hear him shuffle but don’t open their eyes and risk breaking their meditation. Sleep is too tempting as it is, which would make them shut tight for shut eye.

They feel a cable rest against where their helm split, and hear the clatter of keystrokes. Still they keep themselves quiet and open-yet-closed to prevent any distractions.

“You are comfortable with this, right? If you change your mind, just tell me and I’ll stop, but otherwise I think this can work.”

“I’m ready.”

Chapter 34: Matchpoint

Summary:

Rachel finds some benefits to being caught up in the webs of others.

Chapter Text

Rachel heard a knock on the door while waiting for her mom to call to pick her up from the hospital again. Her unwanted roommate eyed the door suspiciously but it learned its lesson about trying to answer it for her. Even if the Ghostmon hid, it was way too creepy.

She was wary, but the man in a gray suit looked average enough. More like an office worker than a door to door salesman, skin a bit darker than her, clean cut and short dark professional hair.

“Is this where I might find Miss Rachel Brooks?” He asked with a winning smile that she could have sworn for a second had teeth sharper than they should have been, if only for a second.

The blue flames of the thing bound to her by a stupid watch she literally can’t throw away started audibly popping, and the man gave an amused chuff.

“Who are you?” She carefully asked, not letting him past the door, but he seemed confident enough to see no need to rush.

“You may call me Nils Munda, Miss. I’m here on behalf of some… mutual friends.” His smile reached his bright emerald eyes easily enough, but something felt wrong about him. A brow raised like he caught her worried appraisal and pulled a trinket from his pocket as either a peace offering or a distraction.

Rachel looked at the horned upside-down egg with the same fear that's been dogging her heels ever since she took the cursed job.

“YooooU FOWnd eet?” The Ghostmon barely managed to speak through rushes of air and crackles, but kept themselves out of the “man’s” line of sight. What he actually was, was anyone’s guess now.

“Not me, but someone who thought it might be of benefit to the two of you.” Munda said with a smug grin. “He didn’t think it was likely for Lord Zhuqiaomon to agree to it if its digimental had been returned to it first, so He sent me to make this detour. It’ll be back “home” soon enough.”

“Not interested.” Rachel said, but she couldn’t get the door to close.

“It will make sure the bookish gunslinger and the monster it leads up to will never be a bother to either of you again.” Munda said with a pleasant smile, like he wasn’t forcing his way to keep this conversation going. “Are you sure you already have a better alternative, miss?”

Ghostmon’s eyes glowed bright, near blinding, with interest but she really wished she could just slam the door in this pretty prick’s face. But that interest felt like it was making itself to be hers.

"And you're sure that will make it so Baalmon never happens again?" Rachel managed past the cold pit in her throat 

She'd really rather throw it all away, but knowing the fears she felt weren't all her own was a horrifying refusal of that possibility.

"Not unless you did something to make something most unexpected, Miss Brookes." Nils' smile showed teeth just slightly too catlike for his human face. Looking closer, his pupils were too.

"What do you want, and what’s the catch?"

“We would request you make contact with Knowledge for us. Keep him focused on this world, so he keeps his nose out of…” Nils’ chuffed again with a smirk, “Well, you’re bright enough that I can just say “ours”, yes? Our friends would rather avoid any more large “updates” if we can.”

“Pick that fight again just so I don’t have to worry about my so called “partner” getting weirder?” She asked with a glare. “What’s in that for me?”

“It’s not like the bond can be broken that easily.” Nils’ said with a small half-apologetic bow of his head. “But perhaps making them fulfill their purpose will do that for you, if that’s what you really want. And if you can get Gluttony to lose its crown, they will be less of a potential threat to you.”

Rachel scowled at him as “her” fiery ghost sputtered and cracked what might have been expletives at that accusation. If the thing it was “meant” to be was honest, what this guy was trying to paint them as would go against their MO. She’s too weak to be a decent fight.

Her ghost still wanted to try it, but the look Nils’ gave them looked crueler than when he looked at her. If this was another monster, shouldn’t that be opposite?

"This will be a one time use, if it works at all. Could you maintain that level indefinitely?” He almost sounded teasing. 

She got the text it couldn’t say: “Easily if I wasn’t meant to fight. Might still be able to keep it with ranger combat, less damage.” A second pair followed: “Not our crest. Who’d make it work?”

“Vi- Chanda, was trying to “jailbreak” it so to speak, to make it so anyone could use this particular item. I am partly bringing it to you to see if he succeeded before returning it to its proper master. He shouldn’t cause you any trouble for this either."

"UnLEsss LUccccemoN-" Ghostmon sputtered and popped a hiss, barely recognizable as English.

"I am well aware that all partners are driven to put their humans on wildly overstated pillars, but even you can't honestly suggest this human would ever take His notice?"

Ghostmon's tongues shrank and dimmed, Rachel's phone instead showing a bullseye.

"But they had worshippers that could do it for them, right?" Rachel asked carefully, from one of her monster’s little lessons.

"In theory, yes. In practice, if they’re active, they’ve chosen to walk a subtle path despite their Lord’s very open presence. My question would be much the same: Do you think they’d risk losing whatever they’re staying quiet to keep for a human like you?" Green eyes glint like polished steel as the monster of some sort held out an open hand. "Do we have a deal, Miss Brooks?"

Did she have a choice? She can’t ditch this thing, she’s tried. And maybe she wouldn’t even need to fight to “distract” Caspian, he’s already rather self-involved.

She closed her eyes tight as she shook her soul away a second time.

"Pleasure doing business with you." His words felt both taunting and honest as he placed the digimental in her empty palm.

It was warm to the touch, like a cup of ramen. Unsure how delicate it could be she gently cradled it in both hands.

She carefully brushed her thumb along the horn and while it was cold in contrast it was sharp enough she saw blood before recognizing the shallow cut.

Ghostmon put pressure on it before she could do more than stare, glaring at the disguised knight.

The words the stranger told her to say felt stupid and clunky on her tongue, she had no idea how he could say it with a straight face.

But it worked. Ghostmon's firey body burned brighter, expanding to reach the ground while the shape of its hat stayed even with her shoulder.

The blue fires cooled to oranges and reds, leaving a mostly solid figure standing in their place.

It almost looked human and was taller and lankier than Wizardmon was. The top of their hat and remains of torn-off sleeves from their long coat still flickered the way they did as a Ghostmon but in warm tones like a bonfire, tips near white with emotion.

Their skin was closer to an ashy brown than blue this time but still not quite natural or as dark as her own, with messy short hair black as coal, and their sewn mouth exposed over a shorter collar. Bright blue eyes looked at her with disappointment and concern.

He glared at the knight before looking at what they became, eyes widening at the engraved gold rings on their biceps. Nils' blinked with a moment's surprise at the writing before giving three short claps.

"Congratulations, FlarWizardmon. May the fires of Courage forge you into more than the Deva bade you to be." Munda's smug smile tore any genuinity out of the blessing.

Her partner's eyes shut in a pained grimace before giving a tense short bow to their benefactor for the "gift" before turning on their heel down the hall.

Her stomach churned again at seeing her bright blue eye on his back on top of the orange sun that enabled it. She wondered if the other bits of blue on their clothes were also from her or if this was more coincidence. 

Nils raised a brow at her, content that they've held up their end of the bargain.

Rachel nodded, staring at her feet. "I'll call him and see what I can do."

"Very good," Munda spoke like they were complimenting a pet for a trick. He smiled over his shoulder as he left, "We'll be in touch, Ms. Brooks."

She crumbled onto her mom’s old couch, one she’d picked out with dad ages ago, but pulled out her phone. Caspian's number was one of the few she'd bothered with lately.

Most of her former school “friends” had fallen to the wayside when she lost the reason to be “Hannah”. That thing her "partner" became on the night of Nidhogg was right about one thing.

Her being tied to "friendship" must be a sick joke. She can be friendly, but most of her connections stay surface level. College wasn’t as much a help there as mom had hoped.

Maybe if she'd been better at it, losing her mom wouldn't be as terrifying. Maybe she could have been a better person.

She started the call but canceled it after two rings.

"Hey," she spoke to the air, knowing her partner could hear her. "What do you think I should do?"

FlarWizardmon came back into sight and leaned against the wall across from her. "Depends. What do you want?"

Rachel shrugged. "Sleep forever?" She said with a small mirthless smile before shaking her head and resting her head on her hands. "I don't know. I want my life back. But things can't go back to that, and I don't know how to find a new one."

"We can just stay here, can’t we? For “mom”?" They offered softly, but Rachel shook her head.

"Can we? I can't talk to anyone here about any of this, or you, and I need support too."

FlarWizardmon opened their sewn mouth to object but the phone ringing interrupted them.

She didn't even need to wonder who.

“Rachel. Why did you try to call me?”

She took a ragged breath trying to calm her nerves. “Nothing. Sorry to bother you.”

“How’s your mom?” Caspian's voice had more concern than she expected given everything. “I heard you got the money, that she was why you needed it. Was it worth it?”

Her heart wouldn’t stop pounding but she couldn’t make sense of it. She thought she knew exactly how much he hated everyone who was involved in his… whatever the fuck that horror show was. Was he trying to taunt her?

At her silence he asked again, "Is she okay?"

“Is this how you’re getting your sick kicks these days? Make you feel better or something?” Rachel felt herself spit knowing all too well how stupid picking a fight with him could be. She can’t even rightly claim to be the victim.

There was a pause on the other end. “I take it that things didn’t work out?”

“Don’t toy with me. I know how you get. If you cared, you’d have found out one way or another.”

“No clue what you’re talking about.”

“Checking up on “Hannah”’s socials all the time was one thing. It was all fake, and every click told my boss I hadn’t fucked up yet, so no. I can’t say I minded. But you pulling that shit now and throwing it in my face is invasive.”

“Poor choice of words, isn’t it? You came to me, every time.” Caspian’s tone was even but that didn’t seem to mean a damn thing with this guy. “I haven’t looked you up, Rachel. You called me, and I asked so I can continue to not waste any more of my time thinking about you.”

“Yeah, ‘cause that’s gone so great for me.” Rachel gave a dark laugh, wetter than she had intended. God, she’s such a mess.

This guy’s partner is nuts and he’s not much better, this is the worst possible time to break down.

