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Kageyama is in love with Hinata.
At first it was subtle, a light sensation on his chest, like an early breeze at the beginning of spring, a shiver down his spine and a little curve at the end of his lips, but then the situation just got out of control and everything became too much.
The thing is, Kageyama doesn’t want to feel like this, because it is problematic, annoying and so fucking weird for his young heart. Maybe he can find a way to make it unnoticed, he can learn to calm his heart, to try not to touch some locks of Hinata’s hair and be ruder than he already is.
Sometimes he let it go and be it, he let himself look a little longer at Hinata’s smile, hear his laugh or the way he pulls his t-shirt and he can see skin and his throat goes dry by looking at it, seeing him fly to score the final point. Just a little look at his existence in a different way.
There are times he gets paranoid, when Hinata stays too close or touch his wrist or brush their shoulders together when they are eating lunch, even when they look at each other and there is this thing, this need on him to just reach out and touch and Hinata just stays there, looking almost like he’s waiting for something, so many ways to get the wrong signs and misunderstandings.
It’s so frustrating for him, it’s so not fair to feel this things, the pressure and the need to say something but he can’t because he knows enough, he knows Hinata is not in love with with him and it will never work, that his heart will never stop feeling.
Kageyama is in love with Hinata.
And there’s nothing he can do about it.