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This is the end.
Not the very end, but it surely means that a part of me is dying
All I can say is
Be happy, Ash
You, who found in life the light green you always dreamed about
The smell of fresh grass, lingering on your fingers
The name of this is synesthesia. It means an experience that uses a bunch of senses
I see auras. At this point, I can state that feelings have colors, as beings emit their own aura waves. It happens oftens, but I still do not know if It is a synesthetic thing. Must ask Goh.
Well, to start, I was going to talk about Goh. But it turned out that he came early in the narrative
Weird enough, he came late as a character in my life, however, stayed.
He is still here
I am Ash. It was supposed to be a letter for myself, where I write for myself without being me, but that is difficult.
I even tried to write as if it wasn't me. But it turns out I am still Ash.
I am. Therefore, I had many adventures
I was hurt by some, however, I also learned a lot.
I learned how to adapt to certain situations, even though it was difficult.
Learned that it is okay to be sad and angry. People can feel that way. I can feel that way.
If you feel that way, do not ignore It I discovered that life is, sometimes, sad enough to make you despise it
It can also be beautiful. When you run in the highlands with your best friend, when you open up to discover the world.
So, don't be afraid. You will suffer, just as you will experience happiness. This is something I wished to hear from someone at the age of ten
We are, even, allowed to hate
It is an aspect that now, as a twenty year person, I can experience
Time passes by. You may never be the same, and it is okay. I will never be the same.
It is fine.
Just live to experience how much you will achieve
I still have a lot to do, anyway.
That said, have fun. Also, cry if you want to.
I'm about to get married, can you imagine it?
He is amazing.
You will love him.
In a different way that you imagine love at this point of your life.
He is getting better at petting Pikachu without being toasted.
Such a prodigy, he is.
He is going to be your best friend. I have a lot of friends, as you will, but no one can understand me as Goh does.
Your future will be hella cool.
I know because I am here.