“How bad is it?” He asked anyway. If he really already knows, guess being raised by actors wore off on him enough.

“She has… less than a year. N-nothing left to try, just keeping her… comfortable.” She knew he’d be able to hear her weakness but her anger was past caring. “Money doesn’t mean a fucking thing anymore. Are you happy now? Is there anyone who got away from you unscathed?”

That wasn’t fair to him, she knew that much. Even if the job hadn’t imploded things could have turned out this way. Every treatment has its risks. But she needed to be mad at something, someone, other than herself and he put himself in the line of fire.

“I’m sorry.” His voice sounded too genuine.

“Why?”

“Just ‘cause I don’t have parents who can die on me doesn’t mean I don’t know what losing them feels like.” Caspian’s tone was sharper that time, but still a far cry from the anger she had been expecting. Maybe she was even hoping for it. “What else could you want me to say? That I’d apologize for not letting you get a bonus? What kind of person do you think I am?”

Rachel felt like she was going to be sick. He really had learned everything, huh?

As much as she was glad to have dodged this bullet, her dread outweighed it.

“There was footage from your interview in my project files. Phin told me I could skip it, but… Guess I can’t say you’re wrong about how I get, can I? But I wouldn’t call that “looking you up.””

The bile in her throat felt like it wanted to be an apology, but she wasn’t sure she could honestly give it. Not with the weird egg in her hand trying to get her to mess his life up again.

“Everything in my life is wrong.” Was what came out instead. “Getting work is hard, and using any of this money on anything but my mom makes me sick. If I don’t try hard enough my weird AI bodyguard tries giving me more fucking handouts, and I can’t get rid of them. Even if you officially called off the murder spiders I’d still be stuck in this mess.”

“Never called them on anyone in the first place.” He sounded like he’s had to correct the record on that a lot. She wasn’t sure how to read his pause. “How’s she taking it?”

“How’d you think?” Rachel spat.

“There might be one last thing to try, if dying scares her too much.” Caspian sounded like he only half wanted to share this. “You heard of UI before?”

“I heard it mentioned, no clue what you mean by it. Why?”

“Normally humans can be Uploaded by scanning their brain with a laser, which destroys it and makes a digital copy of their “Intelligence” that can last for as long as they can keep their mind going. For how long depends on how they spend their time; a quiet life could add a decade or two.”

“What the hell do you mean by “normally”? There’s nothing “normal” about that nonsense!”

“That’s what got AI, the digimon, to step in. Their "God" doesn’t like how the UI degrade with use. I don’t like the idea of making immortal post-human hackers scarier than the average digimon. So, I’ve been looking into alternatives that can make everyone less unhappy with the arrangement.”

“I’m not killing my mom for some 2-bit copy.”

“Cool, we’re on the same page.” Caspian’s tone was lighter than expected. “Personally, I find a copy that you’ll never really be able to touch again to be nearly as bad as losing them at all. If I find an option that would make her the weakest possible digimon without changing a drop of what makes your mom who she is, would you be interested?”

She wished she could say no as quickly as the first time. “What’s the catch?”

“First, I have to crack it first. Haven’t found any source files of the previous examples because they weren’t quite digimon enough to carry over. Second, the fact we can’t just go back to trying to forget the other existed or, you know, didn’t exist. Third, the drawbacks that anyone who needs to be the first attempt to put theory to the test ends up facing. I can’t give any promises. But I can say even if I mess up, it shouldn’t take any of the time you still have left with her.”

“Why me?”

“I care enough to be okay helping you, but not enough to hate myself if it fails.” His words were blunt and she broke skin when she clenched her hands into her leg. “I’m not trying to prey on the vulnerable or unaware either, I don’t need people with nothing to lose. And I will need to know if it works for humans before trying to apply any benefits to pre-existing UI.”

“Why do you care at all?”

“I’m getting real sick of hearing about people losing their loved ones, is that a crime?”

“Depends on if your method kills them too I’d guess.” She scoffed. “If you don’t “know” what it will do, I don’t see how you can give any guarantees there.”

“If I don’t find a better solution I have a friend who will have to watch her dad die for the second time in under three years because the first programmer was an egotistical piece of shit who didn’t let a bad idea die.” His anger was easier to pick up on this time. “Sorry that I’m not as okay with that as I “should” be.”

She kept quiet which gave him space to continue.

“I know Digimon have a lot of data on humans going to their world and living there for maybe even months at a time, and it’d be like their bodies were put on pause. Aging could either slow or be stopped completely; illnesses stopped progressing; coma patients could walk and talk again.” He added, almost breathless. “At worst, she’d be experiencing that, and you could have some more time with her. Do you think she’d be interested, or can we go back to ignoring each other?”

Rachel held herself tighter. “Can I have time to think about it? Or ask her first?”

“Well duh. If I don’t hear from you ever again I’ll just take it as a no.”

“Thank you. And I am sorry for how I hurt you, Caspian. You didn’t deserve that.”

“Great to hear. Didn’t deserve for someone to even be paid to pretend to give a shit.” His hate was ice in the words, but he didn’t give her a chance to object. “Without results, I’m just jerking you around. That’s nothing to thank me for.” His words were clipped and the line went dead.

She knew better than to hope for forgiveness, even if things hadn’t gone half as far as they were meant to, but the rejection of the attempt still stung. 

FlarWizardmon looked down at her with a pitying smile. "That didn't sound like picking a fight."

Rachel groaned into her palms, which muffled her. "I knooooow."

They took a cautious seat beside her. "Do you want to go back to California? Form honest connections there, with him or some of those tamers?" Their head cocked as they asked.

Rachel shook her head, "I don't know. He got me into this mess, so even if I don't, having you around will just keep dragging me back, right?"

"We don't have to. Not all tamers have to stick together." FlarWizardmon put a hand to their mouth in thought. "Reliabilty's alone too. She's in India somewhere from what I've heard."

Rachel frowned at herself. "I don't want to be alone. That got me in this mess."

Flare raised a brow teasingly, "Want to see if you like Mumbai?"

"To up our odds of the angel kid pasting us like that other girl? Pass." Rachel said with a snort. "Assuming that "Chanda" doesn't make you spontaneously combust first."

"Nah, he already did that." They agreed and they winced again, and scratched at the skin around a gold band.

It didn't look natural, like they were having a mild allergic reaction to the metal. If allergies caused smoke.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, it's fine. Probably a good sign, really." They tried to give her a smile but saw she wasn't going to take it. With a crooked smirk they shrugged. "These aren't just decorative. They're holy rings, made by Virus Buster vaccines for Holy vaccines. I'm a virus type and a "demon man", so the anti-virus they're carrying doesn't really agree with me. They’re working as intended."

"But you were made with these on." Rachel pointed out in confusion.

"Yeah, which is very weird." Their smile was genuine despite their discomfort. "I was a demon lord once, but this evolution's already trying to make me better than that, is how I'm taking it. Better than the average FlaWizardmon, and better than any Beelzemon can be."

"The "average" type of…" Rachel waved a hand at them rather than try this mouthful, "This, doesn't normally have my crest on them either, do they?"

They blinked at her in disbelief, "You mean I do? It's not Courage?"

"No, you can see for yourself."

The not-quite-a-monster sped over to the bathroom for their only mirror and she heard them give an appreciative whistle. “Almost like Omnimon’s sigil. Weird.”

“Is that a good thing?” She called and they poked a head out so she could see them nod.

“Omnimon’s real good. Not that I think I can be anything like that, he’s an Ultra made from two real heavy hitters, but that’s a lot less foreboding than what we got.

“So it isn’t going to… “take over” like what happened before, right?” She asked and they looked guilty.

“Not a chance!” The fiery fiend gave a wide pained grinned despite the visible stiching. “They’re just crests, Rache, we’ll be fine.” As they shook their head they saw the weird egg and slouched a bit. “I mean, unless you want to consider being someone’s puppet being “taken over”.”

“It’s not like I trust that guy. Something about him felt… wrong.”

Flarwizardmon nodded, “Yeah, he smelled mostly like Duftmon to me. He’s one of Omnimon’s comrades, and one of the best strategic minds we have. So if he’s in favor of a course of action, it’s going to be in Yggdrasil’s favor. Humanity not so much, but I could believe he’d want to keep Beezlemon from being a threat. And he knows better than most that killing me won’t cut it.”

“Does that mean he is this “Duftmon”?”

“I can’t really tell, but it could be from the power difference.” Flarwizardmon shrugged. “Megas can get crafty sometimes, and some digimon can play at “human” better than others. But he’s normally way too proud to pull that stunt, he considers humans as too weak to be our equals.”

Rachel took a sigh. “Which is why he’d want us to hurt Caspian?”

“Probably.” The burning mage nodded solemnly.

“... Would he cause us problems for not going along with it?” She asked.

“Maybe not immediately. Maybe not even directly. He’s been out of the Deva’s circles for ages, and they’re one of the few willing to keep a ‘mon like me informed about how the other movers and shakers are doing; he could be kept on a leash shorter than his temper for all I know.”

“Do you think we stand a chance of being able to just, smooth things out and start over?” Rachel swallowed. “Like, we could warn them about this guy, maybe that would help in the long run.”

“Hope’s partner would be better informed of Duftmon’s intentions, he’s one of the Knights too. When the chips are down, they are half of the force meant to keep them from running rampant. Not that Duftmon always listens given his ego, but he is a cat.” Wiz said with a weak laugh. 

“I don’t know how to contact her without Caspian though.” Rachel hissed to herself.

Her phone buzzed with a text again, and Wiz’s head snapped to it in surprise.

It said it was from Caspian, asking if meeting in person would be easier. That it’d be easy for him to make the trip to New Jersey if that’d help, maybe meet in a public “neutral” space like a park or cafe.

On the one hand, he used full sentences and avoided his usual shorthands, but on the other this was serious enough to maybe treat formally and she wasn’t going to complain. So she agreed.

A starbucks in the city felt safe enough. When she got there, Caspian was already waiting at a table, though he had the hood of his black hoodie up for a change. Seeing her, he softly kicked the chair across from him out to show her where to sit and glanced around.

Could be that he was worried about Logorhythms using her to approach him, but if he mentions them she can honestly say she hasn’t heard a peep from any of them since that Nidhogg thing. It’s not like he should know about the Munda stuff, right?

