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he's pretty
like.. insanely pretty.
tbh idk how 2 explain lol, but i just always find myself having my gaze locked on him, imo its weird, i feel kinda weird, and he prob thinks im weird too, i mean he issssssss like a really cool character kinda knight like but still really prince like..? @_@ anyways, bcz of that he seems to have a sharp awareness of his surroundings, i bet he catched me one or twice but ignore it 'cuz he's nice. tho i rlly doubt that he feels anything besides disgust and hatred towards me, i mean i shouldn't care right? o.O uhhh this is a really shitty situation ngl, im trying to write this down so i can like organize my thoughts kinda?? :P but i cant think str8 rn. but i feel like its only natural for people to look at silver surely, he's seriously handsome, there's no way someone wouldn't look at such beauty ROLFFF =.= - tbh i kinda started to go to school once in awhile just so i can see him, uhhh i hope this isn't creepy.. if someone sees this im dead, maybe i should delete this l8tr, idk yet. i alsooo dont know what has made me like him sm, i feel like everything he does is simply mesmerizing ig, this rlly sounds like smntg from a shoujo manga.... o_o yk what, rlly, what stupid shoujo manga is this-?!... if silver saw what i just said he prob say those really bad ass cool main character like lines such as "No, this is reality - This is real life." kind of stuff,,.. GEE WHY HE DOSENT LEAVE MY MIND????? and when i think of him i kinda feel this warm fuzzy feeling andd i feel my cheeks heating up and i can see my hair getting quite pink and wilder by the minute - its so strange, he makes me feel strange things.. man i should've stayed inside so i wouldn't had bumped into him, so then i wouldn't have to deal with this.. >:/ i h8 thissssssss.. maybe ig il him, i mean this is what those characters in my romance mangas felt, at least i think so.. q_q but even so he wouldnt love me, like hell he would lol :p + he prob isnt interested in guys,, yeah i def should keep all of this 2 myself, i dont want to make my situation worse. i think i should play some games now