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This is my first work... Please be gentle about comments haha. I seriously love this movie and can't get the idea of little Hiro out of my head. I really can't haha. So here we go.
Hiro woke up slowly. He realized he was wet once again. He looked at the clock and it read: 4:27 am. Tadashi still fast asleep, he quietly stood up and began his early morning routine. Take off his sheets
Wash his sheets, his blankets, and his sleep clothes.
Hurry up and get everything normal before anyone wakes up.
He went to the bathroom to strip and wash off and put new pjs on. He then went down stairs to wash everything. Checking the clock it was 5 am. No one ever woke up till 7:30 on Sunday at least. He sat down and turned on the tv. He snuggled into the pillow laying on the couch. Hiro then realized he forgot his beary upstairs. He quickly tip toed the whole way up stairs and grabbed him. Apparently not quiet enough.
"Hiro?" Tadashi asked in a half sleeping voice. Hiro froze clutching the bear.
"I wanna go watch tv with beary." He tried to sound little so his brother wouldn't question. A "Mkay" type of response was issued from Tadashi. And hiro scurried back down the steps.
"I'm sorry I forgot you..." Hiro whispered holding his bear closer. "I really try not too." He laid closed to the pillow and turned on some infomercial because he knew he couldn't fall asleep to that. Within the next hour he had placed his soiled sheets and clothes into the dyer to be able to place them on his bed before anyone woke up. Then he heard steps coming from the other room. He froze in fear on the couch.
"Hey there hiro!" Aunt cass said to him with a big smile, why was she up early hiro was thinking.
"H-hey aunt cass." Hiro said with a nervous tone to his voice. She walked over and hugged him close. Kissed his cheek and then said, "whatcha doing up there kiddo."
"I just couldn't sleep." Hiro lied to his caring aunt.
"Are you hungry we can have early morning cookies and milk or I can make some pancakes!" She said messing up his hair.
"I want some cookies..." Hiro said softly. Trying to hide his excitement for cookies at 6 am. Soon his aunt cass was coming in with cookies and two glasses of milk. She sat next to hiro and laughed slightly.
"Would beary like a cookie as well." Hiro could feel his deep blush as she mentioned his bear. He didn't like her to see him with it as he constantly tried to keep it upstairs where only Tadashi could make fun of him for it.
"He's good aunt cass. He would rather eat berries later." Hiro then blushed again realized that how he played with beary made him very childlike. Aunt cass wrapped her arm around Hiro and changed the channel to a cat show which Hiro liked when he was younger but it was the only thing decent on. He laid his head on her shoulder and he could feel himself get sleepy. He then realized that he couldn't drift off as he drank a full glass of milk. He sat up and stretched. Aunt cass smiled gently and said "if your sleepy you should sleep. You always look tired." He sighed and wanted to say only if you knew why. But he shrugged "I'm not tired." He mumbled.
"Well I am. I'm headed back to bed there sleepy kid. I love you." Cass said placing a soft kiss on his forehead and going back into her room. Not ten minutes later the dryer buzzed and he ran to take his things out. He then scurried upstairs and put everything back to normal. He laid in bed and pretended to be fine. He heard Tadashi roll over and start to wake up. Hiro resisted the urge to go climb in bed with him like he did when he was younger. Well a year ago but still.
"Hey Hiro." Tadashi said rubbing his eyes.
"Hi Tadashi." Hiro said quietly. Wishing his brother would come cuddle or just lay with him for a while.
"I gotta go to the lab. Ughhhh." It was Sunday morning but Tadashi still had to go to the lab. Hiro chimed in quickly..
"Can I go too?"
"You cannot get bored and mess with other people's things. Bring a video games to play or something." Tadashi answered. Hiro quickly got up to find what he wanted to bring with him. He didn't really like to go to the nerd lab but he missed seeing Tadashi. He was there almost every night.
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About nine am they we're ready to leave. Tadashi got Hiro on the bike and away they went. Hiro day dreamed as they rode, what if Tadashi knew about his bed wetting. Would he hate him? Hiro slowly stuck his fingers in his mouth for comfort at the idea. He took them out quickly as Tadashi would make fun of him for doing such a childlike thing. As they pulled up Hiro got off the bike and ran ahead of Tadashi. He missed the times he would run after him and pick him up and bounce him around. The brothers were becoming more distant as Hiro grew up because he whined about how babyish it made him feel. He regretted that now. Tadashi and him slowly entered the lab because "no running in the lab" was Tadashi's favorite lecture. Hiro laid on the small couch in his lab and began to play his game.
