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Megumi loves Gojo satoru. So much that it hurts him now. He knows he shouldn't feel this towards his guardian/teacher now but he can't help it. The more he tries to move the more he gets drowned in this quicksand of love.
He knows this isn't just a sudden crush but a slow fed flower that started blooming before he could control it.
The way that blue eyes mesmerized him, his annoying yet beautiful smile, his constant pestering and annoying habits. These are all the things that Fushiguro Megumi is slowly starting to love.
But he was tired now. He wants to end this feeling. Wants a proper end to this unrequited love of his. As it is crystal clear that this love of his is never having a happy ending.
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Gojo and him were training when Megumi decides to drop the bomb.
" I love you, sensei" Megumi confess without any hesitation.
Gojo starts laughing.
" Megumi that is funny? Did Nobara got you in some kind of bet? " Gojo wipes the tear from laughing.
Megumi frowns " This is my personal feeling. I wanted to confess my feelings. Now that is done, i will leave. " Megumi gets up.
" I am sorry Megumi but i think you know my answer right? " Gojo smiles with sympathy.
" I know the answer sensei. You don't need to worry i wont let my feelings affect me or others. " After that Megumi leaves.
Gojo just stares at the door that is closed now.
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After that confession Megumi felt a heavy load lifted off him. He knows that it won't be easy to completely end it all , he was still hurt but he was now hopeful. Hopeful for a new chapter in his life.
Slowly but steadily Megumi was getting better. He was busy with mission. Yuuji and nobara keeping him distracted. Whenever he meets Gojo he just ignores the butterflies in his stomach and continues his daily life.
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Megumi was in a solo mission. But luck was never on his side. The mission was supposed to be simple and easy but suddenly a curse user attacked him. It was a surprise attack.
The curse user was strong. Megumi was pretty beaten up, all his shikigami now dissolved in his shadow. He was cornered. The curse user was about to land a final blow when a katana came flying in between.
Megumi quickly turned at the direction it came from as he quickly recognised that curse energy.
" Yuuta senpai " He calls.
" Tch! Another pest. " The curse user looks annoyed and launches himself at yuuta for a fight except there was no fight. One hit from yuuta's hand filled with curse energy knocked out the user.
Megumi was awestruck. No wonder people say Yuuta is next to Gojo.
"Fushiguro kun are you alright? " Yuuta comes toward him, mercilessly dragging the user in one hand.
" I am fine. Though i think i might need to visit ieiri san" Megumi gets up shakily.
" Ah... Let me heal you. " Yuuta leaves the user and starts healing Megumi.
Soon Megumi is back to normal except his uniform is torn and blood stains are still there.
" Thank you senpai. " Megumi smiles showing his gratitude.
" Your welcome. " Yuuta returns the smile.
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By the time they reached jujutsu high it was almost evening. Both of them talking about how they are, what happened, funny incidents. Megumi respected Yuuta and it was nice to talk him. Both of them were busy talking that they didn't see Gojo waiting for them in front.
" I am hurt. My precious students are ignoring me" Gojo makes a fake hurt expression.
Megumi makes a face of disinterest while Yuuta gives a nervous laughter.
"Good evening sensei" Yuuta greets.
Gojo nods in reply and turns his attention at Megumi.
" So how was the mission ? " Gojo tilts his head while looking at the torn uniform and blood stains.
" It was successful. Thank to senpai. " Megumi looks at Yuuta and gives a genuine smile.
Gojo expression changed for a moment but it went away as soon as it came.
" Okay then i will treat Yuuta tomorrow for protecting my precious student. But for now let okkotsu rest. We have a lot to catch up on. " Hearing that Yuuta and Megumi nods and starts to leave.
" Megumi, i need you to stay. We need to talk about something " Gojo singsong while Megumi groans.
" See you later senpai" Megumi gives a bow and Yuuta smiles then leaves.
" What is it? " Megumi turns at Gojo.
"Am hurt Megumi. You were so polite with Okkotsu just now. " Gojo whines.
Unlike you i like okkotsu senpai and respect him. " Megumi states nonchalantly.
