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What's wrong with me
I can't get out of bed
Something's felt off recently
But maybe it's all in my head
I feel empty
Like I have nothing left inside
I expect people to hate me
So I close myself off and hide
Because how could someone possibly love me
I just don't get it
I can't even love me
So why would anyone else give a shit
Is it selfish to ask
To just be someone's first choice
It sucks to always be picked last
And you seem not to hear my voice
As I scream for help
Yet no one listens
So I just watch my skin welt
As I watch the blood glisten
Not caring if I cut too deep
It's not like I have any friends
I might as well take the leap
I'm afraid this is where it ends