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TW: Domestic Abuse
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Yoongi never cared about gender. He always figured if you like someone, you like someone. He'd already come out as bisexual to his members and they couldn't have cared less. They agreed that he could date whoever he wanted to. He had recently met a man named Yunjin from some mutual friends and thought he was extremely attractive. He noticed the more they hung out, the shyer he would get around him. His members knew about it and constantly teased him about having a crush on someone. They encouraged him to admit his feelings but the rapper was so scared Yunjin didn't like him back. However he felt like one of his dreams came true when Yunjin asked him out first out of the blue one day.
It only went downhill from there.
They had only hung out a handful of times, and the members maybe met Yunjin about twice, so it was a very innocent relationship. When they did hang out it was only to get dinner together or Yunjin would watch Yoongi practice choreography. Yunjin told Yoongi to just call him Yun for short, and the rapper thought it was cute that they were diving into nicknames. The members all liked Yun. They didn't have any reason not to, considering they'd only met him twice, but Yoongi seemed happy and that's all they cared about.
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"Why don't you invite him to sleep over sometime?" Taehyung asked from his spot at the kitchen counter. Him, Jimin, and Jungkook were working on some art projects together while Yoongi was wiping down counters. Yoongi started blushing and smiled, "I uh...don't think we're quite there yet," he chuckled nervously.
"What do you mean?" Taehyung asked innocently, "What's wrong with him sleeping over? Me and Jungkookie have sleep overs all the time. He's always in my bed."
Jungkook spit out his drink and started laughing along with Jimin. Namjoon overheard and started laughing too as he came into the kitchen.
"And sometimes Jiminie too. All three of us. Actually we're all always in each others beds," Taehyung continued. Jungkook and Jimin were in stitches laughing at the counter. Yoongi had his face buried in his hands with embarrassment. Taehyung looked around confused, "What? What did I say?"
"Tae I don't think that's quite what...he meant..." Namjoon laughed. Taehyung started blushing, "Oh you meant like...." Taehyung turned to Yoongi and laughed, "That's not what I meant, hyung."
The others finally calmed down and were able to catch their breath. Yoongi said he wouldn't invite Yun to sleep over but for the first time, he'd actually invite him to come hang out at their place today. He was nervous about it, he was still extremely shy around Yun. Yun was a bit more extroverted though so he figured things wouldn't be too awkward.
The members were excited to have Yoongis boyfriend over. When he showed up they all greeted him at the door and immediately started teasing Yoongi to embarrass him. Yoongi pushed Jimin when the singer jokingly said that Yoongi really enjoyed sleepovers.
"Aish, I wish we could stay longer but me, Namjoon-ah, and Jin hyung are just about to head out hiking," Hobi told Yun.
"It's not a problem, I'm sure I'll see you guys around again," Yun told Hobi. Before leaving for their hiking trip Hobi was making lunches to pack and had made extra sandwiches for everyone staying behind. The maknae line was the first to sit back at the kitchen counter and start eating. The hyungs said bye to everyone and disappeared out the door. Yoongi wasn't hungry and put his food away. While they were in the kitchen, Yun suddenly pulled out a pack of cigarettes and lit one, sucking in a big cloud of smoke. The maknae's all looked at Yoongi concerned. They weren't aware that the guy smoked, and didn't want him smoking in their house.
"You smoke?" Yoongi asked surprised. The maknae's were shocked to see that apparently Yoongi didn't know either.
"Got a problem with it?" Yun asked.
"I..uh...can you just not smoke in the house please?" Yoongi asked. The rapper had always thought the gesture was disgusting, and he also didn't want his maknae's around it either.
"A little smoke won't kill ya."
Yoongi stared at Yun, not too sure of what to say. Taehyung spoke up, "I have asthma," he lied. They all looked at him a bit confused, but then he started to fake cough and the members knew why he was lying.
"Oh, shoulda just said that. Sorry kid," Yun said. He took his cigarette out of his mouth, "Where do I put it out?"
