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Jong is a poor soul with no one. Only one he has for himself is his son, Taeoh. But he has no means to bring up Taeoh. So, with a heavy heart he take the decision to give his little precious son to his other parent.
Deep down Jongin knows that one day Taeoh will hate him for this thing that he is going to do, but does he have another choice? Jongin rather face the wrath of his own child than seeing him face difficulties. He want his little gem to live a comfortable life with all the riches in the world. Isn’t it better than living with a failure of a father like him? If Taeoh to live with Jongin, will Taeoh be able to be the great man he is destined to be? He is only human, all Jongin hope for his own son’s wellness. Can you blame the heart of a poor father who faced all the misfortunes within the few years that he lived?
Even after this time, Jongin can only provide this flimsy blanket. Jongin so carefully wrap his son in the blanket, hoping it provide necessary warmth for his little one. For the last time he wanted to held his son, to give him love that the little one deserve. So jongin kissed Taeoh’s little plump cheeks. The soft cheeks that Jongin going to miss thereafter.
Jongin get on the bus and ride to the affluent side of the town, where the wealthy reside, and where the scum of the city try to avoid. He knows where Taeoh’s other father resides.
After reaching the residence of mighty Oh Sehun, he carefully let down the little child, kiss his cheeks for a one last time and said the hardest goodbye in the world. Then he ring the bell and rand away to the little bush near the door.
Sehun’s POV
I was reading a progress report of marketing department, when a maid came running inside the office room and said, there is a child in front of my gate. I don’t get these people, if they can’t care for their child they should put them for adoption or give it to an orphanage, did they think my home as an orphanage? Well, I have a reputation of a playboy, but I’m not heartless. So I decide to take the little child in to my house, until I give him to the police to find the child’s parents. I came outside to find a sleepy little baby boy, who wrapped in a thin blanket. He seems small, even smaller than my hand. My heart swells just by seeing the little vulnerable creature, he doesn’t know he was just abandoned by his parents. I took the little one in to my arms and went inside, then I asked my butler Mr. Lee to ready my vehicle to go the police station. Then at once I saw a little note inside his baby jacket pocket; it says,
Dear papa,
I'm your son. Please look after me because my appa isn't capable of that at the current movement, by the way I'm Oh Taeoh, and I was born on 22nd Feb 2023.
This is the most ridiculous thing I ever had heard, how could I be the father of this child, nonsense. I have had my fair share of one night stands, but I always used protection. Maybe his father is not me, my name is not mentioned in the letter. But when I see him I feel some weird connection with him, I feel the urge to protect him, and maybe he is my son, who knows?
FEW HOURS LATER AT THE POLICE STATION
“Officer, how much I have to tell you to convince that this child is not mine?” I asked the officer, he keep saying I should prove that I’m not his father.
“You just have to do the DNA test, that’s only. Unless you prove that you are not his father. His responsibility is yours” The officer again starts to explain. This is getting on my nerve.
“This is ridiculous, I found a child in front of my home and now you ask me to do a paternity test to prove that I’m not his father”
“But it is the procedure Mr. Oh, there is no point of arguing with me mister, just do the test“ ohhhh Blahh blahh blahh,his crazy procedures “As far as I know it takes more than 1 week to obtain results from a paternity test, until we obtain the test results where will he stay? “I asked. “Of course with you Mr. Oh “this is too much. It seems like I have to take Taeoh back home and half an hour later I come back with a sleeping Taeoh in my arms.
Jongin’s POV
I came back to my apartment, it feels so empty. I felt tears rolling down my cheeks, I miss my little boy so much. Why does it hurt so much? Why it is so unfair? I thought I would be happy after giving him a big house, but I’m not. I should go back and take my Taeoh home. Now I’m running down my street to reach the bus stop, then get on to the 1st bus that came, As I reach the Oh mansion I felt so uneasy, my hands keep shaking. With those shaky hands I ring the bell on the all, for the 2nd time, this time to take what I left here…….
After second ring the maid came and asked me why I’m there, I felt like my brain is not working correctly or my lip muscles don’t move anymore , after much effort I gather some words to say, “ I came here to meet Mr. Oh “
Them after much persuasion, here I’m standing in front of Mr. Oh.
I feel vulnerable, I can’t look into his face.
With my head turned down, I said,
“I came here to take my Taeoh back, Mr. Oh”
“If you want him back, then why did you leave him in front of my gate?” came directly from his mouth.
I didn’t say anything. I just remain as I was before, with head turn down with glassy eyes my head is working very fast to make a reasonable answer.
