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It was summer night.
The sky became dark but the moon and stars shined. We are too close. I was not sure about my feeling and your feeling too. But the summer night gave me the courage. The kiss, that was my best move I've ever done.
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When I see James again on the street, I immediately go back to that night.
There was a small forest path near the sea. It was late night so there was no one excpet us. We could hear the sea and we didn't talk. We just walked but the silence was very comfortable. We were very young. We were focusing on the work and we tried not to fall in love each other. No. We fell in love already but we tried not to show. But, it wasn The Summer night. The soft breeze. The sea sound. The beautiful little light. The warmth that I could feel from the holding hands. The summer night gave me the courage. I squeezed and pulled your hand so you could see me. I kissed you.
Your were my summer night.
We have not been togethere for what, maybe more than 10 years? You disappeared as soon as our contract finished. I couldn't find you. No one knew where you are. Even your family. Maybe they knew but the didn't tell me.
And now, you look so happy at mall as a normal person not as a celebrity. But still shining like before. I thought I forget you but just seeing you from this long long distance make me go back to the time that you were with me.
"Dad!!"
A girl run to James and James smile and hug her. She looks about 10 years old. You became a dad. I can't call you. I can't drag you down to this life agian.
"P'net, you should go now. Next scene will start soon."
"Ok. Thanks."
I'm still an actor that still can't call love of my life.
You were the summer night for me. The summer night that will not gonna come back to me.