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ㅤㅤ— Daegwang, straighten up and eat normally, like normal people. — A hoarse male voice breaks the silence. — If you think you're a freak, eat with freaks.
ㅤㅤ— But you can't do that, it's our son. You have no right to talk to your son like that. — Quietly sitting down at the table, the woman replies.
ㅤㅤ— ... I'm off. — Daegwang loudly (maybe on purpose, maybe not) gets up from the table, grabs his bag and walks out of the house while slamming the door loudly.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ It's sunny and warm outside, only strong gusts of wind disturb the idyll. It's just impossible to light a cigarette. after a few attempts, the guy still lights up, takes a few heavy puffs, sighs deeply in the fresh spring wind. Everything is fine, the only thing that interferes is his father with his comments and the man for whom you want to stop going to school altogether, but you have to. If you don't finish school, your father will drive you to your grave, although already.
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ㅤㅤ— Koh-Dae-gwang! — Jooha shouts to him, only a few centimetres away from him, and snatches the cigarette from his hand. — I'll have a smoke, ok. By the way, you don't know how much fun you had last night, you should have come.
ㅤㅤ— Should I watch you and Pilwon fuck? Thank you, fucking hell. — Answers him sharply and adjusts the strap of his bag. — If you say anything about how good it is with your boyfriend again, I'll fuck you up. I don't give a fuck, okay?
ㅤㅤ— That's why no one talks to you and pours shit on you. — Jin blurts out, to which Daegwang just rolls his eyes. — Dude, we're about to graduate, think about getting a significant other already, ok? If anything, Pilwon has a lot of acquaintances and we can get a hangout together....
ㅤㅤ— And you'll fuck pilwon as soon as we enter his house. I got it. — Daegwang interrupts his friend. For the umpteenth time. He doesn't want to hear about Choi fucking his friend almost every day. He doesn't want to. the guy just wants to drown in some Mariana Trench where no one will ever find him. Ever.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ Evening. another family dinner. silence again, but it is broken by the mother, who is disturbed by her son's behaviour.
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ㅤㅤ— Gwang-a, darling. i saw Pilwon recently, remember you and he used to go to extra classes?
ㅤㅤ— Don't remember. I don't care. — Daegwang gets up from the table again. — Thank you. I'm off.
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ㅤㅤ— Maybe he feels he's not an only child. What do you think? — Mother's voice comes from the ground floor. She thinks her son can't hear, but of course he can. once again he locked himself in the bathroom and masturbates while spreading his hole with his left hand. he enters it with two fingers, making a low moaning sound. Pilwon has again uploaded new photos. This time he is sitting only in his underwear on the black leather sofa and smoking a cigarette.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ "What did he find in Jooha? What? Does he have a wider hole? What does he have in him that I don't have? — Daegwang asks himself, inserting another finger."
ㅤㅤ— I told you not to bring him up, right? — Comes the man's already slightly fierce voice. — He died in childbirth. forget about him. — He continues.
ㅤㅤ— But he's our son. We even picked out a name for him.
ㅤㅤ— He's dead. Forget about him and don't think about him. We're already raising a parasite.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ "Cool. I also had a brother. Could have told me back then when i was dying of old age. — Daegwang mutters, glancing a little at his reflection in the mirror, but quickly looking away at his mobile screen. Suddenly Choi's new pics have been uploaded."
ㅤㅤ— Are you jerking off to me? — Says the reflection.
ㅤㅤ— Fuck. I've got to stop smoking. Fuck it, I'm getting glitches. - Koh gets alarmed and quickly stops yapping. Stands up abruptly, pulls up his boxers with his trousers and opens the tap to wash his hands and face at the same time.
ㅤㅤ— So, who did you jerk off to? — Asks the reflection, pointing somewhere in front of him.
ㅤㅤ— It's really time to stop smoking. — Daegwang closes the tap and walks out of the bathroom and straight to his room. Who would have thought that cigarettes could do that to you. Fuck it.
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ㅤㅤ— Yo, cuckold, you coming to the signing on saturday? — Asks Eunwoo, patting Daegwang on the back. — In case there's a little bit of je... ahem... Pilwon. I'm waiting and then chip in for the alcohol. Kisses, I'll go. — Eunwoo ruffles Daegwang's hair and quickly runs out of the strange classroom so as not to be late for class.
ㅤㅤ— Oh! Dae-Dae, so you're going? — Wonders Jooha, sitting down on the desk. — Finally my best friend will finally be hanging out with me instead of sitting at home watching porn, hah!
