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° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
“There is no doubt that love is a powerful force that can move mountains and inspire us to be the best versions of ourselves. But, have you ever considered that there is also power in whimsy? Whimsy is the practice of finding joy and delight in the ordinary moments of life, and it has the ability to transform our outlook on life.
When we engage in whimsy, we are giving ourselves permission to find meaning in pure enjoyment. It is the practice of honoring delight for delight's sake, without any ulterior motives or hidden agendas. It is about finding joy in the simple things, like a child's laughter or a beautiful sunset.
For those of us who have endured countless traumas and seen the worst of humanity, whimsy can be a beacon of hope. It allows us to find joy in the midst of chaos and to see love in the darkest of places. It is a reminder that life can still be magical and special, even in the face of adversity.
So, if you're feeling down, why not welcome some whimsy into your life? Take a few well worth risks and allow yourself to indulge in the things that bring you joy. Whether it's dancing in the rain or singing at the top of your lungs, there is no denying that whimsy can be a powerful force for good.
In the end, you can't have a truly happy life without a little whimsy. So, embrace the joy and let yourself be swept away by the magic of love and whimsy.” -Oda Sakunosuke
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
1.
Seeing him talk all about it seemed to just sink in.
Watching Chuuya talk about his passions always made Dazai feel like they was witnessing something truly magical. It was like watching a spark of whimsy light up within him, illuminated by that beautiful smile that never failed to make Dazai’s heart skip a beat.
There were moments in Dazai’s life where he felt a surge of emotions that he couldn't contain. The feeling of being genuinely happy and in love with Chuuya was something that he couldn't describe with words. It was a subtle feeling, yet an incredibly powerful one. when Dazai experienced such enchanting moments of love and happiness with Chuuya.
The way he looked at Dazai with his eyes shining so bright, and whispered words of love that sent shivers down Dazai's spine. It was a moment that Dazai would never forget and one that reminded him just how lucky he was to have Chuuya in his life.
It was a whimsical feeling that took Dazai on a euphoric ride, and he couldn't get enough of it. He felt alive, and the world around him felt more vibrant and beautiful. In those moments, he found himself smiling from ear to ear, and his heart beating faster than ever before.
But it wasn't a one-way street. Chuuya reciprocated Dazai's feelings, and that was all it took to make Dazai feel over the moon. When Chuuya shared Dazai's feeling of being genuinely happy and in love, it was etched in Dazai's heart forever.
It was moments like these that brought so much joy to Dazai's life, and he cherished every one of them. They were his source of happiness and his reason to wake up every morning.
In those moments, Dazai felt his love for Chuuya growing stronger and deeper than ever before. The way Chuuya's eyes sparkled with excitement, the animated gestures of his arms, and the pure joy he emanated when he spoke about the things he loved - it was all so captivating to Dazai.
But what made him feel the happiest was when Chuuya would catch his eye and smile, as if he was happy just to have Dazai by his side.
The way he looks over at Dazai, happy that they're listening. That him, Dazai Osamu, is listening, Osamu.
It was a feeling that no words could truly describe, but in that moment, Dazai knew that he was in love with Chuuya and that he wanted to be by his side forever.
Yes, he admits they don’t know, let alone heard about, this before now. And that they don’t understand most of, if any of it. But Dazai understands that it makes Chuuya happy to speak of. So to see him content, Dazai will listen and learn to understand it. To understand Chuuya better. To understand what he loves.
To learn about Chuuya, from him, and with him.
So for now, he’ll lay in bed with Chuuyas head on their lap and running their fingers through Chuuyas hair just to listen to his voice while you rant. To see Chuuyas oh so sweet expressions on his face. And to memorize where his freckles are. To exist with Chuuya.
Dazai will stay and learn to love all of Chuuya, and he’ll do so with a sense of whimsy and joy. Even amidst the chaos or “bad”, Dazai will make sure to find the silver lining and adore him for it. Chuuya is beautiful and terrible, but when he laughs about something silly, he brings out the best in Dazai. He can’t help but join in, and there’s nothing better than seeing someone you love grin and laugh with no regard to how others could perceive them. They will be right next to him, basking in the pure joy of the moment, and he’ll stay here, loving Chuuya forever and ever.
Chuuya is beautiful and terrible and yet he still is the most irreplaceable part of Dazai’s life. They promised to stay with Chuuya and learn to love all of him, the good and the bad. With love in their heart and a whimsical spirit, he felt ready to take on the world with the love of his life by their side.
He’ll be next to Chuuya just hear his laugh about something so very stupid, and theyll join in. What’s better than seeing someone you love grin and laugh with no regard to how others could perceive them.