About four hours later Hiro could feel how sleepy he was getting. But then suddenly the Tadashi's friends came in. The noise and chatter helped him stay up. And then honey lemon decided "lab sleepover tonight!" Which a squeal. Tadashi tried to avoid the sleepovers as much as possible but agreed tonight. Hiro felt left out because before he knew it Tadashi was taking Hiro home. Aunt Cass smiled as Hiro pouted about being left alone. She began to cook dinner and suggested a movie that her and Hiro could watch together.
"Okay Aunt Cass, but I want popcorn and gummy bears." Hiro said to her in an "adultish" tone. She laughed and said okay. And before Hiro knew it they were in their pjs watching a monster movie. They laughed together at the bad graphics as it was an old movie, and towards the end Hiro could feel sleep begin to win the fight of being awake.
"Aunt cass I'm headed to bed. I'm like super tired." Hiro said about eleven to her.
"Sure thing sweetie. Sleep tight'!" She responded as Hiro walked up the stairs. He would sleep good tonight. Aunt cass would be in the shop tomorrow and his brother wouldn't be home until the afternoon so he could sleep all night long even if he was wet.
"Hey bud." Tadashi said gently to Hiro. Tadashi had realized Hiro was soaked as Tadashi did not stay at the lab until 3 as planned instead he came home about eight am. To find his little brother in a soaked bed.
"Dashi nooooo. I sleepy." Hiro said to Tadashi without being fully awake yet. Then Hiro realized quickly his brother was there next to him and Hiro, a 14 year old was indeed soaking wet. He ran to the bathroom and locked the door. Tadashi decided not to disturb him as he wept quietly. Instead he stripped his little brother bed and got him fresh clothes from his dresser. He knocked gently on the door and said "hey Hiro. I'm leaving you some clean clothes by the door. I'm going to go do laundry. When you wanna talk we can." And Tadashi walked down stairs. Hiro started sobbing not only had Tadashi found his soaking bed bed sheets but now he was also washing them like Hiro was a 3 year old. He cried softly now as he got in the shower and grabbed the clothes from outside the door. Shorts and a simple red tee shirt with a cool super hero design.
Tadashi is even dressing me now... Hiro thought, after getting out of the shower he walked out to grab his bear. He held it close and slipped his fingers in his mouth for comfort like he did when he was younger. He started to feel better, then he heard Tadashi's foot steps coming up the stairs. Hiro quickly threw his teddy down and took his fingers out of his mouth. And got in his desk chair. He felt Tadashi's warm hand on his shoulder and he kissed the top of his head. All Hiro wanted was a hug but he was scared Tadashi was mad. Tadashi then laid on his bed to read. About 20 minutes later, Hiro stood up and grabbed a children's book. He felt silly wanting to read "I love you when...." He walked over and sat on Tadashi's bed and slowly slid the book over to him. Tadashi looked down at the book and Hiro's bright red face and began to read. As the book ended Tadashi added just one more page. And he said to Hiro, "I love you even when you wet the bed because how could I ever be mad at you." And he closed the book.
"Dashi... I'm sorry." Hiro whispered. Wanting to get closer to Tadashi, but he decided not too.
"Come here, closer, let's talk silly goose." Hiro smiled at Tadashi and came closer. Hiro laid back on his chest and began to relax as Tadashi rubbed his back. "When did this start?" Tadashi asked lovingly.
"About four months ago. I've been a really good hider." Hiro said to him playing with his brothers fingers.
"You could of told me bud. Is this why you haven't been sleeping?"
"Yeah. I wake up super early to clean everything."
"We gotta go see a doctor bud. You could be hurt inside."
"No! No no no way!" Hiro shot back at Tadashi it was bad enough Tadashi knew now but then aunt cass would have to know and his doctor.
"Hey how about we go to the lab and see baymax?"
"Who?" Hiro said holding back tears up frustration and from being upset.
