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It was a regular Wednesday morning, well, not that regular. It was valentines day, a day Ritsu despised. Why does he despise it? Seeing all those happy couples makes him want to search for the nearest building and jump out of jealousy.
He wants the same, he also wants to be loved.
But he doesn’t want just to be loved by anyone for that matter.
He wants his Maakun, Mao Isara, to love him back.
But of course, the other doesn’t feel the same, it’s more than obvious enough. It wasn’t even like he realized Ritsu has been in love with him for the past, what? Ten years, anyways. Mao just sees everything he does as a joke. All those times he swore his eternal love to the other and even asked him to marry him until this day had been just seen as a stupid joke he made.
But it was morning, and sadly Wednesday wasn’t part of the weekend so he had to face his horribly dense crush and the rest of the world of happy lovers.
Although he did have a plan for today, chocolates!
Well, he has been giving the other chocolates every single valentine up until this point, but this time? This time he was gonna make it so obvious that the chocolates were intended romantically that even someone as dense as his dearest Maakun could recognize the fact that he wasn’t just giving them as a friend but that he was in fact, in love with him.
They were already ready on his bedside. Chocolates in the form of hearts, all with their own little message written on them. Things such as ‘I love you ‘How happy I would be to kiss you’ and ‘how amazing it would be if you were my boyfriend, ROMANTICALLY”
If he doesn’t get the message like this, maybe he should just give up and start hooking up with every single boy in his grade instead to soothe his aching heart.
“Eh... Ritsu-kun, you should really get out of bed, class is about to start in not too long”
Oh, he fell asleep again. Well, nothing new, luckily his roommate Mika made the decision to wake him up. Too bad it wasn’t Mao to be the one to get him out of bed anymore, if it was like that he could be handing him the chocolate right this instance and be violently making out before forgetting they even had school today.
Well, Mika being his roommate is pretty neat as well, he’s a great roommate and close friends with Arashi, so there was not much to worry about with him around.
So he quickly got up and grabbed his uniform, only putting it partly on by forgetting to take his jacket, tie, and shoes, and started making his way to yumenosaki, the school of idols.
It didn’t take him long to make his way to the gates, so when he was there, he quickly ran towards the student council room before classes could start. After all, the rest of the day his Maakun would undoubtedly be very busy receiving chocolates from tenths of hundreds of students.
Luckily for him, if he wanted to be fast he could be incredibly speedy. And so he was in the student council room in no time.
He walked in like he owned the place, since of course, his Maakun was the student council president, and what was his was Ritsu’s, and what was Ritsu’s was his as well, that was the love they shared.
“..Maakun?” He stepped forwards, standing next to the red-haired boy his huge desk, who seemed like he had already been there for hours before.
“Ritsu? What are you doing here so early?” So he didn’t even assume he was here to bring him his chocolates? How rude.
“Well, I just wanted to give you something…” The raven-haired vampire reached into.. wait a moment, he forgot his bag?!
How stupid can he be, he forgot his bag, forgot his chocolates. Why couldn’t he have forgotten something he needed less like his pants instead? If he missed that he could have at least given the other what he wanted.
“Ritsu?! Are you okay? Why are you crying?” Mao stood up, wiping away a tear that formed in his eye. Why did he have to be so stupid?
“Well, I just..”
“..Ritsu-kun!” He heard the voice of Mika, who seemed to have taken the things he had forgotten with him. “Your chocolates..” Poor guy, he was panting. He would make sure to make it up to the other later.
But he took the chocolates, before giving them to Mao.
“These.. they’re for me?” He asked before taking them, looking over them.
“Well.. yes, they are. Please, can you open them..? I want to see your reaction” Ritsu looked down somewhat bashfully, his eyes wanting to look anywhere but the boy infront of him. Why was he feeling like this anyways? It was Mao after all, the person he had been sharing a special bond with for the past years they have known eachother. The person who he could always put his trust in and who he had a heart to heart connection with, so there is no way it is not two sided, right?
“Ritchan..” Mao mumbled after opening the box, noticing all the heartfelt messages on the sweet treats. “So all this time.. you weren’t joking? Oh wow, I feel like such a idiot right now, I never imagined those things you were always telling me to be the honest truth” Mao sighed, before cupping Ritsu’s cheeks.
“Maakun is right, he really is an idiot. Do you know how much it hurts when the guy you like keeps thinking of your feeling as just silly jokes with no meaning..?”
But instead of giving a response to those words, Mao leaned in and pressed his lips against the others. Mao's lips were rougher compared to Ritsu's always soft lips. Between the feelings of floating in the air from the kiss, Ritsu was also wondering if Mao owned any lip moisturizer at all.
