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Dazai hummed he had broken into chuuyas house to just hang around and bother the other, and that led to the two drunk. Dazai was on the floor and chuuya sitting the chair , they were giggling and shit talking Mori but soon it went silent. It was a comforting silence like the kind where you could communicate with the other with a simple glance.
Chuuya had broken the silence first
"Hey Osamu?"
Dazais head poked up hearing his name , he always felt so weak whenever chuuya said his first name it was just something that felt so right.
"Yes?"
Chuuya sighed , he honestly decided to say 'fuck it' he figured he would regret it in the morning.
"Do you ever consider the fact we don't actually hate eachother? , like we obviously don't hate eachother, like we literally hang out all the time and that's not quite normal behavior for people who do hate eachother."
Dazai was surprised he honestly didn't think they were gonna have a deep conversation today he wasn't particularly upset about it.
"Hm, sometimes, god I really hope you don't hate me"
"I don't hate you Dazai"
"I don't hate you either chibi"
Chuuya sighed and sat in the floor next to him , Dazai Leaned on the shorter man.
"Hey Dazai?"
"Yes?
Chuuya took a deep breath in slightly biting his lip in the process.
"Do you ever think about like you being gay?"
A small chuckle came from dazais lips not thinking the other was joking, stopping realizing he wasn't.
"Well- uhm? , I guess sometimes I know Im not into girls it's like not a pressing matter." Dazai explained playing with Chuuyas fingers, it was a habit he picked up when they were alone. It was comforting to the both of them.
"I really only think about it when I look at you" Dazai admitted his voice barely above a whisper but Chuuya could hear it. Chuuyas face grew hot, "your fucking with me" he said narrowing his eyes"
"I'm not." Dazai said softly
"Oh"
The silence was back , it felt inpenitiatrable like nothing or no one could break this moment.
"I only really think about being gay when I look at you too" chuuya admitted his voice quiet but like before only the other could hear. A small sniffle could be heard from the brunette immediately being hushed by himself.
Chuuya just hugged him he rubbed his back and whispered sweet things to him , both of them never wanted this moment to end it was just so perfect like this is all they wanted to do all their lifes just sit like this.
"Can I kiss Chuuya?" Dazai asked earning a little surprised noise from the ginger. After the surprised passed he nodded.
They kissed, it was a small kiss but it set off sparks inside Dazai, he pulled away then immediately kissed him again. The kiss tasted like wine and whiskey, Chuuya pulled away this time to get air much to Dazais dismay.
Chuuya pulled Dazai close whispering an
'i love you'
Dazai whispered back
'i love you too'
Dazai tackled Chuuya with a hug a stupid smile , and Chuuya smiled back they both wanted this to last forever.