Archive of Our Own ^beta

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The Trans Support Squad

#general

> everyone welcome aki_vb5 to the server!

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 16/3/20XX at 4:53 PM
Hello!! Welcome in!

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 16/3/20XX at 4:53 PM
a new member!!! hello!!

aki_vb5 - 16/3/20XX at 4:54 PM
uh
hi

[aki_vb5 updated their nickname to aki (he/him)]

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 4:54 PM
nice to meet you all ig

tricksteR (he/they) - 16/3/20XX at 4:54 PM
Nice too meet you too~
What brings you to our humble server?

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 4:55 PM
i was talking w a friend about how few trans people i actually know and they suggested i join an online community
so here i am ??

Blue (He/They/She) | Owner !! - 16/3/20XX at 4:57 PM
Well it’s lovely to have you here!!
My intent with this server was just that, a place where we can connect safely :)

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 16/3/20XX at 4:58 PM
good to meet you, aki!!! i hope you enjoy your time here!

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 4:58 PM
ah thanks

thing 2 (he/they) - 16/3/20XX at 5:03 PM
Omg new person

thing 1 (she/her) - 16/3/20XX at 5:03 PM
!! new person !!

tricksteR (he/they) - 16/3/20XX at 5:04 PM
Don’t scare him off, you two~

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 5:04 PM
??? who are you two

thing 1 (she/her) - 16/3/20XX at 5:05 PM
Im rin!!! @thing 2 (he/they) is len!!

thing 2 (he/they) - 16/3/20XX at 5:06 PM
Were twins btw
Nice 2 meet u!

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 5:06 PM
. likewise

amia (they/she) | mod - 16/3/20XX at 5:23 PM
omgg theres a new guy and no one told me??? smhhhh
hi!!! im amia :))
nice to meet youuuu

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 5:27 PM
hi.

amia (they/she) | mod - 16/3/20XX at 5:28 PM
rin and len are the server babies, dont worry about them theyre harmless

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 5:28 PM
noted.
also @tricksteR (he/they) , @88☆彡 (he/star!!) i didnt get your names?

tricksteR (he/they) - 16/3/20XX at 5:28 PM
You can call me R, everyone does ^^

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 16/3/20XX at 5:29 PM
i’m star!!
i also use star/stars pronouns but star was my online name BEFORE i realized i liked them as pronouns so!!

aki (he/him) - 16/3/20XX at 5:29 PM
gotcha. nice to meet you two

The Trans Support Squad

#general

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 1:43 PM
guys I’M FREAKING OUT

aki (he/him) - 17/3/20XX at 1:45 PM
are you okay??

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 1:45 PM
ghfhfgihssfhf YEAH I’M ACTUALLY GREAT
HE ASKED ME OUT!!!

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 1:46 PM
!!! congrats star!!

thing 2 (he/they) - 17/3/20XX at 1:49 PM
Wowwwww omg congrats! Im happy 4 u :)

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 1:50 PM
thank you len!! i am going to spend the next week mentally preparing for this date!!!

aki (he/him) - 17/3/20XX at 1:56 PM
oh shit
congratulations star, best of luck

tricksteR (he/they) - 17/3/20XX at 1:58 PM
Oh?
I log on to share my good news and it seems i’ve already been upstaged, haha.

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 1:58 PM
r!!! hello!!! good news from you too?

tricksteR (he/they) - 17/3/20XX at 1:58 PM
Actually, i just asked the guy i like on a date. Quite the coincidence!
He said yes to the date which was nice~

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 1:59 PM
!!!! I’M HAPPY FOR YOU!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!

Raindrop (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 2:01 PM
Oh! Congratulations r and star! Best. Of luck to you both! :)

tricksteR (he/they) - 17/3/20XX at 2:01 PM
Thank you, rain! ^^ appreciate it

aki (he/him) - 17/3/20XX at 2:02 PM
that’s like an insane coincidence. best of luck to you both.
also, rain? hello, i don’t believe we’ve met.

Raindrop (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 2:03 PM
Yes hello aki! It’s nice to meet you I wasn’t here for your joining but I’m here now! :)

aki (he/him) - 17/3/20XX at 2:03 PM
good to meet you

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 2:06 PM
no WAY LMAOO what a coincidence!!
funny thing one of my irls has been talking about asking out his crush and now you two AND him are all going on dates i cant

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 2:10 PM
it seems everyone’s going on dates!
speaking of, i’m going to go prepare
the date isn’t until saturday i’m just REALLY excited for it!!!
he finally asked me out guys it’s been MONTHS

#vent

tricksteR (he/they) - 17/3/20XX at 7:43 PM
I should be happy. I am happy. But i also feel so anxious about this
What if he only accepted out of pity? I know i’m not that handsome or charming i don’t get how he could wholeheartedly accept like that if he weren’t acting

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 7:52 PM
r please believe me when i say you are one of the best people i’ve had the pleasure of meeting. i’m sure he feels the same way as i do.
besides, why would he be acting?

tricksteR (he/they) - 17/3/20XX at 7:54 PM
He’s a good actor. This could be practice for him i don’t know

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aki_vb5 - 17/3/20XX at 8:23 PM
yo i saw your messages in vent
i know we haven’t talked that much but youre a nice dude
i don’t think your guy would be acting about something like that. i believe in you, r.

stemchanging_R - 17/3/20XX at 8:25 PM
Thank you, aki
I appreciate it

The Trans Support Squad

#art-creations

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 11:37 PM
is it too forward of me to sew him a sweater before the first date?
[image attached]

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 11:37 PM
YOOOO star with the sewing machine! me tooo buddy
also to answer your question,,, prob not a sweater is a nice gift
also i sew stuff for my friends all the time!
i’m sure he’ll love it !! :D

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 11:41 PM
YES!! i’ve loved sewing for a long time!!!
i hope he does like it… i’m honestly not the best at it but!! i put my love into it!!!