Dazai would do things he doesn't care about since he knows Chuuya cares. And Dazai cares about Chuuyas happiness. He doesn’t need another reason to do so other than “I get to see you happy, Chuuya, and that’s enough”
To see Chuuya pass a mirror and scrunch his face while he messes with his hair for a bit before shrugging and continuing with his day.
To live in the same house and to hear Chuuya’s humming as he reads a book. Chuuya singing for no one but himself. And Dazai gets the blessing to experience it. No one there to hear it but Chuuya, and now Dazai. Stopping their current task to be there truly in the moment. Not saying anything to Chuuya or making themself known because it’s Chuuyas moment. Chuuya’s time to do what he enjoys just to listen to it. And Dazai knew that he just needed to listen, nothing more.
This gift that words can’t express of being lucky enough to hear Chuuya being himself, to live with him, to even meet him, to love Chuuya, to love with Chuuya.
Until the humming fades out and the outside world comes back and all Dazai can do is continue what he was doing earlier. Softly smiling to himself on how domestic this is. Knowing that this is why he loves Chuuya.
The feeling when Chuuya does something so stupidly silly but Dazais first thought is “I love you”. It could be a small gesture, but his first thought is “yeah, this is why I love this human”
Ever since Dazai can remember he’s been searching for the big why. “Why am I here on earth? What is my purpose?” But then Dazai kisses his partner on the forehead and guides Atsushi in the right direction even by a bit, and Dazai thinks that’s enough purpose.
Each day Dazai wakes up trying to find how to live with himself. And now they know why, to experience this. Even if this thought is brief, it’s here now.
“And isn’t that wonderful?” Dazai accidentally whispered out loud.
Chuuya paused to look at Dazai expectantly. “Hmm? You said something?”
“I’ll tell you later, continue” the softness in their voice is foreign to himself. But it’s nice. Oh so nice.
“Okay, so that’s when-“ and Chuuya continues not worrying about work or tomorrow..
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
2.
As the search continues, they feel a sense of accomplishment; seeing how high they can climb is a real treat. They arrived back to their favorite tallest tree, and sat at the top side by side. Watching the sunset reflect on the glistening lake.
At the top, they stopped to admire their accomplishments. The view from the top of the tree was breathtaking, and Dazai knew he wanted to capture it forever. He quickly grabbed his camera and started taking even more pictures from every angle.
Chuuya still had his camera on him, so they both took turns snapping photos of each other on different branches of the tree. After taking enough pictures for now, they both admired the scenery.
From the top, they both agreed they would never forget the moment they shared. Dazai looked down at their watch and realized how quickly time had flown by without either halves of Soukoku noticing.
They would exchange banter, laugh, talk, and just enjoy each other's company. Then, they descended each tree with the same enthusiasm they had when climbing up. Finally, they moved on to the next adventure. They would walk away feeling re-energized and ready for whatever challenge life throws their way. This was their way of connecting and cherishing their moments together.
So high in the air, they both appreciated nature's beauty and the power of their partnership. There was no limit to what they could achieve together. Taking a deep breath, they vowed to never forget the lessons they had learned. They also vowed to keep the fire of their partnership burning for many more years.
Finally, after hours of climbing, they’ve filled their album with photos taken from each tree they climbed. They admired the landscape beauty from their treetop vantage points. They were exhausted but satisfied with the day's work. They enjoyed the adventure and felt proud of their accomplishments. They vowed to come back to the same spot one day.
As night falls, they both look back on all they have accomplished that day. Chuuya smiles proudly at all the photos in our album. They have a newfound appreciation for the beauty of nature, and a deeper understanding of the importance of preserving it. It is a moment of pure joy, and they are grateful for this special experience.
They hugged each other and said goodbye, promising to meet again soon. Dazai waved as they left and watched Chuuya walk away. They both knew that no matter what, they'd always have each other's back. Chuuya turned around one last time and gave a small smile before turning the corner and disappearing from sight. Dazai sighed and turned away, feeling a pang of sadness that was quickly replaced with a feeling of warmth and comfort. He knew they would see each other soon.
Dazai knows he has found something special with Chuuya at this moment on the highest point of a tree. From then on, climbing trees became a tradition for them - a way to remind them of how precious life is and how fleeting it is. Every time they climbed a tree, they would take a moment to appreciate how far they'd come and how much they meant to each other. They would look out at the world, and feel grateful for what they had. It became a symbol of their bond - one that will never be broken.
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
3.
The tranquil atmosphere of the night is enveloping Dazai and Chuuya as they lie here on the couch together. The soft rustle of leaves and the gentle breeze coming their way from the window left ajar added to the peacefulness surrounding them.
There is something about the stillness of the night that seems to amplify their connection, deepening the bond between them. Their breathing synchronizes, and time seems to come to a standstill as they lay there together, caught up in the moment. They both felt a profound peace, a connection unlike anything they had ever experienced before. It was in that moment that they knew this was real, and that their love would never wane, and that their love would last forever.
