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jay was the oldest hyung. well, second oldest but in his eyes he was the oldest. he had to take care of everyone, including himself. but who takes care of him?
“hyung, i’m stressing about our new comeback. niki is receiving so much hate, sunoo has fallen ill again. i don’t know what to do.” jungwon whispered as he held onto jay’s sleeve as hard as he could. he could see tears start to form on the younger’s eyes but he chose to turn a blind eye as to not make things worse. being the good hyung he was, jay simply wrapped his arms around him and quietly comforted him. watching jungwon sleep soundly, jay slowly got up. he wrapped the boy in a blanket and walked out the room, straight to the kitchen. ‘take care of the babies, take care of the babies, take care of the babies.’ and that was all jay thought about.
putting on his apron, jay quickly cooked the easiest soup he could think of, put it on a bowl, took a cup of water and some painkillers, throwing everything together in a tray, and slowly walked towards sunoo’s room. “hello baby.” he closed the door with his leg and walked towards the boy’s bed. “how’re you holding up?” he smiled at the pouting boy. ‘god sunoo’s adorable’ he thought out loud, resulting in said boy to start giggling. setting the tray on the nightstand next to the bed, jay grabbed the bowl, stirring it up and blowing on it a bit before taking a spoonful and feeding the younger boy. “it’s yummy jay-hyung! hyung is the best cook ever.” sunoo happily exclaimed, making jay shyly smile at him.
jay got out of sunoo’s room only after making sure that the boy was feeling a little better. sunoo being well fed meant a good nap and that was jay’s goal, which he achieved by the way. walking back to the kitchen with the tray, jay quickly washed up the dishes before spotting jake sitting in the corner of their living room hovering over something while sunghoon looked at him in terror. taking a deep breath jay went over to see what happened. ‘one last stop before going to niki wouldn’t hurt.’ he internally screamed. “what the hell did you do.” “jay i dont, i really didn’t mean to it just– it just kinda happened i really didn’t mean to.” jake speaking to him in english meant it was something serious. as if his eyes welling up didn’t give away the seriousness of the situation but it couldn’t be that bad, could it?
yes it could. the watch his father had gifted him was staring back at him, shattered on the floor. that was his favorite watch, it was a precious item he kept close. “it’s okay, i can just buy a new one. it’s alright.” he said all too quickly for himself. “sunghoon do me a favor and clean this mess up? i have to go talk to niki.” jay was going to cry. no he wasn’t. yes he was. but he shouldn’t. if he wanted his members to be strong how could he show weakness? he was their example, he needed to be strong. taking a deep breath and fast walking to niki’s room jay knocked on the door. “riki? it’s jay-hyung, can i come in?” knowing it made niki feel at ease, he spoke to him in japanese so that the boy could express himself freely. learning japanese as a child really paid off. “come in.” he could hear niki’s quiet response. he has grown to understand all of them, even if they talk gibberish, jay understands. so niki being a little emo and speaking quietly wouldn’t stop him from helping the youngest boy. “is everything alright?” he walked in, shutting the door behind him and jumping on the boy. niki immediately broke down. wrapping his arms around the boy, jay sighed. “i know, i know it’s hard. i know shit people say affects you more than anything. i know that. but you have to let it go sometimes. fake it till you make it, maknae. first it won’t be easy, but then you’ll grow to simply not care about whatever anyone says. trust hyung, he knows.” softly rubbing the boy’s back, jay quietly hummed his favorite song. “i try jay-hyung, i do. but sometimes it just gets too much on me im barely seventeen years old.” jay frowned, fuck anyone who hurt his little angel. “i know baby and you’re allowed to cry every now and then but don’t let it reach too deep. it’s because you’re seventeen they’re doing all this. they know they can get inside a teen’s head so they do it. don’t let it happen, i know you’re strong riki. you’re stronger than all of us.” jay played with the boy’s hair, gentleness all over his features. he was upset, he was pissed but he wouldn’t let the boy know. ‘be strong’ he kept repeating in his mind.
spending some time with niki, playing games and feeding the boy till he felt like he was going to explode was his favorite part of the whole day. jay was exhausted, he felt like he was on the verge of death. telling niki he could stay up late to play games just this once made the boy jump around of excitement, he hugged jay as tight as he could, possibly crushing a bone or two and hopped back to his bed.