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 11:45 PM
hell yeah star! good luck with the sewing!! if you need any tips DM ME I WILL ANSWER

Mom Friend (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 11:47 PM
That looks lovely so far, Star! Looking forward to the finished result! Maybe sleep first, though.

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 11:47 PM
!! MEIKOO!!!!!

Mom Friend (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 11:47 PM
Hello!

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 17/3/20XX at 11:48 PM
i’m honored!!! i will definitely show you the finished result!!!!!!
please imagine me running around my room in circles. very happy right now!!!
will go to sleep!!!!!!

Mom Friend (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 11:48 PM
I’m glad I could offer encouragement!

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 11:49 PM
MEIKO YOURE BACK

aki (he/him) - 17/3/20XX at 11:49 PM
hi meiko!

Mom Friend (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 11:50 PM
Yes! Hi Amia, hello Aki! :)

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 11:52 PM
???? how do you two know each other??? what

Mom Friend (She/Her) - 17/3/20XX at 11:53 PM
I met Aki a while back and I help him and his friends out with music sometimes.

amia (they/she) | mod - 17/3/20XX at 11:57 PM
AKI YOU MAKE MUSIC?
why did you not tell me this that is SO COOL
can you send me any of the music youve made?
akiiiiiii
@aki (he/him)
aki??
is he asleep? man

aki (he/him) - 18/3/20XX at 5:45 AM
geez
i was sleeping??
what?
?? yeah i make music
idk let me see if i can find an instrumental or smth
uuh this is the most polished instrumental i could find from our recent stuff
[ippiki_bg.mp3 attached]

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 18/3/20XX at 6:26 AM
woah!!! that’s really good, aki!!
i’m curious — what’s your process for music making?

aki (he/him) - 18/3/20XX at 6:27 AM
i mean i can totally answer that but i feel like we should move this somewhere else
i don’t want to clog the art channel with this.

#music

aki (he/him) - 18/3/20XX at 6:54 AM
and i mean that’s just drum sampling
like the melodic backing track is a whole different thing

tricksteR (he/they) - 18/3/20XX at 6:57 AM
Aki this is the most fascinating music info dump i’ve ever gotten
And i know quite a few musicians ^^

aki (he/him) - 18/3/20XX at 6:57 AM
ah. i’m glad you think so
music is a huge part of my life so i’m glad other people can see my passion

shi (they/them) - 18/3/20XX at 11:42 AM
MIKU SONG JUST DROPPED.
[link attached]
Guys listen to it its so good

amia (they/she) | mod - 18/3/20XX at 11:50 AM
HOLY SHIT MIKU
i am going to go listen to this on repeat oh my god
it’s such a cute song!!!!

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 18/3/20XX at 12:07 PM
!!
this is an excellent song!!!

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 18/3/20XX at 12:11 PM
You all really like Miku, huh?

aki (he/him) - 18/3/20XX at 3:02 PM
.. do you not?

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 18/3/20XX at 3:05 PM
Oh, I do! She’s a lovely singer. Sometimes I forget how popular she is, though.

shi (they/them) - 18/3/20XX at 3:12 PM
i get that. people don’t talk about miku irl often
it’s hard for me to forget though. one of my best friends is like a miku superfan

Luka (she/her) | Mod - 18/3/20XX at 4:28 PM
I’ve met miku before
Incredible singer, also really nice person

shi (they/them) - 18/3/20XX at 4:29 PM
my friend would probably kill for that experience lmao

#outfits

aki (he/him) - 20/3/20XX at 4:16 PM
performance fit
[image attached]

tricksteR (he/they) - 20/3/20XX at 4:22 PM
Nice outfit! What are you performing, aki?

aki (he/him) - 20/3/20XX at 4:23 PM
my group’s in an event scheduled for today, so that
i just thought my outfit today was like. really good

thing 2 (he/they) - 20/3/20XX at 4:26 PM
Omg thats so cool!!!
I love ur shoes there really nice
Good luck wuth ur preformance aki!!

amia (they/she) | mod - 20/3/20XX at 5:04 PM
killing it!
those clothes actually really match the vibe i get from you,,
good luck!

Mom Friend (She/Her) - 20/3/20XX at 5:08 PM
Good luck with your performance, Aki! You look great!

aki (he/him) - 20/3/20XX at 5:10 PM
thanks guys

#general

amia (they/she) | mod - 20/3/20XX at 5:45 PM
going to an event with my gffff <33
it’s to support her little brother but WHO CARES ABOUT HIM
we are so cuteeee <3

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 20/3/20XX at 5:46 PM
have fun, amia!!!