What should I tell? Should I tell the truth? Suddenly my lips start to talk;
“It was a mistake Mr. Oh
Please pardon me….. I’m here to take him back, I can’t live without him, please sir, please
I didn’t know this is your home, I thought this as another one’s home, He is not your son sir, and I was mistaken” I said in a one breath.
“If he is not mine why did you pull out such a stunt? I have no plans of keeping him, so take your filthy bastard out of my house, think you are lucky , because I’m not going to sue , If something like this happen again don’t ask me for mercy, did you understand?”
I nod my head vehemently, then a maid hand me over my little man. I don’t know why I did it, I felt it is the right thing to do at that moment.
I came out of his mansion as fast as I can.Because I felt Mr. Oh’s keen eyes observe my every single move.
SEHUN’S POV
Next day morning, at Sehun’s office
What did happen yesterday? I felt something fishy.
That is why, I called my head of security and ask for that man’s profile;
Name: Kim Jongin
D.O.B: 12.01.1994
Family: - No known records
Education: Middle school Graduate
Occupation: part time cleaner at sunshine café
Part time helper at a convenience store
A milkman
Social service No. : 1256362
Managing 3 jobs while looking after a little child, impressive
Hamm… here it doesn’t have any record of him having a child, maybe he came for money that is for sure. I knew, how would I be that boy’s father, I will not seek pleasure from such a man, He might be a robber, who knows? I hope he will keep his promise, not to enter into my vision again.
But why do I feel like I know him?
SEHUN’S POV
But why do I feel like I know him? Why do I feel like I want to know about Jongin? Maybe he was a junior at my school or college or something.
Why does it feels so empty in my house after giving that little child to Jongin?
Taeoh spent less than half a day with me, still I miss him so bad. I keep remembering his tiny giggles and cries. The way he slept in my arms, I can’t forget that in a million years. I am mesmerized by Taeoh.
I should have adopted him even though he isn’t my child. I know how precious a child is.
FLASHBACK
“Hello, I… I aborted it, sehun. I can’t have a child right now. I have a future in front me, child would destroy it. I know how much you adore a little one, but I’m sorry, this is not the right time.”
“Is that all you got to say after killing my innocent child, Hana? You know I thought you were a nice woman. Thanks for showing me your true colors, I don’t think we can be together after this, we shall jut be friends, our relationship is over.”
I never thought she would abort our child. Can we say our child? She said “It”. My head is a mess. I should go to a club and get lost.
Inside the club
“Sehun, stop drinking man, you already drank too much, and for your notice, drinking doesn’t solve problems”
“Says a man who didn’t drink ,what the fuck channie, I’m here to get lost, so let me enjoy the night man, look at the stage man, look at that beauty, his hips moving like crazy. OH….. I should ask for him man, I can’t control myself. I want him inside a room.”
“Wow, sehun I didn’t know you can be such a pervert. Come let’s go home. You are drunk.”
“Ahhhh………. JUST GET LOST BLOODY MORON”
“Ok, I’ll leave you, but don’t complain me tomorrow about hangover and all, and please don’t do any foolish things. You got me buddy? Are we cool? Inform me when you reach home”
“Yeah Cool, Just get lost”
Flashback off
I can’t focus on what my PA is saying.
Jongin and his child appear in my mind. I feel like I know him, I should do a deep background check on him.
I dialed Tao’s number, he is the man for this kind of job. Any information on anyone. In this world sometimes we have to do dirty things, Tao is the one who do the dirty works for me. He is an expert hacker and have access to underworld. He never disappointed me.
“Hey buddy, what’s up man? “
“Nothing much sehunaaa, how about you CEO Oh?”
“Stop saying that Tao, you know that I’m not interested in this, my passion is dancing.
Anyway I have a job for you, I want some information about a person, and can you do it for me?”
“You know, you just have tell me a name and what do you want. Who is it this time? Let me guess, is it Luhan, CEO of shanghai International, or Junmyon of Kim Industries? So what is your plan this time? What kind of dirty information do you need? Their mistresses, children? Dirty deals? You called the right man for the course, buddy.”
“Woo……… Tao let’s slow down a bit, it is none of them.
I want to know about Kim Jongin.”
“What kind of person is that? I’m sure he is not from business world. I haven’t heard his name before.”
Tell me what do you want to know? “
“I want to know everything about him, his family, his friends, and his home anything regarding him. Just do it by yourself, I don’t want your men following him or stalking him 24\7.”