"My project. It's a health care provider." Hiro nodded to Tadashi and snuggled closer. "Let's go." Tadashi had said, picking up his little brother and holding him close. "It's all going to be okay..." He set Hiro down softly and they walked down the steps together. Aunt cass didn't questioned she just waved bye. And off they rode. Hiro stuck his fingers in his mouth once more for his comfort. He didn't care what Tadashi thought. As they pulled up Hiro didn't scurry off the bike he waited for Tadashi to pick him up off it. He burrowed in the older harmada boys shoulder and kept sucking his fingers. No one was here today as it was the last holiday weekend before school ended. In the lab Hiro was set down and Tadashi shoed his fingers out of the scared boy's mouth. Baymax then inflated and scanned Hiro. Baymax turned to Tadashi and said "Hiro is experiencing a small bladder for his age and over active kidneys. Symptoms of this include: having sudden urges to urinate, bed wetting, small day time accidents, and frequency. Boys hiros age should grow out of it before the age of 18. It is a completely normal experience for some teenagers. Treatments include daytime protection as well as nighttime protection and love and support from families. Warning about Hiro though is he has began to develop a rash on his bottom most likely from wet bed clothes or sheets."
"Thank you baymax. I am satisfied with my care." Tadashi said. And the big fluffy robot deflated. Hiro was heart broken he could have four more years of this? And what is protection anyway??
"So kiddo, at least it's normal." Tadashi said to Hiro.
"Yeah i guess." Hiro replied very blankly.
"Come here kiddo." And Tadashi picked up Hiro for a big hug. It's all Hiro needed right now. His big brother. As Tadashi sat down still holding Hiro he asked him, "so does this happen all the time or like a few times a week?"
"Every night." Hiro whispered. Becoming more aware of his sore bottom.
"Want me to help?" And his Tadashi's question Hiro nodded. A silent sign of trust came over Tadashi and hugged him tighter.
"You sure?"
"Yes dashi. I wanna sleep all night again." Hiro said through his fingers.
"Let's get going then." Tadashi said to Hiro. They rode to the super center a and Hiro got quiet as they walked in. He nuzzled into Tadashi's arm as he was scared of what they were getting.
"Wanna ride in the cart?" He asked Hiro gently. Hiro nodded viscously. He climbed in and sat. Hiro just looked all around then they stopped in a section he never was in before. The baby section.... He blushed at Tadashi. Tadashi grabbed a few things quickly, a few bed mats, wipes, diaper rash cream, and baby powder. Then they walked over to the thing he didn't want most, a diaper. Tadashi grabbed a pack of 64 diapers in hiros sized and asked Hiro gently, "do you want anything special like Legos or chocolate milk?" Hiro nodded to both and as they walked out of the baby section Tadashi grabbed one more thing to hiros embarrassment, a sippy cup. He bought a cool Lego set for Hiro and the good chocolate milk aunt cass never buys. On the way home Hiro stuck his fingers in his mouth once more, he was really liking all of Tadashi's attention.
That night about nine o'clock aunt cass went to bed. So Tadashi shoed Hiro up the steps as well. Hiro was hoping Tadashi would forget but at the same time wanted to sleep all night. Tadashi came in their room holding the sippy cup, "it's filled with water so if your thirsty. Now lay back." He said gently giving Hiro the cup. He laid back and stared blankly at the ceiling as Tadashi slipped his shoes, socks, pants and underwear off. Hiro started sucking the water to make him feel better. Tadashi then lifted Hiro up just a little to put his rash cream on, and Hiro wasn't going to lie it felt so soothing. Next Hiro was laying in his diaper and baby powder was on. As Tadashi closed the diaper Hiro got bright red.
"All done." Tadashi said gently to Hiro. Hiro squirmed a bit in his bulky sleeping object listening to the noise.
"Dashi..." He said quietly.
"Yes?"
"Can you tuck me in?" Hiro blushed as he asked it. Tadashi smiled and gently picked him up. And pulled back his covers and laid him in them and tucked him up and snuggly.
"I love you little bro. Sleep tight." And the light was shut off. Hiro laid still getting sleepier as Tadashi showered. He slowly closed his eyes dreaming of being loved so much by his brother. Attention he really craved.
"Hey sleepy head." Hiro heard as he gently was awoken. Hiro had slipped his fingers in his mouth all night and they were pruny. But Tadashi smiling at him made it better. He was already dressed and ready to go. And he picked Hiro up gently and laid him on top of the covers. Hiro hadn't noticed and sodden cold wetness was between his legs until the diaper tapes were coming off.
"Oops..." Hiro muttered.
"Don't worry about champ, let's get you all nice and clean." Hiro felt a wipe on him and could feel comfort come over him. He was so happy.