"You can go flush it," Jungkook told him, going back to eating. Yun completely ignored him and grabbed Yoongi's wrist, "Oh I know!" he took his cigarette and started lowering the burnt end right towards Yoongi's bare arm.
"Yun stop!" Jimin screamed in a panic. Yoongi had tried pulling his arm away and in his effort to do so accidentally got grazed by the burnt end of the cigarette.
"Ow!" Yoongi clutched his arm and Jungkook got up to get him a cold washcloth. Yoongi stared at Yun with a hurt expression, "Why did you do that?"
"I was just messing around. I wasn't actually going to but you moved and you hit it. Not my fault you moved like that," Yun replied, completely unbothered.
"Why would you even joke like that?" Jimin asked. It was clear he was angry, "It's not like that was funny. It's not his fault he moved, anyone in their right mind would do that if they were about to be burned with a fuckin cigarette."
"Jimin-ah stop, its okay. It was an accident," Yoongi told his dongsaeng. Taehyung sat there confused. He couldn't understand why Yun would pull a stunt like that, and he was angry that his hyung now had a small red burn mark on his arm. Yun left to go throw it away in the bathroom.
"Hyung are you okay?" Taehyung asked.
"I'm fine, it was just accident. I shouldn't have moved."
"He shouldn't have done that to begin with," Taehyung pouted. When Yun came back, he asked what the plans were for the day. The maknae's quickly realized they didn't even want to hang out with the guy so they all left the kitchen in a sulky mood. Yoongi and Yun spent a few hours watching movies before going outside and playing some basketball. Jimin and Jungkook went out with them because they also wanted to play basketball. It turned into a small game and the two maknae's noticed Yun being a little too rough with their hyung. He'd constantly push him out of the way or grab him too hard. Once they were all tired out, Yun said he had to get going. All of them walked him to his car and said goodbye. Yun quickly drove away.
"You two don't even hug?" Jungkook asked surprised. After today it didn't even seem like Yoongi and Yun were even actually dating. Yoongi shrugged in response as they headed back inside. Jimin grabbed Yoongi's shirt and gestured to the rappers room, "Can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Sure," Yoongi followed the singer into his own bedroom and sat on his bed, "What's up?"
The first thing Jimin did was take another look at Yoongi's arm. The burn wasn't bad, it was just a small circular red mark, "Are you sure you're okay?"
"Yes, I'm fine. Again, it was just an accident. He didn't mean to do that. It was my own fault."
"No it wasn't, hyung. He seemed a bit rough with you, like..all day," Jimin said with a worried tone to his voice, "Is he always like that when you two hang out?"
Yoongi shrugged, "We haven't hung out all that much, but I have never noticed anything bad."
"So he's never hurt you before or anything?"
Yoongi shook his head. He couldn't recall a time when Yun had ever been less than nice to him. He only seemed a little off today, for whatever reason. Yoongi figured he had to have done something wrong and it gave him anxiety thinking that Yun might be mad at him, especially when he couldn't quite pinpoint why.
"Well, okay. But what he did today is concerning," Jimin pouted, "Accident or not, I don't like seeing someone hurt you."
"I know," Yoongi stood up and wrapped his arm around Jimin's shoulder, "Don't overthink it. Hyung is fine."
Jimin nodded and the two headed out into the living room. Jungkook and Taehyung were building a lego set. Namjoon, Jin, and Hobi finally came back from their trip and barged in the door talking about how Namjoon almost fell off the mountain because he tripped over a stick. They couldn't stop laughing about it.
"How was your day? I see Yun already left," Namjoon asked.
"Good," Yoongi answered. He didn't feel like admitting he was feeling a bit sad over todays events. He was still worried Yun might be mad at him. Jungkook stood up and gestured to the rappers arm, "Yun is an asshole, he hurt hyungie."
The three who went hiking ran over to Yoongi, "What does Jungkook mean by that? He hurt you?" Jin asked concerned.
"It was just an accident," Yoongi shot Jungkook an annoyed glare. Taehyung stood up and showed off Yoongi's small wound, "He burned him with a cigarette." Yoongi jerked his arm away, "Accidentally," he added.
