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You were my love
You were my courage
You were what kept me from leaving
You shared in my grief
You were the fun killer
You understood my pain
You were the one who taught me
I thought you were what I wanted
I thought people would walk all over me without you
I thought that I would lose control again
I thought he’d be there forever
I thought you were an authority
I thought I needed to be mature for you
I thought I knew everything
I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong
I was wrong
I found who you pointed me to
I don’t need someone else to help me let out my voice anymore
The entire time I lived I never lost my control
He was gone and I didn’t know what to do
You were a friend
It’s fine for me to be a kid sometimes
There are still things I can’t hope to understand
You left
You left
You left
You left
You left
You left
It shouldn’t have come to that
They gave me back those headphones I made you
I left before you did and I’m still not sure if I regret it
It felt like the day after I got over him there was something else to cry about
I can’t think about you and her at the same time, just one or the other
No one can hug me when I cry like you did
What you did teach me was sacrifice
I love you
I miss you
I love you
I love you
I miss you
I love you
I miss you
There’s a hole where you used to be.
I’m waiting
They’re waiting
They’re waiting
I’m waiting
We’re waiting
I’m waiting
We’re waiting
For the day you put the bandage on it.