Hiro didn't mean too but he got sad whenever a new pair of underwear was put on instead of another diaper. He had no reason to have Tadashi give him attention all day. "Last full day of school. I gotta run, see you Hiro!" Tadashi said as he left down the stairs. Hiro began to build his new Lego set which shouldn't take to long he figured. He was a super genius. He sat there and kept looking out the window for Tadashi though. He wanted him home... It had only been an hour by the time he went down to eat. Aunt cass had left over pancakes there for Hiro. And he ate them. He missed Tadashi. He couldn't get his brother out of his mind that is until a sudden urged hit him. He had to pee like right then and there. He got up and ran to the bathroom and just made it.
"What's happening..." Hiro thought. He went down to the café then to see aunt cass for a while. Well that while turned into three o'clock and then Hiro was upstairs waiting for his brothers arrival. Sucking on his fingers and holding his bear Hiro could only imagine how juvenile he looked. His brother waved from the street up at him. Tadashi couldn't believe he was still sucking his fingers. That's so gross for someone hiros age to to be doing he kept thinking. Hiro got super excited to see Tadashi all he could think of was love and cuddles.
"I'm 14... I shouldn't want love and cuddles. I should keep bot fighting and being rebellious." Hiro though sucking his fingers. But the feelings disappeared when Tadashi came through their door.
"Dashi!" Hiro shouted with fingers in his mouth running over to Tadashi.
"Hey there Hiro. Haven't seen you this excited to see me in a long time." Tadashi commented as Hiro tried to get Tadashi to pick him up by grabbing at his neck.
"Missed you." Hiro said once he was in his brothers arms. Tadashi rubbed his back in small circles being confused by the young boys sudden loving interest in him.
"Wanna go do something?" Tadashi asked him hoping it would make Hiro feel better.
"I wanna lay here..." Hiro whispered back. Tadashi kept running his fingers down the skinny boys spine.
"You sure? Hiro we could go see a movie or dinner?" Tadashi tempted.
"I just wanna stay home Dashi." Hiro said once again so Tadashi gently umpryed the young boy from him and left him on his bed. Hiro suddenly looked sad again at Tadashi as if he were going to cry.
"I'll go get a movie." Tadashi reassured. Running quickly down the steps and grabbing a movie about robots. He hit play and then laid down next to Hiro. About half way through Hiro was passed out. "Sleepy little guy." Tadashi thought looking at his brothers small features. His tiny nose and small frame. Like a small child over a teenager. Then he could feel himself get sudden warm. He looked where Hiro was laying on top of him and figured out quickly. His poor little brother wet himself. But Tadashi began to feel sick from the idea of being soaked in Hiro urine and quickly got up. Hiro still fast asleep was chewing on his poor fingers as Tadashi showered quickly and changed. Hiro dreamed pleasantly of having someone take care of him and singing like Tadashi said their mom once did.
"Hey little guy. You gotta wake up." Tadashi said lovingly to Hiro.
"Mommy no." Hiro sleep talked. Then the sweat started coming. His peaceful dream was now a harsh nightmare of his parents dying. As he sharply awoke. He was crying. He went to Tadashi for his comfort.
"Hiro it's okay it was only a scary dream. Nothing wrong buddy." Tadashi soothed.
"Dashi I think I peed...." Hiro whispered shamefully into his brothers ear.
"I know Hiro. It's fine." Hiro smiled at the brothers response. Everything was fine as long as Dashi was there. Hiro loved being babied by Tadashi. Hiro got a bath, but he didn't get bubbles or anything. Tadashi even put his favorite pjs on him. They were stripes.
"Dinner time!!!" Aunt cass yelled as Tadashi went off down the steps. It made Hiro sad he didn't carry him, but realized he spent all evening with him so chased after him. "Pjs so soon Hiro?" Aunt cass asked him.
"I wanted to feel comfy." He told her as she placed pizza in front of him. Dinner was fine Hiro ate so much pizza he felt so full and ready to sleep even though it was only eight. Hiro liked the idea of going to bed early so Tadashi would spend time with him... He yawned and smiled crookedly at his family.
"So silly goose," aunt cass began, "how ya feeling?" Hiro realized the question was directed toward him and he looked down and turned red.
"Okay..." Hiro whispered.
"What's up kiddo?" Aunt cass asked him.
"nutting." Hiro replied not looking up.
"Honey don't be ashamed. You're always going to be loved in this house. I wish you would have told me or Dashi sooner!" He slowly looked up and smiled at her. "Are you sleepy?" She asked him with a smile. Hiro nodded. She smiled at him and kissed his head. "Love you little one." She whispered. Tadashi already upstairs Hiro got excited for bed. Tadashi who had already washed the sheets from the nap accident had a fresh diaper laid out. Hiro panicked Dashi is still going to do this for me right? I'm scared.... Hiro wanted to cry for Dashi. Then he came out of the bathroom to see his little brother in tears.