“Ok, ok. His profile will be on your desk tomorrow”
“Mmm… Thanks buddy,”
“Sehun, I think you know that everything has a price”
“Yeah… I know it better than you do. I already transferred some money into your account”
“Then consider your work is already done, I’ll meet you for tomorrow lunch. See yaa”
“See you”
Jongin’s pov
Today I didn’t go to sunshine café. Taeoh choose the last minute to cry. I had to coo him to sleep, it took about 15 minutes for Taeoh to calm down. Now he is sleeping soundly on the bed. I hope he won’t start crying again. Normally he sleep through the day. Maybe he is still uncomfortable of yesterday’s happenings. Life is hard, but I have to live for my baby. I don’t want him to suffer like me.
FLASHBACK
“Umma, I’m scared. Please, please take me out of this dark room.”
I said again. It’s been very long since my umma locked me inside this room. She said I’m a useless bad boy just like my appa, I don’t know who is my appa, actually until I went to kindergarten I didn’t know that everyone has a father. Umma didn’t mention him unless she is angry. Only thing I know of him is I’m just look like him. I don’t think it is a good thing, because every time she say it there will be a bruise on my body.
Umma scold me, she said I destroyed her last shot. I don’t know what it is. May be umma is still angry with me because I applied some white powder on my face. I asked her to take my baby powder for her purpose, but she didn’t like my baby powder, but it still smells nice than umma’s powder. She was very upset and she hit me so hard. There are bruises forming on my little hand.
“Umma, I will be a good boy, please open the door, UMMA…”
I called her again. Maybe she is not home. I’m hungry and scared. Sometimes my mother forgets me and leave with her friends. Seems like today is also a day like that. My tummy hurts and there is a storm coming, I can see the lightning through the window. I’m scared of thunder and lightning. If my umma is like Teamin’s mom, she would hug me till I fall sleep at a night like this. Teamin says, his mom is the best because every day she will hug him to sleep and tell him a story. Eventhogh my umma didn’t do that she is the best for me.
FHLASBACK OFF
I really want to forget that past, it still haunt me in my dreams.
I think I should find another job. Bills keep collecting up and I’m sure my landlord will not tolerate another late payment, he clearly says it last time. I have to find half of my rent in just a week. If it is not for Taeoh won’t worry about an apartment, I might sleep on streets and use public restrooms. But now I have Taeoh. I have to care for his wellbeing.
This is the 4th place that reject me because of Taeoh. Everyone will hire me if I don’t bring Taeoh along to work. Though I said he will not bother me when I’m working, they won’t listen. I usually bring him to my other jobs. I don’t have money to spend for a babysitter, so what else I can do? I don’t have the heart to leave him alone in that apartment, just like my mom did when I was small.
Even after searching for hours didn’t find me a job, so I decided to return to my apartment. On the way I saw a flower shop with a board “WE NEED HELP”. I decided to try again.
Owner of the shop, Baekhyun hire me right away. He is a young man who is continuing his grandmother’s shop. I just have to water the pots and handle cash register when needed. He asked me to start right now.
I knew god will help me, at least I can assure that there will be a roof over my Taeoh’s head for the next month. I’m so happy right now.
JONGIN’S POV
Working with Baekhyun wasn’t hard at all, he is friendly, carefree and very talkative. I enjoy his company so much. He made hilarious faces for Taeoh, baekhyun adored Taeoh so much. He also asked me to bring him along, I felt so thankful for that .Baekhyun also said Taeoh is an exact replica of me, but for me he is a photocopy of his father.
I finished my work there around 5 pm, I still had 2 hours before my job at convenience store. So I decided to visit nearby park to spend some time.
When I was watching little kids playing in the ground a scary looking man approached me.
“Hi there, I’m Zitao. So how is your day sweety?”
“Hi…., hmmm, I’m doing fine I think.”
He asked my permission sit beside me in the bench. I nod at him
“You didn’t tell your name, I’m sure you have a one sweety.” He tried again.
“Jongin. Kim Jongin”
What is he? Is he trying to woo me? If he is going to do that he need another method, because this is not working at all.
“So Jongin, this little baby, is he yours? He is such a cute little thing. Can I hold him?”
“Of course he is mine, my little Taeoh. Sure you can hold him’’ I said while giving Taeoh to him.
He kissed my Taeoh and ruffled his hair. And he gave Taeoh back. He might look scary, but must be a good person.
He then stand up and say good bye. Before he left he ruffled my hair too.
At convenient store
Today Taeoh seems so cranky. He cried in the morning not allowing me to go to my job. Now he start crying again. It’s good he choose this hour because costumers usually don’t come at this time. I cry to distract him by talking to him, he usually get distracted by it.