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amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:37 PM
WAIT
OTOUTO-KUN???

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Direct Messages with amiaaa_
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amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:38 PM
what the fuck oh my god

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:38 PM
WHAT
akiyama?????
shit i shouldve known. amia.

amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:38 PM
that’s what i’m saying!!!
your server name is aki and??? your username is aki_vb5??? as in? akito from VIVID BAD SQUAD??
how did i not notice

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:39 PM
okay but how DID you notice
because you clearly just had this realization

amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:39 PM
your outfit. you posted an outfit picture and idk?? i keep track of outfits i see
also you were performing at the same time i was watching a performance??

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:42 PM
geez
i can’t believe i’m in a server with you. and i hadn’t even known beforehand :/

amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:42 PM
also??
i didnt know you were trans otouto-kun!! thats another thing we have in common :3

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:43 PM
this is why i didn’t tell you
you would have used it as an excuse to hang out with me.

amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:44 PM
i mean yeah
but i wouldnt have outed you or anything!!
it’s always nice to know more trans people irl you know?

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:44 PM
yeah. i guess
i appreciate your discretion
because i am stealth. i don’t want the entire school knowing

amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:45 PM
thats understandable!! its tough sometimes when everyone knows
im speaking from experience on that one

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:51 PM
thanks for understanding.
don’t think this gives you the right to bother me during lunch or wtv

amiaaa_ - 20/3/20XX at 6:52 PM
riiight because youre with toya then!!
hows that going btw

aki_vb5 - 20/3/20XX at 6:52 PM
i’m blocking you.

The Trans Support Squad
#advice

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 23/3/20XX at 10:42 AM
HOW DO I STOP FREAKING OUT OVER THIS
my date is today and i feel! very nervous!!

aki (he/him) - 23/3/20XX at 10:45 AM
deep breaths if you can

amia (they/she) | mod - 23/3/20XX at 10:48 AM
ive been in your shoes before star
my best advice is to not focus on the what-ifs, take a minute. you got this!!

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 23/3/20XX at 10:49 AM
thank you amia!! i really hope it goes well. it’s like 2 hours away and i am already waiting at the door !!

amia (they/she) | mod - 23/3/20XX at 10:49 AM
real tbh

#general

Raindrop (She/Her) - 23/3/20XX at 11:12 AM
[image attached]

aki (he/him) - 23/3/20XX at 11:57 AM
???

thing 1 (she/her) - 23/3/20XX at 11:59 AM
Rain did u mean to send that?????

Raindrop (She/Her) - 23/3/20XX at 12:06 PM
Oh! No I didn’t :( I can never figure out how to use this phone!
I was trying to find the keyboard that has all the little faces…

thing 1 (she/her) - 23/3/20XX at 12:07 PM
The emoji keyboard is in the bottom left corner of ur keyboard
Or it should be i thnk

Raindrop (She/Her) - 23/3/20XX at 12:09 PM
Thank you rin! :)

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 23/3/20XX at 8:27 PM
GUESS WHAT EVERYONE!!!!

Raindrop (She/Her) - 23/3/20XX at 8:40 PM
Hello star! How are things?

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 23/3/20XX at 8:40 PM
!!!!!!!! THINGS ARE GREAT RAIN !!!
the date went super well!!!!!! i had such a fun time!!
i am SO happy

thing 1 (she/her) - 23/3/20XX at 8:41 PM
Omg thats great star!! Im happy for u :D

Raindrop (She/Her) - 23/3/20XX at 8:41 PM
Yay star! That’s great :)

amia (they/she) | mod - 23/3/20XX at 8:41 PM
hell yeah star!!! i had total faith in you im glad it worked out!!!

aki (he/him) - 23/3/20XX at 8:42 PM
i’m glad you had a good date, star

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 23/3/20XX at 8:46 PM
i am running around in circles in my room !!! i am going to bed now!!! today was great!!!!!
thank you everyone!!

tricksteR (he/they) - 23/3/20XX at 9:01 PM
I’m glad your date went well, star! Mine did as well… i really like him i’m very happy

amia (they/she) | mod - 23/3/20XX at 9:12 PM
wooo!! ws for everyone today!!!!!!

aki (he/him) - 23/3/20XX at 9:24 PM
damn. everyone had a good date
makes me think

tricksteR (he/they) - 23/3/20XX at 9:24 PM
Think what, aki?

aki (he/him) - 23/3/20XX at 9:27 PM
…
nvm
nothing
ignore me. go back to talking about your date

tricksteR (he/they) - 23/3/20XX at 9:27 PM
If you insist~ :3

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amiaaa_ - 23/3/20XX at 9:24 PM
think what, otouto-kun~?

aki_vb5 - 23/3/20XX at 9:25 PM
akiyama i WILL block you

amiaaa_ - 23/3/20XX at 9:25 PM
no you wont lmao
were you thinking about toya, perhaps?

aki_vb5 - 23/3/20XX at 9:26 PM
i’m going to tell my sister to break up with you

amiaaa_ - 23/3/20XX at 9:26 PM
what like shed listen to you?
and at least im dating her
not pining
unlike a certain otouto-kun

aki_vb5 - 23/3/20XX at 9:28 PM
leave me ALONE

amiaaa_ - 23/3/20XX at 9:28 PM
no can do, my man
youre stuck with me
we have a bond, akito

aki_vb5 - 23/3/20XX at 9:29 PM
i’m deleting this app.