"What's wrong come here." Tadashi said picking up Hiro effortlessly.
"I got scared." He was sucking his fingers once more trying to calm himself.
"I'm here." He slipped hiros sippy cup of water in his mouth and watched him drink. Tadashi began to go through the young boys hair as hiro sucked in a pattern. "Ready for nighttime underwear?" Tadashi said trying not to make Hiro feel little.
"It's a diaper Dashi." Hiro replied laying down. As Tadashi finished a surprise came out of hiros mouth. "Will you snuggle me?" He asked him looking at the floor.
"I can I suppose." Tadashi answered the boy. Hiro smiled big with his bear in one hand and his hand making him calm. As they laid there side by side Tadashi began to worry. His brother hadn't asked to be snuggled in over a year. And the last time a year ago was whenever he fell ill and wanted so much attention. All now he wanted was attention too. He wanted love and kindness. Hiro whimpered in his sleep so Tadashi held him closer. Poor little guy was all Tadashi could think. But at the same time missed Hiro always clinging and whining and craving attention. As he drifted off to sleep all he could think about was that little bunch of love in his arms.
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"Mmmmmmmm!" Hiro stretched in the morning seeing his brother next to him. He cuddled closer then he began to think. Whenever he was little it was a constant thing that Tadashi wanted Hiro off him. Did he feel that way now? As Hiro reverted to such a childlike state wanting his brothers attention. Holding his bear constantly and sucking his fingers. He decided that today was the day he would act grown up all day. He wouldn't beg his brother to be lifted up or anything. He wiggled away from Tadashi and stood up. Then he felt the heaviness between his legs. He could change himself. He didn't need Tadashi and he waddled to their shared bathroom. He undid the tapes and watched the garment fall to the floor. The threw it away and he showered. "You're a grown up Hiro. You're a teenage. Stop being a baby!" He kept thinking as he showered. Then as he was almost done Tadashi came in. He started brushing his teeth. Hiro dried off and put his boxers on.
"You could of woke up little guy." Tadashi said messing up hiros hair.
"I'm not a little guy." He shot back glaring at him.
"Fine. Fine."Tadashi said holding his hands up. "You're a teenager." Hiro nodded at his statement and sulked down the steps. Hiro got down the steps and grabbed breakfast. Simple cereal. He ran out the door with dry cereal in hand. He had his bot and new he needed to nice refresher. He wanted to fight. He ran down to a street known for the fights and he began. He found a good fight and he placed up about a hundred bucks to double his first time. Success. Then the second a thousand was put up.... He also won. That's when trouble began. He felt a hit to his nose. A much larger man than him started to hit Hiro. Harder saying he was scammed out of a thousand dollars. Hiro kept trying to run but he kept being grabbed back. He really wanted Tadashi now. As the final blow hit his head it went black. But he could swear he heard his brother.
"You little brat!" Hiro started hearing from Tadashi.
"Dashi...." Hiro started to grab up. Tadashi held him close and sighed.
"You could have been killed! What will aunt cass say when she sees your face!!" Tadashi said sternly. "What would mom say!" He mumbled then.
"Head hurts." Hiro whispered.
"You got hit in the head. Your lucky I was coming back from the university and saw you!!" Tadashi said, rubbing his back.
"Sowwy Dashi." Hiro mumbled. The elder harmada brother wanted to stay mad but how the little one was snuggling into his chest. The older couldn't bare to stay mad.
"Let's head home so you can relax..." Tadashi said lifting him up easily. And having hiros small legs wrap around his waist. As Tadashi sat down on his bike his placed a helmet on hiros head.
As Tadashi carried him, he started to relax more. He wanted this love. This type of relationship.
"Niisan." His whispered into Dashis ear. "Dashi." He whispered again.
"Hiro it's nap time. Come on let go. We're over your bed." And Hiro dropped to the bed.
"Dashi." He whined lousy. As the older brother undid his pants.
"I'm not washing bed sheets again Hiro. Plus you get a rash." He muttered. Is he mad at me? Hiro thought. Tadashi quickly put a diaper on him and tucked him in. And left swiftly.
"Hmmmm." Hiro whimpered snuggling under his covers.
-later at the lab Tadashi's point of view-
"Tadashi!!!" Honey lemon screamed at him as she jumped into his arms. He kissed her slowly and romantically.
"How are you beautiful?" Tadashi asked.