“Oh…… Taeoh, sweety don’t cry baby,tk tk tk……”
He finally slept again. I feel so sorry for my baby. Every morning he have to wake up in a lonely apartment, because I’ll be distributing milk in the morning, and then he have to go to café with me. Now I have another job, he has to go there too. Taeoh has to go here and there in the whole day, while little toddlers of his age remain at home with their mothers or fathers. I kissed him, his scent makes me feel calm. I must have saved a country in my past life to have a little sunshine like him.
“Hmmm……” I was brought back to reality by a customer. I put Taeoh in his baby carrier and tend to customer’s needs.
He looks at me with unease and he seems to be in a hurry at once, Just like he had done some wrong doing to me. I gave him what he asked for and smile at him. I wonder why he did that.
CHANYEOL’S POV
Did he suspect me for anything? Oh my god
He was so broken at that time, even unconscious, and he hasn’t seen me before. I don’t think he identified me.
That little toddler must be his child and Sehun’s son. I never thought I would find him again, after loos contact with him after child birth.
He change his home and jobs.
I had no idea of what should I do at that time, I just did what my mind said me to do.
FLASHBACK
I was waken up by my ringing phone. Aishhh……. Who is calling me at this hour?
It is sehun. He must be dead drunk by now.
“What the fuck dude? I was sleeping a while ago”
“Sorry, who is this?”
“Who are you? Calling me from my friend’s phone.”
“I’m from exotica club, your friend is dead drunk and I think you should come here and check out what had he done Mr.”
O.K.……… that make me wonder what Sehun did this time, last time it was a broken window and some busted lips, I hope he hasn’t kill someone this time, I shouldn’t have left him alone. He has a memory of a goldfish when he is drunk, and he do things that really help to uphold his playboy reputation. He is unbelievable, I might be his lawyer but he has to spare me doing all these things.
I went to that club as fast as I can.
I anticipated some angry drunkards with busted lips, broken arms and bills for the destructions he caused. But I was presented with a dead drunk, naked and sleeping sehun in a bed. He was hugging the dancer we saw earlier today. He was unconscious. That boy’s cheeks are socked in tears and bed sheets stained with blood. I didn’t expect this at all. Sehun has raped a man. I knew he was broken hearted because of his ex-girlfriend, but this is not something to mend your broken heart.
I should take care of his mess, as his friend and lawyer.
I paid manager of the club, and also left a good amount of money for the boy. I felt so sorry for him. I hope he isn’t a carrier. IF he is a one, I hope he won’t get pregnant of sehun. I should keep an eye on him. If others know about this Sehun’s CEO position will be in danger, many competing companies try to bring him down. For them this will be a golden opportunity. So I have to handle this mess with much care.
I brought Sehun home, and decide not to tell him about what he had done. He won’t remember that boy anyway.
Eight months later
Jongin, the boy that sehun raped few months ago. I wonder where is now. He is a fucking carrier and now pregnant. I kept an eye on him for some time. He is an orphan without proper education. He was fired immediately after that day, as I asked the manager. I felt sorry for him, but I have to protect Sehun. Secretly help him. I asked convenient store and café where he worked to rise his pay. I even secretly pay his rent twice. He was struggling a lot. But it leave me with no ways to help him, other than doing these.
After sixth month he disappear like a ghost.
FLASHBACK OFF
I still keep what happened at that night only for me. But my conscience tells me to do otherwise. I feel sorry for that boy and his toddler. Today I should have talked with him and ask for his number.
I sometimes think I should tell sehun about his little son. He always adored children.
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Sehun’s office, Sehun’s meeting with Tao
“Did you find what I ask for, Tao?”
“Sure, sure……”
“I personally went to meet him sehun. He is a sweet kid. I asked my people to run a DNA test of that child and Jongin. Results will be out in no time.”
“How could you do that? Did you touch him?”
“You are so funny sehun. I did no harm, I just grab couple of hair strands while ruffling their heads”
“From reliable sources I found that he came to your house with that child, What happened? Please enlighten me”
“Did you hack in to my CCTV, Tao? Do you want to die? He abandoned that child in front of my gate and came to take him back after couple of hours saying he was mistaken”
“I don’t want have worry about dying, Sehun, I do your all dirty work. If you are to kill me, you will ask me to kill myself. ”
“You know me to well, I hate you, Tao”
“We have always being in a love hate relationship, sehunah”
“Enough with the talk, what did you find about him?”
“He is an orphan, mother was a drug addict and god knows his father.
Mother died when he was 4.after that he was sent to an orphanage.
