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if i wwere allowwed on earth c
if there wwere any timeline wwhere i got there and i wwas alivve again and got to go through that door
i wwould go drowwn myself in the ocean
just to see wwhat it feels like
the ocean i mean
not drowwning
i dont really knoww howw i could get there
through that door
theres not really a wway i can see of me bein let through
after wwhat i did
after i died
but if i wwas i wwouldnt livve on the surface
i wwouldnt livve anywwhere wwith anyone at all
i wwouldnt evven knoww if id survvivve
ivve nevver evven been in before
aquarius is an air sign
i think if i wwas god tier
howwevver that wwould happen
if i could survvivve it all wwithout needin food or wwhatevver
i wwould just sit there forevver
like percy jackson in that swwimmin pool at the start of the bad movvie vversion
let myself be blowwn about by the currents maybe
i dunno
if there wwere other seadwwellers
not that i expect there to be any
im pickin the opposite side of the globe to wwhere they livve
and if fefs there
wwho am i kiddin if theyre gettin me through obvviously theyre getting fef there
theres probably millions of millions of timelines wwhere they savve her but not me
its obvvious
if fefs there
im gonna pick as far awway from her as i can
her an kan an kar an sol an all the others
like i said i dont evven knoww if i could survvivve
i nevver once wwent in
evven on lodag i nevver tried
too much of a cowward
so either i drowwn myself
or i nevver come out
same difference really
its wwhat i deservve