Or he was looking for her “partner”, she realized with a start. A quick check of her watch showed the nearest monster was a “Kodokugumon”, and she could see where the bug was camouflaged as it clung to the underside of the table.

“I told mine that I was only coming here to talk.” She told him as she sat, but he snorted like he didn’t believe that.

“Doesn’t mean they wouldn’t follow you anyway.” He pointed out and refused to look her in the eye. “If I’m what he’s supposed to “protect” you from, he’d have to be an idiot to not be worried.” The spider made a strange clicking noise and he winced. “Which is why I couldn’t keep mine away either.”

“I get it. It’s not like “coming alone” was a condition or anything.”

“And yet, technically you did, didn’t you?” Her partner growled as it stepped out of thin air like they had hidden within a mirage. “Rachel, get back.”

Caspian blinked at the FlarWizardmon with mild surprise. Much milder than Rachel’s was when she realized his eyes were glowing.

Her partner swung an oversized matchstick like a club, and as the boy dodged his hood fell to his shoulders to his hair was completely gray.

It wasn’t like when it had looked like a human woman the first time she saw them, more muted, but she didn’t need to be told who this was. Who had really asked to meet with her.

“Knock it off Wiz, they might just want to talk-”

“Oh yeah, like they had wanted to talk with Deidre?” Wiz snapped like that name meant something. “Why else would they leave their boy behind?”

“Would you believe me if I said he was just really sleepy?” Phineas asked with an attempt at a smile. One that showed it did not share a dentist or a mouth with their “boy”. “O-okay, yeah he doesn’t know but I’m just making sure you two weren’t trying anything either! So we’re even!”

“Not a chance.” Wiz snarled as the red matchstick rushed at the fake-Caspian’s head.

His eyes were a cold gold as he stayed stone still with an arm raised to take the blow, letting it splinter against him without so much as batting an eye. What was left of the “wood” crumbled into glowing motes like a dying fire. “Why are you bothering with a new look if you’re still falling into old habits? You. Can’t. Beat. Me.” Phineas’s voice was deeper as it sneered at the floundering fire mage.

“Magic Ignition!” It spat as the remaining blue “wand” created a matching fireball, but not at Phineas. The stub he brought to sell his act took the full force instead, making it stagger out in glitchy layers failing to hold itself together.

Phineas dropped to nearly all fours to rush to the breaking spider’s side, making it glow as it tried to rearrange what exposed code it had left. And around where “he” landed, six claw marks were gouged into the cement, much like what was lurking under this illusion.

He didn’t even bother looking at his attacker, but Rachel caught glimpses of the light catching invisible threads that were being plucked by the limbs she couldn’t see. At least one led to her partner getting tripped with an arm wretched behind his back tight enough to earn a hiss.

Phineas didn’t take their eyes off the smaller one until a strange green eyed bee blinked back at them.

“An anti-body?!” Her partner gasped out. “Why make it another one of those this early!?”

“Why does it have to “mean” something? A digimon’s just a digimon.” The spider scowled. “I’m sick of Ryudamon being the only thing here that’s stinking of it. We can afford some variety.”

“Will you both just stop?!”

“I’m with her.” Phin agreed with a jerk of their head. “How do you expect to knock off your yolk if you’re still not going to respect your limits for a fucking change?” Turning to look at her they smiled with too many teeth. “So with your bodyguard all tied up, let’s talk.”

Rachel tried to step back, to turn and run like hell because she was not trusting that’s all this thing wanted, but she couldn’t. That step sunk deeper than the ground that should have been there. And she just kept falling through what should have been a sidewalk she’s treaded a thousand times.

It was dark, wherever it was. Not an unnatural featureless black, more like what satellites would send back photos of nebulas but a lot less bright than any stars would have allowed it to be.

The spider responsible for the digital trapdoor casually hopped down like “he” had just skipped a few stairs. “Sorry about that, didn’t hurt did it?”

Rachel couldn’t get any words out of her mouth, but her fear made them wince.

“We were making enough of a scene as it was, didn’t want to drag others into this.” They shrugged with a helpless expression. “Hell, I can try to just show you why I reached out quick as I can, so you can be right back out before he gets too worried, okay? To be faster than talking.”

She could almost get herself to shake her head, but she just wanted to be out of this strange nest.

“I don’t know how else to show you, to try and make you understand.” The not-Caspian claimed with a sadder tint to his cold fury. With a snap of his fingers three “screens” appeared in the nothingness behind him. Three sets of security footage that looked older than she was, barely patched up enough to be legible, as he tapped his thumb and pointer together in a silent rhythm.

Like he was keeping time with a metronome. But was he worried about a timer or making a show of knowing what she was about to see down to the beat?

The three views were all from some gas station market, a boy like a shorter haired Caspian was making a purchase as his girlfriend waited for him in the car. One making sure the customer was seen dead on, one had a side view that seemed designed to look into the parked cars, and one from outside.

“We’ve got time for two cycles, but I’ll give you two hints so you’ll only need to see this once, okay? Don’t focus on Phineas.” Phineas said like he wasn’t referring to himself, but they didn’t so much as glance at the screens. And the freak started to hum “Happy Birthday” of all things.

The one straight on camera did show “Phineas” as the name on the second Caspian wannabe’s ID, so she tried to keep her eyes peeled for what the monster was trying to show her.

One second the boy was teasing his girl with a set of condoms, but she could barely make out the girl’s features beyond that she found it hilarious. The next she was gone, right as the monster got to when who’s birthday it was got named, and Rachel can honestly say she didn’t hear it. 

Three angles caught the car that sped directly into her and all the monster who was showing this off like a trophy let it end with “and many more” with the deep drawl of a dirge.

“Two questions:” The sick thing challenged with a muted expression and a single raised finger with the hand not keeping time. “Who was the girl in the car?”

Rachel felt sick at the only reason this could matter to her. “... “Hannah”?”

“Correct, Hannah Fairweathers, age 17. Honestly, the resemblance is uncanny, her family has her on video and she even sounds like you.” The ghostly doppelganger nodded and beside the footage of the parking lot an obituary confirming the same appeared. She caught the name “Phineas Holstrum” in the body of it but Phin raised a second finger. “What day was it?”

All three videos had the date and timestamps, but they would have been meaningless to her. They didn’t match any significant events she needed to know for the Caspian job.

That “hint” was the only way she’d know, but there had to be a less tasteless way to do that. To do ANY of this! Why the hell was she thinking dealing with them could make anything better?!

“That other Phineas’ birthday.” She said softly as she tried not to grind her teeth.

“Correct. See? No need for a repeat, much less a three-peat.” Phineas gave her a small smile that somehow genuinely looked sad despite that sick show. “We stopped that repeat, and you’re still here.” The way Phin stared at her with a hopeful shine and a pitying weight on their brow made them look desperate. Like it was something they believed because they needed to.

Beside the angle behind the register they pulled up a wikipedia article. Stephen Holstrum’s page, where she could see his birth name, birth date, and the day he died.

Caspian wasn’t home on his birthday. Renee hadn’t told her about any plans she’d have to make to celebrate it with him, they didn’t micromanage her that badly, but…

“Did Caspian know about this too, when he snapped?”

“No!” They shook their head in panic and their desperation got worse. “It wasn’t in his files! Phi had to find this on their own, they sent it to me later, don’t make him know this please!”

Rachel cocked her head and whatever dams it built to try and keep itself “scary” broke, showing the scared spider underneath. “I don’t want to give him another thing to feel guilty about that isn’t even his fault! You deserve to know what Logorhythms might’ve had planned for you, to keep yourself safe from them! But it doesn’t do anything for him. Nothing good. It’d just hurt.”

She looked them over, looking for a sign of a lie or a hint they might have known she had been approached by something new but she wasn’t seeing anything.

“You really believe they’d kill people over this job?” Rachel quietly asked.

“I have to.” They admitted. “That’s what made me the bad guy already. One of them wanted to “Terminate” Caspian for not following plans he didn’t know they had, and a piece of me panicked so she couldn’t get the chance. So you got Gluttony. And between seeing me and Gluttony, all of Logorhythms’ plans broke.”

“I want to believe we’re a good thing.” It was surreal to see Caspian crying, even with it being so bad at acting like him already. She didn’t expect digital things to have normal looking tears. “I understand thinking we messed it all up for you. But it was already messed up, and you weren’t going to be okay! Even if I’m wrong, and maybe the contract wasn’t tricking you, nobody was okay with them! So- I was hoping that could help you see us as a good thing too? For Gluttony at least. I mean, it’s okay if you hate me for all of this, I just don’t want to kill over it.”

She was shaking but she managed to nod.

“If it helps, I am sorry. About all of it. Even the kill, even if it was the right thing to do.” The inhuman confessed. “I… can’t imagine what happens when you end. I’ve never known existence to ever get to just stop. I don’t really meet things that I won’t ever get to see again. So I don’t know if it’s scary, or painful, or peaceful, or anything. I can hope its nicer than what I do know. But I promise I don't want to lose people, or make them… lost. Even if I’ll have to, I think I hate it.”

“So you just don’t want to fight either?”

“There’s a lot of things I want. That’s just one of the easier ones, I hope.” They kept their eyes trained on the ground. “I… don’t have people to ask about what “death” is.”

“Not even Caspian?”

“I don’t like how he talks about it. Don’t think he’ll get it, or want to. Maddie’s too angry at it ‘cause her dad’s too close to it. And I don’t think Ellen actually likes us.” They rambled, ticking off fingers.

“Wasn’t there another tamer, the one with the plant-bird?”

Phineas winced as they turned their head away.

“You don’t like her, I take it?”

“It’s not like that!” They rushed to object, hands flailing like a fool. “She haaaaates me.” The not-Caspian whined as they shook their head. “I know she’s cool, ‘cause Maddie says so and she’s nice to Cas. But she’s too cool- or cold- or WHATEVER, I can’t look at her and not see her just watching as her partner murdered a piece of me like she was judging sport-hunting!”

“You… can’t “judge” hunting I don’t think.” Rachel tried to think back on that, but she’s rarely been anywhere rural enough to need to know.

“Well she was judging something, and now their dying memories of it get to live in my head! I can’t even get rid of it! They weren’t a person yet, not enough to “remake” them and matter.”