The Trans Support Squad
#general

amia (they/she) | mod - 23/3/20XX at 9:53 PM
awww that sounds so cute r!! im glad you had fun
wish my gf did that with me sighh
anyway i should probably go be productive
ttyl!!

tricksteR (he/they) - 23/3/20XX at 9:53 PM
Good night, amia

aki (he/him) - 23/3/20XX at 9:54 PM
productive ?? amia it’s almost 10 pm wtf do you mean productive
you know what. i’m just not going to question it
have fun, i’m going to bed

#advice

tricksteR (he/they) - 24/3/20XX at 2:14 AM
I think i need to tell him about me being trans but i really don’t know how to broach the subject..

aki (he/him) - 24/3/20XX at 5:45 AM
1. why were you up at two in the morning
2. yeah i get it it’s fucking SCARY telling people you’re trans but you like this guy right? then trust in him & trust he’ll accept you for you

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 24/3/20XX at 6:21 AM
i’m actually in a similar situation right now!!!! the guy i’m dating seems pretty serious about me and i really like him so my being trans seems like something i should tell him about ! because it’s a big part of me !

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 24/3/20XX at 6:47 AM
I think my best advice for you two would be to just communicate with your respective partners, as Aki said.
Communication is key in any relationship, and if they don’t accept you for who you are then they’re not the one for you.

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 24/3/20XX at 6:54 AM
THAT’S THE SCARY PART THOUGH!! what if he breaks up with me because of it???

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 24/3/20XX at 6:54 AM
Sometimes things are scary. You can either do it or you don’t.
For what it’s worth, you both are wonderful men and they’d be fools to lose you over something so trivial as your gender at birth.

tricksteR (he/they) - 24/3/20XX at 7:10 AM
That’s a good sentiment blue thank you

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 24/3/20XX at 7:10 AM
You’re welcome, R. Good luck.

tricksteR (he/they) - 24/3/20XX at 7:11 AM
And thank you aki as well

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 24/3/20XX at 7:13 AM
yes, thank you both!!!

Direct Messages with hamsterko15

hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 4:18 PM
You were getting a lot of notifications at practice, what’s up?

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:24 PM
oh yeah dont worry ab it
you remember when i was complaining about how few trans people i know?

hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 4:24 PM
Yeah

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:24 PM
so i joined a server for trans people
what i hadn’t realized is that akiyama Fucking mizuki actually mods for that server
so now they know that i’m trans and won’t leave me alone

hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 4:25 PM
Akiyama is nice though!
And you already know she’s trans, I imagine it’s nice for her to know she’s got solidarity with you

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:26 PM
kohane i do NOT want akiyama in my life more than she already is

hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 4:26 PM
You’re such a grouch, Akito Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)
Also…

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:26 PM
?

hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 4:29 PM
Would you maybe… send me an invite link to the server?
No pressure though!!! I understand if no!!!
Just, after our conversation I realized I also should talk to more trans people..

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:29 PM
uhh i mean yeah i can do that
do you want me to like. ask akiyama if it’s cool with them if you join

hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 4:30 PM
That would probably make me feel better about asking you, yeah (ㆀ˘･з･˘)

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aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:34 PM
yo akiyama one of my friends wants to join the server and she asked me to ask you if it’s ok if she joins

amiaaa_ - 25/3/20XX at 4:34 PM
WHAT of course it is!!!! why wouldnt it be!
also im curious what friend

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:35 PM
kohane. an’s girlfriend

amiaaa_ - 25/3/20XX at 4:35 PM
ANS GIRLFRIEND IS TRANS??

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:35 PM
yeah she’s one of my only trans friends
she’s the one who convinced me to join the server

amiaaa_ - 25/3/20XX at 4:36 PM
hey im also one of your trans friends
but yeah she is absolutely 100% welcome in the trans support squad !!!!
you can tell her that

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aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 4:37 PM
[link attached]

The Trans Support Squad

#general

> hamsterko15 just joined!

amia (they/she) | mod - 25/3/20XX at 4:43 PM
welcome!!!!!

[hamsterko15 updated their nickname to KO (She/her)]

KO (She/her) - 25/3/20XX at 4:44 PM
Hello!

aki (he/him) - 25/3/20XX at 4:44 PM
yeah hey guys this is my friend ko she asked to join

KO (She/her) - 25/3/20XX at 4:44 PM
It’s good to meet you all ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 25/3/20XX at 4:44 PM
HELLO!!!! it’s nice to meet you, ko!!

Blue (He/She/They) | Owner !! - 25/3/20XX at 4:47 PM
Hello, Ko!

amia (they/she) | mod - 25/3/20XX at 4:48 PM
hello!!