it was ass o’clock. when did the day end? he was so tired. rubbing his eyes and waddling off to his own room jay was not surprised to find heeseung laid on his bed. he had his reading glasses on. hot. he was reading a book. ‘that is one fine man.’ jay thought, dropping face first to his bed. “spent your whole day looking after the members, did you even eat something of value?” heeseung said, closing his book and taking off his glasses. “let me be, if i don’t take care of them who will.” heeseung tsked, getting up from the bed, grabbing a handful of jay’s shirt and easily lifting him up. “i will jongseong-ah, literally i will. now get your ass to the shower while i prepare something edible for you.” whining like a baby, jay pushed heeseung’s hand off him and clung onto him like a koala. “i showered in the morning plus im not hungry i ate chips n cookies with niki.” jay mumbled, cupping heeseung’s cheeks and kissing him square on the mouth. “chocolate chip?” heeseung asked amused smile making its way to his lips. “chocolate chip.” jay blushed. clearing his throat, jay pushed heeseung to lay back on the bed again. “it’s now your turn, i have to take care of you too.” jay giggled, slowly climbing to the other boy’s lap. “no, jongseong-ah. i take care of you. im your hyung, not the other way around.” heeseung glared at jay, easily switching their places so that he was on top. “i know you like taking care of everyone. but at least let me take care of you.” heeseung shook his head. undressing jay and himself, the words just slipped out his mouth. “you always look after everyone and you’re not even the oldest. you put me to shame. why are you so perfect?” heeseung grumbled. “as much as you try to mask your emotions and be strong or whatever you say, you’ll always come crying to hyung.” heeseung smiled, he really took pride in having the big bad jay crying and sobbing in his arms. jay knew heeseung was right, so he just covered his eyes in embarrassment. “shut up heeseung-hyung.” he whined. “tonight i want you to scream hyung as loud as you can.” tilting his head at jay frantically shaking his head, heeseung only raised his eyebrow. “we’ll see about that.”
flipping jay over on his stomach, heeseung caressed his ass cheek. “god knows how much i love your bubble butt.” he grunted, landing a rough spank on his right ass cheek. jay could do nothing but whine like a bitch in heat. “no prep for you, today we’re going raw.” grabbing the lube bottle heeseung poured a generous amount on his sprung out cock, quickly stroking it heeseung enjoyed jay’s desperate little moans. “hyung, hyung please touch me.” he whimpered, tears welling up in his eyes. “you’re going to be a good boy and wait for hyung, right jongseong-ah?” jay only nodded, quietly crying into his palm. pitying the younger boy heeseung suddenly pushed his length inside jay, making said boy quite literally scream like a little girl. remembering niki had the greenlight to stay awake, by no other than him, jay quickly covered his mouth, trying to keep his noises in. “oh come on jongseong-ah, you and i both know that everyone in this house knows how well you take hyung’s cock up your pretty little pussy.” shaking his head, jay sobbed on a random pillow he found. “niki. niki he’s– he’s awake.” barely being able to form a sentence jay drooled all over the pillow. getting the message heeseung slowed down, shoving two fingers down jay’s throat and picking up his pace again. he had no intention to traumatize their child, so he decided to just keep jay quiet. “well then, you best keep your noises down, but knowing you, you probably love it when others hear you moaning like a slut.” rolling his eyes, jay was so close. heeseung degrading him always made him cream . “close– ‘m close hyungie.” jay tried to muffle his noises as quiet sobs escaped his pretty pink lips. heeseung grabbed jay’s hips and effortlessly lifted his lower body in the air, making jay softly gasp, as he fucked him downwards. heeseung was hitting all the right spots. jay couldn’t take it anymore. cumming with no warning, jay moaned into heeseung’s mouth as the older quickly leaned in to muffle his moan. “stay still and look pretty for me.” jay shook his head, trying to push the other boy away but his attempt was fruitless. heeseung was way stronger and way bigger than him. flatout wailing as he was being overstimulated jay could do nothing but take it and cry. as much as he stood his ground, he’d always end up at heeseung’s mercy. that’s just how it was.
quietly yawning as he woke up, jay felt something heavy on him. turning around, he only found heeseung’s peaceful sleeping face. he looked so adorable. softly smiling as he planted kisses all over the boy’s face, jay tried to push him off as gently as he could. feeling a sharp pain on his lower back, jay made a note to kick his hyung right on the nuts when he woke up. waddling like a penguin towards the kitchen jay pulled out the ingredients to make them all pancakes. thank god heeseung showered him last night, otherwise he’d kill all of them. and then himself.
‘speak of the devil’ jay thought, as a shirtless heeseung suddenly wrapped his arms around his waist. “hi mommy.” he sleepily mumbled. “hi pretty baby.” jay said as he caressed the older boy’s arms that were atop his tummy. going back to mixing the ingredients up, all the other members started spilling into the room whispering quiet goodmornings. rubbing his eyes like a child, niki grumbled. “is everything alright? i heard crying coming from jay-hyung’s room last night.” everyone froze. jay slowly turned his head towards heeseung but heeseung already knew what was happening, he was no fool. in the span of two seconds heeseung was gone.
“LEE HEESEUNG.”