“Like you “remade” the bee?” Rachel asked and they eagerly nodded.

“That worked cause they weren’t dead-dead and a Fanbeemon was just about ready anyway. So mixing here and there hasn’t backfired on me yet.” They looked guilty and pulled a thread that made the strange space unravel to be where she had expected them to be. “Sorry I was kinda rough. I don’t completely mean to. I’m supposed to be scary.”

“Then it’s a good thing you’re good at it.” She tried to joke, but her tone was too flat. She turned to where she had seen her “partner” last, but didn’t catch a glimpse until they had her in a bear hug.

It had felt like a hug, despite the daggers it glared at her short-lived kidnapper.

“It’s fine, Wiz, I’m fine. They just wanted to let me know there might have been more to the “job” I wasn’t supposed to know about in case they bothered us again.”

Phineas took out a flashdrive and placed it on the cement in front of them before retreating. “Here’s a copy to check my sources. Truth doesn’t matter if you can’t prove it, right?”

“Why should I trust that?!” Wiz tried to argue but Rachel held up a hand to make them pause.

“Can you give us a way to contact “Hope” too? There’s something I want to ask her about.” She asked instead and the bleached out boy cocked his head quizzically.

“But you have a digivice, yeah?” Their confusion got worse at seeing the thing on her wrist and her obvious ignorance of how that helps. “They can call each other, from the screen with all the crests. Cas’s purple, you’re blue, M-Hope”, They corrected like they forgot to avoid names and missed how it came out “Mope”, “Is yellow. Basic crest stuff.” Phineas squinted at Wiz like explaining that was his job, but Wiz looked back at her like it was the first he’d heard of it too.

Wiz looked at her as if to ask if she wanted to correct their assumption that Logorhythms had pressed for them to get involved. She glared back hoping it read as “Not a chance”.

Not when they didn’t even know who “Nils’” was. Looking into the “Duftmon” thing was the only lead they had. And telling this thing would definitely make Caspian more ‘involved’ with their side of this mess. Risk pulling his attention away from whatever might save her mom.

With a sigh Wiz triggered something like a glyph, and it was like she hadn’t even noticed the world wasn’t in focus.

“Had to keep bystanders getting dragged in somehow,” he said with a shrug. “Just enough to keep them from noticing, wouldn’t have protected anyone. Magic’s flexible, but tricky.”

“That’s… fine.” She sighed and glanced around, noticing Phineas was nowhere to be seen. “We’ll contact “Hope” later. Let’s just go home. We need to talk to mom.”

You need to talk to her, I need to hide.”

“No, you don’t. Let’s see how bad an introduction goes, I’ll just tell her you’re a friend from college and need a place to stay for a while. I’m paying the bills anyway; worst she can do is complain but I'm sure I can find some good excuse if she does.”

“Are you sure?” They asked but couldn’t hide the hope in their eyes.

Eyes that hopefully look human enough to not add heart problems to her mom’s worries.

“If we don’t want to lie, maybe we’ll use you to ask her about Caspian’s offer.”

They eagerly nodded and reached out like they wanted to take her hand before catching themselves. She took theirs instead as she lead them back to her car.

If all this madness could save her mom where science couldn’t, she couldn’t complain.

Chapter 35: Broken Toys

Summary:

Maddie looks into things and gets a strange request.

Notes:

Happy New Year! I'm sorry this didn't come out sooner, and it isn't technically the new year yet for me as I'm posting this so I'm unsure if I really kept to my goal or not. But I hope folks enjoy and if anything is confusing or weird or tips to improve in general as always I'm open to comments and advice!

Chapter Text

Maddie had been pouring over some of those patents Caspian had warned her about for God knows how long, trying to get a better grasp of what Chanda knows. It was something of a comfort that nothing she was seeing really surprised her; most of what she saw she'd heard digimon talking about when looking into their “past tamers”.

Though one type of digivice stuck out to her in particular. Two different designs, but both were meant to double as conventional smartphones. That could work really well with Caspian’s app, but more importantly started going into elements Chanda couldn’t keep all to himself.

He had prioritized the inner workings, but that was a redundant hassle. As long as you liked the chassis and it was solid you could always tweak the insides to suit your needs if you knew what you were doing, her hand-me-down laptop was her favorite project to keep up to date. And as a case they looked kinda cool.

“Hey, Ryudamon, did you ever meet the kids who used these guys? They already have crests.”

The dragon propped his head on the edge of her desk and squinted at them “Alphamon fought them once, these are for the Digidestined and their Digimental-based successors. But that was long before they had anything this…” His eyes darted to Maddie to gauge her feelings and tactfully settled on “Flexible.”

“What do you think of them? Stylistically.”

“To me, it looks like the Digidestined’s are missing a triangle.” He complained as he pointed to the empty black space over the largest triangle. “Invoking the Catalyst, the embodiment of evolution, feels like it’d be a symbol of good luck for a Tamer to have, like the ones on your own Digivices, so it seems like a missed opportunity or a bad omen to leave them incomplete.”

She hummed in acknowledgment as she looked at the weird Seal of Solomon sorta stars separating her dial’s “Digital” from “Warrior” more closely, and saw the resemblance. 

Turning his snout closer to the type that had two crests per phone and gave an approving nod. “If you’d wish to use this one, I approve. Though, it could be tweaked some to stress the “X” style of it more, if you’d like. I am the first Digimon with an X-antibody to come to this world after all.”

“But I only have “Hope”.” Maddie objected, and her partner gave her a proud yet skeptical grin.

“Are you sure? Last I saw, your Digivice disagreed.”

She was going to ask what he meant, but seeing the underside of her wrist gave her the reminder.

“Miracles” was present on the band now too, even if it was only a little.

“Isn’t that supposed to be like, super special though?” Maddie asked with nervous discomfort. “Would it really be okay to act like I have two, if “Hope” is already a bigger deal crest-wise?”

“Are you saying you doubt its choice, Mistress?” Ryudamon teased with a gentle smile. “Perhaps you’d find it easier to consider Hope as our bond, and “Miracles” as Valkyrimon’s?”

“Isn’t that unfair? Like, it was one thing to just have it be part of a shirt…”

“Hardly,” The dragon snorted vainly. “Even with a touch of outside help, a miracle is a miracle. It could be considered “Divine Intervention” for a reason, and saving you was no sure thing. You earned it the most dangerous way one could have. Why shouldn’t you “show it off” a little?”

“Bit morbid when you say it like that.” She said with a sheepish chuckle, but pulled up the frame’s file aside for a closer look. She’s never been big on cameras anyway, so it shouldn’t take much to tweak this for a printed case. “If I invert the “Catalyst” design of the singles would that be bad luck too? I don’t remember if Caspian or Justine have one of those more centered cameras,”

“For Caspian, I’d highly doubt it, given his partner, and it’s hardly like his luck could get worse,” Ryudamon said with a single dry laugh. “Either should be safe enough I suppose, it’s not like we’re trading it for a Digital Hazard.”

“Alright then!” She said with giddy energy. “Let’s see what we can do with these then.”

Her intention was to save it and see if she could find a 3D printing lab willing to let her experiment, since her old phone was beyond repair. She had found that if she digivolved Frey could still act as a copy of her original, so she was able to save most of her data.

Taking Ryudamon’s advice she used the double-crest base, having Miracles sit proudly above Hope on the bright gold center frame. She wasn’t sure why the original “Hope” tamer had his in green, but then again the “Kindness” tamer’s was pitch black like they were another Caspian.

Hearing a suspicious thunk on the roof, she quickly saved before sticking her head out her window. She half expected to see Phineas goofing off again, but she was wrong.

Caspian rose a brow at her like he was daring her to rat him out. And it was tempting.

“Mom’ll definitely kill you if she catches you up there.”

“Don’t see why, it’s not that hard a climb and falling’s practically a joke now.” He shrugged, making his digisoul thing crackle again.

“Fire department would disagree with you.” She scowled, and it only deepened at Ryudamon pawing her away from the window only to use it as a means to join Caspian up there. “HEY!”

“I can help you up if that’s your concern, mistress Maddie.”

“HEIGHTS! It’s like a 10 foot drop from here you guys!” She gestured to the driveway but both boys shared a look and shrugged.

“Can’t you actually fly?” Caspian asked with a sarcastic curious raised eyebrow.

“I’m not going to digivolve over this.” Maddie crossed her arms, but with a sigh gave up and clambered onto her waiting partner for the last hop to Caspian’s level. The angle still freaked her out, but she crawled as high up it as she dared to stay away from the edge. 

The view nearly took her breath away, seeing how much farther a few extra feet could change how the sunset looked. She almost understood why Caspian bothered, but looking over at him he barely seemed to care.

“You okay?”

“I… It’s stupid.”

“Yup, you are. Shoot.”

He gave a snort with a fond shake of his head but brought his leg up to hug it to his chest. “Had a weird dream of the ocean the other night. I guess a stupid part of me was hoping if I got up high enough I could see the coast like I could back-” He caught himself before he could say “home” with a pained grimace, “before.”

“Was it nice?” She asked.

“It’s not like we lived close enough to hear it or anything cool.” He shrugged. “Dream wasn’t either. Even on stormy nights it was never that dark.”

Ryudamon’s breath caught as he gave Caspian a wary look.

Maddie’s brow furrowed, but… it sounded familiar to her too. Dreams could be hard to remember sometimes, but that rang a bell. “Was there a lighthouse?” She asked in part to jog her own memory.

“I think so, but it was broken. Didn’t help you see a thing.”

“Like it was more of a shadowhouse?” Maddie pressed as she felt a memory slip through her fingers. “A tower making a big black beam across a weird volcanic beach with black sand?”

Ryudamon opened his mouth a little like he was tempted to speak, but decided against it as he looked at her with worried eyes.

“Have you heard of sharing dreams before?” She asked and he shook his head.

“I’ve heard some parts of the digital world can… “call out” to people of certain mindsets, if this isn’t common for humans. It sounds vaguely familiar to me.” He answered warily as he gave Caspian a guilty glance.  “Have you told Phineas about this too?”

Maddie narrowed her eyes at her partner as Caspian shook his head. “How bad could “calling out” be?”

Ryudamon gave a hapless shrug, “Sometimes humans would cross over, same way we can. But these were very rare occasions, and I have no way to know if harmless dreams are a more common variant, mistress.”

