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Crying and Screaming could be heard in the basement of the orphanage. A young boy was in a black chair with restraints to stop him from moving even the slightest.
the boy cried useless tears
tears that he always felt and seemed too used to.
“Nothing again” … “So useless..” a man with red eyes and silver hair said
“Maybe we should try something new” he looked up from the small monitors to look at the young boy.
the young boy widened his eyes in fear and begged.
“Please... I don’t want anymore…” “Please..” more tears began to fall on his pale face.
“ah~ I’m afraid I’m not finished” the silver-haired man grinned
The man walked up towards the boy and put a blindfold on him tightly then something that resembled headphones with a cord that connected to something.
the boy was trembling from fear and exhaustion.
the last thing he would ever hear would be
“Please do try not to scream so loudly”
then he heard a high-pitched noise it was loud then it got louder and louder and louder…
too loud
he couldn't hear anything
nothing
Then he found himself back in his cell, his cage, his prison… his home
He cried but he only knew he cried when he felt liquid fall onto the palm of his hand. He felt tired and he just wanted a break he wanted to sleep. Then after minutes, days, weeks, months, and years, he was dragged outside of the orphanage and then left outside the gate. He wasn't dumb he acted like it though he acted like he didn't understand.
but he did he had understood everything
he learned
at least and he learned a lot.
He wishes he didn't have tho
after years of not hearing anything anymore, he learned things and soon it became just an instinct or an ability for him to live. He wondered why he should live but he didn't want to suffer he didn't he didn't want to suffer like he had back then.
so he promised himself he would survive or at least try his very best to survive.
and when he meant by survive he didn't mean dragging somebody out of a river that they were drowning in.
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everything came together so quickly he wouldn't believe it if it hadn't happened. He couldn't read lips until the headmaster smashed his head against a wall and wrote words or letters down and said it with his mouth. So when he met his co-workers Dazai and Kunikida he could somewhat know what they were saying and he tried to say he couldn't hear but the blonde looked like he was screaming even more at him.
After a chaotic night, he just wanted to sleep and so when he woke up in a warehouse with people surrounding him he laid back down to go to sleep.
He was too tired to deal with anything