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amiaaa_ - 25/3/20XX at 4:59 PM
would it be weird if i were to like.
dm an’s gf with smth like
“heyyy nice to see you again weve met before i know your girlfriend its mizuki”

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 5:00 PM
i mean. you can.
kohane’s not going to bite your head off

amiaaa_ - 25/3/20XX at 5:00 PM
no im not worried ab that.. she seems like kinda shy??
i feel like id be coming on a little strong

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 5:01 PM
kohane’s been hanging around pretty loud & outgoing people for a long while
you’re not going to scare her

amiaaa_ - 25/3/20XX at 5:02 PM
hell yeah
i’ll message you when ive succeeded at gaining her friendship
another transfem friend here i come

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hamsterko15 - 25/3/20XX at 5:08 PM
I think Akiyama is trying to befriend me???

aki_vb5 - 25/3/20XX at 5:09 PM
yeah she does that

The Trans Support Squad
#identity-spirals

amia (they/she) | mod - 26/3/20XX at 1:32 AM
genuinely i think one of my friends is trans and idk how to break it to her

tricksteR (he/they) - 26/3/20XX at 1:46 AM
Wdym by that?

amia (they/she) | mod - 26/3/20XX at 1:47 AM
ok so this might be crazy and idk how it works for you transmascs but she keeps describing things that i associate really heavily with gender stuff??
to be fair shes also got a lot else going on but i am getting HEAVY closeted vibes from her.,

tricksteR (he/they) - 26/3/20XX at 1:49 AM
Have you talked to this friend explicitly about gender?

amia (they/she) | mod - 26/3/20XX at 1:50 AM
i am NOT out to this friend.. which kinda puts a damper on convos abt gender

KO (She/her) - 26/3/20XX at 6:57 AM
I’ve found that discussions about gender with other queer people are often easier for me if I know the person I’m talking with is also trans
Like, coming out is scary but I’m sure the conversation will be easier for them if they know you can relate to them! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

aki (he/him) - 26/3/20XX at 7:24 AM
and if she does express some sort of gender confusion you can also direct her to another trans friend if coming out seems like too much for you
like my partner brought me to his trans older brother when i was questioning my gender in middle school and that was really helpful to me even if his brother is really weird

amia (they/she) | mod - 26/3/20XX at 7:32 AM
is that you volunteering, aki? ‘,:3
also
partner?

aki (he/him) - 26/3/20XX at 10:13 AM
singing* partner. not dating him.

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amiaaa_ - 26/3/20XX at 10:13 AM
not dating him YET ohoho~

aki_vb5 - 26/3/20XX at 11:36 AM
ohhh my god akiyama

amiaaa_ - 26/3/20XX at 11:36 AM
you wouldnt dare block me :3

aki_vb5 - 26/3/20XX at 11:41 AM
i’ve given up on that. i’m trying a different course of action now.

amiaaa_ - 26/3/20XX at 11:47 AM
what do you mean by that
akito why am i getting messages from your sister about you
akito you are NOT getting my girlfriend to break up with me because i pointed out your massive crush on toya
otouto-kun please

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aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:26 AM
help i may be fucked for this test

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 8:28 AM
Aki…

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:28 AM
i know.,,,,

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 8:29 AM
We ended practice early because you needed to study!! (ノ_＜)

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:29 AM
okay in my defense
i
actually i don’t have a defense i checked instagram 20 minutes into my attempted study session and got distracted

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 8:31 AM
LMAOOO AKI
lock in my man

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:32 AM
it is not my fault studying is such a pain in the ass

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 8:37 AM
It kind of is, though
(¬_¬)
Just saying

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:38 AM
all the women i know do nothing but hate on me

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:53 AM
Isn’t that the truth…

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 8:53 AM
SJFJGKDSGGHA KAITO????
welcome back kaito ive missed you

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:54 AM
I’m sure you have

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:55 AM
wiat
wait*
fuck
is this the kaito that meiko talks about ??

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:55 AM
The very same! Good to meet you, Aki

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 8:55 AM
WAIT WHAT???
kaitoooo whyre you being nice to akito youre always so mean to me :((

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 8:57 AM
You know what you did

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 9:00 AM
Hello! ヽ(*´∀｀)

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 9:00 AM
Hiya!

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 9:01 AM
ko gets a hiya:;;, and i get nothing

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 9:03 AM
deserved

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amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 9:04 AM
dont think i wont tell your sister about your behavior buster

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 9:04 AM
like she’d take sides??
you know ena she’d say we’re both insufferable and should shut up

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 9:06 AM
she would….
i love your sister akito. she is so perfect

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 9:17 AM
gross

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 9:18 AM
youre just jealous~

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 9:18 AM
shut up like actually

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KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 9:24 AM
Do I even want to know what the story is between you two??

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 9:24 AM
probably not !

thing 2 (he/they) - 2/4/20XX at 9:47 AM
OMG KAITOS BACK!!!!!!!
@Kaito (he/him) hi kaito ive missed u!!
@thing 1 (she/her) look rin!!!! kaitos back!!!!!

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 9:50 AM
Hi, Len!

thing 1 (she/her) - 2/4/20XX at 9:50 AM
Hiii kaito!!! its been so boring hear without u :((

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 9:50 AM
I’m sorry!! Work has been super busy for me

thing 2 (he/they) - 2/4/20XX at 9:51 AM
The cafe rite???