It felt like he was hiding something, but she got the feeling it was more about not telling Caspian than her. So she’d give him an out this time, looking back over the horizon. “You know, after dad died mom and I lived with my grandma for a bit. Way out in Pennsylvania, ‘cause mom couldn’t stand to be in our old house anymore. Sometimes I miss not having all those farms around.”

Caspian gave a snort. “Like, the whole cow experience?”

“Grandma just had a little garden, growing tomatoes and stuff, but she was enough in the boonies that if you went far enough you’d hit farmland. Didn’t have to deal with the smells or anything. I’d play with her dog Basil and Ginger was like a former barncat or something.”

“Cool,” he leaned back on his hands and looked out at the town. “See anything weird out there?”

“Legit horse and buggy just on the road.” She snickered at the memory. “Like, full Amish. For a solid week I was terrified mom might try to convert to force me to “unplug”.”

Caspian gave a full laugh at that. Looking over at Ryudamon’s confusion he supplied, “They’re the sort of folks who avoid what tech they can like the plague. Some exceptions, like maybe a nearby landline, for safety but otherwise want to live the “old fashioned way like God intended”.”

“Humans can be most bizarre,” Ryudamon gave a small chuckle. “I wonder if it’s because time seems so much shorter for you? Even 2000 years can feel like so little time for beings like me.”

“Wonder if that’s how UI would get to be too.” Caspian voiced the thought with a grim look.

Maddie wasn’t sure if she wanted to think about that. She almost didn’t have to when her watch buzzed to life like it did when Floramon had called before.

Her face fell the second she saw “Hannah’s” face and killed the call with an angry jab before the awkward looking woman could get a word in. “What. The fuck???”

Caspian looked at the sky suspiciously and Ryudamon stared at her with his mouth stuck open in appall. “Mistress! That is not proper phone call etiquette! And language!”

“Oh don’t you start that.” She groaned and waved her wrist at her partner. “Why would she try calling me?!”

“I mean… You have had a partner longer than almost everyone else, and as for me…” Caspian trailed off with a grimace and a shrug.

She scowled at him but he did have a point. But that didn’t mean she had to help her.

“I could take the call for you if you’d rather, Mistress Maddie?” Ryudamon offered with an awkward bob of his head like a bow.

“And leave me up here without any way to digivolve if I end up proving you were both idiots?” She asked skepically and Ryudamon shook his head in a terrified flurry.

Caspian unclicked his digivice’s metal band and passed it to her partner instead. “Make the call with mine if it’ll help you feel better. I’ll be fine without it.” He managed to get his weird reality glitching effect to flare from his free hand.

Ryudamon gave a small worried sound at the sight but accepted with a nervous energy, going through his device as easily as the dragon had introduced her to hers.

“My apologies, Mistress Rachel, Mistress Maddie is in the middle of an important family discussion!” The dragon quickly excused as he made jumping off a fucking roof look like a small dainty hop. “Master Caspian has lent me this so I might take a message on her behalf as I get somewhere your privacy may be better maintained, if that will work for you this evening?”

Caspian gave an amused snort when the dragon finally got out of earshot, “Are we sure he was a knight and not customer service?”

Maddie felt herself lean as she giggled at the idea of him in a fast food apron barely able to see past a countertop. “And Phineas calls him a king.”

“Maybe the original was just that polite?”

“Noooot the way Sami remembered them.” Maddie shook her head trying to forget that vision.

“Assuming the digital “Prince of Lies” wasn’t living up to the moniker.” Caspian pointed out as he slowly worked his way down, offering Maddie a hand like that would make following him any less stressful.

“Right, reduce the amount of things I can cling to dear life with. Great thinking Cas,” Maddie rolled her eyes at him as she brushed the attempt at chivalry off with a sarcastic thumbs up and she did her best slug impression to get back to the safety of her room.

She could have lived with him laughing at her over it less, but it worked. The glare she gave him got him to knock it off at least.

She saw the statue she made of Dad’s model and it gave her an idea. A terrible idea. Mom will hate it. Maddie grinned and looked up at Caspian hopefully.

“Heeey, does anyone still owe mom money?”

Caspian smiled back but was not believing this was for her mom with the way he shook his head, “What do you want?”

“Sooo, hypothetically-” She beamed and his smile got more strained as she was actually making him worried. “Do you think she’d notice if we got a 3D printer for the office?”

His brows were quickly hidden by his hair, “That she’d notice or that she’d tolerate and learn to accept it? ‘Cause no matter which style you want, I don’t think that she’d be able to miss it.”

“I’m thinking one of the resin guys, big enough to make me a new phone case in one go at least. Translucency with filaments is a joke and I do not want to deal with all that sanding and priming. I figure the office is a bit easier where climate control is concerned than the basement is. Soooo?”

“Hypothetically.” He restated, mildly amused. “Hypothetically!” She agreed with a shit eating grin.

“Take your pick. Push comes to shove, I got it for one of Phin’s hobbies. Not my fault if you stole it for your own nefarious modding ends.”

She cackled to herself with a hissing victorious “Yeeeeesssss” that really should have worried him more than it did. All he did was breath a chuckle as he headed back to the hall with a wave.

Giving her files one last glance she noticed she had gotten a message from RoW. Not a friend request, not like she was expecting any, but a mess of digimoji. Much harder to make out than digicode. But Frey would be able to translate it no problem.

She scribbled a note for Ryudamon in case his call finished before she got back. If she was going to need to digivolve to read it anyway, she might as well go all the way to its source.

Leaping was getting easier every time she did it. Though she was trying to be more mindful of other players seeing her when she used her digimon form over her game avatar. Not that the area here was too busy. 

Just one basic human, looked like a new older player from the way he was using a scan of himself but not much else. Standard wizard robes hid all but his face and one hand. The other hand seemed to be missing, which is a unique choice in a case like this, and he looked tired. 

He was probably using a VR set, his expression was too zoned out and slack to be from any of the default idle animations for being AFK. Maybe he had fallen asleep with his eyes open? Or this had been an attempt to help someone who can’t really move on their own IRL? Either way she kept her distance.

A yellow pile of… frozen yogurt, was waiting for her at one of the game’s normal “crossroads”, leatherbound arms twiddling its thumbs nervously. It kept looking around like it was afraid someone might attack them out in the open.

Seeing her Valkyrimon form made its face light up with a desperate joy. “Oh, thank goodness! I didn’t think you’d be up for stopping by so soon!”

She smiled at hearing how goofy the weird digimon sounded. Like, literally somewhere between Goofy and King Candy. He might be a Disney fan, she’s noticed some digimon have tried to take on voices they enjoy as their own with some tweaks after the fears around deepfaking were explained to them.

“Sorry, I didn’t actually read your message. Is there something you need help with?”

“Oh, right! I forgot, that’s hard for humans, isn’t it?” The poor guy gave an uncomfortable chuckle. “I’m- well we’re- reaching out for a friend. He… Doesn’t have a lot of time left.” 

Her heart dropped, but she gave a nod. “Is there anything I can do for him?”

“Valkyrimon’s the best hope we got at this point.” They swayed a little as they spoke. “If you could give them a look, I’m sure they’d appreciate it even if you can’t.”

They barely needed her encouraging to start hopping off the main trails, using some code to make a skip to where he needed them to be.

“How’d you find my account?” She asked as she followed.

He gave a nervous chuckle. “Don’t get too mad?” he asked but giving him a gentle smile seemed to be reassurance enough. “I got it from Luc-Sami.” He corrected and flinched when he saw how that bothered her. “He likes to check up on my friend sometimes.” Sukamon said defensively. “We know he’s scary, honest we do! But so far he’s been good to us. Given us great tips to make a place for ourselves here. So, when he said you could help, we figured why not?”

“So, your “friend” is… The oldest UI?” She asked cautiously and they nodded so fast she was surprise it didn’t deform them at all.

“Yeah! My chuumon’s always been a sweet lil’ buddy, never one for talking but loved to help out. So when they heard about the poor guy they were jumped at the chance to make him stable. I heard them only being a rookie was real good for him. I could do all the protecting for them both!” He puffed up his slimy “chest” in pride.

Maddie swallowed as she saw what she was here for. But she couldn’t just turn tail and run, not with how he kept looking up to her like she was an actual angel.

Fixing Kumar never seemed possible. So why does facing that still feel so daunting?

The Sukamon led her to the “Artificial Scrapyard” of RoW. Past the frozen cliffs where the admin’s daemons kept a nose out for script kiddies or worse, in a zone most players ignored for being so out of place with the world building. Mods couldn’t do anything to help it gel, unlike other Digimon made zones, and there wasn’t much of note outside of the superbosses.

Most of their boons and drops flagged as hacked items, and the silly one could also be found in “Primary Village”, “Toy Town”, or walking between them if you wanted to see its gimmick.

A mountain of a torn apart teddy bear held together by an ichor of galaxies kept watch as she entered its domain. Their wings of slime extended to make a protective dome around the heap.

“Do I need to give an offering?” She asked her guide but the swirl of yellow custard wobbled a no.

“Not unless you just wanna play! Shi-niichan’s always up for it, but if you just want them to give them a boost all you gotta do is ask. You’ve earned the favor!”

Playing was tempting, in a less creepy circumstance. “Mr. Shiny” had four methods of approach. 

If you don’t want to risk any aggro, you gave him a gift and he’ll give you some scary good potion. Braver players who catch his attention will see him start to “dance”, a game of skill based charades. If you don’t have the moves needed, you can treat it like an emote game of Horse.

Wrong guesses were ignored, but the more you got right the better the buffs and EXP would be. Harming any of his “playmates” would start the fight, he’d give the party 3 minutes to either burn him down or bail, before performing a TPK. Nobody’s gotten him down fast enough to “win”.

She suppressed a shiver as she saw the plume of unnatural flame from his left ear form a heart. Some of the younger Digimon it found on its travels were still floating inside of its goopy mass.

They were just sleeping, an “enforced naptime” until ShinMonzaemon found a nice safe place to drop them off at. But it was hard to consider this “peaceful”, seeing them engulfed like this.

She tried not to think about if however Sukamon thought she could “help” Kumar would be “peaceful” like this was too.