"On purpose," Jimin protested. He knew deep down Yun had done it on purpose. Hobi, Jin, and Namjoon asked a few more questions of concern before departing to go take showers. Yoongi said he was feeling tired and wanted to go take a nap. He was laying on his bed wondering if he should message Yun or not. He was so nervous to find out what he'd done wrong. He lay there staring at the burn on his arm. He touched it and it stung a little bit. His heart fluttered when he saw Yun had messaged him. He was nervous to read it but started smiling when he saw that it was a long apology about how Yun hadn't meant to hurt him and was extremely sorry. Yun told him he didn't mean to upset his maknae's either and he hoped to make it up to all of them. He restated that it was truly an accident and he shouldn't have done it and how he'd never hurt him again. Yoongi felt butterflies in his stomach and told him it was okay, he was just glad Yun wasn't angry at him about anything. He invited him to come back over tomorrow.
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That night, the members had gone to bed early. Everyone was exhausted. Yoongi woke up to Jungkook coming into his room pouting, "Can I sleep in here tonight?"
The rapper could tell his maknae was either crying, or had been. His facial expression itself gave off a hint that the youngest was upset, "Why? What's wrong?"
Jungkook crawled into bed with his hyung and curled up next to him, "I had a nightmare about you and Yun."
Yoongi let out a deep sigh, "And what happened?"
"He was hurting you."
Yoongi wrapped his arm around Jungkook and rubbed his back, "Well, it was just a bad dream, alright? No need to be so worried." Yoongi realized Jungkook was starting to sound just like Jimin with his concern. He pulled his maknae into a tight hug and rubbed his back until they both fell asleep. They were woken up to someone knocking on the door and opening it, they turned to see both Jin and Yun standing in the doorway.
"Your boyfriend is here," Jin said nonchalantly before disappearing. Yoongi was a bit confused, "What time is it?"
"8. I know you said 11 but I wanted to surprise you and come early," Yun said. He looked at Jungkook who had finally sat up next to Yoongi, "Good morning." Jungkook gave him a sleepy nod and figured he'd leave the room and go cuddle Hobi instead as to leave the two alone. Yun closed the door after Jungkook left and walked over, hovering above the rapper, "So what the hell was going on there? What the hell was that?"
"Huh?"
"You always sleep with other guys even when you're in a relationship?" Yun asked angrily.
Yoongi couldn't help but chuckle and was immediately smacked across the face. He stopped laughing and his expression turned to one of concern. He held his stinging cheek in his hand, "Why did you-"
"Real fuckin loyal, Yoongi," Yun spat.
"Yun, Jungkook was just in here because he had a nightmare last night!" the rapper protested, "He always comes to one of us when that happens."
"Well why the fuck did it have to be you?"
"His nightmare was about me, so he wanted to come to my room. He's my baby brother, it's not like that." Yoongi felt his heartbeat pick up when he saw that the anger in Yun's face wasn't going away.
"And what was this little nightmare regarding you, about?"
"I- " Yoongi realized he didn't want to tell Yun what it was about, "I don't know. He didn't want to talk about it. He just wanted to be in my room. Can you please just drop I-"
Yun smacked Yoongi in the face again, "How would you like it if you walked in on me in bed with someone else?"
"Stop hitting me!" Yoongi yelled, "If it was your little brother, who wanted reassurance after a bad dream, I wouldn't care!"
"I don't have a little brother."
"That's not the point. You're making a big deal out of nothing." Yoongi scooted backwards on the bed when he saw Yun raise his hand to smack him again. He put his arm up in defense and felt the hit fall on it.
"You really know how to piss me off," Yun said angrily. Yoongi felt tears in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you angry." He was so scared that Yun would break up with him if he made him too angry. He had really strong feelings for Yun and didn't want to deal with the heartbreak of being dumped. He backed away more when Yun took a seat on the bed next to him.
