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Struggling

Summary:

Han stops a bad situation

Notes:

Trigger warning: hints to self harm and suicidal thoughts.

 

Self indulgent fic instead of doing something I regret. Not beta read. Sorry for any bad grammar.

Thanks skz for helping me <3

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Han shot a quick text to the other boys letting them know they’d arrived with the groceries and soon they were all filing out the door to help them.

 

“Okay two bags each please we got a lot to last us a while. Oh and thank YN for picking out all the special requests I’m pretty sure she got them all” chan instructed as the boys began unloading the van.

Chan turned to you grabbing your arm before you headed in. “Hey, help me and Minho with dinner tonight?” He asked gently. The two of you had been trying to spend some more time together, given the new form arrangements.

You nodded shyly before running in after Jeongin. Chan chuckled watching the two of you fool around a bit.

Changbin appeared behind him with two bags. “Here. You may have drove and paid but you have to help too.” He stuck his tongue out playfully before loading up the next boy with bags. Slapping Han on the butt before he ran inside too. Eventually the car was unloaded and everyone was unpacking their bags quickly so chan and lee know could start dinner.

“Chan hurry up I’m already starting the stew! If you’re not going to help just go watch a movie with sungie and bin please” Minho bumped him playfully with his hip. “Yeah yeah I’m helping what do you need?” Minho instructed chan with a few things before they remembered to get YN.

“ Oi, Sungie, can you please go fund YN? She’s supposed to help us and she’s taking an awfully long time” chan asked throwing a cloth at Jisung to grab his attention. He nodded, cheeks full of some snack he had sneakily brought to the living room. Minho rolled his eyes at the sight. “That boys always ruining his appetite.”

 

Han ran down the hallway quickly checking each room for YN. Soon he found her in their shared washroom fiddling with something in front of the sink. She had a strange look on her face as if she were deciding something.

“YN? Channie is asking for you in the kitchen” jisung called softly.

You jumped. Lost in your own world. Hiding the items behind your back. “Uh… yeah okay let me finish unpacking.” You stuttered.

Jisung have an unconvinced look and stepped toward. “Here let me help then, it’ll be faster.” He said quickly darting behind and grabbing what you were hiding. He stared down into his hands, shocked to find a few still packaged razor heads. His eyes turned empathetic and he looked up at you. “YN…” he tried to embrace you but you dodged and sat on the edge of the tub hiding in your hands. “Sung please just go away. I’ll put everything away quickly and come out”. Jisung sighed quickly texting Changbin to join you in the bathroom. “Baby… it’s okay let’s talk about this.”

You pushed him away a little noticing changbin walk in the room and continue putting things away. Cautiously glancing your way. Stupid genius Jisung knowing he’d have a better chance getting through with two of them there.

“There’s nothing to talk about no was just looking at them.” You sighed. Jisung was rubbing a soothing hand over your back. “You were in your head again YN. I know that look” he pressed forward, understanding lacing his voice. You nodded, not much else to say. You were caught, he knew you too well.

 

Let’s just go help with dinner” you stood up, Jisung pulled you into a tight embrace. “We’ll talk more about it later then baby. But I’m not forgetting okay. Just take some deep breaths, try to focus on us and let’s go help with dinner.” He said landing a tender kiss on your forehead.

 

You exited into the kitchen. Jisung turned to Changbin who had a worried look on his face. “Hide these, and any others in the house.” He tossed the packaged to changbin, his eyes widening when he realized what it was. Jisung gave him a sad look and muttered thanks as he followed YN out the door.

 

When he entered the kitchen YN was in between Minhos arms as he showed her what he was doing. Minho looked up and caught Jisung’s tired expression. He clued in instantly and wrapped his arms around YN, kissing her neck making her giggle. Jisung let out a breath he didn’t know he was holding, happy to see a smile on her face. He headed past the kitchen toward his own room. Minho reached out as he passed grabbing his hand and giving him a reassuring squeeze. None of them were alone and they would do this together.

 

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