ㅤㅤ— I'm gonna be sick, I'm fucking sick. If I want to go, I will go. If I don't want to go, I won't go — Without any enthusiasm answers Koh and bumps his face right into the desk.
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ㅤㅤ— Are you jerking again? — Asks the reflection of Daegwang, who is once again jerking off in the bathtub to a picture of Pilwon. — I'm not a glitch, ok. I'm Daehwi, heh. Well, to make a long story short, I'm fucking dead and I'm your twin. You want me to help you. Sooo that 'Pill'... oh fuck, Pilwon, sorry, I read it wrong from the screen. He's there to touch you however you want... So are you in?
ㅤㅤ— Fuck, am I crazy to fuck with myself or what? — Daegwang gets up and walks over to the mirror. — Fuck, we're twins if we don't even look alike. You're taller and you have a mole in the wrong place. Especially with your eye, you probably had a disease, that's why you died at birth.
ㅤㅤ— Well, logically, twins are always different. Well, can I help you with your Pilwon, and not only with it? Because it's a shame when your friends dump you and call you a 'cuckold'.
ㅤㅤ— Fuck, you're no help at all. you're just a reflection. — Daegwang frowns, he clearly doesn't like this. Koh has gone completely out of his mind already, and yet he hasn't smoked in two days. Weird.
ㅤㅤ— Listen carefully. — Daehwi crosses his arms over his chest and continues. — You and I switch places, I go to the party, I start messing around with the Pilwon and it's a done deal. And yes, if you let me do something, that Pilwon of yours will be lying underneath you. Okay? — Reflection stretches his hand out in front of him, and the other one is already showing you to do the same thing.
ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ Daegwang croaks his face. Thinks for a long time, but then breaks down and sighs deeply. Stretches out his arm and puts it parallel to the reflection's arm.... Something strange happened, as if nothing had even happened at all. But already Daehwi stands in front of the mirror and looks at the reflection in the mirror in which Daegwang is already standing and is surprised at everything that is happening.
ㅤㅤ— So what did you want to do? — Asks the Daegwang in bewilderment.
ㅤㅤ— Just forget it, I'll cut my hair and conjure something. — Daehwi replies with a note of joy in his voice, looking in his locker for scissors, it's logical that he has them, Daegwan cuts his fringes every two or three weeks. Guy snaps his fingers and becomes exactly like Daegwang.
ㅤㅤ— You don't dare! Are you out of your fucking tree or what? Come on, take me back. I'll handle this. — DaegwangA little story about a guy you never knew about, but he's known about you all his life. shrieks, extending his arm out in front of him again, expecting the same from his, 'brother' or still 'doppelganger'.
ㅤㅤ— And who told you I'd want to come back? A deal is a deal. Fuck your Pilwon and then we'll see. — Daehwi finds a pair of scissors and closes the locker. — See you later. — Guy walks out of the bathroom and leaves tehwan all alone, all silence and darkness.
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ㅤㅤ— Daegwang? Is that you? — Asks Daehwi to some unfamiliar voice.
ㅤㅤ— What? - Daehwi turns round and sees a more or less familiar face in front of him. — Ah, Pilwon, long time no see, how's life? — Daehwi smiles and takes a seat on the stairs.
ㅤㅤ— You never called me by my name, did something happen? — Pilwon is puzzled. Since when did such a quiet Daegwang, become so.... so not Daegwang. — I thought we were the same height, so I didn't notice you've grown up? And... the scar has appeared. Even though it wasn't there.
ㅤㅤ— Maybe it did, maybe it didn't. — Daehwi doesn't waste any time and grabs Pilwon by the tie, pulling him towards him. — You want to know a secret? Listen and watch carefully. — Daehwi takes his left hand out of her pocket and puts it right on Pilwon's cock, with his right hand he pulls him closer to his face.... and smacks it right on the lips. — All right, I'll see you tomorrow. Bye-bye! — Daehwi interrupts this spectacle. He quickly jumps up and leaves, leaving his 'twin lover' in total shock.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ Half-naked girls and guys are drinking like crazy, as if it's the first time they've seen alcohol. Someone is already having fun, they could have locked themselves in another room, but not fate.
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ㅤㅤ— Call Daegwang! — Comes someone's shout from some room.
ㅤㅤ— Daegwang, Jooha calling for you here. He's in the bathroom. — Says Eunwoo, pointing to the right door.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤ "I'm Daeehwi, fuck. Don't call me by the name of that cretin who hasn't even had sex with a woman. Fuck the fuck up."
