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I cant believe me and him finally get to be alone again. After 5 years, we can finally be alone, looking at the stars like we used too when we were younger. The stars were beautiful, but more importantly, He was beautiful. The way the moonlight highlighted his face perfectly, the way his hair moved in the wind to show off his face, his ocean blue eyes reflecting the light coming from the moon. Everything about him was perfect.
I turned my head away from him to look at the view as I sighed, “Hey, there’s something I want to tell you…” I paused, looking to see what his reaction would be. He didn’t even look at me, he just nodded. But I think he already knew what I was going to say. He already knew my true feelings, and had since back then. Even if he already knew, I could feel my face heat up and my palms become sweaty.
“Noel…I love you. I’ve always loved you and probably always will. No matter what you say or do, you’ll forever be the one I love. You are the dearest thing to me and I’ll always do anything for you. I'll always give you my life, Noel.” I looked at him with a sad smile, tears starting to form in my eyes.
I already knew what he’d say. I already knew but I still had hope, hope that he’d change his mind and love me again.
But he continued to look at the beautiful view in front of him, but this time, his eyes looked sad. We just stood as we were for a bit in silence, not a single word was said. After a while Noel turned around, finally looking at me. He looked angry, but also disappointed.
“Kai…I” he paused, like he didn’t know what to say, or how to say it. He gently put his hand on my shoulder, “You know I don’t love you anymore, I know you know. I mean, we’re barely friends these days. Just…..just move on from me, ok?”
He gave me one last disappointed look before he left. He left me standing alone. I stood there, processing what he said to me. I knew he’d say that, I knew this would happen, I knew he didn’t love me anymore., but why does it hurt so much to actually hear him say it? Why does the truth bring me this much pain?
I could feel the tears roll down my face as I fell to my knees as I dug my finger into my elbows. Why does it hurt so much? All I wanted was his love, and he told me to move on. How could I ever move on now? I take one last look at the stars with tears in my eyes. I just cried as loud as u could, knowing nobody could hear me.
The once beautiful stars now seem lonely and depressing, like all the love had been taken away with him when he left.