He can't help but feel grateful for this moment as he lays next to his partner, Chuuya. He yearns to pull Chuuya close, to feel the warmth of his body against his own and bask in the tranquility of their embrace.
However, despite the wholesome atmosphere, Dazai can't seem to find a comfortable position under the blanket provided. His lanky frame dwarfs the blanket, and he can't shake the feeling that his movements may disturb his partner's peaceful slumber.
The thought leaves him feeling uneasy, but he can't help admiring how serene and beautiful Chuuya looks with his eyes closed and breathing softly.
Dazai finds solace in Chuuya's peacefulness and feels his weary soul slowly being healed. The tranquility of the moment is almost too much to bear. Sharing this moment of peace with his partner fills him with a feeling of gratitude.
Despite his discomfort, Dazai remains still, wanting to savor every moment of this wholesome experience with his partner. As he gazes at Chuuya's serene face, he feels his own worries and concerns slowly fading away, replaced by a sense of peace and contentment. Truly, there is nothing more tranquil than sharing a moment of quiet with someone you love.
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
4.
Dazai would always talk about random topics, what he liked and disliked, and what he thought about something. He always had something to say and it was always interesting to listen to Dazai. His enthusiasm and energy was contagious and it was hard for anyone to not be influenced by it.
Chuuya, though, would always make it seem like he's annoyed by it. "I thought you don't like bookmarks? The fuck is that then?" Chuuya said, raising an eyebrow. He pointed at the vibrant card sticking out of Dazai's usual book.
Dazai chuckled and replied, "I don't like bookmarks, but I love the idea of them. They make me feel like I'm part of something broader and that I'm not alone in this world." Chuuya smiled and nodded in acknowledgement.
Then Dazai chimed in, disrupting the moment “I knew it~," a smug look painting his face. "You act like you're not listening when I ramble, but you do, don't you Chibikko~?"
Chuuya rolled his eyes. "Oi, don't call me Chibiko.” Turning away, looking bashful, he continues “No."
"You're a terrible liar." Busted.
"And you're stupid," Chuuya said flustered. Dazai just laughed in response.
Dazai's eyes softened with a fondness he hadn't known he had. He stepped closer to Chuuya, pressing their foreheads together. "That's why I love you," he whispered.
Chuuya rolled his eyes but couldn't hide the fondness in his expression. "fine, maybe I do," he admitted. Dazai just laughed, a bright and happy sound, and Chuuya knew he was glad to be by his side. He reached out and grabbed Dazai's hand, squeezing it gently 3 times. Chuuya felt a warmth in his chest, and he couldn't help but smile. He knew, without a doubt, that he was exactly where he wanted to be. Dazai gave his hand 4 squeezes in return, and the two continued reading together, hand-in-hand.
The sun was setting, and the shadows of the trees slowly crept up on them. They finished the book, and sat in comfortable silence, content with each other's presence. They knew they had something special, something that could never be replaced.
They looked out at the horizon, and the fading light of the sun, and knew this moment was one they would never forget. They embraced each other, and the feeling of love surrounded them. They had found something that was truly theirs.
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
5.
Rain is a nuisance for most people. It ruins plans and makes going outside unpleasant. However, rain brings joy and wonder to Dazai and Chuuya. They love the way it feels on their skin and the sound it makes as it hits the ground. The sound of the rain can be calming and help them to relax and reflect. It gives them a chance to pause and appreciate the beauty of life. The rain is a symbol of hope and resilience, reminding them that they will get through any challenge. Soukoku loves experiencing the joy the rain brings and what it means for them. The rain lets out their inner peace and allows them to enjoy life to the fullest. It also serves as a metaphor for how they can find joy in life even in the midst of difficult times. The rain is a reminder that, no matter what, there is always something to be appreciated.
For Dazai and Chuuya, the rain is a thing of beauty. They revel in the way it makes everything look fresh and new. The rain washes away the dirt and grime of the city, leaving everything shiny and pure. They love the way the raindrops catch the light, creating a sparkling and magical effect. The rain reminds them of the beauty in the world.
They also enjoy the way the rain smells. The fresh scent of the rain is exhilarating and invigorating. It fills their lungs and makes them feel alive. They love the way the rain makes everything smell fresh and clean. The rain serves as a sensory experience that they savor every chance they get. The thunder and the rain only add to the joy they feel. They love the way thunder rumbles through their bodies. They love the way the raindrops pelt their skin, creating a sensation that is both exhilarating and soothing. For them, dancing in the rain is a moment of pure bliss. In addition, the rain is a source of comfort for Dazai and Chuuya. They feel safe and secure when they are in the rain. They love the way it envelops them, shielding them from the outside world. The rain is a refuge for them, a place where they can let their guard down and be themselves. A rarity in their life in the Port Mafia.
