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Pacifica Northwest, the perfect rich girl of the town, the girl who always acted better than every one was now sitting on a log in the woods late at night holding her little pink back pack close to her chest she was in what seemed to be a deep but panicked thought, what was she thinking about…pain the sound of the cracking of a belt, the sound a a ruler hitting skin…and a a ringing bell. That damn ringing bell it echoed in her mind driving her insane.
She shook her head snapping out of the thought and muttered “fuck…” she got her bag unzipped it again and slowly took out 3 bottles indevidually. The bottles were labeled with an RX logo and the names were: meperidine, Fluoxetine, and Diazepam, she unscrew the cap of meperidine and dumped it in her hand watching a few fall onto the ground, she took a deep breath and quickly brought her hand up to her mouth then got the bottle of wine she took from her home and drank until the pills were gone, she did the same with fluoxetine and diazepam but didn’t look down before she took the hand fills of pills.
Now looking down at her shaking hands she took a deep breath and took her note out of her bag and placed it on the ground next to her. She moved off the log and layed on the grass looking up at the stairs and smiles as she was reminded of the girl she bullied so many times “now that stupid star won’t have to deal with me” she whispered to herself. She took a deep breath knowing “this is really how it’s gonna end huh? Not bad…such a beautiful night after all why not die under the stars”
She pulled her gloves off showing the results of years of abuse, on her wrists were many light barely visable scars. She still remembers the first time she was hit with that ruler till she bled, it hurt like hell and she cried so much she went unconscious. She gently traces the scars with her finger “the pain is gonna be over soon I’ll be done with it all…not that anyone will care” she genuinely thought no one cared for her. She thought no one would be sad if she was dead. She took one last deep breath then closed her eyes drifting off into an unconscious state. It was done she had taken her final breath and was now gone from this world.