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Alan has been dealing with the possibility the love ends. Well, not exactly a possibility, since Wen left him for real.
He always trought he would marry Wen, so imagine his surprise when one day his boyfriend woke up and they no longer understand each other. Almost as if they were speaking differents languages.
But he has getting his shit together. It has still shit, thought.
He met someone along the way. The very kind, very easy to, very georgeous Gaipa.
The circunstances in which they met weren’t the best, he had a broke leg and arm and looked like a mess and Gaipa had just lost his mother. Well, they make it throught.
That’s why he has sitting on a small restaurant tend with Gaipa on his side whole they waited for they order to come.
- Never quite liked chicken, even before. - He said when Gaipa mentioned the fact that he loved chicken soup.
- Of course, Mr Bank Manager only likes beef. The expensives ones.
He smiled. Gaipa do have a quick mouth and he can deal with Alan casual bitterness. They kind of understand each other in some ways, that’s why Gaipa let things like that slide.
- How’s your day? - He asked staring at Gaipa, he seemed smaller today for some reason.
- Well, i’m better. Missing my mother and still getting over Jim. And about you?
- Fine. I mean, the same.
- Must be sad. Having a job like that. I’ll keep you in my prayers. - He said jokingly while touching Alan’s hand and casually playing with his fingers.
- Please do.
They order came and they eat while talking about the traffic, wheater and the fact that the waves on the sea seemed violent this days. Talking about that, they decided to walk at the beach.
Alan has holding Gaipa’s sandals in hand while the said has jumping waves with a childish happiness. He sat at the sand and just stared in silence.
After playing for a few mores minutes, Gaipa sat next to Alan.
- That’s very boyfriend of you to hold my sandals.
“I did the same for Wen, too” he thought, but didn’t said. Instead, he smiled at Gaipa and the small one turn red.
- What? Why are you red? - He laughed.
Gaipa took some time to process what he just said. He just called Alan “boyfriend”, didn’t he?
- Gaipa?
- Sorry. I- I mean, i just said something very weird to you.
Alan smiled again and cup Gaipa’s face with his hands, since the other one wasn’t looking at him. His skin has warm and he seemed beautiful with his cheeks red and his small nose and his eyes shinning.
Alan always saw beauty in Gaipa, since day one. But he had never stared at him so close like that. Gaipa tried to escape his hands shaking his head, but Alan didn’t let him go. He thought about never letting go. He would do it right with him if Gaipa allowed. He would get it right where he wronged with Wen.
- You know what, Gaipa? - He said and then kissed the small one on his mouth softly. - The only time i feel i might get better, it’s when i am with you.
If Gaipa has a mess of redness, he almost fainted now. Alan felt him melt under his touch and he let him free.
Didn’t want. But had to.
- Sorry.
Gaipa just blinked at him and then jumped on him kissing him in a clumsy way. It’s not like he haven’t kissed other men in his life, it’s just that none of them made him feel like Alan did. And they lips barely touch. Alan fell behind and tried to hold Gaipa waist, but he has moving too quick and he didn’t keep it up at first. It took them some time but the kiss finally work it out. It felt nice. Gaipa lips were soft and he tasted like sweet tea. He moved his hands from his waist to his face and laid down, Gaipa all over him. They broke the kiss only because Gaipa started laughing. Alan looked at him in confusion.
- What?
- It just feels like a dream to kiss you. I don’t know.
Alan almost cried. How could Jim not fall completly in love with him? Well, it was his lost. Alan raised his hand and caressed Gaipa cheek.
- It feels like a dream being with you.
Gaipa laid on his chest and they stayed that way for a long, long time.
Maybe some types of love didn’t last long. Others do. But laid next to Gaipa, he could only think that he would gladly break his heart for him. Some people are just worth the heartbreak that comes with them, aren’t they?