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ㅤㅤ— Jooha, what do you want? — Daehwi walks into the bathroom and closes the door behind her with the latch.
ㅤㅤ— If I lie in a bubble bath and drink wine, do you think Pilwon-a will have me here, huh? — Jin takes off his clothes and walks over to the bathtub to close the tap.
ㅤㅤ— Pilwon-a is such a fucked up name. Just like you. — Daehwi wastes no time and dips the 'friend's' head in the water. — Eh, too bad, Pilwon won't come and have a drink with you. Too bad. — Realising Jooha was no longer breathing, guy wiped his hands with a towel and walked out of the bathroom, closing the door so no one would think he had drowned him.
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ㅤㅤ— Daegwang, do you happen to know where Jooha is? — Pilwon asks Daehwi, who is already lying on the bed and pouring himself a glass of whiskey.
ㅤㅤ— He left, he said he had some business to attend to. — Daehwi gestures to Choi on the bed and adds. — Actually, I've been meaning to tell you for a long time. Jooha has been cheating on you for a long time. I was so afraid to tell you about it, I didn't want you to suffer, but I can't keep it to myself anymore.
ㅤㅤ— Huh. — Pilwon sighs nervously. — That's just fine. — Pilwon sits down on the bed, and Taehwi gets up at the same time and sits right on his lap — Daegwang, you do realise that...
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ㅤㅤ— Shhhh... — Shuts him up with a kiss and Daehwi eaches for the bottle. — Are you going to drink it?
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ㅤㅤ— I never thought I'd be drinking alone with my boyfriend's friend, or rather already ex-boyfriend. — Pilwon takes the bottle from Daehwi's hands and starts drinking the contents. — I'm sorry, but I'll probably drink it all.
ㅤㅤ— Drink it, I'm not sorry. — Daehwi only smiles and strokes the guy's hair.
After about half an hour, Pilwon felt like he was choking. And his throat is all blazing like he's become a fakir and is lighting torches.
ㅤㅤ— Shit, Daegwang, call a taxi, I feel sick. I can't breathe. — Pilwon pulls away from the bottle and drops it on the floor. Grabs his throat and starts gulping for air, but he can't make it.
ㅤㅤ— Too bad you're going to die like that, ehhh. — Daehwi sighs and gets up off Pilwon's feet. — Cyanide spares no one, but come on. I got distracted. Anyway, it's a shame you didn't know my brother's feelings, he was so broken. Jerking off to you for days and you fucking someone else... and yes, I'm Daehwi. — Daehwi picks up the bottle and pours the contents into a pot where a ficus or a money tree was growing. Whatever. — Have a good night, Pilwon-a. — Daehwi smiles again and sends Pilwon a kiss before leaving the room. And leaves not only the dying guy, but also the rest of the guys, who were having a good time and continuing to drink.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ It's quiet. There's no one in the house, which is good. Taehwi goes up to the first floor, clicks his fingers and finally looks like himself. he switches on the light in the bathroom and walks over to the mirror.
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ㅤㅤ— Daegwang, are you in here? — Daehwi taps on the mirror and scratches the back of his head.
ㅤㅤ— Daehwi! did everything go well? — Daegwang smiles for some reason. Hopes that from tomorrow onwards, he will date Pilwon, Eunwoo won't call him a 'cuckold', Jooha will remain his friend and everything will be fine.
ㅤㅤ— I killed them. — With a smile on his face, Daehwi says and fixes his hair.
ㅤㅤ— Are you kidding me!? — Hearing no response from 'brother', Daegwang starts to panic, hitting the mirror with renewed vigour each time. — You couldn't do that! you're joking! say you're joking!
ㅤㅤ— Wait a few seconds, I'll be right there. — Daehwi runs out of the bathroom, but not a minute later he comes back with something that looks like a sledgehammer in his hands. — The final touch and it's done.
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ㅤㅤ ㅤㅤㅤㅤ Daegwang starts to panic even more, hitting the space between himself and Daehwi even harder.
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ㅤㅤ— Daehwi, I want to go back! — Shouts Daegwang. He doesn't care if anyone is home. If anyone will hear him. He just wants to go back to his seat again and clear the whole situation.
ㅤㅤ— Shut up! — Daehwi flares up and hits the mirror with all his might with something like a sledgehammer. The mirror shatters into small and large shards. Guy hits the shards a few more times and when he sees that only he is reflected in the shards, he calms down and leaves the bathroom.
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