Middle school graduate, Has 4 jobs now, had several part time jobs before. He used to work as a dancer before in a club named exotica. For your account he just found a job at a flower shop today. It seems like that child is his. I’ll tell exactly it in a no time. The child’s name is Taeoh. Was born on 22nd FEB 2017.Now Jongin lives in a rundown apartment on the west side of the city, where the red light district is. He doesn’t have a credit card, a bank account or even a life insurance. He hasn’t pay for his apartment last month and has a mountain of overdue bills. There is not much interesting things about him. Only interesting that I found is currently he is single and father of Taeoh is unknown. Even I his birth certificate father’s name is a blank space”
“You did well, and let me know the DNA test results.”
“Can I ask something Sehun?”
“Go head”
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“Is Taeoh yours?”
“I don’t think I am. But I wish I was. I feel like I know Jongin, he keep coming into mind and Taeoh I miss him so much. You know how much I suffer after that incident. And how I want to have a child of my own.”
“Yeah, I can remember you being so down. If you love Taeoh that much, you can adopt him. You know, Jongin is struggling so much. If you ask from him, he might give him to you”
“I don’t think so. He love his child very much. I saw it in his eyes”
“Hmmmm……….. Let’s see what we can do”
“If I told him I want Taeoh that day, I could have adopt him. After saying those things to Jongin, I don’t think he would give his child to me”
“Don’t worry buddy, we will figure out something, is you can’t have Taeoh you always can adopt another child. I’ll be going sehun. Tell me if you want anything”
“Ok Tao, I’ll call you”
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JONGIN’S POV
“Jongin, wipe that table, can you move your lazy ass quickly. Customers are waiting”
“Yeah manager I’ll do it”
Manager is angry again. Because I was absent yesterday. Even I didn’t do something wrong he always find something to blame me. And Taeoh is not not helping me either, he keep crying nonstop. He is not feeling well today. I think we should visit a doctor for that case. It seems like rent of this month will be spent on Taeoh’s medicine.
AT HOSPITAL
“Mr. Jongin, Taeoh is under weight and under nourished. A child should maintain regular weight gain and sufficient nutrients intake. If not he will be suffer in the future, especially udder nourished children tend to be slow learners in school because their brain development is disturbed in early infanthood. He doesn’t have an illness, he keeps crying because of fatigue. He becomes fatigue easily because of anemic condition is having now. I have prescribed some vitamins and supplements. If you give him required nourishment he will be in condition in no time. This is not a very serious condition right now, but we have to treat it. “
“Thank you Dr.kim, thank you very much”
“Mm….. Jongin can I ask you something?”
“Yeah, sure doctor”
“Did you give birth to him in your house?”
“FLASH BACK”
When I first I felt a light pain in my abdomen, I was doing my night shift in the convenient store. I thought it was a false alarm just like last week. So I waited some time, but the pain keep getting worse. The only person that I can access at that time was the manager of the shop.
“Sir, I think I’m in labor”
“That’s what you said last week Jongin, but in the end there is nothing. I don’t have time to babysit you again in a hospital for no reason, take some pain killers and just go and do your work”
But the pain was so intense and I started sweating, then I again went to him.
“What the fuck Jongin, It’s your problem. If you are in labor just go to a hospital or call your baby daddy, what is the point of telling me?”
He is right, he is nobody to me. So why is bothered but my problem.
I walked to my apartment. It was so much pain, but I had no choice, I can’t afford a hospital bill right now.
Just before I enter to my apartment I felt a warm liquid dripping down my legs. My water broke. Way to go. I had no experience nor knowledge on child birth. So I did what my mind asked me to do. I removed my pants and wait for some time, then the urge to push come. I pushed so hard and finally my child was born in a crappy apartment.
FLASH BACK OFF
That question, I took a deep breath and nod my head, I was ashamed of myself. I couldn’t collect enough to pay for a hospital.
Dr.Kim looked at me with his pitiful eyes and gave me the prescription.
SEHUN’S POV
Today I have my monthly appointment with counselor. After I broke up with him and lost my child, I had anger issues, so I thought it would be god for me to seek the help of a therapist. As I was about to leave the hospital premises I saw Jongin and Taeoh. I’m so curious about him, so I asked the receptionist about his appointment. He has an appointment with Dr.Kim jongdae, a pediatrician. Then it must about Taeoh. Paid his hospital bill and waited till his appointment is over.
As soon as he came out;
“Jongin” I called him
He looked nervous, may be because of Taeoh’s illness. I approached him and asked what is wrong.
“My Taeoh is not feeling well, so I came here to take some medical advices”
“What is wrong with him, Jongin?”
“Why are you asking? Do you even care?”
“Yeah, I care about Taeoh .Come on Jongin. Tell me what’s wrong. I can help you and Taeoh. I don’t know why I feel like he is connected to me in some way, and I think I we have met before, I mean before you came to my house.”