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 9:51 AM
Yes, I’ve been working to expand the menu with Meiko

thing 1 (she/her) - 2/4/20XX at 9:52 AM
Ahhhh thats so coool!!!! I wish me and len could come visit uu

Kaito (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 9:52 AM
Maybe when you two are older

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 10:15 AM
Oh, I love Meiko’s cafe!! ＼(^^)／
I go there all the time

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 10:15 AM
i dont even get to know what the cafe is called …

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 10:16 AM
From what I’ve seen between you and Kaito, maybe that’s for the best… (๑•ૅㅁ•๑)

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 10:17 AM
WHATTT ko i thought we were friends!!!!! this is betrayal!!

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 10:17 AM
｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡
I’m sorry Amia!!

amia (they/she) - 2/4/20XX at 10:17 AM
all is forgiven :3
dont even worry about it ko im just teasing~

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 10:20 AM
don’t fall for it ko
join my ongoing rally against amia and her diabolical ways

amia (they/she) | mod - 2/4/20XX at 10:21 AM
ohhh myy godd aki ive said it before and ill say it again
youre just JEALOUS!!

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aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 10:22 AM
one of these days, i’m blocking you.

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tricksteR (he/they) - 2/4/20XX at 10:23 AM
This might just be me, but the aki-amia beef is fun to watch~

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 10:24 AM
Aki is funny about how he shows his care
It seems that this is just a manifestation of that to the extreme www

aki (he/him) - 2/4/20XX at 10:24 AM
you are not safe either

KO (She/her) - 2/4/20XX at 10:32 AM
You say that…

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amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 4:31 PM
hey akito not clowning for a sec
do you support me

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 4:33 PM
???
i mean
yeah why wouldn’t i

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 4:35 PM
ive been thinking about coming out
i mean like obv im already out at school but i have some friends who dont know
and i want to tell them. but its nerve wracking

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 4:36 PM
please tell me you’re not here for advice i haven’t come out to anyone since first year middle school

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 4:36 PM
nah i have a plan on how to come out
ish
but. thing is
im coming out to your sister

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 4:37 PM
if she’s weird about it for any reason tell me
and i’ll deck her

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 4:37 PM
aww, i appreciate the support otouto-kun~~~
it shouldnt come to that though

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 4:37 PM
it better fucking not
my sister knows better than to be a dick to trans people

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 4:37 PM
this actually made me feel a little better thank you akitooo
mwah

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 4:41 PM
.
i’m glad.

amiaaa_ - 2/4/20XX at 4:42 PM
awwww otouto-kun expressing himself?? for realsies?? how cute..

aki_vb5 - 2/4/20XX at 4:42 PM
don’t push it.

be careful with akiyama.

???
Akito this is vague by YOUR standards
What the hell does this mean

you’ll figure it out when she tells you
don’t fuck it up

Im glad u and mizuki are getting along????
But seriously what does this mean

Akito

Seriously? Ure the worst

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amia (they/she) | mod - 5/4/20XX at 12:13 PM
im coming out to some of my closest friends tonight someone tell me its going to be alright

aki (he/him) - 5/4/20XX at 12:14 PM
if it goes badly i’ll break kneecaps for you

amia (they/she) | mod - 5/4/20XX at 12:14 PM
i knew you cared <3

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 5/4/20XX at 12:17 PM
GOOD LUCK AMIA!! WE’RE HERE FOR YOU!!!

KO (She/her) - 5/4/20XX at 12:22 PM
I believe in you!! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

tricksteR (he/they) - 5/4/20XX at 12:39 PM
I’m glad you’ve found the courage to tell your friends! I hope everything goes alright for you, good luck amia

Nightcord at 25:00
#general

amia - 5/4/20XX at 1:02 PM
hey all. ive got something important thats been weighing on my mind a lot recently that i think you deserve to know

k - 5/4/20XX at 1:03 PM
Is everything alright, amia?

amia - 5/4/20XX at 1:05 PM
i mean it should be but i want to tell you all this
would you be available to meet up at our usual diner this evening?

enanan - 5/4/20XX at 1:12 PM
Yeah, I’ll b available
@yuki ?

yuki - 5/4/20XX at 2:46 PM
i can

amia - 5/4/20XX at 2:49 PM
okay thank you so much ill see you this evening

enanan - 5/4/20XX at 2:50 PM
See u then ♡

Akito FUCKING Shinonome was ur text earlier warning me to not be transphobic towards my fucking gf
Whyre u like this

geez ena wtf
yeah i mean ??? i know you support trans people but supporting us doesn’t necessarily mean you completely understand us
like i didn’t think that you would hate mizuki for being trans but. i don’t know. you’re only attracted to women.

Yeah obviously im only attracted to women dipshit im DATING one
. I understand ur concern ig. Mizukis birth gender doesnt matter to me as much as who she is now

good.

