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Part 4 of Falling Starrs
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2023-02-04
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Alexithymia

Summary:

Alexithymia: (n.) the inability to express your feelings

Millicent Bulstrode finds out the hard way that things aren’t always as they seem and that Adrian has been bottling up his feelings for a long time.

Alexthymia

Notes:

xxDustNight88 came up with the idea to write 28 drabbles inspired by fluffy, romantic prompts that she found for the month of February 2023. After consulting with her and opting not to give my muse - who has been on vacation - a choice in the matter, we talked about me writing a series of break-up drabbles. We all know that life isn't all fluff and romance, so I wanted to support the heartbreak that sometimes happens, especially this time of year. dumplingsjinson compiled a list of prompts meant to inspire "it's not you, it's me" scenarios between characters and posted it to Tumblr.

Once I found the list of prompts that I liked, I reached out to people who follow me on social media as members of my fanfiction Facebook group, followers of my fanfiction page on Facebook, followers of my fanfiction Instagram, Tumblr followers, and people on one of the discord servers I'm a member of to prompt me potential pairings for which prompt they would like to see written.

So, you will see many fandoms if you follow this series on Ao3 from now until the end of the month. There will be some days with multiple stories posted so I can use all of the prompts I found - if the muse decides to cooperate. Or if you just find yourself here for one of the stories because it falls into a fandom or pairing that you enjoy reading. I will apologize in advance for any heartbreak you may find because I have broken my heart many times while writing the stories for this series on Ao3. If you are following me on FanFiction, you will see the stories as individual stories posted throughout the month with the name Falling Starrs before the title of the actual story.

According to Urban Dictionary, a breakup is defined as "when two people have to let each other go. Despite the fact that one of them loves the other one truly. The girl or the guy in your case, decides that the two of you are not compatible for each other. Hopefully the two of the people can remain friends, though that is hard for guys to do, because we hold on. But always remember, there are more than six billion people on this planet. So though you may not want to hear it, the chances of this person being the one, are less than winning the lottery. I know it's tough but you have to move on after a break up.."

I hope you enjoy this heartbreaking adventure that we are about to embark on!

Happy reading!

Love always,

~starr

Work Text:

Millicent Bulstrode wasn't known for subtlety. When she found something she wanted, she pursued it until it was hers. It didn't matter if she was chasing a grade, an object, or someone who would return her affections. She made the perusing with the same enthusiasm each and every time.

It was that determination and drive that brought Adrain Pucey into her life. He wasn't known for being very forthcoming with his feelings, wants, or desires, and he had caught her eye during Charms first year. Now in their fifth year, Millicent couldn't imagine her life without him.

The evening air was crisp against her skin as the young couple took their nightly walk around the courtyard late one evening. A peaceful silence had fallen between them, just like normal. Millicent took care of Adrian's needs without him needing to ask, and Adrian took care of the things she pointed out as necessary.

There was a small bench a few meters away from them. Normally, they would end their evening stroll cuddled up on the bench, watching the stars until the prefects came around, warning everyone that curfew was near. It took Milliencet a few moments to realize that Adrian was no longer walking beside her.

She glanced back at him over her shoulder and furrowed her brow. "Is everything okay?"

Adrian didn't respond to her, focusing his attention on the bench just a few meters away. It appeared as though he was lost in thought, so Millicent moved towards him, reaching out to touch his shoulder.

"Adrian?" She asked, furrowing her brow as she studied his face. "Are you okay?

He shook his head, focusing his attention on her as he pulled his shoulder away from her. The smile had long since faded from his face, and when his eyes met hers, Millicent felt a shiver run down her spine. She shook her head, pushing the doubts away from her mind.

"I can't do this anymore," Adrian finally spat out, scrubbing his hands over his face as he let out a sigh. "It's all too much. You're smothering me."

Millicent stumbled back, clutching her hand to her chest as her mind processed what he had just said. "Where is this coming from?"

"It's been a long time coming," Adrian quipped, shaking his head. "I need to get out of here, and I just need to be by myself."

"Can't we just sit down and talk this out?" Millicent pleaded, motioning to the bench. "Please, Adrian. Just sit down and talk with me."

Adrian's lips drew into a firm line as he shook his head. "Not this time, Millie," he replied, pulling his jacket tight around his waist. He turned away from her and began making his way back to the castle, keeping his head down. The less attention he drew to himself, the better.

Millicent sat down slowly on the bench, feeling as though her heart had been ripped out and was walking away from her. Tears started rolling slowly down her cheek as she watched the love of her life walk away without looking back, wondering where it had all gone wrong.

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