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on January 31, SinB was told by her mother that she would be betrothed to someone, SinB, who heard that, felt frustrated when her parents wanted to set her up with a girl named Umji. Especially when she refused to beg in front of her parents but to no avail, they will still match SinB with Umji.
Her father always talked about how good and perfect Umji was even SinB was tired of hearing her father's words, SinB didn't care if Umji was 'as good' and 'perfect' as that, most importantly she didn't want to marry Umji. She loved someone else especially she was in a relationship with a man named Jaehyun, why did she have to marry Umji, who incidentally is a woman?
at night, SinB goes to the living room with a beautiful and elegant black dress. They will talk about the matchmaking with her future life partner,
SinB froze when she saw Umji, the girl is wearing a black suit that suits her very well, black hair, beautiful eyes, and pretty lips, nice body, Umji is like everyone's ideal type.
SinB sat on the sofa with a flat and cold face, she glared at Umji as if giving a sign she didn't want this match,
After a while talking about matchmaking, their wedding will be held in August. SinB only has 6 months to prepare herself,
She immediately got up and went into her room, she slammed the door roughly even everyone could hear the loud slam, SinB's father frowned when SinB did that.
SinB's mother immediately apologized with a sad face and felt guilty about SinB's rude attitude, "I apologize for SinB's rudeness"
Umji's father shook his head, "It's okay, I know this is too sudden, maybe she's not ready to get married," Umji's father said, the way Umji's father spoke was soft and didn't even sound angry with what happened.
Umji looked at SinB's bedroom door, she knew that SinB didn't want this match but her parents might force SinB to accept this match.
She felt guilty about what happened, their arranged marriage was based on coercion from their respective parents, even Umji had refused but her mother tried to convince her.
She wonders how their marriage will work when neither of them has feelings for the other
SinB who was in the room sitting on the bed, she ruffled her hair feeling frustrated with what happened, she really hates this matchmaking. If she could, she might have killed herself right then and there.
the tears that SinB was trying to hold back finally came out, SinB cried while curling up on the bed, "why? why?!" SinB asked in a loud voice, she was frustrated with everything. She knew that they could hear what she said from outside the room,
SinB just wants to be with the person she loves, but now she's even stuck in a match she doesn't want. She cries silently, no one can hear if she's crying.
She always thought that her parents understood her feelings best, but she was wrong. They were the ones who didn't understand her true feelings,
SinB took her cellphone and immediately called her friend Eunha, "Eunha unnie.." SinB's voice was shaking, she still didn't stop crying, hearing SinB's voice shaking through the phone Eunha felt worried about the girl's current state
"What happened to you?" asked Eunha worried, SinB didn't answer her question, she could only hear the girl sobbing making her even more worried
"u-u-unnie.. I-I don't want to get arranged.." SinB replied with a trembling voice, she couldn't stop herself from crying and that made Eunha even more worried
"SinB... you're not trying to reject the match?" Eunha asked, Eunha's question made SinB annoyed, she didn't expect that Eunha would ask that if Eunha were her, that girl would have known how she refused the match to the point of begging like someone who begs forgiveness in front of the king
SinB turned off the phone rudely, Eunha was surprised when SinB turned off the phone, there she realized that her question made SinB misunderstand her true intentions, SinB put her cell phone on the bedside table and turned her back to the bedside table
Eunha tried to call SinB again, but the girl didn't answer her call at all. SinB closed her eyes, she could hear the sound of the phone ringing yet she didn't try to pick it up
her eyes became heavy, she felt tired after crying, in the end she fell asleep with her cheeks wet after crying