Im glad u and amia get along now

don’t tell her i was worried about her

Yeah yeah

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#identity-spirals

amia (they/she) | mod - 5/4/20XX at 7:15 PM
it went well!! thank you all for your support
my gf was one of the people i told & she said she supported me without question!!
genuinely i was a little worried

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 5/4/20XX at 7:18 PM
I’M GLAD!!!! that actually makes me feel a lot better about my attempted coming out to my partner!!!!!

aki (he/him)- 5/4/20XX at 7:19 PM
that’s good, amia. i’m glad your friends & girlfriend took it well

tricksteR (he/they)- 5/4/20XX at 7:24 PM
Congratulations on coming out amia
Maybe this will be the motivation i need to come out to my boyfriend as well haha

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amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:36 PM
call me crazy but i think star and r know each other irl and havent realized that theyre together and also online friends

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:36 PM
?????
what kinda fanfiction are you living in akiyama

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:36 PM
OK HEAR ME OUT THO

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:37 PM
i don’t think i have a choice

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:40 PM
so r asks out the guy he likes right. and the same day that happens star gets asked out by a guy as well
which like. fun coincidence sure
but THEN it seems like r&star also go out on a date the same day although their times dont quite line up
and then also theyre both trying to come out to the guys theyre dating???

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:41 PM
do you need a corkboard and some red string to go with this insane theory

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:41 PM
it feels like youre not taking this seriously

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:43 PM
what you’re suggesting sounds so unreal. straight out of a story.
sorry if i think that a few coincidences are more likely than whatever you’re suggesting ??

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:43 PM
ok then lets bet on it
if it turns out that r and star dont know each other irl then i owe you a favor. anything no questions asked

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:47 PM
and if you win?

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:48 PM
you have to ask out toya. ill bring you a boombox you can serenade him from his lawn

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:48 PM
don’t test me.

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:50 PM
FINE no boombox but if i win the bet youd better ask him out

aki_vb5 - 5/4/20XX at 7:51 PM
fine. it’s not like i’ll be losing this bet anyways

amiaaa_ - 5/4/20XX at 7:58 PM
wait and see :3

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#outfits

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:26 PM
Clothes shopping!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
[image attached]

amia (they/she) | mod - 13/5/20XX at 4:29 PM
HOLYYYY KO YOURE SO GORGEOUSS
i love your style it suits you so well……..

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:30 PM
It helps that I know a whole bunch of fashion-forward people I think

amia (they/she) | mod - 13/5/20XX at 4:30 PM
i mean like im sure thats a factor but that confidence??? thats all you girl
icon. youre so cool ko

aki (he/him) - 13/5/20XX at 4:32 PM
have you sent this picture to your girlfriend yet

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:33 PM
Obviously
She responded, and I quote, “AAAHFGGGHGHFHLLAAHHHGHH HOW DID I GET SO LUCKYYYY ILUUUU YOURE GROGEOUS”
♡♡♡

aki (he/him) - 13/5/20XX at 4:33 PM
grogeous

amia (they/she) - 13/5/20XX at 4:33 PM
grogeous

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:34 PM
Grogeous…

how’s it going grogeous

cosndieiring my girlfriend apparently just BETRAYED ME , badly

i think the only thing that’s betrayed you is your phone autocorrect

yeah Fuck You Too buddy ive ahd my autocorrect off since age 12

and it really shows

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#outfits

aki (he/him) - 13/5/20XX at 4:35 PM
her terrible awful spelling aside, the outfit looks good
your personal style suits you ko

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:35 PM
That means a lot coming from you Aki!!!! ＼(^-^)／

thing 1 (she/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:48 PM
Wowwww ko your so pretty!
Im literally in love with that outfit the skirt is so cute
Need thtttt

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:50 PM
Thank you Rin!
Honestly, it was high time I did this. Most of my outfits are still from first year and I think I can do better than what I was wearing back then (°_°)

aki (he/him) - 13/5/20XX at 4:51 PM
the denim skirt you wore EVERYWHERE

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 4:51 PM
Don’t remind me!!!!
It’s not like you were much better, Aki
(T-T)

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amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 4:54 PM
is kohane talking abt those 3 ugly ass sweaters you wore all the time LMAOOOOOOO

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 4:54 PM
get out of my dms

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#outfits

aki (he/him) - 13/5/20XX at 4:55 PM
we don’t talk about first year.

tricksteR (he/they) - 13/5/20XX at 5:02 PM
Very fashionable, ko!!
If only we could all dress that well~

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 5:05 PM
Honestly it’s not too hard!! It’s mostly about confidence & just a little bit of knowledge on what works for you ᕦ(-ᴗ-)

tricksteR (he/they) - 13/5/20XX at 5:05 PM
Unfortunately, style is not one of my many strengths
My boyfriend informs me that i am a “certifiable fashion disaster” among other things

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 5:06 PM
It can’t be that bad, can it?

tricksteR (he/they) - 13/5/20XX at 5:07 PM
I think it looks fine but i’ve been told my judgement on these things is unreliable
For reference, here’s an outfit of mine
[image attached]

KO (She/her) - 13/5/20XX at 5:13 PM
Wow.
I stand corrected.

tricksteR (he/they) - 13/5/20XX at 5:13 PM
You see ?

