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Isagi actully didn't think about his body since coming to blue lock at all
Which is proving to be a mistake
His skin hasn't felt like his own in at least a month
But he hadn't even had time to focus on that
He hasn't had time to really focus on himself at all
He has changed into a completely different person both mentally and physically
He didn't check but he had to have gained at least 10 pounds
Which terrified him
he decided that ignorance is bliss and he was gonna try to ignore it for as long as he could
after reaching the 3rd stage in blue lock it got a lot harder to ignore
For starters they fell into a routine and he now had time to think
thinking is dangerous
Also he now has people he needs to impress
Like noa-sama
And the entire fucking world
Then a small part of him wanted to prove to all his friends that he didn't always look like this he used to be skinny he used to be pretty
The first strike was when ego announced that not only matches are streamed but also their day to day life
Isagi almost threw up
He felt nauseous just the thought of people watching him eat was bad enough but the entire WORLD? he cried himself to sleep that night
Then the next day was the second strike
He put on some shorts
A Dumb thing to do when all of his gained weight went straight to his thighs
He barely had a thigh gap anymore
"Gawd damn isagi" shidou said with his hand on his mouth "those THIGHS they are doing things to me"
Isagi blushed a deep shade of red
It was part shyness and and a huge part him wanting to rip his thigh fat off the bones
"What do you mean?" Isagi asked knowing for a fact that he was gonna regret asking that
"Your thighs are PHAT they are ev-" yup that was everything isagi needed to hear he didn't even listen to what else shidou had to say
That was it this was proof that he let himself go
When he was at his lowest weight no one would even DARE say his thighs were fat even as a compliment
That's it he was gonna start watching how he eats again
Which meant no food till he had access to a scale and a measuring tape
He needed to ask his parents to send him those things
His parents knew about his disordered eating but they always wanted him to be skinny anyways
his mom especially
he had no doubt they would send him the stuff he needed
The next day isagi got to sleep in an extra hour since he didn't need to wake up for breakfast anymore
Then during lunch he opted for extra training by himself
He showed up for dinner just cause that was the only meal where all the players ate together from all teams
It was a grantee to see all his friends from blue lock
He thought things would just be like they were with his ex teammates
They would eat he wouldn't and no one would care or mention it
He was wrong
isagi is NOT used to people commenting on his food intake
Even when he went 30 days straight without eating a single thing. his parents and ex teammates never said anything about it
So when he casually sat down at his usual table with all his friends without bothering to get a trey of food He did not expect bachira to run to the table with an extra trey of food
With nagi and chigiri following behind with 2 treys of food each
"It looked like you were too tired to get your food so I got you a trey" bachira said with a bright smile
Isagi gave him a pitying smile in return
"thank you so much for the thought But I'm on a diet right now so I'm actually good" isagi said with little guilt he knew that his friends had good intentions.
But good intentions weren't gonna burn calories
The cafeteria turned Silent
"What why? " bashira asked
"No real reason really" isagi shrugged a little uncomfortable with the attention on what he's eating or not eating
"Wait so your just not gonna eat dinner?" Chigiri asked with concern in his voice
"I guess?" Isagi was genuinely confused onto why they cared
His own parents and all of his friends before this didn't give 2 shits about him not eating
So why would they?
It made him feel a little fuzzy inside
"Come on how about I feed you the fruits" bachira said in a cheerful voice
Isagi didn't notice the glares that were directed at bachira
Isagi's face was a deep shade of red
"I would actually appreciate that" isagi said in a low voice
He didn't want to eat before he could messure himself but if bachira fed him he could make an exception
He really appreciated the offer and he was slightly hungry and a little dizzy
It actually did feel very nice to be cared for even if it was the smallest gesture like asking about him eating and feeding him
Bachira looked shocked
But so did everyone else in the room
"W-what" chigiri yelled "no no that's cheating"
"Yeah this is unfair" argued all of isagi's friends
"Nope I got consent" bachira then jumped in the seat next to isagi
"Say ahh"
Isagi was hesitant
"As if he'd do something lik-" rin started
"Ahh" isagi said opening his mouth wide
"I want to do that" nagi pulled on reo's sleeve and pointed at isagi
"I already feed you tho?" Reo responded
"No I want isagi to feed me"
"You have plenty to eat already" reo joked
"Augh" nagi whined
Oliver and niko were slightly amused by the situation
They would be a lot more amused if they didn't have to hold barou back from attacking bachira
Nanase was jealous of bachira for a second
But he couldn't dwell on it for too long
he had to hold rin back from going over there and killing bachira
"Shidou can I get help here?" Nanase asked
"no I wanna see this go down" shidou said as he leaned deeper into his seat
Kurona and hiori just bit their lips and sat back watching with no amusement in their eyes just an unsettling feeling in their stomach
Isagi on the other hand was cherishing the moment
The feeling of being loved and cared for
With a lot of effection mixed in there
He was unconsciously smiling
Everyone settled down a little at that
Even they could forgive bachira if it ment isagi being happy
"Um bachira-kun"
"Yes?"
"Your hands are gripping my Thighs"
"Oh my bad ♡" bachira apologized with no sincerity holding his hands up and bolting out of the cafeteria
When people finally processing what happened
They abandoned their food and ran after bachira
They left isagi all alone
Where he let one tear slip cause now bachira knew how fat his thighs actually are