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“Come to my match next week okay?”
Right, soccer match, Bachira. Bachira’s playing, he’s on the field right now. Everything’s so loud, so annoying, can’t think straight. Everything and everyone is too much all at the same time. That person over there has been staring at a girl for a weird amount of time. Pervert. Your wife is right there you old bastard.
That person has been staring at Meguru, my Meguru for a long time now, keep staring and I’ll gauge both your eyes out. The sound of the whistle sounded through the stadium. Oh, the match's done and Meguru won. Ah, that damned cheering… it’s getting louder. Louder. Louder. Too loud. All of you pathetic low lives can only cheer for him, yet he belongs to someone, and that someone is me.
Damn it. No more thinking. No, no more thinking, can’t breathe. Why is everything so loud? So bright? Everything’s blurry yet focused at the same time. Someone to the right is opening a bag of chips, the highschooler to the left is talking so loudly, do they have to smack their lips so much? Shut up all of you, shut up!
Where is Meguru? Why is he taking so long? He should be here by now. I can’t stand being this long away from him, he should be by my side. My hands are fidgeting and suddenly everything feels too warm for my liking. All of a sudden, a voice cuts off my train of thoughts.
“Yo! Let’s head back now, our team just finished with the evaluation and everything… Are you okay? You seem pale…”
“I’m fine, let’s go.”
My voice sounded too snappy for my own liking, but I can’t take this anymore, all these people staring at Meguru. All you lowlives do not deserve him, they do not even deserve to look at him. He belongs to me, and me alone! Meguru must’ve noticed the way my eyes look unfocused, the way that my hands are fidgeting. He suddenly chuckles beside me.
“You’re always so possessive, you know that?”
“I mean, if I’m not saying it’s a bad thing.. I’m saying that I’m the same.”
He looks at me with his twisted grin and full-blown eyes. My rapidly beating heart instantly calms. Ah that’s right, this is why I love him. Love the secretly twisted side he has. Him and that twisted monster inside of him.