Once their lips disconnected, they stared into each other's eyes, crimson meeting emerald.
“Your lips they’re... nice, I want more,” Mao said, looking at Ritsu to see any sign of whether he wanted to kiss more or for it to stop. All he found was a huge grin on the vampire his mouth.
“Oh wow, Maakun just kissed me, I loved it~ I want more as well” Ritsu reached for the other his hands, intertwining their hands before they leaned closer to each other, connecting their lips once more. Before they knew it, Mao seemed to have the older boy pinned to the wall and was biting the other's lips, getting a gasp out of Ritsu which allowed him to slip in his tongue, exploring the other's mouth.
During the kiss, they kept pressing their bodies closer together, and before the raven-haired boy could know it, he felt their hands disconnect and felt Mao’s hand somewhere completely different, he seemed to be touching his ass, receiving a small moan from Ritsu before he freed his lips for a moment so he could talk to the other.
“..Maakun’s a pervert” He teased the other, making Mao’s face light up red somewhat. “I just, I couldn’t help it alright?” He responded. “I’ve been wanting to touch you for a while now, but I kept thinking you were just teasing me with your constant confessions of love and such. But now I know the feelings aren’t just one-sided.. I want you, Ritchan, I want all of you”
Hearing a confession like that, Ritsu couldn’t help but grow red as he felt his pants somewhat tighten, although he wasn’t certain about one thing, so he decided to ask as he took Mao’s hand away from his butt, bringing it to his face and kissing it. “If you want all of me, does that also mean..” Ritsu looked at the ground. “Sex?” Mao just chuckled, rubbing the back of his head. “Well.. yes, being sexually intimate with you sounds like it would honestly be pretty cool.”
Well, that felt a little awkward to discuss, but at least they were on the same page now.
“You’re not the only one who wants that” Ritsu smiled, burying his face into Mao his neck. “Do you maybe want to go out sick today? During this time of day, most of the dorms should be quiet and we wouldn’t get any disturbance..” He decided to suggest, if they were doing this, they should at least make sure no one would be hearing them in the middle of it.
“Well.. while usually, I’d probably say no, I’m pretty sure both of us are in a bit of a pinch here..” Mao looked down, and both of them seemed to have grown a pretty obvious boner, how awkward.. “So, yes, let’s go to the dorms. Should we go to yours? You have fewer roommates, so it would most likely be the safest.”
Ritsu nodded before Mao grabbed him by the wrist, starting to drag him through the now seemingly empty halls towards the gates of Yumenosaki again. “Hey Ritsu, do you have any lube or anything in your dorm?” Ritsu thought about it for a while, for some reason it felt a little awkward to admit, since yes he did have it but it was kept in the same drawer as his, well, toys. Well, he had just to make sure he was the one to grab it instead of Mao.
“I do, it’s hidden though so Maakun has to close his eyes while I grab it~” Mao laughed at that.
After that, they made their way to Ritsu his dorm before both sitting down on his bed, holding hands as both of them were pretty obviously a little nervous.
“So.. of course, before we do this, we should talk about some things, right?” Mao was the first one to say something, and Ritsu just nodded along, not sure what to say, why was he so nervous anyways? He’s supposed to be the one which is confident, isn’t he? “What kind of position would you prefer to be in? Bottoming or topping?” He asked because it was a good thing to ask, right?
“I think I'd prefer to bottom, I don’t really have a reason why but yea, it just sounds nicer to me” Ritsu scratched his neck, hoping that would be okay with the other.
“Alright then” The whine-haired boy took the hands of the other, squeezing them a little bit. “Then that part is settled. What about a condom?”
“Well, I wouldn’t mind going without, I’d actually prefer that I think.. unless Maakun wants different.” He squeezed the other his hands back, staring lovingly into his eyes. Was going without a condom possibly reckless? Perhaps, but he wanted to feel Mao, feel all of him.
“Well, that would depend..” Mao softly pushed the other to the bed, kissing down his neck. “Is Ritchan still a virgin? Has he waited on me?” Ritsu’s eyes widened somewhat, the other taking the initiative like this was definitely something his body reacted well to. Although there was still a bit of a problem, one which was testing his patience. “Mm~ I am, I wanted Maakun to be the first and well, hopefully, the last to ever get to see me like this. But.. before this gets too heated, I’ll go and wash myself alright?” Ritsu kissed the other on the nose before getting into the bathroom.