“It’s good because you can remember me. Well Taeoh is malnourished and anemic so, doctor prescribed some supplements and vitamins.”
I took the prescription from his hand and ask the pharmacist to arrange the drugs.
Then I felt like I want to hold Taeoh in my arms,
“Jongin, can I hold him, just for a movement.”
He look at me with curious eyes and give Taeoh to me .I felt so happy, I think I should ask Taeoh for adoption. I can give him a better future.
“He exactly look like you Jongin, he is your photocopy.”
“Everyone says that. It’s too early to say what look is like.”
“Oh…. He has same lips and eyes as yours. But he has milky white skin.”
I kissed Taeoh. It felt so right to hold him in my arms. I’m so happy now, if I could have him foe everyday, I would do anything to make him mine.
JONGIN’S POV
Yes, his lips and eyes are from me, but every other thing resembles you sehun, his button nose, eyebrows, milky white skin, can’t you see it. Both of you are connected by blood that is the connection between you two. If only you know he is your son, will still be holding him like now. With a genuine smile and making weird faces at him. Holding him so close to your hear. Will you still do it? Will you love him just like now? My mind screams me to tell sehun that Taeoh is his son, but I can’t put it in to words. This is the best time I am sitting so close to Sehun. My heart beats very fast, I wonder if sehun can hear it.
The pharmacist announce that drugs are ready, I want to the cashier to pay the bill. But sehun was so fast when I ask for the bill, they said that it is already settled. I looked at sehun. He just smiled at me.
“Thank you Mr. OH. I really appreciate your help. But I’m no charity, please take this money. This is only what I have now. I’ll pay the sum in next month. Please take this”
“Jongin, I did it for Taeoh, so you don’t have to pay me back.”
“I insist, please!”
“What about this, you can come with me, I’ll drop you, and then I’ll take your money”
What is he planning now? I don’t want to indebted to anyone. I might me poor, but I have a self-esteem.
“o.k. If you take my money. I’ll come.”
Then we both get onto sehun’s car and he start driving towards my apartment.
He told me he felt like that Taeoh is his real child. I felt like this is the best moment to tell sehun that Taeoh is his. May be he will get angry and throw us out, but I really doubt that. Because he love Taeoh so much. I gathered all my courage and;
“Sehun I have tell you something.”
“Taeoh is…………..”
“Don’t tell it today Jongin.Ah………. Not today, you can tell it tomorrow. .I can use it as an excuse meet Taeoh again. Just leave it for tomorrow Jongin.”
“But Sehun I really want to tell you”
“No buts Jongin, I won’t listen to you if you tell it now. By the way we already have reached your home, so good bye till we meet again.”
“You want to come inside, perhaps for a cup of coffee?”
“Not this time Jongin, I have to meetings to attend.”
“O.k., bye.”
JONGIN”S POV
I should have told him. Why didn’t I tell him? This is so frustrating. I missed a golden opportunity. I know he will not think that it is a truth and he will definitely think I’m after his money. But I have to do this for Taeoh. He deserve so much better. Anyway Sehun love Taeoh. So, maybe he will take Taeoh with him. Yeah, maybe he will.
SEHUN’S POV
Chanyeol has sent me a weird message, this is new, he doesn’t send me messages of this kind, if it’s about business he usually call my P.A and ask for an appointment. If it is friendship kind he just send me some nonsense asking me to go clubbing and get wasted.
But a formally written message to meet him, I have to expect something more
Message from PYC
To – Oh sehun
From- PYC
Hey, I have an important thing to tell you, meet me at 7pm in our usual meeting place. I’ll be looking forward to meet you.
From- Oh Sehun
To- PYC
O.K. I will, but your message is kind of weird.
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“Hey, buddy. Wassup?”
“Sehun, please take a seat.”
“What the hell Channy, you are acting weird, is something wrong?”
This is the 1st time I saw chanyeol like this. He is in a very determined mood. What is trying to tell me?
“Sehun, there is something I really need to tell you. You might be really upset, after hearing this. I kept this to myself because I was afraid you would do something stupid after knowing this. Can you remember that date, the day you drank so much because you of your ex. That day you did something really unforgivable. You… you raped someone. ”
“Ha ha haaa ……… nice try, you are trying to fool me, right?
“No, you did something horrible that night. Sehun”
“Tell me you are joking, you are joking Channie, I didn’t do that, I can’t remember something like that. Only thing I can remember is you leaving m at the club and waking up in my bed. You were pissed off that day. You scolded me so much. And you didn’t tell me something like this.”
“You raped a boy, who is a carrier.”