For Soukoku dancing in the rain is a pure expression of joy. They don't care about getting wet or ruining their clothes. They just want to enjoy the moment and each other's company. Dancing in the rain is a way for them to let loose and be free. They laugh and smile, completely unaware of the world around them.
They savor every second they have together, content in the knowledge that they can always come back to this moment. Dancing in the rain shows off the beauty of life and the importance of cherishing every moment. The rain is a symbol of hope and happiness.
Living in the moment is a concept that Dazai particularly struggles with. It's easy for them to get caught up in the past or worry about the past and future. But for Soukoku right now, living in this moment is second nature.
Chuuya and Dazai learn to appreciate the present moment and find peace in their everyday lives. This leads to a deeper understanding of themselves and each other, and ultimately strengthens their bond. This newfound connection allows them to experience something they hadn't felt before; a sense of belonging and contentment.
This moment is everything. They don't worry about what happened in the past or what might happen in the future. They focus solely on the present and the joy that can be found in it. They are completely present in the moment, aware of every sensation and emotion. This way of living allows them to be truly alive and experience life to its fullest. They are able to take in every moment and appreciate life. This outlook on life has been a source of strength and inspiration for them both.
They don't take each other for granted and cherish every second they have together. They know that life is short and that every moment is precious. Living in the moment is a way for them to make the most of their time together.
In addition, living in the moment allows them to let go of their worries and fears. They don't worry about the future or what might happen. They focus solely on the present and the joy that can be found in it. Living in the moment is a way for them to find peace and happiness in the midst of chaos and uncertainty.
It helps them to be more accepting and tolerant of their current circumstances, and to not be so hard on themselves. They learn to be mindful and appreciate the simple things in life. It also helps them be more resilient and better equipped to handle difficult situations.
The impermanence of life also reminds them to live in the moment and make the most of their time together. They know that life is short and that every moment is precious. They don't take each other for granted and cherish every second they have together. The impermanence of life is a reminder of the beauty and fragility of existence.
Life's impermanence is both beautiful and tragic. They know that the moment will eventually end and that they will have to return to reality. But they also know that the moment is beautiful precisely because it is fleeting. They savor every second they have together, knowing it will soon be over.
The rain may eventually stop, but the memory of that moment will live on forever.
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡
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"I'm so happy right now. I don't want our time together to pass me by," Chuuya said, a touch of whimsy in his voice.
"Neither do I," Dazai murmured, his warm breath tickling Chuuyas neck.
They soon drifted into a blissful sleep, arms wrapped around each other, without a care for anything else. As long as they are together, nothing else matters but each other. The feeling of love enveloped Soukoku, making them forget the world outside.
He later woke up to the sound of a soft voice. "Good morning Chuuya, how did you sleep?" Dazai asked him, his warm tone comforting Chuuya. And fuck, someone cares that much about me that they want to know how I was while unconscious. It was a feeling Chuuya never knew existed before knowing Dazai, a feeling of being loved unconditionally.
"I'm so happy right now too. I don't want our time together to pass me by," Chuuya said, his voice filled with whimsy and joy.
"Neither do I," Dazai murmured, his words as warm as his embrace.
They soon drifted into a blissful sleep, arms wrapped around each other, without a care for anything else. As long as they are together, nothing else matters but each other. The love that they share is so pure and real, it fills every moment with warmth and happiness.
Osamu...I love him so much...I could die right now. Even though he's stupid, cunning, and can be childish, my love for him is unwavering. It's a love that defies logic and explanation, and yet it's totally real. It's something that cannot be explained in words, but only felt in the depths of my heart .
Chuuya never knew that love could be this powerful and consuming. It's a feeling that fills him with warmth and joy every single day.
The next morning, as he woke up to the sound of Dazai voice, he couldn't help but smile. Chuuya saw his face, peaceful and content in his sleep. "Good morning Chuuya, how did you sleep?" They asked, his voice as warm as the morning sun.
It was amazing to wake up to someone who cared about him so much, someone who always had a kind word to say and a warm embrace to give.
And fuck, someone cares that much about Chuuya that they want to know how he was while unconscious. Chuuyas heart swelled with love and gratitude, knowing that he had finally found someone who loved him unconditionally.
And in that moment, Chuuya knew that he was truly blessed to have someone who cared about him so deeply. Someone who loved him in spite of his flaws and imperfections. Someone who made Chuuya feel alive and whole. It was a love that was beyond words, and he knew that he would cherish it for the rest of his life.
It's a feeling of immense love and gratitude that fills Chuuyas heart, something that he never wants to take for granted. With Osamu by Chuuyas side, every moment is filled with love and warmth.
° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ₒ 𐐪𐑂 ♡ 𐐪𐑂 ° 𐐪𐑂 ♡