Once he was inside there, he was starting to freak out, sliding down the wood of the door.
They were actually about to do this?!
Would he be enough for his beloved Maakun??
What if Mao would end up hating this and after that, he would leave Ritsu all alone and after that Ritsu would have his whole life ruined because life is nothing without the one he loves and the one he loves and would forever love is Mao. And what if he would think Ritsu was disgusting like this? Tell him all kinds of things he would repeat in his head over and over before falling asleep until the day he died.
Ritsu threw his head against the door, he shouldn’t be having thoughts like this when he was finally about to make love to the person most dearest to him, yet.. thoughts like these kept swarming in his head, more and more.
That was until the door seemed to open slightly and a seemingly concerned Mao was peeking in. “Ritchan? ..are you alright?” Although it was obvious it was not like that, so he sat down next to the other and pulled Ritsu into his lap.
“I’m sorry Maakun I just–” but he paused there, not sure what else to say. It was scary voicing thoughts like these because what if somehow, this person in front of him, this person he loves so very much would come to actually hate him for it? Hate him for being this scared of being intimate with him even though they were now lovers. Or worse, he would be disappointed, disappointed because even though Ritsu talked big, when it came to actually go for it he was too scared to do anything.
But Mao didn’t seem to hold a grudge for this, he just brought the raven-haired person his face towards his chest while whispering sweet nothings into his ear. “Hey.. shh, it’s alright Ritchan. Whatever you are feeling right now, it’s okay, please don’t worry about it.” He said while playing with Ritsu’s somewhat tangled hair. Without even having to say anything, the whine-haired boy seemed to easily understand what was going on.
“I’m so sorry Maakun..” But he was just silenced by a kiss on his forehead.
“Hey, how about we forget about going all the way today? We can still do some things, but this obviously seems to still scare you, right? We can start light today, and maybe next time? Maybe then we’ll go a little further, we can take small steps at a time until you’re not scared anymore.”
Fuck, how did he deserve someone as amazing as this? Was the only thing Ritsu could think about as the other comforted him.
“..Alright, thank you Maakun and.. sorry if this disappointed you.”
Mao chuckled a little. “You think I’m disappointed? Of course not, how could I be disappointed when I have such a cute lover in my arms like this?”
This only made Ritsu fluster up as he stood up, taking Mao’s hand. “How about we go take our first little step if so..? Back on the bed though, it’s more comfortable like that” Mao smiled and got up as well, kissing the other on his cheek. “Mm, of course, we can”
After that they got into bed, holding each other's hands and staring into the eyes of one another.
“Ritsu, I love you, I love you so much..~” Mao said as he leaned in, starting to kiss down Ritsu his clothed body. “Do you want to do stuff with or without clothes on?” He asked.
Now it wasn’t like they had never seen each other naked, they have seen each other's unclothed bodies almost a million times, but never in a context such as this one. So it felt a little nerve-wracking.
“Maybe down to the underwear? And if we feel like it later on.. without?”
Mao nodded as he slowly started to undress both of them of their shirts and pants, leaving both of them down to their boxers.
“Ritchan.. you’re so beautiful” Mao said, ghosting his hand over the raven-haired body before stopping with his hand around his nipple, looking at his face before asking. “..may I?”
Ritsu nodded. “Of course, Maakun can..~”
So he brought down his hand, starting to play around with the pink bud which seemed to bring out a few small whines from Ritsu. Although what he wasn’t expecting was for Mao to bring down his head and start sucking on the other one. It was embarrassing, but small moans were starting to spill from his mouth.
Mao smirked slightly while keeping eye contact throughout all of that. “Someone seems excited~” He chuckled as he continued before switching, bringing his mouth to the other nipple instead whilst still teasing the other one with his hand.
Although Ritsu his previous boner had calmed down by time, it seemed like a new one was coming right up, poking Mao slightly. “..really excited, huh?” He said before leaving Ritsu his nipples alone, going in for a kiss instead.
They exchanged kisses for quite a while, exploring every spot of each other's mouth.
Although during that, both boys were craving friction quite a bit, just wanting to feel something down there. So Ritsu decided to make the first move, grinding up against the other which got moans out from both of them.
And eventually, after quite a few minutes of this, both of them came one after another.
Ritsu groaned slightly. “This feels.. gross” which just made Mao chuckle. “Same here.. let’s take a bath, alright? And cuddle a bit.. even if we didn’t do much, aftercare is still very important after all” Mao stated, making Ritsu smile.
Ritsu Sakuma’s lover was truly the best one out there, he decided at that moment that no one could top Mao.