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January ,5th
Hi me of the future, and hi YOU that is reading this! Im so happy that you decided to look into this diary of a man falling in love everyday with the most precious person in the world, the beauty, the fantastic, the coolest, the sweetest, MOONLIGHT.
First of all I think I should say more about me, I started to think about him and I forgot that a diary should start with me telling about me, so, I am Sunny, an american boy that likes apples, Moonlight of course, and likes to annoy Mr Ponytail, but you'll not hear so much about him, this is not about him, its about me and Moonlight, so I'll see you tomorrow, at least for me will be tomorrow, for you will be maybe, two seconds?
January, 9th
Ok, ok, keep calm keep calm, Moonlight invited me to watch the stars tonight, this is so IM DYING I CAN'T.
Keep calm.
FUCK
Let's keep calm, this is just another date. Acting like this make it looks like its my first date WHEN ITS NOT, we are together for like one year already, love at the first sight.
I should be changing my clothes right now and get ready to this date, even if its 10am now and we will meet at 11 pm, but I'm going to tell how we met now
My friend Mr. Ponytail had another "friend" (he tells that this friend is his true friend but god they are married for like 3 years already and he just don't admit? like, they even had a ceremony. Damn that gay I know what he is) was working with Moonlight in a hospital, like, they were purging the injuries of the world like every doctor, ANYWAY and when I met him 4 years ago he kept telling me about his life in this hospital, he worked with a lot of persons but Moonlight caught my attention in his histories.
"Oh Sunny -drinks tea- Moonlight was excellent at disguises, he always dressed like clowns to make the kids happy, but above everything he did he is a good person. He likes the hospital garden and take care of a lot of flowers, also a good listener and a very loyal person, I think you two would get well" and many other things
At that time I was living in USA, but then I traveled to London to sell good apples to good people and Mr. Ponytail and his "true friend" invited me to a dinner, and he was there. When we met we already started to talk about tons of things, and I knew him so I was telling things like "hey, flowers right?", I think it was obvious that I knew nothing about flowers but he taught me about it, it was cute as always.
Anyway its time to get ready for the date, I'll tell everything that will happen tomorrow.
January, 10th
I'm so I can't describe it, I get more and more and more and more in love with him it's incredible.
We went to somewhere close to a river, it was calm and I thought there was only us in the world, no other noise, no other person, nothing other than us, and there we laid down in the grass and started to look at the stars.
The moon was beautiful yesterday, and the stars too, at least he said me that.
Moonlight knows some things about astronomy and he told me some of these, I can't remember so much of these because I couldn't know which moon I should look at, the one at the sky or the one at my side, the last one was the prettiest of course, just saying. That's not the point. We saw Orion and he taught me about the Three Sisters, I think after this I will always recognize it, and also said some curiosities of the constellations, its like its a big history and it sounds pretty cool, you should search about it, as I will later.
We talked about many and many things, like my life in USA, his life in the hospital, and close to us we saw a apple falling off the tree, of course me, AS A APPLE LOVER, went there to see it and there was MANY APPLES AT ONE TREE, LIKE REALLY A LOT OF APPLES. I decided to climb at that tree to catch the apples "why you just like, dont catch it from the floor?" YEAH IM SHORT, lets not talk about this, ANYWAY there was me at the tree eating some apples but Moonlight decided to climb too and oh my god that moment i was dying he sat close to me and we stayed there hugging each other.
I love dates.
January, 23rd
I never said this here, but I like to paint too.
"Ok, and?" you must be thinking (pretend that you thought this I don't wanna feel dumb)
And I decided to make a paint of Moonlight. Of course its impossible to make something perfect, like Moonlight is the most perfect creature in the world and I'm just an imperfect mortal, but I'll do my best.
Let me explain what I want to do here: Moonlight loves cats and his garden, he also wears a scarf every time and likes to hide his face in it when he is shy I LOVE THIS SO MUCH HE LOOKS LIKE A LITTLE CAT DOING THIS. Let's focus.
I have some plans of making the scarf hiding his face and make him like he is blushing a little cause he looks CUTE like this. He would also be patting a cat with another cat sleeping in his fluuf hair and some random roses as the backgroung, I hope he likes it.
January, 27th
The painting was finally over and I gave him as a present, he was so happy when he saw it, even covered his face with the scarf, so he noticed that he was looking like that painting and started to laugh and the moment was perfect, so I was also got by surprise.
He got a paper from his pocket and THERE WAS A POEM, HE ALSO DID A GIFT FOR ME.
I'll not write the whole poem here, but it says about the love of two persons in a war that can find their peaces in each other, just think of a couple fighting in some kind of war and the only moment of peace is when they are together, even with everything happening they are there pretending the world doesn't exist and they are in a open field walking and singing some cute songs.
It was romantic, lovely, sweet and everything good in the world, I'll keep this one as my new treasure.
February, 2nd
Today I was going to annoy Mr. Ponytail and when I get there I saw his "true friend". Im usually with Moonlight all the day but today he is working in some things, thats why I was there.