" But you said you love. " Gojo grins making Megumi blush furiously.
" If you want some sort of entertainment then i am leaving." Megumi starts leaving not in the mood to entertain Gojo, but Gojo grabs his wrist and pulls him in a hug.
Megumi tries to get away but Gojo was holding him strongly. So Megumi stops resisting while his heart is beating crazily.
" What are you doing? Release me now!! " Megumi says softly
" Why? You don't like my hug?" Gojo asks.
"No. I hate it" Megumi lies even though his heart said the opposite.
" Hmmm... " Gojo says nothing.
They stay like that for a while. Megumi slowly relaxing in his arm. Megumi could smell the cologne Gojo was wearing , it was addicting. But this is wrong, he needs to stop so he moves and breaks the hug.
" I will be leaving sensei. And do not play with my heart like that again. " Megumi leaves without looking at Gojo.
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That night megumi couldn't sleep. His thoughts keeping him up. So he decides to go out and get some fresh air. Maybe a bit of jogging will fresh his mind.
When he reaches the field he sees that he is not alone.
" Senpai? " Megumi calls
Yuuta turns and smiles.
" Fushiguro kun. What are you doing here? " Yuuta looked so calm under the moonlight
" Couldn't sleep. So thought of getting some fresh air. What about you senpai? " Megumi goes and sits next to okkotsu.
Same here. Couldn't sleep so came out for some fresh air. " Yuuta replies while playing with the ring on his finger.
Megumi nods. Now a comfortable silence falling between the two. It was good in megumi eyes. The wind gently blowing in between. Slowly megumi started getting sleepy.
He was dozing off. Yuuta saw that and hesitantly but slowly brings megumi closer to him. Supporting the sleeping beauty by wrapping his arms around Megumi shoulder.
Yuuta smiles softly.
From a distance there was a person who was not so pleased with the scene.
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Next morning Megumi wakes up on his bed. Suddenly remembering he was outside yesterday. He groaned , embarrassment filling him.
'Did senpai brought me back here? I should thank him later ' he thinks
After a long stares at his walls he decides to fresh up first and get ready for the day. Yuuji and he had a mission today. Soon enough itadori comes barging in his room, excited as always.
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Megumi was not having a good day. The mission was not that hard but a curse was about to hit itadori. Megumi took the hit but the results were not what he had expected.
Now it was night and they were heading back. Beside him was itadori , who was fidgeting a lot. Opening his mouth to say something but then again closes it. Ijichi looked speechless and confused but said nothing.
It was dinner time. Everyone was gathered both the second and first year together. Megumi was contemplating wether to go or not. He could skip dinner but he knows itadori won't be able to close his mouth shut so might as well face it. With the decision made he puts on a hoodie with cap.
As expected everyone was there chatting and eating. Except Yuuta that somehow made Megumi sad. But he removes the thought as quickly as it came. Kugisaki is the first one to notice him.
" Yo Fushiguro! Come quickly. Otherwise you won't get any. " Kugisaki waves her hand.
Megumi goes and takes a seat. It seems itadori has said nothing thats why no one said anything. Just when he was about to take a breath of relief he feels two presence behind him. One grabs megumi and the other removes the hoodie cap. Megumi eyes widens.
Vola~
Long raven hair locks flutter with the revelation. Everyone stares at megumi with wide eyes except yuuji.
" Holy shit!! Megumi your hair looks beautiful. " Kugisaki breaks the silence.
"And its so soft too" Panda comments from behind while touching his hair, Inumaki nodding along.
" Itadori you told them" Megumi looks at yuuji with a scowl.
" I am so sorry but kugisaki threatened me" Yuuji gives a dogeza.
Megumi sighs.
" What's the problem i think it suits you princess" Maki smirks. Irking Megumi.
" Please don't senpai. And you two stop" Megumi slaps panda and inumaki hands , stopping them from touching his hair.
" Have you shown this to ieiri san? " Kugisaki asks.
"No. I tried to cut it but it regrows in a minute. I think i will visit her tomorrow" Megumi replies sighing.
*click*
They all turn to the source of the sound and sees Gojo standing and smirking. Megumi groans.