“Oh my god, I did something like that? I can’t…. I can’t, I don’t know, I don’t know what to do, please tell me you look into that matter and took care of it”
“Initially I kept an eye on that boy, I got pregnant by you. But later, around the 6th month of his pregnancy I lost contact with him. I didn’t had any direct contact with him, I helped him here and there. After so much time I accidently so him yesterday. He has a little boy sehun, and that little child is your son. Yesterday I went to a store to buy some groceries on the way back, in that convenient store he was doing a nightshift. He didn’t recognize me, because he didn’t know me. But it is him, I’m 100% sure about that”
“Why didn’t tell me about that? It us something really important to me. And what’s the point of telling me now?”
“Because I can’t see him suffer with that child. When he was pregnant he didn’t had money to pay for his apartment. He is so fragile and the child, he is yours sehun. Can you watch them suffer because of your mistake?”
“You should have told me about this chanyeol. If he is suffering because of me you have to tell me it. A child is so precious. You knew how much I suffer from that incident, after she aborted my child, I suffered more than anyone. Yu could have told me about them.”
“That’s the reason why I didn’t tell you. Then you were so emotionally unstable and your CEO position was not stable, if I told you about that, and you did some foolish move then you might not be the gorgeous CEO now, I did it for you. But now my conscience ask me to reveal the truth, Sehun.”
“Who is he Chanyeol? Here do they live. I want to see my child.”
“The boy you raped is Jongin”
“Is it Jongin? Really, Then that’s why I felt I knew him from the start. If I ask for forgiveness will he give it to me?
“Maybe he will, sehun”
I’m leaving Chanyeol.”
“Where to?”
“Where else. To see my little boy”
Why I feel so nervous. You can do it Sehun. He is your son. I said to myself. I’m at the Jongin’s door. I don’t know how to face him, but right now I have to do it. He and Taeoh suffered a lot because of me. I want to make it up to them. So I bought some flowers for Jongin and toys for Taeoh. I hope Jongin will welcome me.Ohhhh, here he is opening the door.
“I’m sorry” I present the flower bouquet to him. His expression is surprised.
But he took the bouquet.
“For what sehun?”
“For everything, everything that I have done to you. For not look after you when you are carrying him, for not being beside you when you are puking your gut out in the morning. For not being there to hold your hand when… when you are in pain. I want to be the father that Taeoh will lookout someday………. ” I felt tears rolling down my cheeks, I can’t talk, I felt the urge to hug him, so I did.
“Say you forgive me. Say it Jongin. Know I don’t deserve it, but I want you and Taeoh in my life, please accept me, I will make it up to you. I want to replace that days you suffer lonely to bright colorful days Jongin, please accept me in your life….”
He is also crying, Jongin is crying so hard. He sat on the couch. Both of us took our time to calm down. Finally he spoke;
“I don’t know, if I can forgive you that easily, but I want you to involve in Taeoh’s life. I want him to have a complete family, a happy one to be exact. So I can’t say no to you sehun.”
“I’ll be the best daddy anyone could be, and I’ll be the best partner anyone can be”
“Jongin will you allow me to be that daddy to Taeoh and to you?”
“YES, because Taeoh deserve so much better”
Saturday morning at oh mansion.
Jongin is sleeping peacefully beside me. Truly speaking he is sleeping on me. I nuzzles him and he smells so nice, vanilla smell suits him very much. I admired his sleeping face for quite a time. I touched hid round belly. He is pregnant. I was so happy when he told me the news, but then, if I was happy now I’m super happy. I missed a lot. A lot of things when he was pregnant with Taeoh. I missed Taeoh’s 1st kick, his birth. I wasn’t there when Jongin suffered with morning sickness and his cravings. I don’t want to miss anything again. I kissed him again. He opened his eyes slowly.
“Good morning hunny.” He said in his sexy bed voice.
“Good morning Nini baby. Did you sleep well? Hmm… “I asked while kissing him for the nth time of the day. Apart from having our sexy time I enjoy kissing his pouty, luscious lips. Every time I see those I have this urge to kiss them.
“Yeah, I slept well, you are so warm and I like sleeping here. It’s comfy.” Jongin said while closing his eyes again.
“Oh baby, you are so cuddly, my nini bear. Baby you just sleep till I make our breakfast. What do you feel like eating today, baby?” I asked while kissing him again.
“Mmmmmm……….. I’m craving for fried chicken, hunny. I want fried chicken.”
