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“Moon, tell me if I could send up my heart to you,
so when I die, which I must do,
could it shine down here with you?”
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Sun just did their usual activity; shining down the Earth, become the center of attention, the one to holds the solar system together; keeping everything in places it should be, being everyone’s sunshine as always. Even if it wasn’t returned, Sun would still did its job’s; Must did its job. Nothing could compare to Sun’s effort at making sure everyone and everything’s alive with its light ray.
Sun was fine with this type of stuff or was forced to be fine with it ever since day one. Until they thought they’ve found their One; The Moon. Moon is just like any other planet; needs Sun’s help. Moon needs Sun so that Moon could shine bright at night. Sun has existed for more than 4.5 Billion Years - almost the same with Moon - and yet Sun’s love for Moon hasn’t changed a bit. Moon’s just like Sun; Shining bright to make Earth more liveable. But what Sun miss is, it was still with the help of Sun’s light. Well, That’s the part where Sun missed to understand.
One thing that stands out with Moon from Sun’s point of view was how unbreakable Moon’s bond is with Earth. It almost seems, at first glance, they are unbreakable like two peas in a pod. But Moon and Sun? Birds of a feather flock together. They can’t be together, yet they serve the same purpose; makes Earth more alive. Its still nice Sun thinks; Atleast they get to saw moon even if its from afar, right?
Sun can’t touch anything that they love and worth; it will eventually break if they did. It’s a curse Sun always thinks, how unfair it is that everything they touched will eventually break if Sun dares to lay hands on them. How unfair. Sun deserve the love that they give, Sun deserve to feel the happiness everyone’s get with Sun’s bright light ray. But Sun won’t be able to feel that ever, aren’t they?
“How lonely must it be for you to always give others what you owe,
yet they won’t or can’t think of anything to give.”
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Sun’s jealous at how Earth can be so up-close with Moon yet Sun couldn’t be that close. Sun’s distance to Earth are about 150 Million kilometers; which also means, Sun’s distance with Moon are not that much different. But they’re glad that atleast Moon can still feel Sun’s love and warmth from afar without hurting Moon because of Sun’s radiation. My love are sincere yet it hurts the person I love; The universe is hurting me by doing its jobs’.
"I couldn’t harbor life for I have become death; The destroyer of the worlds."