"Ick. Leave the pet names outside." Gogo said sticking her tongue out.
"Oh Gogo! Wait till you fall in love!" Honey lemon said running over to hug her.
"Honey!" She said laughing. Pushing her off.
"So how's the home life?" Honey asked. "You have barely been seeing me." She pouted a little and kissed him and giggled.
"Hiro is been a little trouble."
"What's new!" Wasabi shouted and laughed.
"What's wrong dear?" Honey lemon sat in Tadashi's lap as he sat.
"Just growing up stuff." He answered her. She knew it was deeper but wouldn't push it.
"Well let's go do something today then silly! We all can!" Honey exclaimed looking at everyone.
"What do you want to do?" Gogo asked her.
"I vote we go to the mall!" Fred yelled from his chair.
"Ughhhh. Shopping." Gogo muttered.
"As Gogo says ughhh girly things." Wasabi responded.
"Shut up. I will hit you." She snapped back with a smile.
"No no. I think it's a good idea. I love the mall!" Honey said to them.
"Tadashi come on vote with me." Gogo said to him.
"Hey if they want to go. I'll go, I'm down." Tadashi said. Gogo sighed loud and dramatically.
"Fineeeee." Gogo said. As they all loaded into Wasabi's car. Honey nuzzled up next to Tadashi more. Gogo made gagging faces. As they pulled in Fred was beyond excited.
"There's a new comic out today!!!" Fred exclaimed. As they all walked in they separated agreeing to meet up in an hour. Him and honey held hands and lovingly bumped into each other. She squealed as she saw a store she liked with very colorful and color filled items and she said she'd be right back. And kissed him on the cheek. As she ran in Tadashi looked up at a toy store across from him. He saw a fluffy blankie and thought about Hiro. He didn't mean to sound upset earlier. Maybe a blankie would make him feel better. He got up and walked into the store and grabbed the green and purple blankie. After he bought it he sat back down and waited for honey. As she ran back out with four large bags.
"I found the cutest shoes!" She squealed at me. "What's in your bag?" She asked him.
"Oh just something for Hiro." He touched his neck hair. She smiled at him knowing he loved Hiro.
They kept walking hand and hand.
"Is he feeling okay?" Honey asked
"Hmmm?"
"Hiro. How has he been feeling. He didn't seem overly joyed when you left him a few days ago." Honey replied.
"He needs to grow up a little. He's been so kiddish lately. It's weird. All he wants is my attention." He finally admitted.
"Well I mean he really didn't have a mother and father. All he had was a big brother."
"Honey just I wish he could grow up a little. He's 14."
"He loves you. I think he's always adorable around you." Honey smiled to me.
"I love him too. And he knows it." I sighed.
"Well maybe you can come spend the night? Give you a break from Hiro?" Honey suggested in a lovely voiced.
"Maybe soon. He needs me now. Which is probably why I'm worn out." I muttered.
"You are such a softy toward him." She smiled and I laughed.
---Hiro----
"Dashi?" I asked quietly. I was just coming too after my nap. He was here when I fell asleep he is probably mad at me. The clock says its 4:30. I slept like 3 hours. I bet he's mad at me for me going bot fighting. No wonder he isn't here. "Dashi?" I asked again sitting up looking over at his bed. Which was empty. He must be mad. I can feel the awkwardness between my legs. I don't wanna get up to change. Tadashi can do that. Where is he. I look at my phone and no text messages. I just lay back down with Beary and turn on the tv. Some stupid show, but it's the best thing on. My head is still hurting from the fight I got into. I didn't even really want to go bot fighting I just did to prove I'm grown up. And look where it ended up Tadashi picking me up off the ground. If he would of paid more attention to me maybe I wouldn't have gone.
"Hey aunt cass!" I hear Tadashi's voice ring down stairs. I lay back down and hide under the covers. He's going to yell at me for not being careful and going bot fighting. Another of his favorite lectures. I can hear our door open, I want to look at Tadashi and say sorry but he will yell at me and I know it.
"Are you awake Hiro?" Tadashi asks me. I pout not going to answer him. "Are you ignoring?" Tadashi asks. I shake my head up and down under the covers. He sits on my bed with me and rubs my back some. "I'm not mad..." He starts then he pauses, "I wish you wouldn't bot fight because it puts you in danger and I worry about you. I mean you got hurt today Hiro."
"I was fine." I shot back. I am a grown up. I am a grown up and I don't need his attention.
