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Oh god. It’s another day.
I wake up, go to school, get bullied and maybe beaten up, and then I get seen as the bad one.
I always struggled with communication and making friends. I was bullied relentlessly as long as I’ve been in School. Now I’m technically an adult, and I’m in college, and yet they still bully me. Not helped by the fact I have multiple social skills issues, which are all amplified by my autism. God, when I walk into those school doors almost every day, I already begin to feel very bad.
You see, I thought I had the solution, self esteem. I would proudly promote myself as great at everything, but they got so sick of me I look dumb to them, despite my consistent A+ grades. Oh yeah, I also live alone since my parents kinda left me when I turned 16. My life is bleak, but I also don’t want it to end prematurely. All I wish for is someone to love me, but nobody will even hear me out about my problems. I’m really in a place where I don’t know what to do with my life. I know things will get better sometime, but I’ll have to wait for that.