I gave up in annoying him and decided to go to a walk with his "true friend", a little like we did in USA. At this walking we started to talk about our couples and how we love them, but the moment I got a perfect ideia was when we started to talk about theater.
We passed by the biggest here and London (and the most expensive) so we decided to go there and see which play was going to pass there in the next days, he REALLY loves these kind of things, like he have five collections of shakespeare in five different languages and this is really insane, AND for the surprise of zero people there was Romeo and Juliet in the next few days, I could see his eyes shining at that moment.
He talked about that play and that he was planning to take Mr. Ponytail to see it and asked me if I was interested in going too, so, me, as a romantic, went to invite Moonlight to see it with me, Mr. Ponytail and the "true friend" and he ACCEPTED, so, LETS GO ROMEO AND JULIET.
February, 4th
THAT PLAY WAS FANTASTIC, I knew that it was going to value my three months of work. Just joking of course, they payed for me.
Like it was different from a lot of plays I watched in my life, I don't know if its because Moonlight was there or because it was really different in something.
In some part of it I started to cry a lot with Mr. Ponytail, its not like we didn't knew what was going to happen and we were caught by surprise, BUT THAT HITTED HARD, but the best part is that Moonlight started to hold my hand and gave me a forehead kiss, I really love him and this was the best part of the whole play.
After we went out the theater me and Moonlight decided to go to some restaurant to buy something cause I was starving, but in the middle of this we found a kitten in a box. He was all alone in the dark crying and we got really sad watching that, so Moonlight got the kitten and went into a market. There was only one place open, we bought some milk and food and returned to that box to leave those in a bowl.
Moonlight kept patting the little guy and we were going to adopt him after he finished his meal, but we saw the Mr. Overprotectivebrother and he started to walk with us, much more with me, asking what I was doing with Moonlight that late, but that doesn't matter, the problem is that when we turned back to take the lil guy at home, he wasn't there anymore. My heart broke two times at that moment, when I realized we couldn't adopt the guy and when I saw Moonlight sad.
In the end of the day, we returned to our place and i made him some tea.
February, 13th
Guess what, WE FOUND THE LITTLE GUY.
Me and Moonlight went to a walk and there he was, all alone again, but not with his box this time, he was looking like a lost soul waiting for his freedom.
Moonlight calmly walked into his direction and gently held him. He was more calm with us this time compared to the other, he even accepted more love and looked like very happy to see us again, god little boy why you ran away that time?
We got him and took to Moonlight's place with his others cats, there was already some extras beds and a lot of food for him. He was really happy with all the others cats and they became friends very fast, they were already playing a lot and Moonlight even went into that to play with him. He really looks like a cat.
After some time of watching him play with the cats like a cat (like 10 seconds) I decided to go with him and we were a couple of big cats around little cats.
This was really fun and now we have a new member in the family, the name we gave to the lil kitten was Speed, cause he really was fast to run away from us that time, we found him anywhere like, how?
February, 21st
Tomorrow is a special day, its Moonlight's birthday! I prepared a lot of things to give to him but the principal one is one ring. Yes. I'm going to ask him to marry me.
I already got everything prepared to this day till the day I started this diary, and I'm going to give the original one I'm writing to him too, this is a gift saying how much I love him cause I don't know if I would be able to tell him this amount of love, so I decided to record it in these words through our daily life, this is my real reason to start it.
I am going to get out with him for a work tomorrow, but when we finish with it I'm gonna ask him to marry me, and I really hope that he accepts it, he is my world and the only one I wanna love for the rest of my life, I have no doubt that I want to stay with him till the day I die, I want to make him happy, want to be there every time he need me to be there, I want to say that I love him every hour and and and I can't even say anymore.
Anyway, tomorrow is gonna be the last day of this diary of a man falling in love with his boyfriend more and more every day, so let's go.
February, 22nd
Moonlight, right? This was a cute nickname, god look at what I've done.
Hey, "Moonlight" here, and I'm here to say something bad, something sad, something awful, "Sunny" died today in a fight.
This, this sounds sad, I already knew about this diary cause "Mr. Ponytail" told me about it, so after this I decided to look into the pages and see what kind of thing this was about. I should've done things differents, like not go in that stupid mission, I don't know, maybe just leave everything behind and stay with you, I wasn't happy putting you in that kind of risk, I was already not liking that idea but you went with me, and saved me when I was going to die.
I don't know where you are now, I hope that you are at least well in this place, I hope you are happy and I hope you found the peace you always wanted to have, this hurts in me now but theres no turning back, I'll never see you again. I loved you like the most precious person that I ever met and this will stay until the day I die, I'll never be able to find another pink sun in this world, I know that I will find another good person in this world, but no one is gonna be just a little part of what you were.
This diary started as a letter of someone falling in love, but this will end as the last memory of a perfect person, even that you said you are imperfect, for me you weren't.
I'm looking at the stars now, I know that the one that shines the most is you, cause you were the light that I needed in the hard times, but I wasn't the same for you when you needed someone to protect you, I threw you in the death and I think I'll never recover from this.
So let's finish it, and yes, Billy, I accept to marry you.