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1977
“We really shouldn’t be doing this” Evan shout whispered to Barty.
Barty had the bright idea of sneaky out into the owl room despite Evan’s protests. He really needed some sleep.
He knew what Barty meant when he said they should go to the owl room, they had been there every night since Regulus decided that he owned their dorm since him and his new boyfriend or “its complicated” needed to use the room.
Not that Evan was complaining, Barty was fun and he was not. Always too plain and boring, his boring clothes and demeaner. But that completely changed when Barty came along. It’s almost as if Barty was him if he was confident and did not care about what people said. Oh, and really good looking.
Staring at Barty’s green eyes that were illuminated by the peaking light from the moon as they stopped at the stairs to the owl room. Even let out a breathe, finding it become visible due to the cold.
It was winter, Evan’s favorite season and it also meant the school year would be finishing soon.
“Are we going to go, or are you just going to keep staring at me, I know I’m hot but we are wasting precious time”
“Wha-” Even replied, before being pulled up the stairs. Barty basically dragging his body up the winding staircase.
“I wasn’t…by the way” Even said again, his words turning into a quiet mutter.
“Sure” Barty winked
In the owl room, the cool air met Evan’s skin, and he could feel it becoming redder to maintain warmth. It was nice, though, his mind drifted to the ceiling’s openings for the owls who pass through to deliver messages and the stone seats that no one used except for him and Barty for the past couple days.
“What are you thinking about?” Barty asked, now close to Evan where he was standing. His presence looming over Evan, casting a shadow from his tall stature even though they were basically the same height.
“Mmm.. nothing in particular.. I guess I just like it up here”
“Really?”
Evan scoffed, “You’re the one who suggested we come here?”
“Yeah, yeah its better than by myself, was way to scared to come here before”
It was Evan’s turn to say “Really?”
“That’s my line” Barty gently pushed Evan in the chest with his fist, stepping back to pace around the room.
‘He only does this when he’s nervous’ Evan thought, ‘What’s he thinking about?’
Barty pulled out a cigarette, searching his back pocket with his hands, then his jacket. Fumbling abit, Evan reached into his pocket to pull out a lighter.
“Here” Evan said, grabbing Barty’s attention, before throwing it at him. Barty easily catching it and lighting his own. After taking a puff from the cigarette he offered it to Evan, who politely accepted. He never smoked before Barty, finding it disgusting and foul. Just like his parents had told him when they were leaving a gala to see a passing by muggle in a janitors uniform blowing out smoke.
“Absolutely vile, these muggles” His father had hissed at Evan, watching him with a careful eye to see Evans reaction
“Yes Father” Evan quickly replied
Evan’s father had just nodded, before walking off to the car that awaited them.
Breaking his thoughts, Barty blew smoke into his face.
“You keep doing that” Barty said plainly, an unreadable expression on his face
“Doing what” Evan crossed him arms, feeling uncomfortable
“You keep.. Like disappearing on me”
“I- I don’t know what you mean?” Evan knew exactly what he meant. He did it when he was younger which only fueled his father’s temper and mother’s reluctants to pay attention to him.
“It’s.. what muggles say kinda cute”
“Cute?”
“Yeah..” Barty trailed off, flicking his eyes away from Evan
A silence wafted over them. No one spoke and Evan didn’t know what to say. It was very unusual, Barty would normally talk his ear off and Evan was happy to listen.
‘It must be the cold’ Evan thought
“So..” Evan broke the silence, finding it worst to sit in silence
“Mmm?”
“What do you think Regulus is doing right now?” Evan decided to ask
“Probably getting butt fucked” Barty smiled cruelty, throwing his head back, eyes remaining at Evan’s face.
This sent Evan into a laughing fit, Barty really knew how to bring the mood back. Barty soon laughed to, taking a seat on the stone bench.
“He must be, or maybe he’s doing the butt fucking”
“Your probably right, all these nights they would have surely tried something else” Barty smirked
“Knowing Regulus he is definitely doing…” Evan trailed off, he didn’t know what they could be doing. He was a virgin, a massive virgin.
“Doing what” Barty leaned closer to Evan, who had sat down finally. Barty’s hand reaching for Evan’s face.
“Do you think he’s holding the guy like this” He brought Evan’s face closer. A deep red rushing to Evan’s face, he had never been this close to Barty before. “Or maybe he’s… he’s…”
Barty leaned in, closing the distance of their mouths. The kiss was soft and sweet, before Evan felt Barty’s tongue enter his mouth. He felt himself wrap his arms around Barty’s neck, pulling him closer, remembering a movie they watched recently were the girl had done this exact movement.
Barty must have been pleased by Evan’s movement, humming into Evan’s mouth. Barty moved his hand from Evan’s cheek and to Evan’s back, his hands trailing closer to Evan’s waist band of his pants. Evan found himself being pulled onto Barty’s lap, Barty’s strong hands planting firm against Evan’s hips.
“Easier this way” Barty spoke, his voice rough, before smashing their mouths together, prying Evan’s mouth open with his tongue.
Evan felt a cold hand brush his stomach and slowly move up, Evan chocked. Being a seventeen year old boy and with his low amount of girl’s chasing him, he didn’t realize his built up sexual desire.
He felt warmth spread in his crotch, Barty broke the kiss and Evan opened his eyes to see Barty staring at Evan’s pants where a visible bulge was evident.
“I-... uhh” Evan stuttered, ‘How embarrassing’ He thought. Evan pushed himself off of Barty, stammering a weird explanation of ‘I have to go’ and ‘Bye’.
Running down the stairs before Barty could reply he felt his legs moving by themselves. He didn’t know where he was going but he could feel his heart pounding.
‘What have I done’ He thought, tears forming in his eyes.