A few other slime based digimon were watching over a Chuumon with glitchy empty eyes. Sukamon or Scumon in other colors mostly, a Damemon, a Raremon, a few ‘mon that either were covered in old junk or made from scraps, and some different Numemon. They looked at her with as much bright hope as Kumar’s Sukamon did, and she resisted the urge to run again.

“Hello-Madimon! Greetings-And-Appreciation-From-Lady-Kumbhiramon-As-Well.” The robotic dump said with a stilted bow. “We… Do-Realize-At-Your-Age-This-Is-An-Unkind-Request.”

“What do you need? Is there something I can do to help curb some of the decay?”

The Raremon nearly turned into a puddle as it shrank into itself, no small feat for its size. Sukamon shook his head sadly, but it was the Chuumon who looked at her and offered his hand.

She took it like a handshake and she could feel how much of him was missing, the feelings of forgetting only enough to realize it was happening with no way to fix it and none of the comforts of ignorance. She felt his memories of watching himself die, both physically and digitally.

She could feel how badly he wanted to let go. How scared he was of the prospect despite it.

A vision of Chanda looking at him in horror as it looked like all of the Deva had turned on him. For good reason, but that’s not how Kumar felt about it. He felt guilt. Worry for his friend. Fear for the soul he tried to save’s future, if his efforts to prevent his tragedy had all been for nothing.

He pictured an egg, so clearly in her mind’s eye overlaid where he stood in front of her.

He wants to start over, now that this life’s nearing its end. To take this first leap for other UI as much as it is for himself and the Chuumon he’s part of.

To see what happens if a UI is reborn. The flurry of questions and paths beyond it got too manic and fuzzy for her to understand his thoughts beyond an excited terror at it all.

He was looking through her memories too from the feel of it. Her dad, helping Laurie, her fall and Chanda’s part in it, Valkyrimon saving her, the weird memory lapse Clockmon and Erika helping caused, and Ryudamon floated to the surface like they were skimming through books.

He saw the old man she passed in RoW and Kumar tried to make a sound. It didn’t come out right, even more mangled and painful than Phineas speaking emojis did, but Sukamon took a sharp breath like he understood.

Kumar was trying to go through her mind with purpose, like anything she knew about Alliance he was scrambling for so she forced the connection to break and pulled herself away.

Kumar’s face was still slack, she could still remember how hard it felt to emote in their state. But his apology radiated in the air. An understanding he had gone too far and what he was trying to do fell on deaf and disturbed ears.

“We’re sorry ma’am!” Sukamon apologized for him anyway, looking unsure of how much of his friend was understood.

She gave a nod to accept the apology, it didn’t feel like it was done with a malicious intent after all. And took a breath. “He wants me to use Valkrimon’s power to make sure he’s reborn.”

The small crowd made sounds of murmured relief that had been conveyed for them, some whispering questions about what had just happened. That the Chuumon’s never felt “angry” by anything before, so what could she have seen that would trigger him like that.

“Please?” Sukamon asked as the strange Chuumon stared up at her with empty eyes.

“I… I don’t even know what to do. I don’t want to hurt anyone, I don’t know how to fight enough to make it… painless.”

“You don’ gotta worry ‘bout that part.” It assured her. “There’s not a lot holdin’ ‘im together.”

She breathed out a soft sad “Oh”, and felt her eyes burn from sympathy. “How can you be sure I won’t mess up?”

“It ain’t jus’ you, issit?” It asked and the gold bird on her shoulder poked her cheek with its beak. “And even if it don’t work, it’d be a better send off than nuthin!”

“If he’s sure…”

The Chuumon gave a weary sigh and to her horror his tail slid off of him. His wireframe for it was still attached, but barely, and more pieces of his form peeled off like he was shedding paint. Strip by strip a pile of pink formed at his feet until only glowing eyes stared at her from a mouse of mesh and empty teeth gave a sad smile before it collapsed like a failed tinker-toy tower.

She touched the remains with a trembling hand and as her finger made contact it all began to glow as a soft shifting rainbow. Frey nodded to her and flew in a small circle to ensure all of the pieces where there, and when satisfied landed across from her and urged her to lift a piece.

Maddie lightly picked up a corner of frame, and as she lifted it the broken lines expanded into an egg shape with the color beneath it rising up to coat it like she had dunked an easter egg.

When the warmth under her palm solidified and hardened all that was left of the Clan was a large pale blue egg with cute speckles, like an oversized robin’s egg.

“Are you sure I did this right?” She barely managed out to break the silence.

“It’s exactly what we were hoping for, Madimon.” The human’s companion rubbed a thumb over the egg with a soft melancholy smile. “Thank you.”

She tried to put the egg in his hands, but the galactic ichor around them had reached inward and took it into itself instead. As the strange goop plucked it from her she felt as if hundreds of curious childlike hands were petting and pawing at her, and for a moment she wondered if the tiny digimon asleep within it were really all as unaware as they looked.

“Shi-niichan will get them to Primary Village with the others. Lot safer for young ‘mon over there.” Sukamon grinned at her. “Nobody wants babies playing in garbage if they don’t gotta.”

“A-alright.” She said with a nervous smile to the big guy. The torn open teddie’s glasgow grin seemed to widen at her and the flames from its ear formed hearts with every flicker.

Was this what seeing a real life Totoro would feel like? ‘Cause, she’d need to have words with her younger self if that was the case.

“A-apologies, Lady Madimon-”

“Just Maddie’s fine!” She quickly corrected.

“M-Maddie then.” A shellnumemon smiled shyly as she bopped her eyes together like a person would tap their fingers. “If it’s not too much to ask, do you know what upset them?”

An Octomon tried patting the snail to help comfort her and Maddie swallowed. “I… I don’t know why, he just saw a memory of a new RoW player I’d seen today. An older man with only one hand. When he did, he started checking everything I knew about Alliance as a company-”

The Octomon looked at her curiously. “What did he look like? Which had was missing, his left? Like, was he a larger man with a  brown skin, thin brown hair, stern face?”

“I… wouldn’t say it was “stern”, it was like he wasn’t really here.” Maddie corrected as she was trying to not think about it. And she froze. One of the memories that started playing in her head was an Alliance TED talk. One with the company’s former CEO. Ajit Prasad. The man who killed Kumar, Chanda, and who knows how many others. “It… Couldn’t be…” She mumbled to herself.

“What zone did you see him in?” The Octomon pressed, like it knew who she was scared the man was. Their snail friend was getting more nervous from how they kept pressing her.

“I saw him as I was heading to meet Sukamon.” She supplied, but the ice in her gut was growing.

Seeing the discomfort they were causing they shrank back from everyone with a mumbled apology, the Sukamon taking them aside to show where he had been waiting.

“If-There-Is-Anything-You-Ever-Need-From-Us, Madimon, It-Will-Be-Yours.” The Damemon told her with another deep bow. “My-Lady-Will-Know-Of-Your-Kindness-Too.”

“Thanks. I-I think I’m okay for now. But I’ll keep it in mind.” She bowed back, but was starting to freeze up from all this stress and attention. “I… I need to head back.” Maddie muttered as she leapt out, back into her own room.

Ryudamon was back already, sleeping curled up at the edge of her bed facing her laptop, the flash of light already making him stir. It was hard to tell with how he turned the lights off, but he wasn’t wearing his armor for once. 

She understood why he was sensitive to it now. The large gem on his head really was a part of him and not the helmet. Maddie could see where it was riveted into his skull, the helmet sitting beside him just had a large opening to make the gem look like a natural part of it instead.

It looked painful, so even if it never hurt she could see where it might cause looks of pity or horror. And if it did, he wouldn’t want anyone to know that either.

She turned around before he finished coming too to see if he was comfortable with her seeing him like this. Give him the chance to put it back on if he wasn’t.

“How did it go, Mistress Maddie?” Ryudamon yawned, rubbing his eye from the sound of it before waddling to lean beside her. Without his helmet, or any of his armor. Just the fluffiest yellow raptor of a carbuncle.

“I… I was able to turn Kumar, “The Clan”, or whatever anyone else calls him into a digiegg.” She got out nervously. “And I- I might have found Mr. Prasad, from Alliance? But he was in RoW. And he wasn’t looking too good.”

“Mistress?” He asked with worry as he held up a claw for her to take if she needed it. She leaned down to give him a tight hug instead that he had no trouble returning. “I’m sorry, should I have been with you? Mistress Rachel wished to form more friendly communications from this point forward, there was little else of note here. Would you like me to get anyone else?”

She shook her head no into his weird feather-fur. “I did it. It worked. I don’t know what they’ll be, but all his friends acted like I “saved” him. And I don’t know what the Prasad thing could mean. They know about it too, I told them ‘cause Kumar recognized him before I did.”

“Then let the Junkers handle him.” Ryudamon said with a gentle pat. “You’ve done more than enough.”

She wasn’t sure if she believed that. She didn’t know if she should ask about the dreams of the dark ocean and the shadow-making lighthouse. She just knew it all was starting to get too much.

Chapter 36: Floodgates

Summary:

Chanda gone past one point of no return already. What's a few more to save his people.

Notes:

Very sorry for that delay and I hope this doesn't come across as rushed. I hope I'm improving at portraying action scenes, but if anything doesn't come across clearly let me know so I can try to get it better sorted!

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Vinod watched from the Dark Area as Mumbai rioted. Part of him thought he should feel fulfilled by the sight. Alliance had fallen, as the chaos was proving.

But he didn’t. And he didn’t think it was because he hadn’t done anything to have helped the Muckrakers lashing out in half-mourning for his fallen savior. He had heard Maddie had been able to grant them a form of rebirth, but only time will tell what this “second chance” will be.

No, he was thinking this was just how vengeance was at its core: hollow. Empty. The illusion of establishing justice in this flawed world, a distraction from the real changes that can be made to save it.

Vinod had his taste of revenge already. And now there is a rumor in the digital aethers that Prasad’s husk, his prototype to prove Sami’s methods would be enough to create UI, was wandering around. How he eluded capture, he hadn’t a clue. But he also didn’t really care.

It worked. That had been enough to warrant releasing the tech to enable the dawn of his people to all of the powers most capable of acting on it.

He hadn’t realized that part of Prasad’s… inadequacies when Vinod had pushed him to the same limits his “boss” had done to him, were due to being flawed like the Holstrum model UI all were.

