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I recommend listening to "Remember my name" by Mitski while reading this.
They say the third time is the lucky change.but it wasn't mine, I ripped burned and even swallowed that page a million times before I got the real courage. Courage to face everything I went through and felt and to turn my feelings into words.
And just remember myself that I am a real person whose soul has been shattered by so many others.
Just remember that I'm saying all this to you for a reason and ,that I'm not writing everything I've lived for nothing.
Just remember that there is someone who cares about you even if you don't know it.
Just remember that your biggest dreams and worst nighmares have meaning and if there's something in your head that's been bothering you has a meaning
Just remember that if no one believes in you, at least you believe in yourself and that never occured to me.
And lastly just remember, this is not advice it is a warning.