"No you weren't. And why won't you come out from under your covers bud?" He asked me trying to lift up the blankets. I started to giggle trying to keep him out. He kept pulling as I laughed harder, I could hear him start to laugh too till finally he won. Exposing my messy hair and I felt his arms go under my arm pits and I was pulled close to him.
"You aren't mad at all?" I asked him in his ear quietly.
"I'm disappointed Hiro, not mad." Disappointed was almost worse than mad. I nuzzled closer to his chest. "Today I went shopping with the gang." He started, I started to get curious did he get me something? "I got you something special. But you can't be mad. I think it'll make you feel better like your bear does." Oh no what did he get me. I bet it's something super stupid and he's going to make fun of me because of my diapers now. He can only be nice for so long. Then he slipped something to me. It was super soft and cuddly. I looked up at Tadashi and smiled a little. "It's a lovey. It's to make you feel better when I'm not here and stuff or if you aren't having a good day. If you don't want it I can take it back. It just reminded me of you, I mean it is purple and green." I smiled at him and hugged him.
"It's really soft." I whispered to him. He was rubbing my back. I wanted my wet diaper off now but I don't think Tadashi had noticed yet, I really wish he would. I wanted changed.
"So what are you up to tonight?" Tadashi asked me. I bet he wanted to go somewhere.
"I'm going to build Legos probably." I said casually. I always built Legos and tried to figure out complicated schematics with the small blocks.
"Honey invited me over for the night. I only wanted to ask you because that means you either have to get ready for bed early or have aunt cass help you. You can always take it off, that isn't hard. Or I can stay home with you. It's fine." I really wanted him to stay home, but I can't keep him from honey and his friends. He loved them too.
"You can get me ready early. I don't mind, but what time are you going to honey's?" I asked.
"Probably about 7. We're probably going to watch a movie marathon or something. I don't know if the gang is going yet." He said to me. Seven isn't to bad. I can go to the bathroom before he leaves and then take it off in the morning. It would work.
"That's fine. You can get me ready before you leave." I answered.
"Thank you Hiro. Now you need to get changed. Your really wet and it cannot be comfortable." Thank goodness he noticed. It's hurting. I laid down as Tadashi stood up and walked to the night stand to get the wipes and a pair of underwear for me. He was finishing up when the face pain hit.
"My face hurts." I mumbled to him.
"Well it's all swollen, I'm shocked you didn't whine earlier." He picked me up and carried me to the bathroom and sat me on the counter. He started wiping my face down some. There was dried blood that he was gently wiping off. I stuck my fingers in my mouth. He didn't get mad or tell me to get them out, so I just kept sucking on them. As he finished he gave me some medicine to help with the pain my face was giving me.
"Thanks Tadashi." I said to him as I jumped down. "What's for dinner?" I asked him.
"Whatever aunt cass makes. I'm hoping for pasta or something." Tadashi answered.
"I want pancakes." I said with my fingers in my mouth.
"That's for breakfast. Only on special occasions do we have breakfast for dinner." He answered me. He always was the truth giver about dinner. "Get those fingers out of your mouth. You're going to get sick, Hiro." Tadashi said to me swatting my hand finally. I pouted and finished walking down the steps.
"We're having chicken parmesan if that's okay with everyone! And if it's not don't whine because it's almost done!" She said with a big smile at us.
"Sounds great!" Tadashi said to her, I personally still wanted pancakes.
"So what's up for the night boys?" Aunt cass asked as she finished setting the food down at our seats. And feeding Moshi some cat food.
"I'm going to honey lemons for the night if that's okay." Tadashi said.
"Tadashi you're 19, you can go out if you want to. I'm shocked you ask anymore!" She said laughing at him.
"I'm just going to stay home." I said to her.
"Well me and you could do something kiddo!" She said to me. I got nervous, if me and aunt cass go do something then either I have to wear a diaper out or she has to get me ready for bed...
"Maybe aunt cass, what do you want to do?" I asked her nervously.
"Well maybe we could go grocery shopping. Or we could go shopping in general. Whatever you want sweetheart." She said to me. I'm looking down wondering... She wouldn't want to get me ready for bed, and I would be more embarrassed about her getting me in my diaper than when Tadashi does it, but I do want to go to the mall. My face turns red. "Honey I'm fine with getting you ready for bed. It's no the end of the world. I mean you bed wet until you were eight and I changed you every night and every morning." That made him feel better knowing she didn't mind.
"We can go shopping." I said with a smile.
"Well that's settled then!" Aunt cass said laughing at my smile.