"Hey, come here," Yun said. He wrapped his arms around Yoongi and pulled him into a tight hug, "I'm sorry for hitting you. I didn't mean to. I get angry sometimes. You have to understand that. I mean, as long as you don't make me angry, then no harm done, yeah? " Yoongi cried into Yun's shoulder, "I know. I'm sorry." The rapper cried for a while as Yun kept telling him he'd be okay and that it was time to "Suck it up." After a bit they went out into the living room to hang out with the others. Namjoon noticed something seemed wrong about Yoongi but he couldn't pinpoint what. His skin seemed paler, yet his cheek seemed red at the same time. Like he had sunburn on one side of his face.
"Did you use sunscreen yesterday?" Namjoon asked, knowing the rapper had been outside playing basketball.
"Yeah, why?"
"Your cheek seems really red," Namjoon raised an eyebrow. Jin turned to Yoongi and noticed it too. Yoongi shrugged it off, "Weird," was all he had to say. He looked at Yun and Yun smiled at him. The day was spent doing nothing spectacular. The members enjoyed vacation time out of work but sometimes found themselves bored. Jungkook offered for Yoongi and Yun to go swimming with him and Taehyung but Yun said he had to get going and Yoongi hated water so stayed home with the others. Yoongi was standing at the sink drinking a glass of water when Namjoon came over and stood beside him, "It's bruised now."
"What?" Yoongi said confused, dropping his glass into the sink.
"I thought it was a sunburn, but it's not red anymore. Your cheek is bruised, hyung."
Yoongi lifted his hand to his cheek, "Oh."
"Yun hit you, didn't he?" Namjoon asked with great concern. Yoongi didn't care to lie, he didn't see the issue. He had made Yun upset, which he shouldn't have done. "It was my own fault."
"Hyung!" Namjoon yelled, "He actually hit you?! What the hell Yoongi!" Jin overheard and came over, "What is this I hear? He hit you?" Jin moved Yoongi's hand off his cheek and saw it was bruised, "What the hell is that?! Why the hell did he hit you?!" Jin screamed.
"I made him mad. It's not a big deal, okay? Like I told Namjoonie, it was my own fault, I shouldn't have upset him in the first place."
"Well what the hell made him upset? You're really going to let him get away with that?! I'll give him a piece of my mind my damn self if you're not going to! He shouldn't be putting his damn hands on you, angry or not!" Jin yelled.
"Don't worry about it! He already apologized. It won't happen again. It's over with. Just drop it," Yoongi protested. Jimin strolled over and wrapped his hyung in a hug, he kissed the bruise on Yoongi's cheek and the rapper instantly backed out of his grip, "Don't do that," he told his dongsaeng. He had already fucked up once by letting his maknae into his bed, which had made his boyfriend angry, he wasn't going to fuck up again by letting his maknae's plant kisses all over his face whenever they felt like it anymore. He was anxious that Yun would walk back into their house at any given second. I will not mess this up.
"But I always kiss injuries," Jimin pouted.
"Well don't, I'm fine," he pushed by everyone in an annoyed matter and ran to his room, slamming his door behind him. He was annoyed that everyone was becoming so concerned. His relationship with Yun was none of their business. He was a grown adult, they had no reason to bud in so much.
"I can't believe it," Hobi spoke up from behind everyone, "Yoongi-hyung finally gets into a relationship, and it turns out to be an abusive one," Hobi tried to stop himself from crying. Hearing the words out loud broke their hearts. They knew their brother didn't deserve that. They knew an abusive relationship when they saw one, they didn't understand how Yoongi couldn't see it.
"I don't want him here anymore," Jin said sternly, "He can take his abusive ass somewhere else."
"But hyung if he doesn't come here, Yoongi would just go to him. Wouldn't that be worse? At least him coming here we can keep an eye on them, now that we know," Jimin mentioned. The others agreed that it'd be a better idea, and if they were lucky the two would just break up before it got worse. Unfortunately they couldn't force the breakup. Yoongi was an adult who couldn't be told what to do. Jungkook and Taehyung returned from swimming and asked why everyone looked so upset. When they heard that Yun had hit Yoongi, they ran to his room, against protests from Jin to leave him be for now. Jimin followed.
