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Amber can't believe that it's happening, her awarness's mixing euphoria and fear in the most headiness cocktail she ever drink. Her father left her, Nathaniel doesn't want to know her anymore, Charlotte didn't even say "goodbye", Castiel chose that awful Seleidne... Even mom reject her out like a broken porcelain doll, when she realised that Amber's beauty is not the kind the modelling agencies want.
Amber had confronted with mirror over and over again, asking "Am I ugly?" and mirror always confirms.
"You're so beautiful while crying", says Kentin quietly, at first his lips gathers her tears tenderly, then greedily.
Amber world was trembling and falling apart, ant this whole time Kentin loved her with passionate, jealous love. This four-eyed, who's glance, agressive moves, confident walk, wide shoulders turn Amber on so badly. She had never met a man looking at her with such passion. Kentin's emerald eyes burn her down like a defenseless moth. They entwine her with green vines, drown her into abyss, an now she resembles an insect sunked in emerald.
"If I have to leave this world, I'm gonna do this only with you" he says and that's true, they're both outcasts now. They have nobody but each other.
The world is unbearable. At first time, when Kentin started talking about suicide, Amber freak out, she desperately pulled him to herself, no, no, no, don't leave me alone! Kentin kissed her as intensely as at first time, he kissed Amber till she bleed. She let him between her thighs and the pain pleased her.
Her protests were growing weak. Kentin cuts her wrists, repeating how beautiful she is, the prettiest of them all, and how much he loves her. He cuts his own wirsts in fierce silence, deeply, Amber believes that his cuts are much deeper than hers. She kissed Kentin's eyelids, shivering with pain. Kentin kissed her fresh wounds.
Amber let him lead her on a rooftop like it's leading to an altar, carrying boquet of broken hopes, dead dreams lust sharp as glass shards.
Sun goes down, showering them with gold and crimson, wind messed Kentin's hair, light makes them flaming. He dictated Amber the suicide note and tenderly slipped it into her cleavage. And then he took her hand and led her to the edge of roof.
"How can I know that you'll jump with me?" asks Amber, her head's spinning, the whole world's spinning, Kentin's hand is the only stable thing. His grasp is so strong. "Maybe you just want to kill me? You don't love me at all."
Kentin laughs joyfully.
"Of course I love you" he says, cuddling her. "I love you, I love you, I love you."
His heart beats next to hers. Amber feels the warmth filling her, imbuing her whole. It's just one step, one piruette, and therush of air is yanking thei hair while they're going to the very bottom of life.
The last Amber's thought is bright like light's reflection in Kentin's dog tags.
"I hope they'll bury us together."