The basis for this new type of UI, the “Aiba” model as Sami had addressed it, had more benefits than drawbacks otherwise. From what he and Nils had gathered from keeping tabs on the new UI, their own methods of discovering their digital limits showed many tricks Vinod’s generation could use too.

Arkady Koslov, GRU’s chosen, was proving dangerously adept at hijacking drones and missile control servers. 

Mossad’s Yair Gispan proved Aiba’s potential as a workaround for physical disabilities caused by injury, the only one so far to realize the physical world wasn’t lost to him, and subsequently a UI’s ability to compartmentalize to terrifying degrees which could help reduce data usage. 

MSS’s squad lying in wait in “enemy territory”, hidden within an MMO was a helpful reminder of how they can disguise themselves as other programs should they stay within digital spaces. But these were all primarily weapons and acting as such. Not “people” just yet.

Not like M16’s Olivia Evans or her debate partner Farhad Karimi of Iran. 

Both were still performing their roles as security, as their ties to humanity and their sense of morality drove them to, but they’ve already had signs of developing a real work-life balance with their new selves. 

Lives that had found each other. That were testing the very boundaries of “themselves”.

That was the sort of thing he had been hoping for among his fledgling race of gods. Not war, not really. It was needed to keep humanity distracted as they grew, but it shouldn’t be the goal.

The Digimon weren’t so keen on his vision. He can’t even blame them for parts of it.

It was admirable that they aspired to protect Holstrum’s backup’s naivety. How the Deva were torn in allowing the truth to seep out among the wild masses and wanting to let them live in a peaceful ignorance for as long as they kept the budding UI at bay. The annoyance of an Infermon had been easily working double-time to keep Arkady’s testing grounds from shedding blood.

It had hurt whenever Nils or Duftmon had informed him the spiders had failed in that. More than he had expected it to. Sami had the strangest look of sympathy when his partner had noticed his hesitation. Had said he understood what Vinod was feeling. And Vinod believed him.

This is what it must feel like to be a God. Powerful, but aware of the restraint one must show. Even if it allows for suffering, to keep those you want to help, to save, from growing stunted.

Even if you must cause suffering to enable them to aspire for better; to truly thrive on their own.

The Pentagon had yet to throw their hat into the ring, and he wouldn’t know who they were looking into until the choice was made. When his tracker program would make itself part of the UI they’ve chosen, unaware of how many American UI there already were.

He had wished Laurie and David could have been more understanding. Their input would have been very appreciated. He’s sure they would have agreed with his impulse to warn the new gen UIs about The Flaw the second he learned Aiba’s had a similar one, unlike Nils and Duftmon.

Had Sami not supported him wholeheartedly, he’s not sure how well overriding the two of them would have gone. Nils had argued warning them too early and robbing them of the joys of true freedom was cruel, where the leopard was of a mind where burning themselves out would have better culled the herd to make every subsequent UI stronger.

Between the two, he had his doubts about Nils’ motives more. That wasn’t an argument he would have ever made.

He had a ping from Nils as he finished sending the warning out to the relevant nations so no other lives were put at risk out of ignorance, with a hidden request for all of the UI to meet.

<Nils?>

<Daemon’s active,> he heard in the surreal clipped tone that followed these sorts of messages, <Yair and Farhad were in the middle of a spat over a power plant, I can’t tell if their emotions were a catalyst to help make it or if they just called it there from somewhere else.>

Vinod hoped he hadn’t sent his message too late. <Are they in danger?>

<Unclear, I’m tracking them now but both were intact when it took them to a private sector. I suspect Daemon didn’t want to stay in open channels for long.>

<Have any other similar encounters happened before?>

<I suspect Arkady’s been approached by a higher power already, but can’t confirm which one. Zhong’s people have some close calls with the Dragon Deva and some of Reign Of Winter’s stronger “regulars”, and being a set of three has put them at a higher risk of being noticed.>

<Thank you, please find those two if you can and I’ll see to the Chinese. We might need to ask Arkady about it himself, if everyone agrees to my meeting.>

He waited to see if Nils would send a confirmation, but his silence wasn’t unexpected either.

Vinod just wished he could trust “himself” better, given how neither would work as well alone.

As Nils warned, it really wasn’t hard to narrow down where the three UI were “hiding” if you knew how. Hopefully no human programs learn the tricks to it before they find their own solutions.

RoW’s setting was uncomfortable for him, and being a fourth in this area, possibly a fifth in total depending on where David was at the moment, made him very self-conscious.

Fu noticed him first, and he felt the digital ripples of the other UI sending his location to his two companions. 

“I’m not here to cause any trouble,” Vinod raised his hands in peace. It didn’t stop Shuchun from appearing behind him with a blade to his “throat” but he kept himself calm. “I’m the one who shared our gift to your country.”

“What do you want?” She demanded and held the blade closer, though it wasn’t a real threat to him no matter what she might’ve thought.

“To make sure we’re all aware of some far less human forces at play. I’ve heard you’ve dealt with some already, for your work?”

"Was that your doing?" Shuchun hissed.

"No, I'm not your enemy. I had hoped these creatures weren't going to be either." Chanda took a breath of remorse. "But clearly they've made their choice."

Bai Fu always had a skittish air about him, but his hunchbacked avatar seemed conflicted for other reasons. "We've seen them before, they've never done anything like that. You're more likely to see the flying tiger smite a boss for sport than hunt a cheating griefer these days."

“Wouldn’t have been the first time the fox-monk lied to us about their intentions.” He Ping replied before Chanda could. The armored warrior seemed more apt to listen to him than the others.

“We’ve seen the Dragon’s influence in other areas of commerce.” Zhong Shuchen agreed, but her reptilian face stayed firm. “We know what heralds it, and how to avoid detection. This doesn’t change our orders.”

“It won’t just be them looking for you.” Chanda warned. He could feel foreign programs searching the area, unrelated to those of a human who maintained this “game”. “The human who tampered with these monsters is a “Tamer”, with a swarm of spiders doing his dirty work. If they notice you, they will do anything to cripple you the same way he crippled them.”

He Ping gave him a harsh eye at his phrasing, but the other two just scoffed.

“We’ve been told we’re not the same. It’d take him time to make something against us.”

“He’s been working with the American UI for months, Zhong. He knows us, and even if he hadn’t it wasn’t a monster he tampered to break them. It was the AI who made them .”

Bai’s face said he understood the gravity at hand, even if the technicalities were beyond him. Shuchen remained unconvinced.

“We have a mission.”

“What a coincidence: So do we.” A mocking low voice creaked from above. Bulging green and yellow eyes stared at them from an a puppet-like white face with a single crimson horn.

Three white and red six-legged spiders looked down at the four UI with hostile intent.

One of these Infermon had to be a primary shard of the thing called “Phineas”. A warden in charge of keeping the other two untangled ultimates in His web, not unlike how the Chinese UI were working.

Much like how he worried he’d need to do with Shuchen, convincing that one to abandon the partner that has neglected them for so long should neutralize this threat. If not, destroying it should have the same results by setting the two others free.

He wasn’t sure the one who spoke was that shard, it’d be an easy misdirection. The one to its left jerked and twisted like a broken puppet, while its right kept checking the area’s stablitlty.

There weren’t many digimon who’d bother hacking like a UI.

He wasn’t about to let it strike first.

The exploit he sent to the right was a simple search program given teeth. If it found any memory with Holstrum’s clone it would be wiped in hopes of severing the fragile bond between them.

He saw the memories as his weapon flicked through them, using the emotions behind them as its guide. It wouldn’t stop unless it found that ache of nostalgia, of the boy they served.

A boy in a white hoodie sat in a dark room as his partner approached from the door. Chanda was ready to wipe it, but when the black haired young man turned to look at them blue eyes looked at a rookie that was far taller than a Kodokugumon could have been.

“You didn’t need to do that, I just had some water an-” The boy said in Japanese, eyes widening and he gave a sheepish grin as he saw the time. “Oh. No, you’re right, I’m overdue. Thanks.”

The partnered monster gave a Keramon’s distinctive deranged giggle as their long gone human pat the loyal abomination on its head.

“Not so fast,” The first Infermon’s voice cut through Chanda’s thoughts right before he felt memories that were his own being torn from his head.

Three gold claws had swiped his head while he was distracted, and he couldn’t be sure what its attack was intended to do apart from break the search and leave him disoriented.

The one he sniped had it’s mouth open and ready to fire, looking as jittery as the one who seemed either broken or new. “You can’t have him!”

“If he’s not from this world, he’s long gone.” Chanda reminded it, and it fired a volley with emotion more than aim. Anger made it sloppy, he could use that.

Ping tried to put himself between the one that talked and Chanda but was tossed aside like a ragdoll despite the monster’s spindly limbs.

“Don’t Interfere!” Its voice rang raspier and deeper, an echo of an evolution. He wasn’t sure if that could have been what Nidhogmon had sounded like or not, Sami hadn’t said if it could talk.

It still looked more promising than checking the twitchy one, babbling something to itself about “lifelike dolls” and “deathlike humans”, so he sent the same exploit its way with a different target. He hadn’t taken into account formerly partnered digimon before, this time it would only accept memories of the human who had created them.

It brought results a lot quicker this time, but equally fruitless. Holstrum’s clone was many things but blond wasn’t one of them, and the child eagerly typing away code as two green and brown babies wrestled on the ground behind his chair was far too young to have been in this world.

Out of frustration he had the memory burn anyway.

The one with the Japanese tamer struck back as the chatty one howled, babbling its maker’s name in an effort to keep it from slipping away.

The Hacker made it clearer what had been done the first time, as a memory was pulled to the surface in Chanda’s mind. His father chiding him for the damage he had done to the wall in his youth, the results of his temper before he was taught how to direct it.

He was taught how to fix the damage he’d done, his father firm but understanding, followed by a memory of him being shown a gym. His Appa giving him his first boxing gloves.

They had stolen his father’s face from him. 

Every time the man spoke the words were there, but his voice was missing. Every strike they were destroying the memories as thoroughly as they were implanting programs to keep him from ever recognizing or regaining them, leaving just enough to mourn what was missing.

A part of him recognized the intent behind it. An eye for an eye. He’s hoping to harm their “father’s” memories the same way. Maybe it even hoped he’d understand the pain he was trying to cause enough to reconsider.

