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Trans* Ghost headcanons
Backstory:
Cis Simon Riley was his twin brother and Ghost would go by 'Riley' when he was younger because his birth name was too feminine. He would very often be confused with Simon due to the physical resemblance and so he became attached to the name, even though it's actually his brother's. Would respond to the name 'Simon' regardless but it stopped when puberty hit and he no longer resembled his twin. After transitioning, he changed his name to a male one and then changed it again to Simon once his brother passed away. Sometimes he feels guilty for stealing his brother's name and identity (anyone doing a background check on him assumes he's the Simon at birth) but he does feel like the name was meant for him. Part of the reason behind the mask is because of the grief he feels when he looks in the mirror and sees his twin.
SFW headcanons:
-Used to be very scrawny when he was younger, so he works out a lot to maintain his muscles, otherwise, he feels insecure. He's especially proud of his chest muscles and enjoys wearing compression shirts to show off his physique.
-Prefers a smaller significant other, he's uncomfortable with people larger than himself and will unconsciously compete with them. Has trouble getting along with Konig because of that and kind of feels bad about it because it's not Konig's fault.
-Loves that he's the biggest in the 141 and with the lowest voice, it's very satisfying for him.
-Felt an electrifying happiness the first time he yelled on the field and the other soldiers obeyed immediately. It was the first time he realised how deep his voice had gotten. He still struggles to understand that sometimes.
-Loves the fraternity between soldiers. Was initially annoyed at Soap's assumed closeness with him because he's not used to intimacy, but secretly liked having a brother.
-Loves when his teammates adopt the ghost mask, he likes to feel that other men look up to him.
-Has moments of paranoia sometimes when people stare at him for too long. For a moment he worries that they've clocked him, even though he knows he passes excellently.
-Used to inject T until there was a rumour going around that he was abusing substances. Didn't want to get in trouble with higher-ups or find himself outted, so he relocated to another base and began using T in gel form.
-Enjoys traditional masculinity, likes the instance where he gets to defend women and intimidate men. Part of the reason why he joined the army was because he enjoyed embodying the figure of the protector. May seem cold on the outside, but secretly has a soft spot for helpless people and animals.
-Can find it difficult to let go of gender roles. With a female SO, he'll insist on being the big spoon or doing the heavy lifting etc., and will not hear otherwise.
NSFW headcanons:
-Picks a large, uncomfortable strap-on to use on his partners. Likes to see them struggle to take it, gives him a massive sense of euphoria. Can ruin them for hours with it.
-Likes to sneak up on partners unexpectedly and penetrate, with his fingers or the strap. It makes him feel good that he can dominate at any moment.
-Hard top, does not like to be touched down there. Giving is more pleasurable for him and might just walk off after his partner finishes.
-Likes receiving head on his strap, doesn't matter that it's not real. If you ask about it, he'll tell you it's pleasurable for him regardless, even if you wouldn't understand. If you become curious about it, he'll respond by pushing your head down and making you gag with his thrusts.
-Was surprised to discover he has a breeding kink. He has a fantasy for AFAB partners where he withholds their birth control pills until they've 'earned it' through good behaviour.
-Finds female partners more accepting of the way he is, but still very rarely has sexual encounters out of fear that the person he's interested in will not be receptive. Used to have very one-sided relationships as a result where only his partner would be pleasured because he was afraid of removing his clothes. It'll take time and care for him to really open up.