“But baby we are talking about breakfast, fried chicken doesn’t fit in. You should eat something healthy. Fried chicken is a big no no. and we just ate fried chicken for last dinner.” I like everything about Jongin being pregnant other than this crazy craving for fried chicken. He want fried chicken for breakfast, at tea time, at lunch, at dinner and also as late night snacks. Even hearing fried and chicken together makes my mood upset.
Ohh….. Here comes the moody nini.
“I know, you- you don’t love me like before. You don’t love US. You don’t love me because I look like a giant whale and I can’t walk properly and my whole body is aching and I hate you. Even Taeoh said I look like an elephant. This….this...ha...happened to me be…because you can’t keep your li..Little hu..Hunny inside your pant.” Jongin said while sobbing. I hate myself now. I made him cry again. I hug my pregnant husband.
“You know baby, what you said about little hunny is right, but it can’t help. You keep seducing me involuntary. Every move that makes me feel weird. I want to do naughty things to you baby. I mean a good kind of weird. I want to make you happy. And about Taeoh, he just started talking, his say things that even he doesn’t understand. And you clearly don’t look like an elephant. I love you, baby. You are the only thing that I want in my life, apart from my children.”
I hug him go close. I felt that his tears stop. I looked at him again. Now he has this mischievous grin in his face. Damn mood swings!
“You know hunny. I can’t forgive you that easily. But if you make me feel so good, just like yesterday night, I’ll eat anything that you give me. Even stupid broccoli.”
Here comes the horny Jongin.
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After morning love making session Jongin somehow made me order fried chicken. When it comes to me I can’t say no. He is my kryptonite. I didn’t know I have such a soft spot for cute things until I meet Nini and Taeoh.
Talking about Taeoh, I can hear giggles from his play room. So I went there.
Taeoh is sitting on Jongin’s lap comfortably. While Jongin is asking about a paper on his hand. I think it is the drawing he drew with me yesterday. I felt so happy. My precious babies are having fun.
“Baby who is this?” Jongin ask pointing a sketch Taeoh drew.
That figure is bigger and darker than the rest. Literally it is jongin. When Taeoh was drawing I helped him. I helped him choose colors. And when it was time to choose color for Jongin, I told Taeoh that Jongin is darker than me. So Taeoh choose black saying it is the darkest.
“Papa” Taeoh said showing his toothy smile. Then I saw Jongin’s eyes cover with tears.
“Why I’m so black baby?” Jongin ask with his gloomy face.
Ohh…. It’s time for me to interfere, unless I want to spend my night on the couch.
“Ohh, it’s like my babies are having fun. You want to play with papa, Taeoh?” I ask with hopeful eyes.
“Yeah, tae want plane.” My little buddy say while opening his hands wide and asking me to take him in to my arms. I danced a victory dance in my mind. Good, Mr. Oh. You did well. Nice save buddy! I mentally pat my head.
I take Taeoh in to arms and run around making sounds like an aero plane. This is Taeoh’s favorite game. He smiles. And I can hear Jongin’s giggle. Actually he like anything as long as we have our attention on him. I value these joyful moments the most.
“Papa, High….” Taeoh ask me to rise him high.
“Yeah, Taeoh. Your papa is high today.” I heard Jongin from side. His voice is aggressive.
Oh, I have to stop Taeoh’s plane time.
“And Taeoh plane land to Oh mansion. Thank you for flying with us.” As like that I put Taeoh down.
“Taeoh, your plane landed. Play with your toys for a bit. Hmm…” I kissed the forehead of Taeoh and let him go. Teaoh is playing with his toy cars. So now I have to look for my whining baby nini. I walk towards the TV room as I heard the TV is on.
Jongin is pretend to be watching TV. I sat beside him and take him in to my Lap and kissed his neck. He is ticklish there. He giggles, so it is a good sign to begin with.
“What are you doing my Nini baby. Hamm….. Watching TV I guess.” I told him as I hug him tightly.
“You love Taeoh more than me, and you don’t like when we play together. Now go away and play with him. He is happy to play with you. ” Jongin is like forever PM-sing after he became pregnant. He became so insecure to the point he envy his little boy sometimes. This must be the scary pregnant hormones.
“No baby. I love you both. I love you so much. You want to know why I disturb your play time with Taeoh.” Jongin hums to my question.
“Because I want Taeoh to sleep early today.” Call me a pervert. But no way am I telling the truth about Taeoh’s sketches.
“Why is it hunny?”
“Because, then I can show my love to you early and more.” I said him with wink.
“Then, we can do it now Hunny. You can call Chanyeol and ask that giant to play with Tae. Wait a minute. I shall call him.” Just like that Jongin ran after the telephone. I trapped inside my own trap. Don’t get me wrong. I love making love to Jongin, but when Chanyeol is here…………….