The rest seethed at the injustice. The burning done to the chatty one was only parts of the one memory, without the thoroughness of the razing he intended for Holstrum’s clone. When he did get to them, he wasn’t going to go as far as to unperson the boy from their future thoughts. Even if he did add that to it now, unlike his own Appa they knew this boy was alive and well for now.

The Infermon who howled rippled with fury and pain, their voice deepened as their form turned black.

“It can evolve too?” Fu asked breathlessly in horror as he watched gold overtake red and those narrow limbs widen and become encased in armor until the creature had only four and stood like a man.

Its red horn spilt in two and its face reshaped into an angry gold mix between a Hannya mask and a skull. With a cannon on one arm and a sickle in place of another, it pointed the blade at Chanda first, and then Shuchun. 

“My prey.” Reapermon rasped. “I’ll drag you all back down to where you belong.”

The broken puppet’s head jerked as if they were looking at the new mega despite their head being nearly upside down. When it recognized Chanda’s killing intent all of its limbs righted themselves for a safe retraction and it launched itself at him like a battering ram.

“That must make you the partner’s copy. What’s the point in playing the fool?”

Phineas’ third fragmented mind’s eyes glowed red with their hate as they used a single arm to redirect their momentum his way. It would not allow itself to leave the safety of its armor now that it knew his next exploit would destroy the core of its mangled identity. He’d just need to breach it.

Their Japanese companion created a rift to take the seven into a space of its own design. A nearly empty white void marked with support-beam like debris and huge stripes of blue film.

Ping struck at Reapermon before the chain it fired from its gun took purchase on Chanda, entangling it on his spear to keep it from being used to drag any UI to its waiting blade.

When Reapermon held out its sickle the cocoon’d Eas used that as its next grappling point, making a wide curve back towards Chanda.

He sent his poison towards it to test the armor it had such faith in, and to his disappointment it held. It reflected the hack back onto the one with a Japanese partner rather than stop it entirely, and the poor thing lost its footing from how it shook.

He hadn’t expected that asking for the memory of the tamer who abandoned them would have born fruit twice. Certainly nothing concrete, maybe the last time they had seen their human before Phineas had brought this identity back from its depths.

Chanda struggled to stay focused on his attacker as a memory of the boy in blue flooded him in the background. His hood was up, posture terrible, and when he looked at the Infermon he had raised his eyes glowed a digital red.

The thing it considered its tamer wasn’t human anymore. A black and white monstrosity had overtaken his arm and every emotion he gave off was twisted, toxic, desperate, and hungry

Even as removed as it was, the old echos tugged at the physical sensation Chanda had been incapable of for months as far as the Earth was concerned. For him it had been even longer.

It stayed loyal to him, despite every red flag. Right up until the point he ate them through the hand he rested atop its naive head. Even beyond assimilation, its affection for him remained.

Deleting a memory like this would have been too much of a kindness to this foolish monster.

Eas screamed like it did so on the hacker’s behalf, the untangled remaining a heap as it dealt with a memory “Phineas” of some persuasion had clearly repressed for the mind’s own sake.

“Hardly did a good job of putting them back together if that’s all it took to break them again.” Chanda taunted, and this abandoned piece of personified death let enough of itself extend in hopes of quartering him with its bare hands for Shuchun to get a blade into the vulnerable wiring at the base of where its legs met its body.

Data bled out of it in a way a digimon’s attacks were rarely capable of. UI with no respect for the limits on their existence could brute force things that could give even a mega pause.

He tried using another seeker as it struggled to patch the leak, and it finally made contact. But everything seemed jumbled from the damage already dealt.

Every time he got close to seeing a memory of Holstrum’s clone, the image errored out or switched him with more decayed copies of files the original had appeared in. Once or twice the switch almost looked natural, like one in a minimalist space with an older gentleman beside him.

A more sickly yellowed room with a recently destroyed UI scanner lingered, but the images of its boy were more like cut outs to somewhere far colder and cubicle. Like a literal ice box.

An ice box with a brain hidden inside it, though the realized spider-puppet’s head had spun as it stared at it like it didn’t understand what it was looking at. With a chill Chanda did . It kept replacing the boy with Holstrum himself after all.

It shrieked louder like it had been trying to hide that away, and it was overlaid by a memory of small spiders watching with restrained fury as a darker skinned woman struggled to breath and spasmed in front of them. A spilled mug bearing the promise of a poison they made just to kill her for threatening their savior.

The poor monster wasn’t entirely clueless then. But its directives to not harm humans had left it in a tragic stalemate.

Out of desperation, it tried evolving to shake him and its damage off and succeeded in the former before Vinod could erase anything vital. Corded limbs turned a sickly green and its armor went as navy as the monster all of these pieces were really meant to be. Its horn split much like Reapermon’s, but the Diablomon before them was a shadow of what it should have been.

The green core on its chest continued to spill its essence into the digital ether. In an effort to restrain all threats it let the six extra limbs erupt from its shoulders, but none of the eight arms managed to grab any of them. Their motions were too delayed and desperate.

Fu looked at it with pity as he readied a program like a talisman to leave it immobile.

The Hacker’s eyes came back to life and its middle two limbs flew to reach its teammates, grabbing hold of each and dragging them back to it. Using itself as a center, Eas’s bleeding energy engulfed all three.

The thing that grew from the spilled “blood” was neither Diablomon or Infermon, but showed elements of both. It kept Infermon’s build, but grew to a size that had it been on Earth it could have dwarfed a small city.

The black armor was too organic to have come from Reapermon, the humanoid cyborg clearly the most lost in this fusion, but the tip of its tail bore its sickle. Its long purple limbs had more in common with the smaller set of limbs Diablomon had failed to use before than anything else.

Armagemon’s layered mouth was all its own as it opened its jaws once to bear the human-like teeth of Diablomon and a second to make a piercing shriek that tore through any code that wasn’t keeping the UI running.

An arm lashed out, crashing into and through Ping. The frail old man he was before his death was pushed out of the shell of his Reign of Winter Avatar, and the beast devoured the empty husk as if hoping it would stopper the damage Shuchun had done.

The core on its belly continued to bleed. This evolution would be temporary, if the UI could outlast its third component. But Chanda did not like his odds against an angry dying Ultra.

Its tail tore a rift to something Chanda had only briefly seen before with an action that looked almost uncaring. As if any gate to the Digital World could have been by accident.

A hind leg grabbed the battered old man and tossed him through it, sealing the way behind him.

This thing had recognized Ping as having been the least “motivated” of the Chinese UI. Separated from his handler and his warden, he might be content with a peaceful existence.

Shuchun and Fu wouldn’t be so lucky.

Fu slid forward, intent on striking the wound Shuchun had made, but the beast stomped down and through him much like it had Ping, leaving the man’s form less defended and weaponless.

It looked like it wanted to ignore them once it got their “human” selves freed.

Perhaps Keyes had managed to instill in his charge a command to not harm humans to make up for their first casualty. With an obvious exception for Chanda himself, and reasonably so.

He didn’t know if it was because of the damage she had done or how inhuman her avatar had still remained, the beast caught her in its maw when she lingered too close in an effort to get Fu free.

The poor woman was caught sideways in its teeth with a sickening crunch, her head almost free with her horror frozen on her face. Instead of simply closing the outer armor around her, it jerked its head up to toss her body in the sky so it could swallow her entirely.

Armagemon stared down at Fu and grinned by opening the outer jaw again, pieces of Shuchun’s data still visible on its inner teeth. Green and gold eyes looked up at Chanda mockingly without turning its head from its trapped victim.

Its tail reached under itself to make another rift to the Digital World, and the monster looked like it would have been equally satisfied by crushing him underfoot or kicking him through it.

Fu scrambled at the hope of safety, leaving Chanda alone with the thing that knew he had wanted its human dead.

Its human mouth opened again, and a ball of energy built from a UI’s life grew on its tongue.

Chanda had managed to get a backdoor program open enough to get himself through to his private server, but echoes of Shuchun’s data rippled through his code. His body shattered as his frame shuddered, twisted, and tore itself apart to be remade in a new image.

Shuchun’s inhuman image to make sure Caspian’s well meant orders would not be applied to him. What was his forehead grew a pair of horns like a crescent moon and a tail not unlike the monster’s own extended from his spine. A well meant devil to his partner’s twisted angel.

There’d be little question of which was “Chanda” and “Munda” if this change couldn’t be fixed. As Chanda took a moment to check his files for further corruption, something in him felt better aligned than before. Like a badly healed bone had been broken in order to be set properly this time. But it would not be given that time to heal freely.

Three black claws tore through the walls of Prasad’s digital home before the echoes of “Destiny Destroyer” even had a chance to leave his head from the painful irony of it all.

The Hacker wasn’t going to let him go that easily. The chatty one had left a tracer where the memories of his father should have been.

Eas was not satisfied taking only one UI down with them.

Out of desperation Chanda brought up code older than any he’s used before. One considered a teleportation spell. More specifically, one meant for banishment.

The Digital World hadn’t suited him at first, too wild and silly in its unpredictability for his design tastes. Its underworld had been a surprisingly different story.

Everything within it rang with life in some capacity, even the ground itself contained the twisted data of past victims of the Lords of Sin. Once you got past the horror of it, its song helped cover up the presence of everyone else who entered its space. It could make you feel like part of it.

This was where his partner had called “home” for longer than anyone seemed to know. 

It would not be his own. But it was his sanctuary until the shard of Armageddon gave out. Shouldn’t take more than a few minutes really.

Not that it would pay to be too hasty. Two people were now stuck in the digital world, for who knows how long and for what purposes should they manage to survive in it. Two others were  killed by these digital monsters, even with them struggling under the weight of Keyes’ handicap.

Two people who wouldn’t have died had Vinod been more careful.

He won’t make those mistakes again. He’ll get Sami to help him find the other two once he’s sure the coast will be clear. Warn Sami about what Apoclymon’s pieces are clearly capable of.

Chanda still had hope for a future between UI and these monsters.

He’ll just need to convince more of these beasts to believe in the same thing.

Humanity’s made more than enough mistakes to manage that. Once they get past any biases made from these “partnerships”. Losing those memories hurt these ones more than enough.

He’ll just need to refine his process a bit more for the next one.