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 13/5/20XX at 5:20 PM
ko, your style is wonderful!!!!! it suits you very well!!!! that outfit looks great on you!!

tricksteR (he/they) - 13/5/20XX at 5:20 PM
What do you think of my outfit star? :3

88☆彡 (he/star!!) - 13/5/20XX at 5:22 PM
..
it’s! not good!
in kind of a charming way, if i’m being honest! it reminds me of outfits my partner picks out for himself!!
… actually, i think i’ve seen that exact shirt on him. oh my!

tricksteR (he/they) - 13/5/20XX at 5:22 PM
I’ll take being called charming !

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aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:22 PM
don’t. say a WORD.

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:23 PM
i hope youve put an order in for a bouquet, loverboy
because you are not winning this bet !!

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:25 PM
i’m not going to go down without a fight on this
if they don’t say anything about it then there’s no reason to believe that they know each other irl

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:25 PM
cope
and seethe

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:25 PM
please . i’m not ready

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:26 PM
clearly. listen, im only going to say this once
youve got this. idk why asking the guy youve liked for a million billion years is so scary for you but you can do it
worst case he politely says no and you remain friends

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:26 PM
why did i agree to this bet…

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:27 PM
because this was the push you needed
also you fr thought r and star dont know each other irl LMFAOOOOOOOO

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:29 PM
i have made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement
also it’s so bad. i keep hearing a certain someone’s voice every time i see star’s messages

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:30 PM
WAIT do you read his messages in tsukasa-senpais voice too

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:30 PM
so i’m not going insane??

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:30 PM
no stars mannerisms are similar to the way tsukasa-senpai speaks

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:31 PM
oh god. i don’t even want to think of the implications star being him would have
i’ve been getting along with tsukasa-senpai???
god. what has the world come to

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:32 PM
think about it this way: toya would be happy

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:32 PM
oh my ghdhdhfgghghhhh stop bringing toya into things
… he would be happy though.

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:32 PM
that would also mean, in this hypothetical world where star from our discord server is also tsukasa tenma from school, that r is rui

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:32 PM
Horrified

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:33 PM
i wont push this new conspiracy theory because i feel like i may break you if i say anything more

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:34 PM
am i???? getting along with the two seniors that i swore to myself i’d never befriend????

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:35 PM
did you actually do that???? youre so lame otouto-kun LMAOOOO

aki_vb5 - 13/5/20XX at 5:35 PM
shut it akiyama i was 15 and intimidated by tsukasa-senpai’s presence
i’m going to pretend this conversation didn’t happen. for my own peace of mind.

amiaaa_ - 13/5/20XX at 5:35 PM
you do that boo

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hamsterko15 - 16/5/20XX at 11:16 AM
By the way Toya and I have agreed — we’re going to watch a WXS performance and you’re coming with

aki_vb5 - 16/5/20XX at 11:16 AM
what
no
why

hamsterko15 - 16/5/20XX at 11:17 AM
It’ll be good for you. Also it’s Toya’s birthday wish

aki_vb5 - 16/5/20XX at 11:17 AM
……. fine …….
if it’s for toya i’ll do it

hamsterko15 - 16/5/20XX at 11:18 AM
Wow. You are down horrendous for him

aki_vb5 - 16/5/20XX at 11:18 AM
is it even worth trying to deny that

hamsterko15 - 16/5/20XX at 11:18 AM
Nope! ^-^
I know that you’ve talked to An about it before and she told me because we share everything
☆〜（ゝ。∂）

aki_vb5 - 16/5/20XX at 11:21 AM
that snitch

i’m going to show your girlfriend your messages about her before you started dating if you don’t shape up

WHAT
why would you tdo that akiyo
what did i do to yoy

you know what you did.

HUH????
wiat is this about me talking to her abotu you??? you cant expecy me to Not talk to my girlfriend about things

you told her about my feelings for toya???

i mean
yea
akito did yuo think that kohane didny already know that you have gay ass feeligns for toua

why is literally everyone against me right now

at some point youll realize its retribution from tye universi tself

you can spell “retribution” right but not “the”??

weak rebuttal. not on topic. i give it a 3/10

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aki_vb5 - 16/5/20XX at 11:38 AM
please break up with your girlfriend she’s being insufferable

hamsterko15 - 16/5/20XX at 11:39 AM
Unfortunately, I love her too much to do that

Did Kohane let you know about the performance we’re going to for my birthday?

yeah she did
wxs?

Yes! Tsukasa-senpai says he’s got a special performance upcoming for my birthday. :)

i’m looking forward to it.

I am too. All of my favorite people are going to be there!
Including you, of course. :D

yeah man. it’s going to be good, i’m sure

[image attached]
ghdhdfjgk why is he so cute
look at his use of emoticons. i love this man

you conplain about me talking about yuor Gay Ass Feeligns for toya and then you message me with your Gay Ass Feelings for him. make up your mind gayboy

unfortunately, you’re a safe person for me and i need to gush about him SOMEWHERE
my only other option is akiyama and she’ll make fun of me worse. you’re used to it

you shoufl just tell him how yuo feel tbh

eventually. maybe

also not you just lying to toyas face
your ass is NOT excited foe the wxs performance

shut up!! i can be excited. it’s not a lie
it’s just

an exaggeration of the truth?

an exaggeration of th
OH FUCK YOU SHIRAISHI

this is going to my akito blackmail folder

i hate you