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“Sol, please…Listen to me first, pl-“ Clyde begged as he jogged after Sol, trying to grab him.
“Cly, just leave it be. You’re just confused.”
And Clyde never knew a single sentence could break him. How could his subject of affection doubt his feelings for him?
“What do you mean?! I’ve been bisexual for -“
“That’s not what I meant,ano ba yan!” Solace finally faced him, his tears threatening to spill from his pretty eyes.
“Nalilito ka lang. It can’t be me.” He said, emphasizing “Can’t”
“Give me a good reason why then.” He challenged him.
“You-Cly, I’m fucking broken.Hindi mo ba nakikita?Maingay ako, masungit ako, lagi akong puyat, I’m close to failing some of my classes, tanga ako-“
“Mahal kita.”
“-And I’d ruin your image as the achiever! Magiging pabigat lang ako sayo! Tatawanan tayo-“
“Mahal kita.” Clyde interrupted him once again.
Sol can’t help but let out a sob. He’s so frustrated. Bakit ba kasi ang tigas ng nulo nito?
“You won’t be able to handle my mood swings,nakakairita ako, I’m too clingy, and- and – “
“Rias.”
That made him shut up.
“Mahal nga kita, for fucks sake! Wala akong pake sa imahe ko sa iba,ikaw lang yung gusto ko pagtuunan ng pansin.And what if you’re failing your classes? Sol,sa tingin mo di ko nakikita ang sakripisyo mo para lang makakuha ng decente na grades? I don’t care if you're talkative or moody.” Clyde finally sighed.
“Kahit ano pa sabihin mo sa sarili mo,mahal kita.Handa akong ulitin yun ng milyong beses para maintindihan mo lang. Mahal kita,Rias. Handa akong panindigan ka.”
Sol bit the inside of his cheek.Should he really believe him?? Paano kung masaktan lang sya?