"I'm going to head to Honey's earlier then Hiro. And I should be home by tomorrow night." Tadashi said to aunt cass putting his plate in the sink and giving her a hug and waving bye to me. An jogging down the steps.
"Be careful! Love you!" Aunt cass yelled down the steps as I heard the door shut. He could of hugged me.
"So where are we going?" I asked her curiously.
"The mall, if that sounds okay. We can go look at the puppies at the pet store and we need to get Moshi a new toy so we aren't totally lying to the vet when we say we're trying to keep her active." Aunt cass laughed, the vet always told her how round Mochi was wasn't exactly healthy. I looked at my food and finished what I wanted. "Want me to save the rest honey?" Aunt cass asked me, my appetite hadn't been that good. And I'd lost a little weight in my four month sleep deprived problem.
"Sure. Maybe I'll eat it later." I lied, but she would tonight at like 3 am when she needed her "nighttime snack".
"Ready to go Hiro?" She asked me fluffing my hair.
"Sure let me grab my shoes." And I ran upstairs and went to grab my sneakers. I saw Tadashi's present on my bed and I picked it up for one more hug. It was super soft and it reminded me of his old blankie. I put it down gently and put my sneakers on and I ran down the steps.
"Off we go!" Aunt cass said as she grabbed her truck keys and we were off. Monday's aunt cass closed the store at like 1 pm. But in Thursday's they have off beat poetry night. And Fridays are scary movie nights in the cafe as well. So we were able to go shopping at the mall. When we pulled up we went in together and we first went to Macy's. I hated this store more than I can explain haha.
"This is cute!" Aunt cass said holding up a shirt to me. This shopping trip was for me, she tricked me. She knew I needed new clothes.
"I guess." I said, it was a button up shirt.
"You're trying it on, you need a few nice shirts in a sea of tee shirts." She laughed at me. She grabbed some shorts and a few more dressy shirts before I got to pick some tee shirts.
"Are we done yet." I whined.
"You haven't even tried on your clothes yet! Do you need pjs or anything? A new sweatshirt?" She asked me. I could use pjs, but she will get babyish ones. But I need them.
"I need some pjs and a sweatshirt." I said to her. Realizing it was going to be "winter" soon, meaning it might snow once or twice but it would get chilly. Atleast Tadashi had off for like a month for winter/ Christmas break. We walked over to the pjs.
"What type do you like? Do you want a pair of warmer ones for winter?" She asked me. They probably realized that my pjs were worn out from being washed so much. But they were fine.
"I don't care aunt cass." I muttered looking at a pair of dinosaur ones. Tadashi would love to cuddle me in those. I would be his little brother. But maybe just plaid ones would be better. No matter what a diaper has to fit under them. Aunt cass grabbed the dinosaur ones, two pairs of the plaid ones (one pair purple the other one green), and a blue pair with puppies on them. I looked down realizing that my small size is the reason j still fit in the children's clothes. After they finally got done shopping for Hiro they went to the pet store. Where as promised they looked at puppies.
"Their so cute!" Aunt cass said petting one.
"I always wanted a puppy when I was younger, but Mochi is the size of a dog." I laughed telling aunt cass. Soon we were on the way home. It was 9:30 when we pulled into the cafe.
"I'll wash your new clothes honey. Do you want to watch some tv down here on the couch with me?" Aunt cass asked.
"Sure aunt cass!!" I said sitting on the couch as she clipped all the tags for me. About two hours later I got super sleepy and aunt cass could tell.
"Ready for bed?" She asked me nicely. Knowing that I was sensitive about the whole bed wetting.
"Yeah aunt cass...." I trailed off getting nervous butterflies in my belly. I was scared for her to do this. I was more comfortable with Tadashi because we share a bathroom and lost privacy a long time ago. We stood up and I walked up stairs first. I got my pjs from my drawer and and changed my top. Aunt cass grabbed a diaper and my powder and was by my bed. I looked down as I laid down on my bed. I grabbed a blanket and put it on my face. She took off my underwear and slipped the diaper under me. She put powder on me and closed the garment. She put my pj bottoms on me and I finally peeked out.
"Was it really that bad?" Aunt cass laughed sitting by my side to rub my back. I blushed deep red. I started to get sleepy again from her rubbing my back. "Night sleepy guy. I love you." She kissed my cheek softly and turned off my light and walked down the steps. I grabbed the blankie Tadashi got me and snuggled it close. Even if I was acting like a little kid at least my family still loved me.
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