Without warning, Yoongi found all three maknae's surrounding him on his bed.
Yoongi groaned. He much rather have been left alone. Jungkook and Taehyung were all over him asking if he was okay.
"You need to dump him," Jungkook demanded. Taehyung nodded in agreement.
"Why would I do that? I love him," Yoongi pouted.
"How could you love someone who hurts you? He sure as hell doesn't love you!" Taehyung told him. Yoongi looked at him angrily, "What the hell would you know about love, huh?"
Jimin came to Taehyung's defense, "Well we all know this isn't what it's supposed to look like," he gestured to Yoongi's bruised cheek and burnt arm, "Love isn't supposed to hurt you like this."
"Well, to each his own. He loves me. I just accidentally upset him sometimes. It's my own fault," Yoongi said in defense of his boyfriend.
"Hyung! He's manipulating you! Whether you make him angry or not, he shouldn't be hurting you!" Jimin explained, "He's making you think it's justified by telling you it's your own fault he does it. He's abusing you, hyung! Why can't you see that?! Me, Taehyungie, and Jungkookie make all of you hyungs angry all the time, when have any of you ever hurt us? Never. You know why? Because you guys love us, so you wouldn't do something like that. He doesn't love you hyung."
Jungkook added to what Jimin said, "If you love someone you don't leave them full of bruises and burn marks, you leave them full of hugs and kisses. He hasn't even tried to hug or kiss you, but he's over here smacking you in the face?"
"He's hugged me," Yoongi protested.
"When?" Taehyung asked.
"After he-" Yoongi stopped himself, realizing it only happened after Yun had smacked him in the face, "It doesn't matter. But he has. Last time I checked, my love life was none of anyone's business except my own."
"We're your maknae's of course it's our business," Taehyung pouted, "We care about you and we can't just ignore the fact he's abusive!"
"For the last time, no he's not! He's not abusive!" Yoongi yelled.
"So you're telling me if I was in a relationship and I was getting hit, you think it'd be okay for me to stay? You wouldn't think that's abusive?" Jungkook asked.
"Well that would be different," Yoongi told his maknae.
"How the hell would that be different?" the maknae asked .
"I make mistakes, and Yun gets angry. You're a lot better than me with things, so I couldn't see you making someone angry. So if someone hit you, that'd be their fault, not yours. So in that case, yes they would be abusive."
"You really aren't getting this are you?" Jimin asked his hyung, "It shouldn't matter who makes who angry. Nobody should be hitting anybody."
Yoongi had enough of his maknae's, "Can you guys please just get out?" he asked annoyed. Taehyung crossed his arms, pouting. "NOW! Please!" the rapper yelled. The three scurried to their feet and left his room. He lay there thinking over the things they'd said. They're wrong about him. He does love me and he cares. If he didn't care, he wouldn't get upset when I make mistakes. I just have to be better. Do better. Then he'll be happier with me.
Later that evening Yoongi was disrupted by Taehyung and Jungkook running into his room. The two were playing tag and had been chasing each other all around the house. He had recently overheard Jin scream at them to stop because they were making him angry, but the two lived their own free will and never listened to their hyungs anyway. He thought about what Jimin had said, about how the maknae's are always making the hyungs angry but never got hit. He figured everyone was different. Some people used hitting, some people didn't, that's just how the world was. Taehyung and Jungkook suddenly both jumped onto Yoongi's bed, they were standing on it trying to push each other off.
"Aish, can you please go away?" Yoongi asked. The two ignored him, too preoccupied giggling. Taehyung put Jungkook in a headlock and tackled him down onto the bed. Yoongi couldn't help but laugh at them, they were a bit amusing. He decided he wanted to join in on the fun and mess with them a bit. He pretended to get extremely angry and started yelling at them to get out, when they didn't listen he hopped onto the bed and pinned them both down. They both stopped laughing and stared at Yoongi with big, nervous eyes.
"You know what happens to maknae's who don't listen?" Yoongi said sternly as he had them pinned down. Jungkook and Taehyung both gulped in silence, but burst out laughing when their hyung started tickling them to death. Taehyung and Jungkook tried rolling around to escape their hyungs tickles but couldn't. They could barely breathe they were laughing so hard.
