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«My dear Rui,
No, no, no…
«If you're reading this, then I'm dead. »
It can't be, it can't be, not today. They were supposed to become like a prince and a princess in some fairy tale, live happily and die on the same day…
«I don’t know what you feel when you read this letter, but you are probably very sad. »
Sad… The boy clutches the paper in his hands with a sob, looking at it with amber eyes.
«Your and Tsukasa’s little shows, your small toys and sweets helped me forgot about me sickness for a little time.»
Moomins, a mechanical red cat walking back and forth, ramune candies. These are the things that he will no longer be able to look at the same way.
«I am so glad that in the last few days, as it turned out, I have seen you very often! Your hands have always been so gentle, even if a little cold.»
The pianist was telling him about it a lot, and sometimes even rub them to warm it up.
«Even if we are dating already, I still want to write it: I love you.»
Now Rui sobbing his heart out. Saki told this words to him and more than once! But for some reason, these words are echoing right now in the vacuum of bitterness and it is the blonde's voice.
«I haven't seen much. I'm sorry that I was so weak that I couldn't bear this disease.»
«Saki…» his heart aches, and lump in his throat. Kamishiro talking with the void, the illusion of his beloved. «You were the strongest… of all…»
«I hope you will forgive me, Ruru.
With infinite love,
Forever yours, Saki Tenma.»
Rui smiled bitterly, putting paper on the desk. He could forgive anyone, but not himself for leaving her with sense of guilt.