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You never saw yourself fit to be a mother. You always thought that you wouldn’t find someone to love and to start a family with, oh but you were so wrong. Living here on Pandora changed that, Ewya herself gave you that chance when you met Jake and Neytiri. Despite being human mated to two Na’vi was a strange sign, you were happy that the clan saw you as one of them. Neytiri and Jake were so glad to be your lovers, glad that you saw their children being born, and glad that they also considered you as their mother. You loved them dearly and you would do anything for your family.
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You were currently with your two daughters in the camp waiting for the rest of your family to come back from the war party. You were sitting near to Spider who at the moment was being helped by Kiri to apply blue paint around his body. While Jake and Neytiri didn’t see Spider as their child, you did. He was a lost boy who didn’t feel any type of paternal love other than the scientist who looked for him when he was a kid. You gladly decided to give him that love that he needed.
“I’m faster when I’m blue`” He said while applying some of the paint on his chest. Kiri rolled her eyes and smiled
“skxqwng” she said while smiling and applying some of the paint on the side of his arm
“No really! And the animals respect me more, they don’t see me as human”
“Wait, you’re human?”
“Ha ha..” he tried to flick Kiri’s forehead but she moved back so he wouldn’t do so
You couldn’t help but smile at them, they were teens but yet they still played like little kids. You got up from your spot and walked toward them
“Hey Ma” Kiri looked at you for a moment before continuing to apply the blue paint on Spider
“You are slowly turning yourself into a Smurf, boy”
Spider just rolled his eyes and smiled
“Very funny Mrs. Sully, now I can see where Kiri gets her sense of humor”
You and Kiri chuckled
“Spider, you know you don’t have to call me that. Here let me help” you take the bowl of paint from Kiri’s hand and walk behind him. You dipped your fingers in the blue paint and started drawing shapes on his back
“Ack! That shit is cold!”
“You are the one that wanted to be painted. Thought you’ll be already used to this since we have been doing this since you were a baby”
This tender moment was cut short when you heard your youngest daughter screaming that the search party came back.
“Mama! Kiri! Spider! Come on, the war party is back!” She began to run
“Tuk, don’t run like that!” You quickly sprinted to catch your daughter with Kiri and Spider following behind you
Tuk stopped when she saw the Ikrans land, she smiled and ran to her parents and brothers.
“Mom!” She ran towards Neytiri and hugged her leg
“Ma tuk” Neytiri replied with a smile on her face, gently patting her daughter’s head
She then proceeded to try to hug her father, to which he scolded her and told her not now. She pouted and walked back towards Neytiri. You glared at your husband when he lashed out a bit at your daughter like that.
“What is going on?” You walked towards them
“Your sons didn’t listen to my orders and one almost got the other killed” Jake sighed in annoyance
You looked at both of the boys, you walked towards them and extended your arms. Both of them understood what you were trying to do and lowered themselves down so you could reach their faces. You caressed their cheeks lovingly
“Are you two ok?”
“Yes Ma” they both replied
“Y/N, I wasn’t done talking to them” Jake put one of his hands on your shoulder, trying to get you away from them. You took your hands off their faces and quickly slapped Jake’s hand off your shoulder.
“Jake, your son is bleeding. We should take care of that quick” Your wife said
Jake sighed once again in annoyance
“You’re dismissed” He looked at Neteyam
Kiri grabbed Neteyam’s arm and lead him to the tent so Mo’at could help him with his wounds
You crossed your arms while looking between Neteyam going to the tent and Jake scolding Lo’ak. A sigh left your lips in frustration.
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All there was silence between you two, the only thing h that could be heard was the cracking sound of the fire and the metallic sound of Jake’s gun, sometimes you could hear the voices from your children inside the tent. It was clear that both of you were angry with each other. You were angry at Jake for how he treated Lo’ak and Neteyam, while Jake was mad at you for scolding him like a child about how he should raise the kids. No words were spoken, but you two would occasionally look at each other before quickly looking in another direction. The silence between you came to an end when the footsteps of your wife could be heard. She sighs when she sees the both of you, oh how she hated when you two got like this.
“Jake, you are very hard on them,” She said as she sat in the middle, between you two
“I’m their father, that’s my job”
“Jake, they are children” You glared at him
“More reasons to toughen them up Y/N. They need to learn, they-“
“Jake. They. Are. Children.” You said in an angrier tone of voice “You need to understand that Jake”
“Yes, they are kids, but look around Y/N! We are at war, they need to learn!”
“Yes we are at war but they are kids, not your perfect soldiers for fucks sake, Jake! You don’t need to have high expectations of them all the time!” You covered your mouth as tears started to form in your eyes.
Neytiri embraced you while looking at Jake
“She is right, this is a family…not a squad”
Jake looked down for a moment, like you, and tears started to form in his eye. A sigh left his lips as he raised his gaze to look at you two.
“I thought I lost them…” He got up from his spot and walked towards the both of you and hugged you. “I’m sorry Y/N…”
You nodded and kissed his cheek as a way to accept his apology
The three of you spend your night like this, Neytiri having the heads of her mates nuzzling against her shoulders as they sobbed quietly.