"Yoongi-" a voice came from his doorway but he ignored it. He couldn't hear anything over his maknae's laughing, plus he was having fun.
"Yoongi-" the voice said again. When the rapper decided to lay off once he saw the two's faces turning bright red from not breathing, he finally heard it.
"Yoongi!" he turned to see Yun standing at his door. What the hell is he doing here? He was just here this morning? He looked at his two maknae's who were laying under him, staring at him with concerned eyes. He looked back at Yun and realized this probably didn't look good to him either. He got off the bed and gestured for the two to leave.
"But hyung-" Taehyung started.
"Go, it's okay. I'll be right out," Yoongi said reassuringly. The two scooted out of the door past Yun, trying not to make eye contact. He made them nervous. Yun closed the door behind him and Yoongi gulped.
"Wow," Yun started.
"I wasn't expecting you," Yoongi said nervously.
"Oh, so you only let others in your bed when you're not expecting me, I've noticed?"
The rapper sighed, "I already told you it's not like that. We were just playing. You don't have siblings, so clearly you don't get it. Why-why are you here?"
Yun went over and sat on Yoongi's bed, the rapper surprised he hadn't been hit yet , thinking he'd definitely messed up.
"Well, I wanted to talk to you about something and figured it'd be better to do it in person."
Yoongi felt sick. He's breaking up with me. "Look I'm really sorry. We were just pla-"
"I want you to move in with me, Yoongi."
The rapper froze and stared at him, "Um, what?"
"You heard me. I want you to move in with me," Yun started. He explained how it'd be better for their relationship and how he could 'keep a better eye on' the rapper. He said he was sure Yoongi was sick of living with six other people by now and it'd be nice for them to solely have each other. He told Yoongi how he'd no longer be annoyed by his maknae's showing up in his bed at night or bothering him. They could have privacy.
Yoongi sat frozen for a minute. He loved living with his members. They were going on 11 years living together already. He never even imagined one day moving out. He had strong feelings for Yun but if he was honest with himself, he knew they weren't that close yet.
"I, um...look Yun...While I'm sure that could be fun and all, that's a big thing to ask. I'll be honest but for the time being I want to stay where I am."
Yun angrily stood up and the movement made Yoongi flinch, "I fuckin knew it."
"What?" Yoongi asked nervously, "Knew what?"
Yun grabbed Yoongi's wrist and started squeezing it hard, "You love them more than me, don't you? I fuckin knew it. I'm in last place."
"That's not fair," Yoongi started, trying to pull his arm out of Yun's grip but the grip just got tighter, "I love all of you but I've lived with them forever. You and I haven't been dating that long. It's too much to ask right now."
Yun started digging his nails into Yoongi's wrist.
"Ahh!" The rapped hissed, "Please stop, that hurts!"
"You're moving in with me," Yun said sternly. Yoongi kept trying to pull away but Yun dug his nails deeper into his wrist, "Whether you fuckin like it or not. You understand me?"
Yoongi felt tears flood down his cheeks. He realized this isn't what he wanted anymore. Jimin's voice kept replaying in his head. Love isn't supposed to hurt you like this.
"Let me go, Yunjin. I don't want to live with you. I want to stay here, with the people who love me. And you don't. I get it now. You just like controlling me, you don't actually give a shit."
Without warning Yun punched Yoongi hard in the face. He stumbled off his bed and onto his floor. He put his hand to his face and knew he was bleeding. Yun started spewing threats right at him, threats against him and his members. Yoongi was on his hands and knees crying when Yun then kicked him in the face. He let out a loud whimper before starting to get punched again, "Yun stop! Stop! Please! You're hurting me!" he cried. He crawled into a corner of his room and cowered there, scared. Love isn't supposed to hurt you like this.
Yun started screaming and running around his room, taking stuff and throwing it. The members all ran in after hearing Yun start screaming.
"What the HELL is going on?!" Jin screamed.
