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Secret soulmate… the gift for Grian, when I thought we could finally be together, "Grian, I already found out."
He knew everything, despite being soul mates Grian was with someone else, on his face he only saw nervousness as he tried to hide it still
"Grian, I know that there is someone new caressing your skin, some idiot that you want to convince, that you and I are past."
"It's not true Scar, I'm not with anyone, we're soul mates! I couldn't do that to you" he told me trying to make me fall for his lie, he still didn't believe it, he didn't believe that I knew.
"Understand, I already found out, you are with someone else."
We were both upset, confused at this point, I saw some being so happy with their soul mate, I envied them since I didn't achieve that happiness, Grian looked away, we couldn't maintain eye contact without falling apart.
"So, you say I'm the bad guy and everyone believes you, Scar, understand, I'm with you, it's you and me against the world" He tried to remedy it, he tried to convince me by any means possible. I felt the urge to hug him, forgive him and try to achieve the peace that I so desire, although I could not leave it like this.
"You think you're better since you don't see me anymore, that you're happier with someone else by your side."
Inside I burned with rage, but that feeling turned to sadness knowing that Grian might never accept me as his soul mate. "Who do you think you're going to fool? You know very well that you're my other half" For once since this game of death began I felt my bond with him break, I felt like the thread that united us wouldn't resist anymore. Grian didn't answer, he turned around and without looking at me he started to leave, "we'll talk later"; he was just gone.
Forget about that loser, and repeat to him that I am better, that you are not faithful to him with your heart, that you are mine and only mine, love. Say goodbye to that loser, imagine that I no longer exist. Make it clear that, even though I tried, you won't want to… The truth is that you miss me so much, I know, I already found out. There were so many things that I wanted to say to Grian, but not to take up that matter again, I didn't speak anymore, I waited for time to heal the wounds, although it might take too long.
I spent time with my animals, it relaxed and distracted me, Grian and I had just had a fight, I needed to relax, he went out again, I'm alone again. "You'll be back, I'm sure you'll be back, you're with him for pure comfort" he thought aloud, he needed to get what he had to rest for a while. "Bored in his arms."
I couldn't bear the idea of seeing BigB comfort my Grian, who should support him and be with him would be me, I wanted to have him with me, I needed to hear his laugh and see his eyes, feel his hands hug me during the cold nights and know that we would support each other anyway, regardless of the price, it hurts that this only happens in my mind...
Time went on without stopping again, little by little we drifted towards red life, honestly I was afraid, I didn't want to lose it, I couldn't imagine being without it, more than once I've stepped on that void between life and death, no I want to get there again.
"Who do you think you're kidding, Grian? You know very well that you're my other half…
Forget about that loser, and repeat to him that I am better, that you are not faithful to him with your heart, that you are mine and only mine, love. Say goodbye to that loser, imagine that I no longer exist. Make it clear that, even though I tried, you won't want to… The truth is that you miss me so much, I know, I already found out.
We couldn't bear it for long, we were just about to die, the damage we had received was too much, we wouldn't bear much, I looked at the night sky, deep down I forgave Grian for everything that had happened, I wanted to leave without guilt and weight on my shoulders .
"The truth is that you miss me so much, I know, I already found out" We received the last blow, half a heart, I fell to the ground and despite how blurry my vision was, I saw the stars for the last time, "I already found out, we will become to find and finally we will be happy" I closed my eyes, we had died...