"Hyungie! Oh my God!" Jungkook cried. Him, Hobi, and Taehyung dove down to the rappers side. The sight made them all cry. Yoongi was curled up, hugging his knees and crying, with his face buried. They all wrapped him into a tight hug and rubbed his back. Namjoon and Jimin both ran over to Yun and pushed him, holding him up against the wall.
"What the fuck did you do?!" Jimin screamed, "What the hell is wrong with you?!"
"He deserved it, he pissed me off!" Yun yelled. He tried lunging forward off the wall but Namjoon took his arm and put it to Yun's throat, trapping him in place. Jin started screaming at Yun about how he was going to call the police and how he was going to get a restraining order against him for all of the members. Yun started begging them not to call the cops and promised to disappear and never talk to them again or hurt Yoongi ever again. He apologized over and over saying he hadn't meant to actually hurt Yoongi. The members didn't care to hear it. Namjoon stared at Yun for a moment before lifting his own fist and punching Yun directly in the face.
"Go hyung!" Jimin cheered. Namjoon grabbed Yun's shirt and dragged him out of Yoongi's room and to the door, with Jimin and Jin right behind him. They threw him out and told him if they ever saw him again they'd reconsider letting him go without consequence. They locked the door behind them and went back to Yoongi's room. Jin grabbed Yoongi's phone and immediately blocked Yun's number from it.
"Hey, look at me, look at hyung," Jin asked, placing his hand gently under Yoongi's chin and raising his face up to look at him. He was heartbroken seeing his dongsaengs injuries, "Aish.."
Jungkook and Taehyung were a mess of tears. Hobi was trying to comfort all three of them now. Jin ran and got a first aid kit to help clean up the blood and cuts on Yoongi's face. Namjoon ran to the kitchen and got his hyung some water.
"I'm so sorry," Yoongi cried.
"No no no, you have nothing to be sorry about. You didn't anything wrong," Jin cooed as he gently started wiping Yoongi's face.
"I, I didn't listen," He looked directly at his maknae's, "I should have listened. You were all right. I don't want it to hurt like this." Jimin broke down and pulled Yoongi against him, "It doesn't have to hurt anymore. Be done with him and find someone who actually loves you."
"I didn't mean t-t-to make him angry," Yoongi cried. Jin gently wiped the tears falling from Yoongi's eyes. Hobi ran his fingers through Yoongi's hair, "What even happened?" he pouted.
"I didn't want to live with him and he got a-a-angry," the rapped choked out.
"Oh no," Jungkook finally spoke up, "You have to know his anger wasn't your fault. He couldn't have expected to you to actually agree to that."
"We wouldn't want you to leave," Taehyung added, rubbing Yoongi's back. Yoongi started sobbing harder, "It hurts," he cried. Jin was holding some wet washcloths, "Oh, sorry. I'm not trying to hurt you I'm just trying to clean off t-"
"No, hyung," Yoongi cried, "On the inside. It hurts." He wasn't talking about his face. His heart was broken. He knew him and Yun were over, there was no fixing any kind of relationship after something like that. And it hurt realizing what his maknae's had tried telling him from the beginning. Yun didn't love him.
"It's going to for a while," Jimin started, "But you'll feel better one day and then can find someone who actually treats you well."
"I know you're right, but right now it hurts," Yoongi frowned.
"That's okay," Hobi told his hyung, "But you have us here to help you feel better."
"Yeah, you have us, hyungie," Jungkook tickled Yoongi and the rapper let out a faint chuckle and smiled.
"There it is!" Taehyung pointed to Yoongi's smile. Yoongi felt himself blush. He didn't know what he'd ever done to deserve such a caring group of people around him, but he was extremely grateful. He sat there silently and looked around. He watched Jin clean his wounds. He felt Jimins heart beating against his back and the warmth that came with it. He could feel Jungkook rubbing his arm and Taehyung running his fingers through his hair. Namjoon was sitting next to him offering him up water, and Hobi was holding his hand.
He had realized something he